Secrets Revealed
Chapter 21 of 32
shellsnapeluverHermione finds something that will change everything.
A/N: Thank you to Lariope, who walked hand in hand with me on this chapter. Thanks to Lulabelle72 and RedSkyAtNight for the support!
Running away from Severus had been incredibly difficult. She had known that luring him to the Grotto in order for him to revoke the spell was going to be easy, but she had wanted to talk things over with him, calmly and rationally. Of course, her temper had got the best of her as it sometimes--always--had. And what was even worse than running from him and leaving the situation unresolved had been what she had said to him.
And don't follow me, Snape! I need to be alone!
Snape.
She had maliciously addressed him by his surname--something she had always warned the boys about doing and something that she had been sure that he had despised.
But she had been so furious with him! It doesn't matter--you shouldn't have said that, she argued with herself as she ran down the corridor, headed towards her private room. But as soon as Hermione was about to pass the door to Snape's office, she abruptly stopped, frozen in her tracks.
A sinister wave of magic swirled around her, chilling her spine. The magic crept through her veins, and the anger that she had raging inside her rapidly intensified.
He doesn't love you, Hermione--he just wanted you all to himself! And then lied about it!
Evil thoughts surged through her mind, and before she knew it, she had growled in frustration, broken the wards that protected his office, and burst through the door.
He used you! Even Dumbledore knows he is a liar--that's his fucking job--to lie and be deceitful!
Hermione was trembling as she stood in the middle of his office, her eyes darting around the room looking for something--for anything--to satisfy her unexpected urge to destroy Severus Snape.
She faced the bookshelves and raised her wand, ready to obliterate his entire collection.
"What the fuck are you doing, Hermione? Not the books!" she shouted at herself, turning her back on the bookshelves, as a large tear rolled down her cheek.
What's wrong with you? Why are you behaving like this?
Because he deserves to be hurt, just as he hurt you!
Hermione angrily flicked her wand at his desk, propelling it across the room and slamming it into the cabinet that housed jars and bottles. The impact instantly shattered the glass, sending shards soaring through the air.
Hermione stared at the mess she had created. It had felt so good to do that, yet...
Look what you have done.
Hermione took a step forward, as if she were going to attempt to clean up the mess, but something fell out of one of the opened drawers. It was a thin piece of paper, and it floated, almost as if in slow motion, towards the ground, swirling and flipping in the air before it landed next to her foot.
Careful to not cut her fingers on the broken glass, Hermione stooped down and pinched the edge of the paper, lifting it up. As she stood up, she flipped the paper over and was startled to see herself. It was the photo from the small ceremony when she had finished school--the one that Severus had taken of her from the waist up--the one where she was smiling, looking off to the left, then where she turned slowly, facing the camera and blinking once while her hair fluttered in the wind.
But unlike the first time that she'd seen this photo, her legs gave way, and she dropped to her knees, unable to tear her eyes away from it. She clutched the photo tightly in her hands. Something had been added.
At the bottom of the photo, the word M.I.N.E. was carved into the photographic paper.
Why--
But before she could finish her thought, seven words echoed through her mind.
"Inanimate objects are not worth my time."
The conversation she had with Severus only a short while ago rapidly played in her mind.
"I know more about obsessions than you give me credit for. That's why I mentioned yours. Because I do understand. And I can relate."
"Oh. Well, if it isn't books, then what type of fixation do you have?"
"I'm positive that you'll guess mine over time."
"That's quite a challenge--guessing Severus Snape's fascination. And you're sure it's not books? Because I've seen your collection."
"Inanimate objects are not worth my time."
At the time, she had questioned herself, wondering what he had meant by his comments, but she had pushed it to the side, forgetting about it.
He has been using you! You're nothing more than a game--something for him to conquer!
"Inanimate objects are not worth my time!" she said mockingly as she stood up, throwing the picture across the room. It fluttered wildly in the air and landed on his desk.
Hermione's browed creased, and she balled her fists, digging her fingernails into her skin.
A sense of foreboding flooded through her as whispers from behind her caught her ear. She whirled around, but all that was behind her were the bookshelves.
She took several trembling steps toward the books, and the closer she came to them, the more hatred filled her and the strange whispers became louder, but still indistinguishable.
What a fucking lying and unworthy bastard! she thought to herself.
The whispers were like a low hum in her ears, driving her mad. Hermione gripped her wand, screamed, and started casting hexes at the items in his room, just to release the built up tension in her muscles. Before she realized what spell she had cast, she was engulfed in darkness, the frigid temperature stinging her skin. She blinked several times attempting to adjust her eyes, when the familiar mystic, cobalt color of her soul began glowing, filling the room with an eerie light.
Just as she was about to withdraw the spell, she noticed a faint glow that was hidden behind several large tomes.
Again, faint whispers filled the room, except this time, she could clearly hear what they were saying:
"Move the books. Find what you seek."
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As soon as Phineas said that Hermione was destroying his office, Snape took off, running out of the Grotto. The corridor was too narrow and short for him to take flight, and he cursed his height most of the way back to his office.
When he reached his office and noticed what was left of his door, he instantly knew Hermione had somehow found the thing he had been trying to keep hidden for years. As he stepped inside, the glow from his own soul lit up. "Finite Incantatem!" he shouted.
The chilly darkness instantly vanished. Startled, Hermione jumped backwards, whirling around and slamming her back into the bookshelves, gripping the tattered copy of Blinded by the Light: Embrace Your Inner Darkness tightly to her chest.
Her eyes were wild, and she was obviously frightened. And angry.
"Y-you! You obsessive, fucking--"
"Hermione, calm down--"
"NO!" She was scooting across the bookshelves, shaking her head. "You're a traitor! You had the Horcrux the entire time! How could you look me in the eye and tell me you loved me!"
Severus was at a complete loss. He didn't know what to do or how to handle her--she was holding the fucking Horcrux to her heart for Merlin's sake! Of course she was going to be erratic!
He had to get the book away from her.
Without using magic. The Horcrux was far too dangerous for him to even think about using his powers against or around it. He took a step forward, reaching his hand out to her.
"Hermione, please. Place the book on the table. Let's talk about this rationally--"
"Fuck you," she shouted, and bolted across the room. She snatched something off his desk and held it out in front of her. "I am not an object! You cannot claim me!"
Snape's heart dropped at the site of his photo crumpled in her hand. Anger swelled inside him--this was not how he had planned this. From that first time he had caught her in his office, the first time she had rifled through his files and found the photo, he had always known that the Horcrux called to her. Every time she was in his office, she always did something she hadn't had any business doing. He had always been careful to not leave her in there by herself for too long, and once she had found that fucking spell to locate the souls, he had strengthened the wards around the Horcrux. Well, so he thought. Apparently, the magic of the Horcrux was stronger than his, and it still called to her--especially when she was emotionally unstable.
As she had been after running out of the Grotto, leaving him behind.
And with the Horcrux out in the open, it was affecting them both. He had always thought it hadn't bothered him--he'd had it since the first war on Voldemort. At the time that Voldemort placed it in his hands, he had felt an anger he had never felt before, but once he had hidden and placed the protective wards around it, it hadn't bothered him.
Until now.
Control her--she has no right to speak to you in that manner! She's going to ruin everything!
"You are mine, Miss Granger, and don't you forget that! Now, put the fucking Horcrux down!"
As if in slow motion, Hermione raised her wand and pointed it at the bookshelf. Before Snape could cast Protego, he was crushed under a massive pile of books.
The pain of large tomes hitting his head and knocking him to the ground was hard to ignore, but using all his strength and wandless magic, Snape blasted the books off himself just in time to see Hermione running out of the office. Stumbling and still a bit dazed, Snape ran after her.
Just get the Horcrux back! You can deal with her later--get the fucking Horcrux!
"Where do you think you are going?" he demanded as he headed up the stone steps, following her. She stopped at the top of the stairs and faced him.
"To do what I should have done a while ago--I'm turning myself in to Dumbledore about the Beauxbatons situation! And I'm telling him that you had the Horcrux the entire time and are a filthy traitor!"
Snape's face contorted with anger. Snarling, he said, "I am afraid that I can't let you do that, Miss Granger."
A/N: So, did you expect that? Let me tell you, I have had this and the next chapter planned from the start of this story and am so happy and excited that I am finally posting it! I have always told you to never expect anything when it comes to me. And I know it is short. Real life is beating my arse, and my writing is suffering, but thank you for continuing to read and review--it keeps me pumped up to write more!
Up next: The race to Dumbledore.
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656 Reviews | 7.09/10 Average
i have just spent the last 3 days reading this, and i absolutely loved it!! So many twists and turns, it kept me thouroughly engrossed. I think you did a wonderful job with this. your plot is very strong, characterizations are great, and snark is top notch. Thank you for sharing. Kelly :)
Response from shellsnapeluver (Author of Consuming Me)
oh, kelly, thank you for spending the time with thi story. thank you for the wonderful review. so happy you enjoyed the adventure1 shell...
Response from shellsnapeluver (Author of Consuming Me)
oh, kelly, thank you for spending the time with thi story. thank you for the wonderful review. so happy you enjoyed the adventure1 shell...
Well i've re-read it. Bloody brilliant and I love the ending, I love a ending where I know that SS/HG will have a positive future together. Your a very talented writer. Please keep them coming. Wished I could give your more than 5 stars
Response from shellsnapeluver (Author of Consuming Me)
Thank you for taking the time to re-read this! Thank you so much for the review and the stars~
Unable to find the deleted scene--perhaps a link?
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http://shellsnapeluver.livejournal.com/19013.html#cutid1It should be there...
This ending is entirely satisfactory! Thank you so much for this amazing tale of redemption and resolution.You've written both Severus and Hermione true to character, and made both of them work like hell to maintain their faith in themselves and each other.Of course, Severus would have barred Hermione from visiting him in Azkaban. He'd made her promise to make a life for herself without him. The idea of tying her to him while he rotted away in prison was too painful to contemplate. And of course Hermione would try to keep her promise to him. But our Hermione wouldn't stand for him paying such a dear price for finding a way to defeat the Dark Lord. There is nothing so fearsome as a Gryffindor witch who wants her wizard. Kudos to her for earning her law degree and then using what she'd learned to clear him of those ridiculous murder charges. In less than two years they will be able to begin their happy life together, and isn't that what we all want for these amazing characters? I have loved reading every chapter, every word of this story. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for writing such a fabulous love story. I hope to see more stories from you in the future. Congratulations on a job well done! Beth
Response from shellsnapeluver (Author of Consuming Me)
Beth,I'm so glad you liked the ending! Thank you so much for all the wonderful reviews, I always looked forward to hearing from you. Many hugs and lots of luv.Shell~
Mwhahahahaaaaaaa! Great story.
Response from shellsnapeluver (Author of Consuming Me)
Thanks!!!
whoo, thank you, I read this with much joy.
Response from shellsnapeluver (Author of Consuming Me)
Thanks for reviewing and reading it!Shell~
Well SHell, I suppose you could always write an alternative ending as a one shot, just for those who need a dark ending to go with the dark plot. Seriously, he just goes soft. . . please, this dark and maniacal Severus dominated the story, and then he goes all Fluff. . . geeze woman!
Response from shellsnapeluver (Author of Consuming Me)
Hahha, I could... I don't think this is too fluffy, though. You might be the only one who wanted that darker ending (besides me), because no one is else speaking up! Hahahah.
Well done, Shell! Very nice ending to a great story! I find it interesting that you chose to make Ron and Harry friends with Severus, I never would have imagined that happening.I like that you had Hermione keep working on Snapes appeal, and that something Severus had deemed inconsiquential ended up working to his benefit. Very well done.Reed
Response from shellsnapeluver (Author of Consuming Me)
Yeah, H and R did that for Hermione's sake, to try, and they found out that they could be friends. Thank you so much for reading and reviewing!
Thank you very much for the hopeful ending!
Response from shellsnapeluver (Author of Consuming Me)
You are welcome! Thanks for reading and reviewing!
That was a wonderful ending. You did a great job with that final chapter. I had no idea what to expect. I alternated between thinking she was dead and that she was Harry's new romance. I can't wait for your next story.
Response from shellsnapeluver (Author of Consuming Me)
Oh, good! I kept you guessing! LOL!I'm glad you likey! Thank you so much for reading and reviewing!Lots of luv!Shell~
Great! Thank you so much for writing such an amazing story! I enjoyed reading it. <3
Response from shellsnapeluver (Author of Consuming Me)
Awee, thank you!
Lovely ending, thank you for sharing!
Response from shellsnapeluver (Author of Consuming Me)
Thanks!!
It's over? But, but ... what will I read now? You're the only one that writes Severus this way. I love Severus, but I REALLY LOVE Severus the way you write him. He's sort of like the essence of, 'what doesn't kill us, makes us stronger.' Everything that happened to him as a child and young adult seems to have forced him to be this way, just to survive.This is actually one of the few stories that I caught at the beginning [without playing catch up] and probably the story I have reviewed the most. I will definitely miss the all and powerful Snape; evil bastard extraordinaire. In case you're in doubt, I truly loved the story. Thanks!
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Response from shellsnapeluver (Author of Consuming Me)
,I'm grinning from ear to ear. Your words really warmed my heart, thank you for saying that. I love writing Severus like this because to me, that IS who he is. Sometimes evil, sometimes a lover, but always, always mysterious and I-will-always-keep-you-guessing. So, I'm really happy you like him too the way I write him. Thank you for reviewing as well! Lots of Luv and many hugs! Shell~
Anonymous
shocked outbursts of ‘Shell, you’re EVIL’ have truly warmed my heart
Awww. And I think this says a lot about you, my dear! LOL!
Just as your death would’ve destroyed me, being aware that you were out there in the world, living a happy life without me, devastated me.
It is unhealthy and unjust for him to compare those things similarly, of course, but then, that is exactly what Snape thinks. And if we're honest, that's how many of us feel in the same situation, if someone we love leaves us behind and is happy in their new life while we still want them with us. And I think that's what you tapped into with this story -- those untold truths of human psychology, however dark and however much we would like to believe we're above them.
Great work. I'm very proud of you.
Author's Response: Squee!
I didn't realize I was tapping into those untold human truths! But, I'm glad I did, becasue the way you say it, sounds so awesome! LOL!
Thanks for all you did.
XOXOXO
Shell~
Wonderful ending. I loved it. Great job! I'm glad everything is working out for Hermione and Severus after all. ~Jen
Response from shellsnapeluver (Author of Consuming Me)
Oh, me too! I feel good about giving them a life in the future! Thank you so much for reading and reviewing!
I am so glad you finished this story. It sounds like you really struggled with how you wanted to end the fic. You are very talented, and I can not wait for the next one! :)
Response from shellsnapeluver (Author of Consuming Me)
Thank Livvy! Yes, I did struggle, but in the end, I owed it to all the loyal readers to give these two a good ending. Thank you so much! LoveShell~
Congratulations on a job well done, Shell! I nearly fell out of my chair when I saw that this was updated and finally finished. I love what you did with this and it couldn't have ended any better. It wasn't some ridiculous happily ever after. That would have felt inappropriate considering the tone of the story as a whole. But it made me happy that Ron and Harry and the twins were friendly with Severus. While I think it was only appropriate that he spend some time in Azkaban, I'd have hated to see him rotting away there by himself. And whether she thinks so or not, it really was good for Hermione to get away and make an attempt to move on so she can be sure that he is what she really wants.I had no idea what the new evidence would be, and was still surprised when I found out. But what a great moment to bring back up, because while I as a reader felt like he really was a good guy, despite some of his previous actions, it was nice to be reminded that he really did do some good things throughout, even if sometimes misguided.Thanks for sharing such a fantastic story with us. And a special thanks for forcing me to read this. Yes, I started out reading through squinty eyes, but you held my hand and dragged me on through and I couldn't be happier about it. You've done a fantastic job and I hope to see more from you in the future!
Response from shellsnapeluver (Author of Consuming Me)
Thank you so much! Yes, it was very good of Hermione to get away, go into another world and really test her love, because now she knows for sure. I'm so glad I surprised you with the new evidence! I was hoping someone would say so, so thanks. See now, I told you it was going somewhere, even if it did start off really dark... LOL! Thank you for reviewing.*hugs*
You managed a HEA! Kuddos. I loved that story, from beginning to end.
Response from shellsnapeluver (Author of Consuming Me)
LOL. Thank you so much for reading this! Massive Hugs!
Hey, this story is listed as "Completed: Yes" -- where's that last chapter????
Response from shellsnapeluver (Author of Consuming Me)
It is still in queue--they are taking longer than usual, but it should be posted here in next few days. Lol, sorry!
Response from June W (Reviewer)
You know your story is good when you have stalkers begging for updates.
What is Severus up to now? I was afraid he could not be trusted.
Response from shellsnapeluver (Author of Consuming Me)
Lol, just keep reading!! thanks~
They definitely know how to have an adventure.
Response from shellsnapeluver (Author of Consuming Me)
Oh, yeah! I love writing action-packed adventures!
I can see that Snape is trying to be kind to Hermione but I don't know if I trust him.
Response from shellsnapeluver (Author of Consuming Me)
Trust is a hard thing to come by, hopefully he will earn it from you.
A trip to egypt, that does sound like fun. I wonder how Hermione will react to flying with Severus. I thing it sounds like tons of fun.
Response from shellsnapeluver (Author of Consuming Me)
I think flying with him would be awesome! lol!