Maybe
Chapter 15 of 22
rainfromheavenIn a world of uncertainties, James understands that there is at least one thing—one emotion—that anybody can be sure of.
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Author's Notes: Sorry for the longer wait than usual. I'm afraid I won't be updating as frequently as I used to because I've got a lot of matters to attend to in school ... both academic and extracurricular. I hope this more than makes up for it. Haha. After all, it's longer than I expected it would be, and I didn't even get to include the scene that was supposed to be the final one in this chapter. Oh, well, enough rambling. Enjoy!
Chapter Summary: In a world of uncertainties, James understands that there is at least one thing...one emotion...that anybody can be sure of.
Chapter 15: Maybe
In another lifetime,
It will be forever
In another world where
You and I can be together.
In another set of chances,
I'll take the ones I've missed
And make you mine.
If only for a time.
--- Gary Valenciano (In Another Lifetime) ---
"I enjoyed spending today with you," James told Hermione casually as they climbed the stairs to the Gryffindor tower. The unspoken question hung in the air. Did you too?
"I did as well," Hermione answered, her voice as soft as the clouds she felt she was floating on. James had been so sweet throughout the day, attending to her every whim and now taking the time to escort her back to the common room after dinner. Perfect. So wonderfully perfect. Hermione did not bother asking why he was doing all that he was. To do so would mean that she was questioning his motives, and she didn't want to do anything that could dampen the exciting newness of the relationship she was building with him.
They entered through the portrait hole, and James tossed a bag of sweets from Hogsmeade...which he had bought on their way back into the tunnel at Honeydukes...on the couch. He glanced at Hermione, who was looking expectantly at him and waiting for him to say something. Anything.
For the life of him, he could not. Time stood still as all his senses feasted on the enchantingly beautiful sight in front of him, her features made more radiant by the glow of the candlelight. He gazed at her as he stepped closer, his heart spinning wildly out of control. What was he feeling?
He was so near, Hermione was sure he could hear the nervous fluttering of her heart. She could not tear her eyes away from his, which had taken on a fire she had encountered in him only in her time. A small intake of breath revealed her surprise when he took her right hand, held it up to his lips and kissed it gently, almost reverently. Her voice caught in her throat. Was this really happening?
Equally startled at what he had just done, James almost dropped her hand. Instead, he lowered it carefully and, with his eyes back to normal, said, "I've got to report for my rounds." The slight hoarseness in his voice was the only indication of how intense his feelings were only a moment ago.
Hermione was both electrified by his touch and faintly disappointed at his attempted nonchalance. "Right. Good night then."
James smiled, somewhat relieved that she did not slapped him across the face for allowing himself too much liberty. "Good night." He started to walk away, but turned back after only a few paces. He felt strangely reluctant to be without her. "Are you going to be awake still when I come back?"
A smile tugged at the corners of her lips. "I can be, if you want me to," she responded shyly.
Tenderness swept over him. "No. I'd rather you rest; you must be tired." He started making his way towards the portrait hole, but stopped again and gave in to that urge to have another look at her. What an exquisite picture she painted. "Good night."
"Good night."
"Sweet dreams."
Indeed. "You too, James."
* * * * * * *
"Congratulations, mate," Sirius greeted enthusiastically the moment James took his place at the Gryffindor table. "Sunday morning, and you're already up? That's got to be a record!"
"I just didn't want to miss breakfast," James mumbled sleepily as he reached for a silver platter. "They say it's the most important meal of the day. Besides, it's such a magnificent morning. How could I waste it lounging around in bed?" He grinned lazily as his mind conjured up an image of Hermione the way she was last night. "By the way, is Regina awake?"
Remus looked up from his plate and stifled a wry smile. For all James's talk, he guessed this was the real reason he had roused himself this early. "I don't think so."
Marginally crestfallen, James leaned back in his seat. "Oh."
"Isn't one day of being with her enough?" Sirius asked, making it sound as though Hermione was very bad company.
James blinked. "What?"
"I said, isn't one day of..."
"I didn't mean a could-you-repeat-what-you-said what; I meant a what-do-you-think-you're-saying what!" James interrupted.
Sirius shrugged. "I was under the impression you woke up early just to see her again."
"I did...didn't," James denied, faltering.
Sirius guffawed at James's apparent discomfort. "Don't worry, mate. You can tell us."
"She's very nice after all," Peter said, joining the conversation. "It wouldn't come as a big surprise if you do like her."
I like her?
"It wouldn't?" Sirius repeated, flabbergasted.
The screeching of a flock of owls soaring overhead drowned out Remus' comment on that last remark, and James sat up straighter as a small note landed right in front of him. He wasn't expecting any mail. He snatched it and tore it open impatiently, worried it might contain unwelcome news about his parents.
James, thank you for everything. Regina
A big smile spread over James's face as he sat still for several seconds.
"Who was that from?" Peter asked, looking at the parchment his friend was happily staring at.
"Regina," James said promptly, finally looking up, still smiling. He folded the letter, tucked it into his robes and attacked his food with new gusto.
Sirius was observing him very carefully, trying to detect signs that his theory on James's sudden interest in Regina was correct. Failing, he decided to mention it outright and test his friend's reaction. "Well, Prongs, if you keep Operation Number three hundred and eighty up, I'm sure you'll have Evans saying yes in no time."
James gagged on the cured meat. "What?"
"Is that a could-you-repeat-what-you-said what or a..."
"No, it's a what-the-hell-are-you-talking-about what," James interjected petulantly, rolling his hazel eyes. "Operation Number what? Lily what?"
Peter and Remus both tilted their heads toward them, listening intently. Sirius sighed and explained, "Operation Number three hundred and eighty. We stopped at three hundred and seventy-nine, didn't we? Or have you forgotten how to count?"
"And what exactly is the three hundred and eightieth plan?" James enquired, not understanding.
"Trying to make Evans jealous," Sirius answered simply.
James stared at his best friend for a full minute, letting the impact of his statement sink in, before bursting out laughing. "Wait. So you thought I befriended Regina and spent so much time with her because of Lily? Just because of her?" He laughed harder before gasping, "You're too much, Padfoot."
"Isn't that true?" Sirius demanded stoutly. "I certainly didn't buy any of what you said about getting over Evans. You couldn't have...not that easily. And you know what? I could just see this plan working. I saw Evans and Clarke talking seriously a while ago, their eyes drifting towards us, and I reckoned they were discussing you."
"Pretty big leap for a dog, Sirius," James said, slipping on purpose. He held up one hand to stop him from continuing. "I don't care. Like I said several times over, I'm finished with Evans. You're supposed to be my best friend. I am so hurt you don't believe me," he added, feigning indignation.
"But everything seemed to happen so fast. You and Regina were, in a flash, this tight," Sirius argued, bringing his middle and index fingers together.
Ah. His friends didn't know everything that had happened that night almost one week ago, and even now, James didn't want to tell them. "Is the idea really so difficult to entertain? Regina is quite a character, you know." His expression became gentler at his next words. "She's too special to be used like that."
Remus could not contain his shock any longer. The only instances he heard James talk like that was whenever he spoke of Lily. Sirius was right; everything was happening too fast.
Sirius maintained a look of utmost scepticism. "I suppose you're right," he agreed grudgingly. "It certainly does not make sense trying to spark Evans' jealousy over a very plain girl. She's not even beautiful, and I'm sure you could have chosen a better one."
She's not? Remus, despite his good nature, suddenly felt inclined to throw one hex at Sirius for his indiscretion. He glanced at the doors of the Great Hall to avert his annoyance and saw Hermione stride in. Even from a distance, he could not help but admire the quiet poise with which she moved.
James noticed Remus' line of sight and followed it, pleased where it ended. "Well then, Sirius, I guess I should be happy you don't find her attractive. Saves me some trouble, I daresay." He kept his eyes on her as she approached them from his side on the table. All his confidence, however, evaporated the moment she was standing beside him, looking all fresh and delectable in a light pink cardigan that matched the flush on her cheeks.
"Morning," she greeted with a smile, her eyes locked with his as though he was the only one she could see was worth addressing. He felt his heart race once more.
"Morning," he replied warmly, patting the space beside him in an invitation to sit.
Hermione took the offered spot and smiled at the rest of the Marauders. "Morning."
Remus' heart somewhat lifted at the attention, and he returned the greeting with the same enthusiasm.
James watched Hermione serve herself some food, enjoying the way her locks partially obscured her face and yet wanting to tuck them behind her ear. The storm of emotions that erupted in his chest stunned him. What was happening? Why was he feeling so much for her after only a short span of time? In the first place, what in the name of Merlin was he feeling anyway?
His brain easily supplied the answer. I'm attracted to her. He swallowed hard. Even the notion of being interested in a girl other than Lily Evans was foreign to him. Maybe this is part of that getting over stage, a side effect of being rejected. Your attention latches on to the nearest member of the female population around. The rationalisation sounded harsh and inadequate, even to his ears. He reached out and lightly brushed her slender wrist with the tips of his fingers.
Immediately, she turned to him. The movement caused her scented hair to tease the bridge of his nose. "Yes, James?"
He silently scolded himself for losing control and touching her, but why did she have to notice everything? He adjusted his glasses as he cast his mind around for something credible to say. "I...uh...what was that note about?"
She smiled much to James's astonishment. "Oh, you got that already? I wanted to be here when you opened it." Hermione pursed her lips before continuing. "That little message was the first thing I wrote using the quill you bought for me. I wanted to surprise you."
James definitely wasn't expecting that answer, much less the warmth that engulfed him afterwards. "Well, you did."
"Did you keep it?" Hermione normally wouldn't have dared to hope, but just in case he did, she knew that would mean something. It had to.
James gestured towards his pocket. "Of course. But tell me if you want it framed or anything, and I'll be glad to oblige."
Hermione laughed, thankful that he knew just how to inject some humour into their conversation to keep it from becoming too serious. "That's not necessary."
"I know," James answered earnestly. "Its memory is enough."
* * * * * * *
Lily stared glumly at the parchment in front of her, which was sparsely covered with her Charms notes. In the background, Professor Flitwick was busy rambling about some of the more imaginative spells invented, and while normally Lily would have been listening with rapt attention, she was definitely not in the mood today. Come to think of it, she had not been for several days now...four, to be exact...since she had had that conversation with Alice that Sunday morning.
"I saw James and that new girl yesterday at Hogsmeade," Alice had opened conversationally.
"Uh...huh," she had replied uninterestedly. "I saw them too. I was with you, remember?"
A dreamy expression had crossed Alice's features. "Don't they look so sweet together? I wish Frank was more like James."
"Be careful what you wish for," Lily had retorted, annoyed at where the discussion was going. "If Frank were like James, I don't think you'd want to marry him anymore."
"On the contrary, I would," Alice had corrected. "James seems so stable; he's the one you can run away with, the one who can take care of you for the rest of your life."
Lily could not believe what she was hearing. The level-headed Alice she knew would never get in way over her head, especially not over...ugh...James Potter. "Oh, so now you're one of those giggly girls who worship the ground he walks on?" she had snarled.
Alice had sighed. "You've got to admit, Lil. He is attractive. If he would ever ask me, I'd immediately say yes." She had paused for a heartbeat and added, after surveying her friend intently, "Are you completely sure you don't like him?"
"Of course I'm sure. In fact, I am so confident I would bet my life on it," Lily had snapped. "I've been sure since I was in third year, so why should things be any different now? He certainly is still that same vile, despicable git whose head is so swollen, I'm amazed he can still strut around."
Alice had shrugged, knowing it was pointless to argue with the strong-willed redhead. "Well, I suppose it's better that way especially since he seems to be getting interested in somebody else," she had concluded with obvious relish. She had glanced down at the Gryffindor table; it had been hard to miss James and Regina sitting a little too close to each other to be just friends.
A hot, unfamiliar flame had seared through Lily at her friend's words and at the sight of them together, and even now, it still had not abated. She would never admit it to anyone, but she wanted to hex that stupid Potter senseless for...well, for irritating her this much. And no, she wasn't jealous. Lily Evans would never be jealous of anybody. It was just that the idea that one of her more ardent admirers forgetting and giving up on her so easily bruised a large portion of her ego.
I guess I was right in my initial assessment of him, Lily thought bitterly. I was a mere conquest for him until someone else...someone easier to charm...came along. She scribbled angrily on her parchment. She usually loved being right, so why could she hardly contain her fury?
"Miss Evans, would you like the honour of defining and demonstrating the Protean Charm?" Professor Flitwick requested. His voice, however, sounded dim to her ears.
"Miss Evans?" The slight rise in intonation intruded on Lily's reverie. She looked up and blinked, her mind still in a haze.
"I'm sorry, Professor. Could you repeat that for me?"
"I asked you to define and demonstrate the Protean Charm, Miss Evans," Professor Flitwick reiterated, watching his best student expectantly.
Why in the world does he have to call on me today? Lily wondered irritably. She struggled through the cloudiness in her mind in an attempt to recall what she needed to cast that charm. Her cheeks burned in embarrassment; trust her brain to let her down at this crucial moment. "Uh...sorry, Professor. I...I don't remember."
Professor Flitwick's grey brows rose in surprise, and he paused for a moment before kindly saying, "It's fine, Miss Evans. I'm sure you'll look it up for next time, eh?"
Lily nodded, barely looking up in shame. She shifted slightly in her seat and looked back, wanting to shoot that arrogant Potter daggers. If only looks could kill.
She clenched her fists and gritted her teeth at the view that greeted her. Potter was busy showing that Regina something under his desk, his swollen head intimately bent towards her. It was obvious that he had not been paying attention for some time already and had probably not even noticed that something had happened to her.
Huffing testily, Lily turned to face the front once more, crossing her arms over her chest. Damn him; he didn't care. And neither would she.
* * * * * * *
"I didn't know you could write," James said teasingly as he slid into the couch beside Hermione, who was writing on a parchment, using her knees for support. It was almost nine in the evening, and he had just returned from his rounds. Most students considered Thursday to already be part of the weekend, but his fellow Marauders were still up, cramming the Potions assignment due the next day.
"Must be this new quill," Hermione answered back, melting from the warmth that emanated from him beside her.
"Doesn't look like Potions, huh?"
Hermione grinned at him. "That's only because I've finished mine, and it's there," she said, pointing at the other Marauders, "being copied by your friends."
James laughed, shaking his head in amazement.
"Hey, I'm only using it as a reference material," Sirius said defensively. "I would have done this on my own, had I not been too busy with Snape for the past hour."
James stopped smiling, and his forehead creased with worry. "What happened?"
"Oh, more of the same bull," Sirius answered nastily. "Got too cocky being in Slytherin despite being less than a pureblood and started taunting me about the same old thing. So I hung him upside-down and made him eat slugs, but turned out he was very good at nonverbal spells and managed to hit me with an Engorgement Charm."
"Where?" James asked, looking very concerned.
Sirius looked distinctly uncomfortable while Remus and Peter snickered. "Never mind that," he answered quickly. "My point is we have to exact revenge on that slimeball."
Peter nodded vigorously while Remus sighed. "Thank Merlin there's only one Snape in this world."
"Oh, come on," James said mockingly. "What would we do without Snivellus around?"
"What would we do indeed?" Sirius muttered as though in deep thought. He sat up straighter in an instant, a mischievous gleam in his eye. "Maybe we could make the world a better place."
"How?" Hermione asked interestedly, pleased that Sirius was finally growing up.
Sirius smirked. "Multiple Snapes!"
Peter frowned. "What?"
"Is that a could-you-repeat-what-you-just-said what or a..."
James snorted. He had lost count of the number of times this week that Sirius had made that wisecrack.
"It's a could-you-please-elaborate-what-you-said what," Peter answered, cutting his friend short before he'd had his fun.
Sirius spread his hands out like his previous statement was obvious. "Multiple Snapes," he repeated. "He's such a git; he probably believes himself to be unique. Besides, it'll be a laugh."
"And how will we do that?" Remus asked.
"Wait a minute. Is this another prank?" Hermione demanded. To think I was so naïve to believe he had finally stopped stooping down to Snape's level.
"I thought you said she was smart," Sirius told Remus.
Hermione bristled, but before she could give Sirius a piece of her mind, James put a restraining hand on her and warningly said, "Sirius, that's enough."
Sirius raised his eyebrows and snorted, but he didn't say anything else about it. It had always been like that between the two of them. James was the only one he would listen to whenever he told him to stop whatever he was doing, and in turn, it was the same with him. He returned to the topic at hand. "Polyjuice Potion," he drawled, savouring the words. "You see, quite coincidentally, I had managed to cut off a large chunk of Snivellus' hair in DADA today."
"Eew, yuck," Peter said with a shudder. "You actually touched his hair?"
Sirius glared at Peter. "I am a wizard," he emphasised. "I don't need to lay my hands on such filth to get what I want."
"What did you do it for anyway?" James asked. It wasn't like Sirius to carefully think over a prank before setting out to do it.
Sirius shrugged. "On impulse. Thought it might come in handy someday." He withdrew a medium-sized glass bottle from his robes and showed it to his friends. "Doesn't it reek of oil and potential? And don't we have quite enough of the potion left from last time, enough for an hour dosage for all Slytherins?"
Hermione could not help but shake her head in amusement as she stifled a smile. The boy was creative, that she could grant.
James let out a low whistle, allowing his mind to picture the scenario. "So how do we slip it into their drinks?"
"Well, I haven't figured it out that far yet," Sirius admitted. "But I was thinking we could go into the kitchen and slip it into the Slytherin table's punch bowl. We could always ask the house-elves to help us."
"That sounds doable," Peter agreed. "But I think Prongs should talk to the house-elves himself."
"Thanks for volunteering me," James replied sarcastically. "Why me all of a sudden?"
Peter shrugged. "The house-elves love you. They wouldn't say no to you."
Hermione laughed. "I didn't know your charm went that far," she ribbed.
James smiled, now feeling a little embarrassed. "Maybe you should come with us too. It never hurts to have a girl around."
"And here I thought you wanted to be with me!" Hermione reacted, faking outrage.
I do. The thought came unbidden to James, and he was so relieved he had not spoken it out loud. "There are male house-elves too, you know," he joked instead, making her laugh once more.
Sirius rolled his eyes impatiently. "Do I need to send for some champagne?" At James and Hermione's questioning looks, he harrumphed and said, "Never mind."
"When do we do this prank?" Remus asked.
Sirius looked around the common room first before answering, his voice a notch lower. "Why not tonight? Most of the students are asleep anyway. As for the staff...well, we can use the cloak and the map."
"Sounds fine with me," James said and then turned to Hermione. "Are you with us?"
"Literally, I am," she answered hesitantly. "But as for this trick..."
"We can get you some hot chocolate later downstairs to calm your nerves," James reassured.
Hermione still did not look convinced. "Do you think this is okay?"
Sirius hooted. "You're asking James? Of course it's freaking okay!"
James grinned boyishly and messed his hair up. "Sirius is right. It is perfectly fine with me."
"I guess I'll have to trust your judgment then," Hermione said. "I'm in."
"Terrific," James said, squeezing her hand.
Sirius instructed Peter to retrieve the bottles of Polyjuice Potion they'd stored in their dormitory with Remus offering to help him. Once they had lugged the containers downstairs, along with the cloak and map, the five of them set about splitting the hairs and adding them in correct proportions to the volume of the potion within each bottle. The entire process took them only half an hour, and at exactly ten o'clock, they were ready to go.
"I don't think we'll all fit under the cloak," Remus commented. The truth was that he didn't want any part in this plan, not because he didn't feel like playing the joke on Severus, but because he simply wasn't in the mood. Whether it was still due to James and Hermione's extant closeness or to some other reason, he didn't know. He was pretty certain, however, that his resentfulness over the matter had somewhat faded. Time really had some power over such wounds.
"Yeah, that was what I was thinking too," Sirius said. "Well, obviously I have to go. James too, of course."
"And Regina as well," James added quickly, pretending not to notice his best friend's grimace.
"Fine," Sirius said dismissively. "There's room for another. Peter?"
"I'll go, if it's okay for Remus to be alone here." One swift from nod from him confirmed his approval.
James unfolded the Invisibility Cloak and showed it to Hermione. "This is an Invisibility Cloak," he explained, unmindful of the fact that she already knew what it was. "It's been handed down in my family for generations." He reached for the map and unfurled it as well, having every intention of also disclosing its existence.
Hermione heard warning bells sound off in her brain, and her eyes widened in apprehension. Before she could protest, James had already tapped it with wand, muttering, "I solemnly swear..."
"Could I do that myself?" Hermione interrupted, hoping her voice did not betray her worry.
James blinked, startled. "Sure," he said, handing it to her. "Do you know what it is?"
"A map?"
All of the Marauders' eyes were as round as saucers. "How could you possibly know that!" Peter exclaimed.
Hermione shrugged. "Didn't Sirius say we were going to use the cloak and the map?" she repeated, relieved that he had earlier given away their secret. "I've seen the cloak; obviously this parchment's the map." She really was getting good at worming her way out of tight situations.
"Oh." Peter looked abashed at her explanation. "Right."
She smiled kindly at him, fished for the wand in her pocket and tapped the map. "What am I supposed to say?" Hermione remembered to ask.
"I solemnly swear that I am up to no good," James said.
"I solemnly swear that I am up to no good!" Hermione exclaimed, touching the map with a practiced hand. As she had known it would, lines outlining the interior of Hogwarts formed, along with bubbles that contained each of its occupants' name. Her eyes sought out the Gryffindor common room, and she saw, much to her consternation, her name along with the Marauders'. Hermione Granger, she read inside her head. She felt as though it had been so long since she last used it, and she was almost afraid she had forgotten her real identity. Hermione Granger. Seeing it reminded her of whom she really was.
Realising that the four boys were awaiting her reaction, she hastily rearranged her features into that of awe. "Wow," she breathed. She traced her finger along the secret passages that were on the map and said, "How did you manage to discover all these?"
Peter was grinning from ear to ear. "Oh, we did a lot of exploring," he said. "I reckon nobody else knows Hogwarts as much as we do."
"We're wasting time," Sirius informed them. He took the cloak from James and motioned for the others to go under it. He was about to retrieve the map from Hermione as well, but she refused to give it to him.
"Could I just hold on to this?" she requested. "I promise I'll be on the lookout."
Sirius shrugged. "Okay. I'm sure you'll do an excellent job anyway." He had not exactly meant it as a compliment, but he hoped she saw it that way, or James would be on his case once more.
When the four of them were set, Peter looked one more time at Remus, who looked peculiarly forlorn. "Are you sure you're going to be fine?"
Remus nodded. "Go ahead. I'll be waiting here." With the faintest of smiles, he added, "I'll tell the Fat Lady to wait for you."
The four of them climbed out of the portrait hole and trudged their way down to the kitchens, stopping occasionally to allow Hermione to check if anybody was within the vicinity. As soon as they reached the door to the kitchens, James, being the tallest among them, tickled the pear that hung high above. The door opened, and the soft melody of chimes welcomed them as they stepped inside.
A multitude of wide, orb-like eyes were staring in their direction, some of them fearful. Sirius realised that they were still under the cloak and pulled it off them, causing the house-elves to gasp. Some had even scurried under the tables to hide. Sirius nudged James in the ribs.
James stepped forward, causing the house-elves to take one step backward. "Hello," he said uncertainly.
It took several moments before one of them spoke. "Mr. Potter!"
James smiled disarmingly at the female house-elf. "Hello, Tinky," he greeted, remembering her name in the nick of time. "How have you been?"
"Well enough, sir," Tinky answered in the same high-pitched voice. Her eyes shifted to his companions. "Ah! Where's gentle Mr. Lupin? And who is the girl?"
Hermione, who had always been fond of house-elves, approached Tinky and offered her hand. "Regina. My name's Regina."
Tinky's eyes widened even more, suddenly looking watery. "Mr. Potter's friends are as great as he is!"
James turned to her, admiring how easily she had gained Tinky's respect. He met her eyes and gave her a smile, which she returned.
The house-elf shook Hermione's hand, her own trembling, and then shifted her attention back to James. "What can we do for you, sir?"
He could have lied, but James didn't want to. As simply as possible, he explained their reason for going there so late in the night.
"Slytherin's punch bowl, eh? Where we prepare their morning pumpkin juice?" Tinky repeated with a knowing look. As a servant of Hogwarts, she shouldn't be taking any sides, but she had always had maternal affection for these Gryffindors. She discreetly pointed a bony finger towards one at the far end, hoping her fellow tattletale house-elves would not see. "There, there," she whispered. "See the one laced with green leaves?"
James smiled down gratefully at her. "Thanks a lot, Tinky." He glanced at Sirius and Peter and nodded his assent, and the two of them sauntered over to where the bowl was. Hermione remained by his side, staring at the clock that hung on the wall. She was wary of how long they were roaming the school out of hours.
"That is nothing, sir," Tinky said. "Is there anything else?"
"I'd like two cups of hot chocolate, if it isn't any trouble," James replied.
Tinky shook her bald head vehemently. "Oh, no, sir! No, not at all." At once, she scurried about preparing James's request. She had to make sure it was going to be the best hot chocolate he had ever tasted!
While she was doing so, James was observing Peter and Sirius from afar as they emptied the bottles of potion into the prepared drink. From its original orange colour, it had turned into a garish shade of brown. He frowned, hoping Sirius would remember to perform a simple Concealing Charm on it. He was not disappointed.
"There you go, Mr. Potter," Tinky said, handing him two cups of hot chocolate on a silver tray just as Sirius and Peter walked towards them. James thanked her and tapped Hermione on the shoulder, who was still gazing at the clock.
She started, her face lighting up when she saw the drink he was offering. "Thanks." Hermione brought it to her nose and inhaled the sweet aroma; she could almost taste its strong flavour. "Thanks, Tinky. It looks delicious."
"Miss Regina is too kind," Tinky said, bowing.
"I am very grateful for your assistance tonight, Tinky," James said when Sirius and Peter reached them.
"Don't mention it, sir. I love having you and your friends down here especially since it has been awhile. Maybe Mr. Lupin could make it next time?" Tinky said hopefully, peering up at him.
"I'll tell him that; don't worry. Good night!" he said, glancing and waving at the other house-elves as well.
They sailed out the door, which automatically closed behind them, and fit themselves under the cloak. James took Hermione's cup from her so she could hold the map better. Their precautions served them well because they were able to manoeuvre their route so that they could avoid Filch lurking around a corridor.
"Password?" the Fat Lady asked listlessly when they had successfully woken her up.
"Canis Major," Sirius answered. The door swung open at once, and they all entered it, finding Remus with a book.
He looked up at them in surprise and then at the clock. "That was fast."
"We practically had no trouble with the house-elves," Peter explained.
"Yeah, James was as charming as usual," Sirius cracked, flopping down on the couch next to Remus.
"Shut up," James muttered, setting the two cups of hot chocolate down on the glass centre table. He took his seat on an armchair, and Hermione did on one opposite his.
Remus raised his eyebrows. "So you went ahead with the hot chocolate plan?" he enquired wryly.
James shrugged. "Kind of, but we told the house-elves the truth. By the way, Tinky asked for you."
"She misses you," Sirius said in a false, sweet voice, causing all of them to laugh.
Remus shook his head in amusement. "Well, it seems like my powers of attraction can only get as far," he joked, wondering if there wasn't any bitterness underlying his words. "I'm tired," he announced before anybody could react. "I'm going to bed."
"I am, too," Sirius said, yawning and stretching his arms over his head as he stood up. "Good night."
Peter jumped up as well, taking his friends' lead. On the foot of the stairs, however, he glanced back at James and Hermione, who had remained seated. "Aren't you going yet?"
"We'll just have a nightcap, Wormtail," James said. "Night."
Peter smiled meaningfully at James. "Have fun. Good night." His eyes flicked over to Regina. "Night, Regina."
James waited until the sound of Peter's footsteps had disappeared before turning to Hermione. His fingers were suddenly clammy at the realisation that they were alone again. "Well, I guess we should drink this before it gets really cold."
Hermione smiled. "I suppose we should." She stood up and sat on the long couch that had been previously occupied, the one that was nearer her cup of chocolate and well, the one also closer to James. She lifted her cup to her lips and tasted it, closing her eyes briefly at its satisfying taste. "Mmm. This is incredible." She put it down and looked at James. "You know, I was really impressed with what you did down there."
"With what exactly?" He grinned at her. "Come on, you can tell me. I've heard it all before."
Hermione rolled her eyes at him before laughing. "You arrogant jerk."
"Just last Sunday you told me I was sweet," James protested.
"Things change," Hermione said smugly.
James shrugged. "They should. The world would be in a sorry state if they did not." He took another sip of chocolate and said, "By the way, a lot of things have been happening that I've neglected asking you how you're finding Hogwarts so far." Hermione made a face, and he added, "I know, I know. It's kind of late, but well..."
"I've never felt more at home," Hermione answered truthfully. She couldn't very well say that he was the reason, so she explained, "The subjects are challenging, the people are warm..."
"Sirius is warm?"
Hermione laughed. "Not really, but you more than make up for it. Thanks for sticking up for me a while ago."
James self-consciously pushed his glasses up his nose. "It was no trouble. He does get out of hand sometimes." At her arched eyebrows, he grinned and amended, "Well, okay. Maybe most of the time. But he's a great guy, really."
"Most girls in this school think so anyway," Hermione said. She had noticed that in the weeks she had spent at Hogwarts. She reached into her pocket and pulled out the map, which was still open for anyone to read. "How do I turn this blank?"
"Just tap it and say mischief managed," James said, watching her as she followed his instructions and handed it back to him.
"You sure do have a lot of tricks up your sleeve," Hermione noted, thinking of the cloak and the map.
James smirked. "We have a lot more than that, you know," he said. "I'll reveal them to you in time."
"Oh, I am just dying of suspense," Hermione replied drolly. She gestured towards their drinks. "We've been neglecting Tinky's concoction."
"I'd rather talk to you," James responded instinctively, causing Hermione to stop in the middle of raising her cup for another gulp. "I mean...well...you are remarkably easy to talk to, Regina."
Hermione drained half of her cup before answering, her face slightly pink. "Thanks. I'd like to think you really mean that."
"I do," James confirmed, his voice lower than usual. She didn't say anything and started playing with her fingers. "Hey," he said.
She looked up at him, nervously awaiting his next words. "Yes, James?"
The breathy way she said his name distracted him from what he was supposed to say. Merlin, it stirred feelings of longing inside him. He licked his suddenly dry lips. "I like the way you say my name," he said instead, his voice tinged with wonder.
Hermione continued staring at him, her calm exterior belying the storm of emotions raging inside her. Her heart was pounding so fast she thought it might explode.
James bit his lip hard enough to draw blood. "I'm sorry," James apologised. "I am making you uncomfortable, am I not?"
She smiled faintly, not knowing how to answer. "I guess we should say goodnight then."
James swallowed hard. "Right." He drained the last from his cup and stood up. Hermione followed suit, and he accompanied her to the foot of the stairs to the girls' dormitory. They were standing too close to each other, and he could almost see the way each of her lashes curved, the gentle slope of her nose, her flushed cheeks... He was reminded of that moment between them last Sunday, and he wanted so badly to tenderly cup her face and kiss her. But he steeled himself against his impulse; he did not have any right to do what he desired. The words he'd spoken to Sirius came back. She is too special. And at that place and time, he vowed to himself that he was going to do everything right with her.
"Good night, Regina."
Even without them touching, Hermione could feel the electricity between them. She could see the passion in his eyes and couldn't believe it was finally directed at her. "Good night, James." I love you.
James watched her climb up the stairs, committing everything about her to memory. Before she disappeared into her dormitory, she turned back and smiled at him, her curls billowing behind her. He smiled, and long after she had gone, he was still standing there, still smiling.
It was truly a wonderful world.
Author's Notes: Just wanted to say that in this chapter, Lily believes that it's James getting over her that makes her want to bite his head off. She doesn't want to acknowledge that she does like James, even just a little. I know a lot of you hate Lily now, but I assure you, you're going to hate everybody in this story at least once. Haha. After all, nobody is purely good or bad. In real life, that's what makes judging morality so difficult. :)
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I'm so glad that you updated again! And so curious how you are going to solve their predicament! Actually caught myself hoping that Hermione and James will end up together, but given history, it's not very likely. Harry (or Ron) makes a poor substitute to your James in my eyes. Never read this pairing before, but it's really good. If Hermione is to lose James, will she have at least Remus or Severus? And will they have at least a few more lemons together...? Don't worry, I'll stick with this - just don't abandon it pls! I think this story deserves many more reviews than it got so far.
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
Hello! I'm relieved to have finished another chapter as well. :P Oh, so you're hoping that it will be Hermione and James in the end? I love it when readers take sides, haha. :) And I'm glad to know you like my James and that you like this pairing (or maybe even how I write it, haha). Hmm. I don't know about Severus, since I've not written much of him in this story. James and Hermione lemons? Haha we shall see. I suppose I might include a scene, but it will only be included in some sites that permit it (like here, maybe, haha). Thank you for telling me you'll stick with this! Don't worry, I wouldn't dream of abandoning this, seeing as I've already written out the ending. Thanks so much for reading and reviewing! :D
Response from HannahSmith (Reviewer)
The fact that I like this pairing, has everything to do with how you write it! James is a very sexy guy here. Please give us a lemon...
ditto! thanks so much for the update! i don't mind the pace as long as you can guarantee us an ending at some point, haha!
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
Thank you as well for continuing to read this story. It will end, don't worry. I've actually written out the ending, and I can't wait to get there, but I must be patient and flesh the details out. :) Thanks for reviewing!
What do I think? I think it is great! More please?
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
Thank you! :) I'm having difficulties with the next chapter, so I don't think it will be up anytime soon. But thanks so much for reading and for reviewing! :D
I just found this story and have only read through chapter two. I thought I would drop you a note to say I really like it. I have never read a Hermione James fic before. I find your story fascinating so far. I am anxious to read on. I just wanted to offer some encouragement and say I like your writing and plan to continue reading the story. I have it saved as a favorite.
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
Oh, wow. I don't know what to say, except that I'm glad you gave this a chance and that you liked this thus far. :) Thanks, thanks!
Very nice.
I liked Hermione's gift and that Sirius is finally thawing to the idea of Hermione with James. Her using the one expensive thing she owned to get him something was very like her, but setting the year-turner loose on the market wasn't a very smart move on her part. I mean, what if Voldemort or another bad guy gets a hold of it?
Adding the Mirror of Erised, and having James run to get Sirius (the same way Harry had run to get Ron) was a nice touch. I especially liked that they were smart enough to figure out how it worked on their own.
Will be looking forward to the next update!
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
Thank you! :) Sirius, in the first place, was just looking out for James. I think he just wanted to be sure that Hermione will be good for his best mate. In the future chapters, Sirius' attitude towards Hermione will play an important part. :)
As for selling the Time-Turner, well... I guess this won't spoil the story, but I had thought that since the store owner already wore it around her neck, she doesn't have any plans of selling it. Butyeah, what if it was taken by force...? Hmm. Very good point. That is definitely a loophole in the plot.
The Mirror of Erised is probably one of my most favourite magical objects, so I just had to put it in. That bit about it being similar to boggarts and showing something unique to each individual (and showing only something to two people if they have the same desires) will be important later on, like two chapters from now. Haha. :)
Thanks for reading, and happy new year!
I didn't think this chapter was boring. You have to keep building their relationship to a point where it is ingrained into them. That's why they could feel something for and about each other in the early chapters. I wish she didn't have to go back to the future so quickly though.
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
Wow, thank you! :) I'm glad to know you see the same way I do. As for your request, I don't it'll be that soon anyway. Haha. :D
Another nice chapter but after reading it three times I am ready for the next one. Is it coming any time soon??
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
Hi there. Sorry for the very long delay. I hope to have it done in two weeks. It's just that the sem's ending, and my professors are switching into high gear. Add that to the fact that my laptop crashed! Argh. Haha. I apologise again for keeping you waiting, but hopefully you won't be disappointed when it's up. :)
Nice chapter. I was waiting for Hermione to just grab James and snog him senseless!! But noooo you have to make me wait and wait. :( Is Sirius gonna lighten up on her at all in the future??
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
Hahaha. Hermione snogging James senseless will have to wait until next chapter, I'm afraid it will have to wait until next chapter. ;)Yes, of course. Sirius is a really nice guy; it's just that he doesn't like a girl tagging around with their group, you know? But I have prepared a scene in which he really, really talks about Hermione. :)Thanks for reviewing!
Things are moving forward for James and Harmione will finally get her wish. Sirius is still the mischievious marauder and also witty. Update soon.
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
Yup, Hemrione will soon be very happy, but.... LOL. Haha. I hope I did not overdo Sirius. :) Thanks for reviewing! :)
Awww, my heart goes out to James. Lily will realize what she is missing once James finally moves on. Maybe this is a way for Harmione to be with James after all, she is so in love with him. Update soon.
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
Yup, I guess that's what would happen next. LOL. Just kididng. Maybe. We'll see. :) Thank you for the review! :)
Wow. It seems like Harmione is having second thoughts, but I don't think she will give up just yet. I wonder what length will she go to have James for herself. I believe Dumbledore being wise as he is will eventually find out why Harmione is there.
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
:)
You make me smile with your predictions. Haha. :) You were right in saying that Hermione wouldn't give up just yet, but remember, there is only so much she can do. As for Dumbledore... well.. He's not bound to find out anytime soon. :)
Thanks for taking time out to review!:)
Ahh...so Dumbledore saw them together, huh? Wouldn't it be something if he decided to call them on it and even threaten to blackmail them by swearing he would tell Harry and Lily if they didn't confess? But just the same, I mean, really...Harry's so-called girlfriend cheating on him with his own father?? Oh, is something ever going to hit the fan when all this comes out!
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
Like I said, Dumbledore is going to play an important role in the story, only it's not going to be evident in like... maybe the first ten chapters or so. But he is going to make a decision on James's behalf later on, something he might come to regret, which will explain why he's letting the two of them (James and Hermione) get on with it for the moment.So there. As for Hermione being with James... well, if some other fans think she could be with Snape, why not with James? LOL. I think Hermione is the type of girl who likes stability, and more often than not such stability can be found in older men, especially if they are in a position of power.Yes, there really is going to be trouble. But if you're expecting something like ... a scandalous confrontation, maybe, I don't think it will be there.Again, thanks for the review! :)
Quite well done, at least so far. The only problem I can see now is that both Harry and Lily are suspicious. Hate to think what's likely to happen if they should catch Hermione and James together at some point...especially in a compromising position! Even at that, I'd like to be a fly on the wall (so to speak) when and if there's an actual confrontation between all concerned.
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
Thank you for saying that it's uh... quite well done. I was concerned that to most people the story didn't make much sense (at least at this point). I don't think I'll let either Harry or Lily catch the two of them together anytime soon. In any case, I wouldn't want it to be ... you know ... when they're in bed together (I'm debating with myself if I should actually include that later) or something. But thanks for being so interested in what their reactions are going to be like! ;)Thank you too, for taking time out to review. :)
I love this story. I'm addicted! I can't wait to read more!!!
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
Thanks for taking time out to review, even if it really is long. I was afraid this chapter would bore everyone to death. ;) I think I'll get Chapter 8 done (hopefully) by next week. My professors are just so heartless. Haha.
This chapter is interesting. Harmione being in love with James Potter while he is married to Lily. Also the bar scene. I hope that nothing dreadful happens to James. Update soon. I will continue to keep watch for this story.
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
There is actually a lot more to it than meets the eye. I am trying desperately to update soon but schoolork won't let me. Sigh. At least I've finished half of Chapter 7, so hopefully it won't be long before it's up.Thanks for the review! :)
I love this story! It's getting very interesting. Can't wait to see what happens next.
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
Wow! Thanks for consistently reviewing the chapters. :) I really, really appreciate it.
Ok, I get that this is an AU, but there are some basic facts in canon that you ...misplaced. Honeydukes and Zonko's (that you mentioned in the first chapter) are not in Diagon Alley. Also, Floo Powder is not swallowed. According to the Lexicon (as I do not have the books handy right now), "The powder is thrown into the flames, which burst up emerald green. To travel, a witch or wizard steps into the flames and states her or his destination (another fireplace on the Floo Network)."Now that that is out of the way... I absolutely love this story! I think that you've definitely come up with an interesting, original AU, that is a good read. There is an unspoken past/future between James and Hermione that implies that she is someone from his past. I do wonder if this will involve time travel or something of the like. I'm not particularly fond of Harry and Hermione, but you've done a good job of keeping the Trio fairly in character, enought that is still works. I adore how you've characterized Lily. Keep up the good work. By the way, do you have a beta?
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
Haha! I also wondered why no one brought my attention to the fact that Honeydukes and Zonko's are not in Diagon Alley but are in Hogsmeade. I realized my mistake only when I was writing the sixth chapter of this story. I also checked out how to use Floo powder, and you're absolutely correct. I suppose the reason why I thought the powder is swallowed is because the idea that Harry choked on his first try [CoS] stuck in my mind. Hehe. Rest assured, I will change the chapter to suit those canon details. Thanks again for pointing those out! :)Thank you too, for the favorable remarks you've made on the characterization and plot. The story will involve "time travel or something of the like" but I won't say anything more just now. As for a beta, I have been looking for ages, and now I finally found one! Cheers! :) The beta I've emailed just replied tonight and told me she would be happy to help me with the story. But I guess I should modify the chapters first before I send those to her.Anyway, thanks for giving a quite comprehensive critique! I really, really appreciate it. :)
Response from Delayed Poet (Reviewer)
Oh you're absolutely welcome! If the story itself hadn't been a wonderful read otherwise, I wouldn't have bothered, but this was too good to just walk away from! I'm so glad you've found a beta, they're really wonderful because they'll catch things you never would simply because you wrote it! Harry choked on the Floo powder because he wasn't prepared for the smoke it caused when dropped. *shrug* I do think that's why, anyway.I can't wait to read the next chapter, though! Teehee, I went over to fanfiction.net just to read the fifth chapter!Happy Writing!
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
You did? That's so sweet of you! :) What did you think of it?
Response from Delayed Poet (Reviewer)
Yes, I did... I honestly don't remember... Real life has pushed my favored life right out of my mind, if you know what I mean! I'll probably read it again when you post it here, though....
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
Whoa. I'm worried. That might mean it did not leave much of an impact on you. Hehe.
Response from Delayed Poet (Reviewer)
Oh! No, no, no.... It wasn't that I didn't remember the story, it was that I didn't remember that chapter in particular! lol.... I love this story and I can't wait for more!
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
Chapter 5 has been validated on this site. :) Hope you check it out!
I can't wait for more!!! I really like this story, and the Hermione/James pairing. What happened in their past??? I need to know! hehe.
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
Hi! Sorry for the late response. Thanks for reviewing. :) Chapter 4 has already been validated. Hope you look it up. As for what happened in their past, well that's coming up real soon. Thanks again! :)
Love it!! Please keep updating :)
I loved this hot chocolate chapter. Hermione and James are now my second favourite pairing, in large thanks to you. I can't wait to see how you develope their relationship. I'm just worried about James should Hermione go back to her time. I'm glad this site lets you know when a story is updated or I would be checking everyday.
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
Hi! Sorry for the late response, but I'm glad you loved this chapter. ;) Oh, yeah, James. Haha. Well, we'll just have to see about that. ;)
This was a good chapter. Never apologize for prolonging Hermione and James relationship, the more you give their relationship time to develop the more it makes your story realistic.
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
Well, I only apologised because some people were getting impatient about this. Haha. Glad you enjoyed this anyway. Thanks for reviewing! :)
I know it hurted Sirius not to hex Snape especially when he made a comment about his family; and it baffled Snape that Sirius did not respond like he thought Sirius would. And Hermione's name being seen on the map would leave a whole lot of questions for the Mauranders to ask her. I wonder how Harmione will take it? Update soon.
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
Yes, I agree. Sirius normally would have wanted to curse Snape senseless. Ah, and of course, the map. Everybody reacts about the map. Haha. But its initial appearance is a mere prelude to it's next (and more explosive, maybe) appearance. In this chapter, I just wanted to show that it was Peter who first heard of Hermione. :)Anyway, thanks for the review!
I loved that ending. I was waiting for that map to make an appearance. I think your characterizations of MWPP are spot on. Looking forward to your next chapter.
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
Thanks. Haha. But I'm afraid the mention of the map is a mere prelude to its more important appearance later on. LOL. Thanks for the review! :)
I've just found this story today and decided to read it even though it is not complete yet. I hate being left hanging and waiting for an update so I hope it won't be too long from now. I see that it is posted on other sites as well with only two of them this far. I am a Hermione fan and will read her with almost anyone...except Ron(major squick there for me) but I have only read a couple with her and James. This story has a lot of promise and no I am not confused at all but obviously certain people know more than others. I can wait to see how you will pull everything together as this goes on.
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
Thanks for giving it a chance! :) Don't worry, I update as soon as possible, almost once every week. And yes, it's posted on other sites as well. Thanks for saying it has a lot of promise (it made me smile, haha), and yup, you're right, some secrets have yet to be revealed. Hope you continue looking out for it. :)Oh, and thanks for taking time to review! :)
I love this story!!!!! I'm so happy you updated! Can't wait for more!
Response from rainfromheaven (Author of Never All Together)
Thanks! :) It'll be soon; I've already finished the next two chapters, but I'm still looking over them again to see if I've missed putting something that might be of great importance later. There. Thanks for taking time once more to review! :)