THREE
Chapter 3 of 4
sandlapperSequel to Where in the World. Severus wasn't the secret prisoner. Will justice be served and questions answered? Will everyone find a way back to their place in the world?
ReviewedA/N Thanks, peskipiksi, for keeping me in line! I don't own, just dabble!
Dear Ron,
This is the first contact I have had with you in ten years and, I daresay, it will be the last. I am finally putting the past aside completely as I welcome the next stage of my future with open arms. We've been friends for so long, I feel that I owe you the truth. For a time after I read the letter that told me that Papa had been trapped in Azkaban all these years, I hated you. I hated you as much as I had ever loved you. You were an important part of my childhood and with one action you almost destroyed me. I am not writing to hurt you now or to make you dwell on the past.
Ron, my brother, my friend, I forgive you, unconditionally. I know in my heart that Papa forgives you. I am happy, more than I can say, and it came from the actions of you and Harry, Mad-Eye and Kingsley. As painful as losing Papa was, I gained something as precious in return. I wish you all the best in the future.
Hermione
Ron Weasley, dressed in his prison uniform, held his head in his hands and cried. He was almost halfway through his two-year sentence, and other than visits from family, this was his first contact with the outside world.
"George, have you seen Hermione? Is she really OK?" Ron couldn't help but ask through his tears.
"I saw her recently. She asked me to give that letter to you as soon as I could. I didn't keep it from you."
"Thank you, George." Ron took a deep breath and looked at his brother. "I can't write back to her, but could you let her know that I am sorry for everything and if I could change it all, I would. I'm really happy that she is moving on. Maybe one day she will come home?"
George looked at Ron sadly. "I'm afraid Hermione won't ever come back to Britain, but I'll give her your message. Little brother, we love you and Mum and Dad want to have a chance to see you, so I'm off. See you when I am home next. Oh! Happy Christmas, such as it is!"
The brothers couldn't touch, but the emotion in the room was enough and George ducked quickly through the door. Moments later, Arthur and Molly came through the door and seated themselves at the table in the centre of the visiting room. Even after ten months of prison visits, it took Molly a few moments to gather herself together. As soon as she did though, she was all 'mother'. "Ron, are you getting enough to eat? Are you warm enough? Do you need anything?"
She would have gone on and on if Ron and Arthur would let her. "Molly, dear, let the boy speak. You don't give him a chance to answer one question before you are asking another."
Ron laughed a bit sadly. "Mum, Dad, I love you. Happy Christmas."
"We love you, son," Arthur said. "And Happy Christmas to you."
Molly just nodded tearfully. "What's that in your hand?"
Ron looked down at the crumpled paper clutched in his fist. "Oh, yeah. It's a letter from Hermione." Both Weasleys looked surprised. "She's forgiven me, for everything. You have no idea how that feels." Ron started sobbing again. "I helped kill her grandfather and she forgives me. Mum, Dad, I've been doing a lot of thinking. I don't know what I will do when I leave here, but I've got to make up for how I've been. I've always tagged along, been in the shadows. I've got to make my own way."
Arthur smiled at Ron with pride. "Son, just be yourself. Everything will work out. Oh, did George tell you he has reopened the shop? He has even opened several more in different countries. One is in America! And I wanted to let you know that we will be gone for Christmas this year. I am taking your mum on a well-deserved holiday. Unfortunately, that means we will miss your visitation day. I've gotten special permission for us to bring Christmas dinner and everything on Boxing Day instead. George didn't tell you that either?"
"No, he didn't! Why wouldn't he tell me? That's brilliant! And Christmas goose, here? I think I can wait until Boxing Day."
"Maybe George didn't want to say anything since you got that letter," Molly offered.
"Yeah, probably. I am really happy for him. I know he's had a hard time what with Fred being gone."
The rest of the visit went quickly, and Molly and Arthur promised to see him again the next month with Molly asking what she could bring him.
"Nothing, Mum, I'm fine, thanks."
Arthur knocked on the door to alert the guard, and as the door opened, Ron spoke up. "Dad? Have you seen Harry at all?"
Arthur shook his head and Molly sniffed a little. "No, he still refuses to see anyone regularly. As far as I know, Mad-Eye was the last one to see him. He only came for the first few months and then he was committed to St Mungo's." Arthur held out his hand towards Ron in a helpless gesture. "We can't force Harry to see us. He won't even accept letters from the children. I fear for his mind."
Ron nodded slowly. "I'm more worried about what he might do when he gets out of here. But, Dad, keep trying, maybe he'll change his mind."
On the other side of Azkaban, a dark-haired man paced a cell all the while muttering to himself.
*****
Hermione stood in her living room, directing the placement of the Christmas tree. Severus was becoming irritated with her indecision on whether it should go by the fireplace or in front of the large window. "Merlin, woman, make up your mind! It looks fine wherever you put it."
Hermione's eyes welled up at the exasperation in his voice, and immediately he pulled her into his embrace. Rolling his eyes, he wiped her cheeks and kissed her lightly on the lips. "I just want everything to be perfect," she said.
"I know you do, but the Weasleys are family. They aren't going to be disappointed if your house looks like a home."
Now the tree was finally placed and the last ornament hung. Holly, ivy, and candles decorated the mantlepiece and windowsills. This was Hermione's one connection with her former home. Even though it was warm outside, she had a traditional British Christmas. Finally, she was satisfied and headed to the office to wait for her guests. Rather than Flooing, George had decided to surprise his family with a Muggle trip. Hermione could only imagine how excited Arthur was to fly on an aeroplane the first time. She just hoped he could control himself somewhat. Luckily for George, the Christmas dinner with Ron meant that the Weasleys would Floo back home to the Burrow.
They didn't have very long to wait before the wards alerted them that George had arrived. Hermione met them at the front door, squealing like a little girl when she saw Ginny. "Ginny! Oh, Happy Christmas!" The redhead was just as girly as she grabbed Hermione and squeezed her in a bone-crushing hug. "Oh, Merlin, Hermione, I have missed you! Happy Christmas to you! Thank you so much for allowing me to finally come see you. And the children, you don't have to worry about them. Dad put a charm on them that won't allow them to say anything about this place until he lifts it."
Hermione grinned broadly. "Allow? You must be my Christmas gift, because I didn't know you were coming. And look at those babies! I think it is brilliant that you brought them!" Hermione knelt down to meet the little boy and girl standing nervously behind their mum. "Well, I'm Hermione and welcome to Argentina. Would you like to come in and see the Christmas tree?"
The two children grinned and began to talk at the same time. "I'm James, she's Lily. Why is it hot here? When will it snow? What kind of tree do you have?"
The adults laughed and Hermione ushered her guests into the house. Hermione turned to George and hugged him and then Molly and finally Arthur as they all exchanged Christmas greetings. "Let's go into the living room and sit down. There's a lot I need to tell you."
Once everyone was settled, Molly looked at Hermione. "Dear, you are looking wonderfully well. Argentina suits you."
"Thanks, Mrs... "
"Molly, dear, just Molly. You are still a part of this family no matter what. And before we get too blubbery, we all know everything that happened. Arthur told me what he could and George filled in the rest on the way here. Where is your husband?"
Like he had been summoned by the question, Severus stepped into the living room, levitating a tray. "Hermione insisted that we have mulled wine, so please, enjoy."
Just as he set the tray on the table nearest to the Christmas tree, Severus was nearly bowled over by a very emotional Molly Weasley. All at once, she was apologising and thanking him for what he had done for George and Hermione and, Severus was sure, for things that had to do with things he would rather forget. Surprisingly, he hugged Molly back and extracted himself gently. "Molly, I neither need nor want your apologies or thanks. George and Hermione saved me, not the other way around."
Molly tried to protest, but Severus would have none of it. "Would anyone like a drink?" he asked, changing the subject. As he began serving the wine, he stopped and stood listening intently. With a slight smile he looked at Hermione. "My dear, I think that you had something you needed to do upstairs before much longer? We will be fine here for a while."
Hermione jumped up from her seat and started towards the door. "Ginny, want to walk with me?"
Ginny nodded and followed her friend from the room. They made their way upstairs and Hermione grinned at the thought of the reaction she would get from this surprise. She opened the door at the end of the hall and beckoned Ginny inside. "This is MY surprise!" Hermione practically glowed. "Meet Cordelia. We named her after my grandmother."
The nursery was decorated in white and soft greens and yellows. Lying in a beautifully wrought cradle was Hermione and Severus' one month old daughter. She was a tiny thing with fine, jet black hair and intelligent eyes. She lay quietly, staring out towards the voices she heard coming into the room. Ginny stared at Hermione. "Why didn't you TELL anyone? She's beautiful!"
Hermione shrugged a bit sheepishly. "Well, I was going to, then when we started making plans for you all to come for Christmas, I decided to wait. You're not cross, are you?"
"Cross? NO! I am so happy for you!" And Ginny promptly burst into tears. "I am so sorry, I'm not normally this bad anymore, but Harry... well, it still hurts even though I was the one who left. You know, we were planning on having another baby; he wanted a son to name after Dumbledore. But Hermione, I just couldn't deal with everything that was going on. I had to get away."
Hermione embraced her friend. "We will talk about this later, just us, I promise... it's certainly overdue, but right now, what's say we go introduce Cordelia to her godfather and honorary grandparents." Hermione looked slyly at Ginny. "She already met her godmother." Another squeal and hug was the answer to that.
Cordelia was duly fed and changed and handed to her newly minted godmother. "Let's go surprise your mum." And down the stairs they went.
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Another very nice story from you. Harry `potter is an arse in this fic and Ron not far behind although he came right in the end. Thanks for sharing.
Response from sandlapper (Author of Finding a Way Back)
I have always wondered how that horcrux really affected Harry, this was my small attempt at exploring the idea. Thanks for the review!
Lovely and diferent. Refreshing.
Response from sandlapper (Author of Finding a Way Back)
Thank you very much... I am glad you enjoyed!
So glad so see this story up. Wish I had a knight in shining armour like Hermione has! Can just hear Severus' silky voice saying that rescue speech!
Response from sandlapper (Author of Finding a Way Back)
Thanks so much for all your encouragement and help! And oh, YES, everytime I read Sev dialogue I can hear that voice too!
Thank goodness Severus was there to protect his wife and children. George Santiago is a good name, but I'll bet Hermione comes up with a nickname for him. I think it's in her blood. LOL!I wonder if Arthur and Molly were aware of what Harry was doing when he went to the Burrow? It's good that Arthur and George were there to help when Harry came. It could all very easily have gone wrong. I don't know if Harry can ever be helped. His anger and need to blame Severus seems to be inexhaustible. Being host to a part of the Dark Lord's soul for so long appears to have damaged him.Now I hope Severus, Hermione and their children can live long and happy lives without always having to look over their shoulders. It's time for joy!Thank you for this story and for Where In the World. It's good to see everything come full circle.Hugs you lots,Beth
Response from sandlapper (Author of Finding a Way Back)
Thanks so much for reading as I wrote my way through this little tale. No one knew what Harry was thinking. I'm not sure he knew either! But they knew to be prepared and that is all they could do. I think that no one, even JKR, took into consideration that the piece of the Dark Lord was inside harry for years... there had to be some sort of influence. Now it is time for Severus and Hermione to live happily ever after! Hope you will be looking out for my next attempt at SS/HG. Hugs to you, Beth! Thanks for the friendship!
I'm glad that Hermione forgave Ron. Even though I first thought he didn't deserve it, the more I read the more I realized how much he had changed and grown while in Azkaban. Besides, forgiveness is a gift you give yourself... carrying around all that resentment and hate just seems to eat away at whatever joy may come your way. Good call, Shell.I'm tickled pink that Severus and Hermione have a daughter! She has her daddy's hair and eyes– or maybe it's her daddy's hair and her mother's eyes– either way she's joy to them and that's what's important.I'm off to see how you've concluded this lovely story.Beth
Response from sandlapper (Author of Finding a Way Back)
Glad you enjoyed! I can just see Severus with a daughter, she would have him wrapped in her tiny fist faster than he could blink! Ron did some soul searching while in prison. Being out from the shadow of his older brothers and Harry let him see how he was being! Hope you enjoy the end!
Quite the dark descent for Harry. I do hope he gets the help he needs. Lovely to see Severus and Hermione happy and moving forward.
Response from sandlapper (Author of Finding a Way Back)
Thanks so much for reading! I have often wondered if that little part of the Dark Lord affected Harry more than anyone ever realized... This is just a touch on that subject.
Aww, how sweet this chapter was. I was glad to see Ron ease up and realize all he'd done. I've got high hopes for a full recovery from him. Harry, of course, is another thing. Perhaps Ron can help in some way. Loved the reunion, especially Ginny's part in it.
Response from sandlapper (Author of Finding a Way Back)
Thank you! Ron has finally come out of the shadows and realized that he has to be himself. Harry, well Harry is just stubborn. And after 10+ years, it was time for Hermione and Severus to come in out of the cold - so to speak! One more chapter in the queue! Keep watching for it!
I just read all through your whole double-story -- WOW, very well knitted together and so reduced, yet maintaining a clear plotline AND developing some of your characters. You chose all these characters very well. I'm disappointed of Kingsley, but he was disgusted of himself, too. So easy to believe that a hero would not ever fail. Ron was nearly drowning himself in a hatred that wasn't even his own. Finally he has developed a backbone! I hope we'll see a solution fro him. Sadly, Harry is very much in character too. So stubborb and ready to twist the truth while pretending to be defending justice. I do not believe he can be changes at this stadium. What a fate for Ginny and their children! She was entirely right to initially stick to him and work from within, but then it was too much. I admit that I'm missing Hermione's trademark habits here. She would have studied or developed something, would she not? Now I'm anxiously awaiting the next chapter!
Response from sandlapper (Author of Finding a Way Back)
Thank you so much! I'm glad you enjoyed everything. You certainly grasped everything that I had envisioned. While my Severus uses his potion's expertise to create flavored brandies, Hermione takes charge of the business side of the orchards - that is the reason the office in the house is hers. I will have the last chapter up as soon as I can!
At least Ron seems to have recovered his senses. But that last makes me think that Harry's still determinedly plotting against Severus. BTW, I think I have an inkling about what might happen when Harry is finally released from Azkaban...
Response from sandlapper (Author of Finding a Way Back)
Ron has figured things out - sitting there alone in his cell. Harry just can't let go OR take responsibility. I can't wait to see if your inkling is right!! Last chapter as soon as I can!! Thanks for reading and reviewing!
Poor Ron. I'm glad he is sincerely remorseful and seemingly on a better path. Severus and Hermione are certainly beginning their christmas in a lovely way!Excellent story!
Response from sandlapper (Author of Finding a Way Back)
I'm so glad you like this! I think Ron's main problem was he so wanted to be out of the shadow of his brothers, that he fell into the shadow of Harry. The enforced seperation in Azkaban led him to realize just what they had done and that he needed to be his own man. And even though he wants to work for George, he will do it on his own. Things are certainly on the rise for S/H. They are moving forward AND regaining some of what they had to give up... one more chapter as soon as possible!
JKR pretty much made the same comparisons between Harry and Tom in her books. I'm glad Ron saw the error of his ways. Hopefully, Harry can be helped. Part III? Anytime soon? ^_^
Response from sandlapper (Author of Finding a Way Back)
I don't usually like Ron, but he decided to be a bit of a sweetheart in this one. I was really focused on Harry and the fact that he gets excused so much...imho. I don't know if I am up for a part III, I am working on a new story right now. I will start posting soon, I hope! Thanks for reading and reviewing!!
Thank you for giving us this wonderful story, it has been a wonderful read. Way to seldom Harry is taken to task for his violent temper and confronted with his own prejudices. That done here, sprinkled with a happy ending for Severus and Hermione and the Weasleys on the rigth side in stead of Harrys, made it all a great story .
Response from sandlapper (Author of Finding a Way Back)
Thank you!! I always thought Harry got away with whatever he could... it was nice to give Hermione and Severus a happy ending! I appreciate you reading and reviewing!
Yup, that's pretty much what I figured would happen, an obsessed Harry tracking down the Snapes, resulting in a scene not unlike when Voldemort came for Harry and his parents. Albeit with a much improved ending. Hopefully the healers at St. Mungo's can help Harry see just how far he's fallen and help him find his way back.
Response from sandlapper (Author of Finding a Way Back)
I always thought there was a lot of parallels between Harry and Tom. And, like Dumbledore said, it was all about choices. Harry didn't always make the best choices. One can only hope that St. Mungo's can help! Thank you so much for reading and reviewing!