Chapter Two
Chapter 3 of 4
m1s7ressA look on Hermione's thoughts on past events.
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Thanks to QueenP for betaing this chapter!
Recap
Hermione breathed in a sigh of relief as she disappeared through the walls of the dungeons. She was almost caught!
Closing her eyes, she opened them again. Looking down at her palms, the color of her complexion was the same: a silvery white, color.
Her throat felt incredibly parched. She really would fancy a cup of tea, though she knew it wouldn't happen. She wasn't able to consume anything. Being a ghost, she couldn't even touch anything.
Life was absolutely brilliant.
End Recap
CHAPTER TWO
GHOST
Hermione Granger flew past the castle walls and didn't stop. Her unexpected flight ended as she landed in the secret garden that her husband had. This garden grew all the potion ingredients that he could plant. She smiled as she reminisced about the last time she and Severus had been there together. It had been during her pregnancy with Liana. Severus was getting potion ingredients that could aid her in having a pleasant pregnancy.
Hermione sighed; she bent down and tried to grasp a plant. It came as no surprise to her that her had slipped right through. She was almost beginning to regret the path she chose. The sign had warned her to use caution to select the tunnel to continue her journey.
Hermione had found herself in a cave that had three tunnels through which she could exit. The first was filled with a blue light, the next with bright white light, and the last was blocked. Hermione was sure that the sealed tunnel was the tunnel to the life she had just left. She was just as sure that the bright white light led to her death. Her feet, of their own accord, had taken her into the remaining path, the one with the blue light.
She was unashamedly afraid of death, yet what scared her more was existing without Severus and Liana. Her daughter and husband had meant everything to her; surely, as a ghost, she would be able to live with them forever?
When she had returned to Hogwarts, she quickly chose not to show herself to her husband. It appeared that he was capably caring for their daughter. His ability to do so filled her with pride.
She then met up with Dumbledore, the exchanged words between them were easily remembered. The information he had given her had hurt, yet she had agreed with the Headmaster that the current course of action was for the best.
- - -
Hermione Snape walked through the door of the Headmaster's office. The Ghost of Hufflepuff had summoned her stating Dumbledore had wanted to speak with her. While somewhat surprised that Dumbledore knew that she was in the castle, she realized that his intimate knowledge of Hogwarts would have allowed him, above all others, that information.
As she walked through the door, Hermione could feel herself shiver. She was still unaccustomed to this new ability as it didn't feel natural. She looked towards Dumbledore's office and found him sitting at his desk, sucking on a lemon drop.
"Albus," she called to him and smiled when the old man look up.
"Hermione," he said with a smile plastered on his face. "It's good to see you. Come in, come in."
Hermione walked towards Dumbledore and sat on one of the couches. While she still didn't understand how she could walk without falling through the floor or sit in a chair, she was content to know that she could.
"I am a bit disappointed that you didn't immediately come and say hello to me once you've arrived," Dumbledore said. "That is alright though."
Hermione nodded her head. "I am sorry, Albus, but I have been adjusting to my ghost body."
"Ah," the old man said, "I quite understand. Have you seen Severus yet?"
Hermione chewed on her bottom lip and didn't respond. She had been thinking of going to Severus and telling him that she had returned, if only in ghost form. She hadn't though. Why? The answer to that still eluded her.
"I haven't Albus."
Dumbledore nodded his head before leaning forward. "Might I make a suggestion?" he asked. When Hermione nodded her head in consent, he fell silent for a second.
"Hermione, I know it will be difficult for you to do, but you cannot go to Severus. You cannot tell him that you are here as a ghost. He is still trying to get over your death. It would be quite a shock for him to learn that you are a ghost. You know him better than mos--he'll go into denial. He has finally decided to care for your daughter on a daily basis and is no longer shutting her out of his life. For you to come back suddenly would cause him to feel unnecessarily guilty, once again shutting himself off from everyone."
Hermione sat still, shocked by this news. She would never be able to talk to her husband again with this insane request from Dumbledore! She wouldn't be able to tell him that she still loved him and missed him. She wouldn't be able to tell her daughter that Mommy was still here.
'Wait. Did Dumbledore say that Severus could actually look at Liana now? Did that mean he could after I died?' Her mind was made up; she wouldn't tell Severus she was still here.
- - -
Hermione sighed for the umpteenth time that night. If only she hadn't picked that ruddy tunnel with the blue light. Then, she would really be dead as Severus and everyone else believed her to be.
Though, if there was a good thing about her decision to come back as a ghost, it was that she could watch her daughter grow up. Her daughter looked more and more like her each and every day, despite the subtle differences. Liana had black curls, although not as bushy as her own had been. She had a cute, button nose and chocolate-brown eyes. She also inherited Hermione's love for books.
"Oh, Liana," Hermione muttered. "Mommy misses you ..."
- - -
Hermione watched as her husband scrunched his nose in disgust as he observed the second years attempt to make a potion. Even after they had married, he still was grouchy towards other people. But not as obnoxious and grouchy as he used to be, a huge surprise to those who knew him.
For years, everyone knew her husband as the obnoxious Potions Master of Hogwarts. Yet, the day that he and Hermione had announced to all that they were courting, everyone was shocked to the core. No one knew that the Potions Master was actually capable of love. They all believed him to be void of emotions, immune to love.
Hermione was shocked when Severus had proposed to her the evening before she graduated. She was always one to obey the rules, yet she couldn't resist the man named Severus Snape. Having a student/teacher relationship was banned from the school.
- - -
Hermione walked out onto the empty Hogwarts grounds. Tomorrow would be the day that she left Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. She had dreamt of this day for the last seven years. She would give her speech as Head Girl, telling everyone in Seventh Year that she was extremely proud of them.
Yet, she didn't want to give the speech that she had worked so hard on. Actually, she was beginning to regret the speed with which time passed. She would be unable to see Severus Snape anymore. They hadn't talked about their future after she was to leave, having never felt the need to discuss it. If only they had, then she wouldn't be dwelling on it now.
There were so many questions running through her head. Would he still want to be with her even after school? How would her parents take this? Most important, how would Ron and Harry take to this news?
"Hermione."
Having jumped slightly when she heard her name called, Hermione turned to face the same person who currently occupied her thoughts. She smiled and spread her arms out towards him. The man walked towards her, quietly embracing the young witch. She could feel his breath against her neck, and his nose was nuzzled into her brown curls.
"What were you thinking about?" he asked her.
Hermione pulled away from him and took his hand. She led him towards the edge of the Forbidden Forest, where they both sat down...he leaning against a tree and she sitting between his extended legs..
"The future," she responded quietly. She didn't meet his eyes, looking instead toward the brightly burning stars. "What will happen after I leave..."
Hermione felt her stomach grumble, she looked towards the man beside her. He smirked at her, and then shook his head. "You haven't eaten yet, have you?"
The girl shook her head sheepishly. "Now that you've mentioned it, I don't think I've eaten since lunch."
"You should eat you know," he told her. "It isn't healthy for you."
"Oh, would you quit talking about my health for the moment? It really isn't the time."
"Oh?" he said in amusement. "Prey tell when will be the time?"
She didn't answer though. Hermione took his hand, and leaned back to rest on him. With his hand in hers, she encircled it around her waist. Hermione leaned her head down, so that it was resting on his broad shoulders. The man took his free hand and rested it on her belly.
They were looking at the stars; his question lay forgotten amongst them.
"Hermione," he suddenly called, disrupting the comfortable silence between them.
"Hm?"
"May I ask you something?"
"Sure," she responded, honey brown eyes looked towards him.
"You know how I've felt about these emotions, and how they're new to me?" At her nod, he sat up, looking her in the eye. His expression showed nothing. His body language showed nothing, making Hermione very uncomfortable.
Was he going to say that he didn't want to continue this relationship with her any longer?
"Is there something wrong, Severus?"
Severus shook his head, and took one of her small hands into his big ones. "I've discovered myself to be quite fond of you, Hermione Granger. You've stirred so many emotions in me which I've never thought I'd ever feel. I had always thought that I would continue to live my life as a grouchy old Professor. I could never picture myself with someone. I could have never believe I would actually want to share my life with anyone else."
"I always thought that I would be forever lonely. Quite frankly, I was okay with that until you came into my life. At first, I thought these odd emotions would leave me at some point. As the months passed, I came to realize that I wouldn't be able to remain alone any longer. You gave me something to live for, to look forward to. You, Hermione Granger, are my life. To say that I didn't care about you was an understatement. I want to tell you something, but... it's going to take a while for me to get it out right."
Hermione had tears streaming down her cheeks. She urged him to continue. He sat silent for a few seconds, looking at his hands, which were holding on tightly to hers. It seemed like he was contemplating something very important.
"Severus?"
The man didn't answer immediately; he continued to look at her hands, particularly the left one. He started stroking each finger, stopping when he reached his goal, causing Hermione's eyes to widen
"Tell me, Hermione," he said in a voice that made her shudder. He had never spoken to her in that tone of voice. It sounded so soft, so sweet, so caring.
"Anything."
"If I tell you something, something that I've never told anyone else in my entire life, would you accept me for who I am?" Hermione didn't need to respond to that question. "I love you, Hermione Granger," he whispered. He said it with such great relief that an unexpected smile broke out on his face. He seemed happy and, full of life. "Will you marry me?"
"Yes!" Hermione cried in joy, the first word she had spoken throughout his entire speech. She pounced on him, and kissed him fully.
- - -
Hermione sat wistfully on her husband's desk while he was criticizing a student's potion, none too pleased with the way it turned out. Some things never change, and Hermione wouldn't have it any other way. The bell rang, and the students hurried out of the classroom. Hermione remembered herself as one of those students, rushing from the room as quickly as possible.
Usually Liana would've come rushing out of Severus' personal quarters to sit with her father. Yet, she hadn't come. Perhaps one of her friends was on duty, taking care of Liana.
Severus waved his wand in the air, the door closing with a loud bang. He waved it again, and music flowed through the room. Hermione recognized it to be a Muggle tune, one of her favourite songs.
Severus poured himself a brandy, and sighed loudly as he let the liquor seep down his throat. Hermione looked on, filled with guilt. She wanted to wrap her arms around him, yet she knew she couldn't. Her arms would simply go right through him. There was no point in setting herself up for heartbreak.
You're the only one who really knew me at all. That particular line stuck out in Hermione's mind. She really was the only one who knew Severus.
"I love you, Severus," Hermione whispered. She allowed an illusion of herself to momentarily appear before vanishing out of sight again. She was still in the room where Severus currently sat. He was looking straight at her. Well, what he thought to be her.
"Hermione?"
END CHAPTER TWO
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Latest 25 Reviews for The Ghost of My Lover
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This story is very intriguing. I wish you had finished writting it. Tamara
I don't get Albus' reasoning for her not telling Severus. She might have been able to help him adjust to what happened and helped with their daughter. Tamara
It's a shame that Hermione doesn't visit her daughter and help her get through life. Tamara
I cried. I couldn't help it. It moved me so. Tamara
Thank you - so beautifully written, so full of emotion and so sad. Hermione and Sev were meant for each other. This story really touched my heart.
This is my faveorite story on this site. I can't believe you did so much! I hope you have more to come soon.
Response from m1s7ress (Author of The Ghost of My Lover)
Wow. Thank you. I'm very flattered! ^_^
dare I hope that last bit means she can come back somehow? Well, no, not after all this time, huh? I hope she at least shows herself to them. They could still be a family, kind of ... hehe Lovely chapter, doll Looking forward to your next.
Response from m1s7ress (Author of The Ghost of My Lover)
Thanks! I think you're getting your hopes up a little too high. ^_^
lovely proposal. just perfect. Oh, I'm glad he saw her on his desk (though I know what happens next...teehee)
?Shit, shit, shit!? The little girl danced happily in little circles, repeating everything that they were saying.
ahahhahahaha... I always have to watch my mouth around my little one. He likes to repeat things, too. I am sad that Hermione is a ghost, but I am interested in finding out what happens. At least she is still around. Good chapter
oh how sad! poor little girl and severus! i think you are doing fine so far.
Good chapter. It is sad to love someone so much and then they are gone. thankyou for the new chapter. p
Response from m1s7ress (Author of The Ghost of My Lover)
Why you're very welcome! ^_^ No one has ever said thank you to me for a new chapter before.
I am always a fan of Hermione coming back as a ghost if she absolutely must die. (I identify with her way, way too much...nose in the books, a bit of a know-it-all.)
This was a good chapter. I am interested what Severus's reaction is going to be when he finds out ... and how long has Dumbledore been hiding her?
Response from m1s7ress (Author of The Ghost of My Lover)
Thanks. and how long has Dumbledore been hiding her?
That question will be answered in the next chapter. ^_^
.....Very very sweet even though it almost made me cry.....will be looking forward for your kind updates........
Response from m1s7ress (Author of The Ghost of My Lover)
Thank you! The next chapter should be up soon. Made you cry? I suppose this will make you cry when more chapters are posted.
Keep up the good work, and I am really looking forward to the next chapter!!
Response from m1s7ress (Author of The Ghost of My Lover)
Thank you! ^_^ Glad you are. Hopefully I won't disappoint you in the next chapter!
Very sad. As a mother, there is nothing that would stop me from comforting my child, even as a ghost. I can't even imagine the torture Hermione would feel at this. And Severus having to deal with so many things on his own, things he has no experience in, or likely any idea about.
Nice opening chapters.
Oh, will there ever be an update? This story has caught my attention, and I would love to see more of it.