Chapter 1
Chapter 2 of 13
potterbratThis is a story inspired by the Tim McGraw song, "If You're Reading This." This is NOT a songfic. What happens when Hermione's dreams don't exactly turn out the way she had planned? Will she be able to deal with the hand that life dealt her?
A/N: I really appreciate the kind reviews I have gotten for this little fic. I believe that fluff should be a warning, so here it is: EXCESSIVE FLUFF WARNING!! Thanks again to the talented RobisonRocket. She beta'd Broken and Better Than Me, so I wouldn't dream of using another.
Chapter 1
Hermione's brown eyes glistened with unshed tears as she peered out the window from Ron's childhood bedroom of The Burrow. She smiled absentmindedly as she watched her fourteen-year-old daughter give a hug to Devon Malfoy, who had just Apparated into the backyard with his mother and father, Luna and Draco Malfoy. It still struck her that Draco would end up with the eccentric Ravenclaw, but somehow, they just seem to fit.
Today was the fifteenth anniversary of the fall of the Dark Lord. Everyone had gathered at The Burrow: all the Weasleys and their children, the Malfoys, the Potters, and the Snapes. Hermione closed her eyes tightly. Not everyone, she thought sadly.
In her hand she clutched a letter that she had read so many times she knew it by heart. But, it was one of the few things that she still had that gave her strength on days like this. Not only was this the anniversary of Voldemort's defeat, it was also the anniversary of Ron's death. Hermione allowed the threatening tear to slide down her cheek.
"Oh, Ronald," Hermione said out loud. "You should be here. You deserve this celebration as much as anyone else."
At that moment there was a knock at the door. Hermione heard the silky voice of Hogwarts' newest Headmaster. "Hermione, are you in there?"
"Yes, Severus, come in." Hermione didn't even try to hide her tears or the letter that she still held tightly.
The door opened quietly, and Hermione looked up. The sight of the formidable Potions master still took her breath away after all these years. She smiled gently at her husband, and he approached her cautiously.
"I thought I'd find you in here. How are you holding up?"
Hermione wrapped her arms around Severus' waist and laid her head on his shoulder. "I'm okay. I've just been thinking about how much Ron would have loved this little gathering. He always loved parties, especially at The Burrow. He and Harry would be off playing Quidditch or otherwise engaged in some sort of scheming with the twins. Oh, my goodness. I can't imagine what sort of trouble he would have gotten into with the Potter twins and Gracie. It's pretty bad when Devon Malfoy is the only sane one in that group."
Severus laughed. "Ah, yes, but wait until the next generation of Weasleys comes to Hogwarts."
"Don't forget our own son, Severus. Brian can be quite a tricky sort himself. And with his big sister there to cheer him on, well... you will have your work cut out for you, Headmaster."
Severus grinned. "I never should have informed the senior twins of their brother's desire to turn their niece into their protégé. Had I known that I would marry her mother and raise the holy terror, I would have kept that bit of information to myself. However, I do believe that the evil uncles took Ronald's request to even higher levels when I became Gracie's step-father."
"Ah, come on, darling." Hermione reached up and gave her husband a chaste kiss. "Don't be so hard on Fred and George. After all, it was you who took Ron's request of watching over me to heart. When he asked you to look in on me from time to time, I'm not sure he meant for you to marry me."
"Well, I do take my responsibilities seriously. It's actually Grace that I was looking after. You just happened to be around," Severus said nonchalantly.
"Excuse me, am I interrupting something?" A voice from the doorway broke the banter.
"Of course not, Gracie," Severus said, striding over to kiss the young girl on the cheek. "Have all of the guests arrived?"
"I think we're still waiting for Aunt Ginny. Uncle Harry said that Lily was fussing about a hair ribbon that she couldn't find. Oh, by the way, Dad, Uncle Harry would like to speak to you. He's down in the garden."
"Ah, yes, I need to speak with him as well. Hermione, Gracie, I will see you lovely ladies later. Oh, and, Grace, please drag your mother down soon."
Grace laughed. "I will. Don't worry."
After the door closed, Grace turned toward Hermione and watched her intently. Hermione started to squirm under her scrutiny until her precocious daughter sighed.
"What is it, Mum? What's got you so down?"
"Oh, Gracie, just thinking about the way life use to be, the way things might have been, and the way things are. I'm sorry, love. I don't mean to be so melancholy. Tell me, how is young Devon?"
"Don't even think about changing the subject. You're thinking of my father, aren't you?" Grace asked, sitting on Ron's bed.
Hermione sat down next to her and put her arm around her shoulders. "You were always a perceptive child. Yes, I was thinking about Ron. You are a lot like him, you know. He would have been so proud of the young woman you're growing into. Of course, I don't know what he would think about you fancying a Malfoy," Hermione teased.
"I told you not to change the subject. Devon and I are very good friends. I'm too young to be thinking about boys." Grace smiled prettily at Hermione.
"It sounds to me like Severus has been sending you subliminal messages. I can see him now: while you sleep, he is whispering in your ear, "I am too young to like boys," over and over. He is so worried that you will grow up too quickly."
Grace blushed. With her brown eyes and dark, curly hair, so much like her mother's, she was quite a beauty. But, she had a fight in her that was so much like Ron's that Hermione felt herself thinking about him every time she looked at her daughter. Grace was a mischievous girl, with the help of her Uncles Fred and George and her Uncle Harry, who always had a hard time hiding his guilty grin when Grace would get into trouble. Hermione knew that Harry had his hand in whatever it was that Gracie got caught doing.
Hermione smiled at her daughter. Yes, Ron would definitely be proud of his little girl. Hermione unconsciously tightened her grip on the letter.
Gracie frowned at her mother. "What is that, Mum?"
Hermione gave her daughter an exasperated sigh. "Oh, it's nothing for you to worry yourself about, Darling."
"Okay. Tell me something, Mum. Are you unhappy? Are you and Dad having problems?"
"Of course, I'm happy. I love Severus very much. I just get this way on this date. I wish you could have known your father, Grace. He was such a wonderful man. He used to drive me mad, though. He and your Uncle Harry were absolute nightmares in school. It was difficult trying to keep those boys on the right track. But, I loved them dearly. Even before I fell in love with Ron, I loved him as a good friend. I think that's what I miss the most his friendship."
"When I watch you play chess or Quidditch, Merlin, you look just like him. Sometimes it will be in the way you laugh, or the twinkle in your eye, or even the way you cock your head to the side you remind me so very much of him."
"And then... well, I don't know what I would have done without Severus. He saved us both, Gracie. He was such an arse when I was in school completely the opposite of Ron. But, he has always been a good man. He loves you so much, you know. He has never looked at you as Ron's daughter, or even my daughter. You've always been our daughter."
Hermione laughed. "Although, when you aced your Potions exam last term, I believe you were just his daughter."
Gracie grinned. "And when I get into trouble?"
"Oh, that's when you become the Weasley twins' evil niece or, my personal favorite, Potter's Prodigy."
Grace sighed. "I do wish I could have known my real father, but I think I got pretty lucky with the father I got."
Hermione frowned at her daughter. "But, Gracie, you do know him."
At Grace's look of confusion, Hermione continued. "Ronald Weasley is in the air that you breathe. He's in your face every time you look in the mirror. He's in every chess move you make and every goal that you save. He's in your laughter and in your tears. When I was in school, Harry told me something that our old Headmaster told him. Those who love us never really leave us. Ron will never leave us, Gracie. He died fighting for a world where we could all be free from darkness."
Grace let a rare tear slide down her cheek.
Hermione hugged her tightly. "You're right about one thing, though. You are a very lucky girl to have been raised by Severus Snape."
"Indeed," Severus softly replied from the doorframe.
Hermione wiped her eyes and giggled. "How long have you been standing there? I thought you were speaking with Harry about something."
"In answer to your first question, I have been standing here long enough to hear how you used me to help you raise this delightful little terror," Severus teased. And I did speak to Potter. However, I don't think I need to be saturated with his company longer than necessary. Besides, I'm a man on a mission. Ginevra and her daughter have just arrived. She asked me to fetch you--something about a photo album."
"I almost forgot about that. I'd better go." Hermione stuffed the letter into the pocket of her robes and left the room.
Grace started to rise and follow her mother when Severus stopped her. "Sit down, please. I'd like to speak to you."
Grace did as he said and sat back down on Ron's bed. Severus didn't speak right away. He took in his surroundings for a moment. The room was still bright orange in tribute to Ron's favorite Quidditch team. There were still clothes in the closet, and Ron's school trunk was left open at the foot of the bed. Severus smiled at Molly Weasley's insistence that Ron's room remain untouched.
Grace couldn't stand the silence any longer. "Did I do something wrong, Dad?"
Severus gave her a penetrating look. After all of these years, he still loved to hear her call him that. "No, you didn't do anything wrong that I'm aware of. I'm sure the twin idiots and Potter will have you into all sorts of nonsense before the day is over, however. No, I want to talk to you about your mother, and I also would like to speak to you about your father."
Grace was taken aback. In her entire life, he had never talked to her about her real father. "What do you want to talk about?"
Severus took a tentative seat on the bed next to her. Although he and Hermione had an eleven-year-old son who loved Quidditch and insisted on plastering the evidence all over his bedroom walls, Severus still seemed out of place in Ron's childhood room.
"This day is always hard on your mum. You know the circumstances as to why that is. I have always done my best, Gracie, to stay out of her way on this occasion. I can't deny my own ridiculous tinge of jealousy whilst I witness her sadness. It's like this every year, but somehow... I don't know why, but this year seems to be even more difficult."
Severus pinched the bridge of his nose. "There was one other day. You have probably forgotten."
"What day?" Grace asked.
Severus' black eyes bore into her brown ones. "The day you went to Hogwarts. Your mother was nearly inconsolable. I think she cried harder on that day than she did at your father's funeral."
"Why do you think she's having such a hard time with this year, then?"
"I think it has a lot to do with the fact that we have gathered here at his childhood home. We usually celebrate at the old Order Headquarters where the Potters live. This year, however, Molly wanted to gather here. Your grandmother has never liked Apparating, and she says that she feels like a bone breaks every time she uses the Floo."
Grace snorted. "I think she likes to fuss over everyone, and she feels more comfortable doing that in her own home."
Severus chuckled. "You definitely have the measure of Molly Weasley."
The room grew silent again. Grace gave him a curious look. "Dad, why are you telling me all of this?"
"I'm telling all of this because you are growing up, Grace. I don't like it, but it's a fact. I'm afraid that if I blink, you will be too grown up for me to sit with you like this. I'm afraid that if I go to sleep tonight, you will be graduated and have a career by morning. I used to think people were crazy when they spoke of intimate and sentimental issues. I used to think they should just let destiny happen and to hell with the rest of it."
"What changed your mind?" Grace asked.
"Ronald Weasley changed my mind. On the day he died, he told me all the things he wanted everyone to know. He spoke of his love for his family and for Hermione. He spoke of how happy he was to be having a daughter. He loved you before you were ever even born. It was an honor to be the recipient of his message."
"So, that's why we're having this little talk. You are afraid that if tomorrow never comes, you would be sorry that we didn't have this between us?"
"Exactly," Severus answered simply. "I don't want another day to go by without you knowing how much I love you and how great a privilege it is to be your dad."
Grace threw her arms around Severus' neck. With a choked sob, she said, "I love you, too, Dad."
Severus had to fight tears of his own. He scowled at her. "Look what you and your mother have turned me into. I'm a sentimental old codger. Albus Dumbledore would have a field day with this."
Grace giggled.
They both turned toward the window when they heard loud shouts.
"Well, it sounds like your uncles are here. Let's go down and see what trouble those twits can get you into."
"Just give me a minute, okay? I want to sit in his room for a little while."
Severus kissed her cheek and used his thumb to wipe a stray tear from her cheek. "If you ever need anything, Grace, you need only ask. I would steal the moon for you if it were in my power."
Grace merely nodded, and Severus swept out of the room, leaving her alone with her thoughts and the whispering walls of her father's bedroom.
A/N: There will only be a couple more chapters on this fic. I meant for it to only be a one-shot, but the fates have chosen to make it more. Please review.
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137 Reviews | 6.49/10 Average
i knew u were an exceptional writer. gj!
good cliffie! u missed correcting one (subtly)
A friend of mine on Tumblr recommenned your story. I have spend this evening reading you wonderful work. You had me laughing and in tears. Thank you so much for the wonderful story.
You never know what you'll get when you ask for a random story. It might be something a bit on the mediocre side, or an unfinished story, or something that is completely unforgettable. This one, my dear potterbrat, is a keeper! I really mean that, too. I've added it to the other fanfics I have copied over the years. Consider yourself in the august company of such writers as ladyofthemasque, Bambu, Sunny33, Chivalric, and Southern_Witch_69, just to name a few. Well Done! ^_^
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
To receive such kind words from an author that I respect is a huge boost to my ego. But to be included in the same sentence as the best of the best is both an honor and very humbling. Thank you so much.
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
To receive such kind words from an author that I respect is a huge boost to my ego. But to be included in the same sentence as the best of the best is both an honor and very humbling. Thank you so much.
This story makes me cry every time I read it.
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
That gives me the impression that you've read it more than once. If that is the case, then I can't tell you how much that means to me. This was only my second novel-length, so it was pretty raw. Thank you for the review.~*potterbrat*~
Response from rons_love (Reviewer)
Yes, I have read the story more than once. I usually go back over my favorites when I get bored with reading one shots. :)
That was a sweet and wonderful story. Thank you so much, your story really touched my heart. And yes I cried several times during the story.
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
You are very sweet. Thank you for reading and leaving a review.
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
You are very sweet. Thank you for reading and leaving a review.
That was beautifully done. I like the way everything moved along and we were able to see such a long expanse of time without getting lost in it. Thanks for a great story!
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
Thank you for your kind review. I'm glad you enjoyed it.
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
Thank you for your kind review. I'm glad you enjoyed it.
I just loved this story. It was beautiful and emotional. it had me crying in places and laughing as well. being 8 months pregnant and reading about this beautiful girl made me proud that i am having a girl!!
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
Oh, thank you!! Congratulations!! I have two girls (Paige-9, Jayde-13) and they are an absolute blessing. EXPENSIVE, but a blessing all the same!!
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
Oh, thank you!! Congratulations!! I have two girls (Paige-9, Jayde-13) and they are an absolute blessing. EXPENSIVE, but a blessing all the same!!
gosh darn it! you've got me crying again!
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
I don't mean, too!! Just keep reading. You'll stop crying, eventually. Thanks for the review!!
wow...this story has me snivling all over my keyboard. yes, it is fluffiness personified but i am so enjoying it. i look forward to the last bits. love the scene with her and ron! thanks so much!
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
You're a sweetheart! Thank you. I hope to have more up next week, but I'm not really sure. I have a very busy weekend, coming up so I don't know if I'll be able to get any writing in.
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That was amazingly sweet. I really love this story.
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
Thank you, sweetie! I'm glad that you do.
I just love how Grace got to visit with her father. That is just so beautiful.
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
Thank you, love. I really wanted to give them a moment. Not so much for Grace, but for Ron. He deserved a moment, bless him.
You have me crying. AGAIN! Another wonderful chapter. I loved how Grace got to talk to Ron, and he was wonderful. People give Ron a lot of flack in fanfics, which I tend to get sick to death of. I'm happy that in this fic you haven't gone that tired route.
I also really liked Neville standing up to Severus. A great fanfic moment.
I look forward to more.
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
Thank you so much! I'm so glad that I'm not the only person out there that still likes Ron. I think he's great for a laugh, which can make his hard to write sometimes. I hope to get some more out to you guys really soon. I know what I want to write, it's just the writing that gets me stuck. I will have a block for about two weeks, then suddenly, I can't stop writing. Utter MADNESS!
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I am honnored that you thought my comment was worth weaving into your story, of course I don't mind G/F. I am so sorry to hear about your dog, I have a theropy dog so I really have an understanding of how close your relationship with a pet can be. I do hope you are feeling better.
I really enjoyed this chapter and was tickeled to death to see your A/N. *blushes*
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
Well, thank you for your kind words about my "baby-bull." I appreciate that!
I was in the middle of writing the story, and for some reason the whole "poetic justice" thing kept popping into my head. I thought Snape might say something like that if the situation called for it, and BAM! there it was: the perfect situation. It was exactly what his little talk with Neville needed. I'm glad that you're pleased!
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"Please, Weasley, I’m on my knees, begging you not to take her away from me"
"I can’t compete with you, Ronald. I’m here at your mercy, my friend. Please, don’t take her away from me. I beg you"
Sheer brilliance, these lines were my undoing, I blubbed like a baby, darn it!
I bow down to your brilliance and would award you 5 million stars if I could.
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
I am grinning like kneazle here. I don't mean to be so pleased by your tears, but that's just the nicest compliment I could get as a writer. I'm also glad that you were particularly moved by those lines. I think Snape is the most fascinating and complicated character in the entire HP series. I believe that if he were in a similar situation in canon, he would battle with blaming himself and finding someone else to blame. That's why he called Ron a "bastard" and eventually referred to him as "my friend." Thank you for the stars and for the review!
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Fantastic! I loved this chapter, even if I had to find a tissue to remove that hair that had gotten into my eye....
Update again soon!
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
Don't you hate that!! I had the same problem while I was writing some of this. Hmmm... maybe next time I'll issue a mascara alert. You know, for when our hair gets in our eyes. Hee hee!! I'm glad you enjoyed this chapter. Thanks for sticking with me.
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I really liked the talk between Neville and Severus. Neville's really grown into his own - it's good to see he can't be intimidated that easily any more.
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
I know. Bless his heart. This was my way of giving Neville and Severus an ending. I feel like he never had the chance to prove himself in canon. I'm glad you were able to see him the way I think he should be seen.
cheers!
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This is such a great story. I am not ashamed to admit that I either cried or teared up several times while reading it. I look forward to more.
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
Please don't be ashamed. It just means that you grasped what the story is, and you've reacted in the exact way you were supposed to react. I hope to have more either this week or next. Thanks so much for reviewing!
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Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
Please don't be ashamed. It just means that you grasped what the story is, and you've reacted in the exact way you were supposed to react. I hope to have more either this week or next. Thanks so much for reviewing!
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There is a certain amount of poetic justice in Neville being a surgeon. Hmm, yes, Severus frightened him as a student now he frightens Severus as a Dr.
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
Hmmm.... yes, I thought so as well. I love it when things turn out this way, don't you? I think we will see yet another side of Severus Snape!!!
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Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
Hmmm.... yes, I thought so as well. I love it when things turn out this way, don't you? I think we will see yet another side of Severus Snape!!!
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Very touching. It is rare to read a fic that shows Ron in such a mature light.Livvy
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
That is exactly why I wrote Ron this way. He deserves a little redemption for all the other fanfics that beat the hell out of him. I love his character, even though I don't think he and Hermione belong together. Thanks so much for the review.~potterbrat~
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
That is exactly why I wrote Ron this way. He deserves a little redemption for all the other fanfics that beat the hell out of him. I love his character, even though I don't think he and Hermione belong together. Thanks so much for the review.~potterbrat~
Loved the update:-) I must say that if Devon have the love and courage to ask Grace to marry him after being served death-treaths from Severus with the added promise of pain from her other relatives, he sure deserves her love (and hand in marriage).Update again soon!
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
Thank you so much. There are times when I've thought that my Snape is a little too sappy for his own good. I've always loved his subtle way of terrifying people, so I had to give him a chance to be himself. I am in the process of writing the next, so stay tune!
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
Thank you so much. There are times when I've thought that my Snape is a little too sappy for his own good. I've always loved his subtle way of terrifying people, so I had to give him a chance to be himself. I am in the process of writing the next, so stay tune!
Hahahaha awwww! Awesome chapterrr! Cant wait for moooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooRE! =D
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
Thank you, darling! I am already working on the next chapter, so hopefully, you won't have to wait long. I'm hoping to have it out before the new year.
Snape was crying, I'm crying. It's all good. Lovely, absolutely lovely.
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
is it wrong that your tears make me smile? Thank you so much for the review. Merry Christmas.
Hey g/f what a little gem of a story! Love the way you wrote Severus, and I 100% agree about your comment on parental love. Long live AU fanfiction!
Response from potterbrat (Author of Saving Grace)
thank you so much , love. Have a Merry Christmas!
Response from sinbad (Reviewer)
How rude of me! Merry Christmas & Happy New Year!