Future's Glory
Rage Against the Dying of the Light
Chapter 7 of 7
phoenixNarcissa has been the loyal wife of a Death Eater for twenty years. She has kept her opinion to herself, but everything is about to change.
ReviewedA/N: Well, I would like to thank everyone for being so patient with me. This chapter has been far too long in coming, and I hope you will find it a satisfying end to this little tale. As always, many thanks to nota for her assistance as a beta and letting me know I was not crazy to think it needed a little something more at the end.
Chapter 7: Future's Glory
Narcissa felt miserable. She was bloated, achy and exhausted. This felt ten times worse than when she had been pregnant with Draco. Or perhaps it was just so long ago that she had forgotten how bad that had been.
Shifting yet again, she searched in vain for a less uncomfortable position, but nothing seemed to make her feel any better. The child was pushing against her insides, stretching out even though there was no more room to stretch. And to make matters worse, she still had two weeks to go.
Lucius was doting on her as he had never done before. She had to admit that it did feel wonderful. It had been years since he had been this attentive towards her. Well, not exactly true, he had been quite amorous while convincing her that they should have more children, but she knew that was because he had wanted something. Now, it felt truly wonderful to be treated like royalty, especially when she looked so miserable and felt even worse.
She wasn't aware that Lucius had returned home until he picked up her foot and began massaging it. "How are you feeling, dearest?"
Startled back to the present, she managed a small smile. "What? Oh, tired."
"Well, you're nearly there. Soon we will have a lovely child."
Unconsciously, she rubbed her swollen stomach. "How very true. But it will be worth it, won't it?" She had felt this same way while pregnant with Draco. Her initial euphoria at the idea of being a mother had changed to near panic as she watched her body transform as the child within her grew. Yet one look at his angelic face had convinced her it was worth every discomfort...the same emotions she was feeling this time.
"Very much so." His hand slid up her leg, gently caressing her.
She could see a gleam in his eye, but it was not entirely lust. "What are you thinking about, my love?"
"About how wonderful a woman you are and how lucky I am to be married to you. And about how positively breathtaking you are." He was now leaning over her, lowering his head for a kiss.
She playfully pushed at him. "Stop. I'm hideous."
"Darling, you are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. The fact that you are carrying our child has not changed that. It only enhances your natural beauty, and the way I feel about you." He pushed a little harder and finally claimed his kiss.
His words and actions made her feel better about herself, and she eagerly returned his kiss. As their amorous encounter unfolded, she felt a familiar tightening in her abdomen. Trying to push him away, she said, "Lucius."
He did not cease his advances. "Narcissa," he whispered lustily.
She pushed more insistently. "No. Not now."
Confusion spread across his face. "What?"
"The baby. I think I'm in labor."
"Labor?"
"Yes, dear. Please, Lucius, you need to send for the Healer. Now."
At those words, he seemed to regain some of his senses. "Yes, the Healer." After hurriedly summoning one of the house-elves and sending it out to fetch Healer Jacobs, he helped Narcissa upstairs.
After lying in the bed a little while and being unable to achieve any measure of comfort, not to mention finding Lucius' pacing annoying, she said, "I think I'd like to get up and walk for a bit."
"Are you sure?" he asked nervously.
"Yes, it's perfectly safe, and it will help keep my mind off what's happening while we wait for the Healer."
"Where is he? Why has he not arrived yet?" Lucius asked anxiously.
"I'm sure he'll be along soon, Lucius. We still have time."
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Nearly three hours later, Narcissa's water had broken, her contractions were much closer together and there was still no sign of the Healer. In fact, the house-elf had not returned either and an anxious Lucius sent a second. "When that blasted fool gets here, I'll give him a piece of my mind. His actions are negligent..."
"Darling, no. I'm sure there is a valid reason for him not being here yet." She really needed him to be calm as she was fighting her own panic and fear of having the baby without proper medical assistance.
Finally the Healer arrived. "Where have you been?" demanded Lucius.
"In a moment, Mr. Malfoy." The Healer turned all of his attention to Narcissa and cast a quick diagnostic spell over her. "Seems I arrived just in time. Are you ready, Narcissa?"
She nodded, relieved that he had arrived on time, if only barely. The desire to push was becoming overwhelming. As far as she was concerned, this could not be over soon enough.
After an exhausting hour of pushing, she was rewarded by the wail of their daughter.
"Congratulations. It's a beautiful, healthy baby girl," the Healer said as he swaddled the child and handed her to Narcissa. As she hugged the tightly wrapped bundle protectively against her body, tiny little lips began to suckle at her swollen breast. It had been so many years since she had felt this sensation, but it was all coming back now. Everything was going to be all right.
Lucius was at her side, a proud grin on his face as he looked at mother and child.
He could not help thinking back on those early pregnancies. This was what he had denied both of them in his blind pursuit of an heir. What had he done? Was this precious infant, a perfect mixture of himself and Cissy, really so bad? Even now, the resemblance to her parents was uncanny. She clearly had her mother's mouth and her eyes were not the typical blue of most infants, but the same grey as his.
He was sure now that they would have another son, maybe more than one. He would not give up on that dream; it was meant to be. But for now, as he watched the joy that shone in the face of the woman he really did love, this small piece of Narcissa and Lucius Malfoy would do.
"She is adorable, isn't she?"
"Perfect," replied Lucius as he reached down and gently brushed his daughter's cheek. "What shall we name her?"
This was something Narcissa had been contemplating for a long time. The two of them had agreed that if was a boy, he would provide the name, but if it were a girl, she would have the honor of naming their daughter. "Harmonia Grace. I think it is a fitting and hopeful name for the world we've brought her into.
It was not the name Lucius would have chosen, but he agreed it was an appropriate name for the times. He hoped that would prove true. "It's lovely, and I hope it will suit her well."
"I think it will." A bit reluctantly, she handed Harmonia over to Lucius, finally succumbing to exhaustion. As she drifted off to sleep, she felt suffused with happiness for the first time in more than a year, and maybe much longer than that. Once again, the Malfoys were a family.
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Not quite two years after Harmonia's birth, Lucius and Narcissa were blessed with a second child, this one the son that he so longed for, Augustus Lucius. Lucius had purposely chosen a first name that was not in his family's history.
Narcissa thrived as a mother, and he pushed away the guilt he felt for having denied her this feeling for so long. They were both happy now and had started fresh in an age where Voldemort has been vanquished.
When Augustus was six months old, she started hinting that she would like another child. Lucius could not have been more pleased. He had realized that having a large family was not the burden he had once thought it would be. Even with his restriction on travel outside the country soon to be lifted, he realized that he much preferred staying at home. Harmonia was a very bright child, and he enjoyed spending time with her and even spoiling her a little. Augustus had the same spark that his sister did, and he could hardly wait to begin grooming his son as his heir.
He was taking a much different outlook to fatherhood this time than he had with Draco. The Malfoy name was something people would strive to marry into. Once again, his family would be great, reborn from the tattered ruins of a dark master.
~The End~
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Latest 25 Reviews for Rage Against the Dying of the Light
16 Reviews | 8.56/10 Average
Of course Lucius is happy to continue his little empire:-) but more important for me is that I feel that Narcissa has achieved a kind of peace and closure of Draco's death and a kind of happiness with having more children to give all of her love & life to, continuing the life force, her life force, through them--so happy that she is thriving and that her equillibrium has found itself & peace through the dynamics of family life--lovely ending!
Response from phoenix (Author of Rage Against the Dying of the Light)
I'm so glad you enjoyed this. Both of them went through so much emotionally, it was wonderful to write an ending where they truly were a happy family.
Response from phoenix (Author of Rage Against the Dying of the Light)
I'm so glad you enjoyed this. Both of them went through so much emotionally, it was wonderful to write an ending where they truly were a happy family.
Well, Lucius should be made to grovel at her feet and worship her and the female baby she is carrying--I think it's time he gets some bewitching re-wiring done to his misogynistic brain and thank the fertile & merciful goddess that Narcissa is with all of his heart & soul *end of rant* great chapter!xxx
Response from phoenix (Author of Rage Against the Dying of the Light)
LOL Loved the rant. And yes, Lucius needs to finish his mental rewiring. I think perhaps he's finally grown up. LOL
Response from phoenix (Author of Rage Against the Dying of the Light)
LOL Loved the rant. And yes, Lucius needs to finish his mental rewiring. I think perhaps he's finally grown up. LOL
There is an opening, a small ray of hope that she might change her mind, but such a slow, tentative thawing--I fear Severus' presence is a set back? Reading on!xxx
Response from phoenix (Author of Rage Against the Dying of the Light)
Aren't hormonal emotional roller coasters fun? LOL Poor Narcissa was on the road to recovery, but being used to Lucius, she can't help but start to get suspicious.
Response from phoenix (Author of Rage Against the Dying of the Light)
Aren't hormonal emotional roller coasters fun? LOL Poor Narcissa was on the road to recovery, but being used to Lucius, she can't help but start to get suspicious.
Yes, I meant to mention that I love the poetry as an inspirational theme flowing through your work:-) Hmmn, it's nice that Severus is helping out; I enjoy reading the true friendship aspects between Severus and the Malfoys being depicted and expanded upon
Response from phoenix (Author of Rage Against the Dying of the Light)
The Severus Lucius friendship is another reason I scream at Jo for killing off poor Sev. I like to think that Severus is Lucius' only true friend, the only one who will tell the emporer he's got no clothes on. I also love the guilt poor Lucius feels over his past actions - he's finally finding some humanity.
Response from phoenix (Author of Rage Against the Dying of the Light)
The Severus Lucius friendship is another reason I scream at Jo for killing off poor Sev. I like to think that Severus is Lucius' only true friend, the only one who will tell the emporer he's got no clothes on. I also love the guilt poor Lucius feels over his past actions - he's finally finding some humanity.
Hmmmn, perhaps still too soon for Narcissa? The pain too raw to mask even at a masque ball--it would be very painful to be surrounded by those who remind her of her loss.
Response from phoenix (Author of Rage Against the Dying of the Light)
The Narcissa chapters were always the hardest for me to write, or most draining, I should say. Poor Lucius trying so hard and failing to pry his wife from her depression.
Response from phoenix (Author of Rage Against the Dying of the Light)
The Narcissa chapters were always the hardest for me to write, or most draining, I should say. Poor Lucius trying so hard and failing to pry his wife from her depression.
An interesting take, from Lucius' point of view of the current situation and the future; he's going to have to be very careful how he approaches Narcissa on the matter of producing another heir...
Response from phoenix (Author of Rage Against the Dying of the Light)
Oh, here I am choking back tears as I review the chapter. Poor Narcissa to have her son killed by her sister and her husband exact justice by killing her sister. I love that he gets to show his gentle and loving side with her. There will be some POV back and forth in this story as each of them comes to terms with how their life was utterly destroyed. And yes, Lucius will have to proceed very carefully. But just wait until further information on that is revealed.
Response from phoenix (Author of Rage Against the Dying of the Light)
Oh, here I am choking back tears as I review the chapter. Poor Narcissa to have her son killed by her sister and her husband exact justice by killing her sister. I love that he gets to show his gentle and loving side with her. There will be some POV back and forth in this story as each of them comes to terms with how their life was utterly destroyed. And yes, Lucius will have to proceed very carefully. But just wait until further information on that is revealed.
It would be truly devasting for anyone to lose a child and for these two very keenly--it always felt like it was Draco that kept them together, living and keeping up appearances, building the world around him and fortifying it at all costs, so Lucius and Narcissa would be devasted. Lovely, poignant ending.
Response from phoenix (Author of Rage Against the Dying of the Light)
Even though this was written before DH, I think it so wonderfully captures they love they had for their son, as was shown by JKR. I still cry when I read about Lucius delivering the bad news. Emotionally this is one of the more difficult fics I have ever written. I hope you find the rest of it engaging.
Response from phoenix (Author of Rage Against the Dying of the Light)
Even though this was written before DH, I think it so wonderfully captures they love they had for their son, as was shown by JKR. I still cry when I read about Lucius delivering the bad news. Emotionally this is one of the more difficult fics I have ever written. I hope you find the rest of it engaging.
I’m ambivalent about the last section. It does tell us what happens to the Malfoys, but it’s too sweet for me—perhaps a little more trickery and cajoling on the part of Lucius or more hesitation and resignation about family life—perhaps a reversal where Narcissa is enthusiastic about a family while Lucius is hesitant.
Nevertheless, it was an achievement to realistically pull the Malfoys out of the depths, have him use cunning to keep his wife, and manage a sympathetic, but realistic, portrayal of one of literature’s villains.
Response from phoenix (Author of Rage Against the Dying of the Light)
Sorry the last chapter didn't quite click with you. Last chapters are always hard to write because you have to bring some sort of closure to the story. I will admit that I am a fan of happy endings, or at least ones that allow a hope of happiness. That's not to say they all end happy, but I tend to lean that way. I figure we all deal with so much frustration and unhappiness in real life that seeing something end on an upbeat is a nice escape. I really didn't want it to get too repititious or drag out too long, which I felt it might have been starting to head that way (gah, that sentence is horrible).
The reversal might have been fun, but it would have taken a bit more to get there.
Thank you for saying you enjoyed the realism of the Malfoys. They are a tough family because we don't know a lot about them, and what we do know is colored by the Harry-filter and some folks have a hard time seeing them outside that filter. And thanks for leaving such thoughtful reviews. :)
My impression is that Lucius terminated several pregnancies before Draco because he did not want a daughter. My one criticism is that I keep thinking this has to have more effect on Narcissa than an involuntary miscarriage but I can’t recall the story exploring it.
The story does explore Lucius’s changing motives.
Good scenes with Severus.
Response from phoenix (Author of Rage Against the Dying of the Light)
Thanks. I always enjoy a nice thought provoking review. There is no real explanation in the story for how it physically affected Narcissa. I just took the stance that wizarding abortions are less taxing than Muggle ones. Though DH has a cousin who is a reproductive machine and has had several abortions and 3 subsequent children.
This story can be a little different as it goes back and forth trying to capture the changes in both characters in alternating chapters. Not something you normally see.
And I just had to find a way to work Severus in there. I think he's such a fun character to work with.
Good delineation of Lucius’s twin goals., and Narcissa’s equally complex response.
Response from phoenix (Author of Rage Against the Dying of the Light)
Thanks. I think this story was definitely made more interesting by getting into what both of them were thinking. I liked going back and forth in alternating chapters. Of course, I did add in a bit of Lucius at the end. :D It really was interesting to see how two people would handle the loss of a child, one whom they had very different feelings towards.
Lovely story! I never thought that Narcissa would go through it. Lucius, that ol' slytherin dog, finally found a way around her hesitations... a face cream! LOLGreat job, hope to read more of your stories. Cheers!
Response from phoenix (Author of Rage Against the Dying of the Light)
Thanks. Yeah, she was really hesitant and I could easily see Lucius taking the easy way out and discarding her. I'm so glad I was able to avoid that. As odd as it seems, I think they are probably a very compatible couple. And of course he had to resort to Slytherin tactics. :D
I do have a one-shot for the Winter prompt in mind and a few other short stories that I do hope to find time to write. I think my sanity will need it. I'm hoping the muses really speak to me in the next couple of weeks as I may find myself in a real time crunch in the near future. Narcissa and I have something in common.
This review is for the first three chapters.Very solid prose. I'm not familiar with your writing, but in this story, you seem to be going for a no-frills realism.
Response from phoenix (Author of Rage Against the Dying of the Light)
Thanks,
Response from phoenix (Author of Rage Against the Dying of the Light)
. This one is darker than the stuff I normally write, definitely no-frills. Sometimes I prefer to be wordier, but this one I felt would work well with simplicity. I enjoyed exploring Narcissa as a character, something I've not really done before. It was a great challenge and to make it a bit easier on myself, I threw some Lucius in there, too. :D
great chapter! poor narcissa. you show her grief and despair really well here. i can't wait to see whether lucius tries for a new heir.
Response from phoenix (Author of Rage Against the Dying of the Light)
Yes, Narcissa really is lost in the depths of grief. Losing her son really did hurt her. Hopefully I'll have a new chapter up in the next few days. :)
wow. nicely done. Its interesting to see things from Cissy's view point. Love it!
Response from phoenix (Author of Rage Against the Dying of the Light)
Thank you very much. I'm working on finishing up the next chapter right now. It's been a long time coming, but I'm getting there. :) It has been fun for me to spend time on her point of view.
What I wanted was for Lucius to die and Severus to become Narcissa's lover. You know me, I want Severus stories all the time, just as long as they aren't the loathesome SS/HG pairing or slash. In the past few months I've become rather fond of Severus/Narcissa stories.
Response from phoenix (Author of Rage Against the Dying of the Light)
Uh-oh, you are contributing to the delinquency of muses. They have heard your request and I am beating them off on wanting to write a little one-shot to fulfill your request. I have to conduct a little research, which is probably the only thing stopping me ATM.You see, I have a very hard time killing Lucius off as I'm rather fond of him. I generally agree with you on Severus pairing, though I have done both a SS/HG and SS/RL, both as a bit of a lark, though the latter will be continued in a bit more serious vein.So, depending on the muses, you may see SS/NM by the end of the week.
yes, continue! this is a fantasic story. i love the malfoy family and people don't usually write lucius and narcissa as a loving couple. this was very well-written.
Response from phoenix (Author of Rage Against the Dying of the Light)
Thanks. I know that the other times I have written Lucius, Narcissa hasn't played much of a part. In fact, she's dead in the one series and only made a cameo at the end of one. It was interesting me for examine this from the standpoint that they really do love each other. It's kind of refreshing for me, actually. :)