Where Foundations Are Laid.
Chapter 12 of 13
neelixA/N: We are coming to the end of this little story and I have a couple of people to thank.
Firstly, a huge hug to my Beta, ARo, who isn't a Snarry fan but put up with my little detour with positive encouragement.
Secondly I would like to give an extra-special Thankyou to my reviewer, Orlando Switch, who gave me so much help in putting this chapter together. I couldn't have done it without you.
'The sexual embrace can only be compared with music and with prayer.'
~ Marcus Aurelius ~
Severus
I recognised the look in his eye the moment he opened the door, and I half expected him to leap at me before I had even taken my coat off. Maturity has taught him patience, but the tension was palpable. Thank god he finally acted on his impulse, because I needed to know. I know now.
His body is broader than I remember; muscular and firm. I could feel his erection starting through the fabric of his jeans, and it seems we have been blessed in that department too. I can tell he's had experience since the last time. I'm surprised that it doesn't make me jealous, but then, I haven't been totally celibate in the past seven years. I was tempted to go further, to give myself a fighting chance. His younger body will be ready for round two before I've even caught my breath.
'More wine, Severus?' He waves the bottle in my direction.
'No, thank you. I may be a wizard, but alcohol could still affect my performance,' I say quietly. He meets my eyes with amusement.
'You're very sure of yourself,' he says, but I can see the spark in his eye.
'You are many things, Harry, but I would guess that a prick tease isn't one of them.' I smirk.
'Hermione has always said I'm rubbish at hiding things,' he murmurs.
I reach across the table and take his hand, squeezing firmly. 'Where I'm concerned that's probably wise.'
He smiles and threads his fingers through mine briefly. 'You know I want you, Severus. I always have.'
I don't know what to say to that. I'm not one for declarations of love and passion, although I'm sure my desire for him matches his for me. I untangle my hand from his gently and drain my wine glass. I'm grateful when he changes the subject.
'Tell me about Harriet, Severus. I know that you and Hermione didn't conceive her naturally.'
I look at him blankly. This is not a line of questioning I expected, but I know he will find out sooner or later. Perhaps now is better, before it gets complicated. He will have time to change his mind about me.
'What exactly is it that you want to know?' The mechanics are simple to explain, after all. The rest is... delicate.
'Everything.'
Of course.
'Hermione and I were good friends. I knew of her relationship with Rosmerta, and I had shared some of my own experiences. We used to sit and talk, but of course you know that. After you left I was angry with her for her interfering, and we didn't speak for a while. I realised then how lonely my life really was.'
'I told you that myself,' he says smugly.
'Do you want to hear this or just tell me 'I told you so'?' I can't help but smile as he rolls his eyes at me.
'Sorry. Go on,' he says, laughing.
'I had never felt the need for children. I didn't think I would survive the war, so daydreaming about a non existent future seemed pointless. But I realised after you left how much I wanted a family. I said this to Hermione one night, after far too much Firewhisky.'
'And Hermione offered her services?'
'Not like that, no. She wanted a child, but she also wanted a career. We came to an arrangement that suited us both.'
'Without the sex?'
'Could you have sex with a woman, Harry?' He looks thrown by my question, which is unfair of me. I already know about him and the once-nubile Miss Weasley.
'Not anymore. I did a couple of times, with Ginny Weasley. It wasn't right.'
'Precisely. It would have been physically impossible for me to get Hermione pregnant the natural way, and we both wanted the child to be born for the right reasons.'
'The right reasons? Surely being parents was reason enough?'
'Not for us. Hermione and I agreed that the child should be conceived through love. You know how powerful that can be. It is the magic that protected you against the Dark Lord, after all.'
'Love?'
'You have to understand, Harry. I pushed you away to protect myself. It wasn't because I didn't care,' I whisper.
'What did you do, Severus?'
'Hermione is a clever witch, Harry. She is also a hoarder. The night you left the Dursley's with Mad-Eye and the rest of the Order, she kept what was left of the Polyjuice Potion and put it in stasis. I think it was for emergencies during the war, but it was never needed, so she just kept it.'
'My Polyjuice Potion?'
'We planned it for the summer holiday, when the school was virtually empty. Hermione used the Polyjuice Potion and came to my quarters.'
'You slept with her disguised as me?' His face is white, the shock immense. I want to laugh.
'Don't be ridiculous, how would that result in pregnancy? We kissed, once. Then she stayed with me while I prepared myself, and we used an extraction spell. She had taken a fertility potion to ensure conception, and she inserted my sperm in the bathroom of my quarters. We only had to wait a day to confirm the pregnancy.'
'So why the Polyjuice potion? You could have done all of that without it!' He is indignant now; the use of his likeness against his knowledge has irked him.
'You didn't listen, Harry. The child had to be conceived through love. I don't love Hermione, and she doesn't love me, but there is one person we both love.'
I watch his face closely as the penny drops. I'm surprised when tears fill his eyes and then fall undashed down his cheeks.
'You named her after me...' he chokes.
I say nothing. Finally telling him the truth has brought us to this, the point of no return, but I hadn't considered this reaction. He pushes back his chair suddenly and walks out of the room, but I can't let him go like this.
'Harry, wait!' I go after him, up the stairs. I don't know my way around, and he could have slammed any one of the five doors off the landing. 'Harry...'
I take out my wand and use a Point Me spell, and I don't bother to knock. His bedroom is in darkness, but I can sense him.
'You said you kissed her,' he says. His voice comes from the far side of the room, and I move quietly towards him.
'Once, yes.'
'Why not go all the way? You could have had your fun and be done with it.'
My eyes grow accustomed to the dim light, and I see him by the darkened window. His arms are wrapped tightly around his chest, but if he believes this will keep me away, he's wrong. I stand in front of him and remove his glasses. He doesn't look at me, so I tip his face upwards and kiss him firmly. His lips are full and warm, and I long to taste him. I feel him sag against me and I know he's given in. It would be so easy to have him now, when he's vulnerable, but I want us evenly matched. Although my instinct is to kiss him harder, I pull away and run my hands through his unruly hair, holding him still so that I have his full attention.
'I could have had my fun with Hermione, you're right. I could have taken out your cock and wrapped my hands around it, and stroked it until she was begging me to let her come.' He groans, and I push my thigh against his erection to emphasise my point.
'I could have gone on my knees and taken your cock in my mouth to suck it dry.' I kiss him again, my own erection now straining against my fly. I'm taunting myself with my own imagination, but I have to make my point.
'I didn't do any of that.' He kisses me now, and his hands push my jacket to the floor as he walks us towards the bed. He takes hold of the front of my shirt and shakes me, hard.
'Why not?' He's demanding, and I catch a glimpse of the glitter in his eyes.
'Because she wasn't you.'
This time, we both move as one, and I battle with his tongue as my hands pull his t-shirt from the waistband of his jeans. I touch his skin lightly, letting my knuckles graze his nipples as I bring the fabric over his head. He gasps with pleasure and reaches for my shirt, pulling impatiently at the buttons. I still his hands with a grin and pull the shirt off. It hasn't hit the floor before I feel his mouth on my chest, and his warm, wet lips move firmly over my nipple. He sucks and licks with confident strokes, and I don't stop the groan leaving my throat as I run my nails over his firm shoulders. He moves his lips and the cold air hits my wet flesh, sending shivers down my spine and hitting my groin. I can't wait any longer.
'Jeans off.' I hiss, unfastening my fly quickly. My cock springs from its prison, seeking him out and bobbing with anticipation.
In moments, we are naked. I stand before him, grateful for the darkness because I know he is looking at me as I am looking at him. I can faintly see the definition of his muscles, the smattering of dark chest hair, and I follow the trail quickly down. His cock is straight and thick, surrounded by tight, dark curls, and the sight of it makes me harder than I've been in years. I already know how good he will taste in my mouth, but before I get there, he steps closer and pushes me back onto the bed. Before I can stop him, he's on his knees, kneeling between my thighs and nuzzling my cock with his nose. His hand is on my shaft, and his hot, wet mouth covers me, the perfect combination of wanking and sucking, and I lie back, unable to stop the waves of pleasure washing over me. Suddenly, he releases me, and I feel his firm flesh and hot mouth as he crawls up my body urgently. He takes my cock in his hand, and I reach for his, firm, thick and eager. We press our bodies together as he kisses me fiercely, his tongue thrusting as we rub our slick cocks against each other. He feels so hard, and I know neither of us will last much longer.
'Coming!' He cries into my mouth. Fuck, so am I. We rut against each other, and I feel the tip of his cock against my own as his comes with such force his orgasm hits my chest. I kiss him, our tongues colliding, and can't stop the jerk of my body as my orgasm finally explodes and mingles with his. I feel my come spurting over and over again and rub our still hard cocks together to prolong the sensation. Harry gasps against me, and I know he loves it as much as I do.
I lay back on the bed, panting and covered in sweat from the exertion, and stroke Harry's hair softly.
'Fuck...' he whispers against my throat.
'Indeed.'
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80 Reviews | 6.75/10 Average
So good to read this again.
Seriously lovely.
Yay for happy endings! You have done a fantastic job with this, Neelix. Really, it was beautiful from start to finish. I think this ended perfectly where it did, but I would be lying if I said I wouldn't be thrilled to see little glimpses of the future here and there. I like the conversation between mother and daughter on the train. It would be totally unrealistic if Harriet didn't have some reservations about how her peers would accept this unconventional family. It isn't the norm, and kids are cruel. Still, you make the point that different is not equivalent to bad. She just has extra people to love her is all. Regardless of her nerves about what people will think, I have no doubt that she knows deep down how very special she is and how very much she is loved.I don't think she will get too much grief about her parentage. Having three of the most instrumental folks in wizarding history as your family has got to count for something, right?I really, really love Harry's confidence in their relationship. He could feel nervous due to lack of verbal confirmation on Severus' part, and yet he seems to just know that this is right and that it will work between them for always.I hope the writing of this tale lifted your spirits a bit. I know reading it did for me. Thanks so much for sharing such a great story!
Response from neelix (Author of Making Happy)
thank you so much for your positive response to this. I'm really pleased with the way it was recieved, and yes, I did really get a boost from wiritng it!There will be new one-shots intermittently I think, firstly from Severus' POV. I'm still off work but I hope to go back soon . I miss the craic, to be honest!
So glad to see them together at the end. I really liked your story telling from each person's point of view. As someone else said, Snape's point of view on the bonding would be lovely to see.Well done.
Response from neelix (Author of Making Happy)
Thank yu so much for reading. I intend to do a few one-shots to go with this, i think.
This was fantastic. Although not my usual pairing preference, the characterizations were outstanding. I agree with the request for a sequel. Very interesting to see how they balance the alternative family and how the kids handle it. It is always fun to see the true potential of a kid with parents such as Hermione and Severus too! Thanks for writing!
Response from neelix (Author of Making Happy)
Thank you so much - I seem to have convinced a few people about the pairing!
Well now everything is sorted and in its proper space. Nicely done you!
Response from neelix (Author of Making Happy)
Thankyou! I had a lot of fun with this x
Well, my dear, this simply BEGS for a sequel !! Snarry is generally not my thing so much, but this tale was written with such sensitivity and plausability of character that I was ensnared. Fine work !!
Response from neelix (Author of Making Happy)
Wow. Thank you for that! perhaps I will do some one-shots to go along with this. A sequel would need further plot, and not their bonded there's no where to go!
AWWWWWWWWWWW! This is perfect ending. Maybe one day you'll write about Severus' feelings for this evening. I would have loved to see his face when he discovered the box in his plate. And his emotions while Harry paased the ring on his fingers should be interesting to know. Please?
Response from neelix (Author of Making Happy)
I might do a special one-shot just for you from Severus POV :) Thanks for reading xx
Response from snitchette (Reviewer)
*squeeeee* THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!
Awww ... this was nice. One thing that I have really enjoyed about this story is that there is conflict at the proper times, but it is quickly resolved. Not that I don't enjoy long drawn out angst and such, but that is not what this story is ultimately about. I think the cat is out of the bag as far as any secrets between them, so all that is left to do is pursue this relationship. Something that I needed to convince me that this pairing can work is a mature Harry. I'm ok with SS/HG where she is young, but for some reason it is hard for me to stomach a young, inexperienced, immature Harry with Snape. No worries with this version of Harry; he is perfect.Hermione is going to be absolutely delighted by this latest development. Happy probably will be as well. I don't see that there is anywhere to go now, except towards a happy ending -- no pun intended :)
Response from neelix (Author of Making Happy)
Thank you honey - sorry I'm so late in replying, I've been off radar for a little while.Thanks for reading x
Well, from Harry's perspective, Hermione has given him a lot to think about. From my perspective, what the hell is he waiting for? Go to Severus now and tell him how you feel. Geez, men.I love the interaction between Severus and Happy. I can see why he was worried about Hermione taking her away as he clearly loves her dearly.Severus and Hermione have taken an awkward situation and made it even worse in the interest of protecting Harry and Happy. I hope they can make things right for all parties involved.I will be interested to know how Happy came about. I thought in the beginning that Harry and Severus were a couple and wanted a child and Hermione volunteered to help, but then somehow things went belly up and he and she ended up staying together. Then I thought that maybe Severus and Harry were a couple, but because of maybe lots of alcohol and some bad choices, they ended up sleeping together-just this one time- and Happy was the good and bad outcome. Guess I will wait and see.On a personal side note, Harry and Happy are two of the Hippos in the game Hungry, Hungry, Hippos which my son has just recently discovered. I've thought about you each and every one of the ten thousand times we have played over the last week :)
Response from neelix (Author of Making Happy)
Ahh yes, Hungry Hungry Hippos - this is the bane of Severus' life in Hilltop Cottage, the devil's own entertainment! lol!!More comes clear in the next couple of chapters, and as you say, Harry is never backward about coming forward so...
Response from HBAR (Reviewer)
I knew if anyone would understand my pain, it would be you and Severus!
At last! Harry knows the truth. Whew thats a releif. ((bounces)) Severus ought to duck if knows whats good for him. I expect he is going to get a good shouting at by med witch Potter. Hee
Response from neelix (Author of Making Happy)
lol... I think there may be some strong words, you're right. Harry is like a dog with a bone really!
Hooray! You had me genuinely worried about Happy there. I have a very hard time picturing Hermione with Rosemerta, but then Ginny was taken and Lavender was REALLY not her type, so who knows? I guess the wizarding world figured out Artificial Insemination, though chances are they don't do it with a glorified turkey baster. ... well, maybe they do. Why use magic when simple Muggle methods work just as well? It's no use guessing- I'm pleasantly surprised every time.
Response from neelix (Author of Making Happy)
Well. I'm glad I was able to make you feel something. Next chapter wont be long. Thanks for reading.
I can't wait to hear Severus' story about the conception of Happy. Because honestly I thougt it involved a lot of alcohool followed by a pityful performance and a great headache afterwards, maybe regrets too.
Response from neelix (Author of Making Happy)
That would have been a fun scenario to write, actually, but no, not like that. I won't keep you waiting for much longer.
... as I Floo home, I’m feeling more confused than I was before.*pats Harry on the back* "Me too buddy, me too."Where, may I ask, is my explanation of this vow? Hmmm? I'd sic Severus on you, but I'll be damned if he isn't soft and squishy around the edges in this tale. And if that sounds like a negative comment, it isn't. I love your Severus. He retains his hard exterior, biting words, inherent insecurities ... all of the things that make him who he is. But when he is with Hermione, or Happy, or now Harry, he softens a little and that makes a hard-to-love man loveable.You may very well be able to take credit after so many before you have failed, to turn me into a Snarry fan. I'll hold out until the end to decide, though. No pressure, really.
Response from neelix (Author of Making Happy)
Thank you for reading, even if Snarry isn't your thing. I warn you now there will be sex coming up. I'll do my best to make it believable so that you don't feel the need to avert your eyes!Severus is a bit softer in this story. He's a different man, I think, and having Happy changed him beyond his own imagination. I'm sure that he's looked back on his own childhood and decided to be a different sort of parent.I have to be honest, I have struggled with the last couple of chapters. Hopefully the next one will be easier.
Response from HBAR (Reviewer)
I warn you now there will be sex coming up. I'll do my best to make it believable so that you don't feel the need to avert your eyes!You've found my issue with these two. There can be a ton of sex, or none at all ... I just always have a hard time with a relationship between these two feeling believable. I'm liking them so far, even though their interactions have been repressed. Fear not, I have absolute faith in you to make this work.
Response from neelix (Author of Making Happy)
No pressure then. That's good!lol... I'm on chapter 10, sex will be in 11 I'm thinking. Wish us luck (thats me, Severus and of course, Harry... bwahahahaha!!!!)
AAaarrgh! I thought we might find out about the Vow in this chapter!! Well, I am glad that Happy is alright, anyway. Both Hermione and Severus will be able to face anything that happens now. Severus seems to be a great father so why he should have worried about Hermione taking her away, I don't know. Still insecure that everyone he loves will die/run away I suppose and whatever he Vow is, I don't think it has helped him to grow emotionally. Though I think having a daughter has, so perhaps he's ready to jump into the deep end with Harry. *Crosses fingers!*
Response from neelix (Author of Making Happy)
I think you're right about Severus and his insecurities. He has been abandoned by everyone he's ever cared about.The Vow isn't that exciting, really! lol... I think everyone will be majorly disappointed.
I'm so relieved Happy's well. I don't believe Severus would have ever recovered from her death, even with Harry's love to support him.
Response from neelix (Author of Making Happy)
I think you're right,
Response from neelix (Author of Making Happy)
. Onwards...
Thanks for not killing Happy off. Okay I really didnt think you would, but I was nervous for a bit. The vow is lifted, the child is recovering seems to me its time for the adults to have a discussion. Drum roll please for the next chapter!
Response from neelix (Author of Making Happy)
lol... Next chapter is on it's way. Thanks for reading x
Well it is about time. I've been wondering about all of this vow business; the what and the why of it all. I certainly hope that this means the next chapter gives more insight into it all. Knowing you and your wily ways, the next chapter will probably be from Happy's POV, and will take place while she is under for surgery so will just be a blank page, LOL. Ok. you're not that bad. Still, don't make us wait too long for more, pretty please.
Response from neelix (Author of Making Happy)
Dont panic - Chapter 8 is with my beta ARo so you won't have to wait long - I really wish I had done a blank Happy POV, lol!!! I'm not that clever!I hope the reveal makes sense to everyone... *doubting self*
Oh, my gods..... what..... what...... ????!!!!
Response from neelix (Author of Making Happy)
you need to refer back to Chapter 1! lol...
I can't believe I just tore right through the first chapters. I need another fix immediately! * taps foot* Lol, actually this is REALLY excellent. I'm quite enjoying it. Dare I surmise that...well no I won't. I'll let myself be surprised.
Response from neelix (Author of Making Happy)
Thank you so much. next chapter is WIP but shouldn't be long x
Oh WOW he removed the vow ! I want the next chapter immediately!!! You are so evil to withhold it! This was just heartbreaking watching both Hermione and SEverus suffer so. Poor Happy.
Response from neelix (Author of Making Happy)
It's carnage, I agree. It has to be. You have to break a few eggs... :)
What??? Oh my. *aughhhh...I have fallen.* Off the cliff I go.*giggle* Let's just say I am enjoying this immensely, and am looking forward to your next thrilling post.Thank you again for sharing~
Response from neelix (Author of Making Happy)
Response from neelix (Author of Making Happy)
I hope this means you enjoyed the chapter. lol! next update wont be as long, i promise.
YOU are a very bad author!!! What's this vow (un unbreakable one?) that he made. To what purpose? YOu better update quickly *stare menacingly at you*
Response from neelix (Author of Making Happy)
hehe... *cackles evilly* *makes you wait*
What a delicious diner they had. I'm jealous. *wink*
Response from neelix (Author of Making Happy)
I think I preferred the dessert! Thanks for reading x
I LOVE this chapter!! ANd considering thess two sentences "I’ve never seen him look so bloody edible in my life, and my mouth goes dry.""I feel an urge to lick the exposed flesh"I'm wondering what, precisely, thay are going to eat for diner...
Response from neelix (Author of Making Happy)
Haha... With Severus in the house there's only one thing on the menu ;)
Thanks for reading :)