The Truth Shall Set You Free
Chapter 6 of 16
Red Writing HoodHermione has left Hogwarts during her sixth year. Secrets and desperation brings her back.
ReviewedDisclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Chapter Six: The Truth Shall Set You Free
“Please, tell me it’s not who I think it is.”
Hermione took Harry’s hand and indicated the chair next to the fireplace. A magical window seeped mid-morning light, and the sunbeam cast a streak across the floor, even though it was the dead of night outside. The false morning did absolutely nothing to warm her bones. The dread of having to explain all of what had happened to her since her departure, to her best friend, daunted her.
“Sit down, Harry,” she commanded and watched as the young man sat heavily onto the overstuffed wingback chair. He looked so forlorn and dejected that she felt her heart rush out to him. This was one of the hardest situations in which she had ever found herself. She paced back and forth between him and the hearth, trying to come up with the best way of saying what she wanted to without sounding like a victim. Yes, she was a victim, but in all honesty, Severus was just as much a victim in this too. She paused before him and spoke softly.
“First off, Harry, it’s not what you are thinking–”
“What do you know of what I’m thinking?” Harry burst out angrily, his eyes flashing. He pointed a jabbing finger toward the door where the taller man exited earlier with the baby. “Is it him? Is he the father of your child?”
Hermione turned away from his fury and felt the dense coldness of the dungeon seeping through her clothing. The combination of the cold, damp dungeon, and the fear of losing one of her friends, caused her to shake violently. Immediately, she felt arms encircling her from behind, turning her around and pulling her close against his chest. She found herself sobbing into her best friend’s chest.
For several minutes, she stood enveloped in Harry’s arms, letting the pain and sorrow out in the form of tears and hiccups. He held onto her and murmured soft words of comfort into her hair. Letting her know that he was there for her and, with just a touch, letting her know also that he always would be.
Forever.
Finally, she pulled back and sniffed loudly. Harry reached into his pocket, pulled out a bright red bandana and handed it to her. She took it gratefully, and wiped at her face with the cloth, giving him a smile of thanks.
“Thank you, Harry. I mean, I think I needed that. I haven’t had a good cry in, oh, hours.” She gave him a tired grin before tucking the cloth into her sleeve to clean before giving it back.
“Tell me now,” said Harry, speaking softly and clamping his hands on her shoulders in a vise-like grip as he did so. “Is Snape the father?”
“Yes, Harry, Professor Snape is the father… but… ”
“What happened?” Harry whispered as he held her close. “Did he force you? Did he rape you? Come on, Hermione. I know you don’t love him or even like him. You wouldn’t have just gone to him willingly.”
She nodded her head sadly. He had already guessed so much. She swallowed hard and turned her back to him once more, not able to look him directly in the eyes, but felt him pulling her back against his chest. She did not resist it and leaned back into the comfort of his body. “You’re partially right, Harry, I was forced. But…” She felt his embrace tighten at her words and felt more than heard the sharp intake of his breath. She clamped down on his arms around her waist to stop him from running out to confront Severus. “But!” she continued. “He wasn’t the one that forced me.”
“What the hell does that mean, Hermione? Didn’t you just say that Snape was the father?” There was confusion in Harry’s voice.
“Yes, but, Harry, in a way, Sev… I mean… Snape was raped too.”
She felt Harry’s arms tighten around her again and felt his breath on the back of her neck as his forehead came down to rest on the top of her head.
“Imperio,” said Harry slowly. It was more of a statement than question as the realization of what she was saying sank in.
“Yes, it was Lucius Malfoy.” She felt a hiss of breath escape from him and she turned back to face the anger in his expression. “So, you see, it’s not Severus’s fault nor mine. It was Malfoy’s.”
His eyes bored into hers. “You’re sure it’s Snape’s? There's absolutely no room for doubt? I mean, Malfoy didn’t… ”
She shook her head at that and looked down at the ground. “No, it’s Severus’s, Harry. I haven’t… ever… before him, and Malfoy, well, he just watched.”
“But why didn’t Snape… I mean, when you disappeared he kind of seemed to revel in it.”
She felt her blood run cold at that and looked back towards the door that the man in question had passed through with their son.
“Reveled?”
“Well, maybe not reveled, but he didn’t seem too concerned that you ran away.”
She sighed again and turned away from him once more. “Because, as far as he was concerned he had no reason to be… worried.”
“But he had just raped you! How the fuck could he not be concerned?” Harry bellowed angrily.
“Because I erased his memory of it!” she bellowed back at him.
Harry paused and stared at her as if she had lost her mind. “Are you mental? Why did you do that?”
“Because… ” she started. She sat heavily in the chair he had abandoned and gave him such a lost expression that he crossed back to her and kneeled before her taking her hand in his. “You didn’t see him after it was over.” She let him run his fingers over her palm as she allowed her mind go back to that fateful day, if only briefly, to remember the face of the broken man who had hidden from her that night. “You didn’t see the man that Malfoy left behind.”
“Tell me,” Harry encouraged but she shook her head.
“I can’t. At least not until I tell him first.” She indicated the door with a nod of her head.
“You mean he still has no idea?”
She frowned and nodded. “He knows that he’s Sebastian’s father, he knows that he took me. But he doesn’t know what happened or how it happened. I haven’t given him back the memories yet. But I will… soon.”
“How soon?”
She looked back at the door as soft sounds started to come from beyond indicating that Sebastian was once more awake.
“Tonight. I don’t think Severus will want to wait too long. I don’t think he’s happy not knowing what happened.”
“Do you want me to… uh… ”
She gave him a smile and patted his hand with her free one. “No, Harry, you won’t have to be here. But I may need you afterward. Are you staying here for good?”
Harry grinned and nodded. “Yeah. Professor Dumbledore owled me this morning, telling me to come back. He said that he felt that something major was going to happen. He pretty much stated that I was to be brought back without fuss. So, what could I do? Here I am, and Ron will be here next week. He was a bit muddled as to why I was asked to return and not him, but now I understand. I think Professor Dumbledore knew that Ron wouldn’t understand this.”
She closed her eyes wondering how she was going to explain all of this to Ron next week.
“Will you help me with Ron? Help me to explain?”
“Of course, Hermione… I–”
They both looked up as the door opened and a very white knuckled Severus stood standing there with a howling baby in his arms.
“Hermione… Help.”
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Latest 25 Reviews for A Secret Worth Keeping
182 Reviews | 5.27/10 Average
Please tell me there will be more? Was lovin every minute of it.
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
This story is completed over at Adultfanfiction.net. I havent found a good beta to finish this story properly. The chapters I have left isnt approved by this site and I had to quit posting here until I get a good beta editor. Sorry.RWH
Response from snapesgoddess (Reviewer)
I will check it out over there then. Thanks youre a great writer. Was really lovin the story.
Please tell me there will be more? Was lovin every minute of it.
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
The whole story is over at Adultfanfiction. I lost my beta and my story isnt perfect enough for here. You can go and finish it there if you want.Thanks for reading. I appreciate it. Same name, same title. RWHood
Aww. It's good to see Severus and the boys getting along. though it has to be heart breaking for Severus to not be able to claim his son in public. Can't wait to read the next chapter!!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
The whole story is over at Adultfanfiction. I lost my beta and my story isnt perfect enough for here. You can go and finish it there if you want.Thanks for reading. I appreciate it. Same name, same title.RWHood
A wonderful story! If anyone is interested I found the completed story on FanFiction.net. You are a great author, Red Writing Hood
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you Lovestruck, I appreciate your kind words. I also have this over at Adultfanfiction as well.RWH
great chapter, i can't wait to read more!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thanks Hon! I appreciate it.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thanks Hon! I appreciate it.Red
For advice on your lovelife, write to Uncle Albus, agony columnist. He can remember THAT far back. I am impressed! very good chapter!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL. Well, he wouldnt make a Doctor Ruth...but he has his moments. Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL. Well, he wouldnt make a Doctor Ruth...but he has his moments. Red
i like your albus way better than jkr's. excellent update. thanks so much!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Man, talk about a great compliment. Thank you!Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Man, talk about a great compliment. Thank you!Red
Wow! I just read the whole of this.. it's amazing!! Who would have thought SEVERUS and his soft side. Love it.
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL, Thanks. I like to think that everyone has a soft spot for their own child...well, most everyone, there are those that couldnt care less, but that is NOT my Severus....Grrrr.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL, Thanks. I like to think that everyone has a soft spot for their own child...well, most everyone, there are those that couldnt care less, but that is NOT my Severus....Grrrr.Red
What an amazing story ... I can't wait to see where you take it from here. And Severus' concerns about why Lucius never taunted him about that night aside, here's another thought: Draco surely told his father about Hermione's disappearance after that night, so if Lucius was so intent on securing Hermione, why didn't he attempt to track her down? Or was Hermione 'lucky' enough elude him by hiding out in the Muggle world until she gave birth?
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I'm pretty sure I answered these questions, you just have to keep reading. LOL. Thanks for the review,Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I'm pretty sure I answered these questions, you just have to keep reading. LOL. Thanks for the review,Red
I had started to worry about you, and I'm sooo glad you're back!!! Great chapter, as always!!gab
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
No wories about me, just took some time to locate a new beta reader. Thanks though.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
No wories about me, just took some time to locate a new beta reader. Thanks though.Red
I read this on Ashwinder, and it's one of my favorites, so I am reading it again here! I have to say your portrayal of Dumbledore in this story is one of my favorites in any story. And Severus is done well too, even if he is a little tiny bit OOC. I can't wait for the next chapter!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I am pleased to hear that. Reviews like this keep me writing. Thank you.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I am pleased to hear that. Reviews like this keep me writing. Thank you.Red
Severus is fabulous at self-torture. I really love the way you used Dumbledore. He felt caring, rather than manipulative. That's a nice way to read him. I hope we get to see a lot of Severus' plan to get revenge on Lucius!!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL...well, you wont get to see any revenge until the last of the story, but its well worth the wait. LOLRed
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL...well, you wont get to see any revenge until the last of the story, but its well worth the wait. LOLRed
“Woo her, I suppose.” haha, that was just too sweet!Yes, this chapter was certainly worth the wait. I missed your story a lot.I like the way you have portrayed Severus in this chapter. He just cannot accept how much good he is doing, can he?And I am very curious about what he'll do with the candle.Thanks for the update. Looking forward to the next. Cheers. /M
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I like a somewhat OOC Snape. But I do agree, he does like to self criticize himself. He's a good man, but he refuses to see it himself.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I like a somewhat OOC Snape. But I do agree, he does like to self criticize himself. He's a good man, but he refuses to see it himself.Red
lovely update. i like the way you discribe hermione's thot processes. thanks so much
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you, I appreciate that. More is coming soon.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you, I appreciate that. More is coming soon.Red
This was a great chapter for Hermione's POV. I would be thinking the same thing if I were here...why didn't he come find me? Anyways I'm so glad that she was able to think through the situation and find that common ground. Keep those chapters coming! ~Brena
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you, Brena, More chapters are coming. Please keep reading. I appreciate your reviewsRed
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you, Brena, More chapters are coming. Please keep reading. I appreciate your reviewsRed
I like that Hermione is not harbouring a crush on Severus already. She has seen him through new eyes and will need to get to know him better, which makes for a good story! :)
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Me too. Its a brand new relationship and we all know how exciting new relationships can be to build.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Me too. Its a brand new relationship and we all know how exciting new relationships can be to build.Red
Beautiful story. I love all the little details you have put it. This story is shaping up to be one I read over and over again. Looking forward to see how things develop.
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Oh, I really appreciate your review. I'm so glad that you are enjoying it. More are coming. Just had to find another beta.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Oh, I really appreciate your review. I'm so glad that you are enjoying it. More are coming. Just had to find another beta.Red
A great story. I love the way the relationship is developing. What will happen, though, when school starts back?
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I think you will have a very interesting surprise when school starts back.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I think you will have a very interesting surprise when school starts back.Red
A great story. I love the way the relationship is developing. What will happen, though, when school starts back?
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL...Ditto the first answer.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL...Ditto the first answer.Red
great chapter! I can't wait to read the next one!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you. More will be coming up soon.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you. More will be coming up soon.Red
Great chapter! I'm so glad Hermione doesn't blame Severus for what happened. I can't wait to see the revenge they get with Lucius. Keep em coming....
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Im going to try to keep them coming, however, I do need to find another beta reader. I seem to be having problems with my chapters and need someone who understand sentence structure. I'm an idiot when it comes to those gosh darn commas! Ugh...any rate, as soon as I can, I will get another one up.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Im going to try to keep them coming, however, I do need to find another beta reader. I seem to be having problems with my chapters and need someone who understand sentence structure. I'm an idiot when it comes to those gosh darn commas! Ugh...any rate, as soon as I can, I will get another one up.Red
I really like the added details you have given the story it's just enough to give it a more polished feel. Especially Poppy and Minerva's acknowledgement of the realtionship. The theme of family is coming through quite well. The staff and her friends at Hogwarts will provide Hermione with the extended family that will help sustain Hermione, Severus and Sebastian as they themselves grow into a family.
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you. I'm glad that you like the rewrite. However, I'm afraid that the next chapters may take a while. I have to locate another beta to go over sentence structure. I suck at that. Anyway...as soon as I do, I'll get another chapter up.Thanks for your patience.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you. I'm glad that you like the rewrite. However, I'm afraid that the next chapters may take a while. I have to locate another beta to go over sentence structure. I suck at that. Anyway...as soon as I do, I'll get another chapter up.Thanks for your patience.Red
Another wonderful chapter, but that's what I could write in ever single review here. Although "shag with her female friends"??? I am not a native speaker of English but it sounds weird to me...
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Hum...sounds fine to me. Although the way you have it here...that does sound odd. Hum.Red
Response from Muggline (Reviewer)
Well, I always thought that "to shag with someone" means "to have sex with someone". "She never wanted to have sex with her female friends" - oh but I hope so!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Goddess, I hope not. I think I had better go and re-read that part. LOLThanks again.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Hum...sounds fine to me. Although the way you have it here...that does sound odd. Hum.Red
Response from Muggline (Reviewer)
Well, I always thought that "to shag with someone" means "to have sex with someone". "She never wanted to have sex with her female friends" - oh but I hope so!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Goddess, I hope not. I think I had better go and re-read that part. LOLThanks again.Red
You know, I am amazed. I am not a big SS/HG fan. And I most definitely do not like babies. But I am so glad that I started to read this wonderful story. I drop everything when I hear that it has been updated, and leave the computer with a happy feeling when I have read the new chapter.Already looking forward to the next. Thank you for sharing. /M
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL. I'm glad that you like this story. It makes me feel good to read a review like this. However, it may take a while to get the next chapter up. I have to locate another beta reader. One that understands sentence structure better than me. Ugh! Anyway... I'll get the next chapter up as soon as I can.Blessed Be!Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL. I'm glad that you like this story. It makes me feel good to read a review like this. However, it may take a while to get the next chapter up. I have to locate another beta reader. One that understands sentence structure better than me. Ugh! Anyway... I'll get the next chapter up as soon as I can.Blessed Be!Red
Loved this chapter, this time just as much as last time. I'm already waiting anxiously for the next one!gab
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I'll get it up as soon as I can. Need a new beta reader. But...hopefully, it wont take too long.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I'll get it up as soon as I can. Need a new beta reader. But...hopefully, it wont take too long.Red