Unexpected Encounters
Chapter 11 of 11
SeverusLovesUsHermione delights in her station in life, while Severus has aims of his own.
Disclaimer: This story's universe and characters were created by J.K. Rowling. I make no profit from it, and no copyright infringement is intended.
A:N: No deceptions, no lies. I desire to finish this story, and regular updates shall commence. =)
The Auror looked around approvingly at the buzzing main lobby of the Ministry of Magic. She nodded to Severus Snape, released his arm, and made her way to the lifts to head back to her department. When the lift doors closed, Severus Disapparated.
Severus reappeared in the Ministry's lobby one hour later.
Hermione glanced around her new office, feeling satisfied. All signs of Slughorn's pouffy extravagance were gone, vanished, Evanesco'd. There remained nothing antique or Victorian-esque. Nothing fluffy, lacy, velvety, or frilly in all of the room. The only plush piece to be found was Crookshanks' large, red and gold sham-covered pillow with trills.
The room's sparse furnishings consisted of her desk, her chair, two guest chairs, and a small desk and seat in the corner that would serve well when she had a student in Detention. Simple, neat, and uncluttered.
A few indoor plants whose leaves would lend ingredients usable in certain potions hung on hooks in the ceiling. And unlike frills, fluff, and old ladies' aromatic balm, these would be appeasing to both the ocular and the olfactory senses.
One side wall that had previously housed pictures of various members of the Slug-Club was now shelved and held her collection of books. A last bundle of magically shrunken books lay upon her desk, waiting to be put away. These, the books she was currently studying, on the subjects of invisibility and understanding the magical energy of inanimate objects, she would keep in her living quarters.
Hermione continued to survey her set-up. At the back, behind her desk, was the entrance to the Potions lab where she and Severus had been working each week. Through that door and adjacent to the lab was a storage and supply room. Moving her eyes to the other side of the office, there was what she had already discovered to be a heavily warded door, which Hermione was certain led to the Potion professor's living quarters. Her quarters. Sure it had been an oversight, Hermione decided to ask Minerva about having it unwarded before returning home.
Hermione smiled and sat down behind her new desk, running her fingers along the length of a quill set next to a stack of fresh parchment atop the huge slab of cherry wood. She felt accomplished. She was pleased by this opportunity to develop her skills as a potions-maker. The mastery Severus had was incomparable. She had now successfully employed Severus' technique to improve three different potions: the Draught of Living Death, the Skele-Gro potion remake, and the Polyjuice potion she had begun working on at home for the past two weeks. It was not finished yet, but Severus had assured her there was a way to enhance it to make it stronger...strong enough for just a small drink to go a long way. And though he would not verify it until her potion was complete, she was hopeful she would find a way to strengthen it significantly.
Severus had taught her to never be careless. Any new idea to enhance or create a potion must be considered objectively and compared to her knowledge of known ingredient interactions along with all possible variables. A master should always be able to predict the consequences of any action taken while brewing, Severus had told her. Her Monday lessons were now being spent compounding, reviewing, practicing and fully integrating her potions knowledge. Brilliance could not simply be discovered by accident; one must intuit brilliance by integration.
Hermione smiled again. She loved the challenge. The quest for excellence. If she could master this, she could master anything. How fortunate she was to have the opportunity. If the circumstances hadn't necessitated it, would Severus have refused her request for an apprenticeship had she thought one even possible? Would she ever have had the chance to realize her feelings for him? Have had the opportunity to act on them?
No, she would definitely have noticed her surfacing feelings for Severus eventually, even without the help of the Mirror of Erised. She smiled. The desire she felt for him definitely meant something. The intensity of it simply required that it mean something. In her mind, feeling such immense desire was associated with what she thought love should feel like. Did she love him? Could she be in love with a well so deep that plunging down into its depths would take forever for the fall? If she could not but skim the top, seeing only the waters that reflected nothing of him at all? Seeing the reflection of her own perceptions and tasting what few offerings might rise to the surface? Could she love the mystery while hugging only the well wall?
After the unease and anger between them earlier, Hermione admitted to herself that she had perhaps been pushing Severus too hard. She wanted to know him. Wanted to know what it was that caused these feelings she had. What it was that could bring her the love like what she had experienced in the Mirror of Erised. She should not let a taste of what was possible for them stop her from savoring their budding relationship just as it was.
She should be patient, and maybe he would let her in without her having to knock (okay, pound) so much. Slowly let her draw up some of his deepest waters. Maybe their mutual desire really was the first stirrings of love. It was love she had seen in the mirror. A fine mixture of the carnal and the spiritual, of lust and devotion that all spoke of one thing: love. But, what did Severus desire of her?
Hermione pocketed in her robes the bundle of books and set the excess, precautionary wards she and Severus had designed together for the Potions lab. She headed out into the dungeon corridor, running her fingers along the stone wall, fingers dipping into a groove, which she realized was the latch to a door. She had found the corridor entrance to her chambers. Hermione lifted her wand to cast the first unwarding spell.
"Harry! You're early." Rufus Scrimgeour said with the effected politeness of a seasoned politician.
Severus glared at the source of the meeting's interruption (not that the meeting had been going at all well) while inwardly appreciating the manner in which Potter had just burst into the Minister of Magic's office without knocking, successfully annoying Scrimgeour, always a delight.
"Er...we finished earlier than expected...." Potter looked at Severus questioningly.
"And I had moved Professor Snape's appointment up to four o'clock just for you," Scrimgeour said, motioning at the other chair with an embellished gesture. "Well, do sit, Harry. It so happens that your Black Flame-casting partner-in-crime is here to make the same entreaty you said you wished to discuss with me in person."
Potter's eyes met his own. While it did not surprise Severus to learn this, it clearly was astonishing to Potter. The boy nodded and returned to look at Scrimgeour with a strong, steady gaze.
"I won't allow this," Potter said simply.
"Now, that's enough, Harry. No, let me make this very clear right now so I won't have to repeat myself to both of you," Scrimgeour said roughly. Potter seemed to have a gift for shattering the Minister's diplomatic persona whenever he spoke with him, Severus noted.
Scrimgeour leaned forward, his hands curled in fists atop his desk. "As I was just beginning to explain to Mr. Snape, the Wizengamot voted unanimously on the new security plan and signed it into law. You also gave the bill your public endorsement, I would remind you. It cannot be changed."
"Yes, I did, and I don't endorse new laws without reading them," Potter countered.
Severus thought bemusedly about how abhorrent he would normally find a situation such as this...being trapped in a room with two people he disliked profusely...one that he actually hated. He certainly had never thought that if such a repugnant situation were to actually occur, he would find himself... mildly... entertained by Potter.
"And I do remember clearly that the bill specified that the new system wouldn't be official until after a trial run, and that if..."
"A simple disclaimer," Scrimgeour interjected.
"That is of rather little consequence," Severus said. "It still allows for the law to be reevaluated if information comes to light about its ineffectiveness."
"I would hardly say the system is ineffective." Scrimgeour glared at Severus and then at Potter.
"Semantics." Severus said. "The purpose of the security is to hold prisoners hostage. To keep them from their lives. Not to literally take life."
"If a prisoner elects to take his life, that's hardly..."
"Listen, Scrimgeour," Potter said in a low, serious voice. "You need to honor my request to have Auror teams take prisoners out into the courtyard, in small groups, at least once a week. I insist."
Severus wondered where Harry had got the gall to be so frank with the Minister of Magic. It must be an irrepressible natural tendency of his as countless detentions had certainly never dampened Potter's contrary attitude.
"Don't speak to me that way, Harry. I'm the Minister. I could..."
"You wouldn't do a thing, Minister, if you don't mind my saying so. You'd never allow anything to mar the public's perceptions of the Ministry and the Chosen One being in such good graces. You wouldn't want to risk upsetting me enough that I'd let information slip out about certain... Ministry doings... of the past..."
Rufus Scrimgeour schooled his frown and regarded each of them calmly. "Severus Snape, Harry Potter, you each hold a unique relationship with this Ministry. You are both of great value to us. Therefore, if it is your professional opinion that the new Azkaban security plan needs tweaking, then we shall present it before the Wizengamot this very week."
"Thank you, sir." Harry said with affected grace. "I knew that I could count on you to see that justice is always a priority."
"Justice would be seeing dead everybody who had served He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named in any way," Scrimgeour growled, pretenses flung far out the window.
Potter narrowed his eyes and opened his mouth to speak, but Severus spoke up first. "There are innocent people inside Azkaban, Minister. You value glory, not justice."
"You may have escaped Azkaban's fate yourself, Snape, but if you knew what was good for you, you wouldn't still be attempting to excuse the crimes of your Death Eater pals."
Potter watched the exchange, frowning. He said, "Minister, whether innocent or guilty of the worst crimes, no prisoner at Azkaban is going to crumble away in that solitary, deadly darkness. Until Friday's Wizengamot gathering, then." He nodded sharply to Scrimgeour, caught Severus' eye, and moved to the door.
"Until Friday," Severus also said to Scrimgeour, rising and moving to the door behind Potter.
"Take... care," he heard Scrimgeour say as he closed the Minister's door behind him.
Their brief alliance in Scrimgeour's office just before had been a singularly random event. It did not mean that Severus Snape would accede to having Harry Potter be the Auror to protect him while he returned to Hogwarts. He refused Potter's offer with a disdainful sneer, but walked with him to the Aurors' Headquarters to find the woman who had been assigned to him that day.
"Potter," he said in farewell before she whisked him away.
Leaving the Auror at the gates, Severus headed into the castle. It had been a long and stressful day. He wanted to quickly make his way down to his chambers, take a Headache Cure, and lie down. When he arrived at the bottom of the steps, however, he saw a figure casting spells at his door near the far end of the corridor.
"Just what are you doing?" he bellowed, making his way down the hall swiftly.
The figure jumped and dropped her wand. As soon as he got closer, he saw it was Hermione.
"Oh, it's you. Hermione... what are you doing trying to get into my rooms?" he asked, perplexed.
"Oh!" she said. "Sorry, Severus. I thought they were mine." She frowned. "Er...why are your rooms still down here if your office and classroom are now upstairs?"
"Because," he answered, "these rooms had been my home for seventeen years before Slughorn came along. I was comfortable there and not at all inclined to move everything for the simple convenience of having my office right next door." Severus smirked slightly. "Besides," he added, "I thought I might actually be doing a favor for old Slughorn, providing for him daily exercise."
Hermione smiled. "So, that's where my rooms are. I have my belongings packed and ready to move-in tomorrow."
"Good," Severus said. "The sooner you are residing here at Hogwarts, the safer you will be. Why don't you come with me now? I will show you the entrance to your chambers."
"All right." Hermione smiled brightly. Severus had not expected to see Hermione again today. After their unpleasant exchange earlier, this felt awkward, but they were managing to converse as if it had not even occurred.
They headed up the first flight of stairs. "I hope you do not mind having to travel the five floors between your office and bedroom," Severus said to Hermione, too conscientious of the fact that he was now thinking of Hermione and bedrooms in the same sentence.
"No, not at all actually. I wasn't looking forward to trying to stay warm down there in those dungeons. Too drafty."
"I could..." He trailed off, having just realized he had started thinking of Hermione in his bedroom. He coughed. "I could show you some shortcuts," he said to redirect the conversation.
"That would be appreciated."
They walked in silence up the last flight of stairs. They seemed to have exhausted all relevant mundane topics, and he certainly would not allow himself to engage in small talk just so something was being said.
Still, the silence weighted heavily given the lingering unease from their heated exchanges earlier. "I should apologize," Severus decided to say, "for ending your lesson early. The Ministry had sent me a note while you were in the Pensieve, requesting that I arrive at three for my appointment instead of the five o'clock appointment I had planned around."
Hermione shrugged. "Well, it's not your fault they changed it. Uh, the lesson wasn't going well anyway."
Severus huffed quietly.
After they reached their destination, and Hermione had found her chamber door behind a tapestry, she leaned against the wall next to it, sighed, and said, "Severus? When was it that you first... took an interest in me?"
Severus watched her.
She continued, "I mean, did you have any idea of it before I first kissed you?"
"Y...yes." Severus hesitated. "Yes, it was before."
Hermione smiled slightly.
"And might I pose to same question to you?"
Her eyes sparkled. "Yes, I had already realized I desired you."
"Hmm, I see we have returned to that word. Desire."
"So when was it, then, that you knew?"
Severus sighed. Hermione was intently awaiting his answer. "In truth, I cannot pinpoint when it began exactly, but it has been building since we started working together."
"It's the same way for me," Hermione said. "Then I knew it completely when I saw..." she trailed off. She looked suddenly shy and shifted her weight to her other foot.
"The Mirror?" Severus offered.
"Yes," she whispered. "Us. In the Mirror."
Looking at her carefully, Severus brushed his hand through her hair and brought it to rest on her shoulder. "What if it was a trick?"
Hermione stepped closer to him, carefully, as if unsure he'd allow it, and wrapped her arms around his waist. Wrapped up in how good it felt when he held her in return, she said distantly, "Mmm, what do you mean?"
"Well, I don't know exactly what you saw, Hermione. But the desire you saw fulfilled in the Mirror satisfied some emotional need or another, and perhaps you simply drew in the added details to fill it in. Conjured me up, so to speak, since we had been working together."
Hermione unwrapped her arms from around him and slid her hands into his. "You are not an added detail, Severus. Besides, the Mirror doesn't work that way. It shows you what you truly do desire even if you did not know it consciously. Harry once saw all his extended family. He couldn't have 'conjured them up.' That's the magic of the Mirror. That it knows exactly."
She took a breath and said softly, "I desire... I want... I want us to try this out. Let's not worry about if we can make it work or if we have enough to go on. Let's just do it."
Severus released her hands and moved his own up her arms and around her shoulders, drawing her close.
"Sounds... interesting."
Hermione laughed. "Are we okay, then?"
His eyes glowed, and he dipped his head, kissing her softly.
It was a successful day after all, Severus noted to himself. Potter would ensure more leniency in Azkaban's security, he had hope of keeping his promise, and he could better understand Hermione. He was taking a lot of risk, but when was there ever anything gained without risk?
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83 Reviews | 6.61/10 Average
I love your story. Any chance of you finishing it?
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
You are in good timing! I happen to be working on the next chapter finally! Thank you. I am glad you enjoyed it so far!
Wonderful! I asked for mystery and suspense and you give in spades! So many threads I want to follow. Very good, Thank you
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
Thank you kindly! The next chapter is in the works....
I wonder if Severus has figured out a way to save Draco?
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
In chapter 10 where we see Draco, Severus was feeling hopeless about the matter. He'd already tried the legal ways, as we see with Scrimgour's comment about Severus needing to stop defending his Death Eater pals. Will he resort to other means? Who (or whom) is it that the mysterious person wanting to break into Azkaban wants to free? Hmmm... More soon!
very seductive potion making LOLI'm glad the Ron nonsense is out of the way :)
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
I could totally see Hermione going overboard in her praising. Kinda funny that - her shpewing off at the mouth about how great the man in front of her is. I'm surprised Snape put up with it as long as he did. A true Slytherin I guess eh? Not going to stop her from pronouncing his greatness. LOL
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
Yes, Snape was very curious, especially has he would have never expected Hermione to have the initiative to commit to something at which being successful requirest more than book knowledge.
As for Hermione, this is her chance to convince Snape to really work with her, to set a higher tone to the working relationship than the expected reluctance and annoyance he would most likely have had instead.Yes, a true Slytherin… letting the Gryffindor chatterbox go on and on while he listens, ascertains, and craftily calculates what to do with the influx of information. =)
Too bad she surprises him so much that he is too confused to be conniving!
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
Yes, Snape was very curious, especially has he would have never expected Hermione to have the initiative to commit to something at which being successful requirest more than book knowledge.
As for Hermione, this is her chance to convince Snape to really work with her, to set a higher tone to the working relationship than the expected reluctance and annoyance he would most likely have had instead.Yes, a true Slytherin… letting the Gryffindor chatterbox go on and on while he listens, ascertains, and craftily calculates what to do with the influx of information. =)
Too bad she surprises him so much that he is too confused to be conniving!
So Hermione and Sev both got a surprise at the meeting. And McGonagall expects them to spend a lot of time together before the school year starts - hmmm... wonder how they'll pass the time :)
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
Oh, they will have to spend quite a bit of time together this summer! Passing the time… everything from angsty arguments to educational enlightenment to discovering their desire to sensual se— Oh, wait— shouldn't give it all away just yet!
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
Oh, they will have to spend quite a bit of time together this summer! Passing the time… everything from angsty arguments to educational enlightenment to discovering their desire to sensual se— Oh, wait— shouldn't give it all away just yet!
I'm glad I finally got around to reading this update - was well worth it! Strong stuff - I felt really sorry for Severus during the Pensieve sequence.
It will definitely take some work for him and Hermione to start understanding each other properly.
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
Hi
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
! I'm glad you liked this chapter. I felt sorry for Severus too (and for just about everyone in that scene, excluding, of course, Bellatrix Lestrangeheh)!
They both will have to reach for understanding. Their intense attraction to each other has brought them together, but they are both a bit clueless about how to have a relationship with each other.
So, now what? I hope you stick with me to find out =) Thanks for the review!
Response from Mint Stick (Reviewer)
I will certainly plan to stick around and read on! Have just had a bit of a busy time lately, so the update notification was sitting in my inbox, looking at me pleadingly every day, until I finally had time to catch up. ;-)
Fabulous story - cannot wait for more- keep us the great work
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
Hi there! I'm glad to hear you are enjoying the story. The next chapter is in queue, so it shouldn't be long!
It doesn't seem like Ron is only wanting to stay friends. Tough! I don't think Hermione would want him back, now that she has someone much better. ;-)
I'm looking forward to seeing what Harry wants to talk to Hermione about.
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
HehRon Weasley or Sexy, Dark, Delicious, Severus Snape? Decisions! Decisions! =)
I'm glad your looking forward to the next updateit shouldn't be too long in coming.
Thanks for reviewing!
It's pretty creepy how some fast bad guys found out about the change in security at Azkaban and that Hermione was involved. Ron remains a whiner and I wonder what Harry needs to speak with Hermione about.
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
The answers will be on their way soon! Thanks for the review!
Ugh!!! You've piqued my interest, now. You can't stop here!!! Seriously, though, you are doing a wonderful job, SLU. Keep up the good work. Can't wait to read the next chapter.
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
I can't stop here? But . . . but that was the end! =) Just kidding, more will be on the way soon. Thank you for the compliment!
Nice chapter, I can see you are building tention up for a big scene.
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
Hehjust you wait! Tension and general angst have made their way into this story already, but they will most certainly step in for another appearance or two or . . .
=) Thanks for the review!
Hi, SLU. I love the flame idea for Azkaban! It's brilliant and I've never heard of such a scenario used in a fic like this before. All of the post-Voldemort ideas I've read, many of which are extremely far-fetched, and you've discovered an answer straight from canon! Brilliant. Can't wait to read the rest! BTW, in case you don't recognize the penname, you know me as Cyn. Great work, SLU.
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
Hey there, Cyn! Thanks for the feedback about the flame idea. It's good to hear it =) Thank you kindly!
I am really enjoying this story. It's not merely a 'Snape and Granger fall in love' tale, but has some more plot to it, which I appreciate. Thanks for sharing this!
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
I am so glad that you find the story enjoyable! Thank you for taking the time to tell me. It's truly appreciated =)
Ah, Ron needs to have his head smacked about. And keeping all those secrets is not good for Severus and Hermione. Good chapter.
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
Not feeling the love for Ron, hmm? LOL! Perhaps Severus wouldn't mind helping you out with that one =)
Yes, Hermione and Severus are in a precarious position with the secret they keep in regards to Azkabanbut also with the things that go unsaid between the two of themas we shall see.
Thank you!
It seems they have a good plan in place. I think Harry knows there's something more going on between Severus and Hermione. I wonder what Ron's problem is though. I think Harry was right and that Ron is hoping that Hermione will go back to him. Perhaps he thinks it can be accomplished by playing the hero. Too bad for him that Hermione has a dark knight to protect her now.
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
Harry is concerned about Hermione's well-being, and he still has many of the same feelings towards Snape that he had in canon. He misjudges his actions and views them with suspicion. Mostly, he just wants to ensure that he doesn't harass his friend, so he will be keeping a keen eye on him, yes!
LOL, yes, Hermione has her dark (and delicious!) knight who will, most certainly, be protective of her =)
Thank you kindly for reviewing!
Your characterizations are just so delectible, I find myself hard pressed to resist the urge to squee after every other chapter. Or, at least after this one. Thank you so much for writing, and I look forward to further updates!
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
Thank you! What a kind compliment! Thank you for reading and reviewing! More will be along soon!
I just found your story today and read all nine chapters. I'm eagerly awaiting the next one!
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
Wow, I'm glad you found it captivating enough to sit and read all the way through! Thanks, and more will be coming shortly!
Wow, that was a very hot kiss. Great job so far I like what you have done for plot. Thanks for taking the time to write for us readers.
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
I'm glad you are enjoying it. Thanks for taking the time to review for us writers =) The next chapter is with my beta, and it should be up shortly!
Hermione and Severus seem to have some kind of magical connection beyond attraction and compatibility. Thank goodness Hermione made the first move and had been dropping heavy hints. I'm so glad Severus turned around. It was a very passionate scene.
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
Thanks, I'm glad you liked it!
That was so sweet!I think I'm going to ignore Albus' advice and fantasise about this for the rest of my life!
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
Yeah, sometimes, for really good things (like a hot romance with Snape), you don't need to be in front of the Mirror of Erised in order to fantasize continuously =)
Thanks for reading and reviewing!
Response from vdemon_96 (Reviewer)
Thanks for writing that... masterpiece!I thoroughly enjoyed reading it!
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
Wow! What a great compliment, thanks! The next chapter should be up soon =)
Response from vdemon_96 (Reviewer)
Good!! Can't wait. =]
Oh, I am so happy you had Severus turn around and go back to Hermione!!! It is about time he allowed him self to think that he migth be loved, to know that he is someone special for one person. As Hermione deserves to have the perfect man for her (which will never, ever be Ron Weasley). I absolutely loved this chapter!!! Now you just have to make them and their relationship strong enough to take the storm comming from Harry, Ron and the other Weasleys when they find out who Hermione is in love with. Update again soon!!!!
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
I'm glad you loved this chapter. These two really deserve each other. In my opinion, even in canon they are the perfect match for each other =) However, the coming storm is full of more wrath than Harry, Ron, and co. could ever muster!
I just don't know if I can make their relationship strong enough to weather it
. . . ::grin:: Thanks for reviewing!
oh come on! That can't be the end...lol!
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
LOL =) More to come soon! Thanks for reading and reviewing!
Wow! Very intense!
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
Yes, nice and steamy down in the Potions lab! Thanks for the review!
Oh, that was a very hot set of kisses. I loved that.
Response from SeverusLovesUs (Author of Desire and Deception)
Thanks! I know they made me wish I had a Severus Snape of my own!