Part Three: Then
Chapter 3 of 4
nagandsevLucius’ captivated attention of one witch leaves him remembering earlier times of another. Written for Lucius Big Bang 2012.
A/N: Thank you, Clairvoyant, for your patience and for all of your help, again and again!
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Then...
"Do you truly believe that Muggles are our equals?" The cool grey eyes of the blond wizard glinted, suppressing something volatile, wild and hateful.
"I believe Muggles are our natural balance," stated the interviewee.
There was a murmur around the table. The Hogwarts' Board of Governors were surprised by the witch's blunt response.
"Miss Charity Burbage, surely you cannot deny what history has proven time and time again. Muggles are dangerous."
"Ignorance is dangerous, Governor Malfoy. Wizards must accept that Muggles have their own particular, useful knowledge; our wizard history lacks the inclusion of their contribution to society as we know it..."
"Wizarding society, as we know it, has no need of the study of Muggles, but a need for our young to be fully aware of the theft of our powers and persecution of wizardkind by..."
"Sir, my background and views of Muggles..."
"That is exactly why a Hogwarts' board meeting was convened: so that all governors have a chance to meet you, Miss Burbage, and be presented with your... peculiar ideas. I am here today for you to satisfy my curiosity."
Lucius held Charity's gaze. It had been years since he had last seen the young witch, years ago since he had uttered very similar words to her, wishing her to satisfy him as well as he satisfy her curiosity.
She's not letting on how she's known me in the past in front of them... Good girl...
Of course, it had been under very different circumstances; she'd turned seventeen and been made-up like a doll for looking, not touching, all satin and lace... but he had touched her, touched her hard and deeply...
But look at her now, not a brush of rouge anywhere, so natural and fired up with zest and zeal for her futile cause... What a waste of passion...
An irritating voice brought Lucius out of his reflection about the witch before him.
"Her unique qualifications, I believe, would be more accurate, Lucius," corrected Dumbledore, peering over his half-moon glasses at the seemingly miffed governor. The Headmaster of Hogwarts pressed his point. "If our students are to gain as thorough an education from a professor as possible in Muggle Studies, short of bringing in an actual Muggle, Miss Burbage is then quite qualified."
Wheels within wheels turning inside his head, Lucius sniffed and glanced down at the parchment before him. "Yesss...," he softly hissed, glancing over her curriculum vitae. He studied it for several seconds and then stated, "Miss Burbage, I know your father well, and you are a pureblood." His jaw muscles clenched, irked by another aspect of this entire ordeal. Muggle Studies professorship? She became a Muggle lover... How is this possible: the Weasleys, Longbottoms and now the Burbages? This blood traitor behaviour must be annihilated before we're all made extinct by their traitorous ways to wizardkind!
"Yes, Mr Malfoy, our families know each other well, but more importantly," the young blonde witch pointed out on the parchment, "I've been working undercover for the Ministry for two years, living with and being educated by Muggles. From my experience and observations, I've documented and analysed for all to study. It's fascinating what we can learn from Muggles; my observations are invaluable to Muggle Studies as we know it..."
"So you say," Lucius cut her off sharply.
Around the table, the other governors held their breath; they could override Malfoy's decision if he rejected the applicant completely, but a unanimous agreement for the hiring of a new professor was preferable...if only for tradition's sake. And if not merely for tradition's sake, the thought of having to be in conflict with Lucius Malfoy did not appeal to any of them, as he was known to hold grudges indefinitely.
However, Lucius was distracted by other thoughts, having nothing to do with the hiring of the applicant before him for a teaching position. He was remembering how easy a conquest this very witch had been for him at her coming-out party her family had given her for coming of age. Along with several other families whose daughters had turned of age, the celebration had been a gawdy, garish get-together overall. But Charity had stood out from all the rest in Lucius' eyes, and so naturally, he had seduced and enjoyed being the young witch's first.
But now it's as if she's someone completely different. His eyelids fluttered as he heard her droning on about Muggles further, and he couldn't get over her marked confidence and sense of purpose. She's so natural now, so much lovelier; then she was as made up as a cheap tart in Knockturn Alley, too much make-up... I could taste it in my mouth for days, but now I bet if I licked her, it would be her own natural essence... yes, much more appetising...
Snapping back to the present moment, Lucius realized he needed to uphold his supremacist ways and illustrate to all what was truly dangerous about Muggle lovers such as Dumbledore and his increasing amount of followers. Addressing a particular topic, which highly amused him as well as riled, he dug up one of the touchy topics regarding Muggle loving. Wishing the entire governors' panel to witness and be clear on her views, he cut her off and asked bluntly, "One particular question so that the panel may get a better picture of the 'whole' you, Miss Burbage: how do you view the dwindling of our stock...how do you foresee the future of wizardkind's dwindling numbers with the onslaught of Muggles abound?"
"The natural order of things clearly indicates that we must intermarry with Muggles to survive; the future of our kind must"
"Breed with them?" dictated Lucius, his voice reflecting the ludicrousness of it even as he uttered the words. Smirking, he offered, "I propose an alternative to you, Miss Burbage."
"You, Mr Malfoy? You've got my utmost attention...please, tell."
"We could breed with each other, Miss Burbage, pureblood to pureblood." He gave her a look which he was pleased she responded to with a blush as nervous and uncomfortable sounds and titters sounded forth from around the table from the other governors.
All were unsure of whether the duplicitous Malfoy was making a joke or in earnest; either way, it was inappropriate, but no one would dare call him on it.
Except Dumbledore. Albus neutrally pointed out, "I believe, Lucius, the subject of breeding is irrelevant to the position for professor of Muggle Studies."
"Am I so repulsive to you, Miss Burbage?" pressed the blond wizard coyly, ignoring the Headmaster completely to demand that Charity give him some sign or word that she remembered him as much as he remembered her.
The witch blushed deeply, giving Lucius the unspoken answer he needed.
Feigning a modest disposition to relieve any tension in the air that he'd been in earnest, he jested, "I see, gentlemen, we'll just have to become Muggles if one wishes to receive Miss Burbage's attentions."
At the preposterousness of Malfoy's words, Charity let out a mirthful laughter, as clear as sparkling crystal, and Lucius felt a keen tightening and stirring in his groin. So, the bright, little know-it-all still has a playful side; perhaps, there is a way to persuade her back to the proper side with just the right approach rather than being one of Albus' puppets... Yes, I must report back to the Dark Lord that all is not lost, that I can remedy this situation for our cause...
He smiled at Charity, and this time she returned the smile but with an empowered, challenging confidence that he was not used to being given by a witch, nor did he like it one bit.
No, my dear, you will not win... I will take you and your radical ideas, my sweet and once naïve witch, and I will break you... break you and remold you in the way a pureblood witch should be.
With a serious, neutral air, Lucius turned sharply away from Charity's challenging look and proposed to other governors, "I move that the final decision be postponed for two weeks to give adequate time for the study of these parchments and for my thorough consideration of Miss Burbage for the position.
"I must have full satisfaction of her... qualifications."
But Dumbledore rejected this immediately and informed, "There is no need, Lucius, for a postponement. Miss Burbage has all of the qualifications I require."
Of course, Dumbledore's say and selection as Headmaster would be final. Lucius knew this and resented it.
Conceding to the Headmaster for the time being, Lucius declared, "Gentlemen, I believe we've heard all that we need to hear. Albus, the decision, at the end, is indeed in your hands." You meddlesome old Muggle-loving blood traitor; you'll get your comeuppance sooner than later, just you wait...
The meeting was adjourned.
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The Hogwarts' Board of Governor's solstice party was boring Lucius to tears. Only the subversive recruiting of potential supporters for the Dark Lord kept him from getting thoroughly soused and, of course, the subject of the current witch being discussed.
"Mr Burbage, I do grieve for you, truly I do," offered Lucius, unable to produce crocodile tears but hoping for his pretence to cajole the distressed father.
"No, Mr Malfoy. Thank Merlin you'll never have to be in my predicament. Charity's always been too clever for her own good. And now I've lost her. She came back, after this cursed Ministry's assignment, irreverent to our ways and wild. I barely recognise her anymore! The entire Ministry has gone down the drain if you ask me. We're losing a whole generation to this Muggle-loving propaganda, and now my own daughter, my daughter, Lucius! The disgrace!" the elder Burbage rasped and became quite choked up, resorting to brooding in his glass of Firewhisky.
Having a predator's true sense of preying on the vulnerable, Lucius offered, "My invitation is still open. There will be a meeting later this evening, in fact, for fellow believers and supporters of the new Dark Lord who wishes to reinstall wizards' power as they were naturally meant to be. Muggle loving shall become a thing of the past again," informed Malfoy sympathetically. "You have my word on that."
"Count me in! I'll be there. Maybe there's still a chance to bring my daughter back into the fold," Burbage gave a dark glower towards the Headmaster of Hogwarts, "instead of a hopeless follower of that Muggle loving Dumbledore. The hypocrisy and ludicrousness of it all, Lucius! It breaks an old wizard's heart, it does."
Burbage's eyes lit up spotting someone. "Ah, here comes my daughter now."
Lucius turned to where the old wizard was focused and literally bumped shoulders with the Hogwarts' Headmaster.
"Albus," acknowledged the disgruntled Malfoy, unable to control the dislike in his voice.
"Lucius," Dumbledore replied coolly, also noticing Burbage, and was curious. "You aren't perhaps still upset by my choice?"
"Not your choice of witch, Albus, although I'm surprised you didn't choose the young wizard applying, knowing wizards to be your preference... in all things. " The blond wizard leered a second too long at Charity, and catching himself, he explained further, "But the subject matter itself is... hmm, what is the word? Distasteful, yes, that's it, 'distasteful' to me... Unlike our newest addition to the Hogwart's staff." He sighed dramatically. "What a waste of a witch, Albus, on Muggle Studies...I'm sure your father, Percival Dumbledore, would've agreed."
Ignoring Lucius, Dumbledore enquired, "Miss Burbage's probationary interim comes to an end; on my part, she'll be given the position permanently. I shall assume that there shall be no future arbitrary opposition from you then?"
Malfoy gave a tart, empty smile to Albus and didn't answer him. Not hiding his disdain, he arrogantly brushed on by him to intervene with the witch who'd entered the ballroom on the arms of Severus Snape.
"Ah, Severus, you came. Do I have your lovely colleague here to thank for this?" He swooped up Charity's hand to his lips.
"Mr Malfoy!" Charity gave a glance to Severus, who had turned away slightly being greeted and engaged by some other governor's wife.
Taking matters swiftly into his own hands, Lucius spoke in a low voice, "Please understand, Miss Burbage, I'm so very honoured. Severus accepted the invitation this year; he always declines it. Surely, it was because of you?"
"We both received invitations and decided to come together. We're good friends."
"A 'friend' friend? Or," he paused, "an intimate friend?"
Charity blushed. "He's my colleague and friend."
"Ah, a colleague friend," purred Lucius. "Well, one can't have too many of those, Miss Burbage. So, where does that put us?"
She raised an eyebrow in curiosity. "Us?"
"As a governor of the school and you being my subordinate," he smirked, "I own you, Professor Burbage. Didn't Severus tell you?"
By now, Severus had turned back to them, only catching Lucius' last comment.
"Professor Burbage and I have other matters to discuss, Lucius, rather than the misconceived, wayward goings-on of the Board of Governors."
Neither was Charity in the least amused. "I don't belong to anyone, Mr Malfoy. Not you, nor father, nor anyone. I'm my own person. I think for myself."
"Ah, I see," replied the blond wizard. "Has becoming a professor taken away your ability to know when someone is joking, my dear? Or, perhaps, living among Muggles has." Lucius forced a broad smile and looked her up and down slowly in her elegant midnight-blue gown. "So serious, and yet such an open spirit you have, my dear. You know, you've quite aroused... my curiosity, as ever, especially when you spoke of Muggles and breeding at your interview." He gave her an odd leer. "I was sincerely curious as to why you have an aversion to your own kind."
"My own kind, Mr Malfoy?" huffed Charity, remembering Malfoy's tenacious, overbearing tendencies all too well.
"Lucius, please, like old times. I would so much like to be on first name basis with you again and call you Charity. Such a lovely name...meaning benevolence, giving to one in need, does it not?" Lucius smiled, maddeningly smug.
Charity gazed at the blond wizard and couldn't help but give him a small smile. "Very well, Lucius."
"Severus, may I steal Charity away from you? I haven't had the pleasure of her company alone," since she was seventeen... "and must insist on a few minutes of discussing the business regarding her final probationary review for the Board... When I'm finished with her, I'll release her back to you for further pleasurable activities this evening."
Snape frowned, his thin lips frozen in suspicion at the thought of his colleague being alone with Malfoy, regardless of the reason. But he would not interfere with Lucius' request, as it appeared Malfoy and Charity had past history. As he glanced at Charity to check her reaction, she seemed comfortable and open to Lucius' proposal and, like too many other witches, more than a bit influenced by his charm. "Very well. I shall be here if either of you need me."
Severus gave a consenting nod, releasing Charity's arm over to Lucius who, without any preamble, whisked her away briskly to a secluded corner of the manor's ballroom with a private balcony leading out from it. For any enquiring minds and ears taking note of the couple's manoeuvering, Lucius lied blandly for no one in particular to overhear, "The Board has left it to me for the final decision of your place on the Hogwarts staff, as your probationary period is coming to an end. I just have a few more questions to be answered to my satisfaction, if you would be obliging, my dear?"
Once reaching outside the French doors, the balcony curved around, connecting to a dimly lit, private salon, which Lucius led them both into. Once inside, he turned and gazed intently at her. "I wish to thank you for being so discreet during your interview and beyond it; indeed, one would think that no one knows of...how shall I put it...our little indiscretion years ago."
Charity blushed and mumbled, "What's past, is past. Moreover, I'm not that person that I was. That you knew and took advantage of. None of it matters. I'm beyond it all now. The past is dead to me." She raised her chin slightly. "As well as you."
So the past is dead for you? I, as well? We'll see about that! One thing Lucius did not take well was flat-out rejection.
"Well, you are passionate, Charity. You always have been and always will be...that has not changed." A dark thought formed in the crevasses of his mind as Lucius' eyes flicked over her features, and the forced smile on his face froze, seemingly pleased. "Quite a charisma for your subject of interest; I'm sure your students find your classes most stimulating."
"Most are very keen to be enlightened about Muggles."
"Enlightened about Muggles?" Lucius huffed, full of disdain, and decisively turned the subject to his more pressing interests and needs. He dropped all façade and said in a husky voice, "I would very much like to kiss you again, Charity."
"I'm not that kind of witch anymore, Mr Malfoy, and even if I were, I'm definitely not your type."
"Definitely not my type?" Lucius repeated mockingly. "What kind are you then? You were my type when you turned sweet seventeen, weren't you? And I remember that just as if it were yesterday, my dear."
The witch's cheeks burned red, and she became so very flustered, unable to respond momentarily, before she could muster up her concentration and comment, "You wished to discuss my permanent position in Hogwarts, so let's discuss that and return to the ball."
"Perhaps, a kiss would seal the deal for you? One kiss. Is that so much to ask for my utmost support for you for the prestigious position?" Lucius smiled at her lovely brown eyes growing wider. Then abruptly, he cajoled her, "Do you truly have such an aversion to me now? No pity for a poor wizard still enamoured by you, my dear?"
Not believing him, but unable to control herself, Charity blushed. "I'm not the naïve, silly chit that I was years ago when you seduced me..."
"One kiss, Charity."
She moved her face away as he lowered his to kiss her.
"So suspicious? Is there nothing I can do to show you my... sincerity? I wish you only the best." Suddenly, his lips were on the nape of her neck, gently nibbling upward on her silken skin, pausing at her earlobe, only to then lightly flicker his tongue in her ear. He hotly whispered, "You've come into your own; you've become such an independent, strong-willed witch with your unique passion and natural beauty for all to bask in your glow. How can I resist you, my dear? 'Power is a natural attractor', remember? You said that to me so many years ago, but then you wanted my kisses, very much so..."
"I have changed. I no longer view power in the same way." Charity pushed his chest gently away and gave him a triumphant smile as his piercing grey eyes met hers. She bluntly said, "Sexual power between a witch and wizard is to be shared, enjoyed equally, not one taking utterly from the other."
"Ah, I see," commented Lucius, amused to no end. "Still as naïve and mistaken as you always were. Charming, my dear. Have your experiences still remained so unfulfilling? So disillusioned? Well, lucky for you, I'm still at your service, Miss Burbage. Your wish is my command."
Charity could not help herself and laughed at his bold arrogance. "Some things have remained the same: your arrogance and cocky assuredness of your love-making skills, Mr Malfoy."
"Yesss," he softly hissed, pleased that she was softening, playful. "Some things are absolutisms. If my memory serves me correctly, and it always does, you had no complaints and were quite willing and thankful that we were not equals...that I was so much more experienced than you, my dear."
Charity became tongue-tied, unable to dispute the truth.
Lucius seized the moment to catch her mouth with his. Feeling her respond back to him, he indulged in kissing her for several seconds before he murmured in her ear, "I do need to be clear on all of your views, though."
Charity waited, panting softly, knowing that his slippery tactics could reveal anything.
"Your father is very upset about your fervour and your lack of adhering to the old pureblood ways...Does your heritage mean nothing to you?"
Relieved that there was nothing more than the same old pureblood diatribe being attempted, Charity relaxed fully. "So, father wishes you to lecture me about the error of my ways? You poor man," she teasingly consoled him.
"Ah, you pity me, Miss Burbage?" He fluttered his eyelashes. "I'm flattered."
"Pity you, Mr Malfoy? That would be a waste of emotion."
"Ah, so cruel. You speak as if you think I have no heart." He smiled lasciviously at her and took her hand, pressing his lips to her palm. "I have a heart, my sweet Charity. Where there's one heart met by another open heart, there is always the possibility for pity. Such a useful emotion. Another useful emotion is mercy." Lucius clasped her tightly around the waist to him.
At his touch, just as years ago, Charity began to reciprocate slowly, her hands feeling the contours of his sculpted form underneath his robes. A soft expression appeared on her features: warm and inviting, just as he remembered her. Vulnerable.
"Please, let's not speak of hearts," she replied wistfully in a small voice. Lucius felt her melting and knew she would give in to him fully if he just pressed her a bit further.
"Have mercy on me, Charity," he heatedly whispered, guiding her gently into a shadowed corner in the sconced lighting. "I don't wish to banter about, each with our esoteric principles. I want to taste you, my sweet; I want you to let me pleasure you as I did all those years ago. To be, once again, your clandestine lover... You hold all the power, this time, my dear."
They had barely reached the corner's walls when Charity felt Lucius' hot mouth press into her neck ardently while pressing his hardness against her; the feel of his erection caused shivers down her spine. "I... I don't know... I don't think we should..."
Her words were stopped by his hungry mouth upon hers again.
After several seconds of grinding into each other, he whispered fiercely, "Do you truly wish me stop?" He began to murmur sweet nothings, nipping her silky neck, eliciting gasps from her as his fingertips feather-lightly felt and pinched her hardening nipples through her satin dress. "No one else need ever know, my dear. Just like before. Our little secret."
"Oh," gasped Charity, breathing heavily, barely able to coherently form words, "Please, Lucius, don't. We're not the same people we were." But her eyes were shut tight, and her lips opened, needy and wanting more.
Arching an eyebrow at her mixed signals, but sensing her body's readiness for him, regardless of what she was saying, he decided, Yes, I think I will fuck her. Now. Lucius slowly gathered her skirt upwards, slipping an experienced hand up and pulling aside the crotch of her skimpy laced knickers. Heatedly, he whispered as he slipped one finger and then another into her wetness, "Don't do this?" His thumb searched for and felt her swollen clit between her vaginal lip folds.
As he pressed circularly, Charity moaned out beyond her control and clutched his back, thrusting her hips upward to welcome him in deeper, and he felt a rush of pleasure surge and burn throughout his muscles as she clasped him to her, encouraging him to continue further and further...
Not wasting any time, Lucius released his painful erection from his trousers and slid into her wetness, digging his fingers into the softness of her round arse, hoisting her upwards against the wall and holding her in place as he thrust into her cunt, hard and urgent, inward and upwards deeper and deeper. "Your leg," he groaned, "raise it!"
Lucius helped her to drape one leg over his supporting arm, only to then ram harder into her, quickening his pace, until his balls were slapping against her cheeks in thrusting rhythm. He could pound her relentlessly at her favourite angle which he remembered so well, and by her cries of joy, he knew that she remembered too.
Charity's trembling and clawing at Lucius to continue fucking her shot a searing bolt through him, and he found himself grinding and screwing her cunt into the wall until she cried out his name in orgasm; his balls tightened in rapid pain, and he spent himself deep inside her, feeling triumphant that he had reclaimed what he felt he'd lost.
Charity was his, once again.
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"You have not been straightforward with me, Lucius. Look at me."
Lucius' nose began to bleed heavier the further the Dark Lord probed him.
"This Muggle loving pureblood witch... Burbage. You are attracted by her blasphemous teachings?"
"No, my Lord..."
"Don't lie to me."
As the Dark Lord scraped around the weak Malfoy's mind, Voldemort saw Lucius' smooth seduction of the blood traitor Burbage and felt vicariously Lucius' sexual pleasure, his orgasm and satiated sense of power over the witch. The feeling of a satisfied conquest. He released the blond wizard to collapse before his feet.
"She would have us breed with them?"
"She strikes me as very impressionable, my lord, naïve, almost romantic...Dumbledore's influence, no doubt."
"Romantic, Lucius?" The Dark Lord leered, ominous and cold blooded, at Lucius' prostrated figure. "You weak fool!"
The electrical bolt of pain hitting Lucius, excruciating and numbing, was the last thing he remembered before blacking out.
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"Lucius, I believe you know the current Muggle Studies professor? Know her quite well, in fact?" The Dark Lord's eyes gleamed. "Quite intimately."
"Show us, Lucius, show us what blood traitors are good for."
The Dark Lord's red eyes glinted dangerously in the moonlight of the Forbidden Forest.
The silver-masked follower turned from his master to look down upon the victim held in place upon a turfed mound by fellow Death Eaters.
"You! You...you're truly one of them," whimpered Charity.
Voldemort's tone dripped with ominous finality. "Lucius?"
His minion acquiesced and lowered himself to half-lay on the female.
"Yes...," hissed Lucius softly. Abruptly, he grabbed her chin tightly, jerking it, forcing her to look him in the eyes, and raised his wand to Burbage's throat.
"Do you know what you represent? All that is foul and diseased within the pureblood society. You filthy Muggle loving..."
"Don't!" she pleaded.
The grey eyes glinted through the mask malevolently.
"Don't kill me!" she begged, delirious from the blood loss and beating of her captors.
"She must be returned to Dumbledore alive for the time being," instructed his master coldly. "Lucius, I require something more intimate for this evening's entertainment." The Dark Lord gave him a knowing look. His face drawn back in a threatening leer, Voldemort licked his lips with his snake-like tongue. "Do it!"
With a forced bravado, Charity heard her once clandestine lover's voice taunt, "And why would I do a despicable thing like that, Burbage? Spill pureblood blood?"
From behind the mask, his heavy-lidded eyes fell lower to between her legs.
Quietly, he shared, "The Dark Lord let's me play with my catch in other ways. No, my stupid, deluded witch..." He raised her skirt and with one quick brutal movement, placed himself between her legs. Jerking the crotch of her knickers aside, he spoke not a word as he undid his trousers, releasing his hardened cock, placing it at her entrance.
"It's been amusing... "
Watching the stunned, immobilised witch, amidst the grotesque grunts and taunts of the other Death Eaters holding the victim down, with detached efficiency, he rammed his cock inside her, fucking until he came in a base, perfunctory way.
The deed done, he quickly withdrew out of her and raised himself off of her immobilised body and dressed again. Raising his wand, he callously announced, "That is all blood traitors are good for..."
His voiced trailed off as his mind was reeling to keep his concentration and carry through with what needed to be done further.
"And now, I'm going to Obliviate your memory of this little encounter. You won't remember it, but we, on the other hand," announced Lucius cruelly for all of his inner circle to hear, "shall cherish it always."
Wand raised, he sent the spell, erasing her abduction, torture and rape.
"That's more like it," jibed the Dark Lord, lecherously leering at the blond wizard and not surprised at how accommodating his slippery servant had been. "Good boy, Lucius."
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21 Reviews | 7.14/10 Average
An interesting tale. Readers want Ginny to have a romping good time, but they also want her to cause no harm. How will the story do this? It will have to be clever.
First, enter Lucius, a papered over villain a la ‘Clockwork Orange.’ Ginny can exhibit virtue by being in control.
Ginny is surprised by his arrival: it is not something she planned or expected. One interpretation of the no-mind school of Buddhism is that one avoids negative karma by avoiding planning: reacting naturally carries no penalty.
She appears in an outfit displaying her voluptuous charms and giving her power, but since she supposedly is dressed for a children’s party, this is not intentional. She acts the natural, perfect hostess, forcing him to be polite. Control without penalty.
While the children are playing their games upstairs, the adults will play their games downstairs – an innocent birthday party.
When Lucius expresses he does not want to harm Ginny, Ginny replies that he has already done so by means of Riddle’s diary. Hence, nothing they do now can harm her further. A chapter from his past establishes that he has been evil enough that this encounter will not harm him further. In fact, if he treats Ginny well, it will be a sign that he has made progress. Finally, their past encounter is introduced as something requiring redemption and rehabilitation – both worthy goals.
For the future, they will meet again because of the wishes of others. Hence, there will be no penalty because there is no premeditation.
Altogether, a virtuoso tour du force.
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Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
, thank you so much for the generous, supportive review/feedback--and I'm so happy that the characters and elements of actions without penalties came across as intended, as I was trying to capture them acting and thinking spontaneously within the perimeters of the circumstances they were set in (though entailing some background that both Lucius and Ginny would be containing within themselves...), true to themselves at this given moment in time... Yes, to have them move forward from their past encounter and embrace the here and now of each other, of all of who and what each one is, etc. Again, thank you so very, very much for reading this and your thoughtful and thought-provoking and cherished feedback--truly, deeply appreciate it!!!
Good detour! :D Love it! ^_^ You are so talented! :D
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Oh, thank you for continuing to read and the feedback--so happy that you enjoyed it! Lucius did deviate a bit there, didn't he? Naughty wizard--hehe! Seriously, thank you again for the read--truly appreciate it!
Really loved this: "leaving Lucius with his keen aversion for Arthur Weasley purely based on a general feeling of dislike and jealousy—with just a lingering mixture of raw agitation and vicious competition from years past. Dementors could suck out some things from one's mind, but old jealousies and pettiness die hard in one's deeper consciousness, " And I can hardly wait to see how your story unfolds! I for one,.. can't predict it,.. so it must be quite fresh! Because I'm quite a jaded experienced reader! :D
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Thank you so much,
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
, for giving this a read and for the feedback! I was trying to set up Lucius' duality--his deep rooted association with the Weasleys to contrast with what he would soon experience with one special Weasley witch.;-)Again, thank you for giving this a read, even though it is a rare pair, etc.--truly appreciate it!
What a great ending! I don't normally care much for Lucius as a leading man, so any time someone changes my mind it is no small feat. I think sometimes he gets too fluffy (not sure if that is an appropriate word, even) in fanfic. You've let him keep his inherent qualities of being a user, being selfish, and doing whatever he has to in order to get what he wants. He is manipulative and aristocratic and so many other things. You haven't shied away from those things. You've explained why he is a softer version of his former self, but allowed him to retain the core Lucius principles.And the diary affecting Ginny ... I never saw that coming, but I like it a lot. Very well done!
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Oh, thank you! I agree with you about fluffy--it's the perfect word, and it's perfect sometimes for some of Lucius' portrayals imho, but to each his own;-) It does make some happy:-) And when in the mood, even I enjoy seeing him *tamed*--lol! In this odd tale, I guess I had this thing about wondering how far he could be redeemed and on which levels, maybe more on some than others, etc. But then his past is always there... And then Ginny had to be carrying her own weight in this, and the thought came to me about that d*** cursed diary and how that could have affected her in its dark ways, so that Lucius and Ginny had a few things in common... and more as it turned out here Thank you again for your insight and feedback--really enjoyed your thoughts about things!
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Oh, thank you! I agree with you about fluffy--it's the perfect word, and it's perfect sometimes for some of Lucius' portrayals imho, but to each his own;-) It does make some happy:-) And when in the mood, even I enjoy seeing him *tamed*--lol! In this odd tale, I guess I had this thing about wondering how far he could be redeemed and on which levels, maybe more on some than others, etc. But then his past is always there... And then Ginny had to be carrying her own weight in this, and the thought came to me about that d*** cursed diary and how that could have affected her in its dark ways, so that Lucius and Ginny had a few things in common... and more as it turned out here Thank you again for your insight and feedback--really enjoyed your thoughts about things!
Wow, that was brutal. But exactly how I think Lucius would act given his love for power and status. I did like the contrast between their tryst at the beginning of the chapter and the one at the end. Both times she was forced into it, but the first was because she couldn't resist his smooth seduction. The second ... *shudders*. I am really interested to know what the next chapter will bring.
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Dearest
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
, thank you for such your kind thoughtful review on a chapter that is brutal--thanks for affirming that it came across the way intended; I found I couldn't shy away from his past and went with it--just always have felt that Lucius didn't become Voldy's lieutenant/right hand by being 'fluffy' et al., absolutely agree with you; he's always struck me so desperate for power and status... Thank you so much, truly appreciate it!xxx
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Dearest
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
, thank you for such your kind thoughtful review on a chapter that is brutal--thanks for affirming that it came across the way intended; I found I couldn't shy away from his past and went with it--just always have felt that Lucius didn't become Voldy's lieutenant/right hand by being 'fluffy' et al., absolutely agree with you; he's always struck me so desperate for power and status... Thank you so much, truly appreciate it!xxx
I just can't quite place what Ginny is trying to do. Well, I know literally what she is trying to do, but why? Not that I am complaining. *fans self*
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Thank you for reading & the feedback! In this twisted tale, misguided or unresolved, she has her reasons... Thank you again for giving this a read,
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
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Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Thank you for reading & the feedback! In this twisted tale, misguided or unresolved, she has her reasons... Thank you again for giving this a read,
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Hmmm ... I don't know what to think about this. Well, not the story itself. I am already thoroughly intrigued. I just don't have any idea what Ginny is up to. Or really Lucius, for that matter. This could be bad. I mean, good. Well, you know. :)
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Oh,
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
, thank you for reading and the thoughtful feedback, truly appreciate it! It was my first LJ LBB fest thingy to participate in, and this pairing request-- having to have these two together with their history-- caused my Muse to get quite decadent *evil cackling* Thank you again!xxx
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Oh,
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
, thank you for reading and the thoughtful feedback, truly appreciate it! It was my first LJ LBB fest thingy to participate in, and this pairing request-- having to have these two together with their history-- caused my Muse to get quite decadent *evil cackling* Thank you again!xxx
Loved it! Hot and with real, mature people, mixing everyday life with the stuff of dreams. Interesting, good pairing as well. Thanks!
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Thank you so much for reading and for the lovely, encouraging feedback--truly appreciate it! So glad that you enjoyed it and that they & the story came across as intended--the mixing and overlapping of things;-) Again, thank you so much!
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Thank you so much for reading and for the lovely, encouraging feedback--truly appreciate it! So glad that you enjoyed it and that they & the story came across as intended--the mixing and overlapping of things;-) Again, thank you so much!
An interesting and unusual fic - with a fascinating insight into both Ginny and Lucius. I like the way that you have not changed him - he is still capable of cruelty and deception, as well as being a selfish and covetous man. Ginny, in turn, has not recovered from her experience as a child - she is still very damaged, and their paring therefore has an uncomfortable tang to it; something I think was very brave of you to illustrate. This is a fic that will not appeal to all, for sure, but I think it is thought provoking. Pxx
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Dearest
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
, thank you for having continued to read this to the end--I know the ending deserves a hairy eyeball glare, most likely, perhaps, a bad taste left... And I apologise for that! It was my first dabbling around with this pair, having to focus and concentrate on Lucius' state of mind for this particular community's challenge, and as a fledging writer, regarding him, his characterisation couldn't much develop beyond his sly, selfish self within the twenty-four hour time frame of this little scenario that I became fixated on... Written hastily, I couldn't form a sudden transformation with him or her, both sort of blared out as being truly damaged but needy individuals--in this particular moment... I do have some ideas about writing him/them (without lemons - lol!) with a truly redemptive energy winning out--but that's what summer holiday will (maybe) be for-as it'll take much more time and care to flush out the feasibilty of that (un)likely happening. Thank you again for your lovely, detailed feedback--truly appreciate it!
Response from Proulxes (Reviewer)
I look forward to the follow-up. I liked the uncomfortable nature of their connection - the fact that it wasn't a happily ever after did not concern me. Sometimes the best stories leave you with an itch you can't scratch.... Keep writing! Pxx
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Dearest
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
, thank you for having continued to read this to the end--I know the ending deserves a hairy eyeball glare, most likely, perhaps, a bad taste left... And I apologise for that! It was my first dabbling around with this pair, having to focus and concentrate on Lucius' state of mind for this particular community's challenge, and as a fledging writer, regarding him, his characterisation couldn't much develop beyond his sly, selfish self within the twenty-four hour time frame of this little scenario that I became fixated on... Written hastily, I couldn't form a sudden transformation with him or her, both sort of blared out as being truly damaged but needy individuals--in this particular moment... I do have some ideas about writing him/them (without lemons - lol!) with a truly redemptive energy winning out--but that's what summer holiday will (maybe) be for-as it'll take much more time and care to flush out the feasibilty of that (un)likely happening. Thank you again for your lovely, detailed feedback--truly appreciate it!
Response from Proulxes (Reviewer)
I look forward to the follow-up. I liked the uncomfortable nature of their connection - the fact that it wasn't a happily ever after did not concern me. Sometimes the best stories leave you with an itch you can't scratch.... Keep writing! Pxx
Brilliant! Actually, 'horrible, visceral and shameful'. Love the way you show him in true Death Eater mode, albeit trapped and (almost?) regretting his role. The cruel seduction of Ms B, the calculating way he maintains his position.... Great writing, nag! Next chapter, please! Pxx
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Thank you so much for the read & lovely, specific feedback--truly appreciate it! Yes, I do feel that given a choice, Lucius is going to choose himself (surprise, surprise) and/or his immediate needs... I needed to explore and show a bit of his cruelty and self-preservation to set up the next chapter, as I felt he didn't become Voldemort's top lieutenant by his sweet & noble deeds, etc. *sigh* Thank you, Pxx--
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Thank you so much for the read & lovely, specific feedback--truly appreciate it! Yes, I do feel that given a choice, Lucius is going to choose himself (surprise, surprise) and/or his immediate needs... I needed to explore and show a bit of his cruelty and self-preservation to set up the next chapter, as I felt he didn't become Voldemort's top lieutenant by his sweet & noble deeds, etc. *sigh* Thank you, Pxx--
Hmm... I'm trying to figure out why Ginny is doing this. Is she being evil? Is she trying to heal Lucius? Very intriguing story.
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Oh,
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
, thank you for continuing to read this--truly appreciate it! I'm giving a *wicked cackling* to your questions--as always, with your all-seeing, all-knowing insight, you've zoned in on what will be revealed in the fourth/final chapter regarding Ginny's motives--thank you again for the read & feedback!
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Oh,
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
, thank you for continuing to read this--truly appreciate it! I'm giving a *wicked cackling* to your questions--as always, with your all-seeing, all-knowing insight, you've zoned in on what will be revealed in the fourth/final chapter regarding Ginny's motives--thank you again for the read & feedback!
Oooooh... *fans self* - but then... intrigue! Now I'm really hooked - what is the significance of the portrait? Is it just to make him feel remorse? Mmmm.... More please! Pxx
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Oh,
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
, thank you so much for continuing to read this--I'm honoured to have your feedback--more backstory regarding the picture and the memories attached to it in the next chapter; thank you again, truly appreciate it!
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Oh,
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
, thank you so much for continuing to read this--I'm honoured to have your feedback--more backstory regarding the picture and the memories attached to it in the next chapter; thank you again, truly appreciate it!
This is such a lovely start. I really enjoyed the sexual tension between these two, especially since it was tinged with the darker aspects of their long association.
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Thank you so much for the read and the lovely feedback--so glad to know that the tension is coming across enough along with the different elements of their past--tambra, I truly, deeply appreciate the feedback--thanks again!xxx
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Thank you so much for the read and the lovely feedback--so glad to know that the tension is coming across enough along with the different elements of their past--tambra, I truly, deeply appreciate the feedback--thanks again!xxx
Unusual, twisty, hot—that's what I love about this story, and I'm glad you're posting it in chapters here so I can read at leisure rather than gulping it down as I did the first time! *applauds*
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Ooooh, K, thank you soooo much for reading again and the lovely, specific feedback--truly, deeply appreciate it! Your support makes me squee & re-energize my Muse batteries for writing... Can't thank you enough!*hugs*
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Ooooh, K, thank you soooo much for reading again and the lovely, specific feedback--truly, deeply appreciate it! Your support makes me squee & re-energize my Muse batteries for writing... Can't thank you enough!*hugs*
"Despicable... scungy thoughts", eh? Eh?? Intriguing...! What is Ginny up to, then...? More please. ;) Pxx
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
*whispering: ...yes, despicable... scungy thoughts... -hehe! I have no idea what Ginevra is up to , but we'll find out soon! P, thank you soooo much for the read and leaving the lovely, spunky feedback--truly appreciate it!
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
*whispering: ...yes, despicable... scungy thoughts... -hehe! I have no idea what Ginevra is up to , but we'll find out soon! P, thank you soooo much for the read and leaving the lovely, spunky feedback--truly appreciate it!
Ooh! Good to see you playing with an unusual coupling here. You always write Lucius so well. Looking forward to seeing where you take this.
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Oh, stargirl, thank you for reading this pairing, giving it a chance, and for the lovely feedback regarding writing our Lulu--see what you did by introducing me to playing with him?-- now, noone is safe! - lol! Thank you again for the feedback--truly, deeply appreciate it!
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Oh, stargirl, thank you for reading this pairing, giving it a chance, and for the lovely feedback regarding writing our Lulu--see what you did by introducing me to playing with him?-- now, noone is safe! - lol! Thank you again for the feedback--truly, deeply appreciate it!
“You did this terrible thing to me when I was but a child, and now, I’m plagued with these horrible, skuzzy thoughts,” said the luscious young woman, “but luckily, my husband is away on business.”
“I am truly, madly, deeply sorry for all the things I ever did,” said the handsome aristocrat, “but since I’m only halfway through my rehabilitation, I may be able to lend a helping hand.”
“Since you are weeping over that portrait of victims of the past evil, I see you are reforming. That, in combination with this darkness implanted in me which no one could expect me to control, makes what we are about to do acceptable,” said the tempting young wife. “The children are asleep. What are we waiting for?”
“My grandson is attracted to your niece, and insists on seeing her again. Fate is throwing us together,” said the partially-reformed and studly pureblood. “Perhaps we should keep in touch.”
(A suitably evil review, I hope. )
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Hahaha! A wickedly evil and thoroughly delightful review--thank you! I'm honoured by your wonderful, concise summary of it all in a nut shell *grinning like the Cheshire Cat* Yes, where indeed would Wizardkind be without skuzzy thoughts... and willing participants? Thank you for reading and getting through all my clichés, and again, thank you for the delicious zinger of a review--truly appreciate it!
Naughty, naughty, naughty. I loved it. I'm not normally one for Ginny and Lucius, but this was very well done. I like how it's the dark taint of Voldemort that brought them together.
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
*squee* So happy that you gave this pairing a shot and enjoyed it--my cheerleader was a die-hard LM/GW shipper and it was fun to explore these two (and a good excuse to explore writing lemons for the heck of it--heeee!) and also explore that something *good* could come out of both being marked by Voldy in different ways... Thank you so much for all of the feedback--truly appreciate it,
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
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Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
*squee* So happy that you gave this pairing a shot and enjoyed it--my cheerleader was a die-hard LM/GW shipper and it was fun to explore these two (and a good excuse to explore writing lemons for the heck of it--heeee!) and also explore that something *good* could come out of both being marked by Voldy in different ways... Thank you so much for all of the feedback--truly appreciate it,
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
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Oh, so very dark and painful considering the present. Poor Lucius trying to grow beyond his past and there was a picture bringing it all back.
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Thank you for the read and feedback--just wanted to explore the possible goings-on he might have experienced/carried out in the darker phases of his past life to contrast the person he is in the present, fully aware of who he is or wishes to be and who he was... Thanks again for the lovely, thoughtful feedback--truly appreciate it!xxx
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Thank you for the read and feedback--just wanted to explore the possible goings-on he might have experienced/carried out in the darker phases of his past life to contrast the person he is in the present, fully aware of who he is or wishes to be and who he was... Thanks again for the lovely, thoughtful feedback--truly appreciate it!xxx
Oh, poor Lucius. Talk about a double mood killer for him.
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
I agree, poor Lulu--there he was all set and ready to finish up his business, and then, a glimpse of the past to put a halt to it... Thank you so much for reading and the feedback--really appreciate it,
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
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Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
I agree, poor Lulu--there he was all set and ready to finish up his business, and then, a glimpse of the past to put a halt to it... Thank you so much for reading and the feedback--really appreciate it,
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
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Oh my! Well that is a very interesting start. And a bit diabolical on Ginny's part.
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Thank you for reading & the feedback--truly appreciate it! Yes, our Ginny's got a wee bit of something up her sleeve *wicked cackling* Thanks again!xxx
Response from nagandsev (Author of Now and Then, and Now, Again)
Thank you for reading & the feedback--truly appreciate it! Yes, our Ginny's got a wee bit of something up her sleeve *wicked cackling* Thanks again!xxx