Chapter 21
Chapter 22 of 32
ProulxesArchaeologist Hermione Granger has survived the Great War. She has a life, a career and friends who love her. She has also spent the last eleven years trying to locate something that she does not know she has lost. Could the answer to her restlessness be even further away than she thinks?
Nominated for Best Drama/Angst in the HP Fanfic Fan Poll Awards Fall/Winter 2013.
A/N: All praises for the incomparable JKR as well as the adorable beaweasely2 and fabulous Clairvoyant. Thank you to everyone who is sticking with this story. Some of the answers I keep promising you lie within...!
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Chapter 21: In which dreams are made....
Robert Granger held his little girl's hand. They were walking along Brighton Pier in the bright sunshine of an early summer's day. Hermione was laughing happily, her wild curls bouncing and vibrant, her face turned up towards him in joy and trust. Her hand felt small and tacky in his; the other was clutched around the stick of seaside rock* that she was waving about as she chattered away. The pier's old wooden boards were solid and reassuring beneath their feet, and Robert drank in the heady combination of the seagulls' cries, the shouts and laughter of the surrounding people, and the swirling slaps of the waves about the ancient iron pillars that held the pier above the sea. He smiled down at Hermione and stroked her wonderful hair, feeling the soft bounce of her curls beneath his skin as his fingers teased and tangled.
Hermione giggled again and pointed to the old set of metal binoculars that were fixed at the side of the pier in front of them. She wanted to be able to look through them out to sea. Robert felt himself nodding, and she squealed in delight, bouncing over to the little metal step beneath the contraption and standing on tiptoe as her father leaned over her and put twenty pence pieces into the machine's slot. Hermione strained upwards once more to try to reach the sights of the binoculars. She could not quite do it, and she sighed in frustration.
He smiled, his heart full of protective adoration for her. "Let me help you, little one," he murmured, but as he reached down to pick her up and balance her on his knee so she could see through the binoculars, he suddenly saw the machine's mount shift and change, sinking lower towards the little girl so that she could see clearly without having to stretch.
"You don't have to, Daddy," he heard Hermione say in his mind as she looked up at him with a satisfied smirk. "You can't help me I can do it myself!" Robert's heart ached. He felt an acute sense of loss and powerlessness.
The memories became fractured images of similar incidences where Hermione had used her magic instead of accepting his aide. Like ticker tape images, they blinked past him mechanically. It was like watching an old home cinema Super 8 reel. His father had taken home movies like that. He remembered sitting on an uncomfortable sofa watching hour after hour of the flickering pictures, his father's chest puffed out with pride at his technological wizardry...
Robert awoke with a start. His hand was still curled about hers, but the Hermione before him was silent and still. He felt his heart spasm again and the hot swell of tears in his eyes.
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Harry arrived at St Mungo's with a powerful sense of determination thrumming through his body. He had not felt this heady level of adrenaline rush since facing his first lesson at Hogwarts as a new teacher ("Worse than the Dark Lord any day," he had joked to Neville in the professor's common room afterwards). Vector's confusing explanation was racing around in his head. All that talk about aligning runes and temporal parameters had washed over him, but he had clung onto the idea of blood activating a link between the present and the past, and that idea had filled him with the hope that they might be able to awaken his friend.
He and Flitwick had tried for two hours to detach the mosaic portrait from the wall in the Headmaster's study to no avail. Eventually, conceding defeat and sweaty with magical depletion, both wizards had come to the conclusion that they had to bring Hermione to the portrait rather than risk dismantling the castle to move the image to the comatose witch.
Harry reached the fifth floor of the hospital. Blood was still pumping erratically through his veins as he tried to marshal the arguments he would need to employ to Hermione's parents and to the Healers looking after her. It would not be easy to persuade either party to take such risky action, but there was something about Vector's research, allied to the lack of progress through conventional Muggle or magical methods, which had convinced Harry that something more had to be done. But how to form the right words...?
As he walked along the corridor approaching Hermione's room, he was relieved to see the familiar auburn flash of his best friend's hair. The sight of Ron, his shoulders hunched as he bent forward over something in front of him on the low coffee table in the visitor's area, filled Harry with an absurdly happy emotion. With Ron beside him, suddenly his mission did not seem quite so daunting.
"Hullo, mate," he called, coming up behind the sitting man. Ron turned around and grinned up at him. His broad face lit up as he stood, and he returned Harry's greeting with a huge bear hug.
"Any change?" Harry asked.
Ron shook his head ruefully. "Nah. Nothing. She's just lying there still. The Wiggenweld Potion didn't work. Robert went mental."
Harry pursed his lips in a rueful grimace and nodded. He had sometimes been on the receiving end of Robert Granger's temper.
Ron looked at him shrewdly. "You've got something, haven't you?"
"When did you learn Legilimency?" Harry countered and then grinned. "I think so. It's a bit of a long shot, but..."
Ron laughed and clapped him on the shoulder again. Harry winced at the impact. Ron moved back to his seat, gesturing for Harry to sit down next to him. He shuffled some sheets of parchment out of the way. "We've got a new American coach. I'm trying to learn some 'plays' for the end of the season," he explained wryly at Harry's inquiring look. "Sit down, Harry, and tell me what you've got."
"Okay," Harry began. "Vector seems to have worked it out, I think. She's been looking at the runes around the edge of the portrait, and she thinks that there's somebody out there who tried to set himself up to cheat death and live forever... in Snape's portrait. But it's not Doge, 'cos he just painted the picture, he didn't paint the runes around it; they just appeared after the painting turned into a mosaic! So the runes make a line that does not bisect a living lifeline, just, sort of, keeps going... like you can't die... And that power drew Hermione into the picture. Well, not her exactly... but some sort of shadow of her, like, erm, well, her mind, her..." Harry floundered, staring at Ron, hoping that his poorly worded explanation and half-arsed summation of the situation would be understood. Ron was staring at him as if Harry had just been babbling Mermish.
"Her soul?" asked Luna brightly, sitting down lightly down bedside them on the hospital chairs. Harry jumped. Neither of the men had heard her approach.
Ron rolled his eyes in a well-practiced motion. "Oh, don't be daft, Luna," he moaned. "There's no such thing as, oooooh, 'soul magic'." Ron hooked his first two fingers into a mocking gesture as he pronounced the last two words. "That's just stupid nonsense for soppy teenage witches." He snorted at his own joke and then grinned for confirmation at Harry.
Luna made to argue, but Harry lifted up his hand to silence both of them. Harry looked seriously at his friends. "It's all about the blood," he said, pointedly agreeing with neither of them. "Blood seems to have activated the mosaic do you remember that Hermione had hit her head when she passed out?"
Luna and Ron both nodded.
"Well," Harry continued, encouraged. "We that is, Filius, Septima, and I think that we need some of Hermione's blood to set the mosaic off again and sort of activate it so that she can stop dreaming and come back to us. I want to take her back to Hogwarts with me, and I need your help to do it."
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Severus was dreaming. It was the same dream that he had had for years.
He was trapped in a cold, dark room, unable to move, the atmosphere pressing down upon him, claustrophobia threatening to overwhelm him. He was not much more than a consciousness trapped in nothingness. There was nothing to think of but guilt and remorse.
His mind turned over the memories of his life, drawn to their darkness, worrying at them as if they were newly healed scars, tight and itching. He felt his self-loathing and despair rise up inside him like waves circling around the entrance to a sea cave. Pushing inside, clearing him out, pushing inside again.
He thought of the people he had tried to save and failed to do so.
He thought of the people he had betrayed and lost.
He thought of Pertus as he lay cradled in Hermione's lap, the lifeblood draining in great clots from his wounds.
He thought of Potter's son crouched over him, his green eyes burning.
He thought of Hermione staring down into his face, her own in shadow in the dark room, her amber eyes desperate, and her fingers grasping at his coat.
Severus felt the roughness of the scuffed wooden floor underneath his head, the pain of his wounds, and the pressure of her body upon his... But he also experienced an absurd sense of peace and hope as she put her hands on him. Her face was made beautiful by her generosity and his obligation.
But now for the first time in this familiar dream, her face began to age imperceptibly into the woman he had known in the last few days.
Now she teased him and smiled gently at him and closed her eyes, rolling her head back as he moved his fingers through her hair, stroked her face, ran his hand lightly down the taught line of her throat, between her breasts, to finally rest at her waist. His breath caught, and he began to drift into arousal. A delicious tightness began to spread throughout his groin, tingling tendrils spreading upwards through his lower belly and to his spine. There is redemption here, he thought. I could begin again....
Then, however, he began to feel cold seeping into his chest, and a frightful tightening began to restrict his breathing as, to his horror, he saw Hermione's face began to change again. Her features flattened, her skin paled, her lovely eyes grew cold and burning. Her irises elongated, her pupils dilated, and he tried to cry out in fear and anguish as, before his terrified gaze, the corrupted face of the Dark Lord took her place.
He felt long-nailed fingers grasp his face as Voldemort drew back his lips in a snarl and made to bite at his neck.
He gasped... and was back in the black room, his claustrophobia crashing in on him again. Unable to escape, to move his limbs, to cry out...
He was stuck in this limbo. It was a terrible sort of torture. Not seeing, not knowing, barely feeling. He took thready breaths, sucking air down into ravaged lungs slowly... slowly. Never enough. It was like trying to breathe under water.
Dimly, a fresh awareness shook through him, and he began to sense his limbs aching.
Pins and needles ran like fire across his skin.
His head began to clear gradually, and he became aware of a restraint at his wrists and a burning pain that was shooting up his arms and into his chest. His weakened shoulder was particularly sore. There was a metallic taste in his mouth, and as he swirled his tongue gingerly around his mouth, he realised that it was blood. He appeared to have lost a tooth.
He became aware of light, and the atmosphere moved from black, through dark shades of red, to orange, to yellow, to white light as his eyes slowly flickered open. He could smell the sickly sweet aroma of votive incense and hear the sounds of a burning fire.
He could sense that he was in a large indoor space. It was chilly he could feel gooseflesh rising on his skin. A hall? No, he thought, a temple...
The ancient Time-Turner about his neck was hanging on its thin golden chain in front of him, catching the early morning sunlight that was slanting in through the roof. He blinked stupidly at it as it turned lazily on its chain. Its sands were fused... useless.... A few inches below it, his mother's perfume phial swung gently on its slightly longer chain. As he breathed in and out, gasping for air, the two pendants began to intertwine with each other. He blinked furiously to try to clear sweat from his eyes.
Before him, as awareness of his surroundings slowing improved, dressed marble flagstones swam into his view.
He was on his knees with the front of his tunica ripped open. He looked slowly to his left and saw that his wrist was bound to a nearby pillar by a thin, pale cord. His hand was swollen due to the constriction. He could feel that his other hand was similarly tied. The ropes were pulling his arms out from his sides in a cruciform shape. His chest muscles hurt with the stretch from the ropes, and his breathing was laboured.
Slowly, and trying to make as little sound at all, Snape shuffled his knees forward and underneath his body, trying to relieve the pressure on his chest from the ropes. As one leg inched forward, it scraped slightly on a patch of fine grit on the flagstone floor.
Immediately, there was an intake of breath in front of him, and Severus froze. Clearly, he was not alone.
"Ah," Marcus Fiducius said silkily, "you're awake, I see. Good morning, Severus... my dear friend."
***
"Lumos."
"Lumos."
The light from the two wands flared and stung her eyes. The office was eerily quiet. Hermione was not expecting anyone to be in there. Harry had described how Snape had just fled Hogwarts, the erstwhile Headmaster diving through a window, sending the shards of coloured glass tumbling after him as he leapt to freedom. The Headmaster's office was still and silent. She shivered, conscious of how cold it seemed. The room was dark and bare, dominated by the ancient oak desk in the centre of the lower level. Beside her, Ron shifted uncomfortably, as ill at ease as she was in the atmosphere.
"Now what?" he asked gruffly in the expectant silence. Hermione frowned and flushed. She had led them up to Dumbledore's office with the half-formed thought of asking the portrait of their ancient mentor and much-missed leader for his help in finding something to destroy the Horcrux in the cup. Looking around her in the wand-light, she tried to make out Dumbledore's image in his ornate picture frame, but the old wizard was slumbering. He gave every impression of not having woken as yet. She was disappointed, but not deterred.
"Okay." She took a deep and steadying breath. "Now we need to have a look around to see if we can find anything suitable."
"Suitable for what?"
She sighed in frustration. "Suitable for destroying Horcruxes, Ron! We've still got the cup, remember?"
Ron scowled and stuck his lower lip out mulishly, and Hermione silently berated herself. She had embarrassed him.
"Look, I'm sorry, okay?" She looked around them in the gloom. "I just thought that Snape might have something here. Something dark and powerful. Insurance, you know. Just in case..." Her voice faltered at the end of the half-formed sentence. She had a profound sense that Snape would have some sort of protection built around him.
Ron grunted and walked further into the office towards the great desk. She followed him, casting her eyes about at the bookshelves, searching for anything that might help. Her eyes alighted on the Sorting Hat, high on the shelves... But it looked silent and still almost as if it were aloof from them. No help there, she thought with sudden insight.
"Oi, what's this?" Ron asked, his hand on a large leather-bound book on the Headmaster's desk. He looked up at her as she reached his side. Her fingers traced the elaborate binding on the front of the tome. The words "Ultio Ultionis" were embossed into the soft leather.
Hermione frowned, then gently opened the book and looked down the page in front of her. An involuntary hiss escaped her lips. Her eyes traced the contents of the pages before her.
"It's a punishment ledger," she said evenly. Ron leaned over her and followed her fingers as they traced down the page.
'Creavy, Dennis... Ten lashes... Insubordination.
Weasely, Ginevra... Crucio... Lying.
Dobbs, Emma... Five lashes... Insubordination
Moon, William... Crucio... Theft
Perks, Sally-Ann... Ten lashes... Defacement of Property'
"That's Snape's handwriting," Hermione breathed. "He's written down every student's name that has been punished here since he took over from Dumbledore."
Ron stiffened and pulled a face. "Urgh. Sick bastard."
Hermione was still turning pages, her fingers caressing the evidence of the brutality of the regime.
"Look, Ron," she said suddenly. "Most of these punishments were changed. Look at Ginny's. Snape's crossed through 'Crucio' and written 'gamekeeper'. And again, here..." She pointed out other examples of Snape's spidery handwriting neatly amending the lists in the ledger. "This one now says 'R.H. detention'. So does this one."
Ron shrugged and looked about the silent office again. "This place is freaking me out, Hermione. I thought we were looking for something to kill Horcruxes." He moved slowly over to the bookcases on the right side of the office.
Ignoring Ron, Hermione continued to leaf through the pages of the ledger, flicking through the pages quickly to the end of the book. She frowned as her fingers encountered some resistance halfway through the ledger. It was as if about half of the pages were stuck together in a block. She flipped the book over carefully. It was heavy. She tried to open the book from the back, but the cover wouldn't budge. She pulled at it with her fingers with no success. Frowning, she tapped the back of the ledger, and her eyebrow raised as she heard a faintly hollow reverberation. She rubbed her lip thoughtfully with her right thumb.
Hermione picked up her wand from beside the ledger and tapped the back of the volume with it. With a small 'click' the leather binding came free, and she was able to open the back of the ledger.
There was a secret compartment at the back of the book. She allowed a small snort of amusement to escape such a cliché! But then, perhaps wizards had not seen or read many Muggle mystery stories....
She opened the cover wider. Inside the little compartment was a small velvet-covered box. It was threadbare with age; the material was stained in places and worn away at the corners.
"Ron..." She lifted the little box out of the compartment and turned to look at the red-haired young man beside her. Ron walked back over to her and lifted his eyebrows. Both felt a sense of anticipation as they looked at the thing in her hands. Slowly, Hermione nicked open the little metal catch on the box and lifted the lid with her thumbs.
"Wow," said Ron. "Is that what I think it is? I thought they were all destroyed."
Hermione felt a thrill of adrenaline prickle her skin.
It was a Time-Turner.
Slowly, she picked it out of the box, looking at it critically.
"Bet that could be useful," said Ron softly as he watched the little device spin on the end of its thin golden chain.
"Mmmmm." Hermione was staring intently at the rings around the charmed hourglass. "I'm not sure..." She didn't finish her point.
"What?"
"Well, it's not the same as the one I used in our third year. Look, the writing on the rings is different. It's not really writing at all. They're ancient runes, I think... I wonder if it still works. It looks really old. See, the rings are not quite even. The rings on the Time-Turner that Professor McGonagall gave me to use were smoother and more regular in shape."
She slipped the chain around her neck and took a quick short breath, twisting the outside ring one deliberate turn. Realising belatedly what she was doing, Ron made a shout and clutched at her arm, clearly expecting her to disappear.
Nothing happened. For a heartbeat, Hermione held her breath. Then Ron's other fist connected heavily with her upper arm.
"Ow!" Hermione dropped the Time-Turner and held her arm.
Ron glowered. "That was a bloody stupid thing to do, Hermione! You could have appeared right in front of Snape in here! What are you playing at?"
What are you playing at?
What are you playing at?
What are you playing at?
Hermione awoke with a start in the cold light of early morning, a sickening rush of adrenaline rushing through her chest, the echoes of Ron's accusation still ringing loudly in her ears.
She couldn't have been asleep for very long. She was sitting in a low chair in the laboratory. In front of her, Marcella was asleep on the pallet that she had healed Severus on.
The women had wolfed down the remaining cheese and dried meat in Pertus' stores before Hermione directed Marcella firmly (and with a little magical compulsion) to lie down and rest. Then she had walked about the internal perimeter of the house, resetting wards and attempting to strengthen Severus' protection of the building. Marcella had wanted to find Conviva immediately, but Hermione had been too frightened and weary to go wandering about the city looking for him, knowing that Sabazios was abroad. She Hermione had needed to rest and regroup.
She also had hoped desperately that Severus would return.
Thinking of him again now caused another spike of adrenaline to rush through her with a force that was painful. Giving in to the feeling of loss that still swept through her, she had tried to find his glass potions phial after she had settled Marcella down to sleep, but the little container was nowhere to be seen. She couldn't imagine where it could have gone. She had dashed away her frustrated tears at its loss and schooled herself sternly to think instead about the portrait runes.
Her last conscious thought, before exhaustion had claimed her and she had drifted into sleep in the chair, had been of the Arithmantic sequences surrounding the portrait of the young woman in the triclinium and the mosaic picture of Death in Severus' bathroom.
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"You don't have much time, Severus."
Snape tried to focus. Why the hell was he so tired? He could barely move his head and shoulders as he fought to look up towards Fiducius' voice. He scowled as he tried to focus on the man before him. Marcus was sitting cross-legged on the floor in front of Severus, his black robes pooling around him, his hood pushed back away from his face, and the twisted metal mask on the flagstone floor beside him. His face was pale, but his eyes were glassy, and there were twin spots of bright pink flush in his cheeks.
Snape rolled his tongue in his mouth and tried to speak. All that emerged was a dry cough that sent droplets of blood from his lips onto the white marble floor.
Fiducius tapped his fingers on his knees. He regarded Severus for a few moments more, then tilted his head on one side.
"Sabazios is sleeping in one of the rooms at the rear of this sanctuary with the rest of my new brothers," he said eventually, in a matter-of-fact tone.
Severus said nothing, concentrating on drawing in breaths to his starved lungs. His arms were mostly numb, and he could barely feel his hands at all.
Marcus leaned forward, cupping his chin in his hands, resting his elbows upon his knees. More seconds ticked by.
"He will awaken soon, and will want to talk with you." He leaned forward, whispering confidentially, "After that, I think you will probably be dead." The Aedile took a deep breath, rocked backwards and hummed a quiet, little tune.
Severus was silent, apart from his panting breaths, but his eyes flicked to Fiducius' face, noting the madness in his eyes. The potion, he thought. He's got more potion. Then, suddenly, he remembered: Hermione. He felt his heart lurch in his chest. Oh, gods! He tested the strength of the ropes that bound him. They dug viciously into his wrists and didn't break.
Fiducius teased something from between his teeth with one of his nails, flicked it into the darkness to his left, shivered, then regarded Severus again, his eyes dancing with an inner fire.
"He was magnificent last night, Severus. I have never seen power like it. He had those fools in the Forum bowing to us all! With him, we are unstoppable. Those bastards in the Senate, Titus and his cronies, will not stand a chance. All armies will be swept away." He leaned forward again, and Severus could smell the desperation, and the sweet smell of the potion on his breath. "Once Sabazios has control of the Empire, all will bow to our will. Celts, Egyptians, Persians, the fucking Jews in Palestine... No one will be able to withstand us...."
"You look like shit." Fiducius added and smiled nastily, rubbing the side of his neck. "How the tables are turned, eh, Severus? Not quite the all-powerful 'wizard' now are you? What on earth were you thinking last night, trying to intervene to save that stupid human." Marcus spat the word out with loathing in his voice.
Snape frowned at him. He remembered watching from behind a crumbled pillar in the forum as Sabazios had silenced and levitated the heckler and drew him close. He remembered the man's flailing arms and legs, his body arched backwards as the Pompeian screamed silently and writhed, trying to escape. He remembered the sudden rush of fury that had suffused his mind, the almost involuntary shout that had exploded raggedly from his throat as he had raised his hands, casting a crude Protego as he did so, Sabazios' head snapping around to see him standing exposed and with his hand extended as he had attempted to protect the silently screaming man from his fate.
He remembered a heavy hand falling on his shoulder and the crushing Stupify that had sent him tumbling into unconsciousness.
Foolish! What had possessed him? It was the sort of unthinking behaviour he would expect from a sentimental Gryffindor.
He tried to gather his magical energy, but found it sluggish and unresponsive. He frowned again and tried once more to marshal his powers.
"Your stupid display of energy drained you," Fiducius explained evenly, darting a look at the ropes that bound him to the pillars. "I know how that feels...."
"While he grows stronger every day," he added with a smile.
Severus followed Fiducius' look to the ropes and reached out with his senses. He could still sense the wards around the city. He had bound the magic so carefully into them that they would be the last part of him to fail. Nevertheless, he could sense the critical drain on his reserves. He needed time, food, and drink to regain his strength. He was so tired. Fiducius' face swam in and out of focus.
"I expect you'd like to know about Hermione," Fiducius taunted casually.
Snape's head snapped up, searching the Aedile's face. He coughed again in his throat, willing his vocal chords to function.
"Where...?" Severus' voice was a bare whisper.
"Sorry, brother, I didn't quite catch that." Fiducius smiled nastily and crawled closer to Severus. As he grew closer it became easier to focus on his features again. With a tremendous force of will, Severus looked at the Aedile.
"If you touch her...," he began and felt impotent frustration when the smaller man simply giggled in response.
Then Fiducius' face grew predatory and calculating. Snape recognised once again the signs of addictive madness from the Metamorphmagus Potion.
"The magic in my veins is wearing thin, too, brother," the Aedile said, his voice trembling as he spoke. "You know I took more from your private stocks when I killed that insolent slave of yours after our... difference of opinion... at Conviva's house. When I realised that Hermione had brewed more of it, I was able to take that, too after our little... display... in the Forum. I need to know how to brew the potion so I may never be without it. You can do this for me, Severus." He smiled and tried to appear solicitous. "You know what I want. What do you want, Severus?"
Severus shook his head. Nothing. Hermione. I want Hermione.
"I can get her for you," the Pompeian spoke into Severus' ear, his cheek hot against Snape's. Severus started had he spoken those words out loud? He cursed himself for his lack of control.
Fiducius leaned forward again. "I know where she is being kept. In my master's cavern beneath the volcano."
He pulled back slightly and then cupped Severus' face with sweaty hands that trembled against Severus' skin.
"I will help you both to escape from here. You can save Hermione. You need only show me the secrets of the potion."
***
It was about six o'clock in the morning. Hermione had left Marcella sleeping in the potions laboratory and walked out into the peristyle. The sun had risen, but it had not quite gained sufficient height to shine directly into the garden. Hermione cast a worried look into the sky.
Pliny's account of the eruption in 79AD clearly stated that the mountain had blown its top at midday. Hermione hoped desperately that he had written accurately and not simply placed the eruption at a suitably dramatic time of the day for additional poetic impact. If Pliny was truthful in his account, they had about six hours until the first explosion. Deep in thought, as she tried to remember as many details about the eruption as she could, Hermione climbed the stone steps to the triclinium and the portrait that she had fallen through into this time.
Her feet crunched on the sandy stone of the steps, her mind a jumble of questions.
Where is Severus? What am I going to do about Marcella? Can I find Conviva? How am I going to get back? Am I going to die here? Oh, Severus, where are you? I need you! Ooops!
Her foot slipped on a step, and she fell on her knee, putting out her right hand instinctively to stop herself. The heel of her hand scraped painfully on the rough stone, and she hissed at the pain of the graze in her skin. Shaking her hand to ease the throb from the little cuts, she recovered her footing and walked into the room.
The portrait was still and inviting. She moved closer to it, her mind a whirl of Arithmantic equations. The young woman in the portrait stared frankly out at Hermione, her stylus pressed invitingly to her lower lip, her expression in the image beckoning Hermione forward.
Hermione bit her lip as she approached the painting, feeling a light earth-tremor rumbling beneath her feet; another reminder of what was certainly to come.
There was something obvious about the runes that felt just out of her reach.
Another rumble sounded deep in the earth, and the ground shook again. Thrown off balance, Hermione reached forward with the flat of her hand to steady herself against the wall.
As soon as her right hand touched the portrait, she felt the prickle of magic activating, and a hollow tug behind her navel.
Beneath the heel of her hand, the runes were shifting and changing. The portrait had begun to sink backwards like a tunnel beginning to deepen before her.
She pulled her hand back sharply from the image and looked at her tingling palm. The smear of fresh blood from her abrasion met her eyes. She looked again at the portrait and saw that it had stilled again and was flat.
Oh gods, that's it! That's the way home. Blood activates the runes and opens the portal.
Triumph surged in her chest. She had done it! She had fucking done it! There was a way out. She punched the air with her grazed fist.
It was then she heard the frantic shouts and hammering on the back gate to the garden.
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"She moved, I tell you!" Robert Granger's voice was raised and shot through with frustration as he shouted at the Healer. "You don't bloody well know what you're doing! Go and get Spleen! My daughter bloody moved."
As the young Healer fled to find his senior, Robert collapsed back in his chair by Hermione's bedside, still holding her hand in his. She had moved. He sighed and closed his eyes, resting his head on the back of the high backed leather chair.
Was he going crazy?
A noise at the doorway prompted him to snap his head sideways, his features still scowling, as Harry, Ron, and Luna edged into the room. Robert looked at their concerned faces and relented. He knew how much they cared for his daughter. They had proved it many times.
Harry stepped forward and held out his hand.
"Mr Granger," he began, "I've got a proposition for you."
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*Seaside rock is a traditional sweet (hard candy?) in the UK. In its original form, it is a mint-flavoured cylindrical stick of boiled sugar, measuring about an inch in diameter and about a foot long. It is traditionally sold at seaside resorts. It is probably responsible for more emergency holiday trips to the dentists than any other sweet in the UK. Hermione, therefore, has really got her dentist father wrapped around her little finger if he's allowing her to have one. It also explains her very sticky hands....
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- thank you for taking the time to write to me! I am delighted that this story continues to entertain. I a mtrying to get back to writing, having had the YEAR FROM HELL (TM)... Best wishes, Pxxx
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Well, then I hope your awful year is over by now...I was in Pompeij as a youth (not having seen the naughtier mosaics, of course), and now, I remember that very interesting visit vividly. Thanks again. Keep well A.
My compliments for this impressive story.
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Thank you so much for taking the time to write to me - I am so sorry that I missed your reveiw (my alerts settings are clearly not working properly!!) Best wishes, Pxx
Just discovered this wonderful fic yesterday when I went looking for something new. WOW! What a great story, amazing research, wonderful plot twists, crazy suspense, and an all around FABULOUS read!
Thanks for posting this, and congrats for such a unique story idea!
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Oooh! My email alert system isn't working! I'm sorry I have only just picked up your review,
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
. I'm delighted to have entertained you with this story. Best wishes, Pxx
Such a brilliant, unique story! You had me on the edge of my seat several times, well done!
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Thank you very much! I am thrilled that you enjoyed it so much. You are very welcome! Pxx
Really enjoyed this story :)
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
HI
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
! I am so pleased you liked the story!! Thank you!! Pxx
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Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Good Lord! Thank you! I have no idea who nominated me but thank you, whoever you are!! If anyone reads this - please head over to LJ to read the other stories in these awards and cast your vote. Much love, Pxx
I don't have the time (or patience while on my phone) to give this the review it deserves. However, I will say that this was one of the most engaging, well paced, well plotted stories I have read in a long time. I loved every minute of it. You attention to detail and research were fantastic. And most importantly, with all of the ups and downs of this tale, you gave them their happy ending. Thanks for sharing such a fabulous story!
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Thank you for your marathon review a thon!!! It has been a pleasure to read your comments over the past few days. Best wishes, Pxx
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Thank you for your marathon review a thon!!! It has been a pleasure to read your comments over the past few days. Best wishes, Pxx
Ron took that well, didn't he, lol? We all knew Severus would try to push Hermione away, so I am glad she didn't let him. If you are going into a battle of wills with the man, I guess it's good to have him well exhausted. It would be very difficult to know what was all in your head, what was real, and what was horcrux induced. Good thing Hermione has her head on straight and her priorities in order.
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Yes. I didn't want to Ron bash but it was inevitable that he wouldn't take it well! Glad you liked it! Pxx
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Yes. I didn't want to Ron bash but it was inevitable that he wouldn't take it well! Glad you liked it! Pxx
Well, that was intense, but all is right with the world now, right? Lets get them safely to their happy ending, shall we?
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Eeeeeerrrrrrrmmmmm.... Ahhhhh.... Okayyyy... Although, it can't be that simple, can it? Pxx Thank you for another mega review a thon!
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Eeeeeerrrrrrrmmmmm.... Ahhhhh.... Okayyyy... Although, it can't be that simple, can it? Pxx Thank you for another mega review a thon!
I loved the part where Harry wonders if the buzzing in his head is how Hermione feels all of the time. This is so hopeful, but somehow they have to get Hermione back. And who do those boots belong to?
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Who else would wear boots like that??! Bless 'im! Pxx
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Who else would wear boots like that??! Bless 'im! Pxx
I hate to even speculate. There are two Snape bodies, two Hermione bodies, one Snape mind, one Hermione mind, two Snape souls, and one Hermione soul. And a partridge in a pear tree. So I don't think the actual bodies can come back to real time because that would be weird. So I think she has to wake up and either he wakes up or she uses the Horcrux and his body. Either way, hasn't he been dead for awhile? Seems like he might be a little crusty. No more time to speculate ...
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Mmmmmmmm. Not quite... but nearly...! Keep gong and you'll find out... Pxx
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Mmmmmmmm. Not quite... but nearly...! Keep gong and you'll find out... Pxx
I have never ever ever ever been so glad that I waited to read a story until it was done. This would have killed me in real time. Every time I think things can't get worse, they do. Moving on ...
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
So pleased you are still enjoying it. This must take the record for the fastest read and review a thon of Anima Mea! Delighted!! Pxx
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
So pleased you are still enjoying it. This must take the record for the fastest read and review a thon of Anima Mea! Delighted!! Pxx
This chapter explained a lot ... sort of. I'm glad she thought of the Manticore. I actually thought maybe she went back to try and get his wand. The good thing is Sabazio is gone. He is gone, right?And what of their friends? Can they now escape the city wards, or do they have to take them to present day through the portrait? What will happen to the portrait at Hogwarts? Will Hermione be able to bring Severus back? Will we get any more steamy kisses? I gotta know!
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Yes... The Manticore's return... poor thing.... But a perfect weapon to use. They are all still in grave trouble as Vesuvius has taken over as the threat. Keep going! Pxx
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Yes... The Manticore's return... poor thing.... But a perfect weapon to use. They are all still in grave trouble as Vesuvius has taken over as the threat. Keep going! Pxx
I don't know how Severus made it this long without passing out. It would have been nice for Hermione to arrive while he was still awake, but no matter. Perhaps she will be even more pissed off, and will fight that much harder. I hope there isn't too much trouble at Hogwarts. I love the embrace showing in the portrait.
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Thanks! I think it's possible for humans to keep going even under the hugest stress... But please take note that he is running on empty and his body is starting to crumble... That will be important for later...! Pxx
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Thanks! I think it's possible for humans to keep going even under the hugest stress... But please take note that he is running on empty and his body is starting to crumble... That will be important for later...! Pxx
Whew! Another exhausting read. I can honestly say that I have never felt so taxed after reading a story as I have with this one. I think I like it, lol! I am so nervous about what is to come, but alas, time for bed. *is determined to finish this thing tomorrow*
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
SO glad you're enjoying it!! *Does happy dance* Pxx
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
SO glad you're enjoying it!! *Does happy dance* Pxx
I love the plan to get Hermione out of St. Mungos, but all I could think is that someone will come in and try to treat Hermione somehow, and it will harm Luna. But since Mr. Granger is there, and they didn't actually change Luna to look just like her, I can ease up on that line of thought.Because I should really be worried about Severus and Hermione. What happened in the end there? The fact that they are running out of time is so palpable here that it is giving me anxiety just reading it. It's exhausting to read, truth be told, but in the most wonderful way. Okay, one more chapter then I have to go to bed. It is already tomorrow, and I am going to be so sorry in the morning ...
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Glad you liked the escape 'plan'. I always thought of Ron as a strategist -- particularly when he had something important to fight for! Pxx
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Glad you liked the escape 'plan'. I always thought of Ron as a strategist -- particularly when he had something important to fight for! Pxx
You've got me wanting to scream at Severus that Hermione (who I know is safe) is not worth giving up his secret for. Although, if they really do get wiped out by the volcano it wouldn't matter. Still, when the person you love (even if you don't know it yet) is in danger, all sensibility goes out the window. I hope neither of them makes a bad choice. Is it too much to hope that Hermione can come back to present time, and then return with reinforcements?
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Mmmmm. Wait and see! She's stuck for now... But will she get to him in time....???!!! Pxx
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Mmmmm. Wait and see! She's stuck for now... But will she get to him in time....???!!! Pxx
I'm getting so sucked into this story that I am feeling desperate and worried and nervous and everything else right along with them. And I can't even leave you better reviews because I am so desperate to move on. Sorry about that.
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
I'm sorry I can't respond better! Am on holiday and only have intermittent Internet so I'm answering you in a horrible rush!! Thank you for your enthusiasm for this story!!! Pxx
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
I'm sorry I can't respond better! Am on holiday and only have intermittent Internet so I'm answering you in a horrible rush!! Thank you for your enthusiasm for this story!!! Pxx
This just gets crazier and crazier. I hope he gets the chance to wring Hermione's neck. *moving on with fingers crossed*
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
She's got to get out of the mess she's in first! He will get his opportunity.... Pxx
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
She's got to get out of the mess she's in first! He will get his opportunity.... Pxx
Well, this is an oh shit moment if ever there was one. If this is a certain wizard, how is he in this time? Does this have something to do with how Severus ended up here? Why does he need this potion, anyway? Now I am rooting on Hermione being awoken and brought back to her own time, saving Severus some other way, lol. This is too good for me to even stay and speculate further!
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Ahhhh yesssss.. The "oh, shit" moment. *Grins happily* I'm hoping for a few of them...! Pxx
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Ahhhh yesssss.. The "oh, shit" moment. *Grins happily* I'm hoping for a few of them...! Pxx
I just can't even guess how this is going to go. I still think things at St. Mungo's are going to sour things in Pompeii. I'm not sure how Vector plays into all of this. This is so deliciously frustrating!
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
*Hides from frustrated reader*. It will get worse I'm afraid! Pxx
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
*Hides from frustrated reader*. It will get worse I'm afraid! Pxx
I gotta tell you, the bone setting scene freaked me out a bit. I'm good with blood and guts, but bones, especially when they are in the wrong places, kind of freak me out. Poor Hermione and poor Severus.I loved the scene where she is in his mind; it was so well done. Except how is he going to react to it all? And, why do I end each chapter nervous?
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Sorry to have freaked you a bit with bone setting. My pal Maria is an ortho tech-- and I made full use of her expertise. Poor Severus! Pxx
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Sorry to have freaked you a bit with bone setting. My pal Maria is an ortho tech-- and I made full use of her expertise. Poor Severus! Pxx
I can't decide if this would go better if they were on better terms because they would take strength in one another before going in, or if it is better that there is that unspoken rift because they will be more focused at the task at hand. I'm hoping for the best at any rate.
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Mmmm. Not sure myself, although Severus has never been one to share... And Hermione is a bossy boots. Unspoken rifts have a habit of occurring around them... Pxx
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Mmmm. Not sure myself, although Severus has never been one to share... And Hermione is a bossy boots. Unspoken rifts have a habit of occurring around them... Pxx
Oh, their lovemaking was wonderful, especially since they really don't know one another. Yes, Mrs. Granger, I think those two would say what is going on is magic. ;). Well, until the next day where Severus gives in to insecurities and assumptions. They will get over it, somehow. I can't help but worry, though, that something done at St. Mungos is going to cause a problem. That's if they even survive the upcoming mission. *bites nails*
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Thank you *bows low* I am so pleased you enjoyed it. Shame he had to cock it up though... Pxx
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Thank you *bows low* I am so pleased you enjoyed it. Shame he had to cock it up though... Pxx
Oh no! I hope "the world went black," is some sort of metaphor for "he had the best sex of his life," lol.*chews fingernails*. I love the care Severus took with Pertus's body. Especially since the rites weren't important to him, but he knew they were to his slave. I can see the reference to Harry's care of Dobby. I loved the bath scene! Very sensual. There is more than one type of healing at hand. Well, there would have been. *grumbles at you*. Eh, they didn't have the energy to do it properly anyway. :)
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Hey! Take care of those nails (errrr you might need them later!!). This cliffie drove my alpha reader mad! Pxx
Response from Proulxes (Author of Anima Mea)
Hey! Take care of those nails (errrr you might need them later!!). This cliffie drove my alpha reader mad! Pxx