A Wet Baby is a Cranky Baby
Chapter 14 of 16
Red Writing HoodHermione has left Hogwarts during her sixth year. Secrets and desperation brings her back.
ReviewedDisclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Chapter Fourteen: A Wet Baby is a Cranky Baby
Hermione woke up in her bed, comforter pulled up to her chest and a pillow tucked under one arm. She looked around, confused as to how she had gotten into bed. The last thing she remembered was sitting in the rocker watching Sebastian sleep. She turned to her other side and felt her lips form into a smile. Severus was sitting in the rocker with Sebastian against his chest. The both of them were sound asleep, and both looked incredibly adorable.
That was what she wanted, wasn't it? For Severus to be the father that she knew he could be. For them to be an actual family. She leaned up on one elbow and watched them for a moment before glancing over at the clock. It was still early, but she knew Poppy would already be up getting prepared for the day. Yesterday, in her confused state of mind, she had forgotten her promise for an examination. Now would likely be the perfect time to pop in. It would be best go now while the men in her life were sleeping soundly.
She sighed and let her eyes linger on the sleeping man. His head rested against the wooden back of the rocker and his expression held nothing. No anger, no hurt, and no pain. He looked at peace with their son sleeping snugly against him. Her gaze traveled him from top to bottom. He had removed his shoes and propped his feet up on the ottoman. His socks were black, like she didn't expect that from him. He had disposed of his heavy cloak and jacket. The white shirt he wore appeared tailored to fit him perfectly. Its stark whiteness was the complete opposite of his inward darkness, but like him, it was spotless, perfect.... well, almost perfect. Sebastian had drooled, leaving a wet spot right on his right shoulder.
Such a domestic vision.
She stifled a giggle and sat up slowly as to not make to much noise. Severus had obviously came back last night and put her into bed. She thought that was a very nice thing to do, with all things taken into consideration. He was so much different than she remembered in the past. Her times in his classrooms seemed like a foreign memory now. She had a hard time putting the two men on the same plate now. Her Severus and her Professor Snape were now two different men. She still hated the Professor Snape, but her Severus she could most certainly learn to love if given time. She knew he was willing to wait for her as long as possible, and that made her feel secure.
Her movements caused the bedsprings to groan in protest. Immediately she stilled, hearing a soft snort coming from the rocker. Severus stirred, blinking his eyes against the fabricated dawning of the sun.
"Hermione?" His voice was deeply husky with sleep. "What time is it?"
"Shh, it's early..."
"Where are you going?"
"I forgot to see Poppy yesterday. I thought I'd do it now while you two were sleeping. Do you mind?"
He shook his head and let his eyes drop to the baby. "We will be fine. Let me know what she says."
She nodded and crossed to them, gently kissing the top of Sebastian's head before pausing. Her gaze found his sleepy one and she smiled, dipped, and kissed his cheek. She couldn't resist, and was glad that she did when she saw the warmth radiating from his surprised smile.
"I will be back soon. You both can use my bed if you want to get comfortable."
"I don't want to wake him. I think it would be best if I stay here."
"All right. I should be back before he gets hungry."
"That will be soon, I hope. He's always hungry when he wakes."
"Tell me about it." She grinned, and with a chuckle, she left the room to shower and dress.
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Hermione walked into the infirmary a half an hour later and looked around the familiar room, noticing the long rows of pristine beds and spotless flooring.
"Poppy?" she called out.
The Mediwitch came from a back room and smiled, motioning her forward and into the vast room.
"I was wondering when you were going to come by," the elder spoke in her normal clipped tone that was slightly laced with kindness.
"I'm sorry, I forgot. So much has happened in the last twenty-four hours that I lost track of my thoughts."
"I understand, child." Poppy smiled and motioned to a bed, where she pulled a gown from the side table and handed it to her. "Change, and I will be back in a few minutes."
"Yes, Ma'am." Hermione nodded. Once Poppy left, pulling the curtain around the bed, she changed into the sparse white gown and climbed onto the bed. She hated these kinds of exams, and having had to endure them over the last nine months didn't make her like them any more. Muggle doctors had a lot to learn in the act of treating expecting women and the care up to actual delivery.
Most of the doctors she had seen during her pregnancy had her stretched out on cold metal tables with her feet up in stirrups and legs spread wide. She hated that exposed feeling, but she endured it. She didn't get a lot of chances to see doctors during her pregnancy, so she endured the embarrassment for the baby's sake.
Poppy returned after a few moments and smiled at her. "This wont take long, child. I just want to see the extent of your healing and assist it if I can."
Hermione nodded silently.
"All right, just lie back and relax," Poppy coaxed and bent down to do her job.
A mere ten minutes later she was done and Hermione felt one hundred percent better. The aching and soreness was gone.
"Was it bad?" the younger woman asked as she watched the elder witch tuck her wand away.
"No, it wasn't bad. You had some damage but I was able to heal them without any problems. There was a laceration from the Muggle doctors cutting you, I assume. It was in the process of healing, so I sped it along. Your uterus has returned to normal and your hormones have stabilized. The pain should just be a memory now. But, I have to ask you to refrain from sex for at least a few more days."
Hermione blushed at that and shook her head. "No worries there. I don't want to go through this again."
Poppy laughed and shook her head. "Maybe not yet, but someday you will."
"Doubtful."
Poppy studied her carefully before kneeling down at her bedside. "I don't know what happened between you and the baby's father. However, I do know that you are a wonderful and very intelligent girl, Hermione." Her eyes delved into the younger woman's gaze. "What I do know is that Severus was half mad with grief when you left so unexpectedly."
Hermione's eyes darted to the Mediwitch in disbelief. "He was? How do you know?"
"I'm his caregiver. I am privy a great deal to his mindset and emotions. I know a lot about Severus that others do not. I can tell when he is wracked with grief. He was stricken when you left, Hermione. I have rarely seen him in that much grief and pain, even after his returns from his tortures with Vold...You Know Who..."
"I didn't want to go, Poppy. I had to. You don't understand what happened." She lowered her head in shame.
"True. I haven't been informed of the details. However, I know Severus and I know when he's in love. He loves you, and I don't want to see him hurt again."
Hermione felt an unexpected anger rise in her. "What about me? What about my hurt?"
"Did he hurt you?" the witch asked softly.
Hermione flinched at her query, knowing what the elder woman was doing and not liking it one bit. "He's the father of Sebastian."
Poppy nodded and stood up slowly. "That's what I thought.... " She sighed and opened the curtain. "You're free to go, Hermione, but if you feel anything out of order, unexpected pressures, sudden pains... anything, I want you back here as soon as possible."
Hermione nodded, and as Poppy turned to leave, she asked quietly, "What are you thinking?"
Poppy turned to give her a sad gaze. "I think he may have... forced... more upon you than you were ready for."
"He did.... " She paused when she saw the look on Poppy's face. "But there were circumstances involved. I don't blame him, and he has forgiven me for leaving. We are trying to work it out. Please don't be angry with him, Poppy. He didn't... I mean."
"It's all right, child. When Severus is ready to confide in me, he will. I just don't like the idea of.... " She frowned. " Don't fret yourself about us, Severus and I have been friends for a long time, we can deal with each other appropriately. Now, I want you to go and get some proper rest. I'm sure your son will be calling for you soon."
"Yes, ma'am," Hermione answered meekly and redressed quickly before making her way back to the dungeon she shared with Severus.
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She made her way back to their chambers and heard the baby before she walked in. A crying echoed in the chambers as she hurried inside.
"Severus?"
"In here. " His voice sounded nervous as she crossed to the bathroom and peered inside. What she found had her grinning.
"Problems?" she giggled moving more inside. Her appreciative gaze wandered over his now bared and soaked chest as he struggled to hold onto a howling baby kicking violently in his grasp. The bath water splashed and a pool of water surround his wet bare feet as he attempted to bathe the wriggling infant. His brows burrowed in concentration as he fought for control over the baby. She giggled again. "Something happen?"
"Just don't look at your bed, it's a smelly mess." He cast an amused look at her before returning to his task.
She glanced at the open door but took his advice and didn't go to look. She'd let the house-elves deal with that.
"He was a mess, so I thought I'd try to bathe him. He doesn't like water, does he?" Severus spoke softly as he deftly cupped a palm full of water over the howling baby.
"No, he hates baths. Do you want me to take over?" She stood to the side and watched the struggle between father and son.
"No, I want to do this. It's... I think he's more hungry than anything." He cast a glance at her. "Are you all right now?"
She nodded. "Clean and clear and one hundred percent cured."
"Good."
Hermione watched as Severus finally managed to get the baby clean, and with a sigh of relief handed him over to her. She took a towel and wrapped the squalling baby up, securing his arms, and his howling subsided immediately to a softer whimper. She then passed a towel over to Severus, eyeing his remaining clothing with a wide grin. The trousers he wore were completely soaked, and he looked so damned cute standing in nothing else.
"Here, dry yourself and I'll feed him."
Severus took the towel and allowed his fingers to caress hers for a moment before she dropped her hand. Hermione turned on her heel and crossed the room to take her normal place in the rocker. Severus followed her, casually wiping the excess water from his hair and chest. His gaze lingered on her as she unbuttoned her blouse and exposed herself. His eyes settled on her hungrily as he watched his son attach himself to a nipple.
He watched for a moment before he returned to the bathroom to retrieve his shirt and to cast a drying spell on his pants. He didn't want to see her like that now. They had a long way to go, and he didn't want to push her too far. She knew how he felt, and he had to give her space to come to her own decisions about him.
He returned to the room buttoning up his shirt and she glanced up at him.
"Where are you going?" she asked softly as she watched him dressing.
"I'm going to my office. I still have some things to do before the start of term."
"Anything I can help with?" She gave him a smile as he picked up his shoes and cloak.
"No. I can handle it, but I'll send Mr. Potter in, if I see him. I'll be back later this afternoon."
She nodded and gazed back down at the baby. "Say bye-bye to Daddy, Sebastian," she cooed, causing Severus to smile.
"He may have our intelligence, my love, but even I don't expect him to start talking just yet."
She gave him a big grin. "One never knows, Severus. He may astound us all."
Severus leant down and kissed her lips gently. "He already did me, when I learned of him."
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Latest 25 Reviews for A Secret Worth Keeping
182 Reviews | 5.27/10 Average
Please tell me there will be more? Was lovin every minute of it.
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
This story is completed over at Adultfanfiction.net. I havent found a good beta to finish this story properly. The chapters I have left isnt approved by this site and I had to quit posting here until I get a good beta editor. Sorry.RWH
Response from snapesgoddess (Reviewer)
I will check it out over there then. Thanks youre a great writer. Was really lovin the story.
Please tell me there will be more? Was lovin every minute of it.
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
The whole story is over at Adultfanfiction. I lost my beta and my story isnt perfect enough for here. You can go and finish it there if you want.Thanks for reading. I appreciate it. Same name, same title. RWHood
Aww. It's good to see Severus and the boys getting along. though it has to be heart breaking for Severus to not be able to claim his son in public. Can't wait to read the next chapter!!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
The whole story is over at Adultfanfiction. I lost my beta and my story isnt perfect enough for here. You can go and finish it there if you want.Thanks for reading. I appreciate it. Same name, same title.RWHood
A wonderful story! If anyone is interested I found the completed story on FanFiction.net. You are a great author, Red Writing Hood
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you Lovestruck, I appreciate your kind words. I also have this over at Adultfanfiction as well.RWH
great chapter, i can't wait to read more!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thanks Hon! I appreciate it.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thanks Hon! I appreciate it.Red
For advice on your lovelife, write to Uncle Albus, agony columnist. He can remember THAT far back. I am impressed! very good chapter!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL. Well, he wouldnt make a Doctor Ruth...but he has his moments. Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL. Well, he wouldnt make a Doctor Ruth...but he has his moments. Red
i like your albus way better than jkr's. excellent update. thanks so much!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Man, talk about a great compliment. Thank you!Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Man, talk about a great compliment. Thank you!Red
Wow! I just read the whole of this.. it's amazing!! Who would have thought SEVERUS and his soft side. Love it.
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL, Thanks. I like to think that everyone has a soft spot for their own child...well, most everyone, there are those that couldnt care less, but that is NOT my Severus....Grrrr.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL, Thanks. I like to think that everyone has a soft spot for their own child...well, most everyone, there are those that couldnt care less, but that is NOT my Severus....Grrrr.Red
What an amazing story ... I can't wait to see where you take it from here. And Severus' concerns about why Lucius never taunted him about that night aside, here's another thought: Draco surely told his father about Hermione's disappearance after that night, so if Lucius was so intent on securing Hermione, why didn't he attempt to track her down? Or was Hermione 'lucky' enough elude him by hiding out in the Muggle world until she gave birth?
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I'm pretty sure I answered these questions, you just have to keep reading. LOL. Thanks for the review,Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I'm pretty sure I answered these questions, you just have to keep reading. LOL. Thanks for the review,Red
I had started to worry about you, and I'm sooo glad you're back!!! Great chapter, as always!!gab
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
No wories about me, just took some time to locate a new beta reader. Thanks though.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
No wories about me, just took some time to locate a new beta reader. Thanks though.Red
I read this on Ashwinder, and it's one of my favorites, so I am reading it again here! I have to say your portrayal of Dumbledore in this story is one of my favorites in any story. And Severus is done well too, even if he is a little tiny bit OOC. I can't wait for the next chapter!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I am pleased to hear that. Reviews like this keep me writing. Thank you.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I am pleased to hear that. Reviews like this keep me writing. Thank you.Red
Severus is fabulous at self-torture. I really love the way you used Dumbledore. He felt caring, rather than manipulative. That's a nice way to read him. I hope we get to see a lot of Severus' plan to get revenge on Lucius!!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL...well, you wont get to see any revenge until the last of the story, but its well worth the wait. LOLRed
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL...well, you wont get to see any revenge until the last of the story, but its well worth the wait. LOLRed
“Woo her, I suppose.” haha, that was just too sweet!Yes, this chapter was certainly worth the wait. I missed your story a lot.I like the way you have portrayed Severus in this chapter. He just cannot accept how much good he is doing, can he?And I am very curious about what he'll do with the candle.Thanks for the update. Looking forward to the next. Cheers. /M
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I like a somewhat OOC Snape. But I do agree, he does like to self criticize himself. He's a good man, but he refuses to see it himself.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I like a somewhat OOC Snape. But I do agree, he does like to self criticize himself. He's a good man, but he refuses to see it himself.Red
lovely update. i like the way you discribe hermione's thot processes. thanks so much
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you, I appreciate that. More is coming soon.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you, I appreciate that. More is coming soon.Red
This was a great chapter for Hermione's POV. I would be thinking the same thing if I were here...why didn't he come find me? Anyways I'm so glad that she was able to think through the situation and find that common ground. Keep those chapters coming! ~Brena
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you, Brena, More chapters are coming. Please keep reading. I appreciate your reviewsRed
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you, Brena, More chapters are coming. Please keep reading. I appreciate your reviewsRed
I like that Hermione is not harbouring a crush on Severus already. She has seen him through new eyes and will need to get to know him better, which makes for a good story! :)
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Me too. Its a brand new relationship and we all know how exciting new relationships can be to build.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Me too. Its a brand new relationship and we all know how exciting new relationships can be to build.Red
Beautiful story. I love all the little details you have put it. This story is shaping up to be one I read over and over again. Looking forward to see how things develop.
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Oh, I really appreciate your review. I'm so glad that you are enjoying it. More are coming. Just had to find another beta.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Oh, I really appreciate your review. I'm so glad that you are enjoying it. More are coming. Just had to find another beta.Red
A great story. I love the way the relationship is developing. What will happen, though, when school starts back?
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I think you will have a very interesting surprise when school starts back.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I think you will have a very interesting surprise when school starts back.Red
A great story. I love the way the relationship is developing. What will happen, though, when school starts back?
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL...Ditto the first answer.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL...Ditto the first answer.Red
great chapter! I can't wait to read the next one!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you. More will be coming up soon.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you. More will be coming up soon.Red
Great chapter! I'm so glad Hermione doesn't blame Severus for what happened. I can't wait to see the revenge they get with Lucius. Keep em coming....
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Im going to try to keep them coming, however, I do need to find another beta reader. I seem to be having problems with my chapters and need someone who understand sentence structure. I'm an idiot when it comes to those gosh darn commas! Ugh...any rate, as soon as I can, I will get another one up.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Im going to try to keep them coming, however, I do need to find another beta reader. I seem to be having problems with my chapters and need someone who understand sentence structure. I'm an idiot when it comes to those gosh darn commas! Ugh...any rate, as soon as I can, I will get another one up.Red
I really like the added details you have given the story it's just enough to give it a more polished feel. Especially Poppy and Minerva's acknowledgement of the realtionship. The theme of family is coming through quite well. The staff and her friends at Hogwarts will provide Hermione with the extended family that will help sustain Hermione, Severus and Sebastian as they themselves grow into a family.
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you. I'm glad that you like the rewrite. However, I'm afraid that the next chapters may take a while. I have to locate another beta to go over sentence structure. I suck at that. Anyway...as soon as I do, I'll get another chapter up.Thanks for your patience.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you. I'm glad that you like the rewrite. However, I'm afraid that the next chapters may take a while. I have to locate another beta to go over sentence structure. I suck at that. Anyway...as soon as I do, I'll get another chapter up.Thanks for your patience.Red
Another wonderful chapter, but that's what I could write in ever single review here. Although "shag with her female friends"??? I am not a native speaker of English but it sounds weird to me...
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Hum...sounds fine to me. Although the way you have it here...that does sound odd. Hum.Red
Response from Muggline (Reviewer)
Well, I always thought that "to shag with someone" means "to have sex with someone". "She never wanted to have sex with her female friends" - oh but I hope so!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Goddess, I hope not. I think I had better go and re-read that part. LOLThanks again.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Hum...sounds fine to me. Although the way you have it here...that does sound odd. Hum.Red
Response from Muggline (Reviewer)
Well, I always thought that "to shag with someone" means "to have sex with someone". "She never wanted to have sex with her female friends" - oh but I hope so!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Goddess, I hope not. I think I had better go and re-read that part. LOLThanks again.Red
You know, I am amazed. I am not a big SS/HG fan. And I most definitely do not like babies. But I am so glad that I started to read this wonderful story. I drop everything when I hear that it has been updated, and leave the computer with a happy feeling when I have read the new chapter.Already looking forward to the next. Thank you for sharing. /M
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL. I'm glad that you like this story. It makes me feel good to read a review like this. However, it may take a while to get the next chapter up. I have to locate another beta reader. One that understands sentence structure better than me. Ugh! Anyway... I'll get the next chapter up as soon as I can.Blessed Be!Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL. I'm glad that you like this story. It makes me feel good to read a review like this. However, it may take a while to get the next chapter up. I have to locate another beta reader. One that understands sentence structure better than me. Ugh! Anyway... I'll get the next chapter up as soon as I can.Blessed Be!Red
Loved this chapter, this time just as much as last time. I'm already waiting anxiously for the next one!gab
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I'll get it up as soon as I can. Need a new beta reader. But...hopefully, it wont take too long.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I'll get it up as soon as I can. Need a new beta reader. But...hopefully, it wont take too long.Red