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Chapter 3 of 3
lady_rhianThe Order instructed Hermione to find Severus Snape. A year after the search, she is still dealing with the consequences and the recently discovered reason behind his disappearance. Inspired by challenges at the grangersnape100.
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A/N: The last segment. Inspired by the Fight, Page 197, Snape Has It All, and 2nd person POV challenges at the gs100.
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As the letter dropped to the floor, she heard a distinct pop of Apparition.
Finally.
“It’s about time, Severus,” she remarked softly.
She heard him walk towards her and stopped, but didn’t bother to turn around.
“You knew I was coming.”
A statement, not a question.
“Tonks wrote me.” She sipped from her wine glass, shutting her eyes, willing her tears away.
She felt a hand move against her shoulder. It took the glass from her and dropped it.
He turned her around roughly. “I did what I had to do.”
“And what was that?” she asked tersely, gritting her teeth.
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“It wasn’t time,” he responded calmly.
“Wasn’t time? Two years after Voldemort’s death, Severus, good timing!” she yelled, her hands waving erratically.
“Albus wasn’t healed!”
“Albus has been DEAD for three years! I can’t HANDLE this!”
“Hermione,” he said, catching her as she fell to the ground.
“He’s alive, you’re here, you’re innocent, you were overwhelmingly guilty and I still tried to prove them wrong…”
“I know,” he said, holding her to his chest.
“And still, you lied to me!” she yelled in a renewed force of anger, pushing against his chest. “There you are, a mature man with experience of the ways of the world, who ought to be able to tell right from wrong!”
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“Tell me what was right, Hermione!” he insisted, hands on her shoulders, eyes piercing hers. “Was it right to tell you the truth, to reveal Albus to all of you when he was not ready? Was it right for me to betray my mentor?”
“Was it right for you to fuck me and leave me?” she asked, heaving breaths. He looked down, his hand moving to his forehead.
“I wouldn’t have pegged you for that type,” she muttered softly, eyes downcast.
There was a long pause.
“It wasn’t right. I am sorry.” He took her chin with his fingers, forcing it up. “I am sorry.”
She looked in his eyes, tears welling in her own. “You never say you’re sorry.”
“I’m saying it now,” he said simply. “I’ve had a year to think about that day – that night – and a year to contemplate what it would mean when I returned.”
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She shut her eyes tightly. “I’ve been here for a year,” she whispered. “Miserable for thought of you, desperately wanting you, berating myself over how I let you seduce me…”
“Do you regret it?” she heard him ask, feeling his fingers drop from her chin.
She also heard the unwritten question.
Do you want me to leave?
“No,” she whispered. “Stay.”
“I didn’t ask…”
“Yes, you did,” she said, opening her eyes, looking at him. “I want to talk with you.”
He reached over to her face, tracing the path her tears had traveled. “Let’s talk.”
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Two Years Later
Dear Hermione & Severus,
Congratulations on the birth of the twins! Remus and I are so happy for you. Johanna Elizabeth is a beautiful name, and Severus must be congratulated on allowing his son to have Ronald as a middle name. It is a moving tribute.
Alright, Remus wants to write something:
Congratulations! Took you long enough.
I had to hijack the pen from the man. He’s incorrigible!
I’m just happy for you, and seeing as how Remus has me locked in a cabin in the Caribbean for the first holiday we’ve taken in years, we probably won’t see you soon. But, honestly, who’d want to?! Two Orders of Merlin, thriving careers, and beautiful children. Some people have all the luck!
And others have shag condos…
Tonks is done writing now.
Best wishes,
Remus and Tonks ;)
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The quote is taken from Marguerite de Navarre's The Heptameron.
Thanks for reading. :)
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Latest 25 Reviews for Know Me Not
19 Reviews | 5.37/10 Average
Fun too short and too fast but I liked it very much!
Tonks is a hoot, thank you!
Response from lady_rhian (Author of Know Me Not)
Glad you enjoyed it! I'm quite fond of her, too. :)
Brilliant letter from Tonks (and Remus) YOu know how happy and mush I get around epilogues with babys and happiness! Squeee!
Response from lady_rhian (Author of Know Me Not)
I do. :-) You'll be sure to like the new idea I have spinning for a SSHG...
Response from MollysSister (Reviewer)
TEASE!!!!!
UGh I hope they had seperate rooms. I would hate to think of the havoc sharing a room with Albus could cause.
Response from lady_rhian (Author of Know Me Not)
Hee! :)
I do like a Severus who does well for himself post war. Money can certainly improve him :)
Response from lady_rhian (Author of Know Me Not)
I like him, too. I'm amazed you're reading my (ancient) stuff... thank you! Hope it doesn't disappoint.
Tonk's humor was a bright spark in the angst of Hermione's revenge and greif. I am glad it all worked out in the end. thank you
Response from lady_rhian (Author of Know Me Not)
Thank you! I adore writing R/T as a sub-pair to Hr/S, so DH was absolutely tragic for me to read... I have difficulty reading anything with R/T now. I haven't finished mourning them yet.
The excuses must have been damn good. A very different slant on the theme. I enjoyed the read.
Response from lady_rhian (Author of Know Me Not)
Thank you! Glad you liked it. :)
I do love Tonks.
Response from lady_rhian (Author of Know Me Not)
As do I! I've included Tonks in quite a few of my fanfic pieces - I rarely use her as a main character but she is phenomenal fun to bring in in the background.
*snicker* Loved Tonks and Remus' letter. *giggle*
Very well done! I enjoyed it, even if I did have to wait for the conclusion. *snerk*
Response from lady_rhian (Author of Know Me Not)
Thank you, darlin'! Glad you liked Tonks and Remus' interaction.
YOU BETTER UPDATE SOON, MISSY!
Wow, I love this. Tight pacing, compelling characters. Whee!
Response from lady_rhian (Author of Know Me Not)
Thanks for! The story's done and I'm late getting around to answering some reviews, so you may have already finished it, but I appreciate the compliments. :)
Hmmm, I can't wait for more. Great job
Response from lady_rhian (Author of Know Me Not)
Response from lady_rhian (Author of Know Me Not)
Thank you, dear. :)
So, why the wallowing? Because she didn't get him to come back, or because he left? Again, this is interesting.
Response from lady_rhian (Author of Know Me Not)
You'll see soon. :) As always, thank you for sharing your thoughts!
I'm so loving this, it's a great read, plenty of questions still to be answered which is always good.Update soon!
Response from lady_rhian (Author of Know Me Not)
Part III is in the queue - it should be up soon! I'm so glad you're enjoying the piece. Hopefully your questions will be answered in a satisfactory manner. :)
Great first chapter, very intriguing!
Response from lady_rhian (Author of Know Me Not)
Thank you. :)
grrr...here I am getting ready to go to work, reading a bit while eating breakfast, and you do this to me. It's just not fair dammit!
Get more of this up soon!!!
Response from lady_rhian (Author of Know Me Not)
My apologies, darling. ;) The third part is in the queue; hopefully your appetites will be satisfied soon!
Ooh!this one is so exciting!I can't wait for more!~
Response from lady_rhian (Author of Know Me Not)
Part II is posted and Part III is in the queue. Thank you for reading! :)
Interesting.
Response from lady_rhian (Author of Know Me Not)
Thank you; I hope you continue reading!
Such an intriguing beginning! I love stories that show Hermione suffering after the defeat of Voldemort. I think it is such a natural reaction to feel some sort of survivor's guilt as well as post traumatic stress, especially if she loses Ron or Harry.
Great job!
Response from lady_rhian (Author of Know Me Not)
A very good point. Thank you for reading; I'm glad you're enjoying the story!
great stuff. i like your version of book 7. thanks
Response from lady_rhian (Author of Know Me Not)
Thank you!