Clawing For Solid Ground
Chapter 6 of 11
livvy6Hermione and Snape are trying to survive the winter. The tension between them is growing as they spend more time together. Finally the Ministry acts, and the Aurory undergoes a mass purge.
ReviewedA/N: Thank you to all who left me the wonderful reviews! Keep 'em comin'! Also, BIG thanks to my beta, MadBrilliant!
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The threat of Azkaban kept the majority from outright mutiny during the winter. They knew this was their chance to escape a lifetime of imprisonment. If only they could hang on and work hard enough, then freedom would be given to them eventually. This was the hope Snape clung to now. He prayed and hoped that she might consider him once he was free. He came to her aid when she asked for assistance, and he also helped her to keep unruly prisoners in line in the infirmary.
The Aurors noticed his respect for the young Miss Granger and her devotion for him, and it made them edgy. Gossip abounded amongst them except for Auror Carson. He knew just how much Snape cared for her. He had started speaking to Snape when he had noticed Snape was having more and more difficulties keeping his erections down. He had decided to test him by goading him with lewd and nasty comments as Snape strove for privacy as he tried to relieve himself. It was humiliating to be jeered at by a young whelp that held his life in his hands. And he had once thought him to be one of the "kinder Aurors"!
Auror Carson was fresh out of Auror Training. He had left Hogwarts the year before Harry Potter came. It had taken him a few years to figure out what he had wanted to do with his life. He had traveled some, but when Lord Voldemort came back, he came to a major crossroads of life. He had wanted to help the Cause, and he had joined the Auror Department. It was true that he had been in Ravenclaw and did rather well in school. He, with every other student who wasn't a Slytherin, had hated Professor Snape. But for all intents and purposes, he should have been a Gryffindor! He had such noble illusions of who the "good guys" were and who the "bad guys" were. So at first, he was just as pleased as the other Aurors when he had realized Snape was going to be a prisoner under them. It had satisfied his sense of justice. But the novelty wore quickly off when he had finally witnessed the humanity of it all. He had heard the rumors, that Snape had been a spy for Dumbledore and that he had been cleared of murder but was still guilty of manslaughter. He had also heard fantastic rumors of Snape working as a double agent for 20 years and that he had been responsible for saving Harry Potter's life on a number of occasions. He had wanted to believe the worst of him, that Snape was no more than the bastard he had known and had made him out to be. But then he had seen how devoted Miss Granger was to Snape. It was so apparent that she was in love. He had suspected the old bat was in love with her, but he had been such a git...what if he is just messing about? he thought. Can such a cold-hearted man even love? He had to know for sure if Snape truly cared for her. He knew about Ron Weasley's suicide and that he and Miss Granger had been sweet-hearts. He deeply respected Miss Granger, and he would not have her heart broken if he could help it!
Carson had started by saying lewd comments while Snape tried to relieve himself. He had made comments about Miss Granger, about how pretty she was and how he was sure if Snape were left his to his own devices, he would take the first opportunity and rape her. When he had said the word "rape," Severus' erection had disappeared, and his black eyes had bored into his in fierce anger. Auror Carson had watched while Snape had arranged his trousers and said in very plain terms that he never wanted Carson to ever speak about Miss Granger in such a way again. He had then taken a deep breath, lowered his eyes, and had said he was finished. That had impressed Carson to no end. So the worries that were plaguing his fellow Aurors about their relationship during the daily gossip sessions ceased to concern the young Auror.
Carson watched Snape intently as he continued to assist the young Miss Granger whenever she needed help. Carson arranged to get Snape to help out more in the infirmary after the near-death of Nott. At first, the witch and wizard had been extremely formal, but soon a familiarity came over them that came easily when alone, and he could watch from a secluded corner their little dance of love. She obviously favored him over the others; she could not hide her depth of feeling for the wizard. Carson had watched for months throughout the winter as she day after day saved bits of food and potions for him. Snape, in return, silently kept himself available for whatever she needed. He answered any questions she had about her potion making. Carson noticed how by simply asking for Snape's opinion or direction made the wizard feel a little more important, like he mattered. As a man himself, Carson could see how Hermione delicately stroked his ego. And it showed in Snape's demeanor.
He really had to give Hermione credit, for Snape was not the type of man who could be flattered easily. Some men fell apart at the mere sly smile and batting of a woman's eyelashes, but not Snape. He was by nature suspicious, so she took the direct approach and did not lie or make up stories to build him up. When she needed help, she went to Snape and asked for help. When she had a too much in her hands to carry, she asked Snape for help. It was honest and true. That was what Snape could respect.
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As for Hermione, she respected Severus' concern for her own health and deferred to his chastisements over her lack of eating or sleeping. She knew now that his snarky attitude was his way of expressing his care when he became overwhelmed with his deeper feelings. She was notorious for neglecting herself to help the needs of others, so Snape took it upon himself to watch out for her. Again, as a man, Carson silently praised the young Miss Granger for her wisdom and perception with delicate touches and simple murmurs of appreciation. She had come so far with him! Snape had barely spoken two words to her other than "thank you" when she had begun giving food and potions. Now he was chastising her whenever he felt she was not taking care of herself, and for Snape, that was just as good as a declaration of love.
Now, at the end of the winter, Carson knew beyond a doubt that Snape was deeply in love with Miss Granger, and likewise, she was deeply in love with him. Their quiet conversations grew to little spats over potion making, and that had scared the Auror at first, but now he realized what was happening and could not help himself from laughing whenever they bickered. More than once, they had both turned to him at the same time and yelled, "WHAT!" He would then laugh harder and shake his head saying, "You two are the limit!"
He desperately wanted to enlighten them to the building sexual tension, but what could they do about it anyway? So, they bickered and snapped at each other once in a while to relieve that tension. By spring, Carson decided to forgo the Untouchable Charm whenever Snape was in the infirmary (secretly hoping perhaps they would do something and stop their bickering!) for he could not help but notice once the charm was released, the small touches and delicate caresses which passed between the witch and the wizard.
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The winter had been a hard one, despite the Ministry changing their directives on Warming Spells in the barracks, clothing, and food rationing. Working hours were also cut, due to the cold, and the Aurory went through a shakedown. Minister Shaklebolt sent down a new batch of Aurors to replace the ones who had been so corrupt. Hermione had never been happier than to see the back of the bastard, Banes, who had been the worst of the lot arrested with the other younger Aurors who had terrorized the prisoners. Harry wrote her about the uncovering of the corruption and graft that had been occurring behind the scenes. The corruption went to the highest level in the Aurory, all the way to Gawain Robards himself! Harry assured Hermione that Banes, Robards, and Pomfrey would face the Wizengamot for their crimes, as well as any of the younger Aurors who had been participating in the maltreatment of the prisoners, which sadly included Proudfoot, who would face Azkaban all because he couldn't be bothered with bad news!
The firing of Madam Pomfrey from her post as Hogwarts mediwitch was the worst blow of all. Hermione knew she had been involved with the disappearances of food, clothes and potions, but did not want to relish in her downfall. The day she was arrested by the Aurors, she gave a scathing look of hatred to Hermione that sent a shiver down the young woman's spine. Hermione knew then that the mediwitch knew what she had done, and Hermione feared for the retribution to come.
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A Healer from St. Mungo's came to take over Pomfrey's position, and she was a very wise woman. Healer Lucking sensed immediately the respect and preference the prisoners had for Miss Granger. She was their angel, the one person they could trust. Healer Lucking stayed out of the way for the most part and did not interfere with the schedules and patterns Hermione had set. The infirmary ran smoothly under her care, and Healer Lucking told Hermione many times that she was going to make a fine mediwitch one day.
The new Aurors put an end to the graft and corruption, but the damage had been done. There were now only fifty prisoners left. Thankfully, Snape was still with them, and Hermione was sure it was due to her diligence in feeding him and supplying him with extra potions. She started wondering now that the winter was coming to a close, would Harry be able to keep his promise and get Snape out and give him his freedom?
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Latest 25 Reviews for Full of Grace
172 Reviews | 7.05/10 Average
At first I thought it was going to be the same idea like Bookends but it's so diferent! Severus as a prisoner...humiliated, beaten, without a hope until she came. She gave him everything he ever wanted...suport, love and she stood next to him when all was bad. They deserved the happines of being loved and together.
Great story. Thank you!
This is such a beautifully written, heart warming story. Thanks so much for sharing!!
That was an amazing and wonderful story!!!
Response from livvy6 (Author of Full of Grace)
Thank you!Livvy
Loved it!! What a fabulous story ... you captured the desolation and the suffering so well that I was in tears. The hope and love that Severus and Hermione were able to find was so fulfilling.Well written, great pacing ... just wonderful!
Response from livvy6 (Author of Full of Grace)
Thank you! I am so happy you enjoyed it!Livvy
Lovely!!! Really, really beautiful!!! Congratulations =]
Response from livvy6 (Author of Full of Grace)
Thank you! I'm glad you liked it.Livvy
Beautiful wedding night. Beautiful story, thank you for sharing it.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Full of Grace)
I'm glad you enjoyed the fic! Thanks for reviewing!Livvy
So glad to see the corruption coming to an end and it's so good to see Pomfrey face the Wizengamot.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Full of Grace)
Oh, yes. She will get hers!Thanks for reviewing!Livvy
Oh my goodness you would think the boy who lived could shake things up and get this mess cleaned up, what's he waiting on.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Full of Grace)
Well, he has to work through channels. Not a lot of sympathy for the prisoners.Thanks!Livvy
I am so sad to see how corrupt the ministry has become, and I'm especially disgusted by Madam Pomfrey
Response from livvy6 (Author of Full of Grace)
Yes, and it is rather shocking for Hermione as well. She'll get to the bottom of all this though.Thanks for reviewing!Livvy
It looks like Hermione has a fight on her hands, I can't wait to see how she wins this one.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Full of Grace)
I hope you like how she does it!Thanks for reviewing!Livvy
He's back.....................
Response from livvy6 (Author of Full of Grace)
Yup, the man in black is back!Thanks!Livvy
Sorry to hear about Nott.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Full of Grace)
That is an unfortunate part of prisoner mistreatment. Thanks for reviewing,Livvy
Go Hermione Go. Wonderful chapter.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Full of Grace)
Hermione doesn't do anything by half-measures :)Thanks,Livvy
Why is Madam Pomfrey being so awful, times are tough enough without all the hate she's spewing. I love that Severus still has hope after everything he has been through.I knew Hermione would be outraged at the treatment of the prisoners, look how crazy she got over the house elves.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Full of Grace)
Oh, she will. She has to think things out first over what she should do. Yes, it is sad how war changes people.Thanks for reviewing!Livvy
I love this beginning, it has so much potential, I can't wait to see where this goes. I did hate what happened to poor Ron, but it was necessary for the story.I've read "And So It Comes To This" and it is lemony and delicious.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Full of Grace)
I will have to check the other fic out. I LOVE recs! I wanted a different change from the Ron is a jerk and that is why he and Hermione break-up. Realistically, seeing how Ron reacted to on the run camping and his overall, "emotional range of a teaspoon" thing, I felt the loss of Fred and the gore of warfare would be too much for him psychologically.Thanks for reviewing! I hope you enjoy the rest. It was a hard fic - my first HG/SS.Livvy
They are so cute together.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Full of Grace)
I think so :)Thanks!Livvy
i'm sure you have heard this a number of times but this was an extrodinary story you are very talented and i enjoyed your tale so very much it was one of those that once was started could not be stopped until the end and i have read a few of those but not many thank you for the enjoyment vicky
Response from livvy6 (Author of Full of Grace)
I'm so glad you enjoyed it! I remember I was so nervous with it being my first HG/SS fic. Thank you for reviewing!Livvy
I'm only through the 1st chapter but it has been beautifully written. You are a very mature and careful writer. :)I look forward to finishing and reading your otehr stories.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Full of Grace)
Thank you very much! I hope you enjoy this story and some of the others I have posted here.Thanks for reviewing!Livvy
Response from livvy6 (Author of Full of Grace)
Thank you very much! I hope you enjoy this story and some of the others I have posted here.Thanks for reviewing!Livvy
livvy, you are so wonderfully, incredibly...*gasp* words fail me about this story. you write your characters so truly they live right off the pages. thanks so much, you sweetie!
Response from livvy6 (Author of Full of Grace)
Awww, shucks! Thank you so much for your kind words. I am so glad you enjoyed it so much!Livvy
Response from livvy6 (Author of Full of Grace)
Awww, shucks! Thank you so much for your kind words. I am so glad you enjoyed it so much!Livvy
Brilliant, I enjoyed it very much and it helped a lot with the gap between two chapters of "Bookends"...Great work!!!!gab
Response from livvy6 (Author of Full of Grace)
Iam so glad you liked it!! The next chapter of Bookends should be up soon!THanks for reviewing!
Response from livvy6 (Author of Full of Grace)
Iam so glad you liked it!! The next chapter of Bookends should be up soon!THanks for reviewing!
ahh i loved it!!! i cired lol ahh why dont men like the severus you've wriiten love me lmaowell done this was magnicentx
Response from livvy6 (Author of Full of Grace)
I used to say the same thing. Boy, did I have my fair share of horrific men walk in and out of my life *shudder*. Then I met my husband. Seven years we've been together and have had more than our fair share of troubles, but he becomes more dear and lovely to me as each year passes. I never thought I would find someone who would love me so much! You never know where life will take you or who will come into your life unexpectedly!*hugs*Livvy
Response from serenity_potterx (Reviewer)
Ahh, Well your really making me believe true love does exist!!!Glad you have found someone about whom you feel so strongly!!*hugs*Abz
Response from livvy6 (Author of Full of Grace)
I used to say the same thing. Boy, did I have my fair share of horrific men walk in and out of my life *shudder*. Then I met my husband. Seven years we've been together and have had more than our fair share of troubles, but he becomes more dear and lovely to me as each year passes. I never thought I would find someone who would love me so much! You never know where life will take you or who will come into your life unexpectedly!*hugs*Livvy
Response from serenity_potterx (Reviewer)
Ahh, Well your really making me believe true love does exist!!!Glad you have found someone about whom you feel so strongly!!*hugs*Abz
Beautiful!
Response from livvy6 (Author of Full of Grace)
I am so glad you liked it! Thanks for reviewingLivvy
seriously one of the best fics ive ever read!! Ahhh soo romantic it really made me smile. Awsome writting!
Response from livvy6 (Author of Full of Grace)
Thank you so much! I'm so glad you liked it! I had a great time writing this one, my first ever HG/SS fic.Livvy
That was indeed a beautiful beginning. The thing I regretted most was in DH Harry never got to express his newfound feelings to Snape before JKR took him from us.
Response from livvy6 (Author of Full of Grace)
Yes, I agree. I believe Snape really got a raw deal. It would have been very nice to have had that moment between the two.Livvy