44- Questions and Answers
Chapter 46 of 84
Good_WitchGinny has her detention with Snape, and things become much clearer to all concerned. Hermione forges ahead with her probing for intimate details, and gets surprised in more ways than one.
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Chapter 44- Questions and Answers
Snape trudged into the Great Hall for dinner Saturday night, having skipped the midday meal in favour of distracting himself from his worry by popping about to all the nooks and crannies that often held students in varying states of disarray. Methodically, he went through his usual patrol, flitting from one place to the next. Since it was daytime on a weekend, he knew that the chance of actually running into any students on his practice jaunt were slim to none. He had been quite pleased with the amount of time he realized that he could save on each of his duty nights, but that contentment faded as he took his place at the High Table, wondering whether Hermione would at least acknowledge his presence.
About ten minutes after he had arrived, Hermione entered, in the midst of a group of Gryffindors. As she strode down the aisle to a seat, Ginny elbowed her sharply, barely inclining her head toward the High Table where Snape sat watching through his hair. Hermione nodded and sat, taking a moment as she reached for the potatoes to glance at Snape.
His fork was gripped tightly in one hand, and he was rather unnaturally still, almost as if he were holding his breath. Hermione nodded and smiled faintly, looking away from him to find the teapot. Thus it was that she missed seeing him almost wilt, so much did he sag with relief at her smile. Passing a weak hand over his face, he exhaled slowly, calming his roiling stomach and pounding heart. When he looked again, Hermione was preparing tea with honey and lemon, a gentle smile on her lips, even as her eyes still held a shadow of sadness. Throat tightening in joy, he scrambled to do the same, Summoning the teapot with almost reckless haste. Flitwick squeaked as it went whizzing past his ear. Gravely, Snape turned to the little man and intoned, "I beg your pardon, Filius."
"Must be a powerful thirst, Severus..." Flitwick cast an aggrieved eye at Snape.
Snape nodded and his lips quirked. Flitwick was surprised at seeing the man almost smiling as he retorted, "Indeed, a thirst." Then, when Snape said no more, Flitwick shrugged and turned his attention back to his own meal.
Although it seemed as if Hermione had got over whatever she had been upset about...and it still galled him that he had no idea what that was...Snape still felt a niggling apprehension at the shadow in her usually bright eyes. Oh, what wouldn't he give to be able to just go to her to find out what was wrong...
All at once, it hit him. Yes! Go to her. Apparate to her! But how? I've never seen her room, and I daren't be seen popping into the Gryffindor common room. No doubt Minerva would have an aneurysm... I can't Apparate blind. But how will I ever get to her room to be able to see it, so I'll know where I'm going when I Apparate there? As he finished his dinner, he was absorbed in thought about this new puzzle. Standing to leave, he considered Apparating out of the Great Hall, but thought better of it, preferring to keep it a closely guarded secret until the next rehearsal, when he could surprise everyone with it. That decided, he cast one last longing look at Hermione before exiting and retreating to his quarters.
Hermione was still trying to get over her anger about Snape not having told her about his birthday. It was a small thing, a trifle really; but to her, it just served as an example of a larger problem. It was going to be difficult enough for people to accept them when they went public as a couple; if she couldn't even answer basic questions about the man she claimed to love, who would take her seriously? Only two days ago, she wouldn't have been able to answer the question of when his birthday was! Part of her anger also stemmed from the fact that she felt ashamed at not having asked very much about Snape. If they were to build a relationship, they'd need to learn as much as possible about each other, especially before they came out to the wizarding world at large.
In light of such considerations, Hermione began compiling a list of questions over the weekend that she'd ask Snape the next time they were together. Of course, there were far too many to ask in one sitting, but this was something that they could continue throughout their relationship, certainly.
Monday, the cast members took note of the new rehearsal date on the notice board, "Tuesday January 13: Run through Act One through Masquerade, including songs." Hermione noticed that what had previously been on Wednesday nights seemed now to be on Tuesday nights. With a wry twist of her mouth, she wondered how the Gryffindor team would deal with the change of schedule. Sitting down for breakfast, she heard Harry and Ginny discussing that very fact.
"Harry, as team captain, you can schedule practice whenever you want. That's your prerogative." Ginny had a gentle hand laid on his arm.
Harry was frowning. "I know, but it was working out fine before. I wish Dumbledore hadn't changed it around." He sighed, running a hand through his messy hair. "I suppose I could change practice to Monday nights."
Ginny sat up straight with a guilty look. Sheepishly, she muttered, "Not tonight, though. I have detention tonight. But if we start next week on Mondays, that should be fine."
Harry scowled in irritation. "Then what are we going to do this week? I guess we could try for Wednesday night, but we may run into the Slytherin team trying to use it, since they'll have to reschedule too. I tell you, Ravenclaw and Hufflepuff have it easy, being able to practice when we're rehearsing. Can you imagine the nightmare it'd be if people from every team were on cast?" Then, he turned a dark look on Ginny. "Don't go getting any more detentions, will you? Of course, it is Snape, so we can't expect him to be reasonable..."
Ginny rolled her eyes and said, "Can you honestly say McGonagall or Flitwick would have done any differently if I had done the same thing in their classes? Snape wasn't being unreasonable or favouring Slytherin or anything. I admit it: I got a wild hair and acted out. So, I got detention, end of story. It's just this once, and we'll be able to work out a new practice schedule, I'm sure."
Hermione stifled a laugh at Ginny's comments, leaning around her to say, "If you're that stressed about it, Harry, you could always ask Dumbledore if the schedule will stay this way when we have rehearsal Tuesday night."
Harry shrugged and nodded. "Yeah, I guess so..." With that, he gazed across the Hall at the Hufflepuff table, seeking out Ron where he sat eating with Susan. "I'll go talk to Ron about the change of practice time." Still looking as if the weight of the world were on his shoulders, he strode over to Ron.
Both girls rolled their eyes and giggled. Ginny said, "Honestly, sometimes he acts like being team captain is some huge burden. So I have detention tonight, big deal!"
Hermione glanced up at Snape. "Speaking of, are you going to just take your homework?"
Ginny nodded. "But I'm sure he'll come up with some clever story for me to tell everyone, so his reputation doesn't suffer." They grinned at each other again, two co-conspirators. Then, still with the scheming smiles on their faces, they looked in unison up to the High Table, where Snape gazed at them in consternation, clearly wondering what they were up to.
Giggling at his wary expression, Hermione started gathering her things for class, and leant closer to Ginny, whispering, "Listen, when you're there tonight, would you mind trying to let him know what happened? I'll get to talk to him tomorrow night, but it'd be nice if he at least had some sort of inkling."
Ginny nodded, retorting cryptically, "Something tells me it'll come up."
Hermione smiled. "Thanks. See you later!" Shouldering her bulging book bag, she shot one last smile at the High Table before exiting the Hall.
That evening, Ginny brought her book bag to dinner, so she could head straight to detention after eating. Snape had left the Hall earlier, but she hung around until it was time to head down to the dungeons. Waving casually at her mates, she set off at a brisk pace, thoughts whirling with curiosity about what the evening would be like. The door to Snape's office was open when she arrived, but Snape didn't look up. Knocking softly on the doorjamb, she queried, "Professor Snape?"
Snape irritably waved his quill at her, eyes still on the essay he was grading. His voice peevish, he said, "Enter! Sit. Shut the door."
Ginny spun in place, having stepped forward to sit at the desk opposite him, and reached back to shut the door at his command. Her blithe assurance that this detention would be a breeze faltered at his sour demeanour. After carefully closing the door, trying not to make any undue noise, she sat, quietly waiting for his attention.
Several minutes passed, and Ginny watched Snape's face go through a multitude of disgusted, exasperated, frustrated, dumbfounded, and aggrieved expressions, his quill scratching red comments on the essay all the while. Finally, as he reached the end, he threw the quill on the desk in aggravation and passed his hands over his face, raking his fingers through his hair as he heaved a huge sigh. Then, leaning back in his chair, hands clasped behind his neck, he levelled a dark look at Ginny and drawled, "Never become a teacher."
Ginny's brows shot up, and she blinked in surprise. Not quite sure how to respond, she merely said, "All right then."
Snape's brow rose as he noticed her reaction and he snorted. Arranging the stacks of parchment on his desk, he continued, "What have you brought to work on, Miss Weasley?"
Ginny picked up her book bag and said, "I have homework. I just wanted to be sure it was still okay to work on it, sir."
Snape regarded her with a slightly offended air. "Do you doubt my word, Miss Weasley?"
Ginny shook her head, but narrowed her eyes, pinning him with a shrewd gaze. "Of course not, sir. I simply wondered if there might not have been other pertinent information that you had kept to yourself." With that shot, she tilted her head to one side, eyeing him meaningfully.
Snape frowned in confusion, giving a frosty, "I beg your pardon?"
Ginny sighed and folded her hands on the desk. "Why not make the most use of the opportunity at hand, sir?"
Snape scowled even harder. Mystified, he murmured, "Miss Weasley, if you plan on making any sense this evening, I would appreciate it if you'd hurry up. I'm not accustomed to playing games."
Ginny returned his gaze frankly. "Fine. I'll try to be as plain as possible: why didn't you tell Hermione it was your birthday?"
Snape's brows shot to his hairline and his mouth dropped open in surprise. Incredulous, he croaked, "Sweet Circe, is that what she's so upset about? For Merlin's sake, I thought it was something important!"
It was Ginny's turn to scowl. "Important? It was dreadfully important to Hermione!"
Snape pinched the bridge of his nose, rubbing his eyes. "What? Why? I've not taken any notice of my birthday for ages. Why would she be upset? I was the one ambushed by that barmy old codger of a headmaster. I'm the one who should be upset!"
Ginny rolled her eyes and dramatically fell face first onto her crossed arms. Shaking her head into her forearms, she gave a frustrated groan. After a beat, she raised her head, gazing mournfully at Snape, who was staring at her, bewildered.
"You don't think it would have been nice to let her know it was your birthday, so she could have done something nice for you?"
Before she could continue, Snape burst out, "It's just a day! I'm not going to go trolling for gifts..."
Ginny sat up straight, frowning and planting her hands on her hips. "Professor!" Snape paused, taken aback by how very like Molly she looked at that moment. She pursed her lips for a beat before saying, her attitude haughty, "No one is accusing you of 'trolling for gifts'! It's not a far-fetched idea that a person might like to acknowledge the special day of a person she loves..."
Snape scoffed, "'Special day'; it's not that special..."
"Oh for Merlin's sake! Have you still not figured out that what you think is special or not may differ from what Hermione thinks? While you may not think it's worth fretting over, I can certainly see where Hermione's coming from. I'd be hurt too, if the man I loved didn't see fit to share intimate details with me." She sat back in her chair, her fingers drumming a staccato on the desk as she let the import of her words sink in.
Snape started to retort, but whatever he was going to say died on his lips as he stared at Ginny, completely thrown for a loop. His indignant posture wilted, and he sank into his chair, trying to fathom the mysteries of feminine anger.
His gaze turned inward, and he seemed to be staring into the middle distance, his expression one of chagrined befuddlement. After a long moment, he blinked several times, lifting his gaze to meet Ginny's. His voice was faint as he said, "Is that really all she's mad about? There's nothing else that I should know about?" He eyed her askance as she shook her head. Then, rolling his eyes, he continued in a very put-upon tone, "If there is, I beg you to share it with me, Ginny. I need as much forewarning as possible with Hermione."
Ginny blinked, and her mouth formed a stunned "o". Snape, seeing her astonished expression, frowned and queried, "What? There's more, isn't there? What is it?"
Ginny's lips widened into a gentle smile as she insisted, "No! No, there's nothing else. Honestly..."
"Then what was that all about?" he asked, making a vague gesture at her face.
Smile turning into a grin, wrinkling her nose, she tilted her head to one side and murmured, "You didn't call me Miss Weasley."
Snape's brows rose, and he ducked his head sheepishly. Clearly taken aback by her reaction to his unintentional slip, he cleared his throat and muttered, "I beg your pardon."
Ginny tossed her head and said, "No! It's fine, really. I just wasn't ready for it." She could see how uncomfortable he was, so she took pity on him. "You know what you said about needing forewarning with Hermione?" He glanced up and nodded, reluctant curiosity on his face. "Like they say, 'Forewarned is forearmed.'" She leant forward, affecting secrecy as she added, "'Just don't tell anyone where your other two arms are.'"
The blank look on Snape's face was almost comical, as he processed the pun. Then, he seemed to crumble under the absurdity of it all, and Ginny witnessed a complete transformation. His lips curved in a smile, and he shook his head as a laugh bubbled up from deep within, startling her with its resonance. His shoulders shook with mirth as he laughed, black eyes nearly lost in the creases of his face.
Still, as unprepared as she was for such a reaction, his laughter was infectious, and she found herself chuckling along with him. He slowly wound down, wiping his eyes as his gales of laughter ebbed away. He shot her an appreciative look, and she couldn't resist shrugging and saying, "Old monster hunter joke..." At that, he snorted, chuckling more, until he trailed off, his breathing ragged.
Inclining his head in a slightly mocking bow, he politely offered, "My thanks, Ginny. I needed that."
Ginny flushed even as she found herself beaming at him. Nodding in return, she graciously replied, "My pleasure, sir. Anything I can do to help..."
Snape rolled his eyes and straightened in his chair. "Yes, well... I shall talk with Hermione tomorrow before rehearsal. In any case, I believe you said you have homework?" He tilted his chin pointedly at her book bag.
Ginny pulled out a textbook and parchment. "Yes, sir. Thank you." Dutifully, she bent her head to her work.
Snape pulled another essay in front of him and dipped his quill into the red ink pot, a faint smile still tugging at his lips. He had no idea he could feel so comfortable with another person who wasn't Hermione. But the camaraderie he felt between himself and Ginny was strengthened by the shared regard they had for Hermione; and, once he had begun appreciating Ginny for herself, it was easier to let his guard down in her presence.
They worked in companionable silence for a while, until Snape needed a break again from the travesties that masqueraded as essays. Abruptly pushing back from the desk, he looked up at Ginny, who glanced up, startled by the sound of the chair scraping on the stone floor.
He stretched his arms above his head until joints popped, and Ginny smirked. Shaking his hands loosely from the wrists, he politely inquired, "Would you care for a drink? I'm rather parched myself."
Ginny smiled and nodded. "That would be lovely. May I have some pumpkin juice? I sha'n't presume to ask for tea with honey and lemon..."
Snape snorted and grimaced at her. "Indeed. And suffice it to say that I shouldn't share that with anyone but Hermione anyway."
Ginny laughed and Snape Summoned a pitcher of pumpkin juice and a tumbler for her and one of ice water for him. He deftly floated them toward her, and she plucked them from the air, saying, "Thank you, sir."
Proffering his glass in a silent toast, he inclined his head and drank, leaning back in his chair, pondering the situation with Hermione. Ginny indulged in a few swallows before turning her attention back to her work. Snape watched the redhead for a while, thinking about how to mend things with Hermione this time, and how he could surprise her with his ability to Apparate in Hogwarts. It was a good thing Ginny wasn't looking at him, because eventually his expression became quite calculating and an almost wicked smirk crept over his face.
Banishing the water pitcher, he composed his expression into one of apprehension, all the better to make his pretence believable. Sitting forward in his chair, he rested his elbows on the desk, clasping his hands in a show of anxiety. Taking a deep breath, he lightly said, "Ginny..."
She looked up, politely attentive. "Yes?" Noting his expression, she sat up, brow creasing in concern.
Snape averted his eyes, staring at his hands as he haltingly ventured, "You said you'd do anything to help, right?"
Immediately, Ginny nodded. "Of course! Why? What can I do?"
Snape bit back the flare of triumph at her instant response. Affecting reluctance, he murmured, "Well... Never mind. I shall manage without it. It's nothing."
Ginny leant forward in her eagerness to help. "No! Please, tell me. I'll help, honestly."
Such a Gryffindor... Feigning his reticent acceptance of her coaxing, he continued, "I know you've told me what Hermione was upset about, but it would be so much better if I were to see it for myself..."
Ginny frowned in confusion. "Huh?"
Snape glanced around and leant forward, smoothing his hands before him on the desk, furtively whispering, "I have a Pensieve. If you'd allow me to see your memory of the conversation you had with Hermione, I could see firsthand how she acted."
Ginny's brows shot up and her eyes widened. Her own voice barely above a whisper, she said, "That's right! I remember Hermione telling me about it." Then, she flushed uncomfortably and ducked her head. "She told me you used it to convince her about seeing me with Harry."
Snape blinked, once again embarrassed, but shook himself to get back to the task at hand. "Yes, well... Enough about that. I'm more concerned about Hermione and how I can make things better."
Ginny nodded and wiped her face, doggedly ignoring her remembered humiliation. "Of course. Certainly, sir. I'd be glad to help. What am I to do?"
Snape flashed her a grateful smile, inwardly cheering the success of his ploy. Rising quickly, he said, "I'll return shortly with the Pensieve. It's not that difficult to use. Just a moment..." He spun on his heel, crossing to the wall where the door to his lab was disguised. Ginny's eye goggled as he waved his wand and the door appeared. He exited and shut the door behind him, but not before she caught a glimpse of his extensive potions equipment.
I'm so glad I had detention tonight. It'll be so much easier for them tomorrow night this way. She waited, a trickle of eager anticipation threading through her at using a Pensieve. While not unheard-of, they still weren't too terribly common.
Snape returned bearing the Pensieve. With a flourish, he placed it on his desk and gestured for Ginny to stand. "Come here. Watch me." He touched his wand to his temple, drawing it away slowly. Ginny stared in fascination as a silvery strand spanned the distance between his wand and his head. "This is a memory. As I concentrate on it, I can withdraw it to place it in the Pensieve." He drew it out to a little over a foot in length, then jerked his wand so that it broke off, floating into the basin and swirling there, silvery-white and glowing. Pointing at it in the basin, he said, "Look. It's the memory of you arriving tonight."
Ginny bent toward the basin, watching as the image of her arriving at the door to his office coalesced. What she found so fascinating was that the whole room was included. She could see Snape sitting at the desk, grading, even though the memory was his. She looked back up at Snape in wonder. "Wow! This is incredible."
Snape quirked one corner of his mouth up as he dipped his wand back into the basin, drawing the memory back up to his head. "Ready? Think of the conversation with Hermione, and draw the memory out with your wand. When you reach the end of it, break it off and drop it into the Pensieve."
Ginny straightened, solemnly placing her wand at her temple and screwing her eyes shut in concentration. Snape allowed himself a smug smile of satisfaction for a brief moment. As Ginny pulled the wand tip away from her head, the silvery strand stretched between them. Opening her eyes in anxiety, she let out a huge sigh of relief when she saw the glow by her head. Closing her eyes again, she drew the strand out for several inches, well over a foot, then finally snapped it off and dropped it in the basin.
Snape leant over the Pensieve, ready to enter the memory. Stopping short, he looked gravely at Ginny and said, "It's easier if I enter the memory. Just wait until I finish, and you can have the memory back immediately." Ginny stood back, unsure of what to expect, and nodded.
Heart beating faster at his success, Snape bent over, dipping his face into the surface of the memory, letting himself be drawn into it. As it replayed, he not only took note of his surroundings, committing them to his memory, but also listened to the plaintive tone of Hermione's voice as she lamented about him not sharing with her. A pang of remorse hit him, and he realized just how important the little things were to her. Stepping closer to her, he reached out to caress her hair, his hand just passing through her instead.
Sighing, he paced through the room, listening to the girls' conversation. He paused to appreciate the fact that Ginny had wanted to offer her regard for his birthday as well. A warmth spiked through his chest at the thought that he not only had Hermione, but he apparently had a friend too. The memory was nearing its end, and Ginny was crossing to the door. Snape cast one last look at Hermione and retreated from the Pensieve. Coming back to himself, he straightened, seeing Ginny staring at him, owl-eyed. Inclining his head in gratitude, he said, "That was more helpful than I can tell you. Thank you, Ginny."
She smiled brightly. "You're welcome! So, how do I get the memory back now?"
"Place your wand in the basin and draw it back out. Deposit it in your mind again, and you'll be as you were."
Ginny did as she was bid, beaming at him in delight. "That was one of the coolest things I've ever seen. Thank you!"
Snape snorted, picking the Pensieve back up and crossing to his lab. "I'm glad you enjoyed it. It was immensely worthwhile for me. I shall be right back." He disappeared again, and Ginny sat down, marvelling at the unique experience.
Snape returned and sat at his desk, looking completely satisfied. Ginny complimented herself on helping him. Hermione would surely benefit, too, of course. Snape snagged another essay and murmured, "I appreciate your help. Forgive me while I go back to work."
Ginny nodded and followed his lead, turning her attention to her homework again. Once again, they settled into companionable silence, with only the scratch of quills on parchment and the soft sound of pages turning accompanying them as they worked.
A long while later, Ginny finished her assignment and shut the book, sitting back in her chair. Snape glanced up, blinking rapidly to focus on her instead of the horrid penmanship of the essay in front of him. She smiled and blithely announced, "Finished!"
Snape checked the time and shot up straight in his seat. "Indeed. I daresay your 'detention' has gone on long enough. You may return to your Tower."
Ginny stuffed her things into her bag. "So, what shall I say my punishment was, Professor?" She glanced up at him, eyes twinkling with merriment.
Snape affected intense thought. Circling his lips with his fingertip, he murmured, "Well, since your crime was chewing gum in class, perhaps your punishment should fit the crime. Tell anyone who asks that I had you scraping off whatever might have been stuck under the desks and chairs." He levelled a haughty look at her. "Yes. That sounds sufficiently dreadful as to discourage any copycats of your abominable performance."
Ginny bit her lip and averted her eyes to hide the giggle that was threatening. Swallowing back her smile, she composed her expression to a dutifully contrite one, looking solemnly back up at Snape. She was taken aback at his rather violent snort.
Rolling his eyes at her, he hissed, "You needn't play the innocent with me, Miss Weasley. You forget that I know better." With that, he cocked one eyebrow up in a smug look, his lips twisting wryly. Ginny's brows rose, and she blinked rapidly, flustered by the jibe. Snape saw her chagrin and a snorting laugh sputtered forth. "If only you could see your face!" Smirking at her, he drawled, "Gotcha..."
Ginny stared at him in amazement. Pursing her lips and glaring at him, she wagged a finger in his direction as she stood, shouldering her book bag. Leaning forward, she murmured, "You're evil! Don't think that I sha'n't warn Hermione about your sneaky tricks..."
Snape tossed his head and snorted again. "I daresay you wouldn't be telling her anything that she doesn't already know, my dear. As for me being evil... Well, what kind of ex-Death Eater Slytherin spy would I be if I weren't?" He flashed a feral grin at her, hands outspread, but then he sobered, a shadow seeming to cross his face, and his hands dropped to the desk again. His voice was low as he said, "In truth, Ginny, I do hope I haven't offended you. It was all in fun..."
Ginny felt a rush of compassion for him, and she took an involuntary step forward as she replied, "Oh, no! I know that! Really, I do. I would never have said that if I was serious. I'm just not used to a..." She trailed off, looking sheepish.
Curiosity piqued, Snape said, "A what?"
Gazing apologetically at him, with a wan smile, she mumbled, "A playful Snape."
Snape's face seemed to turn to stone as he absorbed her words. Disbelief oozing from every word, he repeated, "A... playful... Snape? Merciful heavens, you make me sound like a bloody puppy."
They stared at each other for a beat, and then Snape rolled his eyes. "Oh, for heaven's sake, off with you. Get to bed before Filch comes looking for students out after curfew. Besides," and he levelled a dark glare at her, his voice dropping to a growl, "if you stay too long, I might get too excited by having company and piddle on the floor."
His voice was full of scathing disdain, but Ginny was so surprised by his remark that she clapped a hand over her mouth to stifle the shriek of slightly hysterical laughter that burst forth. Hurrying to the door, she paused to turn back to him. "Sorry, sir. Good night. I'm sure everything will work out fine tomorrow night. I'll be sure to talk to her."
Snape nodded, but when Ginny simply stared at him instead of leaving, he lifted one long finger, pointing imperiously at the door. Deciding not to push her luck with this new side of Snape, Ginny whirled and beat a hasty retreat, shutting the door behind her with a sigh of relief and trekking back up to Gryffindor Tower.
Ginny was glad that Harry wasn't waiting for her when she arrived in the common room, and she made a beeline for Hermione's room. Knocking briskly, she smiled at the curious expression on Hermione's face as she opened the door.
"Come on in." Hermione gestured toward the bed and sat against the headboard as usual. Once Ginny was settled comfortably, Hermione ventured, "So, how was it?"
Ginny blinked rapidly, her face contorting into a swift succession of expressions. Hermione frowned in confusion. Finally, Ginny cast her eyes heavenward and spread her hands in a gesture of giving up. "It's so hard to describe. It was fine, really. But, I've never seen Snape like that before either. He teased me!" She broke off with a laugh, shaking her head at the memory.
Hermione's eyes lit up, and she grinned in delight. "Really? What happened?"
Ginny quickly recounted the gist of the evening, noting how pleased Hermione looked at the revelation that Snape had been so casual and friendly with Ginny. Of course, she left out the exact wording of Snape's request for assistance, and she didn't bother detailing the whole Pensieve event. She wanted to savour that for herself. "So, anyway, he knows why you were upset, even though he can't fathom it. I explained some, but you can talk to him about it tomorrow night. Oh! And he said to tell anyone who asks that since I was in trouble for chewing gum, I had to scrape stuff off the undersides of the desks and chairs." She laughed again.
Hermione wrinkled her nose and nodded. "Figures. Thanks, Gin. I appreciate your help. Again." At that, Hermione rolled her eyes and sighed wearily before flashing a smile at the grinning redhead.
Shrugging nonchalantly, Ginny said, "No worries. I like being able to help. Especially if it's with something secret and dangerous! Legacy of living with the twins, I reckon." Tilting her head, she shot a lopsided smile at Hermione as she stood, shouldering her bag. "But, I'm gonna' head to bed. I'll see you in the morning!"
Hermione squirmed off the bed to the door, ushering her friend out. "Right. Good night!" She shut the door behind Ginny, locking it. Crossing to her desk, where she had been working on the questions she wanted to ask Snape, she scratched a few more ideas before she neatly rolled it up, stuffing it in her school robe's pocket. She couldn't wait till rehearsal.
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Tuesday evening, Hermione watched Snape descending from the High Table with eager anticipation. Unconsciously shoving her hand in her pocket to check for the scroll of questions, she wiped her mouth with her napkin and sat back, preparing to stand when Snape reached her. As Snape paused behind her, he merely intoned, "Miss Granger," before continuing on down the aisle, confident that she would be following. Rippling her fingers in farewell to her friends, Hermione briskly trotted behind him, absently watching the swirl and flap of his robes.
As they reached the dungeon stairs, Snape paused for her to catch up, and they descended in tandem, both secretly sneaking glances at the other. Snape marched them directly to his quarters, past caring whether anyone was watching. Silently, he opened the door and gestured for her to enter. Nodding gravely, Hermione stepped in, and Snape shut the rest of the world out with the firm slam of his door.
Immediately, Hermione spun and advanced on Snape, wordlessly wrapping her arms around his waist and burying her face against his chest. Relieved, but still apprehensive, Snape enveloped her in his embrace, tilting his head to lay his cheek atop her curly pate.
There was a long moment of loud silence, filled with unspoken pledges and atonements. Eventually, Hermione lifted her face to look at him, softly whispering, "Happy belated birthday..."
Snape closed his eyes, suppressing a grimace. Eyeing her with a mixture of reproach and remorse, he murmured, "I thank you for the sentiment. Although, I'm sure you realize by now that I've not been one to celebrate my natal day."
Hermione nodded mournfully. "That's horrible. Even if one doesn't make a big deal out of it, one should still recognize it as a special day!"
Snape heaved a deep sigh of aggrieved acquiescence. "Obviously, now I understand how you feel about that; but you must realize that my omission of that fact was in no way a reflection on us or my feelings for you. There's no need to get so upset, love." His brow creased with puzzled concern, and he squeezed her tighter in his embrace.
Hermione rolled her eyes and groaned, letting her head loll back in petulance. Pulling out of his grasp, she took his hand and pulled him toward the hearth, guiding him to sit while she went for the hair products. Snape sat, bemusedly watching her as she emerged from the bathroom.
Hermione took her place behind him and gently turned his face away. Brushing through his hair, she launched into her explanation. "I know Ginny tried to tell you what I was so upset about, but I don't know that you fully understand where I'm coming from." Before Snape could even form a response, she barrelled on. "I realized that I am fathoms deep in love with a man I scarcely know, in regards to all the mundane little things that people learn about each other. I mean, think about it, Severus, it's going to be hard enough to deal with the reactions when people find out about us. How can we possibly hope to be taken seriously by anyone when we can't answer some basic questions about each other? I just couldn't believe that you would keep from me something so simple, yet so indicative of the intimacy we should, by rights, share. I felt hurt that you hadn't told me, so I could at least celebrate the day that the man I love was brought into this world, and I felt guilty that I hadn't even thought to ask about something so basic. And, of course, since I couldn't exactly talk to you about it, it festered and rankled."
Snape interrupted desperately, "I never intended to hurt you, Hermione..."
Hermione caressed his head lovingly. "I know, dearest, but it hurt nonetheless. At any rate, I thought about why I was so upset, and I decided that there was only one thing to do that could fix the problem."
Wary, Snape queried, "What's that?"
Smoothing the pomade through his hair, she blithely announced, "I came up with all sorts of questions that we should ask each other, so we can get to know each other better. Some are more detailed or probing than others, of course."
Snape blinked in dismay. "Are you suggesting that we play '20 questions'?"
Hermione deftly gathered his hair into the elastic and snorted. "Well, to be honest, I thought of many more than that. But, it's not supposed to be an interrogation. It's just spurring us to share things that might not come up as easily otherwise, given our strained circumstances."
Patting his shoulders to indicate she was done, she leant forward and placed a light kiss on his neck, eliciting a shudder. Snape stood and spun to face her, grasping her hands and pulling her to him. Gazing down at her, he noted the sparkle in her eyes at telling him her idea, and he realized that, as loath as he was to divulge intimacies generally, he needed to make an exception on her part, since he wanted to be with her always, and everything would come out eventually. Really, for all intents and purposes, her idea was not without merit. Glancing quickly at the clock, he saw they still had a while before rehearsal, and he swooped down to kiss her, once again amazed at the instant response of his body to the taste and feel of her lips on his.
Hermione melted against him, delighting in his strong embrace and the intensity in his kiss. Sliding her hands around his neck, she let out a soft moan of pleasure as he nipped and nibbled his way back to her ear. A ripple of heat swept through her at the sensual timbre of his voice as he murmured, "While I can certainly appreciate your idea, I must say that when we're together, I can think of much better things with which to occupy my mouth." With that, he suckled her earlobe, sending chills over her skin.
Hermione gasped, clutching convulsively at his shoulders. Desperately trying to maintain control of her faculties, Hermione reproached him, "Severus! I told you that wouldn't always work..."
His hands slid down her back, cupping her arse as he nuzzled her throat. "Mmm, what wouldn't always work?"
Panting shallowly, she forced out, "Using intimacy to get your way. I don't think I'm being unreasonable..."
Snape paused, soaking in the import of her words. He heard her take a breath and hold it, and he pulled back to look her in the eyes. "Hermione, I am not trying to 'get my way.' I merely thought you might enjoy a chance to be together while we had it. I'm not ignoring your solution."
Hermione bit her lip, chagrined. "Oh. I'm sorry. I just wanted to get to know more about you too, while we had some time alone." She looked down, chastened.
Snape kissed her, suckling on her lip where she had bitten it. She voiced a breathy moan and relaxed even more in his arms. His voice a deep rumble, he said, "Very well then, ask me something, and I shall answer it." He continued nipping her neck and throat as he spoke.
Hermione blinked rapidly, trying to marshal her scattered wits, as they were dancing away on the surge of sensation that Snape was awakening in her again. Scrambling for the scroll in her pocket, she wrestled it open, trying not to knock Snape in the head as she unrolled it. Clearing her throat, she rasped, "All right. First, since you already have access to this information about me, I wanted to even the score. What is your middle name?"
Snape looked up at her incredulously, as if he couldn't believe that she was actually forging ahead with the whole business. Sighing in resignation, he straightened, tugging her in front of the chair, where he sank down and pulled her into his lap. Making a concerted effort to take her seriously, he composed his expression and replied, "Donovan."
Hermione stared at him blankly. She looked as if she had had the wind abruptly robbed from her sails, and Snape bit back a smirk.
Her voice weak, she said, "Really?"
Arching one eyebrow at her, he affected asperity and said, "Yes, 'really.' Why do you ask?"
Hastily caressing his arm in apology, Hermione said, "I didn't mean anything by it, honestly! I just... I guess that with a name like Severus, I expected something more unusual." She trailed off, flashing a sheepish half-smile. Then, recomposing herself, she briskly said, "So, Donovan, eh? That's a nice name."
Still feeling a trifle put out at her initial reaction, Snape retorted, "It's got a bit more to it than, say, 'Jane.'"
Hermione cut an acid glance at him. "Don't I know it! You needn't heckle me about it. I know my middle name is downright boring."
Ducking in to kiss her, making amends, Snape contritely said, "It may be the epitome of plain, but 'Hermione' is unique enough for such a one-of-a-kind woman, my dear."
Hermione smiled and kissed him back, taking a moment to revel in it, deepening it and squirming on his lap, where she could feel the definite beginnings of evidence of the effect she was having on him. Grinning as she pulled back, she explained, "My folks wanted to give me a name that no one could possibly take issue with, and they obviously opted for the simplest of the bunch. I was always at liberty to choose which name I wanted to go by. But, as you might have guessed, I always felt different enough to feel I warranted a different name. Hence, I stuck with 'Hermione.' I daresay part of that feeling was due to the fact that I was a witch." She paused and chortled ruefully. "So, tell me, what's the story behind your names?"
Snape was eyeing her lips wistfully as she talked, and Hermione chuckled indulgently as she leant forward, nibbling his throat as he attempted to formulate a response. A note of warning in his voice, Snape said, "Hermione..."
Murmuring against his skin, she replied, "Go on, love, I'm listening."
Closing his eyes in exasperation, Snape took a deep, steadying breath and began. "My mother was a witch, and my father was a Muggle. She was the one who suggested 'Severus.' My father wanted to give me a 'normal' name as well, and he preferred to draw from his Irish-Gaelic family heritage. So, my mother looked up several choices and presented them to my father. He liked the rhythm of 'Severus Donovan Snape,' and he also appreciated the meaning."
Intrigued, Hermione pulled back from suckling his earlobe to interject, "Oh! What does it mean?" before ducking back down to attack his flesh again.
Swallowing hard against the growing desire to stop all this infernal talking and put their tongues to better use, Snape doggedly forged on. "It means 'dark warrior.' My father thought it sounded strong, and with the family colouring, he figured I'd be dark instead of fair. He was right."
Gazing at Snape delightedly, Hermione felt a thrill run through her at the romance of the choice. "He was indeed. You are a dark warrior, in more than one sense. How funny that it all came so true! So, what are you parents' names?"
Hermione suddenly noticed that Snape no longer seemed to be completely there. It was as if a curtain had fallen between them, and he seemed closed off. His voice was bland as he said, "Tobias and Eileen."
Lifting a hand to mould against his cheek, Hermione searched his face worriedly. "Severus? Are you all right? What's wrong?"
Snape closed his eyes, his brow creased in remembered pain. Gripping her hand in his and turning to kiss her palm, he said, "I just don't particularly enjoy talking about them. Ours wasn't the perfect family."
Heart throbbing in sympathy, Hermione whispered, "'Wasn't'? As in past tense?"
Snape nodded faintly. His voice was low as he said, "They're both dead. Long ago."
Hermione impulsively wrapped him in her arms, burying her face in his neck, murmuring, "I'm so sorry, love. I didn't mean to bring up bad memories. I didn't know."
Gently caressing her back, Snape retorted, "Nor should you have known. I'm not famous for spreading my personal history around. Don't fret, love." He pulled away, encouraging her to lift her face from his neck. Looking in her eyes, he continued, "Now, I understand that you want to ask me everything on that bloody scroll of yours, but I insist that you cease with the questions at this point, and allow me to properly make up for upsetting you." As he spoke, his expression slowly changed from serious to mischievous, and the glint in his black eyes made her insides quiver.
Biting her lip, peering at him through her lashes, she flushed under his heated gaze and nodded faintly. "You don't need to do that..."
Snape lifted a hand to tangle in her hair at the back of her neck, and his voice was a low purr as he cut her off, saying, "Oh, but I do need to..." Closing the distance between them as he spoke, he pinned her with a searing kiss, his other hand sliding up her leg to cup her arse where she perched in his lap. A deep growl of contentment issued from his throat, and he shifted her weight against his throbbing erection.
Hermione gasped into his mouth as he devoured her, feeling tingles of sensation racing through her at the feel of his cock pressed against her arse. Clutching his robes, she pulled closer to him and traced a hand around his neck, below the ponytail, sliding it beneath his collar, caressing his warm flesh.
Ever mindful of the time, Snape spared a fleeting glance to the clock, noting how close they were to rehearsal. A flare of triumph followed his thought that they could make out longer than usual since he could Apparate them to the Hall.
After a few moments of heated snogging, Hermione squirmed off his lap, pushing him back in the seat as she straddled his legs. When she planted herself astride him, Snape wrapped his arms around her, groaning as she rocked her hips on his hard length. He wrenched away from her lips, and a breathy, "Hermione" met her ears as he travelled down her throat, leaving a trail of hot, wet kisses until he reached her breasts.
Nuzzling her chest through her robes, Snape could feel her nipples hard under her clothes. Cupping a breast in one hand, he squeezed gently, groaning again as she ground her hips on him more fervently. Her lips were warm on the shell of his ear as she murmured, "Gods, Severus, you make me want you so much, so easily!"
A rumbled, "Indeed" vibrated against her neck. Overcome with raging desire, Snape gripped Hermione, lifting her and setting her on her feet. She blinked hazily at him. He guided her to turn around, and pulled her back onto his lap, pressing her against his chest and enveloping her in his embrace. His nose tickled her ear as he purred, "I can give you some of me... as much as we can now."
Hermione felt a surge of liquid warmth spreading in her knickers, and she let her head loll back, abandoning herself to the exquisite delight of his deft fingers stroking her thighs. Accepting the unspoken plea, Snape caressed her thighs, hiking her skirt higher with each pass. Hermione whimpered, eyes closed in bliss.
Snape felt his cock jumping in excitement. Oh, how he wished he could just take her! Glancing at the clock again, he increased his ministrations, trailing his fingertips up to the juncture of her thighs, lightly rubbing over the damp cloth of her knickers, smiling ferally at the heat pouring from her, and at the amount of her juices soaking the fabric. Hermione shuddered and moaned, her legs spreading wider of their own accord. Needing no further invitation, Snape slid his fingers to the elastic band, dipping underneath, stroking through her slick curls.
A strangled cry wrenched from Hermione's throat, and she curled forward, quivering. Grabbing wildly for the armrests to steady herself, she saw the clock, gasping in horror at the time. Frantic, she hissed, "We're going to be late! Severus, you must stop! We have to go!" Desperately grabbing for his hands, Hermione struggled to regain her composure under the sensual onslaught.
His voice low but forceful, Snape said, "Relax, love. We'll not be late. Trust me!" He resisted her attempts to remove his hands from her person, slipping a finger between her plump lips and circling the stiff nub he found there. Hermione shivered again, her back arching in ecstasy despite herself. Lost to the sensations, Hermione panted, keening moans emerging from her lips as he increased his attack.
Cupping a breast with the other hand, he palmed her nipple through her clothes, suckling on her earlobe. Her noises increased, and he exulted in the ease with which she responded to his touch. She was about to orgasm, and Snape's cock pulsed violently. As she crested the peak, he breathed in her ear, "Hermione, love..." It pushed her over the edge, and she gasped, convulsing in his grasp, drenching his fingers as she shattered in orgasm.
Her voice was hoarse as she said, "Oh gods, Severus. That was incredible, but what were you thinking? We'll never make it to the Hall in time, and how will you explain to Dumbledore?" He heard the note of panic in her voice as she weakly pushed out of his embrace, straightening her clothes and smoothing her hair.
Standing gingerly, so as not to pinch his erection, he regarded her with a supremely satisfied expression. "I told you, dearest, don't fret! I have everything under control." The wicked smirk and the devilish gleam in his eyes did little to reassure her, and she eyed him warily.
"How so?" She was finally mastering her breathing, and she smoothed her skirt and robes.
He stepped closer to her and gripped her waist. Her hands loosely circled his elbows. A mischievous grin on his face, he purred, "Do you trust me?"
Hermione's brows shot up at the question. Indignantly, she retorted, "Of course I do!"
His grin widened, and his eyes narrowed in challenge. In a silky purr, he said, "Very well then. Hold on!" And with that, he Disapparated, taking her with him.
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It's been so long since last I read Phantom of Hogwarts, and it was just as wonderful as I remembered! Thank you for writing this fic...however many years ago. :)
Response from Good_Witch (Author of Phantom of Hogwarts)
Oh, wow! No matter how long ago it is that I finished PoH, It will always be in my top 5 achievements. LOL I'm so glad you feel that it has held up on re-reads. Thank you so much for making my night brighter! :)
Haa! Haaa! Haaa! Had to keep reading so I couldn't review since the proposal. Harry is a turd for telling Dumbledore to use Dobby to go after Hermione and Severus. I didn't expect Dumbledore or her parents to react with such intense nagativity. I expected some nay saying but not the heap of anger that was piled on top of them. Well, lets see if Minerva is here to hug him or hang him.
Response from Good_Witch (Author of Phantom of Hogwarts)
*huge grin* Glad to make you laugh! Thanks as always for reviewing! :)
O I just love the ring!!!!!
Response from Good_Witch (Author of Phantom of Hogwarts)
I covet that ring SO much. I'm glad you like it too. Thanks so much for reviewing! :)
What did Albus do while the rest of the cast enjoyed the party? I suppose he was entertaining the Ministry official? I felt a little bit bad for him. He did have fun directing the play. I wonder if he plans to teach next year's Art's class. Maybe he was having a long distant conversation with the other Headmasters. I doubt it, though. Things are going too well for Severus in a way. I'm waiting for the other shoe to fall when he and Hermione come out of the closet. I don't know why Hermione can't be bothered to see him once a week for a few minutes somehow. I couldn't stay away from my lover for two months while we lived in the same castle. I'd at least write him a little love note as often as I could. The girl is made of steel or ice. You would think she would realize they need to have some plan for what they are to do at the end of term. Will they be a couple at the graduation ceremony? Will they be one the next day? Will they both go to the house on Spinner's End or will she go home to her parents first? I don't think she realizes that he wanted her input so that she would love the house as their home. He's giving her a house. He's preparing her a home, them a home. She could at least tell him that she is happy to think he is working on their home and tell him if she plans to move in straight away or not. This hiatus in their relationship puzzles me. I suppose they can only have it all or nothing. Hermione isn't able to compartmentalize apparently.
Response from Good_Witch (Author of Phantom of Hogwarts)
You're not the only one wondering when the other shoe will drop, especially after the close calls they've had already. *snerk* Your questions will be answered (some to a greater degree than others) all in due time, my dear. ;) Thanks so much for reviewing! :)
I have no worries over the employment with Fern issue. I like her though. My kind of woman. Born and raised only slightly less hippyish. We moved to Hawaii, but didn't live in a commune. I'm very glad Hermione likes the idea of the house being "theirs". I am surprised her dad didn't notice her mum gushing over Severus. But, I don't think my husband would notice now that I think about it. I could go out with my pants inside out and he wouldn't notice unless someone else said something about it. It's odd. He complements me when he thinks I looks pretty but wouldn't be able to save me from lipstick on my teeth or some other embarrassing thing. He reminds me a lot of Ron, come to think about it.
Response from Good_Witch (Author of Phantom of Hogwarts)
LOL at your description of your husband. I hope reminding you of Ron is a good thing. ;P Thanks so much for reviewing! :)
I'm surprised at Hermione's behavior and her giving up the opportunity to spend time with Severus. I suppose that the fact that neither seems to be obsessing about two missed opportunities to spend time together shows they are more confident in their relationship. I'm surprised that Severus would leave Hermione crying with her feelings hurt after the play. He was able to suppress his revolt of Voldemort. He needed to compartmentalize his being creeped out by Hermione's mother. I'm also surprised that so much time has gone by since they have communicated last. Hermione didn't even look at him during the performance. I realize he was sitting next the Minerva, but there must have been some opportunity to make eye contact if they had been looking for one. I'm happy Severus is so distracted by planing his new life. Other wise, I think his feelings would be hurt that she seemed to ignore him. It is the holidays and I would have thought that Hermione would be looking to spend time together even if it was just studying in her rooms while he read. I'm also glad that his neighborhood isn't the run down and empty sort of place it is usually described as. I have never thought of myself as super jealous but I guess I am. I don't know about having Severus in business with another witch. I know he wouldn't love anyone besides Hermione, but I wouldn't expect the other witch not to be attracted to him. Who wouldn't be. Well, his plans of leaving at then end of the year are out of the bag; it's kind of too bad. People are bound to connect his leaving with he and Hermione starting a relationship while he was still a Professor after such chemistry between them in the play. I expect some idiots to be that way even if they wait a little while to come out together. But there is no need to wait. They need to get married asap! I know I've already said this 3 other times. They have already promised to be together forever. At least half the people on the planet have their marriages arranged by their parents and they learn to live together without long periods of courting even if they are engaged as children. Not that I approve of child engagement, but I'm not against other cultures with arranged marriages. My life would have been happier if my parents and my husband's parents had been from the same social class. My parents tried to be friends with his but his were intimidated. His mother and sister also didn't like me. Severus and Hermione are going to have to deal with Hermione's mother though. It will become a problem between Hermione and her parents because her mom likes him too much! If they can get that under control, I don't think Hermione's parents will be unhappy about them becoming a couple.
Response from Good_Witch (Author of Phantom of Hogwarts)
They have indeed become more confident as a couple, after the things they've already gone through. And they are now able to focus on other things besides the all-encompassing obsession with each other, such as setting up their future. :) Thanks so much for reviewing! :)
OK. I would never perve and gush like that as a married woman. Thank gods, I am not Hermione's mum. I was getting worried. She is so embarrassing. Poor Severus! Hermione's dad must be very secure. He wasn't jealous at all even though Dion was making a spectacle of herself. Poor Hermione too! It's creepy and gross to have your mom perving about your lover let alone being so obvious about it in front of all of your peers. Did she really think he would give her a kiss? Yuck! I had a friend when I was a teen who's mom slept with her boyfriend and she caught them! I'm trying not to gag right now. I was already not feeling well, so that might be adding to it. Let's move on, shall we? Wonderful chapter BTW!
Response from Good_Witch (Author of Phantom of Hogwarts)
ROFL!!! Sorry to make you all oogy. ;) Thanks as always for reviewing! :)
I do hope I wasn't that embarrassing as a mom! But then again...I did so enjoy embarrassing my teenagers. Maybe I'm getting payback but I do believe I am being over paid enormously. I count it as a down payment on all of the money, time and emotional energy they are still costing me as adults. They are higher maintenance now than they were as children! But how can you blame me? Who else's mother carried a knitted uterus, a muppet breast and a life size fake pelvis in her trunk? Did you know that if you take the pelvis, turn it over, turn it backwards and put it on your head you can say, "Look! I'm a Klingon!" I only resorted to such things when provoked, I swear! If they were rude to me and embarrassed me in front of their friends, well, what was I supposed to do? And I'm sure anyone's mum would give STD lectures to any teenagers that she could get into the back seat of her taxi. I did have some mercy. I declined the request to a teach sex ed module at their private school. Instead the teacher would send home questions and I would write her a note to be taken back the next day. One of my favorites was, "What is the vas deferens?" I also spent literally thousands of dollars on therapy for both of them. I even took out a mortgage on my house to afford it. It was a total waste of money and the bank ended up with the house. ! I wonder if Dion will be just as enamored with Severus after she finds out he is her daughter's soul mate and she is the love of his life? I would be so jealous! I seriously can't even imagine what is going to happen when those two come out. The only one I can count on is Ginny. Everyone else is a wild card as far as I can see at this point. I have no guesses about who will say what. Will Minerva still support Severus? I do hope so. I hope I am pleasantly surprised by everyone else as well. Maybe Albus will stun me and back them up after he comes to terms with the new Severus Snape. On with the show!
Response from Good_Witch (Author of Phantom of Hogwarts)
*cackling* I love it! Too funny, darlin. :D I have to say, I am so enjoying that you really can't tell what will happen, particularly with people's reactions. I would hate to be too transparent and predictable. ;P Thank you so much for reviewing! :)
Bless Minerva! I dare say she will be angry at first, but I do believe that when she realizes how much Hermione loves him she will come around. I'm so glad she came down to tell Severus she supports him in his quest for freedom and happiness. Severus is experiencing a whole new world in spite of megalomaniacs like Dumbledore and Voldemort. He is a very useful and powerful tool. It's no wonder they both wanted to control him. He is probably the most powerful wizard next to Dumbledore in Britain, maybe even the world. I do hope that Albus reconsiders his motives. If he persists in believing he owns Severus Snape, I would have to say he is a bad person for all of his twinkling on the outside. I know you said he was like a father that didn't want to let go of a son, but he needs to get over himself or he will lose said son. He probably isn't evil but he is controling, manipulative and has power issues. I know I already said this, but I think they really need to get married before they come out of the closet to shut down any scandle mongering. They aren't just every day people. They are war heros and have reputations to worry about that everyday people don't have to be concerned with. If they are married then no matter what people may accuse them of, they can't say that Severus didn't do the honorable thing by quiting his job and marrying the young woman. Some people like to believe the worst in others as a hobby. They are stupid and stupid people don't matter. I have an idea of where Severus could work! They could start a second line of products that are serious.
Response from Good_Witch (Author of Phantom of Hogwarts)
*beams* Yeah, you summed Albus up quite nicely, indeed! Thank you for such a lovely review! :)
Tastefully kinky and erotic solutions to several itches, not the least, Severus' newly declared freedom from Albus Dumbledore. I am surprise on one hand that Albus could be so selfish and forcefully maintain his mastery over his ex spy. He seemed to truly be interested in Severus' happiness, but like some parents he can't cut the apron string. He also seems to forget that he wouldnt have needed to work so hard to keep Severus alive if he hadn't been constantly sending him into lif threating circumstances. Albus misstepped himself when he made Severus a possession. I can imagine Hermione having something to say to Dumbledore before they leave the castle for good. Albus is a bully even though he works on the side of the light. Power corrupts as they say. I can imagine Hermione telling Albus Dumbledore "exactly where the bear slept," explaining exactly how things are going to be from now on and letting him know what she is willing to do if he decides not to respect their relationship and autonomy or tries to stand in their way. I think the best thing to do is get married the night of the leaving feast in a small wedding that maybe her parents will be at and Ginny, Neville, Harry and Ron. Severus, with his wife, can turn in his resignation the next day. I know there are more opportunities out there for them and him in particular than the apothecary shop. In his new state of the art lab, he can mix specially requested potions for individuals and corporations. Hermione can help him with the research and inventing new potions. They could do some coloboration with the Twins and be a private contractor for the Ministry and St. Mungos. They can travel and do research while things calm down back at the school. I'm all for their kinky fun and planing for the future. Does Albus Dumbledore forget who Severus Snape is?
Response from Good_Witch (Author of Phantom of Hogwarts)
*beams* Oh, I am looking forward to you reading further... ;D Albus may not have ever really understood who Severus is, but he'll learn, and fairly quickly too. Thank you so much for such a lovely review! :)
I started to write about this before, but didn't get to finish the review. I think. If this is a repeat just ignore me. I think that Hermione should let Severus know about her plans to stretch her hymen before they consummate their relationship. He is insecure and jealous by nature even if he is doing a spiffing job of changing. I can see a slow train wreck on the horizon that could ruin the most important night in their lives. If Hermione feels different to Severus he may wonder. And if he asks in a way that makes her offended that he would even think she would be with another person that would be a total boner breaker, if you'll forgive the use of the term. I hope she decides to write him a steamy letter telling him about her explorations with the candle. I could see 4 months either making the heart grow fonder, or just as easily the space between them making them more open to misunderstanding. They may become out of practice at communicating. I am surprised that Severus didn't let the apothecary owners know that he has not yet informed his current employer of his plans and that jealous would appreciate it if they would be discreet and not discuss this with anyone else. I wonder why he doesn't apply with St. Mungo's. Maybe he will.I wonder how Minerva is faring.
Response from Good_Witch (Author of Phantom of Hogwarts)
I think I can safely say, without being too spoilery, that Hermione's explorations don't end in tragedy and interminable angst. *shifty eyes* Thanks as always for reviewing! :)
My Word!!! That Colin did get what he deserved. But my, the drama! It was extremely... wonderful! The entire chapter was extremely wonderful!!! I love, love, loved it! I'm sorry for not reviewing lately but I felt it was building to something and wanted to keep going without stopping when I could. Also, I've been so tired because I've been getting home from work quite late this week, and I know that if I start a review I'll want it worth something and that takes time that would prevent me from being able to read. All day and evening at work I can't wait to get home and read a chapter or two before going to bed.Now, I am wondering about Albus. He isn't daft. He's at least as intelligent as Ginny Weasley. And while Ginny knows Hermione, Albus knows Severus. I do believe he isn't fooled but trusts Severus to be honorable until Hermione graduates. His trust isn't misplaced. Hell, I wouldn't be surprised if this entire contest was all just a ruse for Severus' benefit. Although Severus is older than Hermione,his emotional growth has been stunted and I think Albus knows that.Hermione is exceptional and more mature than the boys her age. Someone as intelligent as Dumbledore must have seen that they would make the perfect couple. And he loves Severus like a son in this story, I think. Also he can't stop from meddling. It must be a little boring and anticlimactic for a strategist like Dumbledore without Voldemort around. This would be a big huge plan that would last the entire school year, take a lot of planning and time for Dumbledore to work on, he is obviously having fun and it gives these two time to fall in love! That is my theory at this point. I seldom read a long story that I become emotionally invested in without checking the ending to make sure it isn't sad. Actually, I don't think I can read a story without becoming emotionally invested so I can't bare sad endings. But you've said this has a happy ending so I'm glad to tell you that you have the honor of being the only author in forever that I haven't read the ending first. At least I don't think I have. ...If I have I don't remember it. I am getting so forgetful. It scares me. Seriously. I hope it's only stress. I have that in spades with adult children and their children living with me, sucking the life out of me and all my money too. None of them work. Well, enough of that. I read you to forget that crap! On with the story!
Response from Good_Witch (Author of Phantom of Hogwarts)
Whoops! I can't believe I missed this review earlier. Sorry! :( I can guarantee that this fic has a happy ending, so I am glad you are sticking around. :) Thanks as always for reviewing! :)
"All right Hermione, spill it! Just what's going on between you and Snape?" a stanza of intense and slightly alarming music is inserted here. What the Hell, Hermione. Just tell her. You have enough dirt on her to get her expelled if she says anything. She is usually a very reliable secret keeper. And as your friend she will he happy if you are. She may even be able to do you the occasional turn of favor and cover for you.
Response from Good_Witch (Author of Phantom of Hogwarts)
LOL!!! I can hear exactly what you're describing. Thanks so much for reviewing! :)
I love the letter!!! It's wonderful that Severus and Hermione are equally inexperienced in the matters of the heart. The letter is sweetly mushy, blooming with youthful enthusiasm and titillating; and it was received with simple joy, surprise, and equally exuberant arousal. His first love letter was a doozy! Wait until they have some experience writing naughty letters! I'm very happy for Harry and Ginny. I hope Harry loves Ginny as much as she deserves. I suppose it goes without saying that she is a much better match than Hermione.It was pretty amazing the effect Snape's fear had on him in preventing him from punishing Harry and Ginny on that table. I wouldn't have expected such a reaction once he'd registered it wasn't Hermione. I would have thought that he would have been delighted in the opportunity to embarrass and punish Harry Potter. He's fallen hard. Poor man. I hope having what he's been longing for can live up to his expectations and hopes fueled by all this anticipation. I guess letting the kids go shows that he isn't motivated by meanness really. He just didn't have anything better to think about before. Everyone hated him and he hated them before they could hate him so there! But now he can move on past puberty and past his hatred of his childhood enemies, James and Sirius. He's the only one of them still alive for, goodness sake! Put those childish things behind you, Severus, and live! Maybe you have already paid for this good karma and they have paid for their cruelty. Stop disliking Harry just because he's a Potter. It eats away at you like a cancer. Be free of it. Forgive like you have been forgiven and be healed. It will help your relationship with Hermione too. What could be better than helping your relationship with Hermione, hmmmm? I also want to say that I have always loved the twins. The return letter was excellent. Fred and George should have never been separated any more than the paramount potion's master in the world would be caught without antivenin with a known deadly snake.
Response from Good_Witch (Author of Phantom of Hogwarts)
*pleased grin* Y'know, I really hope you continue to enjoy some of the stuff coming up, because it SO addresses things you've brought up here. *rubs hands together in anticipation* And I love that you enjoyed the twins' letter. I wanted to capture their voice, even if only for a short blurb. I lovelovelove your deliciously thoughtful reviews. Thank you so much for reviewing! :)
I truly enjoy the way Severus has taken the plunge and isn't reluctant to tell Hermione that he loves her at least 3 times, I think, in the last few hours. I am extremely happy that they were able to retrieve their memories of each other so quickly. I have no doubt that Ginny will figure out there is something going on between these two. The only question is how soon? Well, and will she be supportive? I think she will. I think she will see that they match eachother. Twice in my life another person told me there was something between myself and male of the species while I was in denial about it, I guess. And didn't see it until a 3rd party told me straight up. Both said it was the way we looked at each other when we interacted and they were dubious about the fact that I was not aware of it because to them it was so obvious. I admit there was what I had considered some harmless flirting going on, but I told myself that is was all a lark. The first time, I had really pushed those feelings deep inside and I was truly flabbergasted when I was told that the young man was in love with me by a mutual friend. Once I had possession of that knowledge however, my own feelings came rushing up at me out of nowhere and floored me. It was kind of awful because I was in a long engagement to someone else that lived far away whom I only saw about once a month and had to share him with his family when he would come to see me. I was still in school and he was 7 years older than I was.Once the cat was out of the bag, I dreamed of that young man at least once a week then once a month for the next 13 years because we had unfinished business when we parted. All of my dreams were trying to resolve the issue and get closure. Finally I got fat enough that I would be too embarrassed if he ever saw me again and the dreams mostly stopped. But...I still think of him from time to time 35 years later. I enjoyed this chapter very much. Once again, you have done such a wonderful job of making the reader feel what our Hermione and Severus are experiencing.
Response from Good_Witch (Author of Phantom of Hogwarts)
*wriggles in happiness* I love that you are pleased about feeling what the characters are experiencing. I strive so much for plausibility and believability that it warms the cockles of my heart to get such lovely feedback. Thank you so much for reviewing! :)
I certainly can't blame Dione for having a fan girl crush on Severus. What red blooded woman in her right mind wouldn't? Dude is totally hot! Hermione should be glad it gave her the opportunity to come to an understanding with her man that Severus belongs to her ...and he likes it! And don't we all wish we had a dad like Mr. Granger? It must be very difficult for some parents to send their children away to boarding school. However, it probably makes some other parents and young people appreciate one another in a way that would never happen if they had been in eachother's space all the time, struggling for who's in control and experiencing full blown teenage angst. Over all it has been an extremely satisfiying trip. And now they don't have to worry about Severus having to meet Hermione's parents in the circumstance of, "Mom. Dad. This is my former Potion's Professor Severus Snape. I have some very exciting news for you. Severus and I are in love and plan to spend the rest of our lives together. We fell in love while playing oposite each other in the school play."
Response from Good_Witch (Author of Phantom of Hogwarts)
*beams* Your reviews bring joy to my day. Thank you so much for reviewing! :)
This was a sweet and fun chapter. I love that Severus has a sense of humor. When are they going to "do" it?! Or at least go to second base! This is going to be a long school year!
Response from Good_Witch (Author of Phantom of Hogwarts)
Oh, darlin, this is definitely gonna be a long school year... LOL Thanks so much for reviewing! :)
I can't imagine what mischief I would have gotten into if I had the ability to silence my parents door. For some strange reason, ever since I was in 10 th grade, I would be out in the front whatever car with my boyfriend and I just knew my parents would never come out side to check on us or wonder what we could possibly be doing in the driveway for 5 hours with the windows fogged up. They locked the front door and went to bed. Only once did I forget my house key and had to wake my parents at 1 AM to get in. They really trusted me. Why? We never had intercourse but we did just about every thing else. I was the mother who came looking for you if you were a half hour late. I didn't trust my daughters because I knew I wasn't exactly Polly Anna when I was their age. I mostly just ended up knowing more than I wanted to about my kids personal lives. If your progeny don't stop themselves by choice, there isn't a lot you can do unless you keep them tied to you 24/7 with a rope around your waist. Only one daughter was boy crazy. Things had changed. I don't know what the definition of slut changed to but it didn't include girls that slept with their boyfriend from 8th grade up. I never needed to be on birth control until a month before my wedding. I made sure my little minx was on the pill because I didn't believe I could trust her and I was right. At least Hermione is an adult and Hermione or Severus must certainly know contraception spells. I'm feeling as frustrated as Hermione here. But he's right. And it won't hurt them to wait. I did and I'm still glad. But they've made a lot of head way in their relationship. Wouldn't it be better to just come clean to Dumbledore that they are in love with each other through no fault of their own, but that they promise to follow the school charter and will be very discrete and won't tell anyone else but him. Rather than finding ways to keep them apart, I inclined to think that Dumbledore would find ways to give them time together and would cover for them so that Minerva doesn't find out until after the school year is over.
Response from Good_Witch (Author of Phantom of Hogwarts)
*bounces in glee* Oh, I love how invested you are, and how awesome your reviews are. Thank you so much, as always! :)
Absolutely lovely! The play was wonderful. All the flirting is building massive quantities of tension! I can imagine how they are feeling during desert. It's like being there. You expressed every movement, thought and feeling so exquisitely. In my springtime I remember a young man. We wanted each other but we couldn't go there. I was spoken for and had made my choice. I made the practical choice, but not my heart's choice. I was mature enough to know that the butterflies in your tummy don't last forever. We did things together pretending to be just friends The tension was painful and delightful at the same time. I'm still pretty sure I made the right decision.
Response from Good_Witch (Author of Phantom of Hogwarts)
*beams* Why, thank you! I'm so glad it came across so well (I try to describe exactly how I see things playing out in my head, so it's as detailed as I can make it, LOL). As for the tension, I was called the Queen of UST back in the day when I was writing this. *snerk* But, it'll all be resolved, I promise! ;) Thanks so much for reviewing! :)
Poor Hermione. Her parents were very ebarrassing. But isn't that what parents are for? At least we know that when Hermone and Severus can finally come out of the closet, Dione will be on Hermione's side. She would totally understand what Hermione sees in Severus Snape. And Geoff is a nice man so I think he'll be OK. I couldn't write all the reviews I wanted because it wakes up dad. I wanted to ask you a question on a previous chapter. If Severus takes dreamless sleep and there is an emergency in Slytherin house, can he wake up to tend to the problem? I just want to say that the 4.5 stars on some of the chapters baffel me. I think they are all 5's. I have 20 more minutes before I have to go to bed so I must return to reading. Happy Sunday night.
Response from Good_Witch (Author of Phantom of Hogwarts)
*blush* Aww, you're so kind! Re: Dreamless Sleep, I have always thought of it like an over the counter sleep aid, which in my experience just keeps you groggier if you're woken up, but you can be, with proper interference. LOL I had SO MUCH FUN writing this chapter. :D As for writing reviews--I appreciate any and all, whether they're on all the chapters you wanted to review or not! Thank you as always for reviewing! :)
I've been excitedly reading the last 4 chapters and you have met and exceeded my hopes and expetations. I can't type more because the sound bothers my husband's sleep. Hugs and kisses. I Love It!
Response from Good_Witch (Author of Phantom of Hogwarts)
*bounces* Yay! I'm so glad you've been enjoying it. Thanks as always for reviewing! :)
Do witches and wizards listen to the same holiday music as muggles? I hope Hermione doesn't regret forgetting to take the smut reading material that she had borrowed from Ginny out of her bra before the party.
Response from Good_Witch (Author of Phantom of Hogwarts)
I daresay there may be some old standards that may crossover. LOL Thanks so much for reviewing! :)
You have taken my breath away. How exciting and horrible to want someone one shouldn't and can't have. The play...such a brave young woman to make him kiss her. What will Severus do to punish himself and Hermione for this secret that has been exposed. Desire. Humiliation. Hurry. Send him an owl, Hermione or a house elf with a note to let him know you reciprocate his feelings. Thank him for being such a gentleman and not pressing his advantage. Are you wise enough and mature enough to be proactive once again? You aren't afraid of him. Can you imagine how he must be feeling and prevent the damage? It would be very hard not to be carried away with her own emotions and physical sensation and not to tarry hashing it out over and over in her mind before she finally realizes the danger. Will she see it immediately or think of it too late?
Response from Good_Witch (Author of Phantom of Hogwarts)
And you've just taken my breath away! *bounces* Oh, I love that you're enjoying this and are so invested in it so far. It brings me such joy. Thank you for such a lovely review! :)
I really enjoyed the interaction between Severus and Hermione when they got their costumes and Hermione did his hair. I am really glad he got to see her telling Harry off. I don't know how much longer they will be able to keep their hands off eachother. There is so much suppressed sexual tension that if when they actually kissed kiss they might combust. I'm actually looking forward to her detention. This was important bridge chapter. I wonder what else is going on in Dumbledore's head. He is no fool. I can't believe he doesn't see the sexual tension between these two, or at least the potential for it eventually. He does have a great deal of confidence in Severus. I believe he is sure Severus would never be inappropriate with a student,...but she's an adult. Is he tryig to fix them up or is he really just a mean manipulating old puffter that truly gets enjoyment out of making other people uncomfortable and embarrassed because he's Albus Dumbledore and he can? How do the "good guys" find an outlet for their control and power issues? They pick on others and prentend it's a joke. If Voldemort worked this hard at embarrassing Severus would we think he was just being evil or that it was just all in good fun and that he only teases people he cares for as a show of affection? I think not.
Response from Good_Witch (Author of Phantom of Hogwarts)
*huge grin* I daresay your questions about "good guy" Albus will be answered in due time. *snerk* Thank you again for such a lovely review! :)
Again, Wow! The scene with Severus' jealous rage was incredible. I'm happy that Hermione perceives all things in Severus Snape she told Harry. I really hope he thinks about what she said and heeds her warning, if not garner some sense of respect for the man. I felt a sense of satisfaction when she admitted that if Harry had been that angry his lack of control would have brought down half the castle. Harry won't be able to let this go as well as Hermione. He isn't as mature and...he isn't falling for someone else. This whole thing will prove very unpleasant for a while I suspect. I'm kind of sorry for Harry. How can he not help but be attracted to Hermione, but he hasn't got a tinker's chance in hell against Severus Snape? How long before Severus realizes Hermione broke it off with Harry? Will he at all admit to himself that it was because of him? No. I think not. How long before Harry realizes that next to Severus Snape's power, discipline, knowledge, experience, awesomeness and mojo, he's got a long way to go and he may as well move on? Well, I doubt he'll ever see Snape as sexually appealing, so no mojo epiphany expected. I wonder, how long it will take Hermione to get Severus to trust her? Which will take longer; Harry to realize he can't compete with Severus Snape for the girl or for Severus Snape to trust Hermione? I don't envy Hermione right now. But Severus Snape is worth it. Amazing chapter!
Response from Good_Witch (Author of Phantom of Hogwarts)
*bursts out laughing* Mojo epiphany? LOVE IT! So glad you're enjoying; thanks so much for reviewing! :)