XXII: Regrets and Rumination
Chapter 22 of 37
sevs_starsisters*COMPLETED* The Star Sisters have left Hogwarts and are now facing a new world with new opportunities and new kinds of danger. And also for the Half-Blood Prince, times are changing. (This story is the sequel to Star Sisters.)
Chapter XXII: Regrets and Rumination
There was a flurry of midnight blue robes and red hair, followed by a pop that silenced the music, and Grindling stood dumbstruck, not knowing what had happened. One moment, he had held Morgana in his arms, and the next...
'What on earth happened, Grindling?'
He blinked and stared at Narcissa. Where she had suddenly come from, he did not know. Just like he didn't know to where Morgana had Disapparated. In fact, he felt like he didn't know anything at the moment.
'One minute we were dancing,' he started, 'and the next...'
'I saw that you were dancing!' Narcissa exclaimed, equally worried and frustrated. 'I also saw that you were about to kiss!'
Grindling's eyes widened. 'Were you... spying on us, Cissy?' he brought forth.
'Spying?' Narcissa gave a short laugh. 'I'm insulted. I feel responsible for Morgana when she is in my house! I...' A faint blush appeared on her cheeks. 'I wanted to keep an eye on her.'
'You wanted to keep an eye on her?' Grindling had snapped out of his haze now, and his Ravenclaw brain started analysing the situation at hand. 'After you served an aphrodisiac for pudding?'
He was looking straight into Narcissa's eyes now. They were as blue as the sea off the shores of Cyprus.
'Did you... want us to kiss?' he asked slowly. He wouldn't be surprised, not after what Narcissa had said at dinner, that she would love to see him as Morgana's consort. And to his disappointment, his suspicion proved to be valid.
'Of course, I would have been delighted if you two had kissed!' Narcissa confirmed. 'Grindling, darling, have you not understood what this evening has been all about?'
Grindling exhaled through his nose. Oh, he understood. Only too well. But he wished he were wrong.
'So you thought I would kiss just about any young witch at the drop of a hat, Cissy?' he asked in a tone that suggested that he was hurt beyond belief. 'Did you think Morgana would want to kiss me?'
'It very much looked like you both wanted to!' Narcissa maintained. 'I saw you two dancing. I saw how tenderly you held her in your arms.'
Grindling swallowed drily. It had felt good to hold Morgana in his arms, to inhale her scent, to look into her blue eyes. But if the choice had been his, he would have chosen another witch to hold.
'I was hoping you two would like each other,' Narcissa went on. 'And you did get along so well.'
'We did,' Grindling confirmed. 'Morgana is an enchanting young witch, but... Cissy, we have only just met, and already it seems you are choosing the cutlery for our wedding! Don't you see what pressure that has put Morgana under?'
Narcissa bit her lip. 'I wanted too much too quickly, didn't I? Oh, Grindling, you do understand that I only want the best for the both of you, don't you? Two purebloods, both intelligent, good looking... You could learn to love each other, I'm sure.'
'Why would Morgana ever love me, Cissy?' Grindling asked, barely able to keep a distinct note of sadness out of his voice. 'Why would she love me when the woman I am in love with does not?'
'You're in love? You said you just took someone out for dinner. You said it was nothing serious!' Narcissa's voice was rather shrill now, quite unladylike. And she feared that she had put her hopes in the wrong wizard.
'I am not talking about the other woman, Narcissa!' Grindling said quietly. 'I am talking about you!'
'Me?' Narcissa gasped. 'Grindling, get yourself together! This must be the wine talking. Or the gu.'
But both intoxications had long since worn off, and Grindling was thinking clearer now than he had all evening. How could he have fooled himself so? How could he have come to Malfoy Manor and hope that he would do well, that he could leave behind everything he had once felt for Narcissa?
He turned his back on her and ran his hand through his ponytail, seriously considering following Morgana's example and just Disapparating. But when Narcissa gingerly put her hand in his shoulder, he knew that he would not be going anywhere that night. Not before she sent him away.
'Grindling, darling, you can't... You mustn't... Not after all this time.'
'I always have, Cissy,' he whispered, fighting the urge to turn around and look into her eyes. He would drown in those blue pools. And he knew that he would not have the strength to even try to resurface. 'Why else do you think I have not found a wife? I never wanted anyone else.'
'Grindling, we've been through this, almost eighteen years ago,' Narcissa said, tightening her grip around Grindling's shoulder. 'I made my choice back then.'
'But did you make the right choice, Cissy?' Grindling asked meaningfully and turned around, looking down at the woman he had loved for over two decades. She was still beautiful, still desirable, but she was in a position he didn't wish upon his worst enemy. 'Look where you are today.'
'My choice is not up for discussion tonight, Grindling. As I said at dinner, I learned to love Lucius. I am content.'
'Content?' Grindling asked disbelievingly. 'With having your husband in Azkaban? With you having to fend for yourself? You deserve better than that, Narcissa. You have always deserved better.'
Narcissa inhaled sharply. 'It is true; Lucius being behind bars has created certain... difficulties. Life is not easy for me now, Grindling. The name of Malfoy doesn't ring as well in people's ears as it once has. This is why I need to create something for myself. And Morgana... We've sponsored her through Hogwarts, and now I have the chance to introduce her to the Wizarding society. I can be her fairy godmother... But I cannot do this alone. I need help. I need someone to stand by her side when she takes her first steps into society. I was hoping you... You could be happy with her, Grindling. She is such a lovely young witch.'
Slowly, she took a step closer.
'Will you help me, Grindling? Will you help me make a lady out of the girl, a presentable pureblood? Will you help me?'
Yes! Grindling wanted to scream. Yes! I would do anything for you! But the words failed him as he sank into Narcissa's blue gaze.
'I need that girl to be presentable, Grindling. I need her to be sophisticated, respectable and...'
She was standing so close now that her breath tickled his lips when she spoke, and Grindling closed the gap between them, drinking from Narcissa's lips like a man dying of thirst. They were just as soft as he remembered them, just as sweet. And he did not dare let their kiss last for more than a few seconds, lest he'd never be able to pull away again.
'I need you to kiss her like you kiss me,' Narcissa whispered, her lips brushing Grindling's ever so softly, so close were they still. 'I need her to believe she is worthy of a pureblood like you.'
Grindling nodded, his breath shallow. 'For you, Cissy, I will do it. But every time I touch her, I will wish it was you.'
'I will never be far,' Narcissa promised and once more got onto her toes to reach his lips. 'I'll be right there, Grindling. Right there.'
* * *
Morgana stood in her tiny bathroom, her fingers so desperately cramped around the edges of the basin that she had broken off several nails. Her heart was racing in her chest; she felt nauseous and lightheaded and had difficulties breathing. She wanted to cry. She really did. Most probably, tears would wash away the constrictive feeling in her throat. But she couldn't. The tears that had burned in her eyes only minutes earlier had evaporated, and she stood now shaking with dry sobs and a sense of terror in her heart.
By the gods, what had she done? How low had she sunk? And how many times more would she lay her hands on a man who belonged to another woman?
A chill ran down her spine, and she once more whimpered as if she were severely wounded. She wished she were, in fact. At the moment, hurting and dying, slipping away into nothingness seemed like a favourable option. If she were dead, at least she wouldn't be able to inflict more pain on anyone.
The sound of light footsteps on the other side of the bathroom door ripped Morgana out of her dark thoughts, and she hurriedly splashed some cold water in her face, hoping it would be enough to wipe the traces of anxiety away. The very last thing she needed now was a little house-elf becoming upset because she found her mistress in a state of desperation. But the footsteps soon died away. Most probably, Silvy had heard Morgana Apparate in and had come to offer her services. But as eager as Silvy was to serve and please, she would never intrude. And as she had found the bathroom door locked, she had retreated.
With a sigh of relief, Morgana sat down on the toilet, rubbing her red eyes. What was happening at Malfoy Manor now, she wondered. Would Narcissa be angry with her for making a rather unladylike exit? And Grindling, what would he think of her? Would he think her a tease and Apparate to Charis' place to tell her what her supposedly best friend had done? That she had practically thrown herself into his arms and tried to kiss him?
But, no, that was not what had happened. It had been he who had pulled her close, he who had cupped her face and leaned in to kiss her. And she had been the one to break away. Or had it?
Morgana shook her head, desperately trying to focus. But the room seemed to start spinning around her, and she squeezed her eyes shut, burying her face in her hands. The three glasses of wine were now taking their toll, and so was the tension she had been under all evening. She was too tired now and too confused to be able to remember that Grindling and she both under the influence of alcohol and gu had simultaneously leaned in for a kiss and that they both had pulled back just in time, both for the very same reason: Grindling because he didn't want to be unfaithful and Morgana because she didn't want to take her best friend's man. They both loved Charis too much to hurt her.
Charis. The thought of her best friend made Morgana snap her head up. She had told Dumbledore that she would gladly humiliate Draco Malfoy publicly if it meant gaining information that was of help for the Order. She had even thought she could deceive Narcissa. That, however, had proved harder than Morgana had expected, mostly because Narcissa had been kind to her. But still, Morgana had returned to the Manor. But now Narcissa had disclosed her plans, and agreeing to them would mean hurting Charis, and that was the one thing Morgana wasn't willing to do. She wanted out. And she would tell Dumbledore right away.
* * *
'You have exhausted yourself, Headmaster.'
Dumbledore shrugged tiredly, which made the frown on Snape's brow deepen.
'You know you are weak,' the Defence teacher pointed out. 'I do not see any reason for you to have late night chats with Potter.'
'I do have my reasons, Severus. Believe it or not,' Dumbledore replied quietly and accepted the goblet Snape was handing him. It contained a ruby red liquid that looked very sweet. But as Dumbledore drank, he grimaced.
'What did you expect?' asked Snape. 'Elf-made wine?'
'I was rather hoping for cherry flavour,' Dumbledore explained and put the goblet down. He still looked tired, but there was already some colour returning to his cheeks.
'Thank you, Severus,' he said. 'I feel much better already.'
Snape, however, severely doubted this, and judging from the Headmaster's slumped posture, his doubts were most probably justified.
'You need to rest, Albus,' he said, and Dumbledore couldn't help but smile at the fact that Snape used his first name. It seemed like the Head of Slytherin actually cared.
'Not just yet, Severus. I'd rather be sitting here for a little while longer. And as you are already here... Are you making any progress with our young Slytherin friend?'
Snape gave an impatient huff. 'Draco is rather... unapproachable at the moment.' And that was putting it mildly. In fact, Draco seemed downright hostile towards his Head of House. And who could blame him? His father was in Azkaban because he had failed in a Death Eater mission in which Snape had not even participated. Naturally, the boy now doubted Snape's loyalties.
The eruption of green flames in the fireplace prevented Snape from giving any more explanations, and he fully expected Dumbledore to jump off his chair in order to talk to whoever was calling him via the Floo network. But to Snape's surprise, Dumbledore didn't move, and as Morgana Belakane's voice rang out from the flames, the Headmaster only gave a feeble shake of his head. And so Snape didn't move either, and eventually, the flames died down again.
'Do you know if the girl has been to Malfoy Manor tonight?' Dumbledore asked after a while, sounding so tired that Snape had the urge to tell him that it did not matter where Morgana had been or if the Ministry of Magic was on fire. The old man needed to rest.
But Dumbledore was concerned. 'I should have answered her call. It is late, and if she couldn't wait until the morning to contact me... Severus, do you think something has happened?'
'In my opinion, Miss Belakane sounded rather composed,' Snape pointed out. But he had to admit that Dumbledore had a point. It was late, and Morgana wouldn't disturb Dumbledore on a Saturday evening if she didn't have anything important to say. Maybe something had happened. And thus, Snape did not argue when Dumbledore suggested that he'd Apparate to Grimmauld Place in case Morgana tried to get hold of Dumbledore there.
However, when Snape arrived at the Headquarter of the Order, the house was deserted.
What a waste of time, Snape thought somewhat grumpily. Of course, Morgana would not come here. She'd realise that no one, and especially not Dumbledore, would be at Grimmauld Place on a Saturday evening. Molly was with her family, and that meant there was no cake. So why would anyone hang around in this unfriendly house? He for one had no interest whatsoever to spend another minute there.
But just when he was about to open the front door to leave, Snape stopped. He was alone there tonight, a luxury which he had never before experienced. No one would notice if he had a look around.
Determinedly, he walked up the stairs, his mind focused on his goal. Tonight, he would systematically comb through Sirius Black's bedroom. After all, the man had been James Potter's best friend. If there were any pictures of Lily anywhere, then they would surely be in Black's bedroom.
But the very moment his hand closed around the door knob, he heard the front door creak.
* * *
Whilst Morgana sneaked down the dark corridors at Grimmauld Place, her mind was much clearer, and she was moving with determination. She felt much more confident as well, now that she had discarded her fancy dress and was once more wearing her black, high-collared robes. Her hair, however, still hung in curls to her shoulders. Narcissa's charm seemed to be of the lasting kind.
Outside the drawing room door, Morgana paused, huffing in frustration. She could just as well turn around now. Grimmauld Place seemed deserted, and she was not even surprised by that. Molly was obviously caring for her own family on this Saturday night, and all the other Order members must surely have their own lives to lead: Tonks and Lupin were hopefully sharing a glass of wine somewhere, and Moody was certainly polishing his Sneakoscope. And Dumbledore... well, what he was up to, Morgana could not even imagine, and she knew that hoping to find him at Grimmauld Place when she had failed to get hold of him via the Floo network had been a long shot. But still, she pushed open the door and entered the empty room. The candles on the table sprang magically to life, and Morgana sank onto a chair by the table. Maybe if she waited a while...
And sure enough, after only a few moments, she heard cat-like footsteps on the stairs. The door was pushed open with an ominous creak, and Morgana instinctively drew her wand.
'Put your wand down, you silly girl!' Snape commanded in a voice so cold that it would have made any first-year wet their pants. And Morgana flinched, thereby missing the flicker of surprise on Snape's face. The first thing he'd seen upon entering the semi-dark room had been a shock of red hair, and with his mind still on Lily, he had for a split second thought... hoped... How foolish of him!
'Sorry, sir,' Morgana muttered, stowing her wand away in the folds of her robes.
'You are aware of the time, Miss Belakane?' Snape enquired, sounding much like he did when he caught a student out of bed after curfew, and Morgana fully expected him to deduct House points or put her in detention.
'Y-yes, sir,' she stammered. 'Well, actually ... no.' She had no idea how long the dinner at the manor had lasted or how long she had been sitting in her bathroom.
'It is almost midnight,' Snape informed her. 'What are you doing here?'
I had nowhere else to go, was the first thought that popped up in Morgana's head. But of course, she wasn't going to tell Snape.
'I was hoping to get hold of Profess... of Dumbledore.'
Snape raised an eyebrow, feigning surprise. 'Suffice to say, Dumbledore is not available at the present time, Miss Belakane.' With any luck, the old man was fast asleep now.
'I noticed,' Morgana replied in a weak tone and lowered her head, absentmindedly twirling a red lock between her fingers. She looked truly crestfallen, and Snape felt a stab of annoyance. Where was the self-confident witch he had once known?
Without a word, he sat down opposite her, studying her while his own face was inscrutable. He noticed that she was wearing make-up. Not much, just enough to accentuate her eyes and cheekbones. And her hair had obviously been charmed to fall in curls to her shoulders. She should wear it like this more often. She looked truly lovely.
'If you have important Order information, Miss Belakane,' Snape said, fighting hard to tear his eyes and thoughts away from those red curls, 'I suggest you tell me.'
Morgana took a deep breath, thinking how much easier it would be to talk to Dumbledore, who knew about her assignment. She had, of course, no idea just how much her former Head of House was involved in her mission. She did not know that the idea of turning her into a presentable young lady had initially been his: to use her as bait so Narcissa would willingly invite her to tea.
'I... I have been spending some time at Malfoy Manor,' she started. 'For the Order. Dumbledore was hoping I could get some information on Draco's involvement with... with Death Eaters. And now that Draco is back at Hogwarts, Dumbledore suggested I should get to know Narcissa.'
'And what,' Snape asked, 'is it that you have discovered that brings you here in the middle of the night?'
'I have discovered nothing,' Morgana replied. 'I came here to tell Dumbledore that I...' She paused and bit her lip. 'I came here to tell him that I don't want to be at the Manor anymore. I want out of this mission.'
'And why would that be?' Snape enquired, inclining his head.
Morgana swallowed. 'Narcissa... Narcissa has decided that she wants to introduce me to the elite of the Wizarding society. She wants to make a lady out of me, make sure I... associate with wizards of class.'
'And you want out because she has dragged you to the beauty parlour?' Snape asked with a sneer.
Morgana's eyes flashed dangerously. 'I want out because she is trying to make me mate!'
'Mate?' Snape's voice was impassive, but inside of him, he felt anger burning. What on earth was Narcissa up to?
'You know, have pretty little pureblood babies with a pretty pureblood wizard,' Morgana spat out, her eyes now narrowed to small slits.
And Snape clenched his jaw. This had to be a bad joke!
'I am not a piece of meat,' Morgana added hotly. 'And I am tired of being treated like one just because my parents happened to be purebloods.'
Now it was Snape's turn to narrow his eyes, and he was unable to restrain the anger that was bubbling in his chest. And as Morgana was the only person present in the room, she naturally became his target.
'Oh, I see what this is about,' he said silkily. 'You wanted Dumbledore to say, "There, there," and make you a cup of cocoa. But, in case it has escaped your attention, Miss Belakane, you chose to join the Order and to therefore accept any mission Dumbledore gives you. And you did so knowing what he put you through in your final year at Hogwarts. You did not learn your lesson.'
'I was given the mission to gain information on the Malfoys, especially on Draco's involvement with the Dark Lord. I am not going to lie down on my back and spread my legs!'
'As I recall, Miss Belakane,' Snape answered smoothly, 'you had no reservations against this particular activity the last time you visited the manor.'
Morgana's eyes widened and all colour left her face. Snape's words had been like a Bludger to the gut. And whereas she had been furious only moments ago, she now felt desolate.
'Once a slut, always a slut,' she murmured, balling her fists under the table so her nails dug painfully into her palms. She would not cry in front of Snape, even if there were already tears burning in her eyes.
'I guess I deserved that comment,' she added bitterly. 'Thank you for reminding me, sir.'
But Snape wasn't proud of his harsh words. In fact, he had regretted them even before Morgana had drawn breath to speak. But he had never been one to apologise. And he wouldn't apologise now either.
'Think for a moment, will you?' he hissed instead, his mind working feverishly as to rectify the situation. 'Do you really think the Order would let you carry another child for this mission? Do you not think there are ways of stopping you becoming pregnant?'
'I am not afraid of getting pregnant,' Morgana replied, her voice so cold that the temperature in the room seemed to drop by several degrees. 'For your information, I can't. That I conceived Lucius' child was only thanks to your potion. And it's a miracle I carried it for as long as I did.'
Nothing betrayed Snape's shock. His face was still inscrutable, and his hands still resting on the armrests of his chair. But inside, he was aflame with fury, both about the girl's fate and the coldness with which she seemed to accept it.
Slowly, Morgana rose with her hands flat against the surface of the table.
'You know what? I don't care anymore,' she said in a quiet and composed tone. 'You may tell Dumbledore that I will sleep with anyone he or Narcissa want me to. For the Order or the Dark Lord, I do not care. With one exception: I am not going to lay hands on my best friend's boyfriend.'
'What!' Snape's eyebrows shot up, and an almost triumphant sneer appeared on Morgana's lips.
'The most suitable wizard Narcissa could find for me,' she started in a low, drawling voice, 'is none other than Grindling Gibbons, who is currently dating Charis Byrne. And that, sir, is my only true issue with this mission.'
Had she had Moody's magical eye and could see through the surface of the table, Morgana would have seen Snape's knuckles whiten as he gripped the armrests of his chair. But she did not see it, so all she heard was Snape's cold voice.
'You must make your own choice, Miss Belakane. But remember: We have all had to make sacrifices for the Order. Some of us have to do things that make stealing somebody's boyfriend look like a walk in the park.'
'I am not going to hurt Charis,' Morgana said steadily. 'Not for the Order.'
'This is a war, Miss Belakane,' Snape growled, now getting to his feet as well. 'Do you think the Dark Lord would stop his actions because they might hurt someone's feelings? A broken heart is a small price to pay for victory.'
And revenge for my broken heart is the only thing that keeps me going, he added silently.
'It might be a small price for you, but the price is too high for me,' Morgana replied, unwaveringly holding his onyx gaze despite him now towering over her, fixing her with his icy stare.
Snape breathed deeply through his nose. He could see the steely determination in her blue eyes and could not help but admire the loyalty Morgana was showing for her friend. But he needed to convince her to play along somehow. He needed to ensure the Order mission continued as planned. He wasn't getting anywhere near Draco at the moment, so if they wanted to find out anything about Draco's plans to murder Dumbledore, they had to rely on Morgana to find some hints at the manor.
'Miss Belakane,' Snape started, his voice now low. 'Just because Narcissa is trying to set you up with Mr Gibbons, it does not mean you have to fall into bed with him.'
'You don't know Narcissa Malfoy too well, do you?' Morgana shot back. 'She served gu for dinner tonight. I bet the elves cast the same spell on that pudding like they do on that damned tiffin. Which, as you might remember, has quite a funny effect on people.'
Oh, he did remember. And had he been less in control of his reactions, Snape would probably have blushed at the memory.
'And at the pace Narcissa is setting,' Morgana went on, 'Grindling and I will be engaged by Christmas.'
'By which time, your mission will probably be over,' Snape answered calmly. 'With any luck, Narcissa will not have the time to go public.'
Morgana gave a frustrated sigh, and something in her eyes changed. Her determination faltered, and she looked now almost pleadingly at her former professor. 'I can't do this to Charis.'
Snape understood all too well. Charis had been through too much emotional pain, much of it at his own hands. She didn't deserve to be put through more. But as much as he cared for her, as much as he cared for both of his girls, there was no other way.
'Miss Belakane, this is nothing more than a sham, a pretence to keep up for the space of a few weeks.'
'I can't do this, sir. I simply can't.'
'Yes, you can!' Snape slammed his palm against the surface of the table, making Morgana flinch. 'Do you think Dumbledore would have given you this mission if he did not think you capable of carrying it out? He has seen what you can do. He knows you can carry out acts that others could not. Acts that others would consider immoral. Acts that require bravery and personal sacrifice. Dumbledore believes in your abilities. I believe in your abilities.' He paused, his eyes boring into hers as if he was trying to penetrate her mind. 'You are Slytherin, Morgana. Do not forget that. Do what you must, but do it cunningly. Dance with Gibbons. Flirt with him. Turn his head but play hard to get. Spin Narcissa a tale of you being too young and too innocent to take the whole thing a step further. She will understand and most probably admire you for your steadfastness.'
They looked silently at each other for a while, Snape hoping that his words had got through to Morgana whilst she was wondering how Snape could still believe in her after all the times she had failed. Not letting Grindling bed her was one thing. He was dedicated to Charis, and surely he would not even think about touching any other woman when he was not under the influence of wine and gu. But how Snape could think that she would be able to lure Narcissa into thinking that she was an inhibited virgin who was scared of a handsome wizard like Grindling Gibbons was beyond Morgana.
Little did she know that at that very moment, Narcissa Malfoy, concerned at the sudden disappearance of her new protégée, was composing a letter to her, apologising for her matchmaking schemes and inviting her to tea next Sunday to make up for it.
A/N: We ask for your patience. Real Life is keeping us busy and the next chapter is not quite done.
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112 Reviews | 6.64/10 Average
Great start. Albums would really sacrifice anyone to win the war. I hope both of a star sisters find their happy ending and the war doesn't destroy their souls.
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Now you reminded us of that we should wirte a Part 3. :)
well, what can I say? This was a blast from beginning to end. Loved your new characters and how the Malfoys once again play a big part in Morganna's love life. Severus what a naughty man coming up with the three mirrors and him being a bit of a peeping Tom lol. Least he kept his word and did ensure the star sisters safety and nice to see him hinting at them to both wear their star necklaces once more.
The scene where the girls on Christmas Eve made that special spell and vow was beautifully written. Also the Scenes on new years eve and after were tenderly done and not in a harsh way but in a loving one. Even Snapes watching was done with a special feel and not pervy at all. Shall look forward to read more in this series and see if Snape can loose his dark thoughts and become a man who can accept love in the end and be rid of the Lily Ghost.
Thanks for writing and creating this lovely series. Really enjoyed reading it and sorry I did not get time to review every chapter. Consider this worth a hundred reviews.
Congrats.
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Every review we get is special, and one like this that conveys the depth of appreciation and affection for our characters is extra special. We're delighted that you enjoyed the series enough to read it all and tell us how much you enjoyed it.Wildcard's response: I do hope you write more in this wonderful series. Good fanfic is hard to find and this is a jewel and worth reading again. Shall look forward to more when you get time to be creative. Thanks again.
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Every review we get is special, and one like this that conveys the depth of appreciation and affection for our characters is extra special. We're delighted that you enjoyed the series enough to read it all and tell us how much you enjoyed it.Wildcard's response: I do hope you write more in this wonderful series. Good fanfic is hard to find and this is a jewel and worth reading again. Shall look forward to more when you get time to be creative. Thanks again.
The relationship between Charis and Morgana has become a beautiful thing, and I'm very happy for them and glad that Severus will continue to watch over his girls. One day I hope his heart will be healed and that he will remember how to love. And allow himself to be loved.I'm sad this story has come to an end (for now), but I'm so happy to know that you aren't done with these characters—I've grown quite fond of them. For now we will let them sleep. I want to let you know how much I've enjoyed Star Sisters and now Shooting Stars. You are very gifted writers, and I thank you for sharing this wonderful story with us. I wish you both good days and much happiness. May real life calm down for you, and allow you the opportunity to once again weave this magic you do so well.I give you my thanks with much gratitude and lots of hugs,Beth
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Dearest Beth, receiving your reviews was like a gift to us. To have a reader invest so much emotionally and intellectually into our stories and craft such detailed, thoughtful reviews is a wonderful thing and really kept us going, even when the story was not always easy to write.
You were there every step of the way and we cannot express enough gratitude for that.
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Dearest Beth, receiving your reviews was like a gift to us. To have a reader invest so much emotionally and intellectually into our stories and craft such detailed, thoughtful reviews is a wonderful thing and really kept us going, even when the story was not always easy to write.
You were there every step of the way and we cannot express enough gratitude for that.
Mmmm... I think I'd like a cup of tea and a biscuit after reading this chapter! Or perhaps a cigarette? Smoking hot writing, ladies. Thank you from the bottom of my... err... heart!
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
*passes cigarette, chocolate and clean underwear*
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
*passes cigarette, chocolate and clean underwear*
Gorgeous chapter, and I appreciated Snape leaving them be and also not taking himself in hand. As he realises the feeling blossoming in his chest, my heart ached for him a little bit. Then followed "A love he had no part of, a love he would never be able to share with anyone" which summed it all up and put a lump in my throat. Ah, Snape. Forever the tragic anti-hero. Lovely writing.
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
We're honoured that our writing got such an emotional response from you and that we got Snape right in this scene - it was important to get it right and from your reaction, we did :-)
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
We're honoured that our writing got such an emotional response from you and that we got Snape right in this scene - it was important to get it right and from your reaction, we did :-)
I enjoyed your creation of Dumbledore's vow and its execution - gentle and manipulative - much like the man himself. I love that Dumbledore also set up their New Year's celebration with Snape, even though, so far at least, Snape hasn't got in on the action! The tenderness between Morgana and Charis is lovely. Reading on...
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Gentle and manipulative works for us! And maybe your exquisite patience will be rewarded if you read on :-)
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Gentle and manipulative works for us! And maybe your exquisite patience will be rewarded if you read on :-)
"The way Ravenclaws seemed to be fascinated by the stars was simply adorable" bahaha! Pity that I didn't realise the significance of the constellation Leo; I've let down team Ravenclaw! At least I'd managed to suss out the connection to Slytherin's locket via the house-elf, thus tracing it back to Black. This is a lovely chapter brimming with charm and intimacy between the Star Sisters, and their spell-casting was beautiful and poignant. I also enjoyed Morgana's metaphor for moving on at the end of the chapter. I must say, though, that you've plotted your story meticulously and have been wonderfully crafty with the prophecy; not just with its puzzle, but also making your story fit seamlessly into canon... After all, we were never told how Dumbledore came to discover the locket. I take my hat off to you, ladies!
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
We've managed to hoodwink a Ravenclaw, that's something to be proud of! But full marks for realising the locket connection. We're so thrilled you enjoyed the prophecy and think it blends into canon seamlessly - we tried really hard to make it work and it caused our brains to hurt on several occassions!
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
We've managed to hoodwink a Ravenclaw, that's something to be proud of! But full marks for realising the locket connection. We're so thrilled you enjoyed the prophecy and think it blends into canon seamlessly - we tried really hard to make it work and it caused our brains to hurt on several occassions!
Now it's time to turn fantasy into reality for Severus and his girls--can the teasing giggling be leading up to them beckoning him over to their side *hopeful look*--great menage-a-trois dynamics; I really like Morgana's sexuality being released and expressed, reinforcing her healing from the past and embracing the present and future; Charis' divine sub positions--yum! and as I said last chapter, Severus is one lucky wizard... *sighing* Lovely, dynamic, lemony chapter as always!xxx
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Thank you for your kind words, as always :-) We're hoping to be able to wrap everything up nicely in the next chapter.
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Thank you for your kind words, as always :-) We're hoping to be able to wrap everything up nicely in the next chapter.
As I began reading this chapter I was so surprised that I had to go back and read the end of the previous chapter to be sure I understood what had happened... which, of course, I didn't, but I didn't know that until Severus woke up that I realized it was his dream. You two ladies are masters of the twisty plot. Well done!
Dreaming as he had been, I was glad he allowed himself to carry his dream to fruition in the shower. Perhaps this "Sweet Release" will help him get through the coming storm. Soon he will have to kill Dumbledore and then endure his tenure as Headmaster until the entire house of cards comes falling down.
I was very happy for him when heard Charis and Morgana talking and giggling in their activated mirrors. It would be very sweet if his dream became a reality after all is said and done. But I'm not kidding myself one tiny bit that I can predict just what you two have in mind for these three dear people. The only thing I'm sure of right now is that I'll be sitting on the edge of my seat waiting for the next update.
Thank you for a very nice chapter!!!
Beth
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Ah, dreams ... They can be rather wonderful :-) Earlier this week, the next chapter has finally been written and is now awaiting embellishing and polishing. Shouldn't be long, hopefully :-)
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Ah, dreams ... They can be rather wonderful :-) Earlier this week, the next chapter has finally been written and is now awaiting embellishing and polishing. Shouldn't be long, hopefully :-)
It's a relief for Morgana and Charis that they have finally and truly shared their love for each other. And not only a relief for the two of them, but for Severus as well, I think. He has such strong feelings for both of them, and I think knowing that they have declared their love and cemented their relationship has given him peace of mind that they will be all right no matter what happens.
He loved those two girls dearly in his own special way. They would never know, of course, but he hoped that every now and then, they would remember him with fondness.
This chapter has really touched my heart. I don't know what will happen to Severus, and it makes me sad to think of him being alone. I hope he can find something or someone to "hang onto" as future events unfold. Be kind to him, ladies. Be kind.Beth
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Beth! We are so sorry for having let you wait so long for a resposnse! We really hate the fact that real life is not letting us play around in the sandbox that is fan fic as much as we would like to! Grrr! As always, we thank you for your kind words and we will try to fulfill your wish about Severus.
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Beth! We are so sorry for having let you wait so long for a resposnse! We really hate the fact that real life is not letting us play around in the sandbox that is fan fic as much as we would like to! Grrr! As always, we thank you for your kind words and we will try to fulfill your wish about Severus.
Mmmn... beautiful! Love their love-making, giving and sharing to each other the way each one needs, and Severus witnessing it--some wizards have all the luck! What a lovely way to bring in the New Year!
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Mmmmm, just re-read the chapter. It was indeed lovely :-)
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Mmmmm, just re-read the chapter. It was indeed lovely :-)
I love this story even more than the last one.
I have no idea how the two of you do it but I am grateful that you do.
Sorry for not leaving reviews before now, but it is often difficult to find words for my appreciation! Rest assured that I always eagerly await the next instalment.
Such a beautiful and unusual story... the pair of you need to create a universe of your own! I'm sure we could expect great things from such imaginations! Perhaps just as great as the universe that brought your two formidable minds together!
Thank you.
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
First of all, our sincerest apologies for taking so much time to answer your lovely review. We normally don't let our readers wait that long, but real life has no sense for good timing. We want you to know that your kind words made our day! :-) The dream to create something original is certainly there, and one of us is already trying hard to make it happen. Hopefully, the dream will soon come true.
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
First of all, our sincerest apologies for taking so much time to answer your lovely review. We normally don't let our readers wait that long, but real life has no sense for good timing. We want you to know that your kind words made our day! :-) The dream to create something original is certainly there, and one of us is already trying hard to make it happen. Hopefully, the dream will soon come true.
‘When the rope dissolves and we let go of each other, neither of you will be able to convey what you have learnt here today,’ Dumbledore explained. ‘You will have a faint memory of our conversation with Kreacher, but trying to remember the details will be like trying to remember a dream. The harder you try, the further will it drift away. And unless we three stand here once more, with our hands entwined, you will never be able to remember.’Damn. I wish the girls had not had to agree to take that vow. But if they hadn't, then he would have Obliviated them. I hope they really will be safer not remembering the prophecy.I can't help but wish Severus didn't have to spend New Year's Eve with only a bottle of Ogden's to keep him company while he watches his girls coming to understand the depth of their feelings for each other. With Severus already upstairs and the girls on their way up the stairs, I wonder if they'll run into each other? I'm off to the next chapter to find out. :^)Beth
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Our sincerest apologies for taking so long to reply! Real Life is demanding far too much attention at the moment! We hate to let our readers hanging!
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Our sincerest apologies for taking so long to reply! Real Life is demanding far too much attention at the moment! We hate to let our readers hanging!
With Grindling moving to Greece for good, I guess there's no way he will be a regular part of either of the girls' lives. Sometimes I think it's better just to move on and cut your losses, but I know Charis and Morgana will be sad when they realize he has left his position at the Ministry and packed up lock, stock, and barrel.
That was a lovely spell that Charis created to permanently join the girls' star necklaces together. It was pretty cool the way Morgana's star glowed Ravenclaw blue and Charis' glowed Slytherin green. I was tickled when Charis solved the riddle of the prophecy- all that time studying Astronomy really paid off! Now Dumbledore wants them to wait a week. Perhaps he does want to do some research of his own.
I'm glad Morgana has a new Patronus- a majestic black feline is much better than her old Peacock. It's very telling that they have such similar Patronuses, isn't it? It seems like their world is settling into something solid and stable, but with Grindling out of the picture (for now, anyway) I'm wondering what Severus will do? Poor man is damned if he does and damned if he doesn't. Speaking of Severus... what is he doing right now?
Beth
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
We're getting very close to the end now, and we have been so honoured to have you along for the ride. Having your thoughtful reviews has encouraged and delighted us in equal measure.
We hope we won't have to keep you very long for the next chapter and we once again thank you for all your unwavering support.
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
We're getting very close to the end now, and we have been so honoured to have you along for the ride. Having your thoughtful reviews has encouraged and delighted us in equal measure.
We hope we won't have to keep you very long for the next chapter and we once again thank you for all your unwavering support.
It seems that it has taken tonight's events and their outcomes to bring Severus to the point where he can relax enough to realize that Charis and Morgana love each other. But I'm not sure if they can be happy with only each other. Grindling loves Charis, and I think he has very strong feelings for Morgana as well. Charis loves Severus, and Morgana feels very safe with him. Severus loves Charis and Morgana. And I have absolutely no idea how this is going to work out. There are a number of permutations that come to mind, and one of them is that Severus, Charis, and Morgana become a threesome family. Or Grindling could make for a foursome family. Or Grindling could find himself with Narcissa when all hell breaks loose and Lucius ends up dead or in prison for the rest of his life. Or if Severus dies, then Grindling, Charis and Morgana could make a life together.This emotional awakening Severus has undergone, leaves me feeling very afraid for him. I fear he will go willingly to meet death so long as he thinks "his girls" are safe and happy. Is he falling into well of dark resignation?Thank you for this thought provoking chapter, ladies. I still don't have any idea how this will all turn out, and now I have an even longer list of possible outcomes. You are masters of mystery!Beth
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
We have created a huge mess, haven't we? We're working on a couple of chapters that will hopefully untangle and tie up loose ends. Hopefully... Thank you, as always, for your support!!
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
We have created a huge mess, haven't we? We're working on a couple of chapters that will hopefully untangle and tie up loose ends. Hopefully... Thank you, as always, for your support!!
The place where Ravenclaws always took comfort and solitude: the library.' This had e tearing up! And the delicious lemony, Snapey goodness-sene has me saying, Merlin's balls, sevs_starsisters, yes, yes, yes! and more, more, more! *taking a deep satisfied sigh* Thank you! (and Miss Charis needs to heed Sev's advice for her and Morgana--speaking of which, can't wait for Sev's jetsetting over to Malfoy manor, maybe Ms Morgana needs some *special* attention too from the Potions master--he is suppose to take care of both his girls *decadent cackle* Lovely, yummy chapter, as always!xxx
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Got to love you decadent cackle!! :-)
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Got to love you decadent cackle!! :-)
Poor, dear Grindling--lovely moments and chemistry and trust between these two, only to be breathtakingly blown away with the scene between Morgana and Severus--yes, yes, yes! Could feel Morgana breaking through and liberating herself with Severus *perfect, bloody f------ perfect* Thank you!! xxx
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
So chuffed you're reading and reviewing on two archives. Thank you so much!!
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
So chuffed you're reading and reviewing on two archives. Thank you so much!!
Now I see what you meant when you told me that Severus would feel pretty guilty... but I have to wonder just how guilty he really felt. Still and all, Morgana is free from the weight of a millstone named Lucius Malfoy, and Severus has promised that Narcissa will not bother her again. Even crazy Bellatrix served a useful purpose. Thanks to her, Grindling has heard Narcissa say the words that set him free... at least I hope he is free from Narcissa's machinations. In the study, Severus told Morgana to ‘Enjoy a Malfoy-free life. Spend time with the ones who love you the most.’ He left before she could ask who he meant, and then I remembered that Grindling had told her that he wished things could have been different. Soooo... could it be that Grindling has a bit of a crush on Morgana, or is he still in love with the memory of Narcissa... or will he return to Charis? They will see each other because they're trying to solve the Prophesy, but what will they think about the things that have happened in the last few hours? Charis will be thinking about "her boss" and her former teacher. Morgana will be thinking about her former teacher. Narcissa will be thinking about wringing her sister's neck, and mourning the loss of perhaps the only opportunity to regain her husband's freedom and their lost stature in the ranks of the purebloods. Severus will be thinking about both Charis and Morgana... I wish I knew what was going through Severus' mind in regard to both of "his girls." I still can't shake the feeling that he really holds romantic thoughts about Charis, but I have to say you ladies really do keep the waters muddied up enough that I can't ever be sure. Maybe Morgana and Grindling will be attracted to each other, and... *sigh*What is going to go on at Malfoy Manor will all those Death Eaters still there? Oh what a tangled web we weave....Great chapter. As always!Beth
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Braye - let me start by saying thank you. Your review was just what we needed today - feeling a bit wobbly to say the least and your words of support mean so much. It's good to hear that we can still keep you guessing, even as the story itself is finally turning a corner. We hope all the answers to your questions will be revealed over the next few chapters. Until then - huge hugs! And eternal thanks! xx
Response from braye27 (Reviewer)
I can't understand why more readers haven't checked this out. Or maybe they have and just don't leave reviews. Either way, this is one of my all time favorite Snape stories that isn't SSHG. Your writing, the way you structure your story - chapter by chapter, clue by clue - is among the best I've EVER read. It's not all PWP. It's not cookie-cutter. It gives me something to get my teeth into. It makes me go back to earlier chapters to "scratch that little itch in the back of my brain" when I read something that I recognize but can't place. I know it's important, and I can't help myself. I have to go back and try to put the clues together. Please accept my heartfelt thanks for writing this story and its predecessor. Thank you for not giving up. Thank you for making it so very nice to come home after a long day at work and being able to find a new chapter. You ROCK! A Thousand Points to Your House!Hugs you back,Beth
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Braye - let me start by saying thank you. Your review was just what we needed today - feeling a bit wobbly to say the least and your words of support mean so much. It's good to hear that we can still keep you guessing, even as the story itself is finally turning a corner. We hope all the answers to your questions will be revealed over the next few chapters. Until then - huge hugs! And eternal thanks! xx
Response from braye27 (Reviewer)
I can't understand why more readers haven't checked this out. Or maybe they have and just don't leave reviews. Either way, this is one of my all time favorite Snape stories that isn't SSHG. Your writing, the way you structure your story - chapter by chapter, clue by clue - is among the best I've EVER read. It's not all PWP. It's not cookie-cutter. It gives me something to get my teeth into. It makes me go back to earlier chapters to "scratch that little itch in the back of my brain" when I read something that I recognize but can't place. I know it's important, and I can't help myself. I have to go back and try to put the clues together. Please accept my heartfelt thanks for writing this story and its predecessor. Thank you for not giving up. Thank you for making it so very nice to come home after a long day at work and being able to find a new chapter. You ROCK! A Thousand Points to Your House!Hugs you back,Beth
Hot dayum! Hot DAYUM! I am so damned happy that Severus and Charis had their "alone time" in the library... and he was so tender and made sure she had the orgasm of her life before he had his.‘The stars,’ he said and pointed at his throat as if to indicate a necklace he was wearing. ‘Renew the charm. Wear them. The both of you.’He still cares for Charis. His kiss on her cheek and urgging her and Morganna to wear their star necklaces proves it beyond all doubt.Thanks, I needed that! *grinning*Beth
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
He does indeed care for both his girls, and he swore he'd look out for them both. However, he's going to be feeling pretty guilty after this encounter... that's all we can say for now! Thanks, as ever, for your support x
Response from braye27 (Reviewer)
He's going to be feeling guilty?!?!?! Ohnoes. What are you two up to this time? I can't wait to see what you've cooked up this time.You iz
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
He does indeed care for both his girls, and he swore he'd look out for them both. However, he's going to be feeling pretty guilty after this encounter... that's all we can say for now! Thanks, as ever, for your support x
Response from braye27 (Reviewer)
He's going to be feeling guilty?!?!?! Ohnoes. What are you two up to this time? I can't wait to see what you've cooked up this time.You iz
Of all the rooms for Narcissa to choose from... I wonder just what Narcissa knows and what she doesn't know about Morgana and Lucius? Could Narcissa have some other motive we don't yet know about? I don't think so, but I have learned not to underestimate you ladies, either.In the meantime, what are Snape and Charis doing in thier search for the meaning of the prophesy? Sooner or later one of them is bound to say or do something that comfirms for the other that there are still real and deep emotions involved between. I can't wait to see what you have in store for our lovely characters next? Hope to see the next chapter soon!!!Berh
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Hm, interesting question you had there about Narcissa. Just how much DOES she know? ... We have the next three or four chapters outlined, and we can promise you that there WILL be some, um, actions that will show exactly what our beloved characters feel for each other. We're hoping that our RLs calm down soon, so we can write out fingers off. Thank you for your patience and support.
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Hm, interesting question you had there about Narcissa. Just how much DOES she know? ... We have the next three or four chapters outlined, and we can promise you that there WILL be some, um, actions that will show exactly what our beloved characters feel for each other. We're hoping that our RLs calm down soon, so we can write out fingers off. Thank you for your patience and support.
I hope she opens up. It would be good for her to get it out. Grindling is a complex character; not quite sure what to make of him yet. I'm glad you're still writing this story, I love following it. 5 stars.
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Morgana is Slytherin. When it comes to burying her emotions deep inside her heart, she has learnt from the best. It's not healthy, but it's what Slytherins seem to do best. We apologize for the long wait, but life has been very busy. But with summer and long evening approaching, we hope to soon be able to post a new chapter. Thank you for your support!
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Morgana is Slytherin. When it comes to burying her emotions deep inside her heart, she has learnt from the best. It's not healthy, but it's what Slytherins seem to do best. We apologize for the long wait, but life has been very busy. But with summer and long evening approaching, we hope to soon be able to post a new chapter. Thank you for your support!
Well, Charis got the info she needed. She just needs to remember her astronomy now.I've known this pair of stories have been out there for some time but avoided reading them because they were not about canon-centric characters. But I took a chance and I've really enjoyed them. I look forward to finding out what happens. Keep up the good work!
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Thank you for taking a chance on our stories, we're really thrilled you've enjoyed them and we hope you'll stick with the sequel. Thanks again for your support, it means a lot!
Response from Phyllidia (Reviewer)
May I say I never expected you two to answer ALL my reviews since I left a ton of them at one time. But thank you. If I've put you behind on your writing, feel free to blame me.
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
We try to answer all our reviews. It's so nice to get feedback, and we like to show that we appreciate your thoughts. And no worries, you haven't slowed us down. Next chapter is being beta-read at the moment and we have done plenty of plotting. Lemons ahead ;-)
Response from Phyllidia (Reviewer)
Ah lemon....one of my favorite flavors!
I think Charis is far too forgiving (maybe I just don't like Grindling).TeeHee, Severus is SOOOOO BAD. I love him.
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
He's a naughty boy! and that's why we love him, right?
Oooh the plot thickens. I think I've figured out most of the prophecy, now to watch as the characters figure it out.
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Let's see if you're right :)
I am glad it was cleared up that Morgana is NOT the one Grindling was talking about. She has enough worries. And go her for standing up for her friend.
Response from sevs_starsisters (Author of Shooting Stars)
Yes, Morgana kicked ass :)