Revelation
Chapter 4 of 6
herbologistWhen Snape arrives at Malfoy Manor and saves Hermione from torture, he ends up seeing her in a different light. A tale of love, obsession, and learning to let go, told in three parts. Not a stereotypical romance.
A/N: A little word of warning: This chapter will get rather juicy when you're probably least expecting it. So, before you read on, make sure you are sitting comfortably (perhaps get a cup of tea first), shoo out the kids, and if you're at work with your boss looking over your shoulder, better save it for later. :-)
He moved off the bed, opened the door, and looked down the corridor, but whoever had been eavesdropping had disappeared. With a deep breath, he tried to focus his mind. Finally, his trousers started to feel less tight. Turning back towards the bed where the young woman was lying sprawled out, his anger evaporated at the sight of her slender, helpless form. He even felt a twinge of guilt. Bending down over her, his hand hovered over her face. Feeling the warm puffs of air as she slowly inhaled and exhaled confirmed that his Stunning Spell had not hurt her beyond its intended effect. For a moment, he hesitated, now relieved and decidedly less bothered by guilt, before allowing his fingers to trail across her cheek, slowly, tenderly, marvelling at how incredibly soft her skin felt so perfect, so youthful. She didn't stir, completely oblivious to his shy caress. Something else did stir, however, something deep inside him, something that had been buried for so long that he had almost forgotten what it felt like. But he had no right to feel this way. He had to pull himself together.
Suppressing emotions, especially the more positive ones, was something Snape was very good at. It therefore didn't take him long to clear his mind and focus on solving the problem at hand. First and foremost, whatever he did, it was imperative that he would not be implicated in any way when Potter and his friends got away. Keeping his cover was essential, as was not being culpable of failure in the Dark Lord's eyes. He had stunned the girl when his ill temper flared, but now realised it would have been necessary in any case. He could not appear to care too much about her. She had been barely conscious when he had picked her up, and it would not do for her to be in a better state after he was finished with her.
Another matter was what to tell the others regarding the sword. If he kept Bella worried about the safety of whatever the Dark Lord had entrusted her with, she might be less keen to Summon him, and that would buy some more time. On the other hand, what if that thing was one of the remaining Horcruxes? He couldn't risk the Dark Lord becoming suspicious, perhaps increasing the protection around it. It was best to dispel any concerns regarding the security of the Lestranges' vault.
Carefully, he picked up Hermione's limp body and carried her back downstairs. As he re-entered the drawing room, he noticed that Bella was absent while Draco had apparently come back inside. He was standing with his mother and father by the fireplace. They were talking in hushed voices, seemingly frightened. He gently laid the girl down on the carpet again before turning towards the Malfoys.
"The sword is a fake, a copy," he said.
"That's what the Granger girl claimed, too," Lucius replied. "But Bella wouldn't believe it." His voice was husky, no trace left of its former smooth, eloquent arrogance. His face was unshaven, and his once silky blond hair looked decidedly unkempt. Snape knew that it wasn't just the short stint in Azkaban that had brought about this change.
"She was speaking the truth," he replied, lacing his tone with a trace of indifference. "They were planning to break into the Lestranges' vault, but they had no chance of getting anywhere near it. Tell Bella that she need not worry."
But Lucius didn't look completely reassured. Admittedly, anyone telling the Malfoys not to worry these days was likely to be doubted.
"There is another way to find out," the blond wizard suggested. "Draco, fetch the goblin. He can tell us whether the sword is real or not."
Draco looked at his father uncertainly. But as he had long ago stopped questioning anyone in his family, he silently obeyed.
Snape, however, had no time for such a pointless endeavour. He had to come up with a plan, and he had to do so quickly. Perhaps he could place Pettigrew under the Imperius curse, ordering him to give the prisoners his wand and let them out of the dungeons. The thought of what the Dark Lord might do to punish Pettigrew brought a satisfied smile to his face. How he despised that rat. But then there remained the question of how they would get out of the Manor. There were Anti-Apparition spells in place, although perhaps they could be tampered with. If Potter still had his invisibility cloak, they might be able to sneak out of the house unnoticed. It was risky. He had to think about this carefully, as he would certainly not get a second chance.
He threw Pettigrew and the werewolf his most intimidating glance.
"Remember, the girl is mine. Anyone found to have touched her will face the Dark Lord's wrath I will make sure of that," he warned them, unashamedly playing his authority to his advantage, before turning on his heel and walking out of the room. He had to try and see if it was possible to break the Anti-Apparition spells.
Out in the hallway he was suddenly stopped in his tracks by the sound of footsteps. As he turned around, he saw Bellatrix come down the stairs, giggling lewdly. No doubt she had been the one to eavesdrop.
"Who would have thought that you could get that sort of response from a woman, Severus." She giggled. "Severus, the bookworm... hahaha... What a surprise..." She cocked her head, giving him a salacious look, running her tongue along her lips.
Once she reached the bottom, she leaned back against the banister in a lascivious pose, running her hand down her ample cleavage, smiling at him in a way she probably thought was seductive.
"If you stay tonight, I'll give you a little surprise, too," she purred.
She moved up to him, pointing her index finger at his chest, and slowly ran her long, crimson nail along the line of his buttons. He maintained a stony expression while she looked at him expectantly.
"You're not my type, Bella," he said, his voice as cold as a bucket of ice water, before pushing her away and continuing on his way.
"Because you only like Mudbloods!" she shouted after him, infuriated.
Something whizzed past within a hand's width of his neck, so close, he could hear it soar through the air. A split second later, he saw her silver dagger drive itself into the polished wood panelling in front of him with a resounding clunk.
He stopped and slowly turned around, staring her down without the slightest sign of perturbation on his face.
"Are you not capable of duelling with a wand?" he asked, derisively raising one eyebrow.
"Aw... Did I scare you?" she quipped, chuckling to herself.
"No. You just made me doubt your sanity," he replied with calm contempt.
"I hate your guts, Severus Snape! There is nothing insane about that!" she spat with an expression of spite on her face.
She hurled herself towards him, a vicious look in her eyes, raising her fists as if to hit him. Something about her reminded him of a petulant child. He caught her wrists, holding on to them with an iron grip, spinning her around, pushing her against the wall, her hands pinned up beside her head. He brought his face close to hers, looking into her eyes with a merciless scowl, fully aware of the intimidating effect his unblinking gaze could have.
"Really? But then a moment ago you wanted me to fuck you," he said silkily. "Now, to me, that is insane."
He let go of her with an expression of disgust, as if he had just touched something filthy. Again he turned and walked away, and this time, she did not try to attack him. He could hear her shout insults after him, but duly ignored her provocations.
"Severus Snape only does little Mudbloods! He can't get it up with a real witch! Loser! Looooser! Loo-hooo-ser!"
When Hermione opened her eyes she gazed up into Ron's face. His blue eyes looked down at her with concern and relief. Next to him was Fleur, holding a steaming mug of something that smelled rather enticing. Looking around the small, cosy lounge with a welcoming fire burning in the hearth, she wondered where she was and how she had got here. And where was Snape? She wanted to ask Ron about him, but was not sure whether that was such a wise thing to do.
"Where are we?" she managed to whisper hoarsely.
The right side of her body was aching, though she had no idea that this was due to the mighty chandelier at Malfoy Manor crashing down on her. Still, it was nowhere near as bad as the effects of the torture had been.
"Shell Cottage. We're all safe, 'Mione," Ron replied, gently caressing her hand.
"How...?" she mouthed.
"It eez all very lucky. It appears zat Dobby came to your rescue. 'Ere drink zis," Fleur told her softly, handing her the mug. Hermione accepted it gratefully, taking a small sip. The hot liquid felt wonderfully energising as it ran down her throat.
"Dobby?" She threw Ron a questioning glance.
"Yeah, Dobby Apparated the other prisoners out of the cellar, and Harry and I wrestled down Pettigrew and took his wand. And then there was a massive fight. And then I grabbed you and Disapparated..."
"Ronald! Let 'er rest first!" Fleur interrupted reproachfully. "Go outside and 'elp 'Arry. I will take care of 'er."
Hermione found it slightly odd that Ron should have been able to Disapparate with her so easily. Most wizarding homes were protected by Anti-Apparition spells, and a place like Malfoy Manor certainly would be no exception. She wondered if Snape had had anything to do with it. A part of her felt disappointed, having hoped that he would somehow personally whisk them away to safety, but of course she realised that such a feat would hardly have been possible for him. He had to continue playing his role.
It was a good thing that Fleur made her drink, eat, and lie down a little, because it was not until after the sun had already risen that she would get any rest. First, they had to bury Dobby, who sadly had not survived their flight from Malfoy Manor. The grief about the loss of the little elf overshadowed the happiness they should have felt for having escaped from almost certain death, but they had to move on. Harry seemed to feel the same, as he wanted to speak to the goblin, Griphook, and Mr Ollivander straight away, already thinking about the next step ahead. Through their capture, they had also been reunited with their friends Luna and Dean, and there was no going to bed before they had heard everyone's story. Only then, after a hot bath, she could finally sleep, in a proper bed with clean sheets and fluffy duvets. The next days were spent mostly at leisure, relaxing on the beach around the cottage and eating Fleur's delicious food. After months of starvation, deprivations, and constant vigilance, she was in heaven.
And so, in the end, Hermione never told her friends about her encounter with Snape. Part of the reason was that she did not want to worry them with the fact that Snape now knew about their mission, nor did she want to justify herself for giving that information away. While she was absolutely confident that their secret was safe with him, she knew that there was nothing she could say to convince Harry.
The other reason was that she was too embarrassed about how it had ended. It had been the first time she had ever been confronted with this type of raw male sexuality, completely devoid of romance or tenderness. She had felt his erection, big, hard, and totally foreign. It had frightened her, but at the same time, part of her had felt intrigued that she was able to cause such a reaction in a man, and not just any man, but the formidable Potions master she had looked up to throughout her student years. It had been exciting somehow, and not completely unwelcome. And not only that, it seemed to have sparked some entirely inappropriate feelings in her. During her waking hours, she successfully kept them at bay, focusing on plotting their break into Gringotts with Harry and Ron, but at night, her dreams were frequently haunted by her former professor.
Hermione sneaked out of the room that she shared with Harry and Ron. The house was quiet; everybody was sleeping. She descended the stairs down to the lounge, careful not to wake anybody. She was wearing the short satin pyjamas that Fleur had lent her, a set of ivory French knickers with a camisole. All of Fleur's nightwear was this elegant and feminine, so very different from her own cotton pyjamas with prints of various Muggle cartoon characters. At first, Hermione had felt a little uncomfortable wearing this sort of thing, but she had grown to like the soft, sexy feel of the silky material against her skin. It made her feel very grown-up.
She pinched some Floo powder from the jar on the mantelpiece and whispered her desired destination. A moment later, she stepped out of the fireplace into Snape's office. The room was softly lit by a number of candles. The new Headmaster was sitting at his desk, reading. He looked up from his book, seemingly unperturbed by her sudden appearance, mustering her.
"Miss Granger..." he said, his tone pleasantly surprised.
He rose from his chair and advanced on her, looking her up and down with an appreciative expression on his face, until he stood right in front of her. His fingers traced along the line of her collarbone. Then they gently lifted her chin up to make her look him in the eyes. His gaze was so intense, it made her shudder.
"Who would have thought that the little know-it-all could be so wanton...?" his deep voice drawled seductively.
Her heart started to beat faster as his hands stroked down her sides, resting briefly at her waist. Then they slipped under the material of the camisole and gathered it up, exposing her midriff and breasts. As he looked at them contemplatively for a moment, she could feel herself blush under his hungry gaze. His hands cupped the little mounds, caressing and squeezing them gently. His callused palms felt rough against her sensitive skin, unfamiliar, but good. She closed her eyes, savouring the sensation.
He took hold of her waist, pulling her firmly against his body. As she felt his manhood pressing against her abdomen, hard and intimidating, she gasped in shock.
"Can you feel it?" he whispered close to her ear, his breath feathering against her neck.
"Y-yes," she stammered. Her heart was racing.
"Do you want it?" he asked, pushing his hips against her in a way that left her in no doubt about his intentions. The dark timbre of his voice made her shiver.
A part of her was aroused at the thought of letting him have his way with her, but at the same time, she was not at all sure whether she was ready to cross that threshold.
"I...I don't know," she whispered, her eyes fixed on his chest. She was so close to him, she could smell him a dark, musky, and masculine note that stirred a powerful primal instinct in her.
A deep chuckle rose from his chest at her answer.
"We shall find out," he said softly, an amused note in his voice.
He pulled the silk garment over her head and let it carelessly drop to the floor. His hands were all over her, claiming every inch of her skin. There was something predatory about his behaviour, taking what he wanted without asking, but she couldn't help but give in to the hypnotic power of his eyes and the pleasure elicited by his experienced hands. He lifted her up and carried her into a candlelit room with a large four-poster bed. He gently put her down on the mattress. Bent over her, he surveyed her with unconcealed lust.
She looked up at him questioningly, unsure whether she should allow this to happen or whether she even had any choice in the matter. Before she could make up her mind, he moved lower and pulled her knickers down her hips and legs, tossing them aside, leaving her completely naked. She felt uneasy at being so exposed, keeping her legs closed shyly, but he placed his hands on her knees and gently pushed them apart, stroking up along the inside of her thighs, spreading them wide, exposing her most intimate part to his eyes. Trepidation mixed with arousal made her breathing turn fast and shallow. His hands moved higher, until they touched her, spreading around the moisture, sliding the pad of his thumb over her sensitive flesh. She whimpered with pleasure, hoping he would continue.
"Yes, you do want it," he remarked, a sly smile playing around his lips. She did not deny it.
"I have never done this before," she whispered, still unsure how far she wanted to go.
"No... But you're dying to know what it feels like, aren't you? ... to have a man's hard cock inside you," he replied, pressing teasingly against her entrance.
She drew in a sharp breath, her whole body tensing. She knew this was wrong, but she couldn't bring herself to stop him. He moved up, brushing a light kiss against her neck.
"It's something you can't find out from a book..." he whispered seductively into her ear, making her skin erupt into goose bumps, "... but I can show you..."
Oh, gods... He really was going to do it.
He stood up, removing his shirt with deft, unhurried movements. She watched him, enthralled, as he exposed his lean, masculine chest and well-defined arms and shoulders. Then he unbuckled his belt and took off his trousers and underwear, until he stood there in his full naked glory. She hardly dared to breathe, turned on by the sight of his toned body, but also disconcerted by the size of his manhood pointing out at her. She suspected that he would not waste time on further preliminaries. So this was it her first time. Her body trembled with nervous anticipation.
He climbed onto the bed and braced on top of her. His intense black eyes looked down on her, making her stomach flutter with excitement. It would happen any moment now...
"Please be gentle," she breathed, feeling very vulnerable.
He looked at her with an aura of reassuring calm, caressing her cheek with the back of his hand.
"Don't be afraid. Just relax."
It was easier said than done. Feeling his erection push against her, she squeezed her eyes shut, bracing herself for that first, undoubtedly painful thrust.
"Look at me," he commanded softly.
She opened her eyes again, looking up into the bottomless black depth of his pupils, feeling them penetrate her mind, yielding to his power, surrendering all the way.
Unfortunately, this was when Hermione always woke up with her heart racing and her knickers drenched. It was as if, for lack of any real-world experience, her imagination failed her at this point, leaving her sorely disappointed. Each time her desire and curiosity were left unsatisfied. She would relieve her frustration by masturbating under the covers, quietly, so as to not wake Ron and Harry.
At the same time, she felt embarrassed that it was Snape whom she had these dreams about. It was only thanks to him, of course, that her virginity had not been taken forcibly by a Death Eater the day they had been captured. She was extremely grateful to him for having protected her from such a horrible fate. And the knowledge that he was secretly fighting on their side, that Dumbledore's death must have somehow been part of the plan, did much to restore her admiration for him. She often found herself thinking about him, wondering how he was coping. She knew what it was like to fight alone, to not be able to tell anyone about their mission, to not have anyone to turn to for help or advice. But how much worse must it be to be caught on the wrong side? She felt a great secret solidarity with him. But as far as the schoolgirl crush she had once had on him went, she told herself that she really was over him. She was in love with Ron now. A part of her seemed to disagree, however, and longed to see the dark Slytherin again. Little did she know how soon, and under what terrible circumstances, she would.
A/N: Please review! I'm absolutely dying to know what you thought of this chapter.
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96 Reviews | 5.95/10 Average
Great start! Can' wait to read more.
Thanks for writing. Sonia :)
Lovely. I'll be perusing more of your material!! :))
THANKS FOR NOT LETTING HIM DIE. at least he's alive somewhere <3
I'm impatient for when she isnt dreaming any longer xD
nice!!!!! onward we go............
pretty good!!!! reading part two asap :)
What on earth? I know Snape is outdone with himself for responding to her during this charade, but to hex her? Please tell me he didn't. I've gotta get to the next chapter fast!
Beth
Bella is one crazy witch, but she's as dangerous as they come. Severus will have to watch his back with her around.
Hermione's dream was a doozy, and I hope we get to find out what's going through Severus' mind soon.
Thanks for a great chapter!
Beth
Clearly Hermione's reality with the Potions Master has no relation to her fantasy about him. A pity he has so little insight into his own shortcomings, but this is Severus, and I don't yet think he is ready to deal with the truth of his inability to give kudos to anyone who is not Lily. I think she deserved and "E", or even and "O", but as things stand, she has no hope of ever getting the "O", and maybe not even another "E."
The good thing to come out of this is that Hermione has learned not to believe every word she reads (or is told, for that matter) but to determine the veracity of the claims for herself. Go, Hermione!!!
Great chapter, BTW!
Beth
Now we know what Hermione's fantasy about her Potions Master is like, I can't wait to see how it compares to her reality. Well done!
Beth
It would be in Snape's character to try to warn the little dunderheads if any of them have the intelligence to see what he has put before them. He used a similar tactic to out Lupine. My only question is, what good would it do one to know they have been given Veritaserum except to be able to say to themselves "Oh shite! That was Veritaserum!" I do think Snape would also be willing to give Umbridge an inferior batch of the stuff. He obviously despises the old slag. However, unless the serum is totally bunk, some suggestible people might tell the truth simply because they believe they must, a sort of a self fulfilling placebo effect, unless one has a very Slytherin mind or has been trained to tell part of the truth without giving away their secrets. Too bad the students who need to know this aren't speaking to Hermione about it. What might have been different if Hermione had shared this warning with the DA. All I can say about Hermione beside she is intelligent and perceptive is that she has good taste in men.
Thank you for such a beautiful story. My heart aches at the end but there is so much hope for both of them now. You've done a wonderful job with this, many thanks!!
That was so beautifully constructed and left so many openings for deeper thoughts. I had tears in my eyes during the last chapter and thought the ending perfect.
Wow! What an amazing read! Thank you so much for sharing it!
It's so sad how Hermione has pushed everyone away (not that it was all one sided), and had to step away from the Wizarding world a bit, just to ease her longing and regret over Severus Snape.I was delighted to find that he was alive, and also surprised how willing he was to come back to her place. Maybe he is not entirely over her either, even if he doesn't know it or won't admit it.Will he kiss her? I certainly hope so. :)
Response from herbologist (Author of Beyond Captivation)
Thanks for reviewing again - much appreciated! I think he is curious and intrigued, and perhaps does feel a certain attraction towards her that he won't acknowledge.
When I read that she loved to sit by his statue to spend time with him, talk to him and just be there with him it really hit home. Wonderful insight on your part. For years I did that at my daughters grave so I can see how she found the need and comfort in doing so, it actually made me smile to read it. Oh but I am so glad he is alive and well. I can't wait to see how he responds to her. I love this story and can't wait to read the next chapter. Thanks for sharing.
Response from herbologist (Author of Beyond Captivation)
Thanks for your wonderful review! So sorry to hear you lost a daughter. Sometimes those places and rituals help to anchor our memories and feelings for someone and feel closer to them.
I really enjoyed this chapter for so many reasons. Bella being put in her place, Severus rubbing up against Hermione and feeling her react. Then her dream, oh how frustrating for not only her but for us as well...
Response from herbologist (Author of Beyond Captivation)
Thanks for your great review! Glad you enjoyed this chapter. Causing a little bit of frustration was just what I had intended...
How could you leave us like that? I just can't read fast enough...
Response from herbologist (Author of Beyond Captivation)
I pretty much uploaded the following chapter at the same time - I'm not that cruel ;-)
love it, can't wait to read the next update.
Response from herbologist (Author of Beyond Captivation)
Thanks for reading and reviewing!
I love the interaction between Snape and Bella. I can just feel the tension between them and I'm glad he put her in her place. She really is crazy, that one.I think Hermione made the right choice by not telling the boys about the Snape encounter. It makes it seem more lascivious than what really happened, but they wouldn't have understood.And then her dream ... *fans self*
Response from herbologist (Author of Beyond Captivation)
So glad you like it. Snape/Bella was so much fun to write, as was her dream. :-)
Yikes! I love the mix of how Snape tells her he won't rape her (and sincerely means it) but on the heels of honerable, get so lost in the moment that he comes undone and overdoes the charade. Now what on earth did he do to her in the end, and how will she react? Lucky me, I can go ahead and find out :)
Response from herbologist (Author of Beyond Captivation)
Thanks for your great comments!
It's not bad, and I appreciate the story. I can't wait for the last chapter!cheers,-Kat
Response from herbologist (Author of Beyond Captivation)
Thanks for reviewing and glad you think it's ok. The last chapter is submitted.
This was a great chapter. Poor Hermione's emotions and opinions of the man of her dreams are all over the place. One minute he is wonderful in her eyes as a co-conspirator against Umbridge, and then the next, he is shattering her world by giving her unfair grades. And so on, over and over again. And what a reason he has for his treatment of her!
Response from herbologist (Author of Beyond Captivation)
Thanks for reviewing again! I'm so glad you liked this chapter. I agonized over it for ages.
I wish everyone included a "what to expect from this story." It is helpful to know if this is something you might like to read. I think your characters are true to themselves, and I like any kind of romance, sappy or unconventional. I can't wait to see where this goes!
Response from herbologist (Author of Beyond Captivation)
Thanks for your review! I also appreciate a "what to expect" as a reader. Unfortunately TPP admins don't agree and on my other story they made me remove it. For some reason they allowed me to leave it in on this one.