Chapter 16
Chapter 16 of 17
nogod1215After nearly being killed by her husband, Hermione returns to Hogwarts. (Ultimately a SS/HG, but starts out a little different.)**NOW COMPLETE**
ReviewedDISCLAIMER::: Everything you recognize belongs to JK Rowling and Warner Bros. I just love them so much I wanted to play with them a little.
Summary::: Hermione is at St. Mungo's.
New Beginnings
Chapter Sixteen
Harry walked into the small hospital room carrying two cups of tea. Seating himself in the chair next to Severus, he passed one cup to the dark man and turned to look sadly at the unconscious form of his best friend. It had been nearly a month since they had rescued Hermione from Ron, and she had regained consciousness only twice, but just for a few moments each time.
"Has she woken up today?" Harry whispered to Severus.
"No, she was restless earlier this morning, but did not awaken," Severus replied.
"You should get some sleep. She wouldn't want you to make yourself sick worrying over her."
"My health is of little importance. I want to be here when she wakes."
Harry eyed Severus for several long minutes before asking, "How long?"
"How long what, Mr. Potter-Malfoy?" Severus responded with a scowl.
"How long, Professor, have you been in love with my best friend?"
"Love is for women and sentimental old fools, and I do not subscribe to it," Severus countered. "However, if you would like to know how long I have admired Hermione, then my answer would be since you were both in your sixth year."
"Sixth year, eh? Well, as she was of legal age at that time, why didn't make a move on her then?" Harry asked, working out the timing in his head.
"It would hardly have been appropriate. She was my student, plus there was a war going on, I was leading two lives, and she was enamored of Mr. Weasley," Severus said, almost wistfully.
"Yeah, and we all know how well that turned out, don't we?" Harry responded sourly before he stood and left the room.
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"Minerva, I am sorry, but I simply will not return to Hogwarts until she is awake. If the Board of Governors has a problem with that, then I will tender my resignation here and now."
"Now, Severus, I don't think it will come to that. You stay there and take care of our girl," Minerva said with a smile. "I will deal with the Governors."
Minerva winked at Severus, and her head disappeared as she ended the Floo call.
Turning on his heel and walking briskly down the hallway to Hermione's room, Severus idly wondered how long it would take for the boils Minerva was sure to hex Dharma Talon, head of the Board of Governors, with to heal. Entering and crossing the room, he looked down onto Hermione's face and sighed as he seated himself.
He had occupied the same chair day and night for the last six weeks, and his arse was starting to protest every time he came within a foot of the dratted thing. Picking up Hermione's hand he held it in both of his. Bringing it to his lips, he kissed it gently, and leaned his face against it.
"Please, Hermione, please wake up. I miss you so much." Severus sighed deeply, and continued, "I miss you. I need you to be all right. I... I love you."
Hermione's hand twitched, and Severus' head shot up. Looking at her face, he saw her eyes slowly flutter open. She looked up at Severus and opened her mouth to speak.
"Angel! Am I in heaven?" she asked, her voice barely a whisper.
"No, this is not heaven," he whispered, pushing a lock of hair off her forehead. "Sshhh, Hermione, do not try to speak."
A tear slipped from her eye, and Severus gently brushed it away with the pad of one callused thumb.
"Sev... Severus? Is that you?"
"Yes, my dear, it is I," he whispered, his voice raw with emotion.
"Is... is he dead? Did they kill him?" Hermione asked. Then choking, she asked, "Can he hurt me anymore?"
"Hush now, no, he can never hurt you again. I will explain everything, but first we need to get a Healer to look at you."
As if summoned by the mere thought of her, Healer Valencia entered the room.
"Hermione, it is about time you woke up. I have missed our talks and wondered when we would have another one." Waving her wand over Hermione's small form, she tsk-ed. "Well, other than being in great need of a nutritious meal, I see nothing in your scans to worry about."
Turning to Severus, the witch waved her wand again and frowned.
"You on the other hand, sir, need sleep as well as food."
Turning back to Hermione, she said, "If you had slept much longer, I was going to be forced to dose him with a sleeping draught. It just isn't healthy to only nap on and off for six weeks. But, now that you are back with us, maybe you can find a way to get him to sleep," she said with a wink. With that, she spun on her heel, glaring at Severus as she swept from the room.
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A week after Hermione awoke, she was sitting in her bed eating yet another tasteless meal of hospital food, when there was a knock at her door.
"Come in," she called, curious who would be calling on her who would bother to knock.
She nearly choked as visions of red hair and cold blue eyes swam across her vision.
"Oh, gods, no," she gasped before a dark figure pushed his way to the front of the mass of red hair and rushed to her side.
"Hermione, it's all right," he murmured in a soothing tone, brushing his fingertips across her cheek to get her attention focused on him. "Do you remember when I told you that Ron could never hurt you again? I told you I would explain everything, and now I shall, but Arthur, Bill, and Charlie insisted that they be here to fill in any blanks you may need filled."
Having lost her appetite, she pushed her food tray way. "Okay, Severus, let's get this over with," she said, her eyes never leaving his face.
Severus sank into his chair and sighed, "The rest of you might as well sit also, for this could take awhile."
Waving his wand, Arthur conjured chairs for himself and his sons.
With a deep breath, Severus began, "After we found you, Harry brought you here to St. Mungo's. Draco and the twins went to the Ministry to fetch the Aurors while the four of us stayed behind to guard Ron and Molly from escape. They had all been gone about twenty minutes when Molly awoke. She flung herself at Arthur, and he was so caught off guard by her physically attacking him that she managed to take his wand from him. She sent a Stunner at Charlie, as he was closest to Ron, and then cast 'ENERVATE' on Ron to wake him. When he woke, he grabbed Charlie's wand and started flinging curses at Bill and Arthur. I was trying to get Molly back under control, but she had developed fast reflexes during the war, and was dodging my own Stunners quite well. Ron had hit Arthur with a Binding Hex, and was trying to Stun Bill when Molly hit me with a Slicing Hex to my left side." He held up a hand to stall Hermione's interruptions.
"I assure you I am quite well," he continued. "It was only a flesh wound and was healed quite easily. But the result was I hit the ground. When I looked over to see how Bill was fairing, Ron standing over him, wand pointed at his brother's chest, with a look of pure hatred in his eyes. He looked up at me and smiled. He actually smiled, but there was something very disturbing about the look in his eyes. He looked at Bill and said, 'Avada Keda...' as the door to the apartment shot open, and both Ron and Molly were Stunned by Draco and the Aurors who had just arrived."
Hermione had both hands pressed to her mouth, and she was looking frantically back and forth between Bill Weasley and Severus.
"How... how could he do that?" she gasped. "Even after everything he did to me, I would never have believed he would even consider trying to kill his own brother."
"Hermione, how much do you remember about the night Ron nearly beat you to death?" Bill asked.
"Just the beating and passing out from the pain on the kitchen floor. Everything else I know, I heard second hand at the trial."
"Hermione, you know I was the one who found you and took you to St. Mungo's that night, but I was also the one who brought the Aurors back to the house to arrest Ron. As they were binding his hands, he told me that he would have his revenge on me for stealing you away from him."
"Stealing me away from him? He seriously thought that you and I were having an affair? I tried to send you a note. I tried to tell you not to come for dinner," she was speaking just above a whisper, and the men had to strain to hear her, "He had smacked me around and had... raped me earlier in the day. He had passed out, and I was trying to send you a message not to come."
Hermione was crying, and Bill approached the bed and gently sat on the edge of it.
"Hermione, I would have come anyway. I was planning on confronting Ron that night. I had seen you in Diagon Alley the week before with a black eye that covered nearly half your face. I wanted to talk to you then to make sure that you were alright, but Ron came out of the twins' shop and grabbed your arm. I don't know, but there was just something in that gesture that made my blood run cold," Bill said reassuringly. "I couldn't understand how my little brother could be so cruel to someone who loved him so much."
"By that time, Bill, I didn't love Ron anymore. I'm not sure if I ever really did. I know I did care about him at one time, but now, in hindsight, to call it love seems like a disservice to the noble emotion of love."
Hermione looked into Bill's eyes, then she smiled and as she opened her arms to embrace him, he began to cry. Holding each other in a comforting way, Hermione looked at Arthur and Charlie.
"I know I blamed you all for what he did to me, but now I see that none of you knew," she said. "I used to think that your entire family knew what he was doing to me and condoned it... since you ignored it. Now, I see that I was able to hide it too well from everyone so that none of you knew. I am sorry! I am sorry for thinking so ill of you all, and I am sorry for what you have all gone through because of him."
Pulling away from Hermione, Bill brushed his tears away and returned to his chair to the right of Arthur, who place a hand on his son's shoulder and gave a reassuring squeeze.
"Okay, Hermione, just a bit more to tell now," Arthur said gently, "After the Aurors stopped Ron from killing Bill, he and Molly were taken into custody. Molly was charged with accessory to kidnapping, improper use of magic, the use of magic in front of a known Muggle, and aiding an exiled wizard in regaining a wand through illegal means. She was sentenced two weeks ago to fifteen years in Azkaban. She was found yesterday, in her cell, dead."
Arthur paused to take a deep breath, a telling glistening in his eyes, before continuing, "It was an apparent suicide. Ron was charged with kidnapping, attempted rape, improper use of magic, the use of magic in front of a known Muggle, gaining a wand through illegal means, and the attempted use of an Unforgivable Curse. He was sentenced to life in Azkaban. Three days ago, he tried to escape, and upon re-capture was held for twenty-four hours before receiving... The Kiss."
TBC
AN::: As always I would like to thank my fabulous betas, Allison and Piper. I would also like to thank all those who have reviewed. In the next chapter Hermione gets out of the hospital.
AN2::: IF YOU, OR SOMEONE YOU KNOW ARE BEING ABUSED Physically,mentally, or emotionally you can call the National Domestic Violence Hotline at 1-800-799 SAFE (7233)
AN3::: Names and Meanings part 2;
Valencia (Spanish): Strength and Health
Dharma (India/Sanskrit): Ultimate Law of All Things
Talon (English): Claw
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237 Reviews | 5.8/10 Average
So sorry to read that you had to write this from real life experience. Nobody should have to go through anything like this. This story is so plausible it is frightening, and I guess we now know why. I hope writing this helped you and very glad to see you are not in that relationship anymore. Thanks for a compelling read and my thoughts go to you for love and healing for the rest of your life.
Wow! Great story! I wish this kind of thing happened in real life as well - where the abuser/rapist was given the harshest possible sentence and the woman was protected by all means necessary. I like your world in which that happens. Too much of the time of course, the judge gives out a useless restraining order or worse, doesn't believe the person making the charges and she gets killed by her abuser. I can't wait to finish this story. Thanks for writing it.
Very well written! Congratulations for having the courage to leave your ex! That takes a LOT of strength and determination to do, so kudos to you!
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ii do love when ron gets smacked down i have always felt JKR never shouldhave married ron and hermione!
Thank you so much. It's a great story and really well written. I had enjoyed it up to the point that you mentioned your personal experience. That knocked the wind out of me to be honest.
It's hard to believe how cruelly people can treat each other. Hope writing brings you some relief. x
Really liked the story, just one thing bothers me greatly. On your warnings list, you have BDSM listed, and nothing in your story is true BDSM. I would ask that you research what true BDSM is before trying to pass off rape and sickness as something that has nothing to do with it. Yes, BDSM is different than regular sex, but everything is consentual, no one is taken against their will and forced into acts they don't want to be in. There are numerous safety guildlines used in almost all places, and while, yes sometimes things happen, and someone gets hurt, its not rape, not anger or hate or violance in any way shape or form. BDSM gets a bad rep because of luntics that use it as an excuse to be sick and hurt others without their consent, and polute something that can be truely beautiful. And yes, there are a lot of things claiming to be BDSM, that are not really truely about the power exchange that happens in a BDSM relationship. So again, please consider researching BDSM and try to understand why rape and violance has nothing to do with healthy BDSM. Thank you for a wonderful story.
Response from nogod1215 (Author of New Beginnings)
Response from nogod1215 (Author of New Beginnings)
,Thank you for your comments in your review. I am sorry it has taken me so long to respond, but I kinda lost the password to this acct and it took me forever to find it again.As far as your concerns about me equating BDSM with rape, I would like to first say that No BDSM isnt rape when performed in its proper fashion. However, there are many people in the world who see tieing your girlfriend to the bed posts and have consentual sex with her as just as perverse as rape. I personally am not one of these people.Second, I am sure you have come across authors who over rate and over warn just to be on the safe side. This is what I have done. I would rather warn someone of BDSM to prepare them for something they might not be interested in then to not warn them for it and get blasted or even removed from the site by the mods.I am sorry you feel that I was demeaning a lifestyle and those who participate in it. I did not mean to offend, just to caution.Thank you,nogod1215
Response from AlanaVawn (Reviewer)
Thank you for clearing that up. I understand over rating a story rather than underrating and getting the story pulled. I feel strongly about this, because I've been on both sides, raped and in the lifestyle. They couldn't be more different. It would mean the world to me and other if you would be willing to write a note at the bottom, disclaiming that what was written isn't bdsm, it's pure rape. This would again, mean alot to me and also clear up any possible confusion. :) Thank you again!Alanavawn
Response from nogod1215 (Author of New Beginnings)
Response from nogod1215 (Author of New Beginnings)
,I changed the warnings to not include the BDSM warning. If the mods want to contact me about it I will deal with it then.nogod1215
Response from AlanaVawn (Reviewer)
THANK YOU! I really appreciate that you did that! I didn't want to ask you to do that, simply because I understand why authors have to be careful about not reporting things, but that's so wonderful of you! Thank you!!!!! :)Alanavawn
A heartfelt Thank you or providing the DV Hotline here. Why not see if anyone around here knows the UK equivalent since we have so many from the Old Country as readers and autors here?
The description of Ron 'giving up' on a job and deiding to booze to make up for it sounds eerily like Marvolo and Morfans Gaunt. Hmmm. Did you pictue that while writing this?
That was a very intense story. Some aspects of the characterization were way off. I don't mean canon off, as in real life reactions off. However, looking beyond that, this was a very intense story.
And so we have reached the end. An excellent story, and painful. both you and I as well as billions of women and millions of men have been through abusive relationships.
Abuse is a sneaky thing and starts out like a small virus. It can be little things at first, Jealousy, extra overprotectiveness, OBSESSION with most, if not ALL aspects of ones life, then it progresses faster from there, usually manifesting in physical abuse. But dont forget! Abuse can be Physical, mental and emotional. Even spiritual (Think REV. JIM JONES) AND men, YES men can be victims too! It does not have to be your partner. It can be a friend, relative etc. Domestic Violence charges can be filed against ANYONE who has abused you in any way. One does not have to be involved in a sexual relationship or even living with the person. Once again the National Domestic Violence Hotline Toll-FREE number is 1(800)799-SAFE (7233). If you or someone you know are being abused or suspect that you or they are, CALL. Help is out there! PLEASE, take it from me and the author of this story's footnote. Remember if they are violent, especially extremely violent, like RON was in here, DO NOT CONFRONT THEM ALONE! It will incite more anger if you are threatining them with leaving or calling the police and could get you seriously hurt or (sorry to say) killed. Wait until you can slip away (but dont wait long!! I left when my EX husband passed out drunk and left that day. He woke up in jail with a lifetime restraining order from me. But mak3e sure once you are gone, you get a close support network of family friends etc. to check up on you until the person gives up or you know its finally over. Unfortunately, a piece of divorce paper and a restraining order did not stop a lady in my town from being shot in the head by her boyfriend. I apologize for being so blunt, but its necessary. Peace be with you.
IF YOU, OR SOMEONE YOU KNOW ARE BEING ABUSED Physically,mentally, or emotionally you can call the National Domestic Violence Hotline at 1-800-799 SAFE (7233)
Response from nogod1215 (Author of New Beginnings)
I have added this information to the author notes for each chapter... I hope it helps!nogod1215
Ummm, 8 wizards with 8 wands, most of them extremely skilled and they need Harry to trick the resident in #1 to buzz them into the flat? THEN they use the Alohomora to get into #3? Tsk, tsk. The shame! I'm kidding with you! (figured I could use Ginny for Bill Cos the long hair and another set of redheads for Arthur and Charlie!
Once again the number to The National Domestic Violence Hotline is 1(800)799-SAFE (7233)
Once again the number to The National Domestic Violence Hotline is 1(800)799-SAFE (7233)
'The number to The National Domestic Violence Hotline is 1(800)799-SAFE (7233)
The number to The National Domestic Violence Hotline is 1(800)799-SAFE or :(7233)
The number to The National Domestic Violence Hotline is 1(800)799-SAFE or :(7233)
Once again, if you are being abused emotionally, mentally or PHYSICALLY, you DONT have to put up with it! There is help out there. The number to The National Domestic (and you dont have to be married or residing together for it to BE domestic violence, it could be your own mother in some cases!) Anyway The number to The National Domestic Violence Hotline is 1(800)799-SAFE or :(7233)
~The number to The National Domestic Violence Hotline is Toll-FREE:1-800-SAFE (7233The number to The National Domestic Violence Hotline is Toll-FREE:1-800-799-SAFE (7233)~I agree. Bill would be the best of the Weasels and he DID save her life a few times, and got his bro exiled, BUT it was about ten years too late, dontcha think? Anyone decent wouldnt watch that continue. I like this story because I know how it goes, but I have always had a couple of problems with it. First of all, it is waaaay too OOC for Hermione (even under threat of death, or misguided love) I would know I was abused by 2 different men, that she would have stayed with him after the second beating. Maybe even the first. Her persona is right I just dont find her sticking with Ron feasable. Maybe dull it down to a couple years instead of 10 and have it start out with mild abuse if you want to make the beginning situation more in character. 2. (okay I really have 3 problems:] ) HARRY would NEVER let her go through this for 10 years or even one. He would kidnap her himself just to 'play the hero' or kill Ron in her defense. 3. I DO NOT believe half of the Weasleys would have let this go on at all. Since you need Molly to be a bitch (in canon she would KILL her son herself!!) I understand, BUT Arthur, Bill, Charlie (whenever he's around) maybe the twins and surprisingly but DEFINATELY stick up his arse PERCY would have never let this go on. Percy is so to the letter of the law he would have 500 feet of parchment in notes to hand the minister and lock Ron up himself, just to get ahead!!! OK Im done picking at you. But I have something to say: *TO ALL WOMEN OUT THERE: IF YOU ARE BEING HIT, or called terrible names, or your mate doesnt like you to even go to the store SEEK IMMEDIATE HELP! THERE ARE PLENTY OF HOTLINES FOR BATTERED WOMEN, The number to The National Domestic Violence Hotline is Toll-FREE:1-800-799-SAFE (7233)~~YOU DONT HAVE TO UP AND CALL THE POLICE TO GET HELP, EVEN IF HE/SHE THREATENS TO KILL YOU. I have been there. Dont stay with an emotionak/mental abuser or anyone who hits you, in MY opinion the emotional abuse is worse. PLEASE get help.* AND REMEMBER: Emotional/mental abuse is STILL abuse, it just takes longer to heal from and statistically wont kill you, but I cut my wrists and a friend saved me 5 YEARS after I left the jerk!
Response from nogod1215 (Author of New Beginnings)
I know that canon Hermione would never put up with something like this, but using the Harry Potter characters was a therapeutic way for me to fight my own demons of spousal abuse.nogod1215
not to be a nettle in your side, cos it is semantics, so it does'nt matter: ME<------GRAMMAR FREAK! Hagrid always said 'yeh' when referring to one or more individuals. JK Rowling never had Hagrid use the old english (which I know you weren't meaning it that way, just making his garbled hackney accent) 'Ye'. There was always an 'H' on the end. Sorry Im a butthead, but the story is great, Ive read it once.
Glad to see that Ron got what he deserved.
Gosh, the things that Hermione has put up with, but I know that she is strong and that she will through it--at least I hope so.
I just knew that Ron had to the one to nab Hermione, and I cannot get over Molly helping her git of a son. Wonder chapter as always!
Another awesome chapter! I just knew that Bill was a good man, however, his brother, Ron... not so much.