Trapped
Chapter 21 of 34
Ariadne AWSHermione returns to Grimmauld Place, looking for answers. She does not expect to find Severus Snape. Best Fanon Het (Quill-to-Parchment, Round 2). Runner-up ~ Best HG/SS, 2006 OWL Awards.
Summary: Fireflies are caught, Severus is ensnared, everyone is trapped, and Tayet is hungry.
A/N: A million thanks to Luna305 for the lively canon debate and to Anastasia for providing confirmation. :)
Severus. A problem in a word; in a word, a problem.
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The door creaked as she entered the walled garden. He looked up.
In the dark, clutching a jar of fireflies, with the wind dusting his hair across his pale face, he looked, to Hermione, impossibly young.
"Patronuses can't lie."
The defensive mask started to slip back into place, but she placed her hand on his cheek and said, "No."
He stared at her blankly for a moment, both hands on the jar between them, then a shift in the way he was holding his head and he nodded.
Apologetically.
Hermione's lips twisted slightly. Good enough.
"You were speaking of patronuses," he said after a moment.
"Did you call yours?"
"No."
"Neither did I. Have you figured that out yet, Severus?" she said, smiling slightly, wistfully, her fingers losing a battle with the breeze as she tried to keep his hair out of his eyes.
"I presume you have."
"Of course," she ran her fingers more deeply into his hair and held it away from his face.
"And it has something to do with hope."
"More than that."
Bugger. He wasn't sure where this conversation was leading, and he wasn't sure if he was a passenger or if he was tied to the tracks somewhere ahead of its onrushing progress. Either way, he wasn't happy.
"They could not have appeared if we didn't believe there was a workaround to the Indemnities. Or to ours, at least. The rest " she shook her hair out her face. "I don't know yet. Ours was the one we were working on at the time."
Ours. "You have decided it's both of us, then?"
"It has to be. If it were just one or the other, the formula would have resolved right away. I had to add... him... " She felt her cheeks flush, but did not move away.
"James," he said, quietly.
Her eyes searched his face. He brought his hand up to cover hers, and leaned his cheek into her palm, looking at her.
"So what is it," he said, drawing her hand to his mouth, "this 'more than hope' you speak of?" He breathed the words into her hand and rested his lips against her palm. "Love, I suppose?" A hint of a self-mocking shadow in his tone.
"Well... um..." her heart was beating faster. Hearing that word in his voice was doing all sorts of interesting and unpredictable things to gravity. I could just... "Well... no, actually. I mean, yes, that's more, but no, it's not what I was..."
His eyes sparkled at her in the light from the fireflies he held between them, then he could not help himself. He threw back his head and laughed, helplessly, a gentle celebration of her confusion. "Just tell me, Hermione." His tone grew calmer, but no less gentle. "Tell me."
"Faith... I think." She glanced at him, wary, anticipating his cynicism.
"Faith." He repeated. Faith, which ran counter to everything he trusted, up to the point at which the impossible happened. Beyond that, he had nothing.
No one did.
"The patronuses were visible evidence of faith. Proof. Of faith. It's a paradox. It's impossible. But - " she shrugged. "But there you are. We can believe in the impossible because we already have done."
"So, all we have to do is do the impossible, then?" - his tone still held an echo of his laughter.
"Yes." She sounded both serious and undaunted.
"Or die trying?" gently, that note of laughter persisting, deepening.
"Well, yes, that's self-evident," she said, drawn into his voice, her heart warming in counterpoint to the mist that was rising beyond the garden walls.
"Yes, it is, isn't it," he breathed, brushing his lips once more on her palm, parting, opening... tasting... Salt.
Her breath caught, and, still holding the erratically flashing jar, he reached around her and drew her closer to him.
"And this, Hermione? Is this self-evident?" he said, tilting his face to hers, close enough for breath, his lips a shadow's width away from hers.
"What?" she whispered.
"This."
His lips on hers, a glow open, warm, soft, brief real present a gift. Asking nothing.
Signifying everything.
She opened her eyes and ran her thumb along his cheekbone, his hand still covering hers. "Severus. I'll find a solution. I will - "
"Tomorrow, Hermione. Tomorrow is time enough for everything."
It wasn't a lie, exactly. Not as long as tomorrow was still the truth.
She opened her mouth. He thought for a moment she was going to argue. He waited.
"Tomorrow," she agreed, and she kissed him.
A low melody arose from the kitchen. Phineas Nigellus appeared in Mrs. Black's portrait frame. He looked at her questioningly. She put a finger on her lips and shook her head.
"I think," she said, quietly, "that they've awakened the phoenix."
"Phoenix?" he mouthed.
She nodded.
"A new one?" he whispered, eyes widening.
She nodded. "I think so."
Phineas Nigellus had not experienced shock in several centuries, so it took him a moment to identify it. Then he nodded. "I'll inform Albus. If that dratted old cat isn't in there," he muttered.
Phineas Nigellus was gone before Mrs. Black could wave him to silence.
She went back to listening. Tayet's first song slow, mournful, peaceful; a promise of rest loosened something in her heart she'd held tight since hearing the news of her younger son.
"My baby," she said softly. "My baby."
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Dumbledore listened with peaceful eyes.
Then he closed them and went back to sleep.
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The mist was rising, but it did not spill over the garden wall. The wards were keeping it out. Which meant
"Hermione," Severus breathed. "In the house. Now."
They slipped into the shadows and into the house.
"Upstairs."
Hermione nodded and swiftly gathered Tayet in her hands.
Out of the kitchen, into the dark hall. Past Mrs. Black's sleeping portrait. Up the stairs. Another flight. Another.
Down a low-ceilinged hallway, a pause at a section of exposed brick chimney, his wand out, a muttered word, an opening.
Hermione whispered, "Accio Lily's book." The book flew into her free hand as thought it had been waiting for her summons.
They were inside. The bricks wove themselves shut.
A flame. A lamp. Hermione's eyes were wide but not panicked. "Dementors again."
"Breeding."
"Do you think they're here particularly?"
"I'm not sure. Best not to take the chance." His mind was racing. Assessing. Considering.
He looked at Tayet. "I suspect she changes things somewhat."
Hermione instinctively held Tayet more closely. "The wards?"
"Possibly. The birth of a new phoenix isn't exactly the kind of variable one plans for when constructing defenses. And the emotion involved was..." He looked at Hermione, her eyes alert, calm, focused, yet still, somehow, warm...
"... extreme," she finished for him. "But the Secret... ?"
"... will hide the exact location, yes. But Dementors are hunters. They will have sensed the emotional flare. They know that there is something in the area; something in them scents a feast. They will not stop looking now."
"But the Secret will hold?"
"Probably." He sounded worried.
"Severus... How much danger are we really in?"
"You and Tayet? A fair amount. Random Dementors don't care about the Headquarters of the Order of the Phoenix. They care about food. And - "
"What?"
"The Dark Lord, Hermione. Any change in concentration, any heightening of Dark activity, and he will notice. His attention will be drawn toward Grimmauld Place. The area. And I - "
"Will he order you to investigate?"
Severus nodded. "One of us, definitely. Probably myself."
"How much time?"
He shrugged.
"Oh, dear." Placing Tayet on another hastily Transfigured stand, Hermione stood and stroked the phoenix gently. "What is this place?" she asked, after a moment.
"A bolt-hole. Hidden physically and magically. Most of the old wizarding houses have them. Malfoy Manor has at least six, that I know of."
She looked around. The room was small, the wood bare, the roof beams and back of the chimney exposed. There were no windows. A few trunks, a cracked mirror, a hat stand. A tin box hanging from a beam, suspended by string the color of rust; an alcove on each side of the chimney, separated from the main area by dark curtains whose ends dragged the floor.
"I would have thought wizards would Apparate rather than hide," she mused.
He leaned back against the chimney. "Children, Hermione."
"Side-Along-Apparition works for..."
"Not if there are several." He closed his eyes. He'd seen entire families die when Disapparation could have saved some of them. Their instinct was always to stay together. It was always fatal.
"Oh... she said, sitting down on the edge of a trunk. She looked at him, at the look on his face. "Oh."
He said nothing for some time.
"You didn't fully answer my question. How much danger are you in?" she asked.
He looked at her through hooded eyes. A great deal. "Almost none."
"Because you're safe - from them," she gestured vaguely downwards.
That explanation would do. "As much as anyone can be."
"That's good. I mean, it's horrible, of course, but it's good... right now, anyway."
"At the moment it is convenient," he said.
Adjusting herself on the trunk, she muttered, "I would hardly call this convenient."
"More so than the alternative, Hermione. Much more so than the alternative."
She looked at him curiously. "Where do you go when someone comes here?"
He answered calmly. "To his side."
"Oh."
"It's the safest place for me, Hermione. And for now my safety is paramount."
"So why didn't you?"
"Disapparate?"
She nodded.
He closed his eyes, still leaning on the chimney. He'd known what she'd meant, of course. But how to answer, when his reaction had been instinctive?
Hm. Honestly. "I couldn't leave you, Hermione." Against his conscious will, his reflexes had been retuned he should have Disapparated first and thought later. Dangerous.
But something bigger was forming in his mind. His eyes flicked back and forth as though he were reading the air. "Hermione," he began.
"Yes?"
"Why didn't they Disapparate?"
"Who?"
"Lily and... and James."
She looked at him and her eyes grew wide. "They only had Harry."
"Exactly. So why?"
She thought. "Anti-Apparition Charms?"
"They could have dropped those in an instant, and fled, and lived. It would have been James' first instinct, being pureblood."
"They had to have been trapped." Hermione thought hard for a moment. There was something she half-remembered... something from The Daily Prophet... last summer. "Amelia Bones."
"Hm." He turned that thought over in his mind.
"Everyone said Voldemort must have killed her personally... the way he killed... um... yes. Right. Anyway. There was no way out. Muggles call it..."
"A locked-room mystery."
Of course he would know the phrase. "Why didn't Madam Bones Disapparate? Everyone said she was extremely powerful - surely she could have dropped her own Anti-Apparition Charms."
He nodded. "Easily."
They looked at each other, and they knew.
Voldemort was using a trapping spell, something unknown to the general wizarding population, who thus had no defense against it. Something only he knew?
Now they knew that he knew, and he didn't know that they did.
And what they didn't know, they could find out. And use.
Very slowly, they smiled. The smiles were nearly identical. Equally dangerous, equally not nice.
Not because they had an answer, but because they knew they'd found the right question.
One of them, at least.
At that moment, another one of those questions woke up and let forth a piercing, plaintive cry.
She was hungry. And her feathers itched.
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Such an amazing, complex story. Hate to see it unfinished, but maybe it will be someday. Faith, right? Thank you, for writing such beautiful tales..
Any chance you'll be able to finish this ? It's such a suspense story, just working up to the climax! I've enjoyed Tayet very much - you have a way with animals.
Response from Ariadne AWS (Author of A Walking Shadow)
...It was finished in '06; I've just not finished uploading it to this site; RL has utterly intervened in my time on fic archives. I think you might be able to find it if you poke around the internet. :)Thanks for reading!
Response from Ariadne AWS (Author of A Walking Shadow)
Hi,
oh this thin line between light and shadow, between earnesty and laughing about the irony, about the funny side of everything.
I am glad he still has his sense of humour.
yes, that woman is the road to hell, but she plasters it with lots of genious and wits and love and passion and fun and perfection.
one really feels how they deserver and need each other.
I like your Snape, may he be non-canon or not. He is adorable.
He was curious to learn about what the Mirror hat revealed her.
Interesting, how Molly took her death sencence.
Always worrying about her family, and now it is her she has to worry about. But it seems she doesn't, or does she?
She couldn’t deny the truth. “I still hate it,” she muttered.
“Good. Use that hatred, when the time comes,” he said. “It will keep you whole.”
I find his advice here very very good and not for nothing I am sure. He is really concerned about her staying whole. He is adorable. also to be seen when he explains about making unforgivables... It is always " am already bruised, so I will do it for you, he did it for Draco, he does it for Hermione, he is a good person indeed.
it's not done because it cannot be done."
Minerva looked at Dumbledore's portrait. "So naturally you had to try."
I love your sense of humour. makes the dark story lighter, more human more alive.
What a brilliant plan!! You are grand.
Let Pettigrew get imperioused, do the job, and 2 Horocruxes are done. great!!
I bet this works out! it sounds just soo clever.
"She seemed to scowl back"... that made me laugh!! Oh sodding Severus makes a big deal out of her trunk entering his bedroom or not. Her entering his real life or not.I can not quite follwo him here. he lives under the same roof with her. he spent a night in the hiding room with her. he shars his mind or her mind when entering there, he shares the knowledge ot her and his death and how and almost when. Where is the problem in sharing a room or a bed, porperly?I have no idea.he expains it with wait...his rigid sense of honour, his saftey net. all right o,k,. but, still, not so understanable. and then he let her choose. Why? she had already, hadn't she.Her responce : "I'd only hit you with it anyway " was rather taking the tenseness away. good idea. and much more natural than anyhting.And thank you thank you thank you for letting us peek at the soo necessary conversation between McGonagall and Dumbledore.tehe.He solved the problem of how to make her trust in Hermiones source without giving it away or giving to much information brilliantly. Trust her Arithmancy? well, if so, then you must only know, that it can only work with the correct information.Good idea of yours!!As so many others are and were.keep up the good job!!
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oh, and I agree with the other reviewer!! not being able to finish reading this WOULD be tragic!or anything like that.
What did he offer to put lower?
His hair?
What had happened? I must have missed quite a bit here.
But The Poenix Tears were healing or fixing someting, this much I know.
And Tayet is fully grown, this I also know.
You descirbe it all so marvellously. it is a real pleasure to read it.
Never blunt, or plump. always a little transcendent, like a little behind a veil, weaving your words in a poetical, philosophical way. very interesting.
thank you for sharing!
he let Voldy bind Wormtail to him. Sounds clever. he is glad about it, so it must be of use for him.
Hermione wanted Wormtail, now she has him.
Still am in the dark about how that would help. But it MUST! please...
Their interrupted lovescene got even more intense after the new developements, it seems to me.. phew. quite a scene.
i wonder why she wanted him in these robes. Everyone would have expected her to be absolutely turned off, but no.
Maybe a chance to dis-charm the brutal character of the deatheater uniform.
What will he do about his new task? find her and bring her to me? he will do that? and when and how? and what will happen there and then?
awful.
I am glad I still can click on to the next chapter. But soon enough I will up to date, and then I will have to wait as patiently as ... Tayet for her feathers to grow?
You mentionted it would be some 30 more?
Happy as I am to hear that, I am also eager to hear that the next 30 will not last for 2 years? got a plan? anything?
the whole chapter was soo funny.
especially McGonnagalls reaction on finding out that Dumbledore was well aware of the going ons and awake for quite a while!! her being furious. I would love to hear THAT conversation!!
hope she gives him her piece of mind!! ha!
and seeing Severus so playfull, and right in the middel of a wonderful seduction HE the bloddy VOLDY comes to summon him. Bad timing.! But what would one expect of the person who has no heart, seven souls and none of them good.
bah.
And he is soo close ..shiver...
Your Tayet is just soo adorable.
How she reads the one persons thoughts and acts in their behalf. I love these scenes. touching.
Is she really just one day old? cant belive how much had happened in this very short time.
So many revellations.
Horrible, to know that you have to die, from the hands of someone you love, and that this willl be a gift too, and that all has to be in a certain timetable or connected to some progresses. awful. unbelievable.
They found the Trapping Spell. and he has to cast it. and either he kills her then, or he will die. also horrible.
She says they bloddy well are the main charactes in this story. well, I think they are both right.
Voldy and Harry on the front line, Hermione and Severus doing the mind-work in the back. both lethal.
I also like your Mrs Black, she is quite tamed now, and her Rommy - I want to know what is going on in the library - game... just sweet.
how sweet, Arthur wants to join his Molly in death. He is soo sweet.
I do so hope that he will not have to. and that she will not have to do this.
Hermione saying farewelll to her parents. what a bitter jounrey, a what she will call her last visit. bruta. so sad.
he has no one to say goodbye to.
Minverva is writing letters.
Hagrid? well, he will say good bye to G....
Molly has her family around.
Very touching scenes.
and Severus asking her to come home, oh so sweet.
Now please be quick, and show us what happens at 2 o'clock!!
please!!
What does he mean with his appearance.
have faith!
She worked that out already!!
And how dare he say anything about their "relationship" whatever it may be.
He is so mixed in it, the planner and plotter and everything.
grr.
At least he gave Severus his blessings. sort of.
And he made away with the awful thing hanging between them about his death and guilt or not guilt.
I liked that. Him thanking Severus.
That was the best about his visit, Ifeel.
ah, so they have to take the Horocrux itemst with them through the veil. But how does she mean that they don't have to die then? er?
coming back isn't possible, I thought?
Hagrid will have to kill Nagingi, did I get this right?
Hermione has to give Severus time to run, and when all is done, and Nagini dead, and Harry seperated form his Scar then
HE will KILL HERMIONE??
WHAT IS THAT!???
Why? what for?
Did he make an unbrakable Vow?
About her in person? or about the person he would find fit for the job. And with whom did he make the vow?
urgh, that is soo ugly.
This man!!!
poor Minerva, she took it like a really powerful strong Lady.
wow.
I don't understand. The deatheaters are trying to kill all those who could free or undo the horocruxes? But if they do,then the Horocuxes will be destroyd, I thought?
So it must be the way the people die, that destroys the Horocruxes?
Still in the dark about that.
And poor Hermione had to be veeery strong here. "In what position is he?" well, very often inside her .. mind...
nice chapter again.
It’s not actually impossible to lie about love to someone who has the evidence of your broken soul emblazoned over her heart, but it really is the height of bad taste.
I can't belive it!
He took her on the floor, then, when she cried these black tears? I didn't realise. oops.
and now he wants her love to be safed, but can not provide any love of his own. Tragic.
good hit, Hermione.
I am all caught up now, having somehow lost track of this story. The complications just suck the reader in, don't they? You have to work at understanding, but only because it's richly complicated and savoury. I do hope you come back and finish it.
I love your words are like slow drops of rain....wonderful!! Your Snaape already makes me cry....Alan Rickmans face as he is portraying Severus killing Dumbledore is one of the saddest scenes ever. you have beautifully captured the afetr effects...
I love it I already LOVE it!!
Now things really begin to heat up.
I know Tayet will play a crucial role (hopefully in keeping Hermione alive and/or healing Severus' torn soul that he be able to love again) before all this is done.
Brilliant idea to drop the Horcruxes through the veil. I hope Wormtail's prosthetic hand will be able to pierce it since it is not living flesh, only animated by Voldemort's magic and Wormtail's intent. I suppose intent is the key word here.
Wonderful update, I was beginning to wonder if I would get the chance to finish reading this beautifully written story, because not to would have been a tragedy.
I am completely in love with this story. Thanks for the wonderful update, I can't wait for more.
Phoenix magic is very powerful. :)
Very good, Love the new Phoenix. Looking forward to more.
I think this chapter is key to everything that follows. It's taken a while, but I think I get it. The inclusion of Hermanubis as a healer made the formula so perfect there could not be one name as a solution...it had to be both, but not either/or...it had to be you in the plural. But, because the whole is much greater than the sum of the parts, the prediction of death went up in flames and the phoenix was born. This inverted the passion, desperation, and sacrifice of the formula and its conclusion on the parchment into the faith, hope, and love represented in the phoenix. It is so perfect the way Tayet reflects both the light and the dark of Herminone and Severus combined. Severus' despair, but at the same time rejecting it by tearing off his many-buttoned frockcoat. The spontaneous appearance of both Hermione's and Severus' patronuses. Awe, playfulness, healing, and nurturing. Hermione going back to planning and researching, taking charge, and sending Severus to collect fireflys (nurturing). This is story telling at its best.
Funny, poignant, and a phoenix.
"I'm to stay here while I research. Um...uninterrupted....orders....I have orders."
"It's an acquired taste"...."Dark, bitter, enervating." Sounds a lot like "tall, dark, and brooding."
The agony of getting the formula to work and the wait.....almost unbearable.
The wonder of the birth of a new phoenix....beautiful
Funny, poignant, and a phoenix.
"I'm to stay here while I research. Um...uninterrupted....orders....I have orders."
"It's an acquired taste"...."Dark, bitter, enervating." Sounds a lot like "tall, dark, and brooding."
The agony of getting the formula to work and the wait.....almost unbearable.
The wonder of the birth of a new phoenix....beautiful