Timing
Chapter 27 of 34
Ariadne AWSHermione returns to Grimmauld Place, looking for answers. She does not expect to find Severus Snape. Best Fanon Het (Quill-to-Parchment, Round 2). Runner-up ~ Best HG/SS, 2006 OWL Awards.
Summary: The turn of a friendly (?) card.
A/N: Anything remotely exciting in this chapter is dedicated to the divine Anastasia.
His voice echoed in the empty frame. "Not a word to anyone. Especially not Harry..."
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A fire glowed in the hearth and Hermione and Severus were surrounded by books in the library at Grimmauld Place, working on the trapping spell. Tayet was perched on the mantel, occasionally preening, occasionally gliding over to the table where they were working. Feathers itched, and she was not a patient bird.
In the hallway, Mrs. Black and Phineas Nigellus were playing rummy. Mrs. Black was winning.
At the Burrow, Arthur and Molly were enjoying a cup of tea while Harry, Ron and Ginny were outside stargazing under the watchful eyes of Tonks and Kingsley. Everyone's clock hands were still stuck on "mortal peril." Molly didn't even look at it any more.
At Hogwarts, Minerva McGonagall and Alastor Moody were in the Trophy Room, blinking before a noxious cloud of oily smoke. As the smoke cleared, a badger device was plainly evident on the side of a cup. It had been the Award for Special Services to the School after all.
In the Entrance Hall, Argus Filch was scratching his stubbly chin. He could have sworn that the giant hourglasses had been emptied after term, and now Gryffindor and Slytherin appeared to be nearly tied. "Ruddy teachers," he grumbled to Mrs. Norris. "Always messing about."
Hagrid was sitting in the Forest with Grawp, roasting something on a stick over an open campfire. Grawp looked up at the sound of a twig breaking and grunted. As silently as he could, Hagrid put down the stick and reached for his crossbow.
A tongue of red flame suddenly shot between them. Grawp charged into the underbrush.
"Grawpy, no!" Hagrid bellowed, doing his best to dodge the spells that were arcing from every direction.
The campfire burned down slowly, oblivious to the sound of cracking limbs, falling trees, hoarse shouts and gurgling cries that died away to nothing.
A little bit before midnight, Grawp and Hagrid returned to the campfire scorched, bleeding, but still whole, Grawp swinging the body of a dead Death Eater by the ankle.
"We got to get back to the castle, Grawpy. Get yer things."
A large boot kicked dirt onto what remained of the campfire and stomped out the remaining coals, and the forest was dark. Eventually the night noises started up again.
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Hermione's hair was escaping from her usual messy knot, and a long curl swayed every time she bent to make a note. Severus found himself staring at it as it brushed her neck. Her hair glowed warm in the firelight.
Tayet glided over and landed on his book. She looked from him to Hermione and clacked over to Hermione and tugged the curl with her beak.
Without taking her eyes off of the page she was reading, Hermione twisted the curl back into the knot and absently patted Tayet.
Satisfied, Tayet, looked at Severus, who closed his eyes briefly and went back to his work. Tayet glided back to the mantel.
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"Another hand?" Mrs. Black asked Phineas Nigellus.
He nodded.
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Hermione eyed the stack of books on Severus' side of the table. He had reserved most of the Dark books for himself, and she had, uncharacteristically, not questioned his decision.
She looked at his face, which was impassive, only his cold eyes revealing that whatever he was reading was testing his self-control. Seduction or repulsion; he was keeping one or the other at bay.
She had no idea which one. Maybe both.
She looked at him some more, at his hand curled on the book's spine, fingers splayed on the cover, the other, ink-stained like her own, twirling the quill one way, then the other.
One way pause the other pause one way pause
His hands. The memory of what his hands could do. Something in her abdomen tightened. The thought of what his hands would do. Something in her mind cringed.
She wondered if it hurt to die.
Tayet glided over and rubbed against Severus' quill hand. The hypnotic motion stopped. Tayet looked apologetically at Hermione, and glided back to the mantel.
Hermione sighed soundlessly and bent back to her own book.
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"I knock on 2," said Phineas Nigellus, laying down his cards.
"Are you sure?" Mrs. Black inquired, stealing a glance toward the library.
"Quite," he replied.
She lay down her cards. All were in sequence or in groups, save the ace of hearts.
"My hand," she said.
They both sighed.
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"If you were in Molly's position, would you want to know earlier or later?" she asked suddenly.
"I am, and I do know, and my own answer looms so large that I cannot answer that question for anyone else," he said, not lifting his eyes from the page.
"Okay."
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"Gin," said Phineas Nigellus.
"You were bound to win one eventually," said Mrs. Black. "Law of averages."
"Again?"
They looked toward the library, and Mrs. Black began shuffling.
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Some time passed.
"Why does Dumbledore insist on secrecy? Especially with Harry?" she asked.
Reaching for a different text, Severus said, "Do you really think the Order would let me live long enough to convince them of my real part?"
"Maybe," she replied.
"Really?" His tone was deceptively light as he opened the book. "And how many of them would I have to neutralize in order to remain alive until they were convinced?"
"Moody, certainly. Fred and George. Ron. Oh. Yes. That wouldn't exactly make your case, would it."
He continued, "And if by some unthinkable miracle it did, do you believe Potter would not betray my allegiance before the Dark Lord, at the end? Even a glance would be enough, Hermione." He looked over the top edge of the book at her. "Is he that good an actor?"
She had to admit he was not.
He dropped his eyes. "The element of surprise is crucial, Hermione, and not just for the Dark Lord. For Potter, as well."
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Harry looked at Ginny's hair, alive in the dim moonlight, and tried to swallow the lump in his throat.
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In the empty office, Dumbledore looked calmly at the waning moon.
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"Shall we, dear?" Arthur asked.
Molly smiled, put her knitting away, and took her husband's hand.
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"Hagrid, he simply cannot stay in the castle, but I agree that you both must remain within the grounds." Minerva Transfigured a few rocks into a shelter. Her wand hand trembled slightly.
Neither Hagrid nor Grawp noticed.
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To hell with it, Harry thought, reaching out to touch Ginny's hair.
But at that moment, Ginny laughed at something Ron had said, turning her head. Her hair just brushed Harry's fingertips before his hand curled around air.
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Severus was reading a text so old that it hardly qualified as a book. The pages had been cut from a scroll before being roughly sewn together. He sat up straighter, suddenly alert, and re-read a section. "Hermione."
She looked up. The circles under her eyes were bruises in the lamplight.
"Foris Clausa. The closed door."
She reached for it, but he held up his hand.
"What?" she asked.
"Don't touch it. Just read."
She nodded, but asked, "Why?"
"This codex will kill any Muggleborn who touches it. The Curses on it are arcane I cannot even make notes from it, not even in summary."
She sat on her hands.
She started reading. Foris Clausa was a foundation spell, a spell which initiated a pre-determined sequence in this case, to trap a witch or wizard for the purposes of casting the Killing Curse. "The Foreclosure Curse the only way to release it is for the original caster to cast Avada Kedavra else it traps its own caster." She scanned the rest of the page.
He nodded.
"Why isn't this a listed Unforgivable?"
"I suspect no one remembers it. The state of this book suggests it may be the only copy in existence. Possibly it was listed at one time, and got buried in its own logic. If the caster fails, he dies; if he succeeds, he casts another Unforgivable, and the question becomes rather academic."
"Oh, dear," she said, still sitting on her hands. "Um... could you maybe... " she gestured with her chin.
He drew the book away from her and set it safely on his side of the table.
She brought her hands back to the table and looked at him for a moment.
He saw the combination of terror and courage in her eyes. Devastating. He reached for her hand.
She looked at him seriously. "You'll be able to cast it?"
He just looked at her.
"Foris Clausa, I mean. It requires intent."
He knew what she meant.
She would not release his gaze.
"Yes," he said quietly, his thumb a caress on her hand. "I'll be able to cast it."
Something in her gave way. If she had to die, why did it have to be him? "Why you, Severus?"
His tone was clinical. "Potter's success depends on timing. I can control that."
She inhaled sharply.
"And I won't allow anyone else to touch you, Hermione. If it is all I can give you, I can give you a clean death." He covered her hand with his own, then withdrew. "The others his followers would use you first, to make you suffer. I will prevent that."
"You can control both? The timing and... that?"
"I believe so."
"And if you can't?" she pressed, struggling to keep her voice from rising.
"Then I can still control the timing."
The hair on Hermione's arms raised. She knew that was the right answer, the only answer, but... She swallowed nervously. "Severus," she said, after a moment, "you'll have to mean it. The Killing Curse."
On the mantel, Tayet tilted her head, and said, "Whirp?" Her voice was liquid, low.
"The Vow, the Compulsion for Potter to succeed, the Indemnities must be satisfied; to protect him, and his mission, I will do it, or I will die. The knowledge that I am protecting you from something worse will prevent my choosing the latter, in the moment." He paused. "It has before."
"Dumbledore," she said.
He nodded bleakly.
"And... after? You... what will happen to you?"
"Well, it is possible that one of the other players may attempt revenge. Moody" - his lip curled - "if he is there, if he survives, he will certainly try. He's been thirsting after me for years." His eyes glinted sharply - even eagerly.
The sight threw Hermione briefly back into First Year Potions.
Severus' memories were darker, and lasted longer, and they ended, as they always did, with Dumbledore. Forcing himself back to the present, he continued, "I will probably be alive to the end, and then the victor will kill me. The Dark Lord, for failure; Potter, for success." His lips twisted at the irony.
She watched him as he looked at the dark window.
He exhaled. "I suspect that in the end things will happen rather quickly." Mostly to himself, he added, "They will have to."
"Whirp?" Tayet asked again.
That broke the moment.
"I don't understand how any of this will neutralize the scar Horcrux," Hermione muttered.
"I don't know, Hermione. The scar that connects Potter and the Dark Lord belongs to the two of them; I suspect that depends on Potter. Once it is neutralized, the Dark Lord can be killed, and it will be over. Or it may work the other way around." His voice softened, tightened. "No matter what is happening between us, Hermione, you and I are not the main actors."
She thought about that for a moment, and then he saw resolve grow in her eyes, in the set of her jaw. "Oh, yes, we bloody well are."
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Mrs. Black laid down her cards and shot a triumphant look at Phineas Nigellus. "That's game," she said.
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Tayet glided to Severus' shoulder and looked at him very seriously before rubbing her head on his cheek. Then she turned suddenly and began to preen, warbling at him for assistance. She was one day old, and she was growing as fast as she could.
And everything itched abominably.
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Such an amazing, complex story. Hate to see it unfinished, but maybe it will be someday. Faith, right? Thank you, for writing such beautiful tales..
Any chance you'll be able to finish this ? It's such a suspense story, just working up to the climax! I've enjoyed Tayet very much - you have a way with animals.
Response from Ariadne AWS (Author of A Walking Shadow)
...It was finished in '06; I've just not finished uploading it to this site; RL has utterly intervened in my time on fic archives. I think you might be able to find it if you poke around the internet. :)Thanks for reading!
Response from Ariadne AWS (Author of A Walking Shadow)
Hi,
oh this thin line between light and shadow, between earnesty and laughing about the irony, about the funny side of everything.
I am glad he still has his sense of humour.
yes, that woman is the road to hell, but she plasters it with lots of genious and wits and love and passion and fun and perfection.
one really feels how they deserver and need each other.
I like your Snape, may he be non-canon or not. He is adorable.
He was curious to learn about what the Mirror hat revealed her.
Interesting, how Molly took her death sencence.
Always worrying about her family, and now it is her she has to worry about. But it seems she doesn't, or does she?
She couldn’t deny the truth. “I still hate it,” she muttered.
“Good. Use that hatred, when the time comes,” he said. “It will keep you whole.”
I find his advice here very very good and not for nothing I am sure. He is really concerned about her staying whole. He is adorable. also to be seen when he explains about making unforgivables... It is always " am already bruised, so I will do it for you, he did it for Draco, he does it for Hermione, he is a good person indeed.
it's not done because it cannot be done."
Minerva looked at Dumbledore's portrait. "So naturally you had to try."
I love your sense of humour. makes the dark story lighter, more human more alive.
What a brilliant plan!! You are grand.
Let Pettigrew get imperioused, do the job, and 2 Horocruxes are done. great!!
I bet this works out! it sounds just soo clever.
"She seemed to scowl back"... that made me laugh!! Oh sodding Severus makes a big deal out of her trunk entering his bedroom or not. Her entering his real life or not.I can not quite follwo him here. he lives under the same roof with her. he spent a night in the hiding room with her. he shars his mind or her mind when entering there, he shares the knowledge ot her and his death and how and almost when. Where is the problem in sharing a room or a bed, porperly?I have no idea.he expains it with wait...his rigid sense of honour, his saftey net. all right o,k,. but, still, not so understanable. and then he let her choose. Why? she had already, hadn't she.Her responce : "I'd only hit you with it anyway " was rather taking the tenseness away. good idea. and much more natural than anyhting.And thank you thank you thank you for letting us peek at the soo necessary conversation between McGonagall and Dumbledore.tehe.He solved the problem of how to make her trust in Hermiones source without giving it away or giving to much information brilliantly. Trust her Arithmancy? well, if so, then you must only know, that it can only work with the correct information.Good idea of yours!!As so many others are and were.keep up the good job!!
Response from salvamea (Reviewer)
oh, and I agree with the other reviewer!! not being able to finish reading this WOULD be tragic!or anything like that.
What did he offer to put lower?
His hair?
What had happened? I must have missed quite a bit here.
But The Poenix Tears were healing or fixing someting, this much I know.
And Tayet is fully grown, this I also know.
You descirbe it all so marvellously. it is a real pleasure to read it.
Never blunt, or plump. always a little transcendent, like a little behind a veil, weaving your words in a poetical, philosophical way. very interesting.
thank you for sharing!
he let Voldy bind Wormtail to him. Sounds clever. he is glad about it, so it must be of use for him.
Hermione wanted Wormtail, now she has him.
Still am in the dark about how that would help. But it MUST! please...
Their interrupted lovescene got even more intense after the new developements, it seems to me.. phew. quite a scene.
i wonder why she wanted him in these robes. Everyone would have expected her to be absolutely turned off, but no.
Maybe a chance to dis-charm the brutal character of the deatheater uniform.
What will he do about his new task? find her and bring her to me? he will do that? and when and how? and what will happen there and then?
awful.
I am glad I still can click on to the next chapter. But soon enough I will up to date, and then I will have to wait as patiently as ... Tayet for her feathers to grow?
You mentionted it would be some 30 more?
Happy as I am to hear that, I am also eager to hear that the next 30 will not last for 2 years? got a plan? anything?
the whole chapter was soo funny.
especially McGonnagalls reaction on finding out that Dumbledore was well aware of the going ons and awake for quite a while!! her being furious. I would love to hear THAT conversation!!
hope she gives him her piece of mind!! ha!
and seeing Severus so playfull, and right in the middel of a wonderful seduction HE the bloddy VOLDY comes to summon him. Bad timing.! But what would one expect of the person who has no heart, seven souls and none of them good.
bah.
And he is soo close ..shiver...
Your Tayet is just soo adorable.
How she reads the one persons thoughts and acts in their behalf. I love these scenes. touching.
Is she really just one day old? cant belive how much had happened in this very short time.
So many revellations.
Horrible, to know that you have to die, from the hands of someone you love, and that this willl be a gift too, and that all has to be in a certain timetable or connected to some progresses. awful. unbelievable.
They found the Trapping Spell. and he has to cast it. and either he kills her then, or he will die. also horrible.
She says they bloddy well are the main charactes in this story. well, I think they are both right.
Voldy and Harry on the front line, Hermione and Severus doing the mind-work in the back. both lethal.
I also like your Mrs Black, she is quite tamed now, and her Rommy - I want to know what is going on in the library - game... just sweet.
how sweet, Arthur wants to join his Molly in death. He is soo sweet.
I do so hope that he will not have to. and that she will not have to do this.
Hermione saying farewelll to her parents. what a bitter jounrey, a what she will call her last visit. bruta. so sad.
he has no one to say goodbye to.
Minverva is writing letters.
Hagrid? well, he will say good bye to G....
Molly has her family around.
Very touching scenes.
and Severus asking her to come home, oh so sweet.
Now please be quick, and show us what happens at 2 o'clock!!
please!!
What does he mean with his appearance.
have faith!
She worked that out already!!
And how dare he say anything about their "relationship" whatever it may be.
He is so mixed in it, the planner and plotter and everything.
grr.
At least he gave Severus his blessings. sort of.
And he made away with the awful thing hanging between them about his death and guilt or not guilt.
I liked that. Him thanking Severus.
That was the best about his visit, Ifeel.
ah, so they have to take the Horocrux itemst with them through the veil. But how does she mean that they don't have to die then? er?
coming back isn't possible, I thought?
Hagrid will have to kill Nagingi, did I get this right?
Hermione has to give Severus time to run, and when all is done, and Nagini dead, and Harry seperated form his Scar then
HE will KILL HERMIONE??
WHAT IS THAT!???
Why? what for?
Did he make an unbrakable Vow?
About her in person? or about the person he would find fit for the job. And with whom did he make the vow?
urgh, that is soo ugly.
This man!!!
poor Minerva, she took it like a really powerful strong Lady.
wow.
I don't understand. The deatheaters are trying to kill all those who could free or undo the horocruxes? But if they do,then the Horocuxes will be destroyd, I thought?
So it must be the way the people die, that destroys the Horocruxes?
Still in the dark about that.
And poor Hermione had to be veeery strong here. "In what position is he?" well, very often inside her .. mind...
nice chapter again.
It’s not actually impossible to lie about love to someone who has the evidence of your broken soul emblazoned over her heart, but it really is the height of bad taste.
I can't belive it!
He took her on the floor, then, when she cried these black tears? I didn't realise. oops.
and now he wants her love to be safed, but can not provide any love of his own. Tragic.
good hit, Hermione.
I am all caught up now, having somehow lost track of this story. The complications just suck the reader in, don't they? You have to work at understanding, but only because it's richly complicated and savoury. I do hope you come back and finish it.
I love your words are like slow drops of rain....wonderful!! Your Snaape already makes me cry....Alan Rickmans face as he is portraying Severus killing Dumbledore is one of the saddest scenes ever. you have beautifully captured the afetr effects...
I love it I already LOVE it!!
Now things really begin to heat up.
I know Tayet will play a crucial role (hopefully in keeping Hermione alive and/or healing Severus' torn soul that he be able to love again) before all this is done.
Brilliant idea to drop the Horcruxes through the veil. I hope Wormtail's prosthetic hand will be able to pierce it since it is not living flesh, only animated by Voldemort's magic and Wormtail's intent. I suppose intent is the key word here.
Wonderful update, I was beginning to wonder if I would get the chance to finish reading this beautifully written story, because not to would have been a tragedy.
I am completely in love with this story. Thanks for the wonderful update, I can't wait for more.
Phoenix magic is very powerful. :)
Very good, Love the new Phoenix. Looking forward to more.
I think this chapter is key to everything that follows. It's taken a while, but I think I get it. The inclusion of Hermanubis as a healer made the formula so perfect there could not be one name as a solution...it had to be both, but not either/or...it had to be you in the plural. But, because the whole is much greater than the sum of the parts, the prediction of death went up in flames and the phoenix was born. This inverted the passion, desperation, and sacrifice of the formula and its conclusion on the parchment into the faith, hope, and love represented in the phoenix. It is so perfect the way Tayet reflects both the light and the dark of Herminone and Severus combined. Severus' despair, but at the same time rejecting it by tearing off his many-buttoned frockcoat. The spontaneous appearance of both Hermione's and Severus' patronuses. Awe, playfulness, healing, and nurturing. Hermione going back to planning and researching, taking charge, and sending Severus to collect fireflys (nurturing). This is story telling at its best.
Funny, poignant, and a phoenix.
"I'm to stay here while I research. Um...uninterrupted....orders....I have orders."
"It's an acquired taste"...."Dark, bitter, enervating." Sounds a lot like "tall, dark, and brooding."
The agony of getting the formula to work and the wait.....almost unbearable.
The wonder of the birth of a new phoenix....beautiful
Funny, poignant, and a phoenix.
"I'm to stay here while I research. Um...uninterrupted....orders....I have orders."
"It's an acquired taste"...."Dark, bitter, enervating." Sounds a lot like "tall, dark, and brooding."
The agony of getting the formula to work and the wait.....almost unbearable.
The wonder of the birth of a new phoenix....beautiful