Epilogue - Take Hold of my Hand
Chapter 10 of 10
livvy6Here is where we leave Katherine and Severus. Have they found contentment at last?
A/N: Here is the end of Severus and Katherine's story. I thank all of you who read and especially to those who reviewed. A special thanks, love, and chocolate to my wonderful beta, MadBrilliant!
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August, 2016
Katherine sat on the beach in Miami. She was enjoying her vacation immensely. The water was soothing, and the beach was perfect for napping. She was relaxing under her sun umbrella when a little black-haired boy jumped out at her.
“Oh!” she squealed and feigned surprise.
The little boy laughed as he threw back his head. “I scared you, Mummy!”
“You sure did, you little devil!” she teased. “Now where’s your Daddy?”
“He’s coming!” he said, pointing
Severus walked to them with their one-year-old daughter, Minerva, wrapped in his arms.
He stood in his bathing suit, all tanned from the sun. No longer the bat of the dungeons, he was a different man altogether, except for his fading Dark Mark and the battle scars on his chest and back. He handed baby Minerva to his wife, crossed his arms, and said sternly to their son, “Brian Albus, have you been tormenting your mother?”
“Just a little, Daddy,” he smirked.
He eagle-eyed his three-year-old son and knelt down beside his wife and kissed her.
“Having fun?” he asked.
“Oh, yes, but I’m going to hate going back to England after this! Alas! The two top Potions makers of Europe cannot escape their destiny! But wherever you are, that’s where I want to be,” she said with a bright smile on her face.
“You still haven’t changed your mind after six years?” he asked suspiciously.
Katherine regarded her husband. It hadn’t always been easy, but they sure had some fun times over the years! Right after she surprised him in Portofino, they immediately married and embarked together on Severus’ Grand Tour. They enjoyed visiting all wonders of the Continent before heading to America to visit there. She remembered their wedding night and blushed.
Severus knew that blush and remembered of how she had shyly whispered in his ear of her secret fantasy on their wedding night she had when she was his apprentice of him standing behind her in the lab. He had been more than happy to offer make that fantasy a reality.
He cornered her in their hotel suite and pressed into her from behind as she stood facing the massive desk. He gathered her hair to one side as he kissed her neck and inhaled her perfume. She felt his erection pressing urgently into her back. He slowly brought his arms around her waist and gathered up the front of her white satin wedding gown as she shifted her legs apart to accommodate him. She turned her head and kissed him passionately as he dipped his hand into her knickers and deftly stroked her. She was having a difficult time kissing and breathing, but he would not release her mouth from his. Finally she broke from him, panting and gasping, “Oh, Severus, oooohh! God, Severus!”
She tried to push his hand away, to signal she was finished but he would not let her go. He slowed his movements and brought her mouth to his again. Her face was hot and flushed, whether from her release or embarrassment, he knew not. He slowly slid his other hand into the top of her bodice until he found an already hardened nipple. She moaned and whimpered as he laughed wickedly into her mouth. He continued to stroke her gently, finally turning her slowly around and leaning her carefully back onto the desk, never breaking eye contact with her. He then gently lowered her knickers and peeled off her nylon stockings as he knelt down to love her more intimately.
His mouth descended onto her, and she relaxed on the desk, spreading her legs as far as she was able as her husband nuzzled, teased, and stroked her sweet nether lips with his fingers, nose, tongue and mouth, bringing her to orgasm after orgasm until she could no longer stay awake from pleasure and exhaustion. Severus stood and admired his handiwork. Her beautiful white dress was pushed up to her stomach, her creamy, naked legs and feet gracefully draped apart, with her core glistening wet from his ministrations. Her arms were laid back in a posture of surrender, her hands near her sweet, flushed face. She was content in her sleep, and a small smile played on the corners of her lips. Her light brown hair was fanned out beautifully. He definitely would have to keep this image in a Pensieve. There had never been before or ever would be a more beautiful and innocent woman ever created, he was positive. He brushed a hand lightly across her wet mound, caressing her curls and considered his bride. She would always be pure to him; no matter how many years passed; no matter how many times she would allow him the honor of being inside her; she would never change. This was the Katherine he would remember and love: the lovely, graceful, woman who chose him to love.
He gently closed her legs and picked her up to carry her to their bed. His time would arrive when she was ready. Until then, he had more to lavish on her, more pleasures and intimacies to indulge her senses. Then when she asked, he would take her oh, so slowly and delicately. After all, he thought, she deserves it.
Being equals in all things, they slowly experienced togetherness and an intimacy that grew to be very gratifying over time. Sure, there were sad times and tears over the past damage, but now, six years and two kids later, things kept getting better and better. The love and friendship they shared created a trust that was more precious than anything in the world to them.
He finished his remembering. She quirked her lips to the side of her face, knowing how his mind worked and said, “You are intolerable, Severus Snape! You know very well, I will never change my mind about you. You are my home.” She kissed him deeply and passionately, pulling her hat down to shield them from the children. It didn’t matter; they knew they were kissing, and soon her hat was snatched away by their son as he ran away from their reach.
They laughed with their arms encircling each another.
Til my body is dust
til my soul is no more
I will love you, love you
Til the sun starts to cry
and the moon turns to rust
I will love you, love you
But I need to know
will you stay for all time
forever and a day
Then I'll give my heart
'til the end of all time
forever and a day
And I need to know
will you stay for all time
forever and a day
Then I'll give my heart
'til the end of all time
forever and a day
'Til the storms fill my eyes
and we touch the last time
I will love you, love you
I will love you, love you....
I will love you, love you, love you...
I Will Love You, by Fisher
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A/N: Here is a link in case you want listen to the song above. I listened to it over and over while writing this epilogue.
http://www.fishertheband.com/#
Just go to where it says Videos and click on "I Will Love You."
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Latest 25 Reviews for Silent All These Years
39 Reviews | 5.31/10 Average
It was an interesting story. Thank you.
I adore this story. I started it on another site and went looking for extra chapters. I thought your ending was perfect.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
I'm so glad you liked it. It was real tricky, but I thought I did them justice.Thanks,Livvy
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
I'm so glad you liked it. It was real tricky, but I thought I did them justice.Thanks,Livvy
a lovely end to an excellent story!!!!!! i love the way u pair severus with other witches...... and the wya you explore his character.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Thank you very much, I'm so glad you like my fics! Snape is such a complex character I can not help myself! :)
Livvy
First and foremost...I want to say that you're an excellent writer, I had originally seen your work on a different website and followed you over to this one. I spend a lot of time on the road and I've been reading your stories using a link I sent to my cell phone. Yes, by cell phone. It's worth the hassle and the amount of time it takes the pages to load just to read what's going to happen next. It's something that I've grown to look forward to over the past few months. Very few people have ever captured my interest the way your writing has, let's just say it's been few and far between. I've been waiting for the chance to get home and sit down at this computer and give you the review you so rightly deserve.That being said, I believe you handled the subject matter of this story perfectly. You have really taken the time to consider the emotional nuance of your characters, giving them a life that seems more realistic than mere words and sentences. After reading, you get the sense that you could have known them as living, breathing individuals, not just simple creations of fictitious imagination. Your capability to create the perfect OC to match Snape time after time is a skill I have grown to envy. Thank you for providing me with the pleasure of your work, and I look foward to your next masterpiece.~Carma
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Carma,
My whole life I have been writing. I wrote even when my family told me over and over it was a waste of time, I wrote when teachers told me I couldn't write. But I continued to write because I cannot NOT write.
I can't tell you how wonderful your review was and how much it meant to me. I will cherish it forever and whenever I feel like a failure, I can look at your review and know that I'm not, that I have a voice and it may not be everyone's cup of tea, but I have touched people's lives.
I am honored more than words can say and I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Livvy
I couldn't have imagined a more perfect ending - well done!
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Oh! Thank you very much. I'm so glad you liked it.
Livvy
What a very sweet ending. Well done!
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Thank you very much! I appreciate you continuing to review during this fic.
Livvy
And here ends yet another lovely story of yet another wonderul OC. You are the mistress of OC mates for Severus, Livvy! Wonderful!
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Thank you, so much! I just got done responding to your recommendation on the Live Journal.
Now, hold on to your socks! My next fic is already in the queue and I'm doing a HG/SS. My first - ever. I am scared shitless! If I'm the Mistress of OC mates for Severus, then YOU are the Mistress of HG/SS.
If I bollocks it up too bad, I'll blame my Muse and Cissy_n_Snape, since she is the one that talked me into doing it in the first place (just joking).
So glad you liked the ending!
Livvy
Response from mia madwyn (Reviewer)
I can't wait to read your Hermione--and you'll end up with more readers, because so many people don't read OCs but we all love HG/SS!
Very satisfying. What was the daughter's second name? When she goes to Hogwarts it could be a little awkward to have the same first name as the headmistress, especially when the headmistress was talking with her. It souinds as if Katherine was completely prepared when she went to see him in Potorfino. You say they married immediately and in his memory she was wearing a white satin wedding dress on their wedding night, so she had to have brought the dress with her. Obviously she knew what she wanted and wasn't going to take no for an answer.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Her full name is Minerva Katherine Snape. It could be awkward, but being the daughter of Severus and Katherine, everyone will know that McGonagall is a family friend and also Godmother (although I didn't put that in the story).
No, Severus finished packing and they Apparated to Rome where they bought the dress and wedding rings and then married. Katherine isn't a Slytherin. She would have accepted Severus' "No" if he really meant it. She came to him not knowing how it would end out, but she was going to give it her best shot! She's a Hufflepuff and is sensitive to other people's feelings. But also she is very in tune with her own, and that's what makes her so passionate and loyal. She's just the kind of woman Severus needs.
I like to think Severus got the happy ending you wanted for him: happiness, respect, love. Same for Katherine as well!
Thanks as always for reviewing. I'll be e-mailing you back when I get the frame of mind to think about it.
Livvy
Response from Trickie Woo (Reviewer)
Yes, that was the kind I happy ending I was hoping Severus would have.
Wow, Livvy, you really blew me away! This was a really well-written, moving chapter. Good job!
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Thanks! I appreciate the compliment. Hope you like the epilogue, it'll be up soon!
Livvy
It's a lovely end to the story, but I expect that there will be times in their future that either his ghosts from the past and his guilt or her own ghosts from the past will crop up and they will have problems. But that happens in every marriage, even the happiest, because you can't change the past. They couldn't have a normal relationship or a normal marriage without those problems.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Well, the end isn't until the epilouge. And some of what you pointed out will be said. I hope you like the final chapter.
Livvy
Very well written, very sensitively written..........well done.
Glad to hear that's not the end for them. My heart almost broke when Severus cried.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Thank you. I worked harder on this chapter than on any I have ever written for fanfiction. Yes, lots of tears, but it is not over for these two! Next chapter is in queue!
Thanks for reviewing!
Livvy
How very tormented Severus must have been! Interesting plot twist. It was like a punch in the gut. I feel so terrible for both of them. Quite Sensitively written!
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Thank you, I worked hard with my beta to make sure that this chapter wasn't too gory and also keep in mind the age of Katherine. THe next chapter will show how the next three years gives them time to process and rebuild their lives apart from one another. So I'm not done with them yet.
I hope you like how things will end.
Livvy
I was kinda scared to read it since I really dont like rape scenes. But you managed to get your point across without making it so horrible. I cant wait until your next chapter. And great job as always.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Thank you, because of Katherine's age and just, the way the I wanted the story to be told, I did not want there to anything more graphic than needed to be. THe whole situation is ugly, you can't work your way around that, but there are things that can be implied without have to spell out every gory detail.
I am excited about how the next chapter will be recieved. It's chock full of three years of Katherine and Severus trying to rebuild their lives without each other. I hope people will like the conclusion of that chapter.
Thanks for reviewing!
Livvy
You managed to write it so that I could read it and not feel revulsion. Minerva and Katherine were both right when they told him he was violated too; he was raped too.
I can understand Kathrine's reaction. It's unfortunate that the rest of us don't have someone like him to protect us and provide and maintain that innocence that is so precious and rare. I think anyone would forgive him for what happened.
You ended this chapter as though it were the end of the story. Is it, or does the story go on to the ending I've been expecting?
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
First, I want to say I am so happy you were able to read the chapter and not cause a big problem or stumbling block for you. My beta and I worked hard towards that.
Second, I was very anxious as to how people would respond to Katherine's reaction. I am so glad I was able to convey what was in my heart and mind and you, the reader understood.
Now, this is NOT the end! In fact the next chapter is in queue. It is a very full chapter, a lot of stuff, but it will deal with three years after Katherine found out the truth and how she and Severus deal with getting their lives on track - alone. I wonder what is the ending you were expecting? You'll find out at the end of the next chapter.
Livvy
Response from Trickie Woo (Reviewer)
The ending I'm expecting is the one I always want for him, Love, respect, and happiness.
that was amazing...but...wait....that's not the end right?
i hope not. great plotline and everything. tonz of smiles and claps for you.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Thank you very much. It was the most difficult chapter of any fic I've written. And no this is not the end. The next chapter will be very interesting, but I'm not done with Katherine and Severus yet. :)
Thanks,
Livvy
whew!!! it sure is different from your usual style and i love the way u've portrayed snape.....just wish he finds the healing!!!!
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Thanks, I hope you will stick with the story and let me know how you like the way it unfolds.
Livvy
Oh dear, I feel as though Severus' heart is about to break.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
It's already been broken, I'm afraid, for many years. Now I think the fear is that Katherine will pick up the pieces and start pitching them at him. That's the real question for me looking outside in, (because I know the whole story) is how Katherine accepts the truth and what does she do with it? So we'll see. But yes, Severus is in a very bad way.
Thanks for reviewing, like always! :)
Livvy
I wish they had given her the choice of whether or not she wanted to view those memories. I think she would have chosen to view them, but I think she may have chosen to wait because she didn't feel strong enough physically or emotionally to look at them yet. She obviously knows that it's something terrible that was very damaging to her and her instincts must tell her it will be emotionally devastaing and that she may not yet be ready to face it.
Everything should be her choice, she had no choice in what happened and in what they did to protect her afterwards; and she had no choice on her wedding night or in the annulment. From now on she should be left to make her own choices in her life and everyone else should give her advice only if she asks them for it.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
I agree Katherine should be making her own choices. That is why I did it this way. She kept on asking in the hospital "Why?" "What has happened to me?" "Why won't anyone tell me what happened to me?" She wanted to know even when she was younger and kept asking "Why" and the answers were kept from her. I kept that in mind when I did it this way. The time for the truth was long overdue, and she was going to just wither away if she didn't get the truth.
I hope you are able to read the next chapter. Because of her age, there is no graphic sexual content, it is all implied, but there are momets that are disturbing and full of angst. But what I am most interested in is how you take Katherine's response to it. And I'm not done yet with Katherine. This revelation will be her turning point.
The next chapter will be up soon.
Thanks,
Livvy
Errr I can not wait untill the next chapter!!!!!
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Next chapter will be the BIG reveal, where all will be told and Katherine's reaction to everything. It should be up in a few days.
Thanks for reviewing!
Livvy
Oh dear. It just feels like that as bad as I think it was? It's going to be worse.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
I just posted THE chapter, so it'll be up in a few days. It's not going to be pretty, that's for sure, and there will be tears, but do remember at the end of the chapter it will not say "the end".
Livvy
Oh, after all the pain, this is an interesting turn of events at the end of the chapter. Hmmm....
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Yes, we're getting closer to the "all shall be revealed" chapter. But this story isn't close to being over. Still have a few more twists and turns.
Livvy
Thank you for the warning, it wasn't as graphic as I feared it could have been. I am confused by what was going through his mind at the very end, I hope it isn't the thought that struck me after I read that part.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
There are some realities that need to be eased into. My beta writer and I worked hard on this chapter and the one to come when the whole truth comes out. I want to make sure it is done as tastefully and abstractly as possible. I don't want to focus on the graphic, horrific things, but somethings have to be sad and are distastful, but abuse, no matter how you present it, is ugly.
Yes, I wanted there to be a question at the end of the chapter. Like, what was that?
I do hope, if only for you, because you have been such a devoted reviewer and with our private talks, I've gotten to know you and respect you very much, that you will like how this story resolves itself in the end. All I can say is that it is always darkest before the dawn.
I haven't forgotten your last e-mail. I'm sick right now with some flu, but I MUST answer my reviews! My husband thinks I'm insane :)
Livvy
Oh dear I have the terrible feeling that Severus was made to do those things to the young Katherine.
Brilliant chapter.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Thanks for reviewing. I won't say either way, just that I hope you'll be pleased with the end. Thank you for your compliment and for reviewing!
Livvy
I love her. She's wonderful!
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Thank you!
Livvy
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Thank you!
Livvy
No wonder he feels so responsible. The angst!
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Oh yeah, and it's going to get worse. A lot of pain for these two. But the darkest is always before the dawn!
Livvy
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Oh yeah, and it's going to get worse. A lot of pain for these two. But the darkest is always before the dawn!
Livvy