Epilogue
Chapter 11 of 11
phoenixThe final battle is over. Unfortunately, Severus was a victim. Can he overcome his injuries? Will he allow others to help him on the road to recovery? The Character Death warning is for the victims of the War; none of the canon characters used in this story will die. The rating is for potentially tense situations and one or two instances of profanity. Nominated in Feb 2006 Multifaceted Awards for Best Genfic and Best OC
ReviewedEpilogue
The school year was getting ready to start. Severus had sent out the letters and found himself wondering how many of those students would be attending. The Prophet had maintained a surprisingly neutral stance on the announcement of his reinstatement and promotion.
The staff was almost complete. As he had dreaded, Lupin had been appointed as the new Defense Professor and Head of Gryffindor. Their new flying instructor was a former Chudley Cannons star; that was sure to sit well with the students and had actually received more publicity than any other posting. The new Charms professor, Grinelda Tappen, was an older woman who had grown tired of running her own business, though Severus had warned her teaching would be more stressful. She had brushed off his concerns, stating that if she had kept seven children and thirty grandchildren in line, she could handle teaching. In a way, she reminded him of a combination of Molly Weasley and Minerva McGonagall. For the first time in half a century, they had a living History Professor. It seems the destruction of the castle had finally allowed Binns to release his grip on his half-terrestrial existence. Brandon White was a young, idealistic man who would hopefully find a way to interest students in a previously ignored subject.
He set aside the Defense curriculum. He grudgingly had to admit that Lupin had been quite thorough. The trip they had made to find the Lethifold had cleared much of the air between the two of them, but he doubted they would ever be 'friendly' toward each other. The only work as Deputy he had to do was with Transfiguration. Unfortunately, they had not found a suitable replacement. Those who had applied for the job would have been able to teach the first few years, but none of them had been qualified to teach the N.E.W.T. students. He had chosen the best of the candidates to be hired on a temporary basis to teach the lower levels. He, Lupin and Westmoreland would teach the N.E.W.T. students. They were still looking for a qualified applicant. In fact, Westmoreland had left him to deal with the administrative burden while the headmaster went recruiting. A part of him resented Westmoreland's freedom, but he knew that the headmaster was not well suited to organizing the start of term.
Severus looked up from his paperwork and realized the he would be supervising the Sorting Ceremony. By some minor miracle, the Sorting Hat had survived. In fact, since the headmaster's study had not yet been completed, it sat on the shelf amidst his specimen bottles. He had never cared for the Hat. The academician in him had to admit it was a brilliant idea and a very well executed spell, but he could not forget the words that Hat had told him when he had been sorted.
"Ah, Eileen Prince's son. You have your mother's intellect. She was difficult to sort, too, but I think your intellect will be served best in Ravenclaw."
"I don't want to be in Ravenclaw, you stupid hat. I belong in Slytherin."
"So, you think you belong in Slytherin? Even given what you are?"
"They don't need to know. That is where I belong. That is where the power is."
"Not all forms of power. Do not underestimate the power of intellect. Your intelligence would be respected in Ravenclaw."
"If you do not place me in Slytherin, I will hex you into so many pieces scattered around the world, that it will take them more than a century to put you back together."
"No need to be rude. If you are sure you want Slytherin..."
"Yes, you infernal talking hat! Are you stupid? Put me in Slytherin."
He glared at the Hat. It was nothing but an archaic artifact. It had tried to talk to him when it had first been placed in his office, but he had once again reiterated his threat to hex it to bits, and it had not said another word. He supposed it served its purpose, but he would not be the one to change it. At least, not yet.
He picked up another piece of parchment. Spells. The castle had been protected by a complex web of spells, most of them lost to history. Lupin and Tappen were still researching the enchanted ceiling, hoping to have it in place for the Welcoming Feast. Most of the protective spells had been restored, including the anti-Apparition wards. That had taken Lupin, Pomona and Westmoreland's assistance. He had a feeling many of the other spells would require the assistance of others as well.
Over the last month, he had been so busy that he had only once had time to leave the grounds. That trip had been spent spying on Aurelia and the girls during their visit to London. Thankfully, it had been an uneventful trip, and he had begun to wish that he had revealed himself. A part of him had not feel comfortable intruding on what was their abbreviated family vacation.
He felt guilty about not finding the time to visit Aurelia and her daughters, but he had received an owl from them wishing him well and hoping that he did not find his new duties too taxing. That owl had made him laugh out loud. Minerva had made it look so easy, and he was beginning to wonder how she had accomplished that. Perhaps she had received more help from Albus. In his defense, she had not had to rebuild the castle. For not the first time, he was beginning to question his decision to return to Hogwarts.
He looked up when his door slammed open. Naturally, it was Westmoreland. The new headmaster took the approach that everyone should have an open door policy in their offices. Be that as it may, Severus would still prefer a courtesy knock. "I take it from this disturbance that you have found a Transfiguration professor?"
Westmoreland took the seat across from Severus. "Indeed I have. Sadly, none of the Animagi were interested, but I did find an incredibly brilliant witch, about your age. She turned me into the most amazing bird of paradise."
As fascinating as this diatribe was, he had better things to do than listen to Westmoreland ramble. "Term begins in two days, when will she be here?" Severus asked. At least they had a rough idea of the syllabus for at least the first part of the year.
"First thing tomorrow morning. I have a meeting with the Board of Governors, so I'd like you to meet her and show her around."
"Given the amount of work I have, I would prefer to delegate that task to one of the others. Perhaps Lupin? He has finished his preparations for the school year." He hadn't really liked any of the other professors and thought this task was best pawned off on Lupin.
Westmoreland shrugged. "If you feel that's best." He picked up a small box from the desk and began examining it. "I have to commend you on the wonderful job you are doing. I don't think I could have done it without you. Now that the staff is complete, I'll take on the Headmaster duties that you have been doing in my absence."
Severus reached across the desk and took the box from Westmoreland's hands. "Thank you for having faith in me to do the job." He shoved a stack of paper across the desk. "These files should give you the information you need. Ask if you have any questions, though I'm not sure how much time I will have as I have final preparations to make for my own classes." That was not entirely true. He had perfected the Potions curriculum over the years, but it was the best excuse he could give to get the man out of his office.
Westmoreland picked up the files and began flipping through them. "Thanks. I'm sure you've been quite thorough." He closed the file. "Everything is in order for the start of term. Take the rest of the day off. Get some rest."
"Pardon me?"
"You've been working yourself to the bone. Take the day off and relax. I want you ready to go for the term."
Severus was continually confused by this man's behavior. Of course, he had not had any better understanding of Albus' behavior, but at least he had grown accustomed to his mentor's erratic nature over time. He did have to admit that he was caught up on his work.
The old Severus Snape would have scoffed at the idea of taking time off. Of course, the old Severus had not really had any friends or family. He was contemplating on how much his life had changed since the Dark Lord's defeat. He had always known it would change. Of course, he had believed there was a greater than fifty percent chance that he wouldn't live that long, and he nearly hadn't. Perhaps belonging to a family wasn't as bad as he had imagined. Since he was being forced to take time off, he would finally pay a visit to Aurelia and see the girls one last time before the start of term.
After ensuring his office was neat, he left for one last evening of 'normal' before the start of term, and the ensuing chaos.
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When he arrived at Aurelia's house, he paused with his hand on the doorknob. He had been about to enter, but it occurred to him that he didn't technically live here anymore. Instead, he knocked on the door.
He was met with Julia's smiling face. "Professor, glad to see you, again. Have you come for dinner?"
"I have. May I come in?"
Julia moved out of the way. "Sorry about that. Mum's in the kitchen." She then turned and shouted down the hallway, "MUM! Professor Snape is here."
Severus smirked. Even after spending sixteen years around teenagers, he still didn't understand them.
Aurelia came out of the kitchen, wiping her hands on a dishtowel. "Finish up with the vegetables, dear," she told Julia. She then gave Severus a friendly hug. "It's good to see you again. I was beginning to wonder if you would find time before term started. Can I get you something to drink?"
"No, thank you. My duties have kept me very busy. We finally hired the last member of the staff this afternoon. The more time consuming task has been ensuring the school has adequate living and classroom space along with setting the protective wards. I would prefer not to discuss it."
"Of course, that's perfectly understandable. I assume you have had no relapses of your symptoms?"
"No. Everything is normal." He couldn't believe that they hadn't seen each for nearly a month and that was what she asked him.
"That's good. I take it work has been busy. Are you ready for the school year to start?"
"For the most part. Westmoreland finally hired a Transfiguration professor this afternoon. He's given me the impression he wants me to work with her."
"Her?" she asked.
"Yes. I've told him that she can work with Lupin. I don't have time deal with another new teacher. If you don't mind, I'd rather not talk about it."
"I'm so sorry. I know you must be sick of everything at Hogwarts. Let's just enjoy a pleasant dinner."
"One last thing, I have arranged a private sorting ceremony upon arrival for any of the second and third years that have not been at school before. I thought it best if it didn't happen with the first years."
"Very considerate of you. Why don't you give me a hand setting the table?"
"You could do that with magic," he replied.
She gave him a friendly smile. "I know. I like to do things myself every now and then."
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They enjoyed a pleasant dinner. He found he didn't have much opportunity to speak, as both girls were busy telling him what they had been up to in his absence. But he didn't mind. He found he had missed this.
Following dinner, they played a Muggle game called 'Parcheesi'. Severus enjoyed the fact that it was a simple strategy game that allowed them all to play. He was dismayed that it was Helen who won. A child should not have been able to beat him at a strategy game, though there was an element of chance with the dice.
"Congratulations, Helen," Aurelia said proudly. She noticed Julia pouting on her side of the table and shook her head. She knew Julia hated losing to her younger sister.
Severus noticed Helen watching him, and said, "Very well played."
She beamed at his approval. "Thank you, Professor. Did you want to play another game?"
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They played two more games before Aurelia sent the girls to bed. Julia had won the second and reacted quite childishly by sticking her tongue out at Helen. Normally, Severus did not find that sort of behavior amusing, but in this case, it took a great deal of self-control not to laugh.
He had almost won the third. A four, all he had needed was a meager four. The odds were heavily in his favor. What did he roll? A three. He frowned as Aurelia rolled the eleven she needed win.
She gave him an apologetic smile. "Sorry. I guess you weren't meant to win."
He glared at her. "Do you realize how slim the chances of you winning were?" Of thirty-six roll combinations, only three would have led to him not winning. The same number there was for her to win. This was why he disliked games of chance.
"I must have good luck. Now, girls, say goodnight."
Julia gave him a quick handshake and headed upstairs. Helen hugged him tightly.
"What's that for?" he asked as he uncomfortably wrapped his arms around her. He still didn't understand why she seemed to like him so much.
"Because I won't be able to do that at school. Mum said I have to act like I don't know you."
He hugged her tightly and closed his eyes to fight back the emotions. It only took a second for him to regain control. "Sleep well and I'll see you in a couple of days."
Aurelia stared at him with a small smile on her face once Helen was gone.
"What?" he asked defensively.
"Nothing," she replied before turning her attention to putting the game away. "Would you like to adjourn to the library?"
He thought quickly about this question. He did want to stay, but thought it might be best if he left. "It's getting quite late and tomorrow promises to be a busy day. We still have the final protections to establish and I must ensure that the construction areas are properly cordoned off."
"Of course. I'm glad that you could stop by before the start of the year. It really meant a lot to the girls."
And what about you? he added silently after hearing a hint of disappointment in her voice. "It was my pleasure." He rose and moved to leave, but paused before he got to the door. "I was wondering if you would be interested in publishing what we learned about Lethifolds?"
"I think that would be a good idea."
"I'll send you an owl when I am available. Good night, Aurelia."
"Good night, Severus."
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After Apparating outside the gates, he spent a long time walking the grounds, trying to make sense of his life. This was now a true second chance with no strings attached. It was a glorious feeling to be his own man, beholden to no man. For the first time, he could make decisions based on what he wanted out of life. Now, all he had to do was determine what that was. For so long he had been concerned solely with his survival.
This would require more time than he had tonight, but for now he could be happy with his new position in life. So far, he had not received any letters from parents irate at his promotion. The incoming class was the same size as previous years' classes and many of those that had left over the last two years were coming back. It was a time of rebuilding, for everyone.
A/N: I hope that everyone enjoyed this story. It was a great deal of fun for me and quite a challenge to have it as a non-Romantic story. Many reviewers on the various boards have told me how much they enjoyed the interaction of the original characters with Severus and I was talked into writing a sequel that has no constraints. I'll start posting "Beholden to No Man" in a couple of days.
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31 Reviews | 2.84/10 Average
Just so you know that I have read this the second time and enjoyed it a lot.
Severus is hard to approach, and Aurelia did a great job here.
I had to laugh about her comparing her time with Remus and Severus with having teenage boys.
The girls are of a difficult age, but as they're well educated, Severus did realise that some teeens can actually be nice to be around with. Excellent idea that one knew him but the other not.
I will belooking for the sequel tomorrow.
Very nicely done. Disappointed a little that there was no romance in this one, but the challenge dictates... I liked the little touches of jealousy, and how you brought Severus around toward the children.
Hmm. Potions or Defence. Which will it be? :)
Love the way Aurelia bosses him around! :)
Oh dear. Camping with Severus and Remus... :)
Good old Remus. Reliable and discreet. :)
I like Helen; she will be good for Severus. :)
That's cunning, a loyalty potion. :)
To poison the potions expert is an insult indeed! :)
Progress! OK, so Lucius is still bad. *Sigh* :)
Enter Lucius. But is he good or bad? :)
I read this once before. It was quite a while ago. I liked it then, I'm pretty sure. So I'm reading it again. That says something. I don't usually like to read a story a second time.
Response from phoenix (Author of Wounded)
Thanks. I'm so glad to see that someone is reading one of my stories again. I know that I like to go back and read my work quite some time after I finish it so that it seems all new again. :D
Response from phoenix (Author of Wounded)
Thanks. I'm so glad to see that someone is reading one of my stories again. I know that I like to go back and read my work quite some time after I finish it so that it seems all new again. :D
Hmmm, interesting. And I like your OC - a lot of times they turn Sue-ish. Yours isn't.
You have a couple of times where you put "quite" when you meant to put "quiet".
I was wondering who brewed this potion, if Snape didn't!
Response from phoenix (Author of Wounded)
Thanks. This story was a lot of fun to write. I'll have to go back and check the quite/quiet. One of those things that amazingly about 4 people have missed. LOL This story was a lot different from the other ones I've written as it does stay platonic. OCs can be very difficult to write. I think that's one of the advantages of Hermione, she's quite Sue-ish in the first place. LOL
I hope that you enjoy the rest of the story.
Severus' annoyance with being left "alone" to heal in a hospital seemed so authentic. How sweet the girls wanted him to stay - who would have thought? London is sounding ominous...
Response from phoenix (Author of Wounded)
Thanks, kari. Yup, I think that Severus would definitely be annoyed at that point. He's so much fun to write for. I don't know that he knows what to think about about people actually like him. LOL More coming very soon.
Boiling a lethifold, gah, as gruesome as boiling lobsters :) So glad to hear a sequel is in the works. There's so much story left: his relationships with Remus and Aurelia and the girls, the rebuilding of Hogwarts etc.
Response from phoenix (Author of Wounded)
LOL Yes, kari, it is kind of gruesome, isn't it? Though given the other things they've done, mostly in Transfiguration, I figured it wasn't that bad. Yup, I'll be getting the sequel up fairly quickly, thought as it's a work in progress, updates won't be as often as they are now.
I'm enjoying all the Severus abuse. A little more wouldn't be too bad.
Response from phoenix (Author of Wounded)
You are a cruel, cruel woman. But, your wish is my command. You know I can't give him an easy road to recovery, what's the point of the story?
Response from notsosaintly (Reviewer)
Exactly. Just keep thinking that way. And I really have a twisted sense of humor...
Response from phoenix (Author of Wounded)
Thankfully, so do I, to a point. More will be coming soon.
Great start. More soon please.
Response from phoenix (Author of Wounded)
Thanks, azulkan. I'm going to be cleaning up the next chapter for submission today, so look for it in the next few days. :)
I am enjoying this story. I found myself being as suspicious as Severus in trusing Aurelia. But, now, since she's explained the situation with her family... I suppose I'll relax a bit. (I'm such a Slytherin.)
Response from phoenix (Author of Wounded)
Thanks. If I were in Severus' shoes, I would have been suspicious as well. After all, how do you know you are where she says you are? And you have no way to verify anything, at least in the beginning. And no one is telling you anything. It's definitely not a situation to 'blindy' trust someone.
Not that Severus is the trusting sort in the first place.
Response from notsosaintly (Reviewer)
Going blind is one of my greatest fears. I majored in music, and still I would always tell everyone that I would rather lose my hearing than my sight. I am nearly at panic level at points, reading parts of this. Severus slumped on the floor when Aurelia shows up really hit home with me. It shows the fine line between remaining strong and giving up.
Response from phoenix (Author of Wounded)
I agree it would be utterly terrifying to lose one's sight. That's part of why I chose that particular handicap to bestow upon Severus. Plus I think it's the one he would least be able to deal with. And you are right about Severus' attitude when Aurelia shows up. Had she not come for him, he probably would have fallen into depression and then who knows what. This is the darkest fic that I have written, but I truly enjoyed the journey of writing it.
Great beginning. A challenge with no romance is nice. It allows the reader to relax into the characters more, I think.
Response from phoenix (Author of Wounded)
Thanks. It was kind of nice because that was one less thing to work into the plot. It allowed me more time to focus on the mystery aspect of the story. And I think that Severus can really use a friend at this point in his life.
Response from notsosaintly (Reviewer)
I wholly agree. That man needs a friend more than a good *ahem*.
Yikes, that was unexpected. I was frustrated (despite your stated intent for this story) that no romantic tension was developing - the characters seemed to be crying out for it.
Response from phoenix (Author of Wounded)
I like building a little tension. I can understand the frustration. You aren't the only one that's been frustrated by that. You will be pleased to know that I am working on a sequel, outside the confines of the challenge.
The Remus/Severus interactions are very entertaining and show some of nasty temperment we expect of Severus. He really is a different person with Aurelia.
Response from phoenix (Author of Wounded)
I don't think that Severus has really ever had any one that he can trust and that with Aurelia he really is himself. I'm glad you enjoy his interaction with Remus. Sadly, poor Remus is in line to become the whipping boy, someone for Severus to take all his frustrations out on.
How very perceptive and kind of Lupin. Severus is truly lost and its made all the more painful by the tangling of a long desired stepping stone.
Response from phoenix (Author of Wounded)
Thanks, kari. I really enjoy bringing Remus into the story. Because of both the type of person he is and the past history he has with Severus. I think it makes for interesting situations. :)
Aw... Snark and Wolfie getting along? Now that should definitely be entertaining. I esp liked the comment how it was going to be a long day before he addressed Lupin. *snicker*
Response from phoenix (Author of Wounded)
That would take a miracle wouldn't it? Nothing quite like a prideful Severus. He just makes his life so very difficult, doesn't he?
Nice suspense. Especially with the whole Lucius-thing. Too bad they can't dispose of him. (Just in this story.)
Response from phoenix (Author of Wounded)
Yup, Lucius is an ass in this story, but just in case he's keeping something back, it wouldn't due to get rid of him right away. Now, we'll see if Severus will come to wish that he listened to Aurelia and turned the dark wizard in. You know how hard it is for me to have an unlikeable Lucius? LOL
Response from notsosaintly (Reviewer)
Yes, I'm sure it's difficult. But you are doing an excellent job. (The character you hate to hate. *lol*)
At least I can breathe more easy now that he is regaining some of his sight. But Lucius??!! I think I've stopped breathing. Oh, the tension.
Response from phoenix (Author of Wounded)
I really should go through the reviews in order. LOL Yes, I couldn't leave poor Severus completely defenseless. But, there has to a nemesis somewhere and Lucius was the perfect choice.
Response from notsosaintly (Reviewer)
LOL! I was just thinking that I should go through the review responses in order!!