Living by the tip of the Blade
Chapter 15 of 22
JinxieHarry visits the Headmistress to discuss the situation.
Usual disclaimer: I don’t own them and make no profit, except at their expense.
Special thanks to PotionsMistress23 for her editing work!
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Chapter Fifteen: Living by the tip of the Blade
Before Harry could ask, Minerva cried, “Mr. Potter, please come through!” His tears were clear evidence to her that the last and worst case scenario from her and Severus’s earlier conversation had come to pass. “What’s left you in such a state, Lad?”
“It’s Hermione and the baby. I – I...” he said numbly, shaking his head while looking around, dumbfounded and bereft. “I wanted to let you know they’ve been taken to St. Michael’s...”
Minerva gasped loudly, and her hand flew to cover her mouth.
“No. Not our Hermione.” Her sob joined Harry’s.
Neither noticed the expression on the Deputy Headmaster’s face as he processed this revelation.
Dead. Hermione and the child – dead. How could it be? She was fine when last I saw her at that blasted Hogmanay celebration. Had that been too much stress on her and the babe? I need to see her, see the child – if only to be sure. With that thought in mind, he turned to leave. He barely took a step when he heard Minerva’s questions begin, making him halt in his tracks to hear the answers.
“But how? What happened?”
“She was by herself when it happened. Apparently, she was walking in Muggle London, near St. James’s Park – near Westminster Abbey, when she was stabbed, seemingly at random, by a passing Muggle. The Muggles who witnessed it called for emergency services, and she was taken by ambulance to the nearby A&E at St. Thomas’s.”
She gasped, “Merlin – when did this happen?”
“It was the afternoon of New Year’s Day.”
“Three days ago! Why hasn’t it been in The Prophet? Why hasn’t anyone said anything?”
“We only thought she was taking time to herself for a day or two. It wasn’t until yesterday afternoon that we found that she’d been at St. Thomas’s. One of the nurses in the hospital there is a Squib and notified St. Mungo’s when she found Hermione’s wand with her personal affects. She’d been in and out of surgery since arriving at the hospital, when they tried to save the baby and stem the bleeding. The baby was delivered immediately, by special surgery, and then they started working on Hermione.” He ran a hand through his hair, not quite knowing how to explain Muggle medical procedures that he wasn’t entirely sure of to his former professor.
“Surely, once she got to St. Mungo’s, they were able to complete her healing? What’s gone wrong?”
“That’s what I thought, but we never really learned much about differences between Muggle and Magical healing at school. It seems that the longer time passes between injuries and healing, the less likely Magical healing can occur, especially when Muggle medical treatments have been started first. All the cutting, the surgeries, the stitches... I don’t think the Mediwitches and Wizards knew quite where to start with Hermione – she was in such a bad way. You should’ve seen her – she was deathly white to begin with. And that poor baby – not even getting to be held by her!”
Severus stood there, listening to the tale, mind reeling with the information while the others were still seemingly oblivious to his presence. She didn’t even know the child was born? Who named him then, if not his own parents?
“What do you mean; she never got to hold the child? How was he named if she didn’t name him?”
“Hermione was unconscious when the paramedics arrived and never woke after that. Mrs. Granger, her mother, knew the name Hermione picked, as she wanted him named for his father.” With that final statement, Harry’s eyes looked around the room and settled on the Deputy Head’s back, silently willing him to turn around to make eye contact. Once he did, Harry continued. “She wanted him to know who his father was, even if he wasn’t a part of their lives.”
Damn the woman; she knew and she never said! How many months of nothing, no communication? What was her intention – have the child and then tell me?
“...and so, it was this morning that Hermione and Corvus were transferred to St. Michael’s,” he said calmly.
Severus hadn’t quite listened to Harry any longer but was brought back to reality suddenly, with that final statement. St. Michael’s – the Wizarding morgue. I know there’s no identification needed, but I need to see her, and the child; Corvus, my – son.
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I'm so glad to see this update. This is a lovely story. Well, if you can call Hermione being injured, and everyone thinking she and the baby are dead lovely, anyway :) I hope you continue to update as I am very invested in seeing what happens to all of them.
Response from Jinxie (Author of To Know What I Have Done...)
Aw, thank you! He he, it is a bit of a rum situation at the moment, isn't it?Yes, I will definitely finish this story, though it may take me a bit of time. I will get there!Thank you, again, for reading and reviewing! :)
Aww. we all need our mums. :)
Response from Jinxie (Author of To Know What I Have Done...)
Definitely. ;)Thank you for reading and reviewing!
Powder blue is much more refined then lime green. We Southern hemispherites know this. :)
Response from Jinxie (Author of To Know What I Have Done...)
LOL. Definitely understated.Thank you for reading and reviewing! :)
And there was I thinking I tormented Severus. I've got nothing on you, babe! :P
Response from Jinxie (Author of To Know What I Have Done...)
LOL. I rather enjoy a sexually frustrated Snape more than a Snape-in-the-dark (oh dear, I think I've just created a challenge that is begging to be put out there). Thank you, your praise means a lot! :)
I'm glad that Corvus is still alive as well as Hermione...but of course, that begs the question of why his name disappeared from the Hogwarts registry. You've already made it clear that Corvus isn't a Squib, since his name would never have appeared if that had been the case. For that matter, when are you going to let Severus know that both Corvus and Hermione survived? If I'm not mistaken, he's still under the mistaken impression that both of them are dead. I hope you won't keep him in the dark much longer...that would be cruel, and the man has been through enough in his life.
Response from Jinxie (Author of To Know What I Have Done...)
As of right now Corvus has left the country with the intention (at the moment) to not return to Britain, so his name has disappeared from the list. You're correct that he's mistaken in his belief that they are dead. Don't worry, he will find out soon that they're still alive.Thank you for reading and reviewing! :)
I'm so glad you updated. I've missed this story. Thanks for the happy chapter.
Response from Jinxie (Author of To Know What I Have Done...)
Aw, I'm glad to hear it. You've made my day!Thank you for reading and reviewing! More to come soon(ish). :)
But Severus still has to find them - and Harry, will he know where to look?
Response from Jinxie (Author of To Know What I Have Done...)
Harry is a font of information. But, he assumes Severus has already been told and is dealing with it in his own way.Thank you for reading and reviewing! :)
Oh! You threw me off for a second! I didn't expect to read a chapter from this perspective!
Response from Jinxie (Author of To Know What I Have Done...)
He he he. Glad you enjoyed it.Thank you for reading and reviewing! :)
"I just love this line: Inferi are a rare sight these days, plus babies make dreadful Inferi. What would it do - spit milk at you to achieve its objective? That's just the sort of random thought I'd expect a shocked Severus to have ... Nicely done! :)
Response from Jinxie (Author of To Know What I Have Done...)
He he he. Thank you! I'm surprised no one else commented on it. :\",3/28/11 1:51,9/1/20 17:56,0,
Response from Jinxie (Author of To Know What I Have Done...)
182640,17820,23561,"Awwww! Poor Severus -- no one thinking to tell him they aren't dead! :( Hopefully
Well, that's a relief, but I hope someone thinks to tell Severus. Poor guy.
Response from Jinxie (Author of To Know What I Have Done...)
Yes, poor Severus and quite the relief. Now, does he know or do we assume he knows?Thanks for reading and reviewing! :)
Well, that's a relief. But now Severus has to find out...hooboy.
Response from Jinxie (Author of To Know What I Have Done...)
Yes, now to find out. Should prove interesting to him.Thank you for reading and reviewing! :)
I'm so glad she's alive!
Response from Jinxie (Author of To Know What I Have Done...)
He he he. Me too!Thank you for reading and reviewing! :)
Severus' head must be spinning, nonetheless.
Response from Jinxie (Author of To Know What I Have Done...)
Spinning to put it blunt. Quite a bit to take in for one day. ;)Thank you for reading and reviewing!
Oh. My. God! Severus can't find out anything at St Mungo's. They aren't at St Michael's morgue. No one at the Ministry of Magic will tell him anything... other than a couple of Aurors who were overheard discussing plans for Hermione's funeral!Hey! I've got an idea... how 'bout the MLE planning a funeral for someone who isn't dead to try to catch the murderer? That'll work! Won't it? WON'T IT?If anything's happened to Hermione and the baby, I'm gonna wring Dolohov's neck myself. Severus must go see Harry next. Before I have heart failure.Thanks for another wild chapter, Jinxie! Beth
Response from Jinxie (Author of To Know What I Have Done...)
The next chapter's in the queue, so you'll just have to wait and see. Thank you for sticking with the story and reviewing! :)
Hope springs eternal. :)
Response from Jinxie (Author of To Know What I Have Done...)
Indeed. ;)
Oh noes! :0
Response from Jinxie (Author of To Know What I Have Done...)
It's not entirely as bleak as it seems. ;)
The poor guy is disgusted and upset that they have lost Hermione and the baby which is completely understandable. I, on the other hand, am happy that they aren't at St. Michael's. It means there is still a chance that there was a misunderstanding and they are not dead. I shall hold out hope ...
Response from Jinxie (Author of To Know What I Have Done...)
Disgust is just part of what he's feeling at the moment. More of Severus' feelings will be revealed in another chapter when he has time to absorb all of what's happened. He's only just found out he's fathered a child,and now cannot find closure or information as he can't find either mother or child... It's quite a lot to take in for a normal persona, let alone Severus.More to come soon (honest), and thank you for reading and reviewing! :)
I've had a chapter I've been working on for I think three years now. I cannot, for the life of me, get it written. Like, the following FIVE chapters are complete. So I feel you.
Response from Jinxie (Author of To Know What I Have Done...)
I hate that! You get a story mapped in your mind, have snippets of it in exact detail of how you want it to go, but you have point A and point C clearly, but point B won't co-operate! Story of my life. (If that made sense, congratulations.) Sometimes cutting out that chapter and alluding to how you wanted it to happen in later chapters is the way to go forward. Or time, but time's a bugger.Thank you for reading and reviewing! :)
Response from cmwinters (Reviewer)
It made perfect sense!
It's a great story, Jinxie. And I'm so happy (yay!!!) that you had a chance to update now! I especially like the fact that you leave cliffhangers at the end of what seems like every chapter. It keeps me salivating for more!
Response from Jinxie (Author of To Know What I Have Done...)
Aw, thank you for sticking with it! He he, the cliffhangers keep you coming back for more. The next chapter should be in the queue later today. :)
this is so sad! It's so awful. Poor Severus!
Response from Jinxie (Author of To Know What I Have Done...)
Yes, poor Severus. He's not getting very far with the information side of everything. Hopefully information will be made revealed to him soon.Thank you for reading and reviewing all the chapters! :)
oh dear
Response from Jinxie (Author of To Know What I Have Done...)
Yes, unfortunately Severus is a bit of a loss at the moment isn't he?Thanks (again) for sticking with it! :)
oh nnoo. Poor thing. Poor Severus waiting alone!!!
Response from Jinxie (Author of To Know What I Have Done...)
Yes, misunderstandings are rife in this story I'm afraid.Thanks for reading and reviewing! :)
very good. I can't wait to read more!
Response from Jinxie (Author of To Know What I Have Done...)
I'm glad you've enjoyed the chapter. Thank you for reading and reviewing!
oh dear! Poor Hermione. Poor Severus!
Response from Jinxie (Author of To Know What I Have Done...)
Yes, misunderstandings abound.Thank you for reading and reviewing!
I am just so glad to see your update. I hoped that this story would be finished...especially since it is at such a heartbreaking part! I like how you only reveal snippets of the larger story in each chapter..it keeps me wanting more and to shake some certain characters for their stubbron pride.... Thanks for the update and looking forward to more!
Response from Jinxie (Author of To Know What I Have Done...)
No, it's not abandoned. It will be finished, it's just taking me longer to get time to myself as I work nights and have two small children (and a grown toddler husband). The snippets have been fun to write as they make up the whole instead of seeing too much of one side and not the other. It lets you see the whole picture, even though they can't - just yet.Thank you for reading and reviewing! More to come soon (honest). :)