Chapter 7
Chapter 7 of 8
phoenixSeverus views the memories Dumbledore left behind. Will they provide the proof that he was always loyal to Dumbledore?
ReviewedA/N: Dear readers, thank you for all your wonderful reviews and I apologize for the delay in getting this chapter to you. School is out and family is visiting so we have been playing tourist. There is one more chapter that I hope to have out to you soon. I hope you have enjoyed this story and continue to enjoy it.
Chapter 7
Finally Severus pulled the phial out of his pocket and poured the silvery liquid into the bowl. He watched it shimmer for several long seconds before finally immersing himself in Dumbledore's memory.
Severus watched as his memory self paced in Dumbledore's study, explaining the Unbreakable Vow.
When he was done, Albus stared at him for a while, watching the younger man pace, then finally broke the silence. "We knew that Voldemort wants me dead. This is no surprise."
Severus continued to pace nervously. "Yes, but I have never been asked to do it. I did not expect Narcissa to extract that from me." He paused before continuing. "I cannot do it. Albus, I cannot kill you. You are the only one who believed in me, who believes that I have changed and gave me a second chance."
Albus lifted his decaying hand up off his lap. "Severus, you know that the curse is killing me."
Severus ran his hands through his hair. "I know that, but there is still the chance that I could find a counter-curse." Ever since Albus had come to him that night, he had been searching for a cure.
Albus raised his good hand in a request for silence. "We both know that is not likely. In the event that you don't, I will still die. By doing as I asked, you will make my death have meaning."
Severus fell to his knees next to Albus and clutched at the headmaster's robe. "Albus, I cannot. I've reformed. You can't ask me to do that. Ask me anything but that. I would rather die than be the one who kills you."
Albus placed his hand on the younger man's shoulder. "Severus, I know this will be hard for you. We all knew that difficult choices would have to be made. We knew that you, in particular, would be asked to do difficult things. You have already sworn to follow my orders, no matter what. That you would trust my judgment."
Severus rose and began pacing again. "That was before you asked this!" he said desperately, flinging his hand in Albus' direction.
"Do you want to defeat Voldemort?" Albus asked pointedly.
Severus turned on him. "You know that I do. I told you that long ago," he replied shortly.
"Then you will follow my orders," Albus stated firmly, brooking no further argument. "I am not asking you to do this tomorrow. We will know when the time is right. Before I succumb to the curse, I will need you to do this. Do you understand?"
He still couldn't believe that he was going to agree to this, but the Vow compelled him to agree. "I do."
"Very good, my boy. Now, do what you can to build your stock amongst the Death Eaters. Only through this sacrifice will our side prevail. Now, if you will excuse me, I have quite a bit of work to do." *
There was a sickening swirl as the scene shifted to later in the school year.
He and Albus were walking near the edge of the forest.
"I have done all the research I can. There is nothing further I can do to slow the curse," Severus said as he looked at the Headmaster's right arm. While he could not see it, he knew that the blackened skin was moving up the old man's arm.
"It is of little consequence given the Oath you have taken," Dumbledore said, waving off the younger man's concern.
Severus visibly recoiled even though the comment was not made as a slap. Moving on from the Headmaster's comments, Severus changed the subject of the conversation to one of his own concerns, "Are you sure that Potter is the proper person for you to trust with this? He is barely half-trained, with only a modicum of talent for it, and he is, after all, his father's son..."
"That he is his father's son is precisely why. Or more appropriately that he is his mother's son."
Once again Severus flinched. "Surely parentage does not matter that much."
"It is not parentage, but Lily's last act. That which allowed him to survive his first encounter with Voldemort is what makes him uniquely suited for the task I have given him. You are aware of the link between the two of them."
"Of course I am," Severus said shortly. "Since you have ordered me to attempt to teach Occlumency to the boy, something for which he has no talent, by the way. And that link is why he should not be trusted with this task. If the Dark Lord were to look into his mind..."
This time it was Dumbledore interrupting. "But he won't. For the same reason he could not bear Harry's touch, he cannot bear Harry's mind. That is where Lily's actions come into play. That is why it must be Harry who undertakes the task I have given him. But your task is no less important. You must remain part of Voldemort's inner circle."
Dumbledore then looked around to make sure there was no one nearby. "After you have killed me, Severus ..."
"You refuse to tell me everything, yet you expect that small ser¬vice of me!" snarled Severus, and real anger flared in his thin face now. "You take a great deal for granted, Dumbledore! Perhaps I have changed my mind!"
"You gave me your word, Severus. And while we are talking about services you owe me, I thought you agreed to keep a close eye on our young Slytherin friend?"
Severus looked angry, mutinous. Dumbledore sighed.
"Come to my office tonight, Severus, at eleven, and you shall not complain that I have no confidence in you. ..."**
The scene shifted once again and Severus found himself wondering how many more painful memories he would have to endure.
He had half expected to see the conversation from the night after their talk by the forest, but instead he found himself pacing in the Headmaster's office, clearly on that fateful night given how tired and drawn the Headmaster looked
"I believe the time may be upon us," Albus said gently, placing his hand on his shoulder to rub the affected joint. Severus scowled, regardless of all his best efforts, the curse had progressed to his collar bone. It was days now until it either reached the old man's heart or turned to seep into his carotid artery and to his brain.
"Are you now so omniscient that you can predict the hour of your death? Oh, of course, you need only to order it of me, don't you?" Severus snapped.
Unconcerned by his protégé's outburst, Albus said, "I will soon be leaving the castle with Harry. When I return... Well, needless to say, I'm certain that whatever dark magic awaits me will take its toll. I fear my absence, unfortunately, will be noted. Whatever young Draco has planned, this will give him the opportunity to try, yet again, to get me."
"What is it you are leaving the castle to do? You have yet to fully confide in me," Severus said sharply, not wanting to argue, yet again, about Draco's task.
"And that is why you are here now. While I will not fully confide in you, there is information you will need..."
"To continue to be your pawn," Severus interrupted.
Albus raised his good hand. "To fulfill your part in defeating Voldemort... Unless you have changed your mind."
Severus stopped his pacing and glared at the old man. "I would never change my mind. That... monstrosity cannot be allowed to succeed," he growled.
Albus gestured that he wanted Severus to take a seat and waited until the younger man had done so before continuing. "Precisely why I am leaving the castle tonight. What I do tonight will hopefully give Harry the last knowledge he needs to bring down Voldemort, though it is not something likely to happen in the immediate future. He has tasks to perform that will take time. Just as you also have tasks to perform."
"Like killing you," Severus said dryly, folding his arms across his chest.
"Among others, yes. I also need you to protect the Sword of Gryffindor. I have secured it here in the castle, and in time you will learn its location."
Severus was clearly frustrated. "Then what is that on the shelf?" he asked as he pointed at what he thought was the Sword.
"A replica. But for now everyone needs to believe it is the real sword. No one need know where the real one is. It will be revealed to you in time."
"That will be excellent magic, since I'm sure my welcome here will be worn out once everyone thinks me the instrument of your death," Severus said snidely.
Albus looked upon Severus with a small sad smile, but the pale blue eyes had the audacity to be twinkling. "On the contrary, I believe that very act is what will allow you to be in the perfect position to receive that information. And you must know the same."
A pained look crossed Severus' face as he considered the Headmaster's words.
Albus rose. "Now, wait for my return. Events are about to put in motion that will bring the fated hour upon us. And remember, you are not killing me, you are releasing me from a slow and quite painful death." He placed his good hand on Severus' shoulder and the two men locked eyes, sad blue eyes devoid of their usual twinkle and hard, dark eyes.
Severus felt himself being expelled from the Pensive and stood up to find Hermione staring at him eagerly. "Well, is it the memory you needed?" she asked cautiously.
He was slightly shaken from being pulled back to that point in time. "Yes," he croaked hoarsely. He knew that when these memories were presented before the Wizengamot, that he would have to do a better job maintaining his composure. It was bad enough how he had behaved at that moment when Dumbledore had asked the unthinkable. He cleared his throat. "This should prove beyond any shadow of a doubt that I was acting on his orders." Using his wand, he put the memories back in the phial.
"Then it's time to go see the Minister," she said.
He could hear the eagerness in her voice, but his heart was still heavy with the memories he had just relived and the memory of what followed that fateful night on the Astronomy Tower when he would last look upon the man he regarded as a father.
They thanked Kingsley and left the Aurory. Severus's mind was in turmoil over what he'd had to relive seeing the memories. They walked in silence to Arthur's office, and he was glad that Hermione had the presence of mind not to try to engage him in chatter or to ask him questions. He greatly appreciated it in fact. They sat in the outer office for quite some time waiting for their turn to see the Minister. Hermione was showing her anticipation and was unable to sit still. He, on the other hand, was somberly staring at the far wall as he alternately relived the moment where he revealed the Unbreakable Vow to Dumbledore and that night on the Astronomy Tower when he was forced to act. He could still hear the old man pleading with him, not to be allowed to live, but to be freed from the painful death he was clearly suffering.
Finally, Hermione noticed that he did not seem to be mentally present and placed her hand on his knee to get his attention. "Severus, is everything okay?" she asked quietly.
He looked into her eyes and forced a smile. "It is. Even though these memories will prove my allegiance, they are not happy memories."
"I understand."
They sat in uneasy silence until they were called into the Minister's office.
"Good morning, Mr. Weasley," Hermione said cheerfully.
"So, you found proof?" he asked.
"We did. Dumbledore did leave some memories behind, but being Dumbledore he hid it quite well. Severus," she prompted.
He pulled the phial from his pocket. "This phial contains memories from the time when I revealed the Unbreakable Vow to Albus until shortly before his death. The conversations that follow should leave no doubt in anyone's mind as to where my loyalties lay."
Arthur stared at the phial momentarily. "So this is enough to convene the Wizengamot?"
"Yes," Severus replied simply.
"Well, I'll ask that you turn it over to the legal department..."
"If you please, I would like to maintain control of it. I will be more than happy to take it there and let them review it when we finish this meeting, but I would prefer to keep the memories in my possession." He knew that this was not standard practice, but these memories were his only chance to have the stigma of Death Eater and murderer removed from his name, and he did not want to risk them being lost or damaged in the Ministry.
Arthur looked first at Severus and then at Hermione who was silently pleading with him. "Well, it's unusual, but this entire situation is unusual." He grabbed a piece of parchment and wrote a quick note on it. "This should take care of legal."
"Thank you, Mr. Weasley," Hermione said happily and ran around the desk to give him a big hug. She then took hold of Severus' hand to lead him out of the office.
He managed to slip his hand out of hers before they entered the outer office.
The wizards in the legal department weren't pleased he wasn't leaving the memory with them, but the note from the Minister of Magic had approved it. Two of them spent close to half an hour reviewing the memories repeatedly and making notes of everything that was said.
When they were finished, they returned the memories to phial and handed it back to Severus with the admonition not to lose it because it would be more concrete than their transcription.
Severus glared at them because he had no intention of doing so. These memories would remain on his person at all times.
Now there was nothing to do but wait until a hearing before the Wizengamot could be convened, and neither of them had any idea how long that would take.
Since he had nowhere else to go, they were allowed to remain at the safe house until after the trial. Severus got the impression this was done as a favor to Hermione more than for his personal comfort.
That evening they were sitting at the table after dinner. "So what now?" she asked.
"We wait for the Wizengamot," he replied simply.
"Not that what. The future what," she prompted.
He had not really given it much thought. Truth be told, he had been spending quite a bit of time dwelling on the past. "I presume I will have the contents of my vault returned to me. My house... I have no idea what they've done to it, but surely the contents have been auctioned off by now." The house itself was no great loss, but to him the books were his real treasure. "I will survive."
"Anything else?" she asked.
He looked into her eyes and could see the affection she had for him. He had no idea what he had done to earn that affection, but it infused him with a happiness he had not had since his early friendship with Lily - before she fell in with Potter and broke his heart. "There is perhaps a special witch in my life who I would like to get to know better."
She reached her hand across the table and placed it on his. "I think she would like to get to know you better, too." She smiled warmly at him, letting him know the previous evening's kiss had not been unwanted.
While waiting for Severus' hearing, the two of them spent a fair amount of time in Muggle London visiting museums and in general avoiding the whispers and stares that Severus got while among members of the magical community. He quite enjoyed her company and grew less anxious about when he would finally be granted a hearing.
They were sitting in Hyde Park enjoying ice cream cones when he brought up something that had been bothering him. "I hope that I am not keeping you from work. I'm quite capable of looking out for myself."
"Oh, no, you're not. I mean..." She glanced at him quickly and then focused on a drip running down her ice cream cone.
He arched an eyebrow at her as he tried to figure out what she was trying to say. "Hermione?" he prodded.
"Well, I don't technically have a job yet. I've been trying to figure out what I want to do, doing some work with the Healers at St. Mungo's, a little work at the Ministry, some research on my own. I just... It's a big decision picking a career, and I didn't have a proper seventh year," she explained.
"Indeed," he replied simply. It suddenly occurred to him that he was faced with a similar decision. He had no reason to resume teaching, even if there was interest in restoring him to that position, which he doubted. And that had not really been a career choice that had been a survival choice.
"Have you had any more thoughts?" she asked clearly trying to change the subject.
"I had thought I might take some time to investigate some potions ideas that I have postulated over the years but have never had the time to pursue. That could translate into a profitable way to live. Presuming I am compensated for the assets the Ministry seized, it should be something I could do for some time until I have a more clear vision of what I wish to do with my life." He glanced at her and saw that she looked interested. "You have shown quite an aptitude with potions. Your assistance could make my research more fruitful."
"Really?" she asked eagerly. "I mean, I'd be honored."
He placed his hand on her cheek. "Are you sure? You know that I am not the most pleasant person."
"I like you just the way you are." They finished their ice cream in uncomfortable silence and when they were done, she said, "We should get back to the house and see if the Ministry has sent an owl yet."
Severus snorted. "As low a priority as this seems, I would not hold my breath."
"It's higher priority thank you think. Mr. Weasley took a lot of risk politically to pardon you. I'm sure he has great interest in seeing you exonerated." She looped her arm in his and leaned against him as they walked to a secluded area where they could Disapparate.
Hermione was pleasantly surprised to see an owl waiting for them. She took the letter and tossed the owl a treat before it flew off. She smiled triumphantly as she read the letter. "Tomorrow at ten will be your hearing. So you see, it was important."
Severus wasn't sure what he felt at the moment. He knew that he should be happy. The truth would be revealed to all, and he should no longer be a pariah. He also knew the memories would be revealed to all. Everyone would see his moment of weakness. Including Hermione.
"Severus?" she asked, concerned that his mind seemed to have traveled elsewhere.
He looked over at her. Would she still think the same of him after she learned how he had behaved? He licked his lips. "There is something I have to tell you about tomorrow, about the memories. I would rather you hear about it from me." He then explained what transpired in the memories. Instead of pity, he saw compassion in her eyes.
"He asked a lot out of all us, many times without us even knowing. I can understand how difficult that must have been."
"Then you don't think me a coward?"
She shook her head. "Of course not. You were probably the bravest of us. How many wizards could have fooled Voldemort? I think that you are probably the only one." After a few moments of silence, she asked, "How about I treat you to dinner?"
He wasn't sure he was ready to endure the whispers if they went to a wizarding establishment. Tomorrow night they could celebrate that way. "Only if you choose a Muggle restaurant," he offered.
The following morning they were both up early. Neither one of them spoke much, and neither felt like eating breakfast. They left for the Ministry well in advance of the hearing and were the first ones in the court room. In the fifteen minutes leading up to the hearing, the room began to fill. A wizard solicitor from the legal department found Severus, and the two of them sat at the defendant's table. Hermione sat in the first row behind them. Shortly before the hearing convened, Ron and Harry joined her.
"So, evidence turned up he was on our side the whole time?" Ron asked skeptically.
"That's what I've been told," she replied evasively. She wasn't sure why she was being so secretive about this. She knew that her relationship with Severus could not be hidden much longer. After all, she could only avoid them for so long.
"I still can't believe Dumbledore would have told anyone to kill him," Harry said.
"Come on, you two were there for his trial. He said Dumbledore was being killed by that curse that blackened his hand. It makes sense that he would want to use his death to help the cause. I mean if Voldemort hadn't trusted Snape, do you think we would have gotten the Sword of Gryffindor back?"
Harry shrugged. "I don't know. There's just something about him I've never trusted."
Hermione just looked at Harry and rolled her eyes since the Wizengamot were filing in as the courtroom was called to order.
The first part of the hearing was spent reviewing the facts from Severus's first trial. Then the head of the Wizengamot said, "I understand there is new evidence that has been brought to light?"
"Yes, your honor," said the wizard representing Severus, one Augustus Davies. He held up the memory phial. "Albus Dumbledore secreted these memories among his personal possessions, and it was only rediscovered a few days ago. These memories prove the testimony Mr. Snape gave in his initial trial, which unfortunately could not be substantiated at that time."
Davies waited a few moments while something that vaguely resembled a large vertical Pensieve was brought into the court room. Once it was in place, Davies pulled the memories out of the phial Severus had given him with his wand and swirled them into the vertical bowl. Displayed for all were Albus Dumbledore's memories of the night the Unbreakable Vow was revealed, of Severus' reluctance to be the instrument of his mentor's death, and the final conversation the two men had.
Hermione tried not to react too much since she knew what was going to be revealed, but seeing it all, she began to realize there were new depths to Severus. She looked at Ron and Harry who were staring at the memories in disbelief.
When the memories finished the Chief Warlock glanced briefly at the other members, before addressing the courtroom. "We will take a short recess to discuss the new evidence." With that he banged his gavel and the members of the Wizengamot retreated from the court room.
Hermione looked at the back of Severus' head, hoping he would turn to look at her, but his gaze remained fixed straight ahead.
"Well, what about that?" Ron asked. "The greasy old git was really on our side after all."
Harry was shaking his head. "I still can't believe Dumbledore would have asked Snape to kill him."
Hermione said defensively, "Come on, Harry, you saw Dumbledore's memories. You can't argue with the truth. I think it's just that you can't believe Dumbledore didn't tell you. Your whole time at Hogwarts was spent with Dumbledore telling you half-truths and just enough information to do what he wanted you to do. Why would you think he would tell you this when he wouldn't flat out give you the information on Horcruxes but made you wade through memories all sixth year?"
"I know, but it's still Snape!" he retorted.
"Yeah. I mean he hated us. I'm sure he would have been happy to see us dead," Ron added.
Hermione was frustrated by the prejudice displayed by her friends. "Do the two of you even pay attention to anything? Honestly."
"You're mental. Why are you defending him?" asked Ron. "He was horrible to you."
"Dumbledore trusted him, and we just saw that Severus never wanted to kill Dumbledore." Only after she said it, did she realize she had used his first name. Thankfully it didn't appear that either of them noticed since the members of the Wizengamot were back and resuming their seats.
Once they were settled, the Chief Warlock said, "In light of this new testimony, it is confirmed that Mr. Snape was acting at the behest of Professor Dumbledore. While the action requested by Dumbledore was most unusual, it was nonetheless requested so that Mr. Snape could retain his cover as a spy within Death Eater organization and remain at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry in order to assist Harry Potter in defeating He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named. We hereby confirm that Mr. Snape was acting as a loyal member of the Order of the Phoenix, albeit in a most unorthodox manner. As such, his previous conviction as a Death Eater is overturned. Ministry officials will be in touch with him to return or compensate for possessions taken for reparations." The old wizard banged the gavel.
With the hearing over, the courtroom was abuzz with conversation. Hermione saw a Daily Prophet reporter hurry out of the courtroom to file his report. She smiled proudly that justice had prevailed.
"Wonder if he'll go back to Hogwarts to torment more students?" opined Ron.
"I hope not," Harry said as he eyed Snape warily. "You coming?" he asked Hermione.
"No, I've got something else to go do," she replied evasively.
He and Ron shrugged shoulders and then walked out with the rest of the crowd. She stayed back, waiting until everyone was gone. Once they were alone, she hurried over to Severus and gave him a big hug and a kiss. "I'm so glad that's over."
"Not as glad as I am," he replied once he recovered from the shock of her display of affection.
"Since it's not dinner time yet, how about a celebratory lunch?" she asked.
"If you're sure," he replied.
She nodded her head. "I am."
*Note: This passage is from Chapter 8 of the story Wounded I wrote previously, but it so perfectly sums up how I see that moment, I wanted to use it again here.
**Note 2: This passage comes from the scene Hagrid overheard between Snape and Dumbledore in The Half-blood Prince.
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Well, I'm hoping you are still working on this story, and haven't given it up. I quite like it. And who says you have to follow JKR's story now? Just write what you were always going to, and the rest can go hang. Mark it as A.U. If you have to; we'll still read it. :)
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Don't worry, this won't be abandoned. :) It's actually almost complete. I have a couple of more chapters almost ready to post. I've just had one of those pesky attacks of RL - you know things like cooking, cleaning, taking care of children. LOL I also don't want to spam the board by updating both of my stories at the same time. Thanks for reviewing and glad to see you are enjoying the story.
Response from TheCopperDragon2004 (Reviewer)
Yay can't wait! So many of my beloved stories ate being abandoned, I'm glad this one isn't!
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
I know what you mean. I did the review-a-thon and saw so many stories that looked interesting from the descriptions, but had not been updated in 6 months or more so I reluctantly passed, even though I was sure I would enjoy the story.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Don't worry, this won't be abandoned. :) It's actually almost complete. I have a couple of more chapters almost ready to post. I've just had one of those pesky attacks of RL - you know things like cooking, cleaning, taking care of children. LOL I also don't want to spam the board by updating both of my stories at the same time. Thanks for reviewing and glad to see you are enjoying the story.
Response from TheCopperDragon2004 (Reviewer)
Yay can't wait! So many of my beloved stories ate being abandoned, I'm glad this one isn't!
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
I know what you mean. I did the review-a-thon and saw so many stories that looked interesting from the descriptions, but had not been updated in 6 months or more so I reluctantly passed, even though I was sure I would enjoy the story.
Well, I'm hoping you are still working on this story, and haven't given it up. I quite like it. And who says you have to follow JKR's story now? Just write what you were always going to, and the rest can go hang. Mark it as A.U. If you have to; we'll still read it. :)
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Thank you for your review. I haven't given up on it, I just have summer vacation and visiting relatives in the house, so it's been chaotic to say the least. The next chapter should be up soon. I generally don't have problems with AU (heck, most of what I've written has been AU), but I was writing this when DH came out and the muses were gutted by what happened to Severus and refused to cooperate for years. They finally got over it. :)
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Thank you for your review. I haven't given up on it, I just have summer vacation and visiting relatives in the house, so it's been chaotic to say the least. The next chapter should be up soon. I generally don't have problems with AU (heck, most of what I've written has been AU), but I was writing this when DH came out and the muses were gutted by what happened to Severus and refused to cooperate for years. They finally got over it. :)
Gah, hell of a cliffie!it's probably just as well Dumbledore is already dead, because no doubt Severus would be inclined (after he's cleared) to repeat the task for all the missteps and wandering path he's leading the pair of them on.I tend to agree with Hermione, that it's all moving at too fast a pace, but then love is not something that runs to a definable schedule. ;)
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
<eg> Cliffies are always such fun - from the writing point. I know how frustrating they can be for the reading point.I have to agree with you that given all he's been through, Severus is probably going to start feeling a bit less guilty about the role he played in Dumbledore's demise. And poor Hermione is in a bit of a land of confusion. She didn't even want to work with Severus and now she finds she not only can get along with him, but might have some feelings for him. Pretty scary for her.Thanks for the review, and the resolve for the cliffie should be up soon.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
<eg> Cliffies are always such fun - from the writing point. I know how frustrating they can be for the reading point.I have to agree with you that given all he's been through, Severus is probably going to start feeling a bit less guilty about the role he played in Dumbledore's demise. And poor Hermione is in a bit of a land of confusion. She didn't even want to work with Severus and now she finds she not only can get along with him, but might have some feelings for him. Pretty scary for her.Thanks for the review, and the resolve for the cliffie should be up soon.
I can't help thinking that Dumbledore wanted Severus back in the castle, so used the idea of a 'keepings box' as incentive,knowing full well that it would take both of them to open it.The revelations into the psyche of Severus are interesting, and it's layering of his life that is making Hermione more and more cognisant of how large a role he had in saving their skins. :)
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Dumbledore is so annoyingly cryptic. I don't know that he planned for the two of them to get together, but he certainly is annoyingly pleased about it, isn't he?Hermione is definitely getting her eyes opened to the real Severus, though she is more open minded than the boys and always defended him - knowing the Dumbledore had a reason for placing so much trust in Snape. I think she's actually a bit relieved that despite everything Dumbledore put her and her friends through, that she was correct in standing by Severus. And she is gaining a new appreciation of what he did to keep them alive, even if all of it from the books isn't relevant to this story, he did still help out immensely.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Dumbledore is so annoyingly cryptic. I don't know that he planned for the two of them to get together, but he certainly is annoyingly pleased about it, isn't he?Hermione is definitely getting her eyes opened to the real Severus, though she is more open minded than the boys and always defended him - knowing the Dumbledore had a reason for placing so much trust in Snape. I think she's actually a bit relieved that despite everything Dumbledore put her and her friends through, that she was correct in standing by Severus. And she is gaining a new appreciation of what he did to keep them alive, even if all of it from the books isn't relevant to this story, he did still help out immensely.
Curiouser and curiouser. Manipulative old coot that he is, I doubt it's been too often that Dumbledore has ever had a dressing down from anyone.To give the information readily means there are things at play than neither Severus or Hermione realise.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Yeah, the old codger really had it coming. I don't know if she would have had the gumption to do it to his person, but she definitely reached the breaking point here, didn't she? Not that anyone can blame her.And yes, he would never make it that simple, would he?
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Yeah, the old codger really had it coming. I don't know if she would have had the gumption to do it to his person, but she definitely reached the breaking point here, didn't she? Not that anyone can blame her.And yes, he would never make it that simple, would he?
A pleasant snape in a position to ask, and receive pretty much anything from the Ministry. it seems a little too easy that the antidote worked so quickly, and I sense that it's going to be a long and windy path (with lots of jagged edges) before Severus truly is exonerated
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
It was nice to see Snape find his backbone again, wasn't it? He knew he had something he could bargain with.And there is a difference between a pardon and being exonerated. The latter clearly having a much more arduous path. Here's to hoping that path leads somewhere, right?
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
It was nice to see Snape find his backbone again, wasn't it? He knew he had something he could bargain with.And there is a difference between a pardon and being exonerated. The latter clearly having a much more arduous path. Here's to hoping that path leads somewhere, right?
This is such an inventive and original start, and it's sucked me in almost straight away. :)The mystery and hard decisions made make me wonder just what could be so toxic, and I can't help wondering if Minerva isn't one of the victims. It would make Severus work that much harder and longer to find a cure I think, given his previous friendship.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Thanks. I'm glad you liked the start. I was trying to find something that would cause the Ministry to decide that perhaps working with Severus is better than leaving him to rot. Of course, given he's working for his freedom, I don't know that it would matter too much who the victims were. Cure them or spend a lifetime in Azkaban - not really much of a choice, is it?
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Thanks. I'm glad you liked the start. I was trying to find something that would cause the Ministry to decide that perhaps working with Severus is better than leaving him to rot. Of course, given he's working for his freedom, I don't know that it would matter too much who the victims were. Cure them or spend a lifetime in Azkaban - not really much of a choice, is it?
Hermione, he cooks. Don't let that one get away! I'm glad he was able to get his feelings out in the open, but that she wasn't afraid to let him know it was too much too soon. Now, I really want them to get some answers!
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
LOL I love the sentiment about him cooking. His eagerness and her reluctance come from their respective ages, but at least he wasn't put off and deciding to pull away from her over it. Of course given he's who he is, he's probably inwardly thrilled that she didn't recoil from his affections. And yes, they need some answers.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
LOL I love the sentiment about him cooking. His eagerness and her reluctance come from their respective ages, but at least he wasn't put off and deciding to pull away from her over it. Of course given he's who he is, he's probably inwardly thrilled that she didn't recoil from his affections. And yes, they need some answers.
I should have known that Dumbledore's answer seemed to clear cut. He never quits, does he?That was quite an intimate secret that Severus shared to his newly acquired friend. Of course, he probably does realize how much he owes her, and he still wants to get in her good graces. I hope they find what they are looking for.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Nope, Dumbledore just has to obfuscate everything. As to him telling Hermione, I think he's finally realizing that there is a give and take to life, that now that he's a free man (well, almost free) he can do what he wants for the first time ever. He wants to learn more about her, so he realizes he has to tell her more about him. He's still trying to figure out why she wants to help him since no one else seems to want to do so. Of course, he was also careless with his remarks and backed himself into a corner where he was forced to answer, but it felt good for him to finally share that with someone who cared about him.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Nope, Dumbledore just has to obfuscate everything. As to him telling Hermione, I think he's finally realizing that there is a give and take to life, that now that he's a free man (well, almost free) he can do what he wants for the first time ever. He wants to learn more about her, so he realizes he has to tell her more about him. He's still trying to figure out why she wants to help him since no one else seems to want to do so. Of course, he was also careless with his remarks and backed himself into a corner where he was forced to answer, but it felt good for him to finally share that with someone who cared about him.
Well, at least Severus wasn't too stubborn, and he is allowing her to help him, even if he just thinks he is humoring her. Now, let's hope they can find this keepings box.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Severus is still a bit beaten down from his time being left to rot in prison and being abandoned by everyone. Of course Hermione while not Dumbledore's number one fan, has to have her Gryffindor belief that there was no way he could have abandoned Severus.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Severus is still a bit beaten down from his time being left to rot in prison and being abandoned by everyone. Of course Hermione while not Dumbledore's number one fan, has to have her Gryffindor belief that there was no way he could have abandoned Severus.
I didn't expect success so quickly. That just means more time for a developing relationship. Well, provided he doesn't get fussy and run off or something. That would be totally unlike him though, wouldn't it? :) I suppose he probably can't really move on until he is officially pardoned, even though it has been promised. Off to find out more ...
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Well he had to succeed quickly since the Ministry left securing his help until just about the last minute. But that's okay, Hermione has found herself and underdog to champion. So it's not like she will be abandoning him. Thanks for your review. :)
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Well he had to succeed quickly since the Ministry left securing his help until just about the last minute. But that's okay, Hermione has found herself and underdog to champion. So it's not like she will be abandoning him. Thanks for your review. :)
Being mean is not in Hermione's nature, and I'm glad she realized it and backed off. I wonder how long it will take them to decide that working together is not so bad? Snape will find an answer; there is too much at stake.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Being mean isn't in her nature. I think she was trying to find that line between authoritatve and mean and having some trouble with it. But she is bright enough to know that some methods don't work with some people. Ahem, Snape. ;) We're all rooting for Severus. I doubt anyone has the knowledge or experience he does, hence Arthur being forced to turn to someone he isn't sure he should trust. Thanks for reviewing and I hope you enjoy the rest of it. New chapters come every 4-7 days if I don't forget. :)
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Being mean isn't in her nature. I think she was trying to find that line between authoritatve and mean and having some trouble with it. But she is bright enough to know that some methods don't work with some people. Ahem, Snape. ;) We're all rooting for Severus. I doubt anyone has the knowledge or experience he does, hence Arthur being forced to turn to someone he isn't sure he should trust. Thanks for reviewing and I hope you enjoy the rest of it. New chapters come every 4-7 days if I don't forget. :)
And being the Potion Master he is, I suspect him to be quite a formidable cook.I like that Hermione allows herself time to be in doubt. Some things should not be rushed.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
I'm sure he is quite a good cook. As everyone has said, following a recipe is a lot like brewing a potion.Hermione would naturally have doubts. Her life has been a whirlwind of adventure that is just now starting to slow down. Of course, his life was stagnating in prison and he's likely got the 'take the bull by the horns' mentality. Quite a dichotomy there, isn't it?
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
I'm sure he is quite a good cook. As everyone has said, following a recipe is a lot like brewing a potion.Hermione would naturally have doubts. Her life has been a whirlwind of adventure that is just now starting to slow down. Of course, his life was stagnating in prison and he's likely got the 'take the bull by the horns' mentality. Quite a dichotomy there, isn't it?
I'm guessing that when Hermione realises she loves Severus the "keepings box" will open, perhaps they already have it but won't know until it opens, The kiss was very sweet, and unexpected .
I'm sure that Severus is a good cook, being a potions master would help in that line.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Soon the mystery of the keepings box will be revealed. I'm glad you liked the kiss. I think Severus is in this place where his thoughts are something along the lines of 'nothing ventured, nothing gained' and that he knows his time with her is quite finite if something doesn't happen. This is a man who can finally take control of his life.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Soon the mystery of the keepings box will be revealed. I'm glad you liked the kiss. I think Severus is in this place where his thoughts are something along the lines of 'nothing ventured, nothing gained' and that he knows his time with her is quite finite if something doesn't happen. This is a man who can finally take control of his life.
Dumbles and his riddles. Why do I get the feeling that they are making this harder than it really is this time? A keeping box sounds so much like a house-elf term for something. Hermione is so very cute when she's flustered - I get the feeling Severus enjoys seeing her that way when he's responsible for getting her that way.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Yup, Dumbledore has to have his riddles. Can't give a straight answer to anything, even if it keeps an innocent man out of prison. And isn't flustered Hermione fun? Something tells me Severus' has enough personality quirks he could do that for years. :) Thanks for reviewing.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Yup, Dumbledore has to have his riddles. Can't give a straight answer to anything, even if it keeps an innocent man out of prison. And isn't flustered Hermione fun? Something tells me Severus' has enough personality quirks he could do that for years. :) Thanks for reviewing.
That elderly wizard in Magical Probate was getting on my last nerve. If Hermione hadn't decided to talk to Arthur to sort out this folderol, I think I might have cursed the old man myself just to get him out of the way. I keep thinking about what that Keeping Box might be, and we have a few clues to go by:•Severus had said that "It's a magically sealed object that will open when the time is right." •Dumbledore had talked about Faith, and how Harry's faith had allowed him to call Fawkes when he an Ginny were trapped in the Chamber of Secrets. •And Hermione has already demonstrated the quality that was necessary to open the keeping box.Well, I have no idea right now what that "box" might be, but I'll keep reading this story and looking for more clues. You've really set us quite a puzzle to unravel.I'm glad that Severus' kiss didn't put her off. I think they can find the evidence to prove his innocence and get to know each other better at the same time, too. In fact, I don't know how the two of them could find that proof without getting to know more about each other.Thanks for another great chapter!Beth
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Aren't lifelong, institutionalized bureaucrats fun? NOT! I really enjoyed having some fussy old, by the rules wizard for Hermione to have to deal with. Thank goodness she knows the Minister.I'm glad you are enjoying the puzzle of the box. It just wouldn't be right if Dumbledore had left evidence where someone might actually be able to easily find it. So frustrating that he can play these little games even from beyond the grave.That kiss was a nice subtle shift in their relationship, wasn't it? He figures he can finally live his life on his terms and not feel like he has to protect others and she's coming into adulthood and not quite sure what she wants. And he can feel confident that he didn't get outright rejected.Thanks for taking the time to leave such a thoughtful review.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Aren't lifelong, institutionalized bureaucrats fun? NOT! I really enjoyed having some fussy old, by the rules wizard for Hermione to have to deal with. Thank goodness she knows the Minister.I'm glad you are enjoying the puzzle of the box. It just wouldn't be right if Dumbledore had left evidence where someone might actually be able to easily find it. So frustrating that he can play these little games even from beyond the grave.That kiss was a nice subtle shift in their relationship, wasn't it? He figures he can finally live his life on his terms and not feel like he has to protect others and she's coming into adulthood and not quite sure what she wants. And he can feel confident that he didn't get outright rejected.Thanks for taking the time to leave such a thoughtful review.
And, as a Potions master, I'm sure he's an excellent cook at that. ^_^
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
I'm sure that he is. Given his reputation, I'm sure he has plenty of skills that can surprise Hermione.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
I'm sure that he is. Given his reputation, I'm sure he has plenty of skills that can surprise Hermione.
Now there's a new idea for Severus to warp his mind around, someone that cares about him, and doesn't make him suffer for it.
On to the search for the keepers box.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
It is a new idea for Severus, isn't it? She's be nice to him and really has nothing to gain for herself. She's doing this because it's the right thing to do. Very novel for him.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
It is a new idea for Severus, isn't it? She's be nice to him and really has nothing to gain for herself. She's doing this because it's the right thing to do. Very novel for him.
YES! at last someone willing to stand up to the old bastard esteemed Headmaster, I hope he will at least tell Hermione what this " keepings box " looks like.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
LOL I love everyone's reaction to her lashing out at Dumbledore. Someone had to do it, right? Hopefully she can solve the mystery of the keepings box and help Severus get his life back.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
LOL I love everyone's reaction to her lashing out at Dumbledore. Someone had to do it, right? Hopefully she can solve the mystery of the keepings box and help Severus get his life back.
Hermione doesn't have much reason to trust Severus, and yet she does, she must be listening to her heart. Cant wait to see what the great bearded tit... sorry professor Dumbledor, has to say for himself.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
LOL I love your description of Dumbledore. Severus has said just enough to picque Hermione's curiosity, to help her realize that none of them really knew him. And of course she loves to champion and underdog. :)
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
LOL I love your description of Dumbledore. Severus has said just enough to picque Hermione's curiosity, to help her realize that none of them really knew him. And of course she loves to champion and underdog. :)
Perhaps there is method to Dumbledore's madness. At each stage when they have run into a barrier to finding what they needed, they have worked together to put the pieces in just the right order. As it was with brewing the healing potion, now to find the keeping box they are working together... and at each stage they learn something more about each other... and each time they grow closer and trust more deeply. I can't wait to find out what they find in that stroage room!Beth
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Given it's Dumbledore, I'm sure he thinks there is a method to his madness and always has been. Just not everyone shares his vision of things. And I think he's meddling from beyond the grave, much to everyone's annoyance.
Response from braye27 (Reviewer)
LOL! I think you're right about Dumbledore's opinion of his meddling ways. He was always clothing his plans in that "greater good" ploy which, if one happened to find him/herself not among the ones who benefitted, was very annoying, indeed.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Given it's Dumbledore, I'm sure he thinks there is a method to his madness and always has been. Just not everyone shares his vision of things. And I think he's meddling from beyond the grave, much to everyone's annoyance.
Response from braye27 (Reviewer)
LOL! I think you're right about Dumbledore's opinion of his meddling ways. He was always clothing his plans in that "greater good" ploy which, if one happened to find him/herself not among the ones who benefitted, was very annoying, indeed.
Y'know, why does Dumbledore have to be so cryptic? There's NO NEED for it. Jerk.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
I think your last word answers your first question. LOL When has that man ever given a straight answer to anything? But at least he gave her some sort of an answer - which is more than Minerva got.
Response from cmwinters (Reviewer)
Yeah.Dumbledore? NOT high on my list of "favourite people". Even IF I DO think Snape and Harry were right to be "Dumbledore's Men". That's less praise of Dumbledore than condemnation of the Dark Lord and the Ministry; the alternative was so much worse...
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
I think your last word answers your first question. LOL When has that man ever given a straight answer to anything? But at least he gave her some sort of an answer - which is more than Minerva got.
Response from cmwinters (Reviewer)
Yeah.Dumbledore? NOT high on my list of "favourite people". Even IF I DO think Snape and Harry were right to be "Dumbledore's Men". That's less praise of Dumbledore than condemnation of the Dark Lord and the Ministry; the alternative was so much worse...
I wonder what Snape makes of Hermiones comment about her being the only one that cares for him. I hope he doesn't balk too much.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Definitely a shock for him to hear to that someone actually cares about him. That's something that probably hasn't happened since Lily. Dumbledore may have acted like it, but I think in hindsight Severus realizes he was merely a tool. Hopefully his new lease on life will allow him to open his eyes and realize he doesn't have to be alone, that no one would be in danger from getting close to him.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
Definitely a shock for him to hear to that someone actually cares about him. That's something that probably hasn't happened since Lily. Dumbledore may have acted like it, but I think in hindsight Severus realizes he was merely a tool. Hopefully his new lease on life will allow him to open his eyes and realize he doesn't have to be alone, that no one would be in danger from getting close to him.
Enjoyable chapter thank you. Wonder if the House Elf could have found the item. But then they would not have the opportunity to cement their friendship.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
The house-elf would have gladly helped, but there is the small matter of not knowing exactly what they are looking for. And as you said, it gets her more opportunity to unravel the enigma of Severus Snape.
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
The house-elf would have gladly helped, but there is the small matter of not knowing exactly what they are looking for. And as you said, it gets her more opportunity to unravel the enigma of Severus Snape.
I bet writing this chapter was something of a catharsis for you. I know I had some major grief with the 'Sainted Dumbledore'. Enjoying!
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
It really did feel good to have someone finally lash out at him. Yes, he was a powerful wizard, but he was by no means perfect and those cracks were showing before Rita's book, but her investigation really put them in perspective. I'm glad you are enjoying this so far and thanks for the review. :)
Response from phoenix (Author of Work Release)
It really did feel good to have someone finally lash out at him. Yes, he was a powerful wizard, but he was by no means perfect and those cracks were showing before Rita's book, but her investigation really put them in perspective. I'm glad you are enjoying this so far and thanks for the review. :)