Digging for Information
Chapter 12 of 12
Lady WhitehartDreams are invaded and answers sought. Hope that's cryptic enough to grab your attention.
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The Potter series isn't mine,
which is why I make no money.
Reviews are all I really need
to fatten my plot bunny!
Hey, if I have to do this to keep from getting sued, why not have some fun with it?
A/N: About the posting lag... I've made some changes in what should have been just a side-plot (the nature of Severus and Bianca's relationship) and other more significant ones (the Draco/Severus dynamic) that made large sections of original chapters completely incompatible with the new story line. Which means *sigh* huge rewrite. It's great for the reader, but think of me, slaving over the keyboard to bring a new chapter to fruition! *dramatic gesture*
I deserve some reviews, or maybe a cookie, for all my hard work. As always, feedback is greatly appreciated.
Warning: Sexual situations
Chapter 11: Digging for Information
Delicate, experienced hands caressed his chest and belly. The hands teased him, reaching just low enough to graze his highly-sensitive anatomy, and were followed by a tongue which traced the shivering trails the hands had created. If only...
A log in the fire had popped and brought him to the edge of wakefulness. Severus ignored his throbbing enough to relax his mind and pick up the dream again.
Impatient with the woman, he guided her, moaning with renewed pleasure, focusing on the embracing heat as he clutched at the sheets. The sensations built, bordering on pain, before bringing him to an explosive release. He looked appreciatively at the woman, expecting to see her obscured in shadows, but blue eyes hungrily met his.
With a gasp, Severus opened his eyes, and an unaccustomed moment of disorientation clung to him as he tried to sort out what was real and what was not. The bed was empty, but if he closed his eyes, he could still see...
"Damn it!" The realization of his partner's identity shattered the afterglow's feeling of well-being. It was almost as undesirable as having Granger featured in his nocturnal fantasies.
Hawkins isn't one of your students.
Grumbling under his breath, Severus groped under the pillow for his wand. With a wave, he was able to rid himself of the physical aftermath of the dream, but the unwelcome emotions remained. He didn't want her, couldn't have her if he did, and didn't trust her as far as he could throw the giant squid without magic.
Dark hair tickled the side of her face and a nose grazed her cheek as someone whispered in her ear. "Do you know how beautiful you are?"
Before she could reply, her partner was touching her, bringing her senses toward a rapid, heated climax.
Callista cried out and was suddenly very much awake and alone. According to the clock, it was an awkward hour...too early to rise but too late to go back to sleep. Not that she felt she could go back to sleep after such a vivid dream. Instead, she tried to recall each sensation from the intimate touches to the tickle of the dark hair. Dark hair? The feel of that nose? Oh, Merlin's beard, no! It was bad enough she had to deal with Severus Snape during her waking hours, and now he was invading her dreams! The type of dreams made in even more upsetting. She didn't want him back in her life...especially not in that capacity...not even if they were the last two people on the planet.
Flustered, Callista flopped to her other side, trying to figure out exactly what would cause her to dream about him of all people.
It shouldn't be too difficult to figure out; you're both in the same place, an annoying part of her brain insisted. Besides, he was your first; he knew you best.
She shook her head to dislodge the thought before it could take root. Facing a roomful of second-years first thing was going to be difficult enough without the added stress of a poor night's sleep. Callista smoothed a wrinkle out of the pillowcase and tried to settle into a restful state of mind.
That morning at breakfast, Severus slid into his preferred seat at the staff table and began filling his plate, mechanically consuming his morning meal. The remains of the dream began tugging at the edge of his thoughts, and to distract himself, he surveyed the assembled students and was thankful he no longer had to deal with the younger ones. Somehow each year they managed to look younger and more troublesome. Of course, considering the older ones he had to deal with, perhaps it wasn't such a wonderful trade off. The only positive was he knew exactly what degree of dunderheaded-ness he would be dealing with.
The rustle of robes halted further contemplation, and he glanced up to see Callista Hawkins taking the seat next to him. She didn't look at him, but he noticed the slight shaking of her hands and her tightly-composed demeanor barely concealed an aura of nervousness.
He almost opened his mouth to say something reassuring to her, but caught himself just in time. After all, Hawkins was a highly-educated, seasoned teacher, according to her American Wizarding degree. Surely such an elite creature had no need for reassurance from someone with a mere fifteen years experience and an ordinary apprenticeship?
"Are you reading that?" Callista asked, indicating a copy of the Daily Prophet between their place settings.
"Hoping to see another article about yourself?" He passed the newspaper to her. His fingers accidentally grazing hers in the process, and a sudden warmth flared where they had touched.
"No," Callista replied, paging through the paper. "I was just checking on the Gringotts exchange rates." She ran her finger down the financial column. "Looks like I made that transfer just in time."
Unable to come up with a worthwhile retort, he turned his attention to the sea of students. His dark eyes rested on Draco Malfoy, flanked as usual by his over-sized lackeys. Severus was almost certain there was a pressing mission from the Dark Lord on the boy, but he only had a general idea of what it was. Dumbledore wanted specifics. Draco's avoidance of Severus after his presentation to the Dark Lord shortly after the close of term and Bellatrix's smug demeanor suggested the witch had been instructing her nephew not to trust him. Her interference would make dealing with Draco far more difficult.
Severus barely had time to finish his toast before a stack of time tables appeared in front of him. Picking them up, he had a surge of inspiration and shuffled through the stack until he found Malfoy's. Surprisingly enough Draco had achieved Outstandings in both Defense Against the Dark Arts and Potions...two classes that would prove indispensable for someone wishing to rise in the ranks of the Dark Lord's service. No doubt the boy would have been advised or even ordered to take at least one of those classes. He carefully tucked Malfoy's to the bottom of the stack before circulating among his students. When the last Slytherin had been sent off to the first class, Severus turned to a very agitated Malfoy.
"Your timetable, Mr. Malfoy."
The blond-haired young man turned to face him. "Thanks, Professor."
The disdain in Malfoy's tone was unmistakable, yet there was a definite undercurrent of anxiety. Severus immediately knew it would take very pains-taking prying to get any useful information. "I was pleased to see you earned an Outstanding on your Potions and Defense Against the Dark Arts O.W.L.s. I hope you will be continuing with both?"
Draco stiffened. "Yes. Also Transfiguration, Charms, Runes and Arithmancy."
"Very good," Severus replied, tapping the squares on the parchment as he tried to discern whether or not Draco's classes could give him any insight to the young man's task from the Dark Lord. "One more..."
"Transfiguration starts in ten minutes. Can't be late." Draco shouldered his bag and joined the noisy throng of students.
Severus stared after him, frustrated that his attempt to discover anything useful had failed. A pair of passing Ravenclaws, engrossed in a conversation about Quidditch, barely avoided running into him. In his irritation, Severus considered giving them each a detention. Then a brilliant idea made him change his mind.
"Good morning and welcome to year two of Defense Against the Dark Arts," Callista willed herself to greet the assembled second-years, but the words stubbornly refused to leave her lips. So she stood there, mutely staring at them, wishing she was once again teaching the basics of biology to a group of young adults, who, in their opinions, already knew everything.
For crying out loud, say something... anything... before a riot breaks out and Dumbledore throws you out on your ear! a voice demanded as the curious looks of her students became more and more disconcerting. Prodded into action by the thought of how ridiculous she would look being magically ejected from the castle, Callista cleared her throat and took roll to break the horrible silence. When all students from Boyle, Marius to Zeller, Rose were declared present and accounted for, she launched into her opening comments.
"Good morning and welcome to second year Defense Against the Dark Arts," she said, cringing at how bright and forced her voice sounded to her ears. For God's sake, they're twelve, not two! "This year you will be introduced to the most common Dark creatures and how to identify, catch, and deal them safely and humanely. Keep in mind I'm using the term Dark rather loosely because in most cases, the creatures on our list for this term are little more than household pests. However, some of them can and do bite, and the bites can sometimes cause problems. Is there anyone who can think of a creature that could potentially be on our study list?"
A few tentative hands went up, and Callista felt a little more encouraged. She was half-tempted to smile at the groans of disappointment when she informed them that dragons weren't going to among the fantastic beasts they would actually see during the course of the year, but if they had time, perhaps they would touch on them after they were finished with werewolves.
At the end of the class, she assigned them a brief assignment and sent them on their way, plopping in her chair and feeling relieved. Overall, things had gone way better than she had anticipated, but all the same, she was glad the first ordeal... no, class, was behind her. Callista closed her eyes and sighed, "One class down for the day; three to go."
After the morning break, Severus opened the door to the Potions classroom, and the class of sixth-years trooped quietly in and took their seats. Striding to the front of the classroom, he turned to glare at them until all attention was focused on him.
"As you will soon discover, N.E.W.T. Potions is a highly demanding course, which is why I normally only take students who obtained an Outstanding at the OWL level. However, this year I was told to accept some students who fall below that exacting standard." Severus' gaze traveled over the students resting on the various faces that wouldn't have been there under normal circumstances. Most of them glanced away or allowed their own gazes to falter, except for Potter, who glared back defiantly. "While entry standards may have been lowered, course standards have not. Let it be known that any student who consistently fails to meet my expectations will be dismissed... permanently. Due to the nature and complexity of the potions we will be studying, I cannot tolerate shoddy methods that pose a danger to the class."
Stares met his dark penetrating eyes, and an odd mixture of trepidation, confidence, and defiance radiated from the class.
"The potions we will deal with this term will be poisons. Can anyone in here name the main classifications of poisons?" Inwardly he groaned as the only hand that was raised was attached to Hermione Granger, and he paused, hoping that someone else would volunteer. When no one did, he was forced to listen to the girl parrot back the answer from the text.
He spent the class asking questions and listening to Granger answer them. Twenty minutes in he resigned himself to the fact that, with the exception of the Gryffindor swot, no one had been curious enough to read the opening chapter. Towards the end of the class period, he assigned them an essay listing the main classifications of poisons with descriptions of the indicators for each. The idea of limiting it to exactly one thousand words crossed his mind just to see Granger's reaction.
As the class was packing up, Severus passed the table where Draco sat with Theodore Nott and Blaise Zambini, he paused and muttered, "I need to speak with you after class, Mr. Malfoy, regarding the Quidditch captaincy."
Nott and Zambini glanced at each other and then Malfoy, exchanging knowing grins. As the rest of the class filed out, Malfoy asked the other Slytherins to wait for him outside the classroom.
The moment the door closed, Severus asked, "I gather you know Worthington did not to return to school?"
Malfoy nodded. "Something about his father had an opportunity to go to India for a year."
"Which means Slytherin is in need of a new Quidditch captain. Urqhart may be a seventh-year, but you have been on the team longer." When the young man didn't reply, Severus gritted his teeth and decided to state his intentions bluntly. "I would like to offer the position to you first."
"I think I'll decline, sir." He grabbed his school bag and moved toward the door.
Severus pointed his wand at the door and it sealed with a squelching noise. "I didn't dismiss you, Mr. Malfoy."
Draco faced him; indignation radiated from him like an over-heated cauldron.
"Frankly I'm surprised you would turn down such an opportunity to keep on equal status as Potter." Severus hoped such a comment would goad the boy into accepting the offer. If Malfoy was captain of the team he would have to speak with him between now and the start of the Quidditch season. "You are still planning to remain on the team, aren't you?"
"Since it's my first N.E.W.T. year, I was going to decide that after I've been to all of my classes. Extras may need to go, depending on how much work I have for classes."
"Is that why you're no longer a prefect?" Severus asked, keeping his tone bland.
Draco shrugged. "Maybe."
"Were you required to step aside by the headmaster or was it voluntary?" He had a flash of insight. "Or did Auntie Bellatrix make the suggestion?"
At the mention of her name, a slight sneer tugged at the corner of the young man's mouth. "Out of the loop are you?"
"Answer the question, Draco," he demanded impatiently.
"Does it matter?"
Severus couldn't believe even Bellatrix could overlook something so glaringly obvious. "Yes, it does."
"I gave it up on my own," he said, scowling. "No point in being part of something that won't matter come the end of the year."
"Never the less," Severus began, lowering his voice to a conspiratorial whisper, "dropping too many of your normal activities will only draw undesired attention. People will begin wondering what you're doing with your newly acquired free time. Unless you were commanded by the Dark Lord, doing so was tantamount to declaring your alliance to..."
"That happened when Potter got my father arrested!"
"I understand you're..."
"No," snarled the young man, swinging his bag to his shoulder and storming towards the door. "You don't understand anything. Now open the damn door!"
"Sir," Severus snapped, not willing to let the boy get away with such a gross display of impertinence.
"FINE! Open the damn door, sir!"
Grudgingly, the Potions master complied. He unsealed the door, and Draco Malfoy made a hasty exit before Severus could change his mind and detain him for more questioning. The door was nearly closed when a rather bemused Callista Hawkins pushed it open and entered the classroom.
"Isn't it a bit early in the term to cause your N.E.W.T. students to have mental breakdowns, Severus?" she asked sarcastically. "And one from your own House at that."
He stood his ground and resisted the urge to curse her. "Mind your own students, Miss Hawkins, and I'll mind mine."
Before she could open her mouth to reply, he turned on his heel and swept out of the classroom and into the sanctuary of his office.
A/N: Draco, I love you, my dear boy, but you were such an uncooperative little brat during the writing of this chapter. Don't be surprised if I decide to kill you off in a bizarre Quidditch accident.
Thank you to the nice person who emailed and let me know K+ was the default rating!
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18 Reviews | 6.61/10 Average
Loved that Callista and Severus are basically having the same dream.
Draco - I have to agree, what a prat. I loved the author's notes.
Response from Lady Whitehart (Author of Shadow on My Heart)
Seriously, that little pain in my butt held up the whole stupid chapter. I was going to use him for an important role in the story, but now he's a goner.
As always, that was wonderful. I laughed out loud when I read the Granger fantasy comment. You're not a fan of that pairing as I recall. I'm looking forward to the rest.
Response from Lady Whitehart (Author of Shadow on My Heart)
LOL But I love SS/HG! There so much to giggle over.Thank you for enjoying the chapter. Hopefully the next one will go much easier.
LOL I rather expected her to be nicer to Harry, but he did not take well to her forthright tone at all. I hope the two will find a comfortable working relationship. I'll be interested in what she tells him of her past.
Response from Lady Whitehart (Author of Shadow on My Heart)
Personally I think Harry on some level wants to be coddled a bit. I mean, he recently found out he will either be murdered or be a murderer. It will take some time, but Callista and Harry will manage. As to your last question, I haven't decided yet how much he really needs to know. Any suggestions?
Oh that is so petty of Severus, so petty. Why in Merlin's name are they sharing a classroom anyway? Plot? Doesn't the castle have any other rooms? The place is HUGE! It's really annoying, really,
Response from Lady Whitehart (Author of Shadow on My Heart)
Please don't be annoyed at me. *wibbles* Schools (even magical ones) probably wouldn't outfit anymore classrooms than they absolutely had to.
Ooooh, so she was friends with Barty Jr.! I'm really surprised that Winky told her so much. That seems rather out a cahracter, considering that Winky was still protecting Crouch's secrets in canon. And she just divulged everything. odd. I wounder how Dumbledore will spin it?
Response from Lady Whitehart (Author of Shadow on My Heart)
Winky has known Callista and Callista's family for quite sometime and probably doesn't consider the girl of another pure-blood family to be a total outsider. Dumbledore being Dumbledore will give out as little information as possible. It may even generate more confusion than it aleviates.
I think this is a mistake for possibly a note left in from your beta? At the end of the 12th or 13th paragraph "House elf-ese isn't easy, but they do seem to choose the simplest way to say something and that combo of past and present tense bothers me."Best, Gryffkat
Response from Lady Whitehart (Author of Shadow on My Heart)
Thanks for catching that. Did you like the story otherwise?
Response from GryffKat (Reviewer)
Yes, I realized after I clicked send that I should have said that I am enjoying it. I haven't had a chance yet to finish what was posted yet. I like that it is about Severus as much as the OFC. I will keep reading.
Well written and interesting... good start as the character seems well thought out... I am glad you chose to give her some history and did not start with Snape seeing her at Hogwarts... too often OC characters are not fleshed out before the story realy gets moving ... very well done
Response from Lady Whitehart (Author of Shadow on My Heart)
That was the problem with the original story. My biggest hope is that giving the OC's PoV will make things a little more interesting. Thank you for reviewing.
First off, wow. I hope this is going to be one of those long 60+ chapter stories, because 12 chapters simply won't be enough.I love this. I had forgotten how much I enjoy seeing glimpses of what Snape must have been like as a young teacher. And I really like that the nature of the relationship bothered him, even though they were so close in age. Will Snape be jealous that she will be working with Harry? Also, you mentioned some order members that were cool to her at the meeting. Are these people that knew her before she removed herself from the British wizarding world? Hope the questions don't bug you, it really is my form of affection for a story
Response from Lady Whitehart (Author of Shadow on My Heart)
Questions rarely bug me, unless the person is asking me why I don't write SS/HG. *see Ho'Moaning* The first question I can't answer, but I think you'll be able to figure it out a little later in the story. The second one: most of the Order members know her in one way or another. The fact that she disappeared shortly before the Potters were killed raised a lot of questions about her loyalties. Her father, while definitely not a DE, did share some of Voldie's ideals about the status of Muggle-borns.Here's hoping I keep hearing from you! The original had over 30 chapters before I started the re-write.
Dumbledore wants her back awfully bad. Just out of curiosity, When did you start this story, in its original form? My guess is between books 5 and 6. Anyway, I love it.
Response from Lady Whitehart (Author of Shadow on My Heart)
The original was started back in May of 2005 *cringes*. I'm glad you love.
I came to read this story "by accident", I like it and are looking forward to following it from now on. Looking forward eagerly for the next chapter
Response from Lady Whitehart (Author of Shadow on My Heart)
Thank you. Sometimes accidents aren't always bad things. Hope to hear from you again soon.
I'm pleased to see that you are posting the revision here too. TPP needs more Snape OFC stories to balance out the overload of SS/HG. Some more stories with Snape and other canon females wouldn't come amiss either. I've read some really cute Snape/adult Luna stories lately and I enjoyed the 'iresistable force vs old immovable object' of the opposites attract that those stories project.
Response from Lady Whitehart (Author of Shadow on My Heart)
Since I write mainly to please myself and a small handful of people, I figured what the heck, might as well. OFC's have it rough in the fandom, but I think Severus would be much happier with someone his own age. Thanks for commenting!
I love your story. In the book it is McGonagal who is the wittnes ot the infamous kiss. But you have of cource an authors right to bend the story to your liking. Beeing a fan of Severus Snape I cannot help defending him.
Response from Lady Whitehart (Author of Shadow on My Heart)
Defend away. Snape needs someone in his corner too.Hope to hear from you again.
Oh the little battle of willand desires that these two go through. I actually enjoyed the scene in the Potions lab. with a little patience, she'll have more placenta come spring. I do hope that the little unicorn surrives.
Response from Lady Whitehart (Author of Shadow on My Heart)
I want to bring said little unicorn up in the story again but that would require me to write more Hagrid. *cringe* There will be more trips to the Forbidden Forest come spring. Hopefully Severus and Callista will make them together. ;)Don't know about you, but I can't stand someone hovering over me while I try to work.
I also think I was reading the original before. I like this story very much and while I don't review much, I will be reading. I like that your OFC is not maudlin or saccharine. I enjoy that Severus is not OOC either. My husband in now mad at me because I have been reading this story and not attending to Saturday chores. I look forward to more.
Response from Lady Whitehart (Author of Shadow on My Heart)
There will be some changes from the original, especially because in a few places I wrote myself into a corner. ONe of hte pros of fanfic: You can always change it. Sugar-coated OFCs and OOC Snapes are two of my greatest fanfic pet peeves. Here's hoping I keep from writing them. Back to those chores! The sooner you get them done; the soon you can read more fanfic. :)
I loved that she drifted off to sleep with her father singing. Very Sweet.
Response from Lady Whitehart (Author of Shadow on My Heart)
She's definitely a 'daddy's girl'.
I love this story. In fact, I went on a quest to find the rest of the original. I only read a few chapters of the original version (the fact you had taken it down on all of those other sites made me feel a little guilty) but as good as that first one was, this version is incredible. I can't wait to read the rest. I did discover that you wrote the very first Snape fan fic (maybe the first fan fic) that I ever read. On my first visit to Occumency, I hit the random button and "A Single Strand" popped up on the screen. I was hooked. I was too shy to review then, so I'm glad for the chance to make amends now.
Response from Lady Whitehart (Author of Shadow on My Heart)
Thanks,
Response from Lady Whitehart (Author of Shadow on My Heart)
! I started writing this story 5 years ago and hopefully my writing has greatly improved. I'm glad you loved "A Single Strand" and I hope you went on to read and review Veirty's A Merciless Affection too. *hugs*
Are you sure Dumbledore didn't have a hand in everything getting screwed up for her? (Sorry, I'm not a huge fan of Dumbledore these days.) I can't wait to read the rest of the story.
Response from Lady Whitehart (Author of Shadow on My Heart)
DH kind of killed my love of Dumbledore as well. I respect his character for his academic achievement but the man really needed to just keep to the classroom. Keep reading and let me know what you think.
Yes, I am at least! Hi! Ok, I had to backtrack a bit to reaquaint, but I'm caught up and rearing to go... Callista is settling in. Good of her to NOT rise to Severus' ill-manners. "O" and I loved that Minerva gave her a true evaluation of Harry.
Response from Lady Whitehart (Author of Shadow on My Heart)
As much as I love Snape's character (Why else would I write him?) he has only slightly more maturity than the seventh-years at times. While he's spent the majority of his life at school, Callista has moved on to the adult world.Some Snape fans hate Harry because "Harry was always so rude to Severus," but I'm not one of those people. I'm glad you sticking around, as it's really hard for a SS/OFC fic to carve a niche on a mostly SS/HG archive.
Response from beaweasley2 (Reviewer)
Hey, don't I know it! I still write an occasional Weasley twins story! or with minor canon characters! Teehehe
Response from Lady Whitehart (Author of Shadow on My Heart)
I love your stories. They're always fresh and interesting.