Later That Semester...
Chapter 3 of 29
OwlbaitSeverus believes he has his double-role under control, but Dumbledore thinks it is becoming too dangerous. Rowan, a seventh year student with a crush on Severus, falls victim to the ensuing events. How can it come out right for either of them? Begun pre-HBP, now AU, but will be completed as originally planned.
ReviewedDisclaimer: It's not my world, they aren't my characters, but I can dream, can't I?
Author's Notes: Rowan really loves textiles - so do I. I hope you find this part at least interesting. Here we start to get an idea what Rowan sees in a guy like Snape, and a hint as to his thoughts on the matter.
Many thanks to Verity Brown for her input and corrections.
Chapter 3: Later That Semester...
Rowan spent yet another Potions class considering the Potions master. There was something about the way he stood and moved. His stance hinted at his power. It was rumored that Snape had very few rivals in magical ability, and none whatsoever in Potion-craft. It was a heady aura; Rowan didn't understand why no one else seemed to feel it. She watched the clean, precise movements of hand and wrist as he demonstrated how to de-bristle and eviscerate a horklump. He did nothing flamboyantly, but everything competently. Rowan hated pretense of any kind; she was not one of the hordes of girls who had swooned over Gilderoy Lockhart in her third year. In fact, watching Snape send Lockhart spinning through the air to land on his arse, using nothing more than a simple Disarming Spell, had been truly impressive. From then on she had looked at him a little differently. Severus Snape didn't have the stunning good looks of Lockhart, but over the years, as admiration grew in her to become something deeper, gradually she stopped noticing his physical defects and began admiring his spare form, lean lines, and that sinful voice.
During demonstrations was the one time Rowan could indulge in staring at Professor Snape openly. During the rest of her lesson, she tried hard to keep her eyes on her own cauldron. She picked up her knife and set to cleaning her horklump, but her thoughts continued to wander. Snape passed down along the tables and passed out varying levels of criticism. Rowan's neck burned when she sensed his presence behind her.
"Miss Bourne, I devoutly hope you are planning to use that abysmally prepared horklump for stew-meat, as it is utterly unsuitable in preparing the Oncological Comtation which is today's assignment."
Rowan woke from her daydream and looked down at her work. Snape was right. It was pretty bad.
When he was sure he had everyone's attention, Snape continued. "I hope the rest of the class understands that care is of the utmost importance. This potion is intended to be given to the desperately ill. Your victim might not survive long enough for you to get it right.
Rowan looked up at him calmly and nodded. She bent back to her task, taking more care. She was upset, but couldn't deny that he was right--she had done a really lousy job while woolgathering. That was fine when someone as good as Snape was looking over your shoulder, but what happened when no one was watching, when someone's life depended on your magic working correctly?
Why did she waste her time daydreaming about Professor Snape anyway? He would never fall for someone whose abilities he didn't respect. If she could only impress him, then maybe she could tell him how she admired him. If he didn't brush her off at that, maybe she could hint at her attraction. The remainder of the class passed uneventfully, and she escaped with her classmates at the end of the session.
Snape watched Rowan's departing back as she left his classroom with the rest of the students. It was a nice back--shoulders straight and head high. It was a back that shouldered its burdens uncomplainingly and carried them well.
Over the years, Snape had made something of a hobby of sharpening his wit at his students' expense and observing their reactions. Some became even clumsier and lack-witted. Others became sharper and more careful, hoping to prove him wrong about them. Most feared him or despised him, or both. None had simply accepted his correction while allowing the invective to slide off, apparently unnoticed. None till her, that is. Hundreds of pretty young witches had passed through Snape's class in his fifteen years of teaching, but he'd never before been tempted to do more than look. In Rowan's case, a grudging respect for her had turned into a growing attraction, which he had only just realized he felt. Now the temptation to do a great deal more than look was strong, but not as strong as his sense of responsibility.
Rowan continued on, unaware of Snape's gaze following her. Rumors of Professor Snape's mind-reading abilities were almost as popular among the student body as the rumors about his past. Rowan really didn't think she wanted him knowing what sorts of things she had been thinking about him lately, and so avoided catching his eyes as much as possible.
After the day's last class, Rowan went with her best friend, Ariadne, to watch Quidditch practice till suppertime. Rowan brought her supply of thestral hair and her spindle so she could justify the time away from study. They took their seats on the bleachers and watched the practice. Gryffindor had the Pitch signed out this afternoon. Katie was setting the new Beaters to do various drills. Rowan didn't remember their names, but they were pretty good. Harry was zipping around, letting the Snitch go and zooming after it. With Umbridge gone and Fudge discredited, all the absurd rules of last year had been rescinded, so Harry was again Gryffindor Seeker. He was fun to watch; his flying was spectacular, and it was nice to see him so happy. Rowan had heard most of the gossip about what had happened to Harry at the end of last year. She thought he was nice, no worse of a jerk than most boys his age, and deserved to have a little fun. It was too bad this meant that Rowan's House, Ravenclaw, probably didn't stand much chance at the House Cup this year. Rowan wasn't a real die-hard Quidditch fan, though, so it didn't bother her much. She liked to watch the game, but didn't really care who won. She kept a low profile around her more enthusiastic Housemates; she didn't want to be singled out and teased about it.
While she watched the practice, Rowan spun thestral wool on her little spindle. In her left hand, she held a bit of fluff that she'd washed and carded. The thread she'd made so far emerged from it for a foot or so and the remainder was wound around the shaft of the spindle. She gave it an expert flick with her right hand that set it spinning, hanging from the already-spun thread. Pinching the thread near the top with her right hand, she drew her left hand, loosely holding the thestral wool away. New thread formed at the jointure of fluff and yarn, as if by magic. Rowan then released her pinch and allowed twist to run up into the new thread and brought her hands together to draw out a new length.
Before Rowan had gotten her letter from Hogwarts, to the complete surprise of her Muggle mother (it would have been to her father too, except that he had died when she was eight), spinning was the most magical thing she knew. It was like pushing back at chaos to create order and substance with her own two hands.
When the thread was so long that the spindle was in danger of landing on the floor of her bleacher, Rowan ran her hand down the thread and took it in her fingers. She flipped the half hitch over the hook at the top of the spindle, and keeping tension on the thread to keep it from tangling, she twirled the spindle and wound the new thread onto the shaft. When there were only a few inches between the fluff and the spindle shaft, she hitched the spindle and set it whirling again. Just as she used up the last bits of fluff, Rowan saw that the Pitch had gotten dark and practice was over. Everyone was heading away from the Quidditch Pitch, back towards the castle and dinner.
Rowan and Ariadne put their things away in their dorm and headed down towards the hall. They took their places among their other friends at the Ravenclaw table and dug in. The Northern winter was creeping in, along with the earlier sunsets at Hogwarts, and the hearty Hogwarts fare helped fend off the dark and the chill. Rowan chattered with Ariadne and her other friends around her about classes and homework till the meal was over.
On their way back to the Ravenclaw common room, Edgar Bracken, another seventh year Ravenclaw, stopped Rowan to speak to her. Edgar was good-looking, in that gangly way boys have when they have their final height, but haven't filled into it yet.
"Hi, Edgar, what's up?"
Edgar looked nervous; he took a breath and spoke. "So, Rowan, you know this weekend is the Hogsmeade trip, right? Going with anyone?" he blurted in a rush, then looked at her hopefully with puppy eyes.
Rowan tried to think fast what to say. Edgar was really cute and very nice. Lots of Ravenclaw girls thought he was a catch--not hot, but solid boyfriend material. The kind that treats you nicely, doesn't take liberties unless he's certain you want him to, and doesn't brag after to his buddies. Unfortunately, her thoughts were fixed on someone older, someone darker. Her mind just froze; she couldn't think of a way to refuse that wasn't rude, which he didn't deserve, or a lie, which just wasn't justified.
"No, I don't have any plans. Just a little shopping."
"Maybe we could have some butterbeer together?"
"Sure, Edgar, that would be nice. See you then."
Rowan scurried up to her dorm to escape the look of elation on Edgar's face. She hoped she hadn't made a terrible mistake.
Elsewhere, that same evening, Voldemort met with some of his most trusted and powerful Death Eaters. Wormtail, his rat-like toady, was also in attendance.
"I have learned of a spell," he began, eyeing them narrowly with his red eyes, "one which has the power to allow me to finally overcome Albus Dumbledore. Without his protection, Harry Potter," he spat the name, "cannot continue to avoid extermination."
"What spell is this?" asked Malfoy with an avid expression.
"It is actually a potion. It is called the Aversion Serum, and according to this text," he indicated a dusty tome with a bony finger, "it is not necessary to make your victim drink the potion. It is equally effective on skin contact. Which means, of course, that it may be thrown. An eminently useful feature in a potion.
"Under its influence, the target's friends will be consumed with hatred and will turn on him, and he on them. As you know, Dumbledore surrounds himself with his most powerful friends and most loyal allies. Thanks to the Aversion Serum, that trait will now work to our advantage; the stronger his friends, the more easily they will destroy him."
"That is truly brilliant, Master," groveled Wormtail.
"Wormtail is right, such a Potion is exactly what we need to get Dumbledore out of the way," said Malfoy. "How quickly can it be prepared?"
"Unfortunately, this text only gives the potion's name and describes its properties," replied Voldemort. "I am charging you, Malfoy, with discovering the formula. I have two agents in the Ministry of Magic who can gain you admittance to the research library there. If you go suitably disguised, you should be able to find the answer I need. It would not be wise to fail me, Lucius."
"Of course, I shall do as you command, my Lord," Lucius Malfoy replied smoothly. "But, may I inquire, why you have not set this task to Snape?"
"Patience, Malfoy. When you have reported to me with the formula, I will set Snape the same task. And I will not tell him that you have already provided the recipe. Do you understand me?"
"Perfectly, my Lord." Malfoy smirked, and Disapparated from the room with a dank pop.
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Latest 25 Reviews for Rowan's Secret
75 Reviews | 6.27/10 Average
Oh my, only one chapter left with so much happening?! Can't wait to see how you tie everything up. I have absolutely loved this story, especially Rowan, and will miss it when you finish it.
Response from Owlbait (Author of Rowan's Secret)
A lot will happen in the next year, but Rowan will be only tangentally involved. I'm happy you like her, she's a favorite of mine :-)
LOL. Sneaky bastard wearing longjohns while everyone else freezes! :)
Response from Owlbait (Author of Rowan's Secret)
Sneaky Sev is sneaky -- but then he spends all day and night in the dungeons, the students are only dow there f or a couiple of hours at a time.
Thestral hair thermals? Hmmm... That idea is worth some merit!
Response from Owlbait (Author of Rowan's Secret)
Of course now she isn't in potions class, she can use all the warming charms she likes, as long as she practices doing them silently :-)
I'm kind of worried about her, now.I like seeing how well she's doing her work, though.I see you found a middle road through the canon that came along after you started this. It fits very well.
Response from Owlbait (Author of Rowan's Secret)
It's going to be a tough year for everyone, but at least Rowan will be safe from the snatchers. All she's got to do is keep her head down.
Just a few more chapters?? As much as I enjoy reading a completed story, I also don't want the really good ones to end. I can't imagine how you're going to be able to wrap this story up in just a 'few more chapters.' But I'll take your word for it.I really like how you slip Severus' thoughts and feelings into the story. It's been nice to see his wants, needs and wishes as well as his insecurities. But, then again, just about anything written about my favorite character - as long as it's 'in character' - is good for me.Lovely wedding day. This has been a nice conclusion to everything Rowan and Severus have had to go through for the past school year. Depending on how you conclude this story, will there be a sequel? Guess I'll have to wait to see how this story ends. Eagerly awaiting. In the meantime, think I'll just read this whole story again.Thanks for the good writing and captivating story.
Response from Owlbait (Author of Rowan's Secret)
I know how you feel, I'm going to be sad ending this story too. I'm not planning a sequel, but we've got a few things to wrap up still. SS/OC is my OTP, so there could be something new along the line. Thank you for reading and reviewing.
I thought I'd reviewed this before, but I must have read it on my Ipad, which for some reason won't let me leave reviews. The good side is, I had to read it again! Love the way he's a little awkward, can't quite control himself, and it's not perfect for her. Much more realistic in my interpretation of Snape as a man who has not had a lot of offers in the sex department. :D
Response from Owlbait (Author of Rowan's Secret)
The delay means you win the 100th review at TPP, whee! He's not virgin!Snape, but his experience is neither vast nor recent. He's got some clue, though, and he cares, so all will be well. Plus, I am not ebil ;-)
Response from sunny33 (Reviewer)
Yay! Do I get a prize? :P
That was a very lovely wedding! I would love to see fanart of it! I wonder if someone would be willing to do it? Oh, and quite a nice wedding consummation too!
Response from Owlbait (Author of Rowan's Secret)
Pictures would be lovely, I might make a stab at it, but I'm not much of an artist. Ah yes, the wedding night. We don't have sex!god Snape, but where two people care about each other's happiness, things will work out.
I love that he scoops her up and carries her over the doorway in an almost businesslike manner, but he stopped her from walking to make sure it would happen. It's a nifty little picture of his personality. He wants the normal romantic things but carries them out in his way.Very sweet wedding day.
Response from Owlbait (Author of Rowan's Secret)
Thank you, I loves my Sev and I'm glad to be finally sending some nice things his way.
oh dear, poor confused girl! Who can blame her. I can imagine that would be very distressing. But Snape needs to do what he needs to do!
Response from Owlbait (Author of Rowan's Secret)
Yes indeedy. Somebody needs to be the spy, and he's elected. Rowan's got a bit more thinking to do, if she gets a chance.
It's a step in the right direction on the path to mutual understanding. :)
Response from Owlbait (Author of Rowan's Secret)
You know how it goes, right? Two steps forward, one step back. I wouldn't want things to get all sorted out too quickly, I'd miss those internal arguments of Snape's :o)
Good for her... working her way through the situation rationally. It was good for her to go to him, and he's got to know that she will eventually come to terms with the whole thing if she needs to.
Response from Owlbait (Author of Rowan's Secret)
Eventually, but there are some complications to come between here and there, muahahahaha. ;o)
Rowan needs to realise the situation is just as difficult for Snape to cope with. She is well aware cognitively that he is only doing the best he can, but she is still responding emotionally, which is understandable at her age. He needs to realise she is still a teenager and make allowances. Great chapter. :)
Response from Owlbait (Author of Rowan's Secret)
Thank you - it was hard making them do that to each other, but it just felt right at this stage. Give them a little time to think things through some more.
She might think she's grown up but she's still such a child, in a world of big people problems. At least she recognizes that she needs to grow up some more.
Response from Owlbait (Author of Rowan's Secret)
Young, and has rather a lot to get over, it can't just happen all at once. It was a tough chapter to write, but at the same time it almost wrote itself.
There's some nice development here. I like seeing how they're sort of testing each other out and feeling out the lay of the land between each other.
Response from Owlbait (Author of Rowan's Secret)
Thank you, they do have a bit to learn about each other and not a lot of opportunity.
I'm pleased she was honest with him. :)
Response from Owlbait (Author of Rowan's Secret)
She's the truthful sort, not to mention a bit tipsy ;^) They don't have much going for them at this point, but honesty isn't a bad place to start.
It was about time she let go of some emotion, after all she'd been through. I have to say that the image of Snape drinking Firewhisky out of what was essentially a cockroach will keep me up nights. Blech.
Response from Owlbait (Author of Rowan's Secret)
Heh. I love that scene. You know Severus isn't exactly High Society, but he is a great wizard. His glass is pure glass - not a semi-bug.
Aw, poor thing. She's *ed if she does and *ed if she doesn't. She knows what she wants, but since it's being treated like some sort of booby prize, it's not that appealing to her right now...
Response from Owlbait (Author of Rowan's Secret)
No. Not Severus's finest hour here. Give him a little time to sort himself out.
Phew! The trial went better than it might have gone. It's a good thing Dolores is probably still in the Janus Thickey Ward at St. Mungo's.
Response from Owlbait (Author of Rowan's Secret)
Yes - one spot I got it wrong. Doloros should have been there, and Amelia is dead by now in the canon universe. I'd have hated to make poor Rowan stay all that in front of Umbridge - but then Umbridge probably would have irritated her into sticking to her guns.
She wants to play along. That's good for Dumbledore's plans.
Response from Owlbait (Author of Rowan's Secret)
Yes, she doesn't want Snape in Azkaban, but I'm not sure she fully realizes the implications.
Oh, that is a fine mess, indeed. Whey did they take Snape when they came to rescue the girl? Not Dumbledore's brightest moment.
Response from Owlbait (Author of Rowan's Secret)
Good point. Although leaving him would have caused more problems down the road...
Yep... well, at least it appeared that he was getting ready to do what was wanted, and appearance is everything. Now he's stuck with actually doing it.
Response from Owlbait (Author of Rowan's Secret)
Indeed. Not quite the circumstances either would have hoped for, eh?
Well, now the full extent of the trap is understood. Should he do it or not? Hmmm...
Response from Owlbait (Author of Rowan's Secret)
He's probably had to do worse, but has wiggled out of as much as possible.
Aw... nice catch, Severus, to realize someone had already been there to check up on him!
Response from Owlbait (Author of Rowan's Secret)
Severus, unlike Harry, pays attention ;^)
The plot darkens.
Response from Owlbait (Author of Rowan's Secret)
Quite, yes. Our heroes are in for a rough ride.
Ooo... The Tedious One has a trap for the Potions master.Did you know that there's a group on Ravelry called The Petulant Ravelers?
Response from Owlbait (Author of Rowan's Secret)
Heh, yes. he's not very trusting.No, I had *no* idea. Will have to stop in.