This makes me want to cry.  It brings to mind that my dads one year anniv. of his death is this month.  So getting past that,  it's truly amazing how right on you wrote how it feels after you have lost someone so dear to your heart.   The only question I have is.  Where is Charlie?  His the only brother you didn't mention.  Now I'm going to go and have a good cry.  Or bad cry which ever way you see it.