A Kneazle out of its bag.
Chapter 2 of 4
SugaryfineSeverus Snape was on a mission, one he could not delay any longer. Returning hours later into the night, he got into the soft, warm sheets of his marital bed, sighing and thanking the gods for his luck. He was appeased, and the world with him. Or at least that’s what he thought. Mistrust, half-truths, infertility and meddlesome Weasleys. What will Hermione Snape do?
ReviewedA/N: Let me thank again my dear beta blue artemis for her magical review and corrections. As usual, any errors are solely mine.
Disclaimer: I don't own it in any form or way, but oh! How I love to mess with it!
Chapter 2: A Kneazle out of its bag.
"How is she doing?" Severus asked the same harlot that had received him some days ago. She smiled openly, showing her crooked teeth that reminded him of the uneven tiles of the alley.
"Not bad, not bad. Come in, boy," said the woman, watching at the window as she usually did when Severus came to her domain. Strange. She could have sworn she saw the ribbon hanging from the window. She shook her head. It would be wiser if she left her rum alone or at least until later on when the temperature dropped to bone-breaking cold. With a sigh, she let the man in. Winter was not as fun as it had been when she was younger.
Some minutes later, Severus left, tightening his thick wool cloak some more. Despite it being noon, the day was as bitter as death. He sneered at his own words and the irony of them. He could feel death oozing steadily, almost lethargically from the place. All he could was to relieve the pain, no "stopper death" this time.
"I must go, Sandra. You know how to contact me," he told the woman, who nodded slowly.
"What 'bout da kitten? Can't keep her," added Sandra as an afterthought.
"I will take her when the time comes, but not now, Sandra. Not now," Severus replied softly to the harlot. His guts were in knots. When the time came, he might lose all he had.
He turned on his heels, cloak billowing despite its weight. He was about to place a gloved hand on the gate when he felt a light tug on his cape. By the strength of the tug, or rather, lack of it, he instantly knew who it was and what it wanted. He turned slowly to see big black eyes set on a pale, tearstained face, watching him imploringly.
She had her long black hair tied with a lavender ribbon trimmed with silver and gold. It was a gift he knew she treasured, since he had given it to her some Christmas ago 'to hold the princess's hair.'
"Don't go, please. Don't go. I promise I will be nice, and quiet, and will do all the chores, and will never fight again, but please don't go! You make mum feel better. You make her laugh. Please stay."
The child couldn't continue with her plea as the sobs racked her small, fragile body. Malnutrition made her look like she was younger than she really was, Severus thought. Eight years were by no means a lot, but when someone lived the kind of life she had, it was a wonder she was still living at all.
He pried her hands from his cloak gently. He crouched to so that they were face to face. "I must go now."
"Please stay!" The tears were flowing, making it harder for Severus to go.
"I must," he said to her, tucking a lanky lock of hair from her face tenderly. Not waiting for a reply to his statement, he stood up and Disapparated right there.
"Helen com' ere. He will come, ya'll see!" Sandra called.
The girl nodded and walked back to where her "aunt" was. Maybe, if she were a better child and didn't fight with Pete that much, he would stay. And she had kicked Pete hard today. It was all his fault for calling her names, and he always knew if she behaved or not. Maybe next time ... next time she would ask him to take her with him.
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"Shushhh," whispered a voice from behind Hermione. The men that were holding her by her arms were glad they had cast a strong Silencing charm before she arrived to meet them. There were no words of comfort for their friend. They had tried before and she had all but begged them to follow Severus as something had been off for some time.
At first Bill thought it was only Snape being his usual discreet self, exactly as the other times when he had businesses he knew Hermione would disapprove. She would never understand that business was simply that, and that Snape was not a fool to deal with someone and let himself be involved in whatever troubles said business could bring. He should know. He had tried to tell Fleur the same thing about his own dealings with the Goblins, but women always worried excessively. Only this time Hermione was right. The bastard had a lot of explaining to do.
George knew intuitively that there was more than met the eyes. Perhaps it was the war and the previous interactions he had with Severus over the years that he knew there must be a reason for what he was seeing. It was undeniably that the child looked a lot like him and that more than anything was hurting Hermione. He was sure there was hell to pay for Snape whatever his motives were to keep such a secret from Hermione. Well, nothing more here to analyze. The Kneazle was out of the bag. He shared a look with his brother and turned on the spot with Hermione still crying on his shoulder.
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There was something in Hermione that wasn't there before. Severus couldn't shake the feeling that it was killing her inside. She was quiet... too quiet. Not that it was rare to see her appear completely absent-minded while she worked on her own theories about the Magical Flow. She was passionate about her work, her life, with him. Still... today she was not there; and it was this emptiness the same one he had felt in his core before she came to his life that scared him the most. He had never been good with words, especially when he was this scared. Had the time come without him noticing it?
"Love?" he called to her, hoping she didn't notice the quavering in his voice.
She remained silent.
"Hermione?" he tried again, this sitting in the ottoman in front of her.
"Love, am I?" Her raspy voice sounded like she had been crying for quite some time, that much he could tell. He braced himself for the storm that was to come. The time had come indeed.
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"I want to see mum. Please, Aunty?" Helen's voice was somewhat desperate. She could feel it. It was cold... cold inside her chest.
"Go play, darling, she needs to sleep. Old Sev told her he will come see ya all later. Go play!" Sandra urged her. The time was coming, and she only hoped Severus Snape would keep his word, oath or no oath.
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"Yes. My love," Severus whispered to Hermione trying hard not to surrender to fear. He could stand to lose anything... anything but her.
"Talk to me, Hermione," he pleaded, kneeling now in front of her, raising a shaking hand to tuck her unruly curls behind her ear.
"DON'T touch me Severus. Just don't!" she seethed.
"Hermione, please. Tell me, love; what is it?" he begged her. Pride be damned.
"How dare you? How. Dare. You. Severus?" She stared at him while breathing deeply. "What is her name, Severus?" she clenched her jaw in a effort to bite back all the hurtful things she wanted to tell him, things that stormed in her chest.
"Hermione... love, I...? What are you on about now?" Severus asked her, somewhat perplexed. He was trying very hard to not let show how much her mistrust affected him. He never cared about what others thought of him. There was nothing they could say that he haven't already heard. Their insipid imagination and dullness only amused him at best. But to hear her doubt of his loyalty, of his love for her was more that he could stand.
"Then, your other name, Severus. The one you use when you go visit your other family. Or perhaps there is another Mrs. Snape that I'm not aware of." Her voice was so hollow it was making it hard for him to breathe. It was void of emotions, of the love he was so addicted to.
"My other family? Hermione, you are all I have..." He shook his head, praying all deities there were that she could at least give him a chance to explain.
"Do NOT insult my intelligence pretending there is nobody else!" she hissed. "It's humiliating enough see the pity in the eyes of my friends. Humiliating to know they knew how proud I was of you and how I sang to all sundry what a wonderful man you were, how incapable you were of hurting me, Severus Snape," she choked out miserably.
"Listen," he ordered, prying her hands from her ears. "They know nothing! And if they placed you against me, the worse for them!" His own anger rose like molten lava from his soul. "They know NOTHING!" he roared in panic, his face a few inches from hers.
Silence fell between them ominously.
"I know what I saw today. You broke my heart, Severus; and I don't know if you can fix it... if it can be fixed at all." Hermione whispered fiercely. The moment he let her hands go, she Disapparated from him.
"NO!" he roared to the empty space where she had been sitting. The sound reverberated in the windows and through the solitary halls of the house.
A.N.2: Well, it doesn't look nice at all to Severus, but that's how the bunny wanted it written. Keep reading, it only gets better. Oh! Remember to review too, that makes my day better.
SF
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I'm curious how the child is magical. Was it an anomally or are you saying Tobias was a wizard? I like the story,mostly. The characters are off, but I can usually let that slide, somewhat, with an AU fic. The one question stands out to me and I feel like I missed something along the way.
This was very good. well written.
Oh how touching. *sigh*
I would have loved to see the day after.
Lovely.
Thank you for sharing~Elou
lovely ending! :)
Response from Sugaryfine (Author of Bereave)
Thanks for thinking that. I may write some more about this loving family.
TERIFFIC STORY, SORRY TO SEE IT END. WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY TO SEE A SEQUEL. HELEN SOUNDS LIKE A DELIGHTFUL CHILD FROM THE WAY SEVERUS TALKS ABOUT HER. JIMBO
Response from Sugaryfine (Author of Bereave)
I'm sketching a sequel, and Im sure you will hear more of Helen in the future!
GRRRR!!!!! NO CLIFF HANGER!!!!Love the story!
Response from Sugaryfine (Author of Bereave)
Thanks Whench! I did what I could at the time.
Part of me thinks that Severus should have just walked off with the child and left Hermione to stay with her shallow, sanctimonious friends. [No, "pumpkin", those people aren't YOUR friends and will turn on you in a heartbeat as soon as you act more like a Snape than they are comfortable with.] You actually had a pretty good set up here -- wish you had kept both Snape and Hermione stronger. I like to think Hermione wouldn't have gone hiding behind Weasleys and would have blasted Harry or anyone who tried to stop her going to talk to her husband privately. And no reason to have Snape basically on his knees in front of his enemies, as dramatic as that may seem. Perhaps try a different ending so Hermione can have a backbone and Severus some dignity? I'm sure you have the ability to make it work. Anyway, thanks for your efforts!
Response from Sugaryfine (Author of Bereave)
That was the way I saw the ending, and believe me when I say that at that time I had read all stories related to SS/HG. I wanted something different, and that's what I got. I may try an alternate ending, but it will still be a happy/sappy one.
I love your writing, but this Severus is screwed up big time!
Response from Sugaryfine (Author of Bereave)
He had his reasons... one of them a wall of redheads and another his past. I was too dramatic at the time I wrote this story
What a sad life. I'm glad Severus rescued his niece from it. Now Hermione has a child to love and raise. Nicely wrapped up with a happy ending. Thanks.
Response from Sugaryfine (Author of Bereave)
Welcome! I will try something different and better for Severus next time. Thanks for reviewing
I am so happy there were a happy ending for Hermione, Severus and Helen. I would have loved to read even more of your story, but I am very happy it ended like it did:-))
Response from Sugaryfine (Author of Bereave)
Me too! I really didnt know how to end the story cause my forte are one shots or 3-4 chapters at the most. I will try something longer some other time, but I may give a go to a little sequel first.
Quickly wrapped up, but then again it was written four years ago...Thanks for sharing!
Response from Sugaryfine (Author of Bereave)
My forte are short stories of 4 chaps or one shots... I may try something longer sometime in the future though! Thanks for reviewing!
That was a nice ending.
Response from Sugaryfine (Author of Bereave)
Thanks for reviewing! Not my best ending but still a sort of happy one.
Is there more? :P
Response from Sugaryfine (Author of Bereave)
Yes! Last chapter on its way, but its taking forever in queue :( Real Life hits everyone even if they are such a nice bunch of mods! ;)
Ohhhhhhhhhhh well that answers one question and brings up 100 more! Ack! More more more
Response from Sugaryfine (Author of Bereave)
Thank you
Response from Sugaryfine (Author of Bereave)
for your kind reviews.I am one that wants to think that no matter the upbringing, there is still someone that care for his or her own and tries to protect or reduce the damage that kind of enviroment can do. I don't like to sound so much like Dumbledore, but love is powerful and sometimes misunderstood. Well, there is the last chapter to read too. You will find my attempt to answer most of the questions I think there are to answer. Of course, there might be many I wasn't aware of while writing the story, so you can tell me and I will try to... write a sequel maybe. Enjoy it.SF
Helen is Snape's daughter methinks. Why would he let her be brought up there? Malnutrition is just one of many problems I would expect. ((frets))
Response from Sugaryfine (Author of Bereave)
No worries! You will get answers to questions you didn't even know you had ; )
Well I wonder what changed when he stopped going out at night in the past? How could she live with the betrayal? Oh you have me hooked into the story for sure!
“I came from a funeral. My sister’s funeral,” he replied. Well that does change things, doesn't it? I hope Severus' admission will prompt Arthur to declare a truce between his children and Severus and insist on privacy for the Potions master and his wife.I can't think of any reason why Severus would have kept his sister a secret from Hermione, but I know there must be one. I can't believe Severus would have done that without a good reason. Knowing that this little girl is his niece gives special meaning to what Severus had told the child when he gave her the lavender ribbon for her hair: She had her long black hair tied with a lavender ribbon trimmed with silver and gold. It was a gift he knew she treasured, since he had given it to her some Christmas ago ‘to hold the princess’s hair.’ Of course she would be a member of the Prince family, and therefore a 'princess.' When I read that passage in Chapter 2, I remember wondering then if his choice of words was of special significance. I'm very curious about the details behind Severus' keeping this a secret, and I can't wait to see how you tie all of these loose threads together. Great story, SF!Beth
Response from Sugaryfine (Author of Bereave)
Thank you so much. Final chapter on its way.
Ok, you, as Harry said "out with it". I was reading so fast it was a shock when I reached the end of the 3rd chapter. Although I knew he wasn't having an affair. I can't believe he would keep such a secret as a sister from Hermione. Well written with believable dialog. Thanks.
Response from Sugaryfine (Author of Bereave)
Well, its hard for an ex-spy not to keep some secrets, but in this case he had good reasons to keep such a thing from Hermione. Let see what he has to say next chapter. Thanks for reviewing!
His sister, that does explain a lot, but one thing is a big mystery: Why didn't Hermione know about his sister? He kept her as a dirty secret, at least that is how it seems, and it just doesn't add up. Was he ashamed of her? Was she ashamed of him? Severus is a private person, that is understandable, but if he has been married to Hermione for eigth years, does he really trust her that little? This is quite a secret to keep, from others, well if he found it necessary to hide his sister he migth have his reasons, but from a wife he claims to love?I am quite sure you will manage to tell his reasons in a way we can understand, you managed to get a lot of "air out of the balloon" by him stating that he had been at his sisters funeral (Where again, why wasn't Hermione told?). I am very much looking forward to read more.
Response from Sugaryfine (Author of Bereave)
Yep, but who said that Severus was a simple man. I think that's why we love him so much! We'll see what he has to say! Just wait for the last chapter of this little story of mine. Thanks for taking the time to feed the muse
OOOO! this good,cant wait for the next chapter for more explainations.I get lots of plotbunnys..but they die of myximatosis...*sigh*
Response from Sugaryfine (Author of Bereave)
Thanks for reviewing! My advice would be to find someone that is crazy about writing and present these nice bunnies to him/her and see if they agree to play together. If you know someone like this, let me know! I have a couple of bunnies that are maddening and would like to bite... ermm... I mean play with someone that feels comfortable having lots of characters on their stories!
And the secret's out. Will Hermione forgive him? Will the Weasleys hex him? Stay tuned. Same Bat-time; same Bat-channel! *grin* Sorry, couldn't resist. ^_^
Response from Sugaryfine (Author of Bereave)
Don't be sorry... I love it! Shame there is only a chapter to go; otherwise, I would have asked ofyou to introduce it for me!
Ah, better indeed. I can see why he wouldn't mention a sister/neice at a time that his wife was suffering from devastating infertility. Perhaps he didn't know about the sister until the time of the infertility struggle hit?
Response from Sugaryfine (Author of Bereave)
Kind of ...yes! Read the final chapter to know how this ends.
This is very nice, I can't wait for more. I hope you post quickly.
Response from Sugaryfine (Author of Bereave)
Last chapter on the way... as fast as the mods give me the ok! Thanks for reviewing!
Hmm, I'm not sure why, but I'm getting Cosette/Fantine/Val Jean imagery in my head. Like for some reason, he's protecting this woman and her child, out of misplaced guilt perhaps? All in all, the story is unfolding nicely. Panicked Severus is very well written.
Response from Sugaryfine (Author of Bereave)
You got it right, but there is something else that adds to the pigheadeness of Severus to keep this hushed. Thanks for your kind words!
Better be soon. (Glowers at you.) I liked this chapter quite well. I loved the Weasley reactions and their swarming around Hermione for protection. Silly Severus. Why didn't he ever tell Hermione he had a sister? Was it because he was embarrassed by her profession?
Response from Sugaryfine (Author of Bereave)
Please, don't think that badly of him!It seems I have created a monster of misunderstanding here. But for the sake of the last chapter I will only say that:1- He knew of his sister almost at the time of Helen's birth, just when he was told of Hermione's infertility.He only wanted to protect her of unnecessary pain. After all, he couldn't just take his sister's child and bring her home as a replacement, could he? 2- He is being just himself, a very complicated (or complex if you prefer) man. It has nothing, I repeat, nothing to do with his sister being a prostitute... but it has to do a bit with what happened to his mother too....
Response from debjunk (Reviewer)
I DON'T think that badly of him. Just thought he was being rather dunderheaded, but it looks like there's much more than meets the eye here.
Response from Sugaryfine (Author of Bereave)
Yep! That's our Severus! He can be as pigheaded as any good Gryffindor! Last chapter on the way. Let's see what he has to say for himself! Thanks for reviewing.