Of Old Friends
Chapter 5 of 16
Red Writing HoodHermione has left Hogwarts during her sixth year. Secrets and desperation brings her back.
ReviewedDisclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Chapter Five: Of Old Friends
Hogwarts looked the same as it had on the day she fled. The staircase leading up and down moved in the same silent swinging grace as before. The warmth from the flaming sconces lit the stone walls with a cast of yellow flickers. It was nice to be back among the familiar. She paused at the stairs leading up to Gryffindor house, but was gently turned towards the stairs leading down into the dungeon. For a moment she felt like she was at home, really at home.
"Come along, Hermione. You can revisit your old house in the morning. It's getting late." Severus took a step down the stairs when a bellow from above stopped them in mid-step.
"Hermione!"
Hermione looked up sharply as a familiar voice floated down the staircase towards her. She glanced up to see one of her best friends come flying sprightly down the steps heading straight for her like an arrow shot forth from it's bow. She took a timid step back and looked back at him, wide-eyed in total shock and fear.
"H...Harry?" Her voice shook as she felt the whole of her body start to tremble. He couldn't be here. Not now, this was too soon. She swung around to face the man that had brought her back to her past and cast an angry and horrified look at him. Her eyes openly accusing Severus of sabotage. "You! You liar! You said they weren't here," she hissed angrily, feeling betrayed.
Severus watched the man come bounding down the stairs, his brows furrowed together in confusion.
"He wasn't earlier," Severus whispered back, "I swear to you. Neither he nor Weasley were here this morning. The last I heard, they were still at the Weasley home. I have nothing to do with this." His words whipped around her as she felt him move back and into the shadows with the baby. Within seconds, she felt arms go around her, and she gasped, finding herself swung around and enveloped in Harry's embrace.
"Hermione! Where have you been? Ron and I have been searching everywhere for you. Not even your parents knew where you were." His voice trailed away as he finally pulled back and held her shoulders at arms length so that he could get a good look at her. He lips turned into a frown as he took in her appearance.
She felt her face flush, and her eyes fell to the floor in shame as he took his time to look over her. She knew she looked like hell and felt like a fool in his scrutiny, and she flinched when she heard him gasp softly. She jerked her shoulders out of his hands and gave him a glare.
"Harry, what are you doing here?"
The young man's gaze swept over her sunken and red-rimmed eyes, the pale face, and the unkempt hair which was haphazardly pulled back into a scrunchie at the nape of her neck. Could this be the same woman who had left in the dead of night almost ten months earlier? Something had to have happened to make her change so much in such a short amount of time. He let his hands fall to his sides as she pulled back from him.
"Geez, Hermione, you look like shit. What happened? Why did you leave like that?"
A snort of disbelief escaped from her lips as she shook her head sadly. "Leave it up to you to say what's really on your mind, Harry."
"You know what I mean." He frowned at her with a sad shake to his head.
"I know, Harry, I know." She raised a hand to his cheek and smiled tightly. "I'm sorry I left, but there were circumstances involved that made the choice for me. I had to leave. I couldn't stay, not then."
"What happened? Are you all right now?" His voice was tight coming from his throat.
His face reflecting his concern, she could see that he was resisting the urge to sweep her into his protective arms. Once a knight in shining armor, always a knight in shining armor.
"It's a long story. I'm not sure you're ready to hear it just yet."
"Try me." The young man's stance said that he wasn't budging until he got the answer he thought he deserved.
Hermione sighed heavily; he wouldn't understand mere words. Harry was a man bent on action more than words, so she raised a silent hand up to Harry's lips to stop any more questions.
"Fine, but I can't tell you. The best thing I can do is to show you," she replied sadly up at him. "Just don't judge me until you hear the whole truth." She waited until Harry nodded in agreement before turning to Severus, who had been watching the exchange silently from the shadowy confines of the wall.
Harry's eyes widened in disbelief when Hermione held out her arms to Snape. Severus approached and, without a word, handed over a bundle of blankets. What the hell was Snape doing here? Harry's mind tumbled over in confusion until Hermione, gently cradling the bundle in her tiny arms, turned back to him. He watched in surprise when, with delicate fingers, Hermione pulled the blanket away from the sleeping figure of a newborn.
"Harry. This is Sebastian. My son." Her words were almost to soft for him to make out and he had to lean closer.
"Your... your son? But when? Who? " His eyes traveled over the sleeping bundle and cautiously brushed a finger across the baby's head. Many things had gone through his head after Hermione disappeared without a trace, but this was something he had never figured on. Nothing could have prepared him for this shock. He finally looked up at her, and she could read the question in his eyes before he asked. "Who's his father?"
"It's a long story, Harry, and one that I would prefer not to go into here in the hallway." She stated simply before she glanced back at Severus. "Can we go to our quarters now?"
"Certainly." Severus nodded in agreement and swept a hand to indicated that they both walk before them. "I believe you know where the dungeon is." His voice was clipped as he saw her pull their son closer to her breast. She nodded and turned to follow the staircase down with Harry close on her heels.
"The dungeons? Hermione, aren't you going to stay in the tower with us anymore? I mean, wouldn't it be better, with the baby and all?"
Hermione shook her head and walked more quickly down the stairs. The sooner they got out of the hallway the better. "Not with this baby, Harry. Please, let's just get into our new quarters first, then I will try to answer your questions."
They walked the rest of the distance in silence. Harry cast glances between Snape and his best friend. What did Snape have to do with all this? And why in God's name did she have to live in the dungeon? That was no place for a baby. It was too cold, too damp. It was idiotic; both Hermione and her baby should be with the rest of her friends where it was safe and there was no Snape to frighten the poor thing to death. He chanced a glance back at Snape and frowned again. Something wasn't adding up right to him. He didn't have to ace Arithmancy to know that this was wrong.
This was going to be a tricky situation.
Ron was going to have a cow when he finds out that Hermione left because she was pregnant. He had always been so sure that Hermione had no boyfriend and was probably still a virgin. He himself had agreed with Ron on that point. Niether of them could have ever imagined Hermione having sex, even if she did appear more adult than they did. It just didn't seem like something she would have done. She had always been the cautious one. The one who would weigh all her options for days until she made a decision. This Hermione simply was not the one he and Ron had known.
In all the years they have known each other, none of them had ever seen her look at a boy, except for Krum during their fourth year but that was it. That was the last romance she had, well, the last one that they were aware of. Obviously, there was much more to her than either he or Ron thought.
Harry frowned in his thoughts. He just couldn't see how this could've happened. Through all her studying, he just couldn't see how Hermione could've pulled this off, even as brilliant as she was. She couldn't have pull off having a lover, then a child, and certainly not during her second to last year of schooling. There has been too much at stake for her to lose.
It just simply didn't add up.
Severus stopped them at the heavy wooden door of his domain and whispered the words that would let them in. Once inside, he lit the candles to illuminate the rooms before turning to her and indicating the baby with a curt nod.
"Allow me to put him down, Hermione. I'm sure you and Mr. Potter have a lot to discuss."
Hermione nodded and moved closer, handing the baby over to his father. "I won't tell him everything, not if you don't want me to." She couldn't look up into his face, but she felt his words on her face as he answered softly.
"Tell him what you wish, Hermione. Tell him the truth if you feel he can understand."
She then glanced up at him and bit her lip before nodding.
"Thank you, Severus, for everything."
Severus simply nodded and turned to leave the room. "I will give you the tour of your new home when you are finished here. Just call. I will be with Sebastian."
Harry watched the exchange silently, their voices too low to overhear, but something in their demeanor had him wondering something. The way Snape took possession of the baby, like it... He pushed the pause button on that thought with a shake of the head.
"Hermione... "
She turned to him and noticed an odd look on his face. With that look, she could tell that he had guessed the truth.
"Take a seat, Harry. This isn't going to be easy to tell."
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Latest 25 Reviews for A Secret Worth Keeping
182 Reviews | 5.27/10 Average
Please tell me there will be more? Was lovin every minute of it.
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
This story is completed over at Adultfanfiction.net. I havent found a good beta to finish this story properly. The chapters I have left isnt approved by this site and I had to quit posting here until I get a good beta editor. Sorry.RWH
Response from snapesgoddess (Reviewer)
I will check it out over there then. Thanks youre a great writer. Was really lovin the story.
Please tell me there will be more? Was lovin every minute of it.
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
The whole story is over at Adultfanfiction. I lost my beta and my story isnt perfect enough for here. You can go and finish it there if you want.Thanks for reading. I appreciate it. Same name, same title. RWHood
Aww. It's good to see Severus and the boys getting along. though it has to be heart breaking for Severus to not be able to claim his son in public. Can't wait to read the next chapter!!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
The whole story is over at Adultfanfiction. I lost my beta and my story isnt perfect enough for here. You can go and finish it there if you want.Thanks for reading. I appreciate it. Same name, same title.RWHood
A wonderful story! If anyone is interested I found the completed story on FanFiction.net. You are a great author, Red Writing Hood
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you Lovestruck, I appreciate your kind words. I also have this over at Adultfanfiction as well.RWH
great chapter, i can't wait to read more!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thanks Hon! I appreciate it.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thanks Hon! I appreciate it.Red
For advice on your lovelife, write to Uncle Albus, agony columnist. He can remember THAT far back. I am impressed! very good chapter!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL. Well, he wouldnt make a Doctor Ruth...but he has his moments. Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL. Well, he wouldnt make a Doctor Ruth...but he has his moments. Red
i like your albus way better than jkr's. excellent update. thanks so much!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Man, talk about a great compliment. Thank you!Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Man, talk about a great compliment. Thank you!Red
Wow! I just read the whole of this.. it's amazing!! Who would have thought SEVERUS and his soft side. Love it.
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL, Thanks. I like to think that everyone has a soft spot for their own child...well, most everyone, there are those that couldnt care less, but that is NOT my Severus....Grrrr.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL, Thanks. I like to think that everyone has a soft spot for their own child...well, most everyone, there are those that couldnt care less, but that is NOT my Severus....Grrrr.Red
What an amazing story ... I can't wait to see where you take it from here. And Severus' concerns about why Lucius never taunted him about that night aside, here's another thought: Draco surely told his father about Hermione's disappearance after that night, so if Lucius was so intent on securing Hermione, why didn't he attempt to track her down? Or was Hermione 'lucky' enough elude him by hiding out in the Muggle world until she gave birth?
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I'm pretty sure I answered these questions, you just have to keep reading. LOL. Thanks for the review,Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I'm pretty sure I answered these questions, you just have to keep reading. LOL. Thanks for the review,Red
I had started to worry about you, and I'm sooo glad you're back!!! Great chapter, as always!!gab
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
No wories about me, just took some time to locate a new beta reader. Thanks though.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
No wories about me, just took some time to locate a new beta reader. Thanks though.Red
I read this on Ashwinder, and it's one of my favorites, so I am reading it again here! I have to say your portrayal of Dumbledore in this story is one of my favorites in any story. And Severus is done well too, even if he is a little tiny bit OOC. I can't wait for the next chapter!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I am pleased to hear that. Reviews like this keep me writing. Thank you.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I am pleased to hear that. Reviews like this keep me writing. Thank you.Red
Severus is fabulous at self-torture. I really love the way you used Dumbledore. He felt caring, rather than manipulative. That's a nice way to read him. I hope we get to see a lot of Severus' plan to get revenge on Lucius!!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL...well, you wont get to see any revenge until the last of the story, but its well worth the wait. LOLRed
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL...well, you wont get to see any revenge until the last of the story, but its well worth the wait. LOLRed
“Woo her, I suppose.” haha, that was just too sweet!Yes, this chapter was certainly worth the wait. I missed your story a lot.I like the way you have portrayed Severus in this chapter. He just cannot accept how much good he is doing, can he?And I am very curious about what he'll do with the candle.Thanks for the update. Looking forward to the next. Cheers. /M
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I like a somewhat OOC Snape. But I do agree, he does like to self criticize himself. He's a good man, but he refuses to see it himself.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I like a somewhat OOC Snape. But I do agree, he does like to self criticize himself. He's a good man, but he refuses to see it himself.Red
lovely update. i like the way you discribe hermione's thot processes. thanks so much
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you, I appreciate that. More is coming soon.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you, I appreciate that. More is coming soon.Red
This was a great chapter for Hermione's POV. I would be thinking the same thing if I were here...why didn't he come find me? Anyways I'm so glad that she was able to think through the situation and find that common ground. Keep those chapters coming! ~Brena
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you, Brena, More chapters are coming. Please keep reading. I appreciate your reviewsRed
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you, Brena, More chapters are coming. Please keep reading. I appreciate your reviewsRed
I like that Hermione is not harbouring a crush on Severus already. She has seen him through new eyes and will need to get to know him better, which makes for a good story! :)
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Me too. Its a brand new relationship and we all know how exciting new relationships can be to build.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Me too. Its a brand new relationship and we all know how exciting new relationships can be to build.Red
Beautiful story. I love all the little details you have put it. This story is shaping up to be one I read over and over again. Looking forward to see how things develop.
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Oh, I really appreciate your review. I'm so glad that you are enjoying it. More are coming. Just had to find another beta.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Oh, I really appreciate your review. I'm so glad that you are enjoying it. More are coming. Just had to find another beta.Red
A great story. I love the way the relationship is developing. What will happen, though, when school starts back?
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I think you will have a very interesting surprise when school starts back.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I think you will have a very interesting surprise when school starts back.Red
A great story. I love the way the relationship is developing. What will happen, though, when school starts back?
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL...Ditto the first answer.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL...Ditto the first answer.Red
great chapter! I can't wait to read the next one!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you. More will be coming up soon.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you. More will be coming up soon.Red
Great chapter! I'm so glad Hermione doesn't blame Severus for what happened. I can't wait to see the revenge they get with Lucius. Keep em coming....
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Im going to try to keep them coming, however, I do need to find another beta reader. I seem to be having problems with my chapters and need someone who understand sentence structure. I'm an idiot when it comes to those gosh darn commas! Ugh...any rate, as soon as I can, I will get another one up.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Im going to try to keep them coming, however, I do need to find another beta reader. I seem to be having problems with my chapters and need someone who understand sentence structure. I'm an idiot when it comes to those gosh darn commas! Ugh...any rate, as soon as I can, I will get another one up.Red
I really like the added details you have given the story it's just enough to give it a more polished feel. Especially Poppy and Minerva's acknowledgement of the realtionship. The theme of family is coming through quite well. The staff and her friends at Hogwarts will provide Hermione with the extended family that will help sustain Hermione, Severus and Sebastian as they themselves grow into a family.
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you. I'm glad that you like the rewrite. However, I'm afraid that the next chapters may take a while. I have to locate another beta to go over sentence structure. I suck at that. Anyway...as soon as I do, I'll get another chapter up.Thanks for your patience.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Thank you. I'm glad that you like the rewrite. However, I'm afraid that the next chapters may take a while. I have to locate another beta to go over sentence structure. I suck at that. Anyway...as soon as I do, I'll get another chapter up.Thanks for your patience.Red
Another wonderful chapter, but that's what I could write in ever single review here. Although "shag with her female friends"??? I am not a native speaker of English but it sounds weird to me...
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Hum...sounds fine to me. Although the way you have it here...that does sound odd. Hum.Red
Response from Muggline (Reviewer)
Well, I always thought that "to shag with someone" means "to have sex with someone". "She never wanted to have sex with her female friends" - oh but I hope so!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Goddess, I hope not. I think I had better go and re-read that part. LOLThanks again.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Hum...sounds fine to me. Although the way you have it here...that does sound odd. Hum.Red
Response from Muggline (Reviewer)
Well, I always thought that "to shag with someone" means "to have sex with someone". "She never wanted to have sex with her female friends" - oh but I hope so!
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
Goddess, I hope not. I think I had better go and re-read that part. LOLThanks again.Red
You know, I am amazed. I am not a big SS/HG fan. And I most definitely do not like babies. But I am so glad that I started to read this wonderful story. I drop everything when I hear that it has been updated, and leave the computer with a happy feeling when I have read the new chapter.Already looking forward to the next. Thank you for sharing. /M
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL. I'm glad that you like this story. It makes me feel good to read a review like this. However, it may take a while to get the next chapter up. I have to locate another beta reader. One that understands sentence structure better than me. Ugh! Anyway... I'll get the next chapter up as soon as I can.Blessed Be!Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
LOL. I'm glad that you like this story. It makes me feel good to read a review like this. However, it may take a while to get the next chapter up. I have to locate another beta reader. One that understands sentence structure better than me. Ugh! Anyway... I'll get the next chapter up as soon as I can.Blessed Be!Red
Loved this chapter, this time just as much as last time. I'm already waiting anxiously for the next one!gab
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I'll get it up as soon as I can. Need a new beta reader. But...hopefully, it wont take too long.Red
Response from Red Writing Hood (Author of A Secret Worth Keeping)
I'll get it up as soon as I can. Need a new beta reader. But...hopefully, it wont take too long.Red