Chapter 7: Formulating Plans
Chapter 7 of 20
debjunkReceived Honorable Mention in Anything Goes Challenge. Sybill Trelawney has been hiding a huge secret. She’s not the witch she appears to be. Now that she is no longer in danger, she can come out of hiding and be herself. But who is she, really? And what does she want out of life?
ReviewedChapter 7: Formulating Plans
Several weeks had passed, and Sybill's worries had calmed considerably. At first she had been quite skittish, but now she was back to herself, a calm aura surrounding her. She was in the Room of Requirement, stripping the walls. The faculty and those helping to restore Hogwarts decided to restore the room in shifts. Most shifts consisted of five people, but today she was only scheduled to work with one other person. Each shift worked for two hours, and everyone rotated throughout the week. Today Sybill was supposed to be paired with Professor Flitwick, but he had left the castle to bring Calliope to meet his family, so she was alone.
She didn't mind being alone at all. She had spent a great deal of her life alone and was comfortable with silence. It gave her time to think. She crumbled the shell that was over the wall and let her mind wander. What would she do with the rest of her life?
She knew she wanted to keep teaching. She also knew that now that she had shed her loony-bin persona, she would like to find a gentleman to marry. Unfortunately, it was quite hard to find gentlemen to date when one was cooped up in a castle full of pre-pubescent students all day. She would need to visit Hogsmeade more often. She hadn't been there at all before her retransformation, and she had only gone the one time to get her wardrobe since. She hadn't even browsed much in the town. Yes, she'd need to visit more often. Maybe she could hang out in the Three Broomsticks and find someone nice to date.
Sybill huffed at herself. She had gone from loony to floozy in a few short weeks. Why would she even contemplate trying to find a man in a bar? She must be more desperate than she thought!
Maybe she should just live in Hogsmeade. She could Apparate to the Hogwarts gates every day for her job. That would give her some social life. Maybe that was the answer. She would go to the little town tomorrow and look around. That would help her to know if she should live there or not.
"Professor Trelawney?" a voice rang out behind her.
She turned to see Harry Potter standing in the doorway.
"Harry! How nice to see you!" She went over to him and shook his hand.
"I wasn't sure if that was you, Professor. The Headmistress just said you had straight black hair."
"Well, I'm not Professor Snape, so you chose wisely."
Harry chuckled. "Oh, I just came from speaking with him."
"My we are getting brave in our adulthood, aren't we, Harry?"
Harry laughed. "Professor, I wanted to..."
"Harry, I want to thank you. If you hadn't killed Voldemort, I would still be the batty teacher that you knew all of those years. You have given me freedom, Harry, and I'm very grateful."
Harry turned red. "I'm embarrassed to say I never had a high regard for you when in school. Professor McGonagall has told me that you're quite remarkable with your sight."
"You really are quite brave to divulge such a well-kept secret about your feelings for me, Harry." Sybill laughed at her joke. "I know everyone thought I was nuts. That was my intent. I will admit, it was hard having everyone think that about me, but Professor Dumbledore was insistent that I would be safer that way."
"I wish I could see you teach now. I might learn something."
"You took classes with Firenze, didn't you?"
Harry nodded.
"Then you certainly learned something."
"I thought you hated him?"
"I acted like it. I find centaur Divination extremely fascinating, and when he returns I intend to have a good sit down with him and discuss it."
Harry shook his head. "I can't believe you're so different."
Sybill smiled at him. She suddenly looked at him seriously. "Harry, you shouldn't wait."
"Wait for what?"
"You shouldn't wait to start your Auror training."
"How did you know..." He looked at her in puzzlement. "Oh, right, you really are a Seer."
Sybill put her hand on Harry's shoulder. "You will accomplish great things as an Auror. You need to start now. The people you will work with will not be available to you even in a few months. They will give you skills you will not be able to acquire from anyone else."
"I just wonder if it's the right thing to do, you know?" Harry looked down at his shoes. "After the battle, I find I'd like to not be so entrenched in fighting the bad guys."
Sybill nodded her head at Harry. "That's understandable, Harry. If I were you, I would probably feel the same way. But you are destined to be an Auror. You must begin your path as soon as possible."
Harry wasn't sure whether to believe Professor Trelawney or not.
"I understand your hesitation, Harry, but I'm speaking the truth. Ultimately, it is your choice."
"Thanks, Professor. I'll give it some thought."
Sybill smiled at him. "That's all I can ask. I wish I could have told you some things a long time ago. I have had several visions about you over the years, but have not been able to speak of them."
"You never seemed afraid to tell me of your visions, Professor," Harry remarked.
"I'm speaking of real visions, Harry, not the you are in grave danger kind of visions," she answered shrewdly.
"What did you see in these visions?" Harry asked with curiosity.
"Well, for one thing, I knew you would enter the Chamber of Secrets and live to tell about it. The thing, though, that I wanted to tell you the most, is that your parents loved you very much. I always felt that you were lonely growing up. They would have wanted you to be loved, Harry. I saw a vision of them right after they were killed. They were mourning their separation from you. They truly felt terrible because they knew you wouldn't receive the proper upbringing from the Dursleys."
Harry only stared at Sybill. He didn't know what to say. He had seen his parents through the Resurrection Stone and had felt their love, but to hear it from her made it all the more real. He felt himself tear up and fought to control himself.
"Thank you, Professor. That really means a lot to me."
"Anytime, Harry."
She watched Harry leave the large room and went back to her scraping.
oooOOOooo
Later that day, Sybill was eating her dinner and chatting with Madam Hooch. Rolanda and she had formed a tight bond during the weeks since the war. Since it was summer, and all of the stragglers from the battle had finally left the castle, there was a subtle easiness surrounding the entire place. Rolanda and Sybill would oftentimes spend over an hour chatting at breakfast. It was the one meal of the day they gave themselves the luxury of lounging about in.
Sybill had been ecstatic at Rolanda's friendship. Of the entire faculty, Rolanda had been the one who had avoided her the most. Well, except for the times Severus had literally run the other way when he had seen her. Rolanda's personality was certainly the polar opposite of Sybill's when she was 'Crazy Trelawney,' but now they seemed to agree on most everything. It was refreshing to have new friends after so much solitude for so long. Before the only faculty member who had even given her more than a glance had been Minerva. Minerva and she, of course, were still good friends, but it was nice for Sybill to be able to talk to more than one person at the dinner table.
"You really shouldn't move to Hogsmeade, Sybill!" Rolanda cried. "We've just become friends, and I'd miss our talks."
"Rolanda, it's not like we would never speak to one another, you know."
"You can't move to Hogsmeade," Severus said with a scowl. He had just entered the Hall and situated himself next to Sybill moments before the conversation had turned to living in Hogsmeade.
Sybill turned to him. "And why is that?"
"It's too dangerous right now. You must stay in the castle."
"Why would it be dangerous?" Rolanda queried.
Sybill sighed. "I had a premonition that the Death Eaters are out for my blood because of the prophecy I gave about Harry Potter."
Rolanda gasped. "Well, that's all the more reason to stay here, Sybill!"
Sybill pushed down her annoyance at the two friends who had just appointed themselves her baby sitters.
"I am going to Hogsmeade tomorrow, and I'm looking around," she said tersely. "If I like it, I will find a flat and move there."
Severus looked at her and said slowly, "But, Sybill, you are in grave danger!"
Sybill's anger abated, and she laughed heartily. After a minute she composed herself.
"You two need to understand," she explained in a calmer voice. "I have been hiding and running for 18 years. I'm tired of letting others determine my future. I won't let those men manipulate me into being scared and hiding anymore. I can fight just as well as anyone else. I won't be intimidated."
Severus looked at Sybill and admired her bravery. Nonetheless, he still thought her moving to Hogsmeade was a terrible idea and said so.
"I haven't decided to move definitely," Sybill retorted with a wave of her hand. "That's why I want to go tomorrow. The last time I was there I barely looked at anything."
"I'll go with you then," Severus said in a tone that was not to be argued with, "to assure your safety."
Sybill must not have recognized his tone. "You can't shadow me wherever I go, Severus. I'm perfectly fine going alone."
"You'll be perfectly fine going with me, or you will not go at all!" Severus snapped.
Rolanda leaned over and whispered loudly in Sybill's ear. "There's no arguing with him when he's like that. You don't want him to poison you, do you?"
Sybill looked to Rolanda curiously. "If he never poisoned me when I was an idiot, why would he poison me now? I was much more annoying to him then!"
"Yes, you were, and I'm sitting right here," Severus uttered caustically. "You don't have to speak like I'm not even in the room!"
The two women looked over at Severus and burst out laughing. He looked incredibly put out, and they found that to be hilarious. Severus rolled his eyes and went back to his meal.
"What time are we leaving tomorrow?" he asked sulkily.
"Oh, Sybill, you've hurt his feelings!" Rolanda exclaimed.
Severus scowled, and Sybill understood they had gone too far.
"That's enough, Rolanda. There's no need to be rude." She turned her attention to Severus and pretended as if nothing had happened. "How about ten in the morning?"
Severus nodded, but did not look up. Sybill shrugged it off and went back to her own meal. She waited a little before she tried to get Severus to speak again.
"Do you need anything while we're there?" she asked him.
He shook his head no. Sybill was finished with her meal, so she excused herself.
"I'll see you tomorrow, Severus. Both of you have a nice evening."
With that she turned and left the Great Hall.
A/N: Next up: Examining Hogsmeade
I hope you enjoyed today's chapter. Thanks to my mystery beta. She comes up with the most wonderful ideas! Thanks also to you. I was uncertain whether this story would garner interest, but it seems to have a nice following. I really appreciate that!
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a real chicken party. *lol*yes, this is what happens when women cometogether to chat about such an event as marriage.!And when a certain Snape is involved, the reactions must me even more chaotic.So cute of him to take her away before the "surprise party" to make such a sweet proposal - scene.very nicely written! he hasn't got any spare ring for another Sybille? No? It is so much fun to open box after box. nasty boy.“Sybill, you are everything I want. You have helped me to become more of the man I wanted to be. You love me and make me feel worthwhile. I can’t imagine being without you. I want you with me always.”THIS is what a girl wants to hear! yes, well chosen! if that would not turn her, what would.thank you for ther chapter!
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
I'm pretty sure she was turned already, but his words were the icing on the cake to help her know how much he feels for her.
LOL Yea! He proposed! Whoot! It was mean of him ot have told her of the surprise birthday party - but at least she was a good sport about it. I was stunned that Minerva or Pomona didn't see the ring on her hand when Sybill put on the hair clips - especially Rolanda! Hello, shinny thing on her finger?Very cute chapter, but alas I feel the end drawing near.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
I think they were all too absorbed in the gifts and how she'd react. Alas, the end is drawing near. But it will be a happy end!
Love the note about your father! :)
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Thanks. It was quite comical.
Love the nice Lucius. Can I have one too? :)
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Mmm, hmm! He's lovely, isn't he? I usually don't like men with long hair, but between Severus and Lucius... Wow!
adored the loving man lucius turned into. beautifully don, my deb. thanks so much
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
I really think that given the opportunity we can all become the best we can be. Lucius just had his opportunity later in life.
yummy, you really took my comment seriously. Thank you.And your explanation was beating it.Missing memorie might change actions and reactions and feelings of and in a person.Yes, he has a new chance.I found it critical to let Draco do the curse, it being such a dangerous and complex one. He could easily have damaged his dad more than intended.But my concerns were unneccessary. Lucius is in the safe hands of his very close and loving wife and his maybe now forgiving son. wow.maybe a reunion. and peace for at least three or five people. Sybil doesn't have to fear for her life anymore. yippee.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Yes, things are coming along nicely, aren't they? (We can hope, right?) I too thought it was the right thing for Draco to do the curse. He took on that responsibility, giving Severus a break for a change. Being that it was his dad, it was a family responsibility. I should have a new chapter up within a few days.
saved by the ... ring!
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Yes, isn't it wonderful that he gave that to her? The man just might be a Seer himself!
i'm really enjoying the pace of their relationship. and good on hermione for appoligizing. by the by, if she can't be with severus i deperately hope she's not with ron! thanks so much deb. you rock!
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
I don't think Sybill has seen a vision of who Hermione is going to be with, so we may never know. Lol. Personally, I think she'd be better off with anyone but Ron.Things are moving along with the relationship end. Their friendship is definitely cementing, and that's really the basis for any good relationship.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
I don't think Sybill has seen a vision of who Hermione is going to be with, so we may never know. Lol. Personally, I think she'd be better off with anyone but Ron.Things are moving along with the relationship end. Their friendship is definitely cementing, and that's really the basis for any good relationship.
I like Hermione appologising! yay! and I like Sybil making freinds with Firenze and wanting to work with him to make the divination department better. I enjoyed the 7th year class as they discussed tea leaves. i like seeing a writer's ideas of magic and it's uses. I think her line to the kids that they are in grave danger was so cute! this is a sweet story. thanks for continuing it.congrats on the honourable mention! good on you!
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Thanks so much, Pookah. I was really pleased to be included with such great stories. I too enjoy other people's takes on magic and how it works. In this, it helps us to see her full transformation, I think.Things seem to be going nicely for Sybill. You know what that means... chaos will ensue.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Thanks so much, Pookah. I was really pleased to be included with such great stories. I too enjoy other people's takes on magic and how it works. In this, it helps us to see her full transformation, I think.Things seem to be going nicely for Sybill. You know what that means... chaos will ensue.
Aww, that's sweet of him to check the students were not hassling her.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Deep down, he's just a protective, tenderhearted fool.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Deep down, he's just a protective, tenderhearted fool.
an interesting excourse on divination, tea leaves and chrystal balls you were giving here.nice, how she handles classes now.Finally allowed to be a real teacher at last.and always Severus on her heels, in a most charming and positive way of course.Hermione apologises. hey, that girl is grown, I dare say.no, severus says that.interesting to see him not on the receiving end of her charms. rather being after some other woman, and more mature. really interesting.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Sybill can finally not only teach as she wants, she can remember all of the things she learned as a young lady. I think she forgot some of it in her quest to be batty.Hermione can be stubborn, but she will admit when she's made a mistake. A sure sign of maturity. It is a bit odd not having Severus attracted to her, but he does that all the time. It's time for something different. ;)
Response from salvamea (Reviewer)
oh, it's more than welcome for me that you chose someone different for Severus.And for one simple reason I am indefinitely indebted to you for chosing Ms Trelawney: we share the first name. with only the "e" missing at the end of her version. oh I definitely do like that pairing. *gg*
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Sybill can finally not only teach as she wants, she can remember all of the things she learned as a young lady. I think she forgot some of it in her quest to be batty.Hermione can be stubborn, but she will admit when she's made a mistake. A sure sign of maturity. It is a bit odd not having Severus attracted to her, but he does that all the time. It's time for something different. ;)
Response from salvamea (Reviewer)
oh, it's more than welcome for me that you chose someone different for Severus.And for one simple reason I am indefinitely indebted to you for chosing Ms Trelawney: we share the first name. with only the "e" missing at the end of her version. oh I definitely do like that pairing. *gg*
Oh, it sounds like she had a lot of fun first day of class. I liked the new improved teaching plan.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Thanks! It's quite a bit different, isn't it? Sybill can really be what she's always wanted to be, a good teacher who instills knowledge in her students. What a difference!
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Thanks! It's quite a bit different, isn't it? Sybill can really be what she's always wanted to be, a good teacher who instills knowledge in her students. What a difference!
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I had just been thinking about this story yesterday, and look! Here it is! Excellent update, I look forward to more. :)
Author's Response: Thanks so much! Yup, it's up again. The updates should be pretty regular from here out.
I am so glad that this story got a mention and that you're updating it again. This was another awesome chapter. Her first day teaching as her new self was topped off nicely by her friendships with everyone and that special something developing between her and Severus. *squee*
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Aw, you gave me a squee, you're so sweet! Thanks, Merrin, I appreciate your input and I'm glad you're enjoying this. And yes, special somethings are always good. Lol.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Aw, you gave me a squee, you're so sweet! Thanks, Merrin, I appreciate your input and I'm glad you're enjoying this. And yes, special somethings are always good. Lol.
I liked her changing the walls from pink to blue. I could just see the fairies from Sleeping Beauty. And how funny that she was hitting on Severus for fun, but was it really for fun or did her subconscious know that they belonged with each other - were her ramblings about them being together the truth for once?
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Oh! You got my Sleeping Beauty reference! You're the only one who mentioned it! You made my day. I'm not sure about her subconscious. It probably was working very hard. But I think it was totally subconscious at that point. The woman had to have a bloody vision to wake up to her feelings for Severus, so, she's a bit blind in that department, I think. Too much scotch! Woah! Who's that handsome man? Oh, look, a bottle of scotch. What was I saying?
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Oh! You got my Sleeping Beauty reference! You're the only one who mentioned it! You made my day. I'm not sure about her subconscious. It probably was working very hard. But I think it was totally subconscious at that point. The woman had to have a bloody vision to wake up to her feelings for Severus, so, she's a bit blind in that department, I think. Too much scotch! Woah! Who's that handsome man? Oh, look, a bottle of scotch. What was I saying?
I think that Hermione's reaction was spot on. And I love how Sybill was talking about her fear of being alone. I really can see her concerned about that. As to Severus, I know that it must be hard for him to see someone he cares about putting herself in harm's way, but she does have a point. Hopefully her decision will not come back to haunt her.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Thank you! It was really fun writing Hermione in this. I'm glad she came off as believable. Sybill will stick to her guns, no matter the cost. You can see why, but then you have to shake your head and say, "Foolish!"
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Thank you! It was really fun writing Hermione in this. I'm glad she came off as believable. Sybill will stick to her guns, no matter the cost. You can see why, but then you have to shake your head and say, "Foolish!"
Nice to see Sybill and Harry have some closure. He probably could have really benefitted from her real insight. And while I can understand Sybill hating being cooped up, she really should listen to Severus.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
She really should, but you'll see her motives more clearly coming up.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
She really should, but you'll see her motives more clearly coming up.
LOL I like the idea of Severus in a pillow fight. It's nice to see the two of them bonding in their common misery of having been a puppet. It really is nice to see social Severus instead of recluse Severus.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Sometimes it's just nice to see Severus not beating himself up, you know? At least not to the point where he thinks he's a worthless person and has to hide from everyone. Thanks!
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Sometimes it's just nice to see Severus not beating himself up, you know? At least not to the point where he thinks he's a worthless person and has to hide from everyone. Thanks!
Poor Sybill. Years of heavy drink are hard to give up, especially when faced with such stress. She and Severus really do have a lot to offer each other. I look forward to their sober discussion.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
It's really hard to give up on something that was used to cover so much up. Luckily, she won't fall prey to her drinking again. She has learned her lesson.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
It's really hard to give up on something that was used to cover so much up. Luckily, she won't fall prey to her drinking again. She has learned her lesson.
Poor Sybill. It just looks like she can't be free, doesn't it? It is nice to see that Severus is on her side. It is a shame that all that stuff in the Room of the Requirement was lost. Hopefully she is wrong about the Grim.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
You'll see what Severus, and she, really think about the Grim. She really is having a bad day, though. Just when you thought you could relax, boom! Everything comes to a head.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
You'll see what Severus, and she, really think about the Grim. She really is having a bad day, though. Just when you thought you could relax, boom! Everything comes to a head.
Oh, k, wow. She moves and he gives her a protection ring and she sees herself kissing Severus. If those knds of visions come true - like dreams do, so will I!
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Yeah, wouldn't that be great? Oh, well, this IS a fantasy. But, hey, fairy tales can come true.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Yeah, wouldn't that be great? Oh, well, this IS a fantasy. But, hey, fairy tales can come true.
Nicely done. I do love that Sybill is having a hard time letting go of who she was and I'm sure she will lament the inability to no longer say whatever comes to mind and be accepted. I like that she was honest with Severus and he accepted her apology and made ones of his own. I think the two of them need each other as friends in the worst way.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
They really do. They've both been outcasts for a long time, so they can understand one another better than most other people can. They can really help one another out.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
They really do. They've both been outcasts for a long time, so they can understand one another better than most other people can. They can really help one another out.
Yay!! Sybill sheds the past. I like that the staff accepted her. I wonder how the students will feel about their 'new' teacher. And I wonder how Severus will feel about being saved.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
You will eventually see their responses. I think Severus will be more surprised by who saved him, than the fact that he was saved.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
You will eventually see their responses. I think Severus will be more surprised by who saved him, than the fact that he was saved.
Very nicely done. I so love that poor Sybill was more than the batty old loon everyone thought she was. And of course I don't mind that she saved Severus.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Isn't it nice to know that there was a reason for her being the way she was? Thank you!
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Isn't it nice to know that there was a reason for her being the way she was? Thank you!
OH, i love the explanation for why she was hitting on him! Well done. Can't wait for the next chapter.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
I really wanted to visit the old Trelawney, as she is so much fun. And seeing the scary Death Eater cowering in fear was pretty fun to imagine and write. I think this helps to explain a little bit of her eccentricity.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
I really wanted to visit the old Trelawney, as she is so much fun. And seeing the scary Death Eater cowering in fear was pretty fun to imagine and write. I think this helps to explain a little bit of her eccentricity.