Chapter 2: Disclosure
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debjunkReceived Honorable Mention in Anything Goes Challenge. Sybill Trelawney has been hiding a huge secret. She’s not the witch she appears to be. Now that she is no longer in danger, she can come out of hiding and be herself. But who is she, really? And what does she want out of life?
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Chapter 2: Disclosure
The entire staff was gathered in the teacher's lounge. Even though their side had been victorious, there was a hushed tone in the room. Pomona just stared blankly ahead, not acknowledging anyone. Flitwick tried to be chipper, but he would frown and look down often as he spoke with Madam Hooch. Everyone seemed to be absorbed in reflection. There was only a little quiet conversation going on when Minerva entered with Sybill. Everyone looked at the newcomer in the room, wondering who she was.
"Thank you for all meeting here. I have some interesting news. The first is that Severus Snape was found alive in the Shrieking Shack. He is recuperating in the hospital wing as we speak."
There were huge gasps and mumbled conversation around the room.
"We think that Fawkes saved him, as Poppy found traces of phoenix tears in his wound. It will take a few days for him to fully recover. He is not conscious now, but Poppy assures me that he will wake in a couple of days and make a full recovery."
She looked sternly at the teachers gathered in the room. "I am unsure if Severus will want to stay at Hogwarts. I am even less sure that he will want his position as Headmaster, now that the war is over. If he chooses to continue teaching here, I want nothing but the utmost respect shown toward him. He has been on our side secretly and is a hero. There will be no more sideways glances and muttering under our breath toward him."
Everyone in the room nodded.
"We will keep Hogwarts open for a month to anyone who wishes to stay. That should be enough time for the wounded to recover and the battle weary to get their lives in order and return home."
More nods greeted her.
"As many of you have probably noted, the castle is in the process of repairing itself. It will need our help to be completely renovated by the beginning of next term. Our first job is to assess the damage. I want all of you to survey the entire castle. We will find out exactly what needs to be done. Then we will set up work crews to help with the repairs. Any of the war refugees who would like to help may do so. Also, if you have friends or family who would like to come in and do repairs, please owl them that their assistance will be greatly appreciated. I believe that with all of us working together with the castle, we will be able to start school again right at the beginning of the year as planned."
"The last thing on our agenda is quite a surprising revelation. The woman sitting next to me is Sybill Trelawney."
Professor Sprout's jaw dropped open. Professor Flitwick started to sputter, Madam Hooch raised an eyebrow, and Hagrid started laughing. The reactions were all unique, but each showed immense surprise.
"Professor Trelawney? No, it can't be. She looks . . . nice."
"But she's got black hair!"
"She's actually wearing normal clothes!"
"Where's yer beads, Professor?"
"She doesn't look like an owl."
"I think she looks taller."
"Definitely thinner."
"Why did she choose to have a makeover today?"
Minerva held up her hand to quiet the group of babbling professors. "I shall let her explain what has happened," Minerva said with a wave of her hand toward Sybill.
The faculty sat in silence for the next fifteen minutes as Sybill explained why she looked like she did and how it had come about. When she was finished, the entire room erupted in noise. Questions were thrown out, condolences were expressed, and offers for help were given.
Sybill smiled at the faculty.
"I know that I have been hard to take. I hated every minute of what I had to do. I would like to apologize to anyone I may have offended in the past with anything that I might have said. I know many of you have just tolerated me for all of these years, and I can understand that. However, I hope that when you see who I really am, we can form better friendships."
"Are you planning on staying in your teaching position?" Pomona asked.
"I am. I would like to actually be able to make up for my horrible teaching in the past," Sybill said with a smile.
"Well, we're happy tha' yer stayin'," Hagrid cried. "I fer one would miss yeh if yeh left."
"Thank you Hagrid."
"Alright," Minerva said, breaking in. "If that's everything, this meeting is adjourned."
Everyone stood up and went over to Sybill. Hagrid started to shake her hand, but he pulled her in toward him and hugged her. Sybill disappeared in his arms and held her breath. Soon he had let go and she breathed again. She gave him a smile so he would know she wasn't hurt.
"I'll be lookin' forward to yeh comin' to tea, Professor," Hagrid told her.
Sybill smiled at him. "I'll be there, Hagrid, thank you."
Flitwick was next, shaking her hand and wishing her luck in her new life.
Sprout and Hooch both hugged her. Sybill felt quite grateful that they were showing her such affection. They usually ran the other way when they saw her coming. The other teachers shook her hand. Poppy was the last one in line.
"If you have trouble transitioning," she said to Sybill, "stop by and chat. I have some potions that will calm you too, if you feel nervous."
Sybill grasped Poppy's hand. "Thank you, Poppy. I will do that."
Suddenly the room was empty except for Minerva and Sybill.
"Well, that went better than I expected," Sybill muttered.
"Were you expecting a lynch mob?" Minerva asked.
"Something like that," Sybill said with a smile.
Minerva put her arm around Sybill. "We are all here for you, don't forget that."
Sybill nodded and gave Minerva a hug. "It's just that after being a pariah for so long, I expected everyone to just shrug me off. It felt odd to have everyone's support like that. Do you think they'll like me?"
"Sybill, from what I have seen of you, you are a wonderful woman. It's unfortunate that you had to hide behind such an unpleasant persona. You're sure to be a big hit once everyone gets used to the idea that you're for real."
Sybill nodded. "I'm sure it will take some time. It's a bit much for me to get used to myself!"
Minerva laughed. "I'm here if you need to chat, Sybill."
"Thanks, Minerva. I'd best be off. I want to redo my classroom."
"I'm sure we won't be having anymore classes for a while, Sybill."
"I know. I just don't want anymore signs of the old me."
Minerva patted her on the back. "Alright, have fun."
"I will," Sybill said, and then she was gone.
oooOOOoo
Sybill stood in her classroom and looked around. The place looked like a gypsy's lair. She wondered how she had gotten anything done in such a tawdry environment. No wonder her students thought she was eccentric. It looked like she had been a circus castaway. She was just waiting for a gaggle of clowns to come racing in on unicycles, juggling and honking their noses.
Frowning, she immediately vanished all of the shawls that were draped around the room. She looked over at the tables. White lacy tablecloths bedecked every one. Grimacing, she vanished those too. The tables were made of a beautiful dark wood. They would be fine without the lacy ugliness that had covered them before. The pillows were the next things to go. She transfigured the poofy chairs into more tables and chairs.
She stared at the kettle in the corner of the room. It was always boiling with the most offensively sweet incense. It gave her a headache. Why she had ever kept that thing around was a mystery to her. Yes, it forwarded her disguise, but it wasn't worth the daily headaches. She angrily took her wand and vanished the whole thing. She regretted it immediately. Maybe Severus could have used that cauldron. She shrugged. It was too late now.
The walls were gold. She loved gold, but not on walls. With a wave of her wand, a deep blue spread over all of the walls. She smiled at that. Raising an eyebrow, she waved her wand some more. Black paint outlined swirls over the blue walls. Not bad, she thought. She placed a few black stars and outlines of Saturn on the walls as well. Magical, yet not overly ostentatious, she thought again.
She looked at the shelves that lined almost the whole room. Glass balls were lined up on a few. Tea pots and cups lined several others. There were other odds and ends everywhere. It made the classroom look like a junk shop. She debated how to take care of the objects. They were all needed, but they were an eyesore, lying out in the open. She smiled to herself. With a wave of her wand she transfigured the shelves into cabinets and closets. They were made of the same dark wood that the tables were made of. Walking over to a tall closet-like cabinet, she swung it open. It was filled with crystal balls. A quick survey of the other cabinets showed that everything she needed for teaching was placed orderly in the cabinets. Stepping back, she admired the look of the cabinetry. It transformed the room. Now she had a classroom, not a fortune teller's hovel.
She wandered over to the door to her office. Long beads hung in the doorway. Oh how she hated beads. They had been everywhere in her life. In her doorway, around her neck, draped over her mirror, they had been everywhere. She was so tired of being some throwback hippie from the sixties. With an angry flourish of her wand, the beads disappeared. She entered her office and did much the same to it, changing the walls to the deep blue, this time without the space motif. She vanished the stupid gypsy things that were strewn around. The carpet was changed to a black color. Examining her work, she was pleased. That was much better. A vision suddenly came to her of her students, actually learning and not giving her caustic looks. She smiled at that vision. She felt that now her students could concentrate on the fine art of Divination, and not on the kooky woman who taught it, or the outlandish atmosphere in which they learned it.
A/N: Next up: Severus awakens.
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a real chicken party. *lol*yes, this is what happens when women cometogether to chat about such an event as marriage.!And when a certain Snape is involved, the reactions must me even more chaotic.So cute of him to take her away before the "surprise party" to make such a sweet proposal - scene.very nicely written! he hasn't got any spare ring for another Sybille? No? It is so much fun to open box after box. nasty boy.“Sybill, you are everything I want. You have helped me to become more of the man I wanted to be. You love me and make me feel worthwhile. I can’t imagine being without you. I want you with me always.”THIS is what a girl wants to hear! yes, well chosen! if that would not turn her, what would.thank you for ther chapter!
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
I'm pretty sure she was turned already, but his words were the icing on the cake to help her know how much he feels for her.
LOL Yea! He proposed! Whoot! It was mean of him ot have told her of the surprise birthday party - but at least she was a good sport about it. I was stunned that Minerva or Pomona didn't see the ring on her hand when Sybill put on the hair clips - especially Rolanda! Hello, shinny thing on her finger?Very cute chapter, but alas I feel the end drawing near.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
I think they were all too absorbed in the gifts and how she'd react. Alas, the end is drawing near. But it will be a happy end!
Love the note about your father! :)
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Thanks. It was quite comical.
Love the nice Lucius. Can I have one too? :)
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Mmm, hmm! He's lovely, isn't he? I usually don't like men with long hair, but between Severus and Lucius... Wow!
adored the loving man lucius turned into. beautifully don, my deb. thanks so much
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
I really think that given the opportunity we can all become the best we can be. Lucius just had his opportunity later in life.
yummy, you really took my comment seriously. Thank you.And your explanation was beating it.Missing memorie might change actions and reactions and feelings of and in a person.Yes, he has a new chance.I found it critical to let Draco do the curse, it being such a dangerous and complex one. He could easily have damaged his dad more than intended.But my concerns were unneccessary. Lucius is in the safe hands of his very close and loving wife and his maybe now forgiving son. wow.maybe a reunion. and peace for at least three or five people. Sybil doesn't have to fear for her life anymore. yippee.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Yes, things are coming along nicely, aren't they? (We can hope, right?) I too thought it was the right thing for Draco to do the curse. He took on that responsibility, giving Severus a break for a change. Being that it was his dad, it was a family responsibility. I should have a new chapter up within a few days.
saved by the ... ring!
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Yes, isn't it wonderful that he gave that to her? The man just might be a Seer himself!
i'm really enjoying the pace of their relationship. and good on hermione for appoligizing. by the by, if she can't be with severus i deperately hope she's not with ron! thanks so much deb. you rock!
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
I don't think Sybill has seen a vision of who Hermione is going to be with, so we may never know. Lol. Personally, I think she'd be better off with anyone but Ron.Things are moving along with the relationship end. Their friendship is definitely cementing, and that's really the basis for any good relationship.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
I don't think Sybill has seen a vision of who Hermione is going to be with, so we may never know. Lol. Personally, I think she'd be better off with anyone but Ron.Things are moving along with the relationship end. Their friendship is definitely cementing, and that's really the basis for any good relationship.
I like Hermione appologising! yay! and I like Sybil making freinds with Firenze and wanting to work with him to make the divination department better. I enjoyed the 7th year class as they discussed tea leaves. i like seeing a writer's ideas of magic and it's uses. I think her line to the kids that they are in grave danger was so cute! this is a sweet story. thanks for continuing it.congrats on the honourable mention! good on you!
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Thanks so much, Pookah. I was really pleased to be included with such great stories. I too enjoy other people's takes on magic and how it works. In this, it helps us to see her full transformation, I think.Things seem to be going nicely for Sybill. You know what that means... chaos will ensue.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Thanks so much, Pookah. I was really pleased to be included with such great stories. I too enjoy other people's takes on magic and how it works. In this, it helps us to see her full transformation, I think.Things seem to be going nicely for Sybill. You know what that means... chaos will ensue.
Aww, that's sweet of him to check the students were not hassling her.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Deep down, he's just a protective, tenderhearted fool.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Deep down, he's just a protective, tenderhearted fool.
an interesting excourse on divination, tea leaves and chrystal balls you were giving here.nice, how she handles classes now.Finally allowed to be a real teacher at last.and always Severus on her heels, in a most charming and positive way of course.Hermione apologises. hey, that girl is grown, I dare say.no, severus says that.interesting to see him not on the receiving end of her charms. rather being after some other woman, and more mature. really interesting.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Sybill can finally not only teach as she wants, she can remember all of the things she learned as a young lady. I think she forgot some of it in her quest to be batty.Hermione can be stubborn, but she will admit when she's made a mistake. A sure sign of maturity. It is a bit odd not having Severus attracted to her, but he does that all the time. It's time for something different. ;)
Response from salvamea (Reviewer)
oh, it's more than welcome for me that you chose someone different for Severus.And for one simple reason I am indefinitely indebted to you for chosing Ms Trelawney: we share the first name. with only the "e" missing at the end of her version. oh I definitely do like that pairing. *gg*
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Sybill can finally not only teach as she wants, she can remember all of the things she learned as a young lady. I think she forgot some of it in her quest to be batty.Hermione can be stubborn, but she will admit when she's made a mistake. A sure sign of maturity. It is a bit odd not having Severus attracted to her, but he does that all the time. It's time for something different. ;)
Response from salvamea (Reviewer)
oh, it's more than welcome for me that you chose someone different for Severus.And for one simple reason I am indefinitely indebted to you for chosing Ms Trelawney: we share the first name. with only the "e" missing at the end of her version. oh I definitely do like that pairing. *gg*
Oh, it sounds like she had a lot of fun first day of class. I liked the new improved teaching plan.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Thanks! It's quite a bit different, isn't it? Sybill can really be what she's always wanted to be, a good teacher who instills knowledge in her students. What a difference!
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Thanks! It's quite a bit different, isn't it? Sybill can really be what she's always wanted to be, a good teacher who instills knowledge in her students. What a difference!
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I had just been thinking about this story yesterday, and look! Here it is! Excellent update, I look forward to more. :)
Author's Response: Thanks so much! Yup, it's up again. The updates should be pretty regular from here out.
I am so glad that this story got a mention and that you're updating it again. This was another awesome chapter. Her first day teaching as her new self was topped off nicely by her friendships with everyone and that special something developing between her and Severus. *squee*
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Aw, you gave me a squee, you're so sweet! Thanks, Merrin, I appreciate your input and I'm glad you're enjoying this. And yes, special somethings are always good. Lol.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Aw, you gave me a squee, you're so sweet! Thanks, Merrin, I appreciate your input and I'm glad you're enjoying this. And yes, special somethings are always good. Lol.
I liked her changing the walls from pink to blue. I could just see the fairies from Sleeping Beauty. And how funny that she was hitting on Severus for fun, but was it really for fun or did her subconscious know that they belonged with each other - were her ramblings about them being together the truth for once?
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Oh! You got my Sleeping Beauty reference! You're the only one who mentioned it! You made my day. I'm not sure about her subconscious. It probably was working very hard. But I think it was totally subconscious at that point. The woman had to have a bloody vision to wake up to her feelings for Severus, so, she's a bit blind in that department, I think. Too much scotch! Woah! Who's that handsome man? Oh, look, a bottle of scotch. What was I saying?
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Oh! You got my Sleeping Beauty reference! You're the only one who mentioned it! You made my day. I'm not sure about her subconscious. It probably was working very hard. But I think it was totally subconscious at that point. The woman had to have a bloody vision to wake up to her feelings for Severus, so, she's a bit blind in that department, I think. Too much scotch! Woah! Who's that handsome man? Oh, look, a bottle of scotch. What was I saying?
I think that Hermione's reaction was spot on. And I love how Sybill was talking about her fear of being alone. I really can see her concerned about that. As to Severus, I know that it must be hard for him to see someone he cares about putting herself in harm's way, but she does have a point. Hopefully her decision will not come back to haunt her.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Thank you! It was really fun writing Hermione in this. I'm glad she came off as believable. Sybill will stick to her guns, no matter the cost. You can see why, but then you have to shake your head and say, "Foolish!"
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Thank you! It was really fun writing Hermione in this. I'm glad she came off as believable. Sybill will stick to her guns, no matter the cost. You can see why, but then you have to shake your head and say, "Foolish!"
Nice to see Sybill and Harry have some closure. He probably could have really benefitted from her real insight. And while I can understand Sybill hating being cooped up, she really should listen to Severus.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
She really should, but you'll see her motives more clearly coming up.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
She really should, but you'll see her motives more clearly coming up.
LOL I like the idea of Severus in a pillow fight. It's nice to see the two of them bonding in their common misery of having been a puppet. It really is nice to see social Severus instead of recluse Severus.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Sometimes it's just nice to see Severus not beating himself up, you know? At least not to the point where he thinks he's a worthless person and has to hide from everyone. Thanks!
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Sometimes it's just nice to see Severus not beating himself up, you know? At least not to the point where he thinks he's a worthless person and has to hide from everyone. Thanks!
Poor Sybill. Years of heavy drink are hard to give up, especially when faced with such stress. She and Severus really do have a lot to offer each other. I look forward to their sober discussion.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
It's really hard to give up on something that was used to cover so much up. Luckily, she won't fall prey to her drinking again. She has learned her lesson.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
It's really hard to give up on something that was used to cover so much up. Luckily, she won't fall prey to her drinking again. She has learned her lesson.
Poor Sybill. It just looks like she can't be free, doesn't it? It is nice to see that Severus is on her side. It is a shame that all that stuff in the Room of the Requirement was lost. Hopefully she is wrong about the Grim.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
You'll see what Severus, and she, really think about the Grim. She really is having a bad day, though. Just when you thought you could relax, boom! Everything comes to a head.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
You'll see what Severus, and she, really think about the Grim. She really is having a bad day, though. Just when you thought you could relax, boom! Everything comes to a head.
Oh, k, wow. She moves and he gives her a protection ring and she sees herself kissing Severus. If those knds of visions come true - like dreams do, so will I!
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Yeah, wouldn't that be great? Oh, well, this IS a fantasy. But, hey, fairy tales can come true.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Yeah, wouldn't that be great? Oh, well, this IS a fantasy. But, hey, fairy tales can come true.
Nicely done. I do love that Sybill is having a hard time letting go of who she was and I'm sure she will lament the inability to no longer say whatever comes to mind and be accepted. I like that she was honest with Severus and he accepted her apology and made ones of his own. I think the two of them need each other as friends in the worst way.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
They really do. They've both been outcasts for a long time, so they can understand one another better than most other people can. They can really help one another out.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
They really do. They've both been outcasts for a long time, so they can understand one another better than most other people can. They can really help one another out.
Yay!! Sybill sheds the past. I like that the staff accepted her. I wonder how the students will feel about their 'new' teacher. And I wonder how Severus will feel about being saved.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
You will eventually see their responses. I think Severus will be more surprised by who saved him, than the fact that he was saved.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
You will eventually see their responses. I think Severus will be more surprised by who saved him, than the fact that he was saved.
Very nicely done. I so love that poor Sybill was more than the batty old loon everyone thought she was. And of course I don't mind that she saved Severus.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Isn't it nice to know that there was a reason for her being the way she was? Thank you!
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
Isn't it nice to know that there was a reason for her being the way she was? Thank you!
OH, i love the explanation for why she was hitting on him! Well done. Can't wait for the next chapter.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
I really wanted to visit the old Trelawney, as she is so much fun. And seeing the scary Death Eater cowering in fear was pretty fun to imagine and write. I think this helps to explain a little bit of her eccentricity.
Response from debjunk (Author of The Real Me)
I really wanted to visit the old Trelawney, as she is so much fun. And seeing the scary Death Eater cowering in fear was pretty fun to imagine and write. I think this helps to explain a little bit of her eccentricity.