Movement
Chapter 24 of 34
Ariadne AWSHermione returns to Grimmauld Place, looking for answers. She does not expect to find Severus Snape. Best Fanon Het (Quill-to-Parchment, Round 2). Runner-up ~ Best HG/SS, 2006 OWL Awards.
Summary: A man dreams, a phoenix flies, and a mind awakens. McGonagall looks out the window, and Dumbledore coughs.
A/N: A spiffy new quill to Anastasia, who sees what ends up on the cutting room floor - I could not ask for a better writing partner. Special thanks to Melenka for her wisdom, and to my beta Luna305 for her patience.
He raised his eyebrow in the darkness. She didn't need to see him to know that he had.
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A misty dawn was breaking over Grimmauld Place, and Severus kept his silent vigil over the woman in his arms, in the low light from the cloud circling above. Somewhere beyond it, on an imaginary horizon, the sun was rising.
Hermione had fallen asleep, hours earlier, her breath on his neck, warm, smooth, even.
Odd.
His arm had fallen asleep shortly after Hermione did, but he refused to move it. True; in his world, not being able to feel that particular arm was something of a blessing. Not being able to feel Hermione's skin was almost an even trade.
Almost.
He had never held a woman while she slept.
He had never watched a woman sleeping.
He had never felt a woman's breath on his neck, calm, satisfied, triumphant, vulnerable, and known what it was to dream, watching her dreaming, wondering what she was dreaming.
She whimpered in her sleep, and he hoped it wasn't about him.
And then she smiled, and he hoped it was.
He held her closer, deliberately tracing the graceful, complicated pattern of her hair as it lay on his chest.
He leaned his head against hers and didn't worry about his arm.
The feel of her hair on his cheek, though. That was... bothersome.
Her lips, parted, warm on his neck also bothersome.
And the feel of her body in his arms, still half-tangled, where she had fallen, collapsed, laughing - A glorious descent... - most unnerving. He was nearly certain that the road to hell was paved with Hermione's laughter.
But... ... a pillow? he mused, turning his thoughts of her over in his mind. That will not happen agai - oh, bugger. The bloody otter. Playful. He grimaced. It would almost certainly happen again.
Bad enough that she was brilliant. Bad enough that the blood magic he had not consciously invoked another thing to figure out later that it held them bound in ways that were still a mystery. Another tie... Bad enough that she was water, rain in the wind.
But really, an otter? Infuriating.
Setting his thoughts to "barely tolerant," he wondered, briefly, if her patronus would change.
Probably not. It was just the kind of irritating thing she wouldn't do. No, Hermione Granger's patronus would not change. Not even if she had really fallen in...
He inhaled through his teeth. Fingernails.
Hermione was waking up. Her eyes were soft, sleepy, and...
... hungry? He chuckled, and, reaching his good arm over her, cupping her shoulder, he drew her onto him. Absent her weight, the blood rushing back into his arm flamed almost as badly as a Dark Mark call.
Waking, she was feeling. And, feeling, her body remembered, and she dug her fingers into his shoulders. She still wasn't fully awake.
One arm aflame Just blood..., the other languidly stroking her back, Severus felt her remember, and laughed, low, rich, and dark.
"Do that again," she requested, not entirely politely, in his mind.
A reflex - Occlumens. His eyes searched her face, alarmed.
"I don't think that will work right now," she thought, seriously, still not quite awake.
Aloud, he said, "You are no Legilimens, Hermione."
He received an image of her looking around, as if in a room, arms open. "Beg to differ."
"How?" He half sat, leaning against the headboard, and she looked up at him grumpily before finding and settling into position that was comfortable.
She curled with her head in his lap. "How should I know? I sort of woke up in here, and all of the reference books are downstairs. Come back inside, Severus. My thoughts are getting cold."
He pinched the bridge of his nose.
"Fine," he growled in her mind. "But rest assured we will discuss this further, later."
Her thoughts laughed at his irritation.
If it was the road to hell, and if he had any farther to fall, he had no plans to saunter vaguely downwards. A few more hours before she had to report. "Hm..."
She caught his tone. "Good morning to you, too."
"Isn't it."
"You're in that kind of mood, I see." She sounded... delighted?
"Bother."
"Yes, I rather suspect you'll find that I am." She shrugged. "Most people do."
What he wanted to think was "I am not most people," but what came through was "Skin might just be better than coffee."
Both. Both would be good.
He refused to contemplate the fact that she might be a morning person.
"I'm not. I do my best work at night."
"Really," he thought dryly.
He found the fact that when she blushed all of her did rather intriguing.
Hermione reached for a pillow, and in one lithe movement he had her on her back, hands held over her head with one hand, and the other...
"Don't even try, Hermione."
She laughed again, and then, some time not too long later, she cried his name, a challenge to the inevitable and indifferent sky.
"Glorious..."
He had forgotten that she could hear him.
They both had forgotten that Tayet could hear too.
The phoenix swept into the room, circled, and landed on the headboard, watching.
"Blast!" and "Oh, dear" ricocheted off of each other in their minds.
They winced.
Tayet trilled. It was a glorious morning, and she felt like flying.
Launching herself off of the headboard, she aimed for the cloud.
Thud.
"Squerk!"
Tayet landed on the bed between them, looking embarrassed.
They both erupted in laughter in each other's minds.
Tayet did an avian impression of Severus' most intimidating scowl.
They laughed harder.
"Well, it's not the way I expected that to happen..."
Severus arched his eyebrow.
"You laughing, inside my mind." Hermione stretched. "Still. It is rather an amazing feeling."
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Accio buttons. Reparo. Severus looked out the open window to the garden where Tayet was practicing gliding, apparently oblivious to the mist that rose outside the garden wall.
So far she had shown no signs of wanting to venture further than the garden, for which he was obscurely grateful. She had executed one or two acrobatic dives that had put a lump in his throat. Damn bird's feathers barely have the ashes off them, he grumbled to himself, and already she thinks she can play Quidditch for England.
Tayet zoomed through the window to chatter a trill at him, then zoomed out again.
Severus snorted, bemused. He considered his frock coat for a moment, then set it aside. It was rather a touch warm for wool.
Summoning another mug of coffee, he turned a chair around and sat at the table, leaning his arms on the chair back. He drew the stack of parchments to him and, sipping his coffee, began, dispassionately, to consider the problem of how to destroy the inanimate Horcruxes.
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"I assume that is your report, Miss Granger?" Minerva looked up from her work, then peered more closely at Hermione. There was something different about the girl.
Hermione swallowed. "The location of the fourth Horcrux, and..." her voice came out scratchy, and she finished very quietly, "... and the next name." She handed the parchment over and stood, waiting. I can't look. I have to look. I don't want to -
Minerva inhaled sharply, once, and dropped the parchment on her desk. Instinctively, she looked to Dumbledore's portrait. He was snoring softly.
"You're..." Minerva's throat was dry. "You're sure?"
"I I'm afraid so, Headmistress." The title was another thing entirely in this office.
"Well," Minerva began, her voice a shade off from its usual brusqueness. "That's a bit... unexpected. But - " She cleared her throat and glanced out the window, toward the Quidditch pitch, seeing something older than today through the diamond panes. "Yes. Well."
Hermione looked at the floor, at the wall, at the Sorting Hat sitting, quiet, on the bookshelves.
"The connection?"
"I'm sorry?" Hermione asked.
"The connection between me and Hufflepuff's cup, child," Minerva said, her tone even more clipped than usual. "If I am to... hm..." she swallowed. "Forgive me. If I am to function in this capacity, I should like at the very least to know why."
Hermione thought, irrationally, that were it not for the fact that the headmistress' eyes were bright, one might have thought she had just caught four First Years out of bed after hours.
"The connection. With Molly and the locket, you said it was 'motherhood.' What is it this time, Miss Granger?"
Hermione could not look at her. "Marlene."
Minerva sat back, weakly. "What did you say?"
Hermione glanced at the headmistress. She had gone nearly transparent. "Marlene. It was her... them... that he... Voldemort... in order to... " She couldn't finish.
Minerva stood and walked haltingly to the window. Quiet for a moment, she watched the pennants flying over the pitch. How often I've remembered... "She loved Quidditch, you know."
Hermione glanced up, nervous, wishing she could decide what to do with her hands.
"My daughter. She played for Gryffindor with Potter. James."
"She was in a picture. Mad-Eye had it - "
"Yes. She was in the Order." Minerva swallowed, leaving her memories reluctantly and returning to the present. Turning to face Hermione, she almost smiled, almost apologetically, and said, "You still haven't told me the connection."
"Headmistress, I... I... Minerva... "
Minerva drew herself up straighter. "It's all right, child. Whatever you have to say can but sting, in comparison."
Hermione hesitated, but said, "I believe that the connection is... well... failure. Specifically, a failure of protection."
Minerva's hands twitched, and she stared at Hermione.
Dumbledore's portrait shifted in his sleep.
"I'm sorry," Hermione whispered, unwilling to look away.
After a moment, the headmistress' proud bearing seemed to deflate. "Yes," she said to herself. "I could not protect any of them. Marlene, her husband, my... my grandchildren." She returned to her desk somehow older than she had been a moment before. Gathering her wits, she continued, "I tried, of course, but - " she reached for her quill and the stack of parchments she had been working on when Hermione arrived. "But I failed." The quill paused. "Of course. That's obvious, isn't it."
Hermione watched as Minerva McGonagall transformed slowly back into her usual professorial demeanor and said nothing for several minutes.
When this most subtle transformation was complete, and Minerva spoke again, it was with the voice of the head of the Order of the Phoenix. "Have you any idea yet what the destruction of the Horcrux will entail?"
Hermione shook her head.
"Or its location?"
"It's... um, it's here. At Hogwarts - in the Trophy Room."
Minerva looked as though she'd eaten something particularly sour. "Presumably it is Transfigured?"
Hermione nodded, apologetically. It was a particularly nasty irony. "Probably Tom Riddle's Award for Special Services to the School; possibly his Medal for Magical Merit."
"I shall call Alastor in and we shall examine both." Damn you, Riddle. A flinty resolve grew in her eyes, revealing a fierceness of which Hermione was both a little frightened and, obscurely, proud, seeing another facet of what made the older woman a true Head of Gryffindor. Minerva continued, "He does have a crude sort of pointed predictability, Hermione. That becomes clearer with each new bit of information, and hinges with the findings of others, and with recent developments."
Developments? Startled, Hermione asked, "Is Harry okay? The Weasleys?"
"There was a minor altercation last night in Hogsmeade the Aurors received a tip regarding plans to attack an unknown target, and made several arrests. Based on your analysis so far, I think it is possible probable that the planned attack was aimed at me."
"Professor McGonagall, do you believe that Voldemort knows we know about the Horcruxes?"
The older witch sighed tiredly. "I wish I knew, Hermione. I devoutly hope he does not."
"It's uncanny."
The headmistress nodded. "Indeed." She eyed Hermione speculatively. "You had no knowledge of last night's events when you arrived this morning?"
Last night's events. Oh, gods, not another one of these conversations, Hermione thought, panicking slightly. Not now.
Minerva saw the girls' cheeks flush slightly, saw her breathing rate increase. "Hermione, I am well aware that you have a contact of whom you will not speak."
HELP, Hermione thought frantically at Dumbledore's portrait.
He didn't move.
"And I understand and respect your desire to keep your association and the nature of your interactions a secret," Minerva continued.
This is so not happening.
"But, child, I must warn you, again, about the Dark. You are in very real danger of seduction."
This last warning completely overwhelmed Hermione's acting ability. Blushing furiously, she stared at her feet.
"Whereas I will not press you for information as to his or her identity... " Minerva was watching Hermione closely, and her blush deepened slightly at the word "his." "...it would be most helpful to the Order were I to have some idea, at least, of the position your source enjoys."
Position?! Hermione's thoughts reached out wildly for balance. She concentrated on her breathing, knowing that the actual information Minerva was requesting was crucial, indeed.
"I believe, Headmistress, that my... ah... source is positioned quite close to..." Bloody hell! Her brain provided the phrase "the top," but she absolutely refused to speak those words for fear of losing her composure completely.
Dumbledore's portrait coughed in his sleep, and Minerva looked up hopefully. Still asleep. Oh, Albus. We have much to discuss before I join you on that wall... Wake up, wake up.
But Dumbledore's portrait continued snoring, smiling as though he were having a rather pleasant dream.
Turning her attention back to Hermione, Minerva said again, "I understand. You trust the information or, in this case, the lack of it?"
Hermione nodded.
The headmistress weighed the merits of her earlier suspicions regarding the source's identity. Yes, very likely young Malfoy; probably through his family connections. The information will be erratically timed, then, but reasonably reliable. Aloud, she said, "Very well. A position of strength, then."
Hermione gulped.
"That will be sufficient for all but the most sensitive purposes."
Hermione wished devoutly that this interview would end. Without moving her head she was terrified that she would do something, say something that would betray... well, everything she searched Dumbledore's portrait with her eyes. One eye screwed itself more firmly shut than the other. A wink?! Oh good gods!
"Headmistress?" she ventured.
"Yes, of course, you will wish to return to your research."
Hermione said nothing. It seemed the best course.
"It is absolutely crucial, Hermione, that you not overlook even the smallest detail."
Hermione nodded.
"Very well." The headmistress hesitated. "I will not speak with Molly until you know more about what the process is likely to entail. Do please be careful."
Hermione nodded, and turned to leave.
"Hermione, I - " There was a strange note in Minerva's voice, one Hermione had never heard before.
Hermione turned.
"Thank you, child." The voice of a mother.
Hermione's eyes filled with sudden tears. "Minerva... I'm... I'm so sorry," she said, her voice ragged, but firm.
Minerva nodded. She'd heard the force, the fierce commitment in the girl's tone. And perhaps something that was almost... Protective?
Sighing, Minerva reached again for her work. War made them all older than they should be. Even the children. Especially the children.
When the scratching of her quill reached his ears, Dumbledore's portrait peeked through his eyelashes at his successor. Masking a sigh behind another snore, he closed his eyes again.
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230 Reviews | 5.53/10 Average
Such an amazing, complex story. Hate to see it unfinished, but maybe it will be someday. Faith, right? Thank you, for writing such beautiful tales..
Any chance you'll be able to finish this ? It's such a suspense story, just working up to the climax! I've enjoyed Tayet very much - you have a way with animals.
Response from Ariadne AWS (Author of A Walking Shadow)
...It was finished in '06; I've just not finished uploading it to this site; RL has utterly intervened in my time on fic archives. I think you might be able to find it if you poke around the internet. :)Thanks for reading!
Response from Ariadne AWS (Author of A Walking Shadow)
Hi,
oh this thin line between light and shadow, between earnesty and laughing about the irony, about the funny side of everything.
I am glad he still has his sense of humour.
yes, that woman is the road to hell, but she plasters it with lots of genious and wits and love and passion and fun and perfection.
one really feels how they deserver and need each other.
I like your Snape, may he be non-canon or not. He is adorable.
He was curious to learn about what the Mirror hat revealed her.
Interesting, how Molly took her death sencence.
Always worrying about her family, and now it is her she has to worry about. But it seems she doesn't, or does she?
She couldn’t deny the truth. “I still hate it,” she muttered.
“Good. Use that hatred, when the time comes,” he said. “It will keep you whole.”
I find his advice here very very good and not for nothing I am sure. He is really concerned about her staying whole. He is adorable. also to be seen when he explains about making unforgivables... It is always " am already bruised, so I will do it for you, he did it for Draco, he does it for Hermione, he is a good person indeed.
it's not done because it cannot be done."
Minerva looked at Dumbledore's portrait. "So naturally you had to try."
I love your sense of humour. makes the dark story lighter, more human more alive.
What a brilliant plan!! You are grand.
Let Pettigrew get imperioused, do the job, and 2 Horocruxes are done. great!!
I bet this works out! it sounds just soo clever.
"She seemed to scowl back"... that made me laugh!! Oh sodding Severus makes a big deal out of her trunk entering his bedroom or not. Her entering his real life or not.I can not quite follwo him here. he lives under the same roof with her. he spent a night in the hiding room with her. he shars his mind or her mind when entering there, he shares the knowledge ot her and his death and how and almost when. Where is the problem in sharing a room or a bed, porperly?I have no idea.he expains it with wait...his rigid sense of honour, his saftey net. all right o,k,. but, still, not so understanable. and then he let her choose. Why? she had already, hadn't she.Her responce : "I'd only hit you with it anyway " was rather taking the tenseness away. good idea. and much more natural than anyhting.And thank you thank you thank you for letting us peek at the soo necessary conversation between McGonagall and Dumbledore.tehe.He solved the problem of how to make her trust in Hermiones source without giving it away or giving to much information brilliantly. Trust her Arithmancy? well, if so, then you must only know, that it can only work with the correct information.Good idea of yours!!As so many others are and were.keep up the good job!!
Response from salvamea (Reviewer)
oh, and I agree with the other reviewer!! not being able to finish reading this WOULD be tragic!or anything like that.
What did he offer to put lower?
His hair?
What had happened? I must have missed quite a bit here.
But The Poenix Tears were healing or fixing someting, this much I know.
And Tayet is fully grown, this I also know.
You descirbe it all so marvellously. it is a real pleasure to read it.
Never blunt, or plump. always a little transcendent, like a little behind a veil, weaving your words in a poetical, philosophical way. very interesting.
thank you for sharing!
he let Voldy bind Wormtail to him. Sounds clever. he is glad about it, so it must be of use for him.
Hermione wanted Wormtail, now she has him.
Still am in the dark about how that would help. But it MUST! please...
Their interrupted lovescene got even more intense after the new developements, it seems to me.. phew. quite a scene.
i wonder why she wanted him in these robes. Everyone would have expected her to be absolutely turned off, but no.
Maybe a chance to dis-charm the brutal character of the deatheater uniform.
What will he do about his new task? find her and bring her to me? he will do that? and when and how? and what will happen there and then?
awful.
I am glad I still can click on to the next chapter. But soon enough I will up to date, and then I will have to wait as patiently as ... Tayet for her feathers to grow?
You mentionted it would be some 30 more?
Happy as I am to hear that, I am also eager to hear that the next 30 will not last for 2 years? got a plan? anything?
the whole chapter was soo funny.
especially McGonnagalls reaction on finding out that Dumbledore was well aware of the going ons and awake for quite a while!! her being furious. I would love to hear THAT conversation!!
hope she gives him her piece of mind!! ha!
and seeing Severus so playfull, and right in the middel of a wonderful seduction HE the bloddy VOLDY comes to summon him. Bad timing.! But what would one expect of the person who has no heart, seven souls and none of them good.
bah.
And he is soo close ..shiver...
Your Tayet is just soo adorable.
How she reads the one persons thoughts and acts in their behalf. I love these scenes. touching.
Is she really just one day old? cant belive how much had happened in this very short time.
So many revellations.
Horrible, to know that you have to die, from the hands of someone you love, and that this willl be a gift too, and that all has to be in a certain timetable or connected to some progresses. awful. unbelievable.
They found the Trapping Spell. and he has to cast it. and either he kills her then, or he will die. also horrible.
She says they bloddy well are the main charactes in this story. well, I think they are both right.
Voldy and Harry on the front line, Hermione and Severus doing the mind-work in the back. both lethal.
I also like your Mrs Black, she is quite tamed now, and her Rommy - I want to know what is going on in the library - game... just sweet.
how sweet, Arthur wants to join his Molly in death. He is soo sweet.
I do so hope that he will not have to. and that she will not have to do this.
Hermione saying farewelll to her parents. what a bitter jounrey, a what she will call her last visit. bruta. so sad.
he has no one to say goodbye to.
Minverva is writing letters.
Hagrid? well, he will say good bye to G....
Molly has her family around.
Very touching scenes.
and Severus asking her to come home, oh so sweet.
Now please be quick, and show us what happens at 2 o'clock!!
please!!
What does he mean with his appearance.
have faith!
She worked that out already!!
And how dare he say anything about their "relationship" whatever it may be.
He is so mixed in it, the planner and plotter and everything.
grr.
At least he gave Severus his blessings. sort of.
And he made away with the awful thing hanging between them about his death and guilt or not guilt.
I liked that. Him thanking Severus.
That was the best about his visit, Ifeel.
ah, so they have to take the Horocrux itemst with them through the veil. But how does she mean that they don't have to die then? er?
coming back isn't possible, I thought?
Hagrid will have to kill Nagingi, did I get this right?
Hermione has to give Severus time to run, and when all is done, and Nagini dead, and Harry seperated form his Scar then
HE will KILL HERMIONE??
WHAT IS THAT!???
Why? what for?
Did he make an unbrakable Vow?
About her in person? or about the person he would find fit for the job. And with whom did he make the vow?
urgh, that is soo ugly.
This man!!!
poor Minerva, she took it like a really powerful strong Lady.
wow.
I don't understand. The deatheaters are trying to kill all those who could free or undo the horocruxes? But if they do,then the Horocuxes will be destroyd, I thought?
So it must be the way the people die, that destroys the Horocruxes?
Still in the dark about that.
And poor Hermione had to be veeery strong here. "In what position is he?" well, very often inside her .. mind...
nice chapter again.
It’s not actually impossible to lie about love to someone who has the evidence of your broken soul emblazoned over her heart, but it really is the height of bad taste.
I can't belive it!
He took her on the floor, then, when she cried these black tears? I didn't realise. oops.
and now he wants her love to be safed, but can not provide any love of his own. Tragic.
good hit, Hermione.
I am all caught up now, having somehow lost track of this story. The complications just suck the reader in, don't they? You have to work at understanding, but only because it's richly complicated and savoury. I do hope you come back and finish it.
I love your words are like slow drops of rain....wonderful!! Your Snaape already makes me cry....Alan Rickmans face as he is portraying Severus killing Dumbledore is one of the saddest scenes ever. you have beautifully captured the afetr effects...
I love it I already LOVE it!!
Now things really begin to heat up.
I know Tayet will play a crucial role (hopefully in keeping Hermione alive and/or healing Severus' torn soul that he be able to love again) before all this is done.
Brilliant idea to drop the Horcruxes through the veil. I hope Wormtail's prosthetic hand will be able to pierce it since it is not living flesh, only animated by Voldemort's magic and Wormtail's intent. I suppose intent is the key word here.
Wonderful update, I was beginning to wonder if I would get the chance to finish reading this beautifully written story, because not to would have been a tragedy.
I am completely in love with this story. Thanks for the wonderful update, I can't wait for more.
Phoenix magic is very powerful. :)
Very good, Love the new Phoenix. Looking forward to more.
I think this chapter is key to everything that follows. It's taken a while, but I think I get it. The inclusion of Hermanubis as a healer made the formula so perfect there could not be one name as a solution...it had to be both, but not either/or...it had to be you in the plural. But, because the whole is much greater than the sum of the parts, the prediction of death went up in flames and the phoenix was born. This inverted the passion, desperation, and sacrifice of the formula and its conclusion on the parchment into the faith, hope, and love represented in the phoenix. It is so perfect the way Tayet reflects both the light and the dark of Herminone and Severus combined. Severus' despair, but at the same time rejecting it by tearing off his many-buttoned frockcoat. The spontaneous appearance of both Hermione's and Severus' patronuses. Awe, playfulness, healing, and nurturing. Hermione going back to planning and researching, taking charge, and sending Severus to collect fireflys (nurturing). This is story telling at its best.
Funny, poignant, and a phoenix.
"I'm to stay here while I research. Um...uninterrupted....orders....I have orders."
"It's an acquired taste"...."Dark, bitter, enervating." Sounds a lot like "tall, dark, and brooding."
The agony of getting the formula to work and the wait.....almost unbearable.
The wonder of the birth of a new phoenix....beautiful
Funny, poignant, and a phoenix.
"I'm to stay here while I research. Um...uninterrupted....orders....I have orders."
"It's an acquired taste"...."Dark, bitter, enervating." Sounds a lot like "tall, dark, and brooding."
The agony of getting the formula to work and the wait.....almost unbearable.
The wonder of the birth of a new phoenix....beautiful