Years go by
Chapter 2 of 10
livvy6Katherine tries to work her way towards her Potions teacher accepting her. She starts growing and discovers her first love that could distract her from all her plans to become a Potions mistress.
A/N: Thanks to my beta, MadBrilliant. Please, pretty please, review! I love to read about your thoughts! And I cherish every review I get. Even if you hate it, I still want to know your opinion. All opinions are welcome!
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October, 1999
Katherine was running down the halls to catch up with Professor Snape.
"Professor!" she yelled at him.
He stopped and closed his eyes in frustration before turning around. Damn this infernal girl!
Severus Snape had a new irritant in his life, and its name was Katherine Hannover. She was forever nattering and hounding his every step. She lived up to the name of her House mascot: the badger. Because that was what she did. Day or evening, she was forever questioning, needling, begging to try something new, or wanting to show him something "exciting" she had discovered in a book. His rudeness and callousness seemed to not register with the girl. He'd give her detention, but then he'd be stuck in a room with her, and then whose detention would it be? So, detention with Filch was the only resource he had to hold over her since he discovered detention with Hagrid in the Forbidden Forest only resulted in her coming back to show him samples of all the interesting plants and flowers she had found!
"Miss Hannover, that will be 20 points from Hufflepuff for running in the halls and another ten points for yelling at a teacher!" he thundered.
She licked her lips and caught her breath. "I'm sorry, sir," she said. "Please, can I come with you to the Forest? Madam Sprout told me you usually go out this time of the year to replenish your stores. I could help, really I could! I'm really good at finding things and not just finding...I'm also really good at picking out the freshest bits!" Her words had tumbled out so fast, Snape barely had time to consider what she said. He closed his eyes in hopes of deciphering the mass of words that had spewed from her mouth, but then he decided he didn't care anyway.
"No," he snapped as he turned away.
Katherine jumped to his side and jogged along. Now the Potions master was beyond irritation. He stopped walking and faced the girl. She had that same hungry look for knowledge as Granger had, but without the irritating insecurity of needing to prove herself. No, she was infinitely worse. She knew she was intelligent and was ready to expand her education. Plus, she had no problems expressing that fact! Hell, even he knew she was hungry for more challenging work, but she needed to reign in that smugness, that damn infernal ease that made her slouch in class in boredom, ignore his insults, and push the boundaries in her Potions work, all because she was already beyond the curriculum for a second year. She was ready at twelve to take on fourth-year-level work. But, she needed to learn patience and humility if she were ever going to be his apprentice!
"Miss Hannover, I am a very busy wizard...far too busy to deal with you traipsing along and upsetting my work and concentration. Besides, I think you are overestimating your abilities a tad. You may have had a successful first year, but now that you are a second year does not make you a qualified person to select ingredients for my stores!" he said icily.
"If you would please give me a chance!" she began.
"This discussion is over!" he barked. "You get back to your common room this instant, or I will take another 50 points from your house. Am I understood?" His eyes were glaring menacingly at the twelve-year-old standing far below him.
She cowed, but did not break. "Okay, sir. I'll leave. But if I continue to do well in Potions, perhaps when I'm older, will you just give me a chance? Just one chance to show you?" she pleaded.
Snape glared at the little snippet standing so small in front of him. She is infinitely worse than Granger ever was! he thought.
"Perhaps," he mumbled as he swept out of the castle.
Katherine smiled as she watched him go. She was so happy. He was going to make her into the best Potions mistress in the world!
***
Snape did not know at the time; it was years later when Katherine told him her thoughts as she watched him walk out towards the Forest on that particular day. Katherine deeply respected her Potions master. She thought he was the most intelligent man she had ever met. She obeyed everything he told her to do even though, at times, she would test the limits of the boundaries, just to see what she could do, and at those times she would have to face his wrath. But she didn't care; in fact it was worth facing his fury. She knew that he was the best Potions master in Britain, and it wouldn't hurt to get the hide verbally ripped off her if it meant she might come up with something original or learn something new...even if it was how to not do something. Because for Katherine Hannover, failure just meant she had succeeded in learning how something did not work, and that could only bring her one step closer to true success! She was a true enigma for a wizard like Snape, who was by nature a "glass is half empty" kind of person.
She stood at the entrance gate for a long time watching him walk away. She was determined that one day he'd take her with him, and she'd show him! She would grow to be just as clever as him! She was determined to be a Potions mistress, and he was going to mentor her, even if she had to hound his every step and wear him down to do it! She was indeed a remarkable sight as she watched her teacher with determination. She was a very focused twelve-year-old.
***
November, 2000
"Miss Hannover, you will remain after class," Snape said sharply.
Katherine blew out a breath as she struggled to clean up what was another botched potion. Things were just not going well at all! She was now in her third year. It was a difficult time all around, having discovered boys, starting her period, hormones, and all that. She was easily distracted, and there was a boy that had begun noticing her: Marcus Luddington. Marcus was a Ravenclaw. He was, in Katherine's opinion, bloody brilliant, and he had the greatest smile she'd ever seen! More than once, she found her mind fixated on his smile rather than her potion. Snape was well aware of what was transpiring between the two, and he would be damned if he was going to sit back and watch his prospective protégé ruin herself over an idiotic boy!
She slowly gathered her books and noticed that Marcus was lingering by the door, waiting for her. She blushed as she slowly walked towards her Professor.
Snape was growing more irritated by the second. "Mr. Luddington, I demand you leave at once, or I shall be forced to remove you... bodily!" he snarled.
Marcus' smile vanished as quickly as he did. Katherine turned around and gave a hurt look at her Professor. She walked defeatedly up to his desk. He glared at her so menacingly, she thought she surely would burst into flames and die!
"Fifty points are taken for your abysmal performance in class today, Miss Hannover!" he snapped.
Katherine opened her mouth to object, but shut it and quirked her lips to one side as she saw his expression grow darker.
He sat down in his seat and appraised the young girl. "I am at a loss, Miss Hannover. Whatever happened to the young girl who pushed and cajoled me incessantly about the need to push herself to excel? What happened to the thirst for knowledge? I thought you wanted to be a Potions mistress? What has become of you? You are turning before my very eyes into just another moronic dunderhead that I am forced to teach!"
Katherine sighed and crossed her arms. He is right. Of course, he's always right! she thought with irritation. Her mouth quirked to the side, and she thought about what he said.
"I don't know, Professor. It's all becoming so complicated. I do want to be a Potions mistress, I'm just... distracted."
Snape's face softened. He knew what was going on, and he wasn't the person she should talk to about it. He wasn't so sure Pomona Sprout was either! Minerva. I'll let Minerva handle her. Her tough Gryffindor demeanor will sort her out!
"Miss Hannover," he said in his softest tone, "I want you to go see the Headmistress. Talk to her about your 'distractions.' Because I would sorely hate to see a good beginning come to a disappointing end. After all, I was starting to consider taking you along with me before long into the Forest in order to assist me replenishing my stores."
That did it! The old gleam was back! Her eyes snapped to attention, and she started to smile. "Do you really mean it, sir?" she said excitedly, gripping the edge of his desk.
"Possibly...I was thinking next year we could start. But you are to control your 'distractions' in my classroom. Am I understood?" he barked at the end.
Katherine smiled happily. "Yes, sir! Thank you, sir!" she called as she sprinted from the room.
Snape sat back and sighed. Four more years and two more counting her apprenticeship; how am I going to survive? Retirement can not come fast enough!
***
Katherine did have a lengthy chat with Professor McGonagall and continued to talk with her as the months passed. A connection formed between the two witches, and the Headmistress at times would sigh to herself at the fact Katherine Hannover was not in her own house. She was sure she'd have made a damn fine Gryffindor!
Katherine would look back in later years as her third year being the most challenging academically of all her school days. She had to discipline herself to keep Marcus out of her mind while in class and studying. It was difficult because he did not make it easy on her. Marcus wanted her attention, and her lack of attention towards him during classes made him want to distract her even more! It was only in Potions class that he let her be. Professor Snape was like a hawk, ready to pounce if anyone came too near his baby chick. He had to learn that the hard way by gathering a great deal of detentions under his belt. Soon, he put two and two together. He knew Katherine was special. She was Snape's protégé. She was also a Hufflepuff. She had a fierce loyalty to the Greasy Bat whom she believed was going to shape her future as a Potions Mistress. She refused to allow him to speak disrespectfully about him in her presence. When she told him she was going to be a Potions mistress one day, all Marcus could think of was how famous she would be and how being attached to this girl would be a wise move for his future. So he began to "make nice" and obeyed the Potions master and did not interfere in her studies with him.
As the year came to a close, an understanding between the two young people had arisen. Marcus left Katherine at Kings Cross at the start of the summer with an incredible first kiss and a declaration of love. They corresponded over the summer holiday and each letter Katherine received was cherished. The young girl could not wait for school to start. As summer closed, she knew she loved him too. She knew he was the one she would spend the rest of her life with.
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39 Reviews | 5.31/10 Average
It was an interesting story. Thank you.
I adore this story. I started it on another site and went looking for extra chapters. I thought your ending was perfect.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
I'm so glad you liked it. It was real tricky, but I thought I did them justice.Thanks,Livvy
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
I'm so glad you liked it. It was real tricky, but I thought I did them justice.Thanks,Livvy
a lovely end to an excellent story!!!!!! i love the way u pair severus with other witches...... and the wya you explore his character.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Thank you very much, I'm so glad you like my fics! Snape is such a complex character I can not help myself! :)
Livvy
First and foremost...I want to say that you're an excellent writer, I had originally seen your work on a different website and followed you over to this one. I spend a lot of time on the road and I've been reading your stories using a link I sent to my cell phone. Yes, by cell phone. It's worth the hassle and the amount of time it takes the pages to load just to read what's going to happen next. It's something that I've grown to look forward to over the past few months. Very few people have ever captured my interest the way your writing has, let's just say it's been few and far between. I've been waiting for the chance to get home and sit down at this computer and give you the review you so rightly deserve.That being said, I believe you handled the subject matter of this story perfectly. You have really taken the time to consider the emotional nuance of your characters, giving them a life that seems more realistic than mere words and sentences. After reading, you get the sense that you could have known them as living, breathing individuals, not just simple creations of fictitious imagination. Your capability to create the perfect OC to match Snape time after time is a skill I have grown to envy. Thank you for providing me with the pleasure of your work, and I look foward to your next masterpiece.~Carma
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Carma,
My whole life I have been writing. I wrote even when my family told me over and over it was a waste of time, I wrote when teachers told me I couldn't write. But I continued to write because I cannot NOT write.
I can't tell you how wonderful your review was and how much it meant to me. I will cherish it forever and whenever I feel like a failure, I can look at your review and know that I'm not, that I have a voice and it may not be everyone's cup of tea, but I have touched people's lives.
I am honored more than words can say and I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Livvy
I couldn't have imagined a more perfect ending - well done!
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Oh! Thank you very much. I'm so glad you liked it.
Livvy
What a very sweet ending. Well done!
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Thank you very much! I appreciate you continuing to review during this fic.
Livvy
And here ends yet another lovely story of yet another wonderul OC. You are the mistress of OC mates for Severus, Livvy! Wonderful!
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Thank you, so much! I just got done responding to your recommendation on the Live Journal.
Now, hold on to your socks! My next fic is already in the queue and I'm doing a HG/SS. My first - ever. I am scared shitless! If I'm the Mistress of OC mates for Severus, then YOU are the Mistress of HG/SS.
If I bollocks it up too bad, I'll blame my Muse and Cissy_n_Snape, since she is the one that talked me into doing it in the first place (just joking).
So glad you liked the ending!
Livvy
Response from mia madwyn (Reviewer)
I can't wait to read your Hermione--and you'll end up with more readers, because so many people don't read OCs but we all love HG/SS!
Very satisfying. What was the daughter's second name? When she goes to Hogwarts it could be a little awkward to have the same first name as the headmistress, especially when the headmistress was talking with her. It souinds as if Katherine was completely prepared when she went to see him in Potorfino. You say they married immediately and in his memory she was wearing a white satin wedding dress on their wedding night, so she had to have brought the dress with her. Obviously she knew what she wanted and wasn't going to take no for an answer.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Her full name is Minerva Katherine Snape. It could be awkward, but being the daughter of Severus and Katherine, everyone will know that McGonagall is a family friend and also Godmother (although I didn't put that in the story).
No, Severus finished packing and they Apparated to Rome where they bought the dress and wedding rings and then married. Katherine isn't a Slytherin. She would have accepted Severus' "No" if he really meant it. She came to him not knowing how it would end out, but she was going to give it her best shot! She's a Hufflepuff and is sensitive to other people's feelings. But also she is very in tune with her own, and that's what makes her so passionate and loyal. She's just the kind of woman Severus needs.
I like to think Severus got the happy ending you wanted for him: happiness, respect, love. Same for Katherine as well!
Thanks as always for reviewing. I'll be e-mailing you back when I get the frame of mind to think about it.
Livvy
Response from Trickie Woo (Reviewer)
Yes, that was the kind I happy ending I was hoping Severus would have.
Wow, Livvy, you really blew me away! This was a really well-written, moving chapter. Good job!
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Thanks! I appreciate the compliment. Hope you like the epilogue, it'll be up soon!
Livvy
It's a lovely end to the story, but I expect that there will be times in their future that either his ghosts from the past and his guilt or her own ghosts from the past will crop up and they will have problems. But that happens in every marriage, even the happiest, because you can't change the past. They couldn't have a normal relationship or a normal marriage without those problems.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Well, the end isn't until the epilouge. And some of what you pointed out will be said. I hope you like the final chapter.
Livvy
Very well written, very sensitively written..........well done.
Glad to hear that's not the end for them. My heart almost broke when Severus cried.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Thank you. I worked harder on this chapter than on any I have ever written for fanfiction. Yes, lots of tears, but it is not over for these two! Next chapter is in queue!
Thanks for reviewing!
Livvy
How very tormented Severus must have been! Interesting plot twist. It was like a punch in the gut. I feel so terrible for both of them. Quite Sensitively written!
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Thank you, I worked hard with my beta to make sure that this chapter wasn't too gory and also keep in mind the age of Katherine. THe next chapter will show how the next three years gives them time to process and rebuild their lives apart from one another. So I'm not done with them yet.
I hope you like how things will end.
Livvy
I was kinda scared to read it since I really dont like rape scenes. But you managed to get your point across without making it so horrible. I cant wait until your next chapter. And great job as always.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Thank you, because of Katherine's age and just, the way the I wanted the story to be told, I did not want there to anything more graphic than needed to be. THe whole situation is ugly, you can't work your way around that, but there are things that can be implied without have to spell out every gory detail.
I am excited about how the next chapter will be recieved. It's chock full of three years of Katherine and Severus trying to rebuild their lives without each other. I hope people will like the conclusion of that chapter.
Thanks for reviewing!
Livvy
You managed to write it so that I could read it and not feel revulsion. Minerva and Katherine were both right when they told him he was violated too; he was raped too.
I can understand Kathrine's reaction. It's unfortunate that the rest of us don't have someone like him to protect us and provide and maintain that innocence that is so precious and rare. I think anyone would forgive him for what happened.
You ended this chapter as though it were the end of the story. Is it, or does the story go on to the ending I've been expecting?
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
First, I want to say I am so happy you were able to read the chapter and not cause a big problem or stumbling block for you. My beta and I worked hard towards that.
Second, I was very anxious as to how people would respond to Katherine's reaction. I am so glad I was able to convey what was in my heart and mind and you, the reader understood.
Now, this is NOT the end! In fact the next chapter is in queue. It is a very full chapter, a lot of stuff, but it will deal with three years after Katherine found out the truth and how she and Severus deal with getting their lives on track - alone. I wonder what is the ending you were expecting? You'll find out at the end of the next chapter.
Livvy
Response from Trickie Woo (Reviewer)
The ending I'm expecting is the one I always want for him, Love, respect, and happiness.
that was amazing...but...wait....that's not the end right?
i hope not. great plotline and everything. tonz of smiles and claps for you.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Thank you very much. It was the most difficult chapter of any fic I've written. And no this is not the end. The next chapter will be very interesting, but I'm not done with Katherine and Severus yet. :)
Thanks,
Livvy
whew!!! it sure is different from your usual style and i love the way u've portrayed snape.....just wish he finds the healing!!!!
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Thanks, I hope you will stick with the story and let me know how you like the way it unfolds.
Livvy
Oh dear, I feel as though Severus' heart is about to break.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
It's already been broken, I'm afraid, for many years. Now I think the fear is that Katherine will pick up the pieces and start pitching them at him. That's the real question for me looking outside in, (because I know the whole story) is how Katherine accepts the truth and what does she do with it? So we'll see. But yes, Severus is in a very bad way.
Thanks for reviewing, like always! :)
Livvy
I wish they had given her the choice of whether or not she wanted to view those memories. I think she would have chosen to view them, but I think she may have chosen to wait because she didn't feel strong enough physically or emotionally to look at them yet. She obviously knows that it's something terrible that was very damaging to her and her instincts must tell her it will be emotionally devastaing and that she may not yet be ready to face it.
Everything should be her choice, she had no choice in what happened and in what they did to protect her afterwards; and she had no choice on her wedding night or in the annulment. From now on she should be left to make her own choices in her life and everyone else should give her advice only if she asks them for it.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
I agree Katherine should be making her own choices. That is why I did it this way. She kept on asking in the hospital "Why?" "What has happened to me?" "Why won't anyone tell me what happened to me?" She wanted to know even when she was younger and kept asking "Why" and the answers were kept from her. I kept that in mind when I did it this way. The time for the truth was long overdue, and she was going to just wither away if she didn't get the truth.
I hope you are able to read the next chapter. Because of her age, there is no graphic sexual content, it is all implied, but there are momets that are disturbing and full of angst. But what I am most interested in is how you take Katherine's response to it. And I'm not done yet with Katherine. This revelation will be her turning point.
The next chapter will be up soon.
Thanks,
Livvy
Errr I can not wait untill the next chapter!!!!!
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Next chapter will be the BIG reveal, where all will be told and Katherine's reaction to everything. It should be up in a few days.
Thanks for reviewing!
Livvy
Oh dear. It just feels like that as bad as I think it was? It's going to be worse.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
I just posted THE chapter, so it'll be up in a few days. It's not going to be pretty, that's for sure, and there will be tears, but do remember at the end of the chapter it will not say "the end".
Livvy
Oh, after all the pain, this is an interesting turn of events at the end of the chapter. Hmmm....
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Yes, we're getting closer to the "all shall be revealed" chapter. But this story isn't close to being over. Still have a few more twists and turns.
Livvy
Thank you for the warning, it wasn't as graphic as I feared it could have been. I am confused by what was going through his mind at the very end, I hope it isn't the thought that struck me after I read that part.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
There are some realities that need to be eased into. My beta writer and I worked hard on this chapter and the one to come when the whole truth comes out. I want to make sure it is done as tastefully and abstractly as possible. I don't want to focus on the graphic, horrific things, but somethings have to be sad and are distastful, but abuse, no matter how you present it, is ugly.
Yes, I wanted there to be a question at the end of the chapter. Like, what was that?
I do hope, if only for you, because you have been such a devoted reviewer and with our private talks, I've gotten to know you and respect you very much, that you will like how this story resolves itself in the end. All I can say is that it is always darkest before the dawn.
I haven't forgotten your last e-mail. I'm sick right now with some flu, but I MUST answer my reviews! My husband thinks I'm insane :)
Livvy
Oh dear I have the terrible feeling that Severus was made to do those things to the young Katherine.
Brilliant chapter.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Thanks for reviewing. I won't say either way, just that I hope you'll be pleased with the end. Thank you for your compliment and for reviewing!
Livvy
I love her. She's wonderful!
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Thank you!
Livvy
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Thank you!
Livvy
No wonder he feels so responsible. The angst!
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Oh yeah, and it's going to get worse. A lot of pain for these two. But the darkest is always before the dawn!
Livvy
Response from livvy6 (Author of Silent All These Years)
Oh yeah, and it's going to get worse. A lot of pain for these two. But the darkest is always before the dawn!
Livvy