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Chapter 21 of 22
Fawkes_07* * * Chapter 21: November 23, 1997 (continued)* * *
He'd been nervous about approaching his friend and mentor for advice, but that paled in comparison to what he was about to do. Draco's hands were shaking by the time he reached the Great Hall. He told himself just needed a quick glass of juice to calm his nerves and raise his blood sugar, unwilling to admit that a breakfast detour would give him a few more precious seconds of safety before plunging into the unknown.
As it was, a sip of juice was all he could manage before the butterflies occupying his stomach went into a complete rebellion. Shite. Better to get it over with, he thought, rising from his seat as Theo Nott tried to join him. Ignoring his friend's puzzled glare, Draco steeled his face into a semblance of neutrality and plowed up the marble stairs as though climbing the gallows.
The portrait to the suite flew open as he opened his mouth to speak the password, and promptly smacked his forehead.
"Oh, good heavens! Are you hurt? I didn't know you were there!" He was suddenly immersed in a strangely familiar state of Granger + Pain, though this was hardly the metaphorical type. Draco couldn't answer at first; an edge of the carven frame had connected soundly with the nerve behind his right brow and sent a burst of electricity back over his scalp. It was all he could do to keep his feet.
"Here. Let me help you. Oh dear, oh dear--did it get you in the eye? Do you need Madam Pomfrey? I could--"
"Chair," he squeaked, waiting for the stars to stop dancing through his vision.
"Yes, yes, here you go," she fretted, guiding him to the nearest armchair and easing him into it with her arms upon his shoulders. The initial shock now wearing off, Draco began to feel a hint of amusement at her distress, but was still too busy holding his face on to enjoy it.
"Maybe some ice?" Granger piped anxiously after a few seconds of silence.
It broke the tension for him, for this was hardly a serious wound, just an insult, really, and it was already settling down to a dull ache. He knew he oughtn't do it, but he leaned his head back against the chair and groaned, his hands pressed tight against his forehead. "I need," he began, halting with a little gasp. "Could you..."
"What?" said the girl, looking utterly miserable in her concern.
"Kiss and make it all better?" he finally purred, dropping his hands and giving her an impish smile. Or he tried to, at least; he couldn't quite convince his right eye that it was truly out of danger and could open again without fear.
She stared long enough for it to sink in (which wasn't very long at all), then rolled her eyes and sank onto the tuffet in front of his chair. "You troll. I was really worried!"
"Well, take comfort that it really does hurt," he groused, but smiled at her. "Feels like a bolt of lightning struck my face. Where were you off in such a hurry? Not going to America already, are you?"
Oops.
Granger sat up very straight and eyed him strangely. "Going where?" she asked cautiously.
Fuck, fuck, fuck. It had been on his mind for too long now, and he'd let it slip out. Now what? The blow to his forehead had unsettled him more than he'd realized; he should already have made a response. FUCK! Reduced to the truth again.
"America. The All-Star Quidditch game in Area 51. I heard Potter... invited you."
She cocked her head, puzzled. "You did? I didn't think I'd mentioned it to anyone. Well, that was weeks ago, I suppose I might have," she mused, then looked up sharply. "Only I'm not going. Where'd you get the idea I was going?" Her eyes narrowed and the concern left her voice. "Did someone from the Prophet come round to snoop about my schedule? Dumbledore told them not to come hounding anyone here for my whereabouts--"
"Down, girl," Draco chided, smiling far too broadly in relief. "Nothing like that. I heard you were invited and I assumed you were going. That's all. But you're not going?" He hadn't meant for it to come out as a question, but he was so delighted that it slipped away from him.
Hermione snorted. "Of course not! An overblown Quidditch match followed by photo ops and autographs all evening?" She stuck out her tongue. "No, thank you!"
"You were at the last World Cup," he pointed out rather lamely.
"'Last' being the operant word in that sentence, as far as I'm concerned. One was quite enough."
"But Potter... Weasley. Krum. They'll all be there." Draco forced himself to shut the hell up before he got into further trouble, though it was hard to imagine how he could make things any worse from there. Granger squinted at him again, the little cogs turning swiftly in her head.
"What about them?"
"I think I got hit harder than I realized," Draco said, but it was so utterly transparent that neither of them bothered to acknowledge it.
Granger sat staring at him for some time before a tiny smile started to show at the corners of her mouth. But it stopped there; there was no twinkle in her eyes, no merriment. "If this were anyone else, I'd guess that was a hint of jealousy," she said very carefully. "But with you, who knows? If you're starting up another game with me, Malfoy--"
"I'm not. No games," he said, grimacing at the harsh sound of his surname. "Granger... Hermione," he began, but immediately went blank. She wasn't going to America, wasn't drawn in by Potter's frank invitation to his bed, nor by Weasley or even Viktor Krum. She was right there with him. She'd danced with him, sat with him before the fire, tolerated that idiotic gargoyle.
You idiot, how many more chances do you think you're going to get?
Draco shifted his hands to her waist, keeping his gaze firmly locked with hers. A whole new sort of tension began to well between them, deliberate and sensual, each gauging the other's intent. He leaned closer and stopped. "No more games," he whispered.
She caught her breath as her gaze dropped to his mouth, and he needed no further permission.
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170 Reviews | 7.69/10 Average
looking to see what next... chapie 21: suprise that severus has a wife, & he gave great advice to draco!!!
love it.. lovely moment between dh..
alway knew draco could be nice to hermine, if he wanted to..
maybe draco will help hermione over her sadness of being lonely.. love severus's idea of draco and hermione working together..
so draco learn interesting fact concerning hermione, while spying on her and severus's discussion! love the plot, so far...
Omg! I started this not realising it was incomplete, and that it had been five or so years since it was updated. Are there any concrete plans to finish it? I really hope so, it's a great story so far. Feels like it's going to be much longer than this. Please finish! :)
oh! I really hope you havenmt decided to completely abandon this fic forever, I've only just discovered it and I want more! Please reconsider and pick it up again! --Tyche
Response from Fawkes_07 (Author of Looking and Seeing)
I haven't abandoned any of these poor fics, honest. I have them all written in my head. I just can't for the life of me find time to type them out. Someday...
Response from TycheSong (Reviewer)
Good! I am relieved to hear that. :-)
Response from Fawkes_07 (Author of Looking and Seeing)
I haven't abandoned any of these poor fics, honest. I have them all written in my head. I just can't for the life of me find time to type them out. Someday...
Response from TycheSong (Reviewer)
Good! I am relieved to hear that. :-)
oh! I really hope you havenmt decided to completely abandon this fic forever, I've only just discovered it and I want more! Please reconsider and pick it up again! --Tyche
I just noticed that this story got updated over on MNFF, which prompted me to reread....I really, really hope that you finish this story and the "is it worth it to finish" from a couple of chapters back is not how you feel. I want to know what happens! Or rather, how you draw the story to its conclusion. The situations you devise are unusual and intriguing, and I look forward to the next chapter.
Response from Fawkes_07 (Author of Looking and Seeing)
I plan to, really. I'm just always short on time. MNFF doesn't even have the latest chapter up, I don't update as regularly over there.
Ahh... this story was so satisfying. I loved how in character both Hermione and Draco are. Their 'feelings' naturally evolve without making them ooc. I see you haven't updated this in a while, I hope eventually you'll come back to it. Even so, since they finally got together and it seems happy times are ahead, you could also mark this as complete.
Response from Fawkes_07 (Author of Looking and Seeing)
Heh, well, I could, except I do have some more ideas that I wanted to write about when I started this tale... well, we'll see.
Just read through this story for the first time! Its brilliant, I would love to read more!!!
Response from Fawkes_07 (Author of Looking and Seeing)
Thx, yeah, I wish I could write more, but I just broke 6 ribs and can't sit up for more than a few minutes. Sigh.
Response from Fawkes_07 (Author of Looking and Seeing)
Thx, yeah, I wish I could write more, but I just broke 6 ribs and can't sit up for more than a few minutes. Sigh.
Draco is so sexy/pathetic/vulnerable/lovable/hatable in this chapter. I love how complicated and and mysterious and subtle their relationship is so far... it's somehow a lot more believeable than if everything were all spelled out. I love it.
Response from Fawkes_07 (Author of Looking and Seeing)
That's what I was shooting for--cool! Glad you're enjoying.
Response from Fawkes_07 (Author of Looking and Seeing)
That's what I was shooting for--cool! Glad you're enjoying.
I was seriously busting a gut laughing while reading this chapter. I LOVE the way this story begins--I've been looking for some good snark for weeks. This is the first D/H fic I've read, and I think I may be hooked. Hawt. I really love your version of Draco. He feels just right.
Response from Fawkes_07 (Author of Looking and Seeing)
Cool! Always glad to know there's other people who have the same twisted sense of humor as me. :)
Response from Fawkes_07 (Author of Looking and Seeing)
Cool! Always glad to know there's other people who have the same twisted sense of humor as me. :)
I started reading this on Pureblood and was so thrilled to see it here, too! Fantastic story and I agree with the other reviewers - the amount of build-up has been perfect.Looking forward to the next installment. :)
Response from Fawkes_07 (Author of Looking and Seeing)
Thanks! I'm pretty happy with it so far--it turned out pretty good.
I have thoroughly enjoyed this fic. It is very well-written, and, unlike many for this pairing, believable. Thanks for writing it, and I hope you choose to continue.
Response from Fawkes_07 (Author of Looking and Seeing)
Thanks! I will--but I'm behind on all my fics at the mo.
Haha.. I can totally picture Draco checking himself in the suits of armor. And the description of "pink, bubbling champagne" was perfect!
Response from Fawkes_07 (Author of Looking and Seeing)
*grin* Thanks! I've felt like pink bubbles inside before, myself.
Oh, this was SO lovely!
I can't explain why, but this slow, kissing-only, nonsexual event feels deliciously perfect. If I were reading Severus/Hermione I'd probably be frustrated but in this story with Draco and Hermione it feels splendidly right.
Can't wait for more!
Response from Fawkes_07 (Author of Looking and Seeing)
yay! I like to think they're both young enough that they wouldn't leap into it pell-mell--they'd want to try one another on first.
Response from mia madwyn (Reviewer)
Also, maybe a response to how fragile she is (or has been)? How unexpectedly sweet of him.
Oh, I do hope that you will be continuing on with this. I couldn't stop reading--it was spellbinding in every way. If you need encouragement, consider this to be some, okay? If you choose not to go on, thank you for sharing what you have. It's well written and thought out and I did really enjoy it. :D
Response from Fawkes_07 (Author of Looking and Seeing)
Thanks! Glad you like it--I do plan to continue but I have a lot of "open" fics at the moment...
Glad to know you're back on this; thanks for the short but sweet chapter!
Response from Fawkes_07 (Author of Looking and Seeing)
You bet!
That was quite sweet.
Response from Fawkes_07 (Author of Looking and Seeing)
:) I thought so.
Response from Fawkes_07 (Author of Looking and Seeing)
:) I thought so.
Please keep writing this story. A couple of chapters back you thought it wasn't being recieved well. I wasn't reading it because it was listed under the hogwarts cat. and I haven't taken to many of those stories. But I started to read yours and kept saying yeah with each marker for the next chapter until this one.
Don't get discouraged about not getting reviews, I am a avid reader but terrible about writing a review and I am going to try and become better at giving encouragement to my favorite authors. I am looking forward to your next chap. Your timing for the relationship to take a turn was perfect. I didn't feel like---geez, get there already. I know there is suppose to be a build up but some authors build up for so long that I actually start disliking the characters and then I lose interest in the story altogether.
So I bow to your nimble fingers and quick mind. But most of all, have fun writing or its not worth it.
Response from Fawkes_07 (Author of Looking and Seeing)
LOL, thanks. It is nice to get reviews, we authors are such hogs for trouble. Maybe I should have put it in a different category? Malfoy Manor, maybe? Heck, I never know what to put them in.I know exactly what you mean about the WAAAY too long buildup--I get annoyed with that a lot too. But some people love it--it's all accounting for taste, I guess.
Response from Fawkes_07 (Author of Looking and Seeing)
LOL, thanks. It is nice to get reviews, we authors are such hogs for trouble. Maybe I should have put it in a different category? Malfoy Manor, maybe? Heck, I never know what to put them in.I know exactly what you mean about the WAAAY too long buildup--I get annoyed with that a lot too. But some people love it--it's all accounting for taste, I guess.
I really like this story, i love the draco/Hermione pairing (there aren't enough of them in my opinion)Draco's POV was irresistible, i liked how he reacted to having a "secret". but I wonder what will happen when the other students discover their relationship. and i'm sure Harry and ron will have something to say, even if they are no longer so close to hermioneupdate soon please
Response from Fawkes_07 (Author of Looking and Seeing)
Yeah, it was fun to think about how they might react the next day. I debated a lot of ways it could go and decided this was the sweetest. Hee hee. But yeah, you know a LOT of people are going to weigh in on this one...
Response from Fawkes_07 (Author of Looking and Seeing)
Yeah, it was fun to think about how they might react the next day. I debated a lot of ways it could go and decided this was the sweetest. Hee hee. But yeah, you know a LOT of people are going to weigh in on this one...
I gave up reading fanfic for Lent, but when I saw you'd updated the temptation was too great to resist. This was a great chapter, I love the change in Draco, how his self-centered concern for his own pleasure has begun to shift in ways he's not really even recognizing yet.
Response from Fawkes_07 (Author of Looking and Seeing)
Exactly. He's really in over his head and he doesn't even know it. Heh.
Response from Fawkes_07 (Author of Looking and Seeing)
Exactly. He's really in over his head and he doesn't even know it. Heh.