Chapter 43
Chapter 43 of 50
gersknightladyHaving fled the Wizarding World, Hermione comes face to face with her past.
ReviewedI want to give a special thanks to beaweasley2. Up to this chapter, she has been a huge help in giving me encouragement and help. She helped me learn a lot about writing the chapters and embellishing the scenes so you will know what I am seeing as I visualize the story. She is working very hard on her own fics and hasn't had time to help me further. I just want her to know how much I have appreciated her help.
I also want to thank Becky for her feedback and enthusiasm.
A very special thanks to Lisa, my beta, whom I cannot do without.
Now for some fun! I hope you enjoy this chapter.
The next couple of days were final assignment and grade days for the end of the first half of the year, so they were kept very busy. Students were all abuzz about going home and what they would do for their holidays with their families, and they were all excited about the upcoming dance. Severus and Hermione didn't see a great deal of each other those two days. They worked late into the night in their own classrooms, but at night they held each other close in their bed.
So far, they really hadn't spent much time in public in each other's company. But the third morning after Harry's awakening, they came to breakfast together and sat quite close talking. Although the staff had realized something was up, this new development caught the students by surprise. They gawked when the Potions master and Madam Granger sat with their heads so close and then gasped as he took her hand and kissed her fingers before leaving the breakfast table. Hermione suddenly realized the room was quiet and looked up to see hundreds of pairs of eyes watching her and the retreating back of Severus Snape.
She turned bright red and stood, gathered her dignity, and quickly strode from the room.
The room erupted with voices all talking excitedly, staff included. Now everyone knew why the grumpy old Potions master was no longer so grumpy.
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Hermione received an owl with a letter from Ginny a few days after Harry had woken up, telling her he was home now, at the Burrow. He was walking with only a cane for assistance and not really using that a lot. She said he tired quickly, but he was doing very well.
Hermione was so pleased that when she sent her reply back, she promised that she and Severus would visit them during the holidays.
Hermione was now finished with her classes, and her grade reports were done. She was now getting very excited about the Yule Ball. She was planning to tie her hair up and leave her shoulders and neck bare of adornment.
The next morning was the day of the Yule Ball. Severus told her he needed to do some last-minute work and disappeared out the door quite early. As the day wore on, she soaked in a long bath and took care of all the things she had been lax on: eyebrow plucking, shaving well, creams for her legs and body. She longed to have Ginny to just talk with about the coming dance. She almost felt like she was back in school, and this was truly her very first date. It was with Severus, but she felt like she was a kid going through all the motions again.
It was early evening, and she had not seen Severus all day. She was beginning to worry about him when there was a knock at the door. "Come," she called, slipping on a red satin robe and tying it at her waist.
Ginny walked in the door carrying a large box and a bag with her.
"Ginny! What are you doing here? I was just wishing you were here!" She ran to give her friend a hug. "Let me take the bag. What have you got in here? It's heavy," she said, swinging it up and down.
"Severus asked me to come and help you dress for the dance. He said he knew you'd want to have some womanly support this evening. He also invited Harry and me to join you. So I brought my stuff," she explained, placing the big box on the bed.
Hermione jumped up and down with Ginny, like a schoolgirl. "Oh, Ginny! He thinks of everything. Come on, you can help me paint my nails." They sat on the side of the huge bed, and Ginny did Hermione's fingernails and toenails. "I was so afraid I'd mess them up." She waved her fingers under Ginny's nose. "I wonder if he's been reading my mind," she said. "But I can usually tell when he does."
Ginny looked at her in horror. "He reads your mind? Hermione, I know you love him, but that's going pretty far." The young woman shuddered.
Hermione laughed. "You make it sound bad, but it's really quite wonderful. We have no secrets, and sometimes it's easier..." She lowered her voice, just because it was personal stuff and whispered, "...when making love, not to have to talk too much."
Ginny's face turned red. "Okay, but that was too much information," Ginny complained, playfully covering her ears. "I see how much he loves you, Hermione, but I still have a hard time seeing him as anything but the nasty Potions teacher."
Hermione hopped off the bed and walked to the other side where her dress was laid out. "I wish you could see him as I do. All he needed was someone to love him, and that's exactly what I needed. We can talk about so many things, Ginny, and he's intelligent enough to know what I'm talking about every time." Tears formed in her eyes. "My whole life, most of my conversations have been so far over most everyone's head that I've bored them silly."
Ginny smiled at her. She came and gave her a hug. "I know." She laughed, a bit embarrassed to admit that to her friend. "I'm so happy you have found your soul mate, but it's kind of odd because he was your teacher."
Hermione shrugged as she slid her hand over the fine fabric of her dress. "I'm not a child anymore. I am of age, and we fell in love far from the world of this school. The man I fell in love with wasn't even a teacher then."
"Do you really love Severus Snape, or do you love the man he was as Raven?" Ginny asked her friend pointedly and then sighed. "I just wish he wasn't as old as he is."
"Ginny, he's only 41. That's not that old, and I really love Severus Snape. I find him so engaging. Raven is there, too, changing him little by little. He's no longer angry all the time. He can be incredibly tender and loving. He's also very sexy," she said with a giggle, "and besides, wizards live longer lives. I'm Muggle-born, so hopefully our lifespans will even out."
Ginny nodded, opening her dress box on the bed next to Hermione's dress. "You've got a point there, girlfriend."
"He's really a wonderful man, Ginny," she said, trying to convince her friend, "and I'm blessed to have him in my life."
Ginny admitted to her, "I can tell you, he was pretty magnificent singing Harry back to life. My heart nearly stopped."
Hermione smiled and said, "You can see a bit of why I love him."
Ginny asked, "Hey, the trip up from the gate left me dusty and sweaty. Can I take a quick shower?" she asked, looking for the bathroom door. "I barely got wet this morning before there was pounding on the bathroom door. It was a mad house this morning. Everyone is still here trying to help Harry." She laughed as she rolled her eyes. "Mum loves it, so I haven't had the heart to tell them to go home."
Hermione smiled, but thought to herself, Enjoy it, my friend. Things can change so quickly, but she only said out loud, "Sure, there are towels in the bathroom."
There was another knock at the door, and Hermione gave Ginny a questioning look, but Ginny just shrugged at her and went to take her shower.
Hermione opened the door and found a walking bouquet of red roses. "Oh, my, those are beautiful," she gushed, reaching out to take the flowers.
"Master Snape is asking me to bring these to you, Madam." Dobby's voice came from behind the flowers. "There being a small one in the middle for your wrist. Also Master Snape bid me say, 'I will come for you at eight o'clock.'"
Hermione took the huge bouquet of roses from him and inhaled their fragrance deeply. "Oh, they are so beautiful. Dobby, how is he going to get ready?" she asked the wide-eyed elf. "I haven't seen him all day."
"Master Snape is bringing his clothes to the prefect's bathroom. He gives Miss Weasley and you privacy for getting ready, he says." The little elf blinked his huge eyes as he smiled up at her.
"Dobby, please tell Severus thank you and that I will be ready." She smiled down at the little elf.
"Yes, Madam, and I'm supposing to tell Miss Weasley to meet Mr. Potter upstairs in the ballroom."
"I'll let her know, Dobby, and thank you, again." She nodded her head at him, and he gave her a huge smile. His huge eyes sparkled with pleasure, and then he was gone with a crack.
Hermione carried the flowers to the kitchen table and got a vase of water for them. She removed the little wrist corsage and was arranging the flowers in the vase when Ginny came from the bathroom wrapped in a towel.
"Oh, Hermione, those are beautiful!" She came close, cupped one of the roses, and held it in her hands to breathe in the fragrance. "Wizards don't often give flowers. It's a wonderful Muggle custom."
Hermione nodded. "Yes it is. Come on, I'll do your hair, and then we can get dressed. It's getting late, and Harry wants you to meet him in the ballroom."
Ginny nodded. "He's still not too strong, but he's doing amazingly well. I'll be happy if I can get one slow dance out of him."
The women quickly finished Ginny's hair. After she put on her slip, Hermione slipped Ginny's dress over her head. It was an emerald green, tight, sleeveless bodice with a flared skirt. It looked smashing with her red hair.
Hermione surveyed her. "You look fantastic," she assured her friend.
Ginny smiled and took Hermione's dress from the bed and helped her into it. "This is a beautiful dress. Where did you find it?"
Hermione told her about their shopping day.
"Well, it's really beautiful; Severus should be very pleased with it." It was a shimmering, raven black silk. It had one shoulder strap on the right side and a sash that came from the same shoulder and flowed down the back; this left her left shoulder bare. The bodice was tight on Hermione's body, and then the dress flared mid thigh into a semi full shirt. It complemented her well and fit her like a glove.
With her hair up, leaving her neck and shoulders bare, she looked sophisticated and even more mature.
"Wow, Hermione. You look perfect. Severus is going to flip."
"I'm so excited about tonight, Ginny. We have tried very hard to keep our relationship a secret, because of the students, but also because Severus and Raven weren't integrated. You have no idea how difficult the transition was for him because he has lived such a tortured life. I plan to make him happy for the rest of his life because he deserves it so much."
Ginny hugged her. "I know he does, and you're lucky to have each other." She tuned to gather up a small, beaded emerald purse that she had brought with her. She used her wand to shrink the rest of her things. She stored the little box and bag into her clutch bag. "Now, I'd better get up to Harry, and you'll want to be alone with Severus for a few minutes, I'm sure, before you come up." She turned to go and then saw the wrist corsage. "Hermione, let me help you with this. It's so dainty and beautiful." She fastened it onto Hermione's wrist. "See you upstairs." She gave her a kiss on the cheek.
Hermione watched as the door closed and then looked down at the beautiful roses on her wrist, turning them this way and that way to appreciate all their beauty. Moments later, there was a knock on the door, and Severus called out, "Are you ready, my love?"
Hermione called, "Yes, come in."
Severus opened the door and stepped inside the room. He closed the door behind him and then turned and stared at her appreciatively. "You're more beautiful than I could imagine, and I imagined a lot." He smiled a seductive smile that made her blush.
"Severus, you looked so handsome!" she gushed. He had black dress robes on. His hair, still long, was brushed to shine and fell in soft cascades about his shoulders. She moved toward him with her hands outstretched. He met her halfway and took her hands and placed a careful kiss on her lips. It was a long, gentle kiss.
"I wish we were at a different location. I would have hired a horse-drawn carriage to take us to our destination," he told her.
Hermione smiled up into his face. "I'm happy with the arm of a handsome wizard. You look really amazing, Severus. Thank you so much for the beautiful flowers." She was delighted when he blushed in turn.
He offered his arm, and she slipped hers into his, and they walked out of their rooms and through the classroom without really seeing it. The dungeons weren't really there either, because there was no darkness for them anymore.
As they entered the ballroom, the entire crowd of students stopped talking and watched them. Severus winked at Hermione and swung her around in his arms; bending her back, he planted a steamy kiss on her lips. They were both surprised when the room erupted in hand clapping and cheering.
Severus and Hermione bowed deeply to the crowd, and Minerva clapped her hands, calling everyone's attention. "Happy Yule Ball to you all! Enjoy the evening. You know the rules. No wandering out into the halls. First and second years need to be in bed by ten o'clock, third through fifth by eleven o'clock, and the rest by midnight. Now enjoy and have a wonderful time." She waved her wand, and many candles lit around the room. A soft snow fell from the ceiling, and it vanished as it touched them or the floor. The music began, and everyone turned to the dance floor or to the food tables.
Hermione spotted Harry and Ginny across the room, and she dragged Severus with her so she could greet Harry.
"Harry!" She gave him a big hug, rubbing his back with her hands. "It's so good to see you. You're looking great."
Harry held her a bit longer than Severus found he was uncomfortable with, but he chided himself that it must be Raven's residue feelings. For all of Raven's good qualities, he did have a flaw; he was a bit insecure about Harry, but somehow that made him more human for Severus. I find the sight of Hermione hugging Harry comforting, he told himself, wondering with a grim smile if that was really true.
When they stepped apart, Severus reached for Harry's hand. "Harry, it's good to see you up and around." Severus was surprised when Harry pulled him into a quick hug.
"Thank you, sir," he said, as he released him.
Hermione saw tears swim in Severus' eyes.
He nodded, swallowed, and then said, "Later tonight I'd like you to see something. A memory my mother left for me. I think you should see it."
Harry cocked his head to the side. "What is it?" His curiosity was piqued.
"It's something good, something I hope you will find a comfort now, considering our circumstances," Severus informed him.
Harry sighed, a bit exasperated, but he could see from Hermione's smile she thought it was a good thing, so it probably was. "Alright, Severus, now you two go dance. Ginny and I are going to watch a bit. I'd rather do one of the slower dances later on. I still can't stand too long."
Severus squeezed the young man's shoulder, took Hermione's hand, and said, "I'll see you two later." As he walked into the middle of the dance floor with Hermione, he glanced up onto the platform and saw Minerva watching him. It was then he noticed that Albus' portrait was on an easel near her.
He smirked. "The old goat couldn't be left out, could he?"
Hermione laughed and said, "Forget about them all. Let's just pretend we are here alone."
"Yes, my love." He drew her close, and they kissed deeply and danced, unaware that the entire room of students and adults slowly moved to the side to watch the two of them.
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I noticed a couple of small things: you used aide when it should be aid, and timber when it should be timbre.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
I appreciate the heads-up but I could not find Timber/timbre. I thought it would be where he sings Harry to live and yet it's not there. I re-read the chapter twice and it didn't jump out a me.so much for your help.Thank
It probably doesn't matter at this time, but I've noticed a lot of errors: spelling and grammar.Also, there were Indians in Romania?I am enjoying your story however.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Well, if there are a lot of errors they have slipped by the TPP ladies. If you want to send them to me I can run them by them and see if they can be fixed. The chapters go through quite a stringent process. I'm glad you are enjoying the story.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Well, if there are a lot of errors they have slipped by the TPP ladies. If you want to send them to me I can run them by them and see if they can be fixed. The chapters go through quite a stringent process. I'm glad you are enjoying the story.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Well I assume you loved that chapter. LOL I'm glad.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Well I assume you loved that chapter. LOL I'm glad.
Is he so thoughtful because he is magical or because he is Severus Snape? I can't even get my husband to initiate ad take me on a date and I've been married 33 years. Our last date was to go see the last Deathly Hallows and I planned that one. He is a loving stick in the mud.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
I'm not sure. I think once Severus Snape loves and is loved back. I think the whole world would open for him.Well at least hes loving. It could be worse :)
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
I'm not sure. I think once Severus Snape loves and is loved back. I think the whole world would open for him.Well at least hes loving. It could be worse :)
It looks like Grendal is rejuivinated by children. That's a wonderful idea. I hurt so bad tonight I can hardly think. I wish I had a pet like him. My feet feel like they have been held in burning coals and then put in clamps. I can't sleep and I'm dreading work, tomorrow. I have peripheral neuropathy from unknown causes. Some days are worse than others.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
I'm sorry you are in pain. Its been a week or so since you wrote this. I hope your health has improved. I went on a nice vacation and am now back. I hope things are better now. Im glad you enjoyed the chapter.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
I'm sorry you are in pain. Its been a week or so since you wrote this. I hope your health has improved. I went on a nice vacation and am now back. I hope things are better now. Im glad you enjoyed the chapter.
A very Happy Chritstmas. Severus is 10 times more thoughtful than most guys. He bought her a wedding dress, how cute.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
LOL yes, he has become quite considerate. Love has opened up his world.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
LOL yes, he has become quite considerate. Love has opened up his world.
Very sweet.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Thank you :) might have to go look at the chapter since youdidn't give me clues LOL
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Thank you :) might have to go look at the chapter since youdidn't give me clues LOL
The cauldron ring was a brilliant idea! It is very original. And, I am so glad Xenophilius is there! I really like him and am so glad Luna gets to have her dad. I'm glad to see Moody still alive too. Too bad for the Weaselys Fred isn't here. How did you decide who to keep alive and who to leave passed away? I have no criticism on the matter, just observing and wondering about the process of deciding who to bring back into the story. Great chapter!
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Not sure how I chose who lived and who died. I didn't like Freds death anymore than the others but I had to leave some war casulties and I guess he was one of the first so I left it that way. I really didn't think it out much.Thank you I'm glad you liked it.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Not sure how I chose who lived and who died. I didn't like Freds death anymore than the others but I had to leave some war casulties and I guess he was one of the first so I left it that way. I really didn't think it out much.Thank you I'm glad you liked it.
Seeing Severus tonight at the ball should help Ginny understand better what Hermione sees in Severus. But she is a girl and it is normal for her not to be attracted to men old enough to be her father. I, on the other hand, have always been attracted to older men. I've been inordinately "boy/man crazy" since I was literally 5 years old. LOL. My first crush was Davey Jones from the Monkeys. Allowing Harry to see the memory of his mother and Harry's mother is extremely generous. That was very very personal. I wonder how Severus will react seeing it a second time? It changed him and gave him back his memories of Raven. He was extremely emotional afterwards. I wonder if he will be able to be OK when seeing it with Harry. I understand that he and Hermione share way more with one another than anyone else does because of Severus' special needs to see Hermione's mind and Hermione seeing his pensive memories. They are comfortable with it now, but most people would feel more like Ginny does about it. I know Severus probably wants Harry to see how much he was loved as a baby. However, Harry will also be hearing his mom say she let Severus down. He will surely have conflicting feelings about that. It won't be easy for either of them to see. I'm sure Severus wants to let Harry know that he can consider him a godfather. I totally trust Harry, but I've learned in life that you can't trust very many people with too much personal information. They are only human and are bound to veiw that information from a position of thier own self interest. They are bound to let someone down even if they are sorry later. But most of the time they aren't sorry because don't even realize how hurtful they were or don't care. Severus will need to find a happy medium regarding who he trusts his most tender feelings with. Changing the subject, I wonder what Minerva thinks about Hermione and Severus snogging in front of all the students.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
I adored the Monkees when I was a kid. I got to see them last year in Bakersfield on their last tour together. Davey was so full of energy and danced all over the stage. He was a joy to see again.Thats was a huge step for Severus, sharing the memory. True people who haven't shared someoes thoughts might think it an invasion. Ginny doesn't know the love and trust they have developed for eachother.Maybe she would think "its about time" LOL... But then shes a propper o'l biddy. (said very fondly) :) I honestly don'tremember how I wrote it.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
I adored the Monkees when I was a kid. I got to see them last year in Bakersfield on their last tour together. Davey was so full of energy and danced all over the stage. He was a joy to see again.Thats was a huge step for Severus, sharing the memory. True people who haven't shared someoes thoughts might think it an invasion. Ginny doesn't know the love and trust they have developed for eachother.Maybe she would think "its about time" LOL... But then shes a propper o'l biddy. (said very fondly) :) I honestly don'tremember how I wrote it.
Great chapter!!! Everyone is coming along quite well. I love happy stories. I don't know why sad stories get so much credit. Entertainment should take one away from the pain of real life in my opinion. I think that is why many of us got hooked on Harry Potter initially when it was still fun and magic was amazing, even though we were adults. Then it went down hill and I only kept reading because I cared about the characters and felt the need to see how she resolved so much conflict, pain and betrayal. I kept hoping for things to improve, but they only got worse. I hated the last book. I hated the ending too. She killed too many people she didn't need to kill. And especially if she had to kill Severus she did it in such an un-Snapish way. Severus Snape would have been prepared for Nagini. She'd made him too smart to die that way. She also made Hermione too intelligent to be able to stay with Ron forever. She would have grown past him, though she would always love him. They don't make a believable adult couple. Your story is 100 times better. Thank you for not letting Doby be dead. That was just too much death for me. I'm sorry Ron has to be dead, but I understand it better than killing Severus and leaving him with such an unresolved tragedy of a life. I wonder if, in her mind, he met Dumbledore on the other side the way Harry did. I know publishers make you change a story a lot. At least the result left a lot of us the drive and strong need to set Severus Snape's story right. We SS fans felt the need to make more sense of his death. I truly didn't see it coming until the last story. I kept waiting for her to reveal his truth, and I thought she would give him some closure, some compensation for his suffering. Although she showed us why he protected Harry and that he wasn't evil, which were huge questions; she left him dead in a stupid way and with only pain, pain and more pain taken to the grave. Her story left me completely unsatisfied.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Your emotia cons are so entertaining LOL. I was cringing about the mob but see it's not directed at me wheew.I agree with you the cannon books leave a lot to be desired. Why did Harry have to lose every one and everything that he loved. Even his owl. Its a wonder Ginny and Hagrid surived.I also agree with you one the HG?RW pairing. It has never worked for me. I hated having them together at the end. They were polar opposites and would have never stayed together.I think allof us who wrote HG/SS fic found the books lacking. That's why we write... we need to give him a better ending.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Your emotia cons are so entertaining LOL. I was cringing about the mob but see it's not directed at me wheew.I agree with you the cannon books leave a lot to be desired. Why did Harry have to lose every one and everything that he loved. Even his owl. Its a wonder Ginny and Hagrid surived.I also agree with you one the HG?RW pairing. It has never worked for me. I hated having them together at the end. They were polar opposites and would have never stayed together.I think allof us who wrote HG/SS fic found the books lacking. That's why we write... we need to give him a better ending.
Quite beautiful. I'm glad everyone got to feel Severus' song of love. This will do much to make everyone feel closer to Severus. I hope Harry can love him too. I know I said that in the last review. I know Harry is a good and kind boy with a lot of love, so I'm sure he will be able to. What about the elder wand? Breaking the edler wand was a big deal regarding Harry. I wonder if you include this in your story some how so we know he did break it, since he didn't have a chance to in this version of how he killed Voldemort. It's OK if you didn't, though.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
I'm not sure when I wrote this how aware I was of the elder wand. I don't think it's included in this story at all. The fnal moview came after, sure I'd read the books but since it was such a different take on the end it wasn't included.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
I'm not sure when I wrote this how aware I was of the elder wand. I don't think it's included in this story at all. The fnal moview came after, sure I'd read the books but since it was such a different take on the end it wasn't included.
I'm glad he found out Lily didn't hate him. It must have been terrible to watch the grief of his mother and Lily at losing him to the Dark Lord. But he must have forgiven them so that he was able to remember Raven's life and his love for Hermione. Hermione will be fine. Now he will be able to love Harry like a godson. I hope Harry can love him back.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Thank you, the memory seemed necessary tohelp free Severus from his past and give him some freedom to embrace his future.I hope Harry can too. :)
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Thank you, the memory seemed necessary tohelp free Severus from his past and give him some freedom to embrace his future.I hope Harry can too. :)
The idea of giving Raven's memories back to Severus is brilliant! I'm really glad he mom left him the memory necklace. I wonder how she did it without her wand. Maybe after Severus' dad was gone she got another one. It must be hard for Hermione to have not taken him back to the cave. He was very pitiful. I wonder if he is blocking Raven's memories or if it is a result of the curse. This last memory of his mom after he killed his dad was good for him. Now maybe he can forgive her. The more he forgives the other people who loved him but weren't perfect, the more he will be able to forgive himself.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Thank you, I'm glad you found some things to like in this chapter. Maybe she really did have some wandless magic or she did get another one (good observation that I missed).opps I got ahead of my self. I'm supposed to be in the teen chapters.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Thank you, I'm glad you found some things to like in this chapter. Maybe she really did have some wandless magic or she did get another one (good observation that I missed).opps I got ahead of my self. I'm supposed to be in the teen chapters.
I admit I was surprised that Severus didn't finish. However, this is great story telling. It will turn out well, I think. I hope the Weasely's keep quiet. Maybe only Aurthur and Ginny should be there until Severus finishes the spell. It would be less pressure, I think. Maybe Hermione needs to give him permission to love his best friend's son. Acknowledge that he loved Lily and it's OK to keep the good memories. I understand his guilt, but Peter Pettigrew is the friend who really betrayed them to Voldemort. Severus was the one who had them hidden. When he told Voldemort the prophesy he didn't know it would be about Lily's son, did he? I can't remember. I think Lily has forgiven him. If she knew that her life and Jame's were given so that her son could defeat Voldemort, I think she would have been willing to make that sacrafice. She was fighting Voldemort too. If she hadn't died for Harry, Harry would not have been able to defeat the Dark Lord. She also helped defeat Voldemort by her sacrifice. I'm certain Severus has never looked at it that way.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
I think it was a shock to him and it starled him enough to make him lose his concentration spoiling the spell. He will come back. No I don;t think he thought at first it would be Lily's son. I don;t think he would have told Voldy if he had known it. I think Lily has too. Your right she would have given her life for the cause. I never thought of it that way either and so we see they were more alike than we thought.Thanks so much for the thoughts and the review.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
I think it was a shock to him and it starled him enough to make him lose his concentration spoiling the spell. He will come back. No I don;t think he thought at first it would be Lily's son. I don;t think he would have told Voldy if he had known it. I think Lily has too. Your right she would have given her life for the cause. I never thought of it that way either and so we see they were more alike than we thought.Thanks so much for the thoughts and the review.
Great job! Just enough angst to make it exciting but not so much as to make it too stressful for a weary soul. I'm really enjoying this story.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Thank you, I don;t like a lot ofnangst either and I hate dragging things out. I'm glad yoou are enjoying the story. If my favortie of all the ones i've done.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Thank you, I don;t like a lot ofnangst either and I hate dragging things out. I'm glad yoou are enjoying the story. If my favortie of all the ones i've done.
I don't understand why they have decided not to make love at Hogwartz until after Harry is free. What am I missing? I'm really happy about his encounter with Neville. That's a healing for Neville too. His fear of Severus has been painful. He is such a good boy. He and Luna do really match. I'm so happy for them both. The Gypsy experience was a great chapter. Thanks.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Well hey I really don;t know why i amde that decision. Being un-Married and it being a school for children is probably the reason. Maybe they just need it to be more formal. Finish up what they set out to do and then see where they stood with eachother. Who knows This was written years ago lol.I'm glad you liked the Gypsies.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Well hey I really don;t know why i amde that decision. Being un-Married and it being a school for children is probably the reason. Maybe they just need it to be more formal. Finish up what they set out to do and then see where they stood with eachother. Who knows This was written years ago lol.I'm glad you liked the Gypsies.
I'm having a wonderful time reading this story. I should go to bed or I will regret it. My health requires I get enough rest or I have flare ups. At least I can go to sleep with singing heart now.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
I'm glad it's making yur life happy but don;t jeprodize your health it will stillbe there the next day. But I know what you mean Ive been awake late hours reading good fics.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
I'm glad it's making yur life happy but don;t jeprodize your health it will stillbe there the next day. But I know what you mean Ive been awake late hours reading good fics.
Kisses, kisses!!!! I didn't think he could keep away from her until Harry was fixed. It's all good. She needed it and he needed it now they will need eachother. I knows she made love to him even if he doesn't think he made love to her. If he was worried about her loving Ravan instead of him I think some of his worries can be laid to rest. It can only get better now. I feel it.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Yes Kisses, you know a man and his needs. But she had the same needs. It was a chnace to connect and show him she can be with him as well. Thats she want's to be with him and it's now all Raven. Thanks for hanging in there :)
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Yes Kisses, you know a man and his needs. But she had the same needs. It was a chnace to connect and show him she can be with him as well. Thats she want's to be with him and it's now all Raven. Thanks for hanging in there :)
Hermione is doing a good job.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Thank you I'm glad she is :)
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Thank you I'm glad she is :)
I suppose she can't ask him to forgive her can she? She doesn't know he stood outside the door, but she knows he kissed the daylights out of her. I think that before much time goes by she needs to sincerely apologize without being overly emotional, but say she respect his wishes if he wants to continue as if the kisses never happened. It seems like the adult thing to do. To ignore it would be immature.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Well I'm not sure what scene yur talking about but it will get worked out. She's alot younger and also insecure and some times her youth can get the better of her. She can be immature.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Well I'm not sure what scene yur talking about but it will get worked out. She's alot younger and also insecure and some times her youth can get the better of her. She can be immature.
There are too many chapters left for this not to get better. Hermione needs to somehow show him that she didn't love Raven just to get Harry back. She needs to give him the memories she and Raven made. She also needs to give him the necklace. Some careful way she needs to let him know that she read his jounals and watched the memories with Raven and that she knew all those things about him but still fell in love with him. Maybe she should write him a letter and tell him, but promise never to bring it up again unless he does first. She can promise to just be a collegue and a friend no matter what he decides. And let him know she will always love him no matter what he does. Then just be there for him. I also wouldn't say a word about Harry unless he did. After he wakes Harry, he will see that she cares for him even after he does what she wants and that she isn't just using him. I bet he can't last until the end of the potion they have to prepare. Well, at least a little of the real him will break loose I think.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
There is a lot of fear in the man and insecurities. He can't beleive someone can love him and he has to have his time to come to terms with what Raven and Hermione had. Give him some time. He want's someone tolove him for who he is and he just has to see she can be the one.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
There is a lot of fear in the man and insecurities. He can't beleive someone can love him and he has to have his time to come to terms with what Raven and Hermione had. Give him some time. He want's someone tolove him for who he is and he just has to see she can be the one.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Oh dear what happened here LOL
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Oh dear what happened here LOL
I thik I might have waited in the cave for a while in case he came back if I was her. If I was her I might wait at Spinner's End. In fact, I wouldn't be at all surprised if that is where he went. But I guess that would be invading his personal space too much. I think I might send the memories there and leave them for him in plain sight. I believe he would look at them. I would also leave the necklace with the memories and the journal. If I ddin't hear from him in a couple of weeks I would check there then back at the cave. Now that she knows where it is, she can find it again.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Yes, she can. But she's afraid right now and waiting it out to see what will happen. I think she would act soon if nothing happens. He would only toss her out on her ear.... he needs time.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Yes, she can. But she's afraid right now and waiting it out to see what will happen. I think she would act soon if nothing happens. He would only toss her out on her ear.... he needs time.
I'm sure he'll get over this.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Thats a good attitude :)
Response from gersknightlady (Author of Raven)
Thats a good attitude :)