Fury
Chapter 29 of 34
Ariadne AWSHermione returns to Grimmauld Place, looking for answers. She does not expect to find Severus Snape. Best Fanon Het (Quill-to-Parchment, Round 2). Runner-up ~ Best HG/SS, 2006 OWL Awards.
A/N: Thanks to Luna305 for the beta on this, and to Anastasia and Indigofeathers for sending some very necessary assistance. ;)
"Not a warning," he gasped. "Now." In one smooth movement, he was masked and gone.
Tayet screamed.
-------------------------
In far less time than he expected, Severus appeared before Voldemort. Pettigrew was cringing nearby.
Severus knew instantly where he was and his heart pounded once, hard, but he stood silent, unmoving, until Voldemort acknowledged him
"Severus."
"My Lord," Severus said, a perfection of outward calm.
"Something is happening here... I sense a shift, a change."
Again, his heart. He said nothing
"She is here. She is nearby. I can feel it."
And again.
"Yes... something is happening. Quite close by." Voldemort turned his eyes on Severus. "Do you not feel it, Severus?"
Severus inclined his head.
"There is a silence here that cannot completely mask the sound behind it. Hidden, yes, masterfully hidden - but perhaps not hidden quite well enough."
Severus's eyes were hard, and behind them, he was exerting every nerve to keep his wand hand from tensing.
Voldemort inhaled deeply, opening his mouth to scent the air. "I taste fury, Severus. Fury. Delicious." One pale hand reached out to Severus' arm.
Occlumens. Only long habit smoothed the surface of Severus' mind. He pushed only his very real curiosity to the fore.
The hand paused mid-air. Fingers curled, beckoning.
Severus stepped closer, and a mist began to curl around his feet, rising, trailing off in long, coiling tendrils toward the silver sliver of moon.
"Find her, Severus. Find her, and bring her before me. She is nearby."
Severus inclined his head once more.
The mist rose.
"You know whereof I speak? Do you feel it, Severus?"
"I do," he replied, eyes signifying nothing.
Voldemort's eyes glowed in the darkness. "Do you not ache to enfold this fury, to bend it, to crush it to you, to burst its new ripeness on your tongue, savoring every last sensation as it dies?"
Severus inclined his head, not trusting himself to speak.
"Chaos," Voldemort's voice rasped horribly. "A new force of chaos, growing, yes, somewhere close, so close..."
The mist swirled around Severus' waist. Pettigrew's hands were trembling, twitching.
Voldemort's stirred the mist with his fingers. Shaped, the mist licked at them in a deepening eddy. "They can sense it, Severus, and I can sense their hunger."
Severus willed himself not to tense.
"They seek a feast. I will not take their leavings. She must be brought to me, whole."
Severus spoke carefully. "I wish to understand you, my Lord."
Pettigrew's eyes widened, darting from Voldemort to Severus and back.
"A dangerous ambition, Snape."
"I would not fail you in this, or in anything."
Voldemort closed his eyes and swept his fingers through the mist. "Something grows... a new insult... female... unprecedented..." Voldemort's tone was sibilant, unreadable. He opened his eyes and looked at Severus, burning. "Identify her. Find her. Bring her to me."
Severus' eyes turned to Pettigrew. "Assistance could prove... useful..." A note of cold balance in his voice, his own authority and power, but calibrated; no challenge to the Dark Lord.
Voldemort's mouth opened. On the face he had worn long ago, it might have been a smile. "Of course. Wormtail will provide you every service."
With calculated negligence, Severus extended a gloved hand and rolled up his left sleeve. Wormtail did the same, slowly, fear showing clearly in his eyes.
Voldemort spun his face around and leaned toward Wormtail, hissing.
Wormtail flinched, but moved closer.
Voldemort's wand touched Severus's Dark Mark, then Wormtail's, then Severus's. "Until I release you, Wormtail, you respond to his summons and obey his orders as though from my tongue."
"Yes, M-master. Thank you, Master."
Severus's eyes were icy fire as he rolled his sleeve back down.
The mist swirled into the vacuum left by Voldemort's departure.
"Await my call at Spinner's End, Wormtail," Severus ordered.
"B-but... the Ministry... "
Severus silenced him with a look. "Spinner's End."
He waited, cloaked, masked, in the mist, until Wormtail had Disapparated.
-----------------------
Despite Hermione's attempts to calm her, the phoenix was still screaming. Tayet popped out of the kitchen, and then back in, and then out, and then in. Each time she appeared, she screamed again.
"Tayet, what? What?" Hermione asked, half panicked and half annoyed.
Tayet popped out again, and Hermione shoved the kitchen door open. "Stay put! Wherever you are, just stay put!"
Phineas Nigellus and Mrs. Black had their hands over their ears, but they nodded toward the front parlor. They winced as Tayet let forth a particularly piercing shriek.
Hermione ran to the parlor.
Tayet was perched on the back of a low Victorian sofa and was glaring out of the window. She looked at Hermione scathingly and then returned to her vigil.
Hermione kneeled on the sofa and looked out.
She gasped. There, in the park, she saw Voldemort, eyes glowing; Severus in his Death Eater robes; and a hunched, cringing figure whose hand was glinting in the dim moonlight.
She flattened herself on the sofa, dragging Tayet down onto her stomach, eyes wide, heart pounding in her ears.
Tayet let out an irritated "Squeep!" and poked her heart.
"Are you a witch or not?" - a voice from a distant memory. Right. Hermione gripped her wand and peered over the back of the sofa.
A darker figure against the night. A faint glow of moonlight caught the mist swirling around Severus' boots as he took a step closer to Voldemort, pale ghostly wisps curling upward, twining around his legs, curling and reforming.
Hermione inhaled sharply as Voldemort's hand extended toward Severus' arm. No, she thought firmly, as if she could obliterate Voldemort with thought alone. Tayet whirred her agreement, and the low rumble emanating from deep in her throat sounded distinctly like a growl, a growl that was echoed by Hermione.
Woman and phoenix watched as the mist rose higher, as Voldemort trailed his fingers through it, as he - laughed? - and as Severus proudly extended his arm, rolling up his sleeve.
A trick of the mist in the moonlight illuminated his skin, the Dark Mark all the blacker for the contrast.
Tayet, Hermione thought, without taking her eyes off of the silent power play unfolding before her. Some movement told her Tayet had heard her, and she continued, I'm going to kill him.
A whirring agreement.
Voldemort's wand extended toward Severus' Mark. Woman and phoenix held their breath. Was this the call to the rest of Voldemort's followers? Was this the signal that would begin an attack?
Hermione eased herself off the sofa, wand at the ready, hand reaching for the mirror in her pocket. As soon as Voldemort's wand left Severus' forearm, she touched it.
It was so cold it burned.
Not now. The thought came through with a crystalline edge, but with a hint of... satisfaction? No. Something darker. Her stomach fluttered with anticipation.
Voldemort reached to touch Severus' mark again, and she let go of the mirror.
But when Voldemort and then Pettigrew finally disappeared, she brushed one finger lightly over it.
Mist glowing pale fire, swirling around him, Severus turned, proud, intent, and, across the distance, looked directly into her eyes.
She felt his hand over her heart, trailing downward...
Tayet warbled richly and disappeared.
Now? she breathed in his mind.
His thought curled around her mind. Now.
He started for the house and Disapparated mid-stride; his voice still echoed around her mind and he was before her, his gloved hands on her hips, his eyes intense behind the mask he still wore as he bent and claimed her lips with his own.
Mine, she thought, her voice wrapping his mind in a fury of possession as she ripped off his mask. He groaned and pulled her sharply against him. Her mental laughter registered low in his spine and his hands were behind her, grasping, drawing her to him, under her, lifting her.
Her arms around him, clawing his shoulders from behind, the long, liquid sound of silk tearing as she clenched his shoulders, the muscles in his back extending as he carried her, wrapped around him, across the room to the wall opposite the window.
The wall hard, unyielding at her back, his presence, warm, dark, alive, insistent, in front of her, she raked her fingers into his hair and forced his head back just far enough to see his eyes.
Breathing hard, his hands between her back and the wall, pressing her, holding her, her only balance his weight, the wall at her back, his strength, pinning her.
Hard leather pushing her hair aside, cupping her jaw, so hard, cool, smooth, not skin, "In these robes... Wrong... " , his thoughts railing at the finite limitations of reason...
Hands tightening in his hair, "Do you care?"
"Yes." His breathing ragged.
Tighter, pulling her eyes demanding, a flicker in his. "Will that stop you?" she breathed he heard the challenge lurking in the depths below the question.
Eyes hard, a dark flame, searching, seeking "Never."
And his lips were on hers and his hands flat against the wall, moving, his cloak billowing behind them.
Buttons open gone
"The cloak stays, Severus."
A wicked smile. "My orders are to find you." - lips, tongue, teeth, neck, collarbone, shoulder, biting, hard, harder
"And so you have."
Pinning her firmly to the wall with one hip, a change of angle, sweeping her hair aside, one gloved hand on her shoulder, up her arm, pressure, arm against the wall, hand running upwards underneath her arm, higher, closing over her own, holding her tightly.
Her breath shallower, eyes a deepening dance of anger, determination, something deeper. Growing... Her cheek pressed into his other hand, hard, dark, not alive... her neck bare, smooth, breathing, vulnerable...
"I sense a shift, a change," he whispered, his mental voice a rush of wind over water.
It rippled her mind. "Hmmm..."
"He told me he can feel the chaos growing..." A strong, subtle movement against her.
His teeth on her collarbone, biting, gently, her free hand, fingernails into his skin, urgent... he moved again, intently, and again, slow, again, purposeful, again, calibrated, his power, his own
And he
And
And
Then
- and as he watched, eyes wide, black, amazed, enthralled - she closed her eyes - inhaled, sharp - biting her lower lip, to keep from -
More... he wanted... "He told me that there is a silence here that cannot completely mask the sound behind it. Hidden, yes, beautifully hidden " he drew the words out in her mind, his movements more intense, deepening, " - but perhaps not hidden quite well enough," and he growled her name into her ear, "Hermione." He chuckled, and drew his hand deliberately back down her arm...
She dropped her hand to his collar, roughly pushing it aside and scratching his neck as he moved again, her fist closing in reflex.
Low, so low, in her mind, his voice everywhere, filling her, "I taste fury, Hermione."
And she moaned.
"A fury I ache to enfold, to enflame, to release into the night, savoring every sensation as it flies, as it destroys - "
He stopped moving, for one aching, agonizing, no movement, poised
She clutched him as if she might die.
Her breathless mind screamed "Now!" and he
"Fly, Hermione."
He held her, watching as she
Then, with impossible tenderness, he brushed a stray hair off of her forehead and gathered her gently in his arms.
Story Actions
To follow, favorite, like, and more either log in or create an account.
Leave a Review
Log in to leave a review.
Latest 25 Reviews for A Walking Shadow
230 Reviews | 5.53/10 Average
Such an amazing, complex story. Hate to see it unfinished, but maybe it will be someday. Faith, right? Thank you, for writing such beautiful tales..
Any chance you'll be able to finish this ? It's such a suspense story, just working up to the climax! I've enjoyed Tayet very much - you have a way with animals.
Response from Ariadne AWS (Author of A Walking Shadow)
...It was finished in '06; I've just not finished uploading it to this site; RL has utterly intervened in my time on fic archives. I think you might be able to find it if you poke around the internet. :)Thanks for reading!
Response from Ariadne AWS (Author of A Walking Shadow)
Hi,
oh this thin line between light and shadow, between earnesty and laughing about the irony, about the funny side of everything.
I am glad he still has his sense of humour.
yes, that woman is the road to hell, but she plasters it with lots of genious and wits and love and passion and fun and perfection.
one really feels how they deserver and need each other.
I like your Snape, may he be non-canon or not. He is adorable.
He was curious to learn about what the Mirror hat revealed her.
Interesting, how Molly took her death sencence.
Always worrying about her family, and now it is her she has to worry about. But it seems she doesn't, or does she?
She couldn’t deny the truth. “I still hate it,” she muttered.
“Good. Use that hatred, when the time comes,” he said. “It will keep you whole.”
I find his advice here very very good and not for nothing I am sure. He is really concerned about her staying whole. He is adorable. also to be seen when he explains about making unforgivables... It is always " am already bruised, so I will do it for you, he did it for Draco, he does it for Hermione, he is a good person indeed.
it's not done because it cannot be done."
Minerva looked at Dumbledore's portrait. "So naturally you had to try."
I love your sense of humour. makes the dark story lighter, more human more alive.
What a brilliant plan!! You are grand.
Let Pettigrew get imperioused, do the job, and 2 Horocruxes are done. great!!
I bet this works out! it sounds just soo clever.
"She seemed to scowl back"... that made me laugh!! Oh sodding Severus makes a big deal out of her trunk entering his bedroom or not. Her entering his real life or not.I can not quite follwo him here. he lives under the same roof with her. he spent a night in the hiding room with her. he shars his mind or her mind when entering there, he shares the knowledge ot her and his death and how and almost when. Where is the problem in sharing a room or a bed, porperly?I have no idea.he expains it with wait...his rigid sense of honour, his saftey net. all right o,k,. but, still, not so understanable. and then he let her choose. Why? she had already, hadn't she.Her responce : "I'd only hit you with it anyway " was rather taking the tenseness away. good idea. and much more natural than anyhting.And thank you thank you thank you for letting us peek at the soo necessary conversation between McGonagall and Dumbledore.tehe.He solved the problem of how to make her trust in Hermiones source without giving it away or giving to much information brilliantly. Trust her Arithmancy? well, if so, then you must only know, that it can only work with the correct information.Good idea of yours!!As so many others are and were.keep up the good job!!
Response from salvamea (Reviewer)
oh, and I agree with the other reviewer!! not being able to finish reading this WOULD be tragic!or anything like that.
What did he offer to put lower?
His hair?
What had happened? I must have missed quite a bit here.
But The Poenix Tears were healing or fixing someting, this much I know.
And Tayet is fully grown, this I also know.
You descirbe it all so marvellously. it is a real pleasure to read it.
Never blunt, or plump. always a little transcendent, like a little behind a veil, weaving your words in a poetical, philosophical way. very interesting.
thank you for sharing!
he let Voldy bind Wormtail to him. Sounds clever. he is glad about it, so it must be of use for him.
Hermione wanted Wormtail, now she has him.
Still am in the dark about how that would help. But it MUST! please...
Their interrupted lovescene got even more intense after the new developements, it seems to me.. phew. quite a scene.
i wonder why she wanted him in these robes. Everyone would have expected her to be absolutely turned off, but no.
Maybe a chance to dis-charm the brutal character of the deatheater uniform.
What will he do about his new task? find her and bring her to me? he will do that? and when and how? and what will happen there and then?
awful.
I am glad I still can click on to the next chapter. But soon enough I will up to date, and then I will have to wait as patiently as ... Tayet for her feathers to grow?
You mentionted it would be some 30 more?
Happy as I am to hear that, I am also eager to hear that the next 30 will not last for 2 years? got a plan? anything?
the whole chapter was soo funny.
especially McGonnagalls reaction on finding out that Dumbledore was well aware of the going ons and awake for quite a while!! her being furious. I would love to hear THAT conversation!!
hope she gives him her piece of mind!! ha!
and seeing Severus so playfull, and right in the middel of a wonderful seduction HE the bloddy VOLDY comes to summon him. Bad timing.! But what would one expect of the person who has no heart, seven souls and none of them good.
bah.
And he is soo close ..shiver...
Your Tayet is just soo adorable.
How she reads the one persons thoughts and acts in their behalf. I love these scenes. touching.
Is she really just one day old? cant belive how much had happened in this very short time.
So many revellations.
Horrible, to know that you have to die, from the hands of someone you love, and that this willl be a gift too, and that all has to be in a certain timetable or connected to some progresses. awful. unbelievable.
They found the Trapping Spell. and he has to cast it. and either he kills her then, or he will die. also horrible.
She says they bloddy well are the main charactes in this story. well, I think they are both right.
Voldy and Harry on the front line, Hermione and Severus doing the mind-work in the back. both lethal.
I also like your Mrs Black, she is quite tamed now, and her Rommy - I want to know what is going on in the library - game... just sweet.
how sweet, Arthur wants to join his Molly in death. He is soo sweet.
I do so hope that he will not have to. and that she will not have to do this.
Hermione saying farewelll to her parents. what a bitter jounrey, a what she will call her last visit. bruta. so sad.
he has no one to say goodbye to.
Minverva is writing letters.
Hagrid? well, he will say good bye to G....
Molly has her family around.
Very touching scenes.
and Severus asking her to come home, oh so sweet.
Now please be quick, and show us what happens at 2 o'clock!!
please!!
What does he mean with his appearance.
have faith!
She worked that out already!!
And how dare he say anything about their "relationship" whatever it may be.
He is so mixed in it, the planner and plotter and everything.
grr.
At least he gave Severus his blessings. sort of.
And he made away with the awful thing hanging between them about his death and guilt or not guilt.
I liked that. Him thanking Severus.
That was the best about his visit, Ifeel.
ah, so they have to take the Horocrux itemst with them through the veil. But how does she mean that they don't have to die then? er?
coming back isn't possible, I thought?
Hagrid will have to kill Nagingi, did I get this right?
Hermione has to give Severus time to run, and when all is done, and Nagini dead, and Harry seperated form his Scar then
HE will KILL HERMIONE??
WHAT IS THAT!???
Why? what for?
Did he make an unbrakable Vow?
About her in person? or about the person he would find fit for the job. And with whom did he make the vow?
urgh, that is soo ugly.
This man!!!
poor Minerva, she took it like a really powerful strong Lady.
wow.
I don't understand. The deatheaters are trying to kill all those who could free or undo the horocruxes? But if they do,then the Horocuxes will be destroyd, I thought?
So it must be the way the people die, that destroys the Horocruxes?
Still in the dark about that.
And poor Hermione had to be veeery strong here. "In what position is he?" well, very often inside her .. mind...
nice chapter again.
It’s not actually impossible to lie about love to someone who has the evidence of your broken soul emblazoned over her heart, but it really is the height of bad taste.
I can't belive it!
He took her on the floor, then, when she cried these black tears? I didn't realise. oops.
and now he wants her love to be safed, but can not provide any love of his own. Tragic.
good hit, Hermione.
I am all caught up now, having somehow lost track of this story. The complications just suck the reader in, don't they? You have to work at understanding, but only because it's richly complicated and savoury. I do hope you come back and finish it.
I love your words are like slow drops of rain....wonderful!! Your Snaape already makes me cry....Alan Rickmans face as he is portraying Severus killing Dumbledore is one of the saddest scenes ever. you have beautifully captured the afetr effects...
I love it I already LOVE it!!
Now things really begin to heat up.
I know Tayet will play a crucial role (hopefully in keeping Hermione alive and/or healing Severus' torn soul that he be able to love again) before all this is done.
Brilliant idea to drop the Horcruxes through the veil. I hope Wormtail's prosthetic hand will be able to pierce it since it is not living flesh, only animated by Voldemort's magic and Wormtail's intent. I suppose intent is the key word here.
Wonderful update, I was beginning to wonder if I would get the chance to finish reading this beautifully written story, because not to would have been a tragedy.
I am completely in love with this story. Thanks for the wonderful update, I can't wait for more.
Phoenix magic is very powerful. :)
Very good, Love the new Phoenix. Looking forward to more.
I think this chapter is key to everything that follows. It's taken a while, but I think I get it. The inclusion of Hermanubis as a healer made the formula so perfect there could not be one name as a solution...it had to be both, but not either/or...it had to be you in the plural. But, because the whole is much greater than the sum of the parts, the prediction of death went up in flames and the phoenix was born. This inverted the passion, desperation, and sacrifice of the formula and its conclusion on the parchment into the faith, hope, and love represented in the phoenix. It is so perfect the way Tayet reflects both the light and the dark of Herminone and Severus combined. Severus' despair, but at the same time rejecting it by tearing off his many-buttoned frockcoat. The spontaneous appearance of both Hermione's and Severus' patronuses. Awe, playfulness, healing, and nurturing. Hermione going back to planning and researching, taking charge, and sending Severus to collect fireflys (nurturing). This is story telling at its best.
Funny, poignant, and a phoenix.
"I'm to stay here while I research. Um...uninterrupted....orders....I have orders."
"It's an acquired taste"...."Dark, bitter, enervating." Sounds a lot like "tall, dark, and brooding."
The agony of getting the formula to work and the wait.....almost unbearable.
The wonder of the birth of a new phoenix....beautiful
Funny, poignant, and a phoenix.
"I'm to stay here while I research. Um...uninterrupted....orders....I have orders."
"It's an acquired taste"...."Dark, bitter, enervating." Sounds a lot like "tall, dark, and brooding."
The agony of getting the formula to work and the wait.....almost unbearable.
The wonder of the birth of a new phoenix....beautiful