Chapter 47
Chapter 47 of 50
gersknightladyHaving fled the Wizarding World, Hermione comes face to face with her past.
ReviewedThat afternoon, Hermione and Severus took Grendel back to the lair via the Gypsies' camp.
There was a light snow on the ground, and the trees around the camp had been decorated with paper ornaments made by the children. There were strings of popcorn on the trees, and snowflakes of tinsel fluttered there as well. There was a big party taking place with music and food that smelled so divine that Hermione's stomach rumbled.
As they walked into the camp with Grendel, the whole company became aware of them. The music stopped, and every face turned their way. Grendel gave a roar, and the children screamed with delight and swarmed over the huge animal. They had all been waiting for the magical day when Raven's big monster would come to see them. Grendel loved the children, and they followed him in dancing lines as he lead them weaving in and out amongst the trees.
Nicholi came with open arms and hugged Hermione and Severus.
"Welcome, my friends. Come and sit by the fire. Have some food. The children were just speaking of your huge, wooly friend. He is quite a fierce-looking beast, isn't he? Your story is often told as we sit around the campfire. The children have not yet tired of hearing it."
He gave them places by the fire and filled plates of food for them. He watched as a couple of small ones clamored upon Grendel's back. He glanced at Severus to see if there was any harm but saw the man smiling at his giant beast.
Severus noted Nicholi's concern. "They will be fine. Grendel is as gentle as a 10-day-old puppy."
Hermione asked, "Where's Magi?" She looked to see that the old woman was not there.
Nicholi shook his head, "She sleeps a great deal these days, and she has grown weak. We fear we will lose her soon. She is 123 after all."
"One hundred twenty-three!" Hermione gasped. "We had no idea."
Nicholi laughed. "She does not like people to know her age, and she is my grandmother's mother. She is the last of our ancient line. My parents died in an accident many years ago on a steep mountain. The wagon rolled down the mountain. My grandmother died of a broken heart after that. But Magi stayed with us these many years. She will come to the fire in a while. She went for a nap earlier."
The music and dancing resumed, and Hermione and Severus sat watching the festivities as they ate their food. Hermione saw Severus' brow was creased, and he was deep in thought.
She tugged at his sleeve. "Are you okay," she asked in a whisper, concern creasing her own forehead.
He smiled down at her and reached out to touch her, and she felt his mind join hers. "Yes, I was considering the ramifications of introducing Grendel to Magi. Old age is part of life, yet she is a very treasured part of this caravan of life. Grendel cannot stop death, but he can take her pain and give her some years of life and maybe even her eyes. But it's a serious healing, and I would have to ask him. She would also have to be told. Maybe she's looking forward to life beyond this plane. Maybe her magical insight is because of her blindness. It's very complicated. The camp would then know what Grendel is. Right now their children might be receiving his energy and simple healings. We cannot keep Grendel here too long among the whole group."
Nicholi, who had been dancing, noticed the silent communion that his two friends were having. He came close. "Is there a problem?"
Severus stood. "May we speak to you alone? I would like to talk to you about Grendel, and Hermione would like to visit Magi alone if it is possible."
Nicholi was obviously curious, he but said, "Of course, Hermione. I know she would love to see you."
They went toward the wagons, and Grendel came from the trees to stop before Severus a moment. Severus placed a hand on his head and bent to talk to him. The big beast gave his hand a soft lick and then bounded off to play with the children some more.
Nicholi watched the exchange, curiosity plain on his face. He led them to a bright red wagon and rapped on the door, Magi's frail voice bid them enter.
Hermione said, "I will speak to her, Severus." She vanished into the wagon, shutting the door behind her.
Severus turned to the curious Nicholi and said, "Can we walk out into the trees? I crave some privacy."
"Of course, Severus."
Nicholi was a wise man and knew when Severus was ready he would explain. He did not need to ask the questions that burned through his thoughts.
Finally Severus looked around and used his wand to place a silencing charm around them.
"Forgive the mystery. Grendel is a very special animal. You may have felt his power."
Nicholi nodded. "Yes, I have never encountered a creature that has a magic about him like this one."
"Nicholi, Grendel is a healer." Severus looked the man in the eye. "He can help Magi, if she wishes it. It may or may not extend her life many years, but it will definitely add quality to the life she has."
Nicholi's eyes tearing up, he went to his knees in the dirt.
"You would offer this miracle to one of us? We are but a humble people. She is the life of this caravan. We are aggrieved at her suffering."
Severus, touched by the man's emotion, squatted to talk with him eye to eye. He reached out to place a hand on Nicholi's shoulder.
"One can never be ready for those closest to them to die, but this must be her choice. She may be ready even if we are not. She is a very special woman. You have been a great support to Hermione and me, and we want to be able to give back. We must be careful, though. Grendel cannot give life, and what he gives will drain him. He has patched me up many times at the brink of death, but it costs him weeks of lost energy, almost as if he is arthritic. His body needs to rebuild its magical energy just like we need our strength from food. He spends a great deal of his life alone."
Nicholi looked alarmed. "Will the children tire him?"
"He's having a great time with them. He's never spent time with children before," Severus explained. "Come, let's go back to the wagon and see what Hermione has discovered."
Meanwhile: Hermione moved into the tiny, dark wagon and found Magi reclined on a small bed in the back. She was covered in many colorful quilts and a small candle was burning on her bedside table. She was stroking the fur of a small, orange cat that reminded Hermione of Crookshanks.
"Magi, how are you?" Hermione asked, taking a small stool by the bed.
The old woman reached out a hand to her, and the small cat scooted away.
Hermione took her hand. "It is good to see you, my friend."
"Old and weak have I become," the tiny woman said.
"It's not so unusual for a 123-year-old," Hermione teased with affection in her voice.
"Nicholi," she said with a sigh. "He knows I do not like my age told.
Hermione said, "I wish I had known. I would have plied you for your stories before this."
"I have lived in a caravan most of my life. I have seen many wonders in our travels but none of the modern world of the Muggles. I have no references to compare."
"Well, the wonders of these mountains would be enough."
"Has that man asked you to marry him, yet?" Magi asked curiously.
Hermione nodded happily and told her about the dance and the proposal." She extended her hand to show her ring to the old woman.
"He's a good man. His life has been hard, but he is now the best of men," the old woman told Hermione. "If I were 80 years younger, you would have to fight for that one," she said with a cackle that ended up a cough. "Darn old age; it takes away the joy."
Hermione held her until the coughing stopped. "If you had a chance at a longer, healthier life, would you take it?" Hermione asked, squeezing the old woman's shoulders affectionately.
"Life is precious, and I have had more than my share. Yet one never wants to leave the children."
Hermione said, "Severus and I have brought Grendel. He romps among the trees with the children. He is a very special beast, Magi. He has the ability to heal, give strength, and make your body stronger."
"A Curandarian!" she said, her white eyes widened with surprise. "Many years ago, I heard about a man who had one. But it was a story from my childhood."
"Grendel is rare, but he's very much real. He has agreed to help you if you wish it."
She sat now on the edge of the bed. "This is true; you really have the animal here?" Her face was alight with possibilities, and Hermione knew she was very excited about the possibilities of a better, longer life.
Hermione squeezed her hand and held her arm with the other.
"Yes, he is here. I take that as a positive answer. Lie back. I think if we are careful we can squeeze him in here with a little magical enhancement."
She used her wand to widen the inside of the wagon. Then she went to Magi and stroked the old woman's hair.
"I will be back."
She opened the door and spotted Nicholi and Severus coming from the trees. She ran to Severus.
"She will do it. She wants to live."
Severus nodded, smiling down at her, though he was worried. He had never asked Grendel to heal someone else. Was this too much for his friend?
There was a rush of voices, and the children came from the trees with Grendel in the middle. They all walked at his side with their hands buried in his fur. Grendel came and bowed before Severus. Severus knelt before the beast and put his hands on the sides of Grendel's face. He leaned forward and pressed his forehead against Grendel's. For a long, silent moment they communicated with feelings and thought. There were no words. Grendel then swiped Severus face with his big tongue and walked past him. He licked Hermione's hand as he went by, and then he crawled into the little wagon. It sagged under his weight.
Severus took his wand and magically closed the door. He went to Hermione's side. He took her into his arms and held her.
Hermione felt him trembling against her.
"He will be all right, Severus. He's very strong, and he will know when to stop."
"Will he?" he whispered against her hair.
"Yes, he will, Severus."
Nicholi stood with them as they watched the little wagon. The children, not knowing what was happening, stood silent with them watching. The music had stopped, and the rest of the group gradually stood with them watching but not asking...not knowing why they all watched. Perhaps some thought she was dying. Some waited just knowing something wondrous might be happening. They could see the expectant looks on the faces of Severus, Hermione, and Nicholi.
It was nearly two hours that they stood and waited, and then a roar from the wagon sounded and the door opened. Magi walked out steady and strong. Her eyes were a piercing blue, and her nearly white hair was now a dark grey. She looked 50 years younger. She placed her hands on Grendel's head, and he climbed down the stairs a bit unsteadily and lay upon the snow. The children ran to him, their hands touching his body, and he licked a hand, an elbow, a face as they poured out their love on him. Severus saw the bleakness and the strain on his friend's face. He'd seen it many times over the years, but as he watched, it seemed to reverse and was soon gone. Grendel climbed to his feet and came to him, pressing his head against Severus' hand, and then he gave a happy yap and tore off with the laughing children.
Severus stood dumfounded. Hermione stared after the happy animal as the Gypsies swarmed around Magi, their old mother, as they cried. They started to sing and dance. Instruments were summoned, and they had a celebration of life. With the children, Grendel, and Magi in the center, they danced into the night, and Hermione and Severus danced with them.
That night as they fell into bed in the lair and Grendel snored from his bed in the corner, Severus held Hermione close. He caressed her skin with gentle strokes, and his lips pressed against cool skin that warmed as their passion was ignited. Her hands and fingers sought to ignite his ardor as well. The dance of the night became their bodies' rhythm, and they danced an age-old dance of love. Their cries of ecstasy were soft and gentle against each other's lips. They lay spent, and Severus said against her temple as he pressed a kiss, "Christmas is truly about love."
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I noticed a couple of small things: you used aide when it should be aid, and timber when it should be timbre.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
I appreciate the heads-up but I could not find Timber/timbre. I thought it would be where he sings Harry to live and yet it's not there. I re-read the chapter twice and it didn't jump out a me.so much for your help.Thank
It probably doesn't matter at this time, but I've noticed a lot of errors: spelling and grammar.Also, there were Indians in Romania?I am enjoying your story however.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Well, if there are a lot of errors they have slipped by the TPP ladies. If you want to send them to me I can run them by them and see if they can be fixed. The chapters go through quite a stringent process. I'm glad you are enjoying the story.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Well, if there are a lot of errors they have slipped by the TPP ladies. If you want to send them to me I can run them by them and see if they can be fixed. The chapters go through quite a stringent process. I'm glad you are enjoying the story.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Well I assume you loved that chapter. LOL I'm glad.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Well I assume you loved that chapter. LOL I'm glad.
Is he so thoughtful because he is magical or because he is Severus Snape? I can't even get my husband to initiate ad take me on a date and I've been married 33 years. Our last date was to go see the last Deathly Hallows and I planned that one. He is a loving stick in the mud.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
I'm not sure. I think once Severus Snape loves and is loved back. I think the whole world would open for him.Well at least hes loving. It could be worse :)
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
I'm not sure. I think once Severus Snape loves and is loved back. I think the whole world would open for him.Well at least hes loving. It could be worse :)
It looks like Grendal is rejuivinated by children. That's a wonderful idea. I hurt so bad tonight I can hardly think. I wish I had a pet like him. My feet feel like they have been held in burning coals and then put in clamps. I can't sleep and I'm dreading work, tomorrow. I have peripheral neuropathy from unknown causes. Some days are worse than others.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
I'm sorry you are in pain. Its been a week or so since you wrote this. I hope your health has improved. I went on a nice vacation and am now back. I hope things are better now. Im glad you enjoyed the chapter.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
I'm sorry you are in pain. Its been a week or so since you wrote this. I hope your health has improved. I went on a nice vacation and am now back. I hope things are better now. Im glad you enjoyed the chapter.
A very Happy Chritstmas. Severus is 10 times more thoughtful than most guys. He bought her a wedding dress, how cute.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
LOL yes, he has become quite considerate. Love has opened up his world.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
LOL yes, he has become quite considerate. Love has opened up his world.
Very sweet.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Thank you :) might have to go look at the chapter since youdidn't give me clues LOL
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Thank you :) might have to go look at the chapter since youdidn't give me clues LOL
The cauldron ring was a brilliant idea! It is very original. And, I am so glad Xenophilius is there! I really like him and am so glad Luna gets to have her dad. I'm glad to see Moody still alive too. Too bad for the Weaselys Fred isn't here. How did you decide who to keep alive and who to leave passed away? I have no criticism on the matter, just observing and wondering about the process of deciding who to bring back into the story. Great chapter!
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Not sure how I chose who lived and who died. I didn't like Freds death anymore than the others but I had to leave some war casulties and I guess he was one of the first so I left it that way. I really didn't think it out much.Thank you I'm glad you liked it.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Not sure how I chose who lived and who died. I didn't like Freds death anymore than the others but I had to leave some war casulties and I guess he was one of the first so I left it that way. I really didn't think it out much.Thank you I'm glad you liked it.
Seeing Severus tonight at the ball should help Ginny understand better what Hermione sees in Severus. But she is a girl and it is normal for her not to be attracted to men old enough to be her father. I, on the other hand, have always been attracted to older men. I've been inordinately "boy/man crazy" since I was literally 5 years old. LOL. My first crush was Davey Jones from the Monkeys. Allowing Harry to see the memory of his mother and Harry's mother is extremely generous. That was very very personal. I wonder how Severus will react seeing it a second time? It changed him and gave him back his memories of Raven. He was extremely emotional afterwards. I wonder if he will be able to be OK when seeing it with Harry. I understand that he and Hermione share way more with one another than anyone else does because of Severus' special needs to see Hermione's mind and Hermione seeing his pensive memories. They are comfortable with it now, but most people would feel more like Ginny does about it. I know Severus probably wants Harry to see how much he was loved as a baby. However, Harry will also be hearing his mom say she let Severus down. He will surely have conflicting feelings about that. It won't be easy for either of them to see. I'm sure Severus wants to let Harry know that he can consider him a godfather. I totally trust Harry, but I've learned in life that you can't trust very many people with too much personal information. They are only human and are bound to veiw that information from a position of thier own self interest. They are bound to let someone down even if they are sorry later. But most of the time they aren't sorry because don't even realize how hurtful they were or don't care. Severus will need to find a happy medium regarding who he trusts his most tender feelings with. Changing the subject, I wonder what Minerva thinks about Hermione and Severus snogging in front of all the students.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
I adored the Monkees when I was a kid. I got to see them last year in Bakersfield on their last tour together. Davey was so full of energy and danced all over the stage. He was a joy to see again.Thats was a huge step for Severus, sharing the memory. True people who haven't shared someoes thoughts might think it an invasion. Ginny doesn't know the love and trust they have developed for eachother.Maybe she would think "its about time" LOL... But then shes a propper o'l biddy. (said very fondly) :) I honestly don'tremember how I wrote it.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
I adored the Monkees when I was a kid. I got to see them last year in Bakersfield on their last tour together. Davey was so full of energy and danced all over the stage. He was a joy to see again.Thats was a huge step for Severus, sharing the memory. True people who haven't shared someoes thoughts might think it an invasion. Ginny doesn't know the love and trust they have developed for eachother.Maybe she would think "its about time" LOL... But then shes a propper o'l biddy. (said very fondly) :) I honestly don'tremember how I wrote it.
Great chapter!!! Everyone is coming along quite well. I love happy stories. I don't know why sad stories get so much credit. Entertainment should take one away from the pain of real life in my opinion. I think that is why many of us got hooked on Harry Potter initially when it was still fun and magic was amazing, even though we were adults. Then it went down hill and I only kept reading because I cared about the characters and felt the need to see how she resolved so much conflict, pain and betrayal. I kept hoping for things to improve, but they only got worse. I hated the last book. I hated the ending too. She killed too many people she didn't need to kill. And especially if she had to kill Severus she did it in such an un-Snapish way. Severus Snape would have been prepared for Nagini. She'd made him too smart to die that way. She also made Hermione too intelligent to be able to stay with Ron forever. She would have grown past him, though she would always love him. They don't make a believable adult couple. Your story is 100 times better. Thank you for not letting Doby be dead. That was just too much death for me. I'm sorry Ron has to be dead, but I understand it better than killing Severus and leaving him with such an unresolved tragedy of a life. I wonder if, in her mind, he met Dumbledore on the other side the way Harry did. I know publishers make you change a story a lot. At least the result left a lot of us the drive and strong need to set Severus Snape's story right. We SS fans felt the need to make more sense of his death. I truly didn't see it coming until the last story. I kept waiting for her to reveal his truth, and I thought she would give him some closure, some compensation for his suffering. Although she showed us why he protected Harry and that he wasn't evil, which were huge questions; she left him dead in a stupid way and with only pain, pain and more pain taken to the grave. Her story left me completely unsatisfied.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Your emotia cons are so entertaining LOL. I was cringing about the mob but see it's not directed at me wheew.I agree with you the cannon books leave a lot to be desired. Why did Harry have to lose every one and everything that he loved. Even his owl. Its a wonder Ginny and Hagrid surived.I also agree with you one the HG?RW pairing. It has never worked for me. I hated having them together at the end. They were polar opposites and would have never stayed together.I think allof us who wrote HG/SS fic found the books lacking. That's why we write... we need to give him a better ending.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Your emotia cons are so entertaining LOL. I was cringing about the mob but see it's not directed at me wheew.I agree with you the cannon books leave a lot to be desired. Why did Harry have to lose every one and everything that he loved. Even his owl. Its a wonder Ginny and Hagrid surived.I also agree with you one the HG?RW pairing. It has never worked for me. I hated having them together at the end. They were polar opposites and would have never stayed together.I think allof us who wrote HG/SS fic found the books lacking. That's why we write... we need to give him a better ending.
Quite beautiful. I'm glad everyone got to feel Severus' song of love. This will do much to make everyone feel closer to Severus. I hope Harry can love him too. I know I said that in the last review. I know Harry is a good and kind boy with a lot of love, so I'm sure he will be able to. What about the elder wand? Breaking the edler wand was a big deal regarding Harry. I wonder if you include this in your story some how so we know he did break it, since he didn't have a chance to in this version of how he killed Voldemort. It's OK if you didn't, though.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
I'm not sure when I wrote this how aware I was of the elder wand. I don't think it's included in this story at all. The fnal moview came after, sure I'd read the books but since it was such a different take on the end it wasn't included.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
I'm not sure when I wrote this how aware I was of the elder wand. I don't think it's included in this story at all. The fnal moview came after, sure I'd read the books but since it was such a different take on the end it wasn't included.
I'm glad he found out Lily didn't hate him. It must have been terrible to watch the grief of his mother and Lily at losing him to the Dark Lord. But he must have forgiven them so that he was able to remember Raven's life and his love for Hermione. Hermione will be fine. Now he will be able to love Harry like a godson. I hope Harry can love him back.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Thank you, the memory seemed necessary tohelp free Severus from his past and give him some freedom to embrace his future.I hope Harry can too. :)
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Thank you, the memory seemed necessary tohelp free Severus from his past and give him some freedom to embrace his future.I hope Harry can too. :)
The idea of giving Raven's memories back to Severus is brilliant! I'm really glad he mom left him the memory necklace. I wonder how she did it without her wand. Maybe after Severus' dad was gone she got another one. It must be hard for Hermione to have not taken him back to the cave. He was very pitiful. I wonder if he is blocking Raven's memories or if it is a result of the curse. This last memory of his mom after he killed his dad was good for him. Now maybe he can forgive her. The more he forgives the other people who loved him but weren't perfect, the more he will be able to forgive himself.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Thank you, I'm glad you found some things to like in this chapter. Maybe she really did have some wandless magic or she did get another one (good observation that I missed).opps I got ahead of my self. I'm supposed to be in the teen chapters.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Thank you, I'm glad you found some things to like in this chapter. Maybe she really did have some wandless magic or she did get another one (good observation that I missed).opps I got ahead of my self. I'm supposed to be in the teen chapters.
I admit I was surprised that Severus didn't finish. However, this is great story telling. It will turn out well, I think. I hope the Weasely's keep quiet. Maybe only Aurthur and Ginny should be there until Severus finishes the spell. It would be less pressure, I think. Maybe Hermione needs to give him permission to love his best friend's son. Acknowledge that he loved Lily and it's OK to keep the good memories. I understand his guilt, but Peter Pettigrew is the friend who really betrayed them to Voldemort. Severus was the one who had them hidden. When he told Voldemort the prophesy he didn't know it would be about Lily's son, did he? I can't remember. I think Lily has forgiven him. If she knew that her life and Jame's were given so that her son could defeat Voldemort, I think she would have been willing to make that sacrafice. She was fighting Voldemort too. If she hadn't died for Harry, Harry would not have been able to defeat the Dark Lord. She also helped defeat Voldemort by her sacrifice. I'm certain Severus has never looked at it that way.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
I think it was a shock to him and it starled him enough to make him lose his concentration spoiling the spell. He will come back. No I don;t think he thought at first it would be Lily's son. I don;t think he would have told Voldy if he had known it. I think Lily has too. Your right she would have given her life for the cause. I never thought of it that way either and so we see they were more alike than we thought.Thanks so much for the thoughts and the review.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
I think it was a shock to him and it starled him enough to make him lose his concentration spoiling the spell. He will come back. No I don;t think he thought at first it would be Lily's son. I don;t think he would have told Voldy if he had known it. I think Lily has too. Your right she would have given her life for the cause. I never thought of it that way either and so we see they were more alike than we thought.Thanks so much for the thoughts and the review.
Great job! Just enough angst to make it exciting but not so much as to make it too stressful for a weary soul. I'm really enjoying this story.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Thank you, I don;t like a lot ofnangst either and I hate dragging things out. I'm glad yoou are enjoying the story. If my favortie of all the ones i've done.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Thank you, I don;t like a lot ofnangst either and I hate dragging things out. I'm glad yoou are enjoying the story. If my favortie of all the ones i've done.
I don't understand why they have decided not to make love at Hogwartz until after Harry is free. What am I missing? I'm really happy about his encounter with Neville. That's a healing for Neville too. His fear of Severus has been painful. He is such a good boy. He and Luna do really match. I'm so happy for them both. The Gypsy experience was a great chapter. Thanks.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Well hey I really don;t know why i amde that decision. Being un-Married and it being a school for children is probably the reason. Maybe they just need it to be more formal. Finish up what they set out to do and then see where they stood with eachother. Who knows This was written years ago lol.I'm glad you liked the Gypsies.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Well hey I really don;t know why i amde that decision. Being un-Married and it being a school for children is probably the reason. Maybe they just need it to be more formal. Finish up what they set out to do and then see where they stood with eachother. Who knows This was written years ago lol.I'm glad you liked the Gypsies.
I'm having a wonderful time reading this story. I should go to bed or I will regret it. My health requires I get enough rest or I have flare ups. At least I can go to sleep with singing heart now.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
I'm glad it's making yur life happy but don;t jeprodize your health it will stillbe there the next day. But I know what you mean Ive been awake late hours reading good fics.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
I'm glad it's making yur life happy but don;t jeprodize your health it will stillbe there the next day. But I know what you mean Ive been awake late hours reading good fics.
Kisses, kisses!!!! I didn't think he could keep away from her until Harry was fixed. It's all good. She needed it and he needed it now they will need eachother. I knows she made love to him even if he doesn't think he made love to her. If he was worried about her loving Ravan instead of him I think some of his worries can be laid to rest. It can only get better now. I feel it.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Yes Kisses, you know a man and his needs. But she had the same needs. It was a chnace to connect and show him she can be with him as well. Thats she want's to be with him and it's now all Raven. Thanks for hanging in there :)
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Yes Kisses, you know a man and his needs. But she had the same needs. It was a chnace to connect and show him she can be with him as well. Thats she want's to be with him and it's now all Raven. Thanks for hanging in there :)
Hermione is doing a good job.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Thank you I'm glad she is :)
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Thank you I'm glad she is :)
I suppose she can't ask him to forgive her can she? She doesn't know he stood outside the door, but she knows he kissed the daylights out of her. I think that before much time goes by she needs to sincerely apologize without being overly emotional, but say she respect his wishes if he wants to continue as if the kisses never happened. It seems like the adult thing to do. To ignore it would be immature.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Well I'm not sure what scene yur talking about but it will get worked out. She's alot younger and also insecure and some times her youth can get the better of her. She can be immature.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Well I'm not sure what scene yur talking about but it will get worked out. She's alot younger and also insecure and some times her youth can get the better of her. She can be immature.
There are too many chapters left for this not to get better. Hermione needs to somehow show him that she didn't love Raven just to get Harry back. She needs to give him the memories she and Raven made. She also needs to give him the necklace. Some careful way she needs to let him know that she read his jounals and watched the memories with Raven and that she knew all those things about him but still fell in love with him. Maybe she should write him a letter and tell him, but promise never to bring it up again unless he does first. She can promise to just be a collegue and a friend no matter what he decides. And let him know she will always love him no matter what he does. Then just be there for him. I also wouldn't say a word about Harry unless he did. After he wakes Harry, he will see that she cares for him even after he does what she wants and that she isn't just using him. I bet he can't last until the end of the potion they have to prepare. Well, at least a little of the real him will break loose I think.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
There is a lot of fear in the man and insecurities. He can't beleive someone can love him and he has to have his time to come to terms with what Raven and Hermione had. Give him some time. He want's someone tolove him for who he is and he just has to see she can be the one.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
There is a lot of fear in the man and insecurities. He can't beleive someone can love him and he has to have his time to come to terms with what Raven and Hermione had. Give him some time. He want's someone tolove him for who he is and he just has to see she can be the one.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Oh dear what happened here LOL
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Oh dear what happened here LOL
I thik I might have waited in the cave for a while in case he came back if I was her. If I was her I might wait at Spinner's End. In fact, I wouldn't be at all surprised if that is where he went. But I guess that would be invading his personal space too much. I think I might send the memories there and leave them for him in plain sight. I believe he would look at them. I would also leave the necklace with the memories and the journal. If I ddin't hear from him in a couple of weeks I would check there then back at the cave. Now that she knows where it is, she can find it again.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Yes, she can. But she's afraid right now and waiting it out to see what will happen. I think she would act soon if nothing happens. He would only toss her out on her ear.... he needs time.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Yes, she can. But she's afraid right now and waiting it out to see what will happen. I think she would act soon if nothing happens. He would only toss her out on her ear.... he needs time.
I'm sure he'll get over this.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Thats a good attitude :)
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Thats a good attitude :)