Part IV
Chapter 4 of 38
MemorySeverus meets Albus Severus. The past comes back in a very peculiar form.
ReviewedDisclaimer: This is a non-profit tribute to the works of JK Rowling, who created and, together with her publishers and licensees, owns the characters and settings elaborated herein.
Many thanks go to my fabulous beta, Karelia, to my fantastic revisor, Notsosaintly, and to those reading this story.
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Dedication: To DUJ. And to Severus.
Part IV
Dumbledore had been staring helplessly at his younger colleague since the early hours of the day. When morning finally arrived and the trembling light of the torches brightened the corridor, the old wizard called softly, "Severus..."
No answer came, so Dumbledore insisted, "Please, Severus, talk to me. Sharing worries will help both of us..."
Slowly, the younger wizard turned, and Dumbledore gave a sharp gasp. Paint had broken in an irregular, deep crack on Snape's chest, and the wizard was moving with evident suffering. While Dumbledore stared speechlessly, Snape raised a hand and passed it softly just over his heart. His fingers touched gently the edges of the gash while he breathed painfully. Then Severus closed his eyes and waited for Dumbledore to speak, but the old wizard was lost in immense desolation. So, after a while, Snape turned his head again and stared blankly at the walls, closing himself in his sorrowful thoughts.
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Afternoon had just begun when a cheerful Minerva arrived.
"Good news!" she announced with a beaming smile. "Soon you'll be back where you belong. I hope you'll be happy with the change..." She winked conspiringly at the younger wizard. "Especially you, Severus."
But only silence answered and she looked around in perplexity. What was happening? The day that Severus Snape should spare her one of his polished snappy remarks, the castle would probably crumble!
"Severus!" she called, adjusting her spectacles on the bridge of her nose to have a better vision. That weird disinterest was disconcerting.
"Severus..." she repeated uncertainly. "Is everything right with you?"
The wizard didn't answer, and getting closer, Minerva suddenly noticed the long, horrible break in the picture.
"Severus!" She gasped. "How did this happen?" She fretted in shock. "Has the change of place caused this? Oh, I'm so sorry! Why didn't you tell me immediately?"
She worriedly considered the portrait, then she raised her arm.
"Reparo!" she exclaimed, flickering her wand anxiously. But nothing happened, and the old witch stared in even more terrified wonder. Never in her life had she experienced anything like this, and she felt horribly helpless. But then, she noticed the two men's unusually quiet attitude and turned to Dumbledore.
"Why are you both so silent? Albus... Please, answer me, at least you!"
"You can do nothing for him, Minerva... and neither can I," the great wizard replied simply.
"Why? What happened?" she cried, upset at Snape's total apathy.
"Please let Severus be. You can't do anything for him now, Minerva," Albus repeated slowly.
The witch was very agitated. "But I can't leave him this way," she murmured, looking around as if asking for invisible support.
"Minerva... please... leave us alone," Dumbledore pleaded, and the old woman stared at him. Surely it had to be a private matter between the two wizards, more proof of the strict connection that had linked them during life and that was still linking them. A battle of gazes took place, and finally, she inhaled deeply and capitulated.
"I don't understand, Albus, but I will do as you ask."
"Thank you very much, Minerva," the old wizard answered, keeping his gaze anxiously fixed on the younger, silent man.
Turning to leave, Minerva suddenly saw a little notepad on the floor, and unnoticed, she bent to pick it up and put it in her sleeves.
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Albus Severus was back the morning after.
"I've spoken with dad," the boy said hesitantly. "He sends his best regards to you both." He looked anxiously at Dumbledore, who smiled encouragingly. The boy swallowed and went on bravely, speaking haltingly in short sentences and this time specifically addressing Snape.
"Dad explained everything to me. He said that, huh, it is mostly his fault because he never told me what really happened. He also said that he is very happy you decided to tutor me, and he hopes that our lessons will continue."
Albus Severus paused and glanced expectantly at the dark wizard.
"I, too, hope that our lessons will continue..." he ventured timidly, lowering his head immediately after. "I am very sorry, sir. I shouldn't have listened to Malfoy."
"And why not, Potter?" Snape interrupted him with infinite sadness. "He told you the truth."
The boy bit his lips. "I know that you won't be able to teach my brother," he went on tenaciously, ignoring the comment. He was evidently determined to voice all his feelings, and to find the courage needed, he kept his head obstinately down. "But I have resolved to give you more time. Perhaps in the future you will decide to offer him a chance. James deserves it, even if you don't like his name."
Dumbledore smiled fondly at these words, and Albus Severus finally raised his head, looking at the picture with a hopeful gaze. It was then he noticed the gash that was cruelly cutting Snape's black robes and gasped, "But you... you have been hurt!"
"It's only a crack, Potter. Paintings become old and arid... exactly like men," Snape said, placing a hand on his chest to hide the gash.
"It looks scary! Are you sure it doesn't hurt?" The boy looked pointedly at the man.
"Not as much as our last conversation," Severus replied with a bizarre smile.
"I'm sorry." The boy gulped again, and Snape said briefly, "Don't. It wasn't your fault."
Albus Severus stood silent, evidently thinking of the best way to express his thoughts. Then he said, "Perhaps I can help." And, without warning, he raised his wand and determinedly exclaimed, "Reparo!"
Snape shivered suddenly, and the crack closed immediately, leaving a smooth surface.
"Well done, Al!" exclaimed Dumbledore, his eyes twinkling in joy and tenderness.
Albus Severus looked up with a triumphant expression and asked respectfully, a hint of satisfaction colouring his voice, "Better now?"
Snape looked at himself and then at the boy. There was a nicely mischievous smile on that little face. He crossed his arms, feeling a sudden, healing, beautiful feeling powerfully filling his soul.
"Thank you very much, Mr. Potter." Snape inclined his head in acknowledgement. "I see I didn't waste my lessons."
"Could we begin again, then?" Albus Severus was radiant.
"You mean you still want me to teach you?" the dark wizard asked slowly.
"Yes, please! And then I must convince you that my brother is worthwhile."
"Stubborn, aren't we?" Snape said curtly, but there was a smile hidden behind the words, and the boy smiled too. The wizard frowned. "I suppose I will have to give your brother a chance one of these days."
"Will you?" Albus Severus exclaimed, raising his eyebrows in joy.
"Don't jump too fast to conclusions," Snape replied firmly. "I will have to think about it."
Albus Severus smiled again, the quiet confident smile of those who know that victory is just round the corner. "Thank you very much, Professor. I have to leave now. See you in the afternoon."
The boy went away, and the two wizards stared at each other. Dumbledore was stroking his beard with that knowing smile Severus hated so much. The dark wizard clenched his fists.
"Don't say a word, please, Albus, " he snapped.
Dumbledore had a surprised, amused expression.
"It wasn't my intention."
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The afternoon lesson had just finished when Minerva made an unexpected appearance in the corridor.
"I had arranged for a restorer from St. Mungo's special section for paintings, Severus. But I see you have unexpectedly recovered," she said, raising her eyebrows with a meaningful smile.
"Mr. Potter!" she then exclaimed and frowned as if she had noticed the boy only at that moment. "I wonder what you are doing here?"
"I was..." Albus Severus hesitated. Smiling again, the old woman handed him a little square object. "I suppose this is yours."
Recognising the precious notepad he thought he had definitely lost, the boy's face lit up in happiness. Then, understanding that he had betrayed himself, he blushed and said honestly, "I was studying Potions, Headmistress. Professor Snape is an excellent teacher."
"I know. But unfortunately your lessons end here. Professor Dumbledore and Professor Snape must come back to their place this evening."
"Oh!" Albus Severus was very disappointed. "But why?"
"Past Headmasters' portraits should stay in the Headmaster's office, Potter," Minerva explained, carefully scrutinising him and Snape.
The boy looked very sad. "Oh..." he murmured. "Then I have to say good-bye..."
Minerva smiled kindly. "You can always come to visit them."
The boy brightened. "May I? Thank you very much! See you there then, Professor Snape. Uncle Albus..."
With a last, regretful smile, Albus Severus ran away.
Minerva crossed her arms.
"Today I received a very strange letter from Harry Potter, in which he gently suggested that I visit this corridor at this precise time of the afternoon. Now, Severus... Do you have anything to say?"
"I... I don't want to come back to the office," Snape's eyes looked diffidently at her, but there was an uncharacteristically pleading tone in his voice.
"I see," the witch replied patiently. "And what about you, Albus? Are you part of this same conspiracy?"
"No, Minerva, don't worry." Dumbledore suddenly winked. "I'm too old for adventure, and surely Severus will be happy to stay away from me. Although I will miss him a lot."
The old witch stared at Snape, lost in meditation. Then she said slowly, as if expressing her own doubts, "The only problem is exactly the one I was just explaining to young Mr. Potter... who, I suppose, has got nothing to do with your decision, has he, Severus?"
The dark wizard was sullenly silent. She considered his harsh features and unexpectedly smiled. "Rules are made to be broken, sometimes. Would you like to teach again, Severus?"
"Minerva!" Suddenly Snape was very agitated, but she could hear hope mixing with anxiety in his voice. "How could I... How could Hogwarts admit..."
"Oh well! We have had a half-giant, a centaur, a ghost and a werewolf teaching here, not counting a brainless seer. I don't see any objection to also having a painting, especially when he is such an experienced teacher."
Snape closed his eyes, his face suddenly flushing with emotion, and Minerva smiled again, seeing how strongly he was fighting to dissimulate his immense joy. Then she continued, severely, "But this implies that you will have to accept young James Potter too, and all the other children we decide to present to you."
Snape sighed and lowered his head.
"Does this mean that you agree?" Minerva teased him cheerfully, and the younger wizard narrowed his eyes.
"Your quiet cunning has always surprised me, Minerva. You really should have been sorted into Slytherin," he replied disdainfully.
"Harry, Minerva and Albus Severus. Three Gryffindors against you, Severus! I think you have been out-Slytherined." Dumbledore laughed in quiet satisfaction.
Snape didn't reply. His mind was full of confused, contradictory thoughts and feelings. Yet, there was one thing he was absolutely, comfortingly certain of. Life had unexpectedly reserved him a second chance. And this time, he would make sure that it wouldn't be wasted.
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157 Reviews | 6.82/10 Average
This is a great story and more so since you have been working in a second language. Well done!
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
Thank you very much! I feel honoured by your words and glad you liked the story. Best regards from Italy.
That was very intense, I'm so glad Severus found Al,and got him back to Hogwarts in time. Severus loves little Lily so much, whoever else he may resist, he could never resist Lily's pleas. Thank you for the update.
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
Thanks to you for leaving me a review each time. I hope you will enjoy the last chapter. Looking forward to hearing your final comment. Best wishes for the new year!
Ooooo! So heart-wrenching. ^_^
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
You should know me by now... I am a very emotional Italian ;)Thank you very much for leaving me a comment. Last chapter has been uploaded. See you soon.
Complete is better.
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
You will excuse me, but I don't understand what you mean.Sorry.
Poor Al, I hope he will be alright, and that Severus can explain his reasoning more fully when he finds him.
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
Thank you very much for your message. Something very particular is going to happen... but of course I cannot tell you anything. Best regards from Italy.
I loved the way Severus granted the wishes, young Al is a very sweet child. The flying was wonderful, the childrens surprise at Severus' ability to fly was great. I hope that Harry will finally see what a prat Sirius Black really is.
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
Thank you for your comment, I'm glad you liked the chapter as it's one of my favourites ;)Only three chapters to the end, but there is room for other "surprises" that, hopefully, you will like.
It is not surprising that Severus is feeling so depressed, reliving all the pain Dumbledor watched him endure. I wonder what wishes Severus will grant to the children, I will have to wait for the next chapter to find out.
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
Thank you very much for leaving me a comment. Severus is in a painful situation. I hope you will like what happens in the next chapter.
A wish? Can he even work magic right now? Excellent writing although a bit depressing. Of course, that may be what you were trying to do here. ^_^
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
In fact. Be prepared to a wide assortment of all the possible emotions, in pure dramatic Italian style ;)No, well, seriously: be prepared to moments of anguish and moments of joy. The situation in which Severus is now is really destabilising, as you can imagine. And soon he will ask himself if... Sorry, can't say anything else. Thank you very much, especially for your comment about my writing. Opinion like yours make me feel taller.
My first reaction to Gimmy was anger { hurting Severus is not on , in my book. }, but as she opened up and began to speak about her life with Harry, I began to see her point of view. I had never thought about it before, but Ginny does not seem to have had much say in the names of her children, it's all Harry, his family, the people he admires. I look forward to the next chapter, thank you.
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
Hello! I was waiting for your review ;) Thank you for being such a loyal reader. Yes, I think that Ginny had to accept a lot of things. She has a very ardent character, but when it comes to Harry, I see that she is ready to comply with his will. I suppose we could call it "love" ;)The next chapter is still with my beta. I hope she will send it back soon. However, the countdown has started. Only five chapters to the end. I hope you will like them all.Best regards from rainy Italy.
Awwwww! Such a cleansing moment! This has been such an excellent story. I hate to see it end, but all good things must end sometime. Hopefully not for another ten or twenty chapters, though! Huh? Huh? ^_^
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
That's so kind of you and so nice to hear! Thank you very much! I really appreciate your generous words and I am extremely grateful for your comments. They make worthwhile the long, exhausting hours I've spent trying to convey my ideas and emotions in a language completely different from mine. And you can't imagine how this kind of exercise can be frustrating! Especially when I see you other wonderful native authors flying high... while I am here, chained to the ground.So, in my Italianly emotional way, thank you very much. I'm glad that you like my story as much as to hope that there are other ten or twenty chapters. But I'm sorry to tell you that, unfortunately, chapter 38 will be the final one. I hope you will enjoy what happens in this last part of the story, that takes place during a whole Christmas day.Thanks again and best regards from sunny Italy. (And sorry for my English... my answers aren't betaed).
Response from MsTree (Reviewer)
Your English is probably better than mine. ^_^
This is fantastic!! I'm new to The Petulant Poetess and I found myself drawn in by your story a few days ago!!! It's brilliant!! You brought out all the fantastic sides of Snape that JK only hinted at!!
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
Wow! This is certainly a very nice review to find, especially considering that I am Italian and therefore I feel like a sort of ugly duckling amongst the other fantastic authors in this site. Thank you very much for your kind words. I'm glad you like the story so much. You arrived almost at the end, however. Only other 6 chapters to the end. I hope you will enjoy them, because according to me, they are the best part of my novel.
I don't think that Harry would be in much danger, Severus is above all , a man of honor.
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
Well, a man of honor yet still a man. You shouldn't undervalue temptations, especially in a case as complicate as a portrait coming back to real life. But you will see how Snape will face dangers and options and how he will handle them in the next chapters.Thanks for reading and leaving me a message :)
This chapter made me cry! Good work! ^_^
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
Next chapters will be as emotional as this... but hopefully, a good, sweet emotion. Thank you for reading and leaving a message.
I'm sure Mr Zabini thinks he has all bases covered,but he has forgoten with whom he is dealing. He will find his biggest mistake was threatening Lily.
So glad everyone is getting better, I knew Severus could do it.
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
Your assumption is right, but I think you will be surprised by the next chapter ;)Thank you very much for leaving me a message. Best wishes of a joyful holiday season and a Happy New Year!
evil cliffie... really evil cliffie. did you write this whilst on drugs? i loved this story! the characters were fleshed out in both micro and macro form. loved the philosophical understanding.
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
Er... thank you. I feel honoured by your words, though a bit puzzled about the part regarding drugs. Should I take it as a compliment? You see, I'm Itaiian, so perhaps I don't catch every shade in your sentences ;)Anyway, thanks again. If you liked the story and have the patience to wait for the new segments to be uploaded (the queue lately seems eternal), there are still 8 chapters before the end. And according to me, they are the most interesting.
Response from jadecadence (Reviewer)
well, thanks for your response, memory. i understand that you're italian. everyone in my family has got cough so i read your fanfic whilst being high on cough syrup and found it extremely meaningful and 3-dimensional. no need to apologise about being italian. i need to thank you for bringing me along on this wonderful journey. come visit me when in singapore! :))
Response from jadecadence (Reviewer)
that's if u ever want to come to singapore or malaysia :) i've been to italy! :) and the vatican city...
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
Ah, Singapore! Wonderful city. Never been there, but my father and sisters used to go there often. One of my sisters now lives in Myanmar, and she goes to Singapore many times. Hope one day I'll visit it too :)Best wishes for the holiday season and Happy New Year!
From a child's point of view { and Finlay was a child at the time } there can be no excuse, or explanation for such an act. To say that it could have been worse, if not for Severus' diverting attention away from the victims is a poor excuse, at best. Hopefully the fact that he gave his life in atonement,, will count for something, to the authoritys, if not to Finlay.
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
I see that what happened to the Finlay family has really impressed my readers. Therefore, I hope that you will like what happens in the next chapter... ;)Thank you very much and best regards.
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
I see that what happened to the Finlay family has really impressed my readers. Therefore, I hope that you will like what happens in the next chapter... ;)Thank you very much and best regards.
Hopefully, Harry will actually listen to both sides of the story before he takes further action. People's lives are currently on the line and the past is the past and can't be changed. I understand Finlay's pain and he should have his moment, but I can't help saying, NOT NOW! ::grins:: Severus really should have brought the man on board before getting the journal transferred - Finlay is the Deputy after all. It will be interesting to see how this is resolved.
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
Harry is an interesting pawn in this game. I hope I'll be able to update soon; I'm curious to know your reaction.(Anyway, Severus couldn't involve Finlay in the "experiment". He needed to keep it as secret as possible, because of Lucius).Thanks and see you soon.
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
Harry is an interesting pawn in this game. I hope I'll be able to update soon; I'm curious to know your reaction.(Anyway, Severus couldn't involve Finlay in the "experiment". He needed to keep it as secret as possible, because of Lucius).Thanks and see you soon.
I like Cornelia. She is very intriguing.But now we have a big mystery. Which house, how does he find it, whose help will he enlist to dig up the box, and how will they gain entry into the new house? So many questions. I'm sure you will answer them in due time.I am so enjoying this story.
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
Hi, I'm glad that you like Cornelia and the story. For a foreigner, this is the best compliment. It means that, in spite of my many flaws, I can transmit you not only emotions but also curiosity.About the next chapter, as I always tell my reviewers, this story is complete and completely written. Still eleven chapters to reach the end, but they must be revised thoroughly to be allowed to enter TPP. This means a lot of work for my beta, and she is a busy one. But chapter 28 has just been checked, so I will post it. I'm sure you will appreciate how your questions have been answered ;)Thank you very much and best regards from Italy.
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
Hi, I'm glad that you like Cornelia and the story. For a foreigner, this is the best compliment. It means that, in spite of my many flaws, I can transmit you not only emotions but also curiosity.About the next chapter, as I always tell my reviewers, this story is complete and completely written. Still eleven chapters to reach the end, but they must be revised thoroughly to be allowed to enter TPP. This means a lot of work for my beta, and she is a busy one. But chapter 28 has just been checked, so I will post it. I'm sure you will appreciate how your questions have been answered ;)Thank you very much and best regards from Italy.
I can understand why she wouldn't talk to Dumbledor, with his track record of doing things "for the greater good" no matter who or what it destroys.
I'm going out of my tiny mind trying to figure out ,where the house is, I have several theorys , I can't wait for the next chapter, to find out if I'm right, or not.
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
Thanks for being such a nice reviewier :)I think that you will be very surprised by next chapter. Sorry, it will take a bit more time to publish it because it's long and complex, so my beta is still revising it. But as you know, the story is complete, so no need to worry. Thank you for your patience. Best regards.
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
Thanks for being such a nice reviewier :)I think that you will be very surprised by next chapter. Sorry, it will take a bit more time to publish it because it's long and complex, so my beta is still revising it. But as you know, the story is complete, so no need to worry. Thank you for your patience. Best regards.
Let's see: Will he choose Zambini, the one who replaced him? How about Albus and Scorpius? Then there's Hermione for the research. Or will he stick with personnel within the school? ^_^
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
Hi, thanks for the message. About your question, just prepare to be surprised... ;)
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
Hi, thanks for the message. About your question, just prepare to be surprised... ;)
Thank you for the up date, if anyone can find a cure, it's Severus, can't wait to see who will be choosen to be his staff.
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
Thank you for leaving me a message. I think you will be very surprised... ;)
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
Thank you for leaving me a message. I think you will be very surprised... ;)
There can never be anything between Lily and Severus, as much as it hurts, it would hurt so much more if she pretended to feel something she didn't, after all the heart wants what it wants, Lily can no more make herself love Severus, than Severus can stop himself loving her. Whatever is wrong with Scorpius, it's something big.
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
In fact, Lily has been very sincere. But sincerity is not what a disillusioned lover can appreciate. The trouble with Scorpius IS something big. And you will see its consequences in the next chapters.
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
In fact, Lily has been very sincere. But sincerity is not what a disillusioned lover can appreciate. The trouble with Scorpius IS something big. And you will see its consequences in the next chapters.
Yes Lily, you hurt him AGAIN, now what is he going to do. withdraw into his shell again? What does Zabeni have to do to be alowed back into the family?On to the next chapter to see.
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
The relationship between Lily and Severus is a very difficult one, now that they have somehow grown but they have also crystallised in their portrait forms. Zabini? Ehhh, Zabini has a big problem to solve...
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
The relationship between Lily and Severus is a very difficult one, now that they have somehow grown but they have also crystallised in their portrait forms. Zabini? Ehhh, Zabini has a big problem to solve...
Interesting, that Severus would choose the same test that Slughorn used,with Lily and himself, to try to help James.
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
Memories are coming back more and more powerfully, and feelings with them. All things that help Severus examine and learn from the past in order to build the future.
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
Memories are coming back more and more powerfully, and feelings with them. All things that help Severus examine and learn from the past in order to build the future.
Severus always has to learn things the hard way, doesn't he. I loved the conversation with Minerva, their friendship is growing,and getting closer.
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
Personally, chapter 19 is one of my favourites. I'm glad that you too liked it.
Response from Memory (Author of Second Chance)
Personally, chapter 19 is one of my favourites. I'm glad that you too liked it.