Your Army, Milady
Chapter 25 of 40
AuretteThe rest of the survivors rally to the cause.
ReviewedSeveral doors opened at once, and the first voice I heard was Ma moving swiftly out of the lounge.
"We are closed, gentlemen! Closed for inspection!"
As we hurried out to the foyer, I heard Goyle Sr.'s voice.
"It's alright, Agatha, let them in! In quickly now!"
I reached the foyer and saw all of the young Death Eaters piling in the door, yet still more people came. I gave a shout when I saw another ginger head that turned out to be Percy Weasley. He hurried over to me and pulled me into a fierce hug. He looked so different with a full beard and long straggly hair, but I would have recognized him in the dark. My head was swimming, and I was babbling as the foyer filled with people coming in the front door and piling on top of each other. Many of the newcomers looked quite shabby, and the sudden smell of body odor was cloying. I turned to look for Severus, but there were too many people around me, and I could no longer see him.
"The Ballroom, Agatha! Open the Ballroom!" cried Goyle Sr.
The seldom used doors to the ballroom flung open, and the crowd surged forward, taking me with it. I felt a moment of panic until I was pulled by strong arms out of the crowd. I turned around expecting to see Severus and found myself looking into the round face of an almost unrecognizable Neville Longbottom.
"Neville!" I cried. "I thought you were dead!"
"We all thought you were in Azkaban," he replied and hugged me tight. It was too much. I fell apart. I started to sob uncontrollably, and he pulled me back into the foyer and held me gently as we cried together. Eventually, having my face pressed against his shoulder became unpleasant, and I pushed back a little.
"Heavens, Neville, you stink! You smell like horses!"
He laughed.
"Centaurs, actually. We've been living in the forest these last five years."
"Oh, God, you did make it to the forest. Severus didn't know if any survived. Winky was too drunk to make any sense, and all these years he thought he was alone! How many made it?"
"Severus, is it? On a first name basis with him now? Alright, don't give me that Hermione look, Miss Bossy Boots.
"About forty of us made it out of the school alive. Hardly anyone showed up to help us, just a few people from Hogsmeade, but the teachers created a diversion, and the younger ones all took off. Percy showed up, and together we covered their retreat. Percy had fled the Ministry when he heard about his family and ran to the school to get Ginny. He didn't know she had gone home that weekend. He fought like a madman and helped to clear the path to the forest.
"We wouldn't have made it; we were cut off from the other students, but Grawp came out of nowhere and took out all the Death Eaters between us and the forest, so Perce and I just took off running. We made it, but it was rough on the youngest ones; we lost four that first winter. Some were cursed beyond our ability to heal them, and the Centaurs couldn't help them either. Percy was the one that snuck back into the school and brought back owls. We sent messages to everyone we could think of for help. Most of our messages came back undelivered, but some people got the word. Charlie showed up pretty fast; he brought all kinds of stuff back with him from Romania, and that helped a lot. People started to drift in from the outside world as they heard. More came every year as things got worse for the average folks. Hannah showed up that first summer."
"Hannah Abbot?"
"Hannah Longbottom, now," he said and puffed up with pride.
"Hannah's alive! And you're married! That's wonderful, Neville!"
"Yeah, her father pulled her out of school in her sixth year, you remember? Anyway, as things got bleaker under You-Know-Who's rule, she made her way back to the school as a sort of pilgrimage to commemorate those that died. Our scouts saw her, and eventually she came back with her father, and they've been with us ever since. That's how we've got most of our recruits."
"So how many of you are there now?"
"All told, we number about one hundred and sixty. There are children and elderly as well, so I would make us about ninety able-bodied fighters. Unfortunately, not all of us have wands."
"So, you've been living in the wild all this time? How have you been eating?"
"The house-elves from Hogwarts. We've been sneaking back into the school for years and gathering food. The Ministry never noticed that the school was still receiving supplies all these years. Percy snuck in and fixed the paperwork. Merlin be praised for bureaucracy. The only dodgy moments were when Snape would show up. He would spend days there picking through the place. Minerva," he stopped and looked at me, "she's a ghost now, did you know?" I nodded. "Minerva took it upon herself to drive him off. Stubborn bastard." He laughed at a memory, and I cringed. "He would always come back. None of us had the nerve to get rid of him permanent-like. Seems like it was a good thing we didn't, now."
"Oh, Neville. If you only knew what you've done." I couldn't help but pull away from him. "Severus..."
I stopped speaking before I said something stupid. I couldn't reveal everything Severus had done these last five years without jeopardizing his position with the Death Eaters that had only recently turned their backs on their own beliefs. They didn't know he had always been on the other side. They thought he turned to protect them and it could be disastrous if the truth were to be discovered.
"We're on the same side now," I said.
"Yeah, well, we didn't know that then, did we? But we know now." He stepped back and sketched a courtly bow. "Come inside and meet your army, Milady, and a motley army it is; we've got woodsmen, Death Eaters, runaway bureaucrats, shopkeepers with no shops and er, ladies of the night."
He turned away and walked inside expecting me to follow.
"You mean whores," I said quietly to myself.
"No, fellow survivors," said a deep, velvet voice. I turned my head and saw Severus step out of the shadows.
I opened my arms like a tired child seeking a parent's arms. He gently swept me into his embrace and stepped back into the shadows.
"Are you not happy, Hermione?" he asked. His voice was full of concern.
"Yes, of course I am. I'm just overwhelmed. It's almost too much." I pushed back and looked deep into his shadowed eyes. "You did so very well, Severus. It's almost more than I could have dreamed of. Thank you." His eyes glittered under my praise.
"I vowed I would see you free, Hermione," he said.
"I do not doubt, Severus. I know you will."
He pulled me into a tight embrace, and I felt bruises on my back from all the hugs I had received. I lifted up my head and kissed him, and he made a small noise in his throat as he kissed me back passionately. His kiss was intense and filled with longing, and I answered in kind. We broke our kiss when a surge of noise from the ballroom sounded too much like anger to be ignored.
"Let's go keep the peace," I said and we entered the ballroom.
The tables had been pushed back to the walls, and there were platters of food and pitchers of pumpkin juice as well as pots of tea and trays of biscuits covering them. It seemed like everyone had had a chance to eat, and now they were looking for all the world like they were squared off against each other. The Death Eaters were along the eastern wall, and Charlie and Neville, surrounded by their people, faced off against them along the western wall. Ma and the ladies were against the southern wall looking daggers at Neville's group. I noticed all of the ladies were wearing transfigured robes in varying stages of competence. Professor McGonagall would not have been impressed. I went over to my girls and asked Peaches what was going on.
"They act like they're too good for us, Princess." The use of my nickname wasn't lost on me. She needed me to be one of them. "They act like they don't need a bunch of tarts at their party. And they're none too welcoming of our boys either."
I turned and looked over at Neville, and he flushed and looked at Charlie.
"No one said we weren't grateful for their help, and we meant no insult to your friends. I only said I didn't know how helpful they would be in a fight. And as for your pet Death Eaters, well, some of us feel that your 'boys' can't all be trusted. Surely you can understand. Most of us have been running from them for years."
I looked over at Theo, and he nodded at me and stepped forward.
"We can understand that, but things are different now. The Dark Lord's ways are not our ways any longer," he said.
"That's all fine and good," said Percy, "but it's a lot to bet our families' lives on isn't it?"
I stepped forward. "Yes, yes it is. But you have no choice; you have already bet your lives on it. We all have. They know where your families are hiding, now. You've seen their faces and word of this gathering dropped anywhere near the Ministry will bring all of them a painfully slow death. You can each destroy the other with an angry or careless word. There's simply no time for this, don't you see? We have to work together now. We've no choice." I looked at all of them as my words sank in. Severus was standing in front of his Death Eaters, and he gave me a small nod of praise.
"I'll be damned if I'm going to trust him. You can't expect me to do that. He killed Dumbledore!" I turned to see that those words were spoken by Charlie. "Now that we've got you free, Hermione, we don't need Snape anymore, and I think we'd all be safer if he was out of the picture. We've no reason to believe his word. First a Death Eater, then a member of the Order, then Dumbledore's murderer, and now he's trying to start a revolution. How many times can a man change sides in his lifetime? I'm sorry. If you want him to join our little parade, then you will have to give me a better assurance than his word."
The tension in the room increased until it was thick with poorly restrained violence. One wrong word, and I lose one group in the room. Divided we fall indeed. I couldn't defend Severus with the whole truth. We could lose our Death Eaters if they found out Severus had only come back to bring them down.
I looked back at Peaches, who didn't even know all the secrets but understood the problem. She just twisted her head on her neck as if the weight of her thoughts was more than she could take. I walked across the room and stood in front of Severus. The sound of many feet echoed in the large room, and I turned to see all my girls threading themselves amongst the Death Eaters. Ma came and stood at my side, but I moved up a pace.
"If you want him dead, kill me." I heard Severus growl and move towards me, but I flung a hand back and up to stop him. He stopped.
"Have you gone mental, Hermione?" This from Neville.
"No. You refuse to put the lives of your families on the line because you cannot trust him. I understand that. In the end, is his life really worth ruining a chance to destroy this evil? If not, then mine isn't either. What are two lives compared to the thousands living under tyranny right this moment? Nothing, just a small price to pay. These Death Eaters behind me are past the point of no return. Kill Severus and me, and they will still fight for you. So will these women. But may the Good Lord have mercy on your souls when you have won. So kill me." I took another step forward. "Kill me, and Severus dies as well. Two for the price of one. Two as your price for revolution."
"I don't understand," said Neville.
"I am thinking it is a vow," I heard Viktor's voice before the crowd parted to reveal him. He moved out of the crowd and stepped onto the dance floor. "I haff guessed rightly, yes?" He moved across the floor until he was at my side. "I did not come for them, though I could haff had they called. I came for you. He called in your name. Your vord is good enough for me." He passed me and went and stood shoulder to shoulder with Snape.
Neville, bless him, broke ranks and joined me as well.
"Do what you must, but do it quickly, because this day is getting shorter and we are running out of time to plan," I said.
"Who the hell put you in charge? Who do you think you are to be talking like that?" I saw the speaker, but didn't recognize him. I saw an echo of his sentiment on many of the faces across the room.
"I'm Hermione Granger; I'm the Muggle-born friend of Harry Potter, and I'm the Princess of Gryffindor. I may not be in charge now, but I will be by the end of the night, because you can't run a revolution by committee, so I'm not even going to bother."
"You're damn skippy," said Peaches behind me.
"I do need advisors, though, so if anyone over there has an idea of how this can be done you are more than welcome." Percy elbowed Charlie out of the way to cross the floor, and I saw Charlie look down at his shoes, rather than see his last living brother walk away. Many people started across the floor and rather than shame him in defeat, I crossed the floor to him. I put my hand on his cheek, and his head came up.
"Did he really take a vow to you?" he asked quietly.
"Yes, Charlie," I whispered. "There is so much more you need to know, but I can't say it in front of all these people. Please believe you are not making the wrong decision." He opened his mouth to answer me but then his eyes widened. I looked behind me to see Severus looming over me, his face all mottled fury.
"Stupid little Gryffindor!" he spat, "you will not do anything like that again! Any of these cretins could have taken you up on your foolish challenge, and then all my work would have been worth fuck all, wouldn't it?"
"It would still have been worth it, Severus, but I couldn't just let them kill you. It was my only option."
"I am not important here!" he hissed, "You are! I arranged this little party for you, and you try and get yourself killed at the first opportunity!"
"Has it occurred to you that maybe I wouldn't want to be at a party if you weren't there?" I snapped back. I faced him down. "Deal with it, Severus." I was just as fed up with his stupid Slytherin tendencies toward silent suffering as he was of my Gryffindor penchant for dramatic action. He looked at my hands planted firmly on my hips and just for a split second his lips quirked. It would not have been considered a smile by anyone else, but I saw it for what it was and huffed. He snapped his head toward Charlie.
"Do not make her risk her life again," he hissed.
"We're talking about an attack on the Ministry, Snape. I can make no guarantees. But I do promise to try."
"Promises are meaningless," he said, in a low voice.
Charlie, to his credit, was not cowed, he just put his hand out in a gesture of peace.
"To an uneasy alliance until things are explained better."
Severus looked at Charlie's hand like he would rather use it for a potion ingredient, but shook it anyway.
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597 Reviews | 6.94/10 Average
I agree with Mick42 in the sense that I don't like the Voldemort won/everyone's dead/Hermione's a whore stories. I avoid them like the plague. I decided to give this one a go based on the reviews. I was very, very skeptical. There were aspects to the writing that I didn't like, such as it being written in first person, but the memorial scene alone made it well worth the read. I may have shed a tear (or 10).
Wow...just wow. Now I know why all of these other reviewers have shed a tear. I am a mess. Still smiling tho'! Captivating read. Kudos!
Yay, all finished. It's been a while since I've read this, so I had forgotten a lot of the details in the ending chapters, but I still love it as much as I did the first time I read it. You have my in tears reading the end couple of chapters now, but that's terribly easy to do to a pregnant woman, so don't worry too much lol.
I just love Snape, have I ever mentioned that? I do. And it's stuff like this in stories- him vowing to protect Hermione- that make me love him even more..
This is one I've read before, on ffnet I think, but I have to read it here too, it just seems impossible not to reread your favorite stories when you come across them somewhere. The bonus is that you already know you love the story, even if you can't remember all the details between point A and A.D.
My dear Aurette,I have spent half of yesterday and all of today re-reading this unbelievable story. Half of the time, I've been a sobbing, sopping mess - when S&H were gathering forces and found people who were still alive, the whole Harry and Ron speaking to Hermione from the great beyond, the memorial scene (holy crap, talk about sobbing!), reuniting with Minerva's ghost, and the list goes on. I love the plot of the story. I love your numerous OCs. I love how the young DEs revolt. I love how forces from all sides join together to fight the Dark Lord. I love the romance between S&H. I love how utterly vulnerable he is to her, and she to him. I love how wizarding society hero-worships Snape in the end. I love So Many Things about this story. If my heart could take it, I'd start it all over again, but I really wasn't exaggerating when I said I was sobbing half the time I was reading. This might sound odd, but reading this today, US Memorial Day, just makes it seem even more poignant. But I do think it's honoring to RL sacrifices by reading about fictional ones. Thank you so much for this absolutely wonderful story, and for giving me such an enjoyable (if teary and snotty) way to spend my day off.Love,Christev
Response from Aurette (Author of The Princess of Gryffindor)
{{{hugs}}}What a beautiful thing to say. I am deeply touched and honored. Thank you, Christev.
Response from Aurette (Author of The Princess of Gryffindor)
{{{hugs}}}What a beautiful thing to say. I am deeply touched and honored. Thank you, Christev.
Heartbreaking and wonderful and worth rereading. Thank you for sharing this.
Response from Aurette (Author of The Princess of Gryffindor)
I'm so glad you enjoyed. ;-)
Just re-read this and had to mention: Best Epilogue Ever. Why couldn't you have given JK a few pointers? ;-p
Response from Aurette (Author of The Princess of Gryffindor)
LOL! She never asked... Thank you!
I've just flown through the last several chapters, held in thrall to this story! This is just genius, you know, starting at a place of total desolation - this terrible post-war dystopia - and taking all the elements from DH (the prophecy from Severus, the Hallows, even walking beside the dead and moving with them before returning to earth - thanks particularly for including Draco with the others), using them as they were meant to be used, finding another way of stopping Voldemort and reenvisioning a new world in the aftermath.
And I love seeing Snape marked as the Man Who Lived! And a father! And the Minister! (And that proposal? Mmm-hmm... clearly, he has caught on to everything Hermione's been teaching him!)
You strike such a great balance between comedy and high drama. It's such a pleasure to read.
Oh, Goyle. Goyles will be Goyles, I suppose!"I think you have just been metaphorically peed on." Oh, I love this line... particularly since Severus' possessiveness towards Hermione is such a strong part of his character (which is why his reluctant willingness to 'share' Hermione rather than lose her was SO terribly shocking).
Response from Aurette (Author of The Princess of Gryffindor)
Thank you! And I think, by his behavior in this chapter, you can see he tacitly took those words... back.
Response from ofankoma (Reviewer)
Oh, absolutely! That's what's so marvelous to see in this Snape. He acts impulsively so often, and then immediately knows that it's not what he really wanted, and is slowly learning to keep it all in check as he accepts the fact that she really loves him and that he's truly safe with her.
Response from Aurette (Author of The Princess of Gryffindor)
Hannah and Neville! Woo-hoo! (You can just feel the little triumphs along the way - things are getting brighter all the time!) And the lack of trust between all parties involved... yes, that feels completely, completely believable.(Also,I don't know that I've ever met an original character that I've liked, but Peaches is fantastic. Just fantastic. You make me change my mind on a lot of things, I think...)
Response from Aurette (Author of The Princess of Gryffindor)
I intentionally started this tale as dark as I could make it, and then slowly let the light in. Neville and Hannah were such a beacon of hope...
Ah, the trust between the two as they examine the girls! And her red robes... yes, I imagine Severus doesn't want Hermione in anything less than a high-necked robe in front of her old beau.
Response from Aurette (Author of The Princess of Gryffindor)
Trust is something they thought they had, but as you can see, they are both too emotionally unsophisticated to not end up with issues.
Whoa, whoa, whoa... Elder Goyle and Ma are two revelations here, aren't they? As for the former, it really makes me wonder (again and again) what Voldemort's plan was 'when' he won. Why cheat Death if you have nothing to live for? For someone as hypothetically long-sighted as he was (looking to an eternity of power and control over the wizarding world), he's remarkably short-sighted here (what do you do now that you've won?). You raise all sorts of fascinating questions here. And Ma, with the Veritaserum? Grand.
Response from Aurette (Author of The Princess of Gryffindor)
Ma was intended to just be a stock vilain, but she elbowed her way toward three dimentional. I was very happy with the way she worked out.
The robes! Wonderful, wonderful, all around, from Hermione's comfort in them and the note exchange.Charlie and Viktor? You're really getting things moving here, aren't you? Momentum. You're really a master with creating a momentum that just pulls a reader through the story. I don't mean just here, but everything I've read up til now - it's so well paced and unfolds so naturally. In case I haven't said this in a chapter or two, thanks so much for sharing this.
Response from Aurette (Author of The Princess of Gryffindor)
I was very attuned to the pacing of this tale. It was my very first mult-chaptered fic and getting the pacing down right was one of my primary concerns. Thank you so much for reviewing it!
Hooray! I love what you've done with Theo Nott. The second guessing and the regret shows how easy it was for misguided, then-ambivalent people to latch on to Voldemort's coat tails. (Cloak tails?) Very like Severus at that age, no?You're also hilarious, but I suspect you know that. "Conjure myself some decent clothes?" FABULOUS.
Response from Aurette (Author of The Princess of Gryffindor)
Exactly! I saw Theo as not being wildly different from young Snape, just perhaps a bit more entitled. I am so glad you liked this.
Wow. There are so many things I love, love, love in this chapter. First off, the relationship between Severus and the Malfoys. (Ach, and the horror of their deaths!) Next, Dumbledore's attitude. I, for one, have a tendency to vilify the man. Reading the repentance he shows here makes me rethink a lot of things about him. (So thank you for challenging me!) But you're right - we have a lot of evidence in DH that there are many unspoken things in his past that explain his present actions. And, of course, it's just a relief to see that he finally has someone to tell all this to, someone who will care for him and stand by him through it all. This is just wonderful, and I'm completely loving your writing and this story!
Response from Aurette (Author of The Princess of Gryffindor)
I also have a tendancy to vilify Dumbledore, but I know that was never JKR's intention, so every so often I try and reset my thinking. Then I backslide. lol.
There are so many reasons I love this story... wonderful narrative flow, seamless incorporation of canon devices (Hallows! Can't wait to see them in action!), a fresh perspective on the nature of evil in the Voldemort regime, a place to see regrets worked out and atoned for.But the single greatest reason why this is so fabulous is your clear vision of your characters. What we know of them from JKR is fleshed out so beautifully here, and it's not a happy-go-lucky, cleaned up and sanitized version of the very broken people we know (and love), but a hard look at the mistakes they make and how they learn together to move on and forgive one another in a much deeper understanding of who the other really is.
Response from Aurette (Author of The Princess of Gryffindor)
This chapter was my impetus for writing the whole fic. I wanted to get to this scene. Of course, once I did, I then had a Ministry to over throw... lol.
Oh, now that's interesting... incorporating the Hallows? I think this means we'll get to see some action from the Elder Wand (killing Voldemort?), the Resurrection Stone (Harry and Ron?), and the Invisibility Cloak (I have no idea on this one... it's useful in so many ways). I can't wait to see where they lead!
Severus' thoughts on the ambition of Voldemort five years out are interesting... it certainly does make you wonder - what would Tom have done had he won? Did he have a plan in place? I mean, the fear of ignominious death aside, what was really motivating his actions? What did he envision for the Wizarding world?
There's much that I enjoy in this chapter... the way they recognize each other as being, really, the only people left on earth (that we know of so far) who can really see one another is fantastic. Antarctica banter with penguins! 'Whoever had broken this man deserved to burn in hell.'What I found myself wishing I had here was Hermione's musings on her own sexual history. Was she a virgin before she was enslaved here? I found I wanted this when she first talked about her position as a whore with Snape as well... I just want it sometime. (Maybe it's coming up later? We'll see!) There seems to be space for her to say that she's still a virgin (so to speak) with a great deal of this as well. And defend her innocence. Since she never kissed Ron in the final battle (AU breaks off earlier here, right?), has she even been kissed?
Response from ofankoma (Reviewer)
(Because Severus very well may be right in trying to stop her... for her own peace of mind, certainly, and for the fact that she's been traumatised for years there. Another sexual experience now may not be helpful on the road to recovery, and he'd certainly be remiss if he didn't know the situation before letting her have her way with him...)
The harpsichord? That's hilarious. Does she tune it herself, as well? All the descriptions of this place add up to a bizarre, depressing, garish nightmare. It's like everyone tossed in their leftovers and out popped a brother, or several people's lives just vomited out all their extras on the (Voldemort-run) street.
Ah, Draco. I'm sad to hear he's lost. I have a soft spot for him as one of the people who gave Severus a will to go on in HBP and DH. I would have liked seeing your Snape deal with him.
That last long paragraph on the enigma of Snape? Spot on. It sums up why he's such a fascinating character in canon: powerful and powerless, beautiful and ugly, lauded and humiliated. The ambiguity of him is so rich, and not in the Dumbledore 'we sort too soon' sort of way, claiming that he's truly a Gryffindor at heart merely because he's on the side of good.
As to protection, well, that's another one of the strongest themes attached to him in canon, isn't it? He's constantly fighting to protect people - even people he despises -and he prepares them all to do the same. Your Hermione's a lucky girl...
Well done, you.
Hmm... "I, too, practice self-denial?" I think he might practice a few kinds of denial here, since he did just move to kiss her. (Of course, perhaps poor Severus doesn't know any better. He missed out on the 'What not to do whilst visiting a whorehouse' lesson in finishing school.) I greatly appreciate a post-DH Snape who doesn't know what to do with a woman... after all, when you poke around in canon, it seems fairly obvious that his social calendar was empty.
I also enjoy the dynamic you're setting up between Hermione and Peaches, the latter of whom is clearly in control of her own destiny in a way that Hermione just isn't... yet.
And...Harry and Ron? What?!?
Oh, gravy! Lime-green peignoirs and silver mules? This is a high class establishment poor Hermione's stuck in. (Although the lime-green clothing is oddly reminiscent of St. Mungo's...)
I love a phrase like "She floated in like a frigate in full sail." Really, the oppressing shabbiness of the place is overwhelming. I'm so very wary of new characters, so I'm really hoping I will like yours... Peaches, maybe yes? Ma, maybe no. Unless we do know Ma or Angel already and they're just under aliases like the Princess?
Drinking Cocoa enticed me back here to revisit this wonderful, deep, rich tale once again, when I should be doing my own writing and in other ways getting the heap of papers on my desk cleared and sorted (not to mention getting to bed at a decent hour). But, no, I had to swallow this beautiful work whole once again, rediscovering all its complexities and marvels, emotions and heatbreak, fascinations and intricacies. And it is now nearly 2am, and I can at last climb into my solitary little bed, wrapped in the warmth of some quite satisfying and delicious writing. Thank you.
Response from Aurette (Author of The Princess of Gryffindor)
I thank you, truly, for your revisiting this story. Nothing is more satisfying than knowing it is apreciated on a second reading as well. :-)
I give it five years before Brilliant figures out how to spell that journal open and gets the shock of her young life hahahaha.
Response from Aurette (Author of The Princess of Gryffindor)
LOL! Oh, that would be Brilliant! You need to write that fic!
Response from StarryEyedNoOne (Reviewer)
I haven't wrote HP fanfic since I was the age of a first year lol. I pray to any diety that's listening that NONE of it is still floating aroung out there. :-\
Response from Aurette (Author of The Princess of Gryffindor)
LOL! I understand. I once read that if you aren't embarrased by something you wrote a year ago, you are no longer growing as a writer. Hell, I get embarrassed over things I wrote last week...