Dulcius ex Asperis
Chapter 74 of 74
livvy6NOW COMPLETE!!! Through difficulty, sweetness.
A/N: I apologize for the delay in bringing you this final chapter. My grandmother passed away, and my mother had major surgery, so I have had my hands full. I have enjoyed this journey with you. It has been quite the trip. I hate to see it end. I want to thank luvsev and WriterMerrin for the work they did to make this fic readable. You gals are the best! :) I hope you all enjoy this final chapter, and if you have not reviewed before, I hope to hear from you. Reviews are love.
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It was during Christmas of the fifteenth year of Severus and Hermione's marriage when they realized that all their dreams had finally come true. Hermione was 50, and Severus was a month from turning 49. Hermione looked as though she was 30, for physically, that was how old she was.
That Christmas of 2009 saw the Snape children of ages ten, eight, six, four, and two. Erik was no longer a baby anymore, and the children were older and more into Christmas than ever. The cottage was bursting with children...only half of what Severus really wanted, but Hermione had said she couldn't handle any more children. It had been a very sad and depressing time when Hermione weaned Erik. Severus had been devastated that there would no longer be any of his wife's sweet breast milk to drink. It had become a very special and precious part of their intimacy away from the children where Severus could feel special and doted upon, and Hermione could feel some relief when she needed to rid herself of extra milk and feel very sexy at the same time.
Hermione had felt badly for Severus and so secretly kept offering herself to her husband, so although little Erik was two that Christmas, Hermione was still lactating for her and Severus' mutual pleasure. Hermione had to admit she agreed when Severus declared some of the best sex they had ever had was when he drank from her breasts.
It was the middle of Christmas day, and the Snape household was insanely chaotic with toys and children running, playing and little hands sneaking into the larder for a bite of mince pie. As she sat resting, watching Erik struggle with a new toy, she could hear her husband's deep voice over the bellows of the older children. Sometimes she was amazed at the patience and skill with which he handled the children. He really had been an evil bastard in the classroom, but after four years of teaching after the war, Severus had felt secure enough to make a go of the Apothecary business. So, with Savion and Xavier just little lads and Hermione pregnant with Hortense, they had gone and started the fledgling business.
The reputation of Severus Snape had served him well. Within a couple of years, business was good and the Snapes were able to get a house-elf to work and live at the store. It was fast growing into a family business. Savion was showing great aptitude for potion making and, at the age of ten, was looking forward to going to Hogwarts and studying, as he called smugly, "the subtle science and exact art of potion-making." Hermione had given her husband a look of exasperation when that had come out one night at dinner.
Xavier was the one to show his aptitude for magic at the youngest age: three months. Hermione had nearly passed out in fright when things in the cottage had started transfiguring by themselves. Severus had rushed home from the new Apothecary store when her Patronus came shrieking about losing her mind. Severus had discovered little Xavier cooing and laughing in his bouncy seat. A few spells later, Severus had told his frantic wife their little sweetheart was a Transfiguration genius, and they had begun to have Minerva over and look over the little lad. These days he mostly got in trouble when he would transfigure his older brother's fork or glass into a snail or a rat. Hermione told Severus on many occasions in private that the boy may be a genius, but common sense would tell him to be a bit sneakier about it since everyone always knew who was doing it. Severus told his wife he was probably going to be a Gryffindor since he lacked subtlety.
Hortense was just like her name. She was the sweetest and gentlest child. She was bookish and quiet, who loved her flowers. She loved her Uncle Neville, who taught her anything she wanted to know about Herbology. She was her mother's little helper, puttering in the garden, always making it nice. She also had the closest connection with the tiny grave in the garden. As the eldest girl that had lived, she wondered a lot about her big sister, Serena, and what she would have been like had she lived. Hortense was a fragile and emotional soul whose heart bled for everyone. She always made sure the house-elf in her daddy's store had enough food to eat and clothes to be warm. That was always traumatic when the little mite tried to give Gabby clothes. She didn't understand why Gabby got so upset, and Hermione and Severus would have to explain and calm the poor creature.
Antonietta, or Annie as she was called, was the coddled one. She was the smallest and the most timid of Severus' and Hermione's children. Severus told Hermione many times she transferred her feelings about Serena onto the child, but Hermione tried her best not to. They were working it out with her. Many times Severus would have to tell Hermione to hold back and allow Annie to make mistakes and learn from them. When she fell, Hermione would want to burst into tears and reach out to help her, but her husband kept his grip firmly on his wife's shoulder, and slowly, they were seeing her become less and less afraid as time went on. At four, she was very interested in art. Coloring, painting, chalk...she continued to express herself through her creations. When she was three, she had painted her father's best frock orange because she thought he needed more color. She had got a swat and her paints taken away for a week. That had been a bad week. Xavier had transfigured it into an orange in his attempts to help the situation, and Severus had had to go down to his laboratory for a while to have what Hermione explained to her children as a "Time Out" for Daddies.
All Hermione asked was that Severus place a Silencing Spell when he went down there so the children wouldn't learn anymore curse words than they were already learning from Ron and Luna's children. Hermione had known who the culprit was the moment Savion had come home from a play date with Fred and Phil, Ron and Luna's twin boys, and hollered "Bloody hell!" at dinner when Xavier transfigured his plate into a snake. Annie, who had been two at the time, had cried and clung to her mummy, sobbing throughout the duration of dinner, sniveling about "scary snakes." Both Savion and Xavier had gone outside with their father for a while and when they hadreturned had sore bottoms.
Little Erik was the most relaxed child for his two years. No magical display of any kind, but that was expected. He was easily soothed and didn't cry much. Savion, who was fast becoming a very powerful wizard and the mirror image of his father and even walked, talked and gestured like him...which scared the living hell out of Hermione...hadn't exhibited magical powers until he was eight. So they waited.
Hermione thought on all these things as she listened to her husband discipline their children. The rule was "No hands in the larder unless you ask permission." After the lecture was over, Hermione watched her three children sulk back into the room where Annie and Erik were playing quietly. Severus was the last to come in, having placed everything back into the larder, when he promptly tripped over one of Annie or Xavier's toys, or perhaps a combination of both, and landed flat on his face.
Now Hermione had never, ever seen Severus trip over anything before, not to mention, she had never seen him fall on his face. The room was silent as everyone stared at Daddy. Hermione dashed over while Severus was propping himself on his elbows. He looked at Hermione and he said, "I have no one to blame but myself. After all, I was the one who said I wanted to trip over children's toys!"
Hermione laughed and laughed, and suddenly the children were laughing as well. Severus got up and hugged and kissed his wife while the older children were pretend retching. Severus and Hermione went to the love-seat to cuddle and have cocoa by the fire. It was a peace that was short lived. Savion and Xavier were fighting again, and before Severus and Hermione could stop them, Savion had Xavier up by his leg with a non-verbal Levicorpus, but he wasn't the victor. As Xavier hung there, he transfigured his brother into a garden snake, and bedlam ensued. As Severus and Hermione were getting the children situated, they heard a strange hissing noise from the corner of the sitting room. There was little Erik, their sweet two-year-old, speaking Parseltounge to the snake that was his big brother.
"BLOODY FUCK!" roared Severus. "Hermione, get Potter over here right now!"
Hermione ran to activate the Floo while the children were chanting, "Dad-dy swore! Dad-dy swore!"
One look from their father, and they all shut their mouths. Severus restored Savion to his rightful form and held him back from trying to strangle his little brother.
"I'll get you, you prat!" Savion yelled.
"With what?" Xavier shot back. "Poison? Daddy'll just shove a bezoar down my throat, you pillock!"
Severus took both boys by the scruff of their necks upstairs to their bedroom for a "discussion" while Hermione was talking to Harry in the Floo.
"Harry, you've got to come now! It's really serious...Erik was just speaking Parseltongue!"
"Get back, I'm coming through," said Harry, who was now the Head of the Auror Department at the Ministry.
Hermione remembered what she first thought after arriving in 1973 as she heard the shouting from upstairs as Severus had it out with his two eldest sons.
I knew I was right when I was thirteen, how I would regret being involved with Gryffindor and Slytherin, she thought wistfully as she listened to the consummate Slytherin and Gryffindor yell at each other whilst the Head of all things Slytherin refereed between them.
Hermione looked around at her house, and she couldn't be happier. It was a right mess with new Christmas toys everywhere, one child crying to be picked up while another sat on a sofa chair, looking as if nothing was wrong in the world as Harry Potter spoke Parseltongue to the little two-year-old.
Finally, the culprits came downstairs repentant, looking red-faced from crying. They sat on the floor with their hands in their pockets and heads down while their father looked down on them imperiously.
Daddy means business! thought Hermione.
Severus came to her side, and Hermione gave him a smile. He smirked and shook his head as they went over to see what kind of news Potter had about Erik.
"I love you, Hermione," said Severus.
"I love you, too, Severus," said Hermione.
~Finis~
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livvy, eventhough I would never get a response from you. As a reader, albeit late, to be honored to know what is inside your alternate universe means so much in this community. This is such a masterpiece. The emotions rolling in such perfect clarity. Though a parody, it brought such happiness to those who say 'what if?'. I'm glad to think that there is this Severus Snape who had his Hermione with a lot of wonderful talented children, happy and content. Although canon already sentenced him to.... I'm still glad to find this universe in your eyes. :)
That was a Very good story. I am very glad you wrote it.Thanks
I don't envy Hermione at all. She's still out of her own timeline and can't really make a real life here. There is still pain for Severus and I wish there wasn't.
Part of me wonders why Dumbledore allows all of this death eater activity to go on in the school grounds. He could expel them but maybe he's afraid of their parents. The school board could make a death eater the Headmaster, but he sure lets the Slytherins get away with an awful lot right now. Why? Has he no power over the students? Why didn't those who raped that muggle-born girl not get called up before the Aurors and the Wizengamot? I don't understand how this all can be going on right under Dumbledore's nose on his own turf!
If Voldemort is not a fool, he knows he would need to woo a truly intelligent and powerful witch to be loyal to him. Especially if he thinks she would be truly useful and doesn't want to waste her by having to kill her for disobedience. He will need her to come to him fully of her own free will.
Well written!!! Great chapter. Intrigue, romance, angst, anxiety, hope, courage. Great character development! Great flow. I feel worried and afraid but have a small amount of hope, just like your characters. I loved the veritiserum save Albus made. Inferi are an absolute horror. I thought they were too scary to be in a children's book when I read that book. I felt DH was way too scary for pre-teen children to be reading. It should have a PG-13 or even a R rating for violence.
What a tragedy for all of them. Broken hearts are everywhere! I'm glad Severus and Hermione still have their love. It will help him be strong. It will give him a reason to not give up like his mum did. I'm a little sorry for Lily that she says she loves Hermione, but I don't like her much. I'm sure she is hurt because she didn't get what she wanted, who she wanted. She used Severus, she used the James and Sirius against Severus. She says she loves Hermione but only if Hermione does what she wants her to do. It's sad that she is such a shallow person. Even if Hermione was gay, she would be too good of a person for Lily. Lily will make a great idealistic, Griffidorish, self-righteous Order Member. Everyone wants her. Only Hermione really knows her. She's just what the cause will need for the perfect Martyr for the side of the Light. Many have died and many will die, but only James and Lily will be hailed as great Martyrs. Hermione's life pretty much sucks. I'm sorry for Remus. He'll have Tonks but not for long. They will die too before they get to see their child grow up. I wonder if JKR considered her story to be a tragedy? I have faith that you will save our heroes, Severus and Hermione in the end and it won't be a tragic ending.
Hermione is as much a prisoner of the Order as Severus is of Voldemort. They are neither free to live thier own lives. Severus loves Hermione and Hermione loves Severus. As long as their Occulumency sheilds hold Tom Riddle and Albus Dumbledore or Alaster Moody don't need to know Hermione and Severus are still friends. I don't like Moody even if he is just doing his job. He may be on the side of the light but he isn't a good person.
Moody is a bastard. War is hell. She isn't any more free to make her own decisions than Severus is. Yet, they both important be held accountable for their actions. I have a bad feeling this gets worse before it gets better.
Possible spoilers....
I don't remember what age Hermione is when she returns to her own time line. I will be such a total bummer if she is younger and doesn't get to retain all this skill and knowledge she is gaining this summer. If she has to start over as a third year it will suck for her, but I can't seem to figure out a way for her to get around it or she won't be with Harry for certain important moments. I wish that before she goes back to her old timeline she could have some memories put in a pensive and Dumbledore would give them back to her at the right moment so that she already knows this stuff. Besides her being able to teach it to others at the DA, she will remember that she loves Severus and he loves her.
What happens to wizards that take oaths that conflict? Can you tell me? Will Voldemort be able to detect Hermione's oaths to the Order? I've never liked Moody because he's always been so mean to Severus. He and Lily are two of a kind. He may be powerful and intelligent but he isn't complex. He's too simple and everything is too black and white unless he wants to do it for what he considers a good cause. Albus is the same way. They would both use dark magic for the greater good while making sure anyone else he wanted disposed of would go to Azkaban for the same thing. Hermione is very mature for her age and very wise.
How awesome and awkward. I imagine she eventually has to go back to her own timeline in order for Harry to prevail. Severus will be bound to her and will remember who she will become when she starts at Hogwarts at 11. But she won't remember him until after she time travels. Remus will know, Dumbledore will know. Will Minerva remember? Will Sirius? Will Dumbledore alter certain people's memories about her at Hogwarts who will meet her again when she is 11 years old and Harry's best friend or will all the Order Members who know her in this timeline remember her and realize she had been time traveling? I hope you can tell me the answer w/o spoilers for other readers but I really want to know! If you can't tell me in the review will you contact me and let me know? Do you write anywhere else? You are a really talented writer. Thanks! breastlady
You weave a fascinating tale of intrigue. It is so sad how little choice Severus has ever had in his life. He will give everything he has and is. He will be alone and despised. And he will end up with absolutely nothing in the end, only to die for no good reason on a dirty floor in cannon. I'm sure you have changed the end or I would not have put this story on my list of favorite years ago. I normally check the end of stories to make sure they end well. If they don't I don't read them. I can't remember anything else in this story due to my own memory issues but I'm glad I saved it. I can't stop reading it.
There's really nothing to say except, poor Severus. Poor, poor Severus. He deserves better than Lily. She can't seem to understand he has to stay on the good side of the Slytherins in order for her to be under his protection. Has Hermione put it that clearly to Lily? Maybe she would say she doesn't need his protection because she has never had a unforgivable cast against her and maybe she really can defend herself as well as Hermione. She doesn't know though because she's never needed to. Does she not believe Hermione when she says Severus would be slaughtered in his sleep? Has Hermione put it that clearly to Lily?
Hermione is quite impressive.
I can never understand how Albus Dumbledore could allow all this bullying to go on. He has to know! What is his problem? Is it some sort of adgenda?
I wonder how long the spell lasts and how long his dad will stay petrified. Maybe he could tie him up and just unfreeze him to feed him then freeze him again. Maybe he should try to send an owl to Albus Dumbledore for help. I don't suppose he has access to an owl.
Nothing ever goes well for Severus. He is up for the most horrible disappointment! I can see how Lily could be torn. She feels obligated to be true to her best friend, Severus, but she isn't attracted to him. He does put a lot of pressure on her to make his life happy. She is everything to him and that isn't healthy. He has nothing and no one but Lily. Lily has lots of people who love her. It does make one rather callow. She doesn't know what it feels like to have no one. She can't. She tries but she isn't a very deep girl. Not everyone is. Hermione is also shaped by her dangerous association with Harry. She is very mature for her age in this story. I guess is is in cannon as well.
Ooooh! Why don't I remember this chapter? Hell, I never remember anything! It does making reading stories over again much more fun, but that's the only silver lining to having memory problems. It must be the almost daily migraines for the last 16 yrs. I'm reading my favorites over again because I've been soooo soooo sad about AR's passing. This is on my favorites list! I remember the basic premise but not many details. At least I'm able to leave reviews now. The first month I wasn't even up to reviews but I know you authors put so much heart into these long stories and all for the price of reviews. And you deserve them for your brilliance and hard work. Thank you so much for sharing your craft in the ff arena for free and thank you for writing this ship. It's still my very favorite all these years later. I started reading when the first movie trailer came out and I found WIKTT way back then by accident. It opened a whole world of how to spend my evenings and weekends instead doing the things I should be doing. But I became addicted and I still am. I'm on to chapter 2. Ta, love!
I wonder if Hagrid recognizes or remembers Hermione when she come to Hogwarts in the future? I can imagine that the other teachers could be in on the secret eventually and know that she's from the future and not treat her any different when they see her again years later, but I don't know that Hagrid could keep the secret. Interesting.
I loved this fic! I've spent all my spare time reading it this week. Thank you for such an amazing story! It really was an emotional roller coaster that I thoroughly enjoyed.
So sweet! Loved every bit of it
Things are looking up
Aww I'm so happy!
Good for her!