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Chapter 6 of 14
nastygrlLucius stood in his study with no memory of the last five years of his life. In his hand was his one clue, a scrap of parchment with a name scratched on it. Hermione Granger.
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We shall see, I murmur to myself as I step into the steaming shower stall. We shall see.
By the time I finish my breakfast and a week's worth of Prophets, I receive an owl post from Ms. Granger advising me that my business ledgers would be arriving within the hour. Ten minutes later, a package arrives by WPS, Wizard Parcel Service. After spending the morning familiarizing myself with the current state of affairs in both the economic and political circles, I feel slightly more comfortable. But before I begin poring over my ledgers, I need to visit Severus. I did not give into temptation at six o'clock this morning and check to see if he had arrived home. Ms. Granger was woefully lax in neglecting to state a return time, but knowing Severus and his boundless appetites; he would not stay out past the noontime meal.
Cautiously, I Floo. While Ms. Granger assured me I am connected to Severus', I was not informed as to where his connection was actually located. Knowing my old friend, he could be as close as one street over or as far away as South America.
I step out of the fireplace into what is unmistakably Severus' living room. I take in the bookcase-lined walls crammed with well-worn books, some behind metal grates, and the wall-hanging that once hung in the Slytherin Head's study, then glance behind me and note his Order of Merlin, First Class, for unwavering support and personal sacrifice made during the Second War, on the mantle. I am in his home a mere five seconds when I hear his voice from across the room. "Don't gawk, Lucius."
Standing in the doorway opposite the fireplace is Severus, looking every bit as formidable and stern as when he was Headmaster, every bit as proud and unapproachable as when he was a Death Eater. But his eyes now hold a hint of softness that I have not seen in many years, and I cannot stop the smile that insists on creeping across my face.
"Severus." A wealth of meaning is behind one small word. Unconsciously, I cross the room to clap him on the shoulder. My chest tightens, and I take a deep breath to steady my suddenly shaky legs.
"It is very good to see you looking so well, my friend," I say honestly.
"Come, Lucius, sit down." His voice holds a gentle quality, a softness that is unexpected from the hard man I've known in the past.
"Hermione owled me last night, explaining your ... circumstances." He holds up a hand to prevent my next question. "She was vague on the specifics, but she did say to expect your Floo this morning."
I do not like the liberty he takes in addressing Ms. Granger by her first name: it reeks of disrespect, or worse, a familiarity that I am certain is improper.
"Ms. Granger owled you? Last night? She'd mentioned that you'd be 'back' today. I was under the impression that you'd been away. She knew... where to find you?"
Severus nods. "Yes, a Potions symposium at which I was the main speaker. You," he continued, his eyebrow arched in slight amusement, "were the one who recommended me to the coordinator. Hermione was very helpful, making travel arrangements, hotel reservations..." his voice trails off.
"I am under the impression, Severus, that Ms. Granger is employed by the Ministry in a somewhat more official capacity than as your travel agent," I offer briskly, walking over to his over-stuffed sofa and sitting down.
Severus has the gall to chuckle as he takes the chair close to the fireplace. Next to the well-worn chair is a table holding a high lamp and a leather-bound tome. How comfortable he looks here, I muse. Is he no longer teaching?
"What has Ms. Granger explained, exactly?" I am gripping the arm of the sofa for support. I am not comfortable discussing Ms. Granger with him, although I do not understand why. Severus continues to address the witch by her first name after clearly taking note of my dislike for the same. I have no reason for this, yet I sit here, seething in quiet vexation.
"Hermione told me you are missing some memories, five years worth, apparently, and would be coming to me to fill in the 'missing pages'. I assume you have also come to retrieve your journals?"
For all my frustration, I heave a small sigh of relief. "Yes, thank you."
With a soft flick of his fingers, he Summons a package from behind the metal grate on the far bookcase.
"While you are more than welcome to use my parlor as you catch up on your life, Lucius, perhaps you would first like the particulars? I trust it is not too early in the day for a fortifying Scotch?" With a twitch of his wrist, a decanter and two tumblers float to the low table in front of me.
He received the package, the one I had mistakenly believed to be on my person the day I'd been Obliviated. I mention this, and Severus grimaces.
"I don't know how much you want to know, Luc. Sometimes I wish I'd been blessed with a well-aimed Obliviate. What is the last memory you have?"
I relate to him my memory of the day I left the Manor to deliver the package in Knockturn Alley.
"That happened three days before the final battle and the end of the Dark Lord. I received your package and your note enclosed, mercifully. The Dark Lord never found out about the Chinese pansies. Therefore, I was able to brew the antidote to Nagini's venom. It was Neville Longbottom, of all people, who killed the snake."
Severus shudders, but whether it is from thoughts of the snake, the Dark Lord or young Longbottom being the one to finally do the monster in, I cannot tell.
"The Horcruxes, Severus," I say urgently.
Severus shakes his head. "The Dark One did not succeed in making his final Horcrux, but not from lack of trying. He took Draco from the Manor, just as you suspected he might. It was the night before the final battle, and you had Moody's Invisibility Cloak. Hexes were flying, but you managed to turn your pocket watch into a Portkey and activate it for Draco moments after Voldemort killed Knott in preparation of turning Draco into his final Horcrux. You saved all our lives, Luc."
I sit silently, absorbing what Severus has told me. Voldemort is really gone. Well and truly dead. I look up as Severus presses a tumbler of Scotch into my hand, as if sensing my rioting thoughts.
"Drink," he orders, then returns to his chair.
I do as he bids, swallowing a mouthful as the weight of a thousand years is lifted off my shoulders. I slump back into the sofa.
"Incidentally," Severus continues after a moment, "Voldemort didn't know he had turned Harry Potter into a bloody Horcrux the night he murdered the Potters. It came as something of a shock." He chuckles. I look up and see Severus with a small smile on his face, chuckling like a boy with a secret, and for the first time since coming to in that dank alley on Friday last, I laugh.
After an excellent lunch, Severus provides a tour of his home and grounds; and while we stroll, he fills me in on his life, post-Voldemort. He no longer teaches; instead, he works in his lab, researching new potions for Malfoy Industries on a part time basis while writing a series of Potions books that will be used as part of the new curriculum at Hogwarts. And he dates. Apparently a lot, if his anecdotes are to be believed.
It is after an amusing story regarding a woman wearing only a dragon-hide trench coat that I ask casually, "Why does Ms. Granger become flustered every time your name is mentioned?"
Severus stops mid-stride and turns slowly.
"Luc, she and I have known each other for a long time; I was her instructor at Hogwarts, and I have come to know her better since she works so closely with you. There is no reason, but perhaps given the situation..." Severus is choosing his words carefully, and I hear what he is not saying.
"I believe the answers to your questions may be in your journals, my friend."
I say nothing, only nod and continue walking. I mull over all that I have learned in the past few days: the Dark Lord's downfall, Narcissa's duplicity, my relationship with Draco, the reinstatement of my rightful status in Wizard society, and most unexpectedly, my new business ventures, and one Ms. Hermione Granger. It is a lot for one wizard to take in.
We wind our way past the greenhouses and eventually make our way back to his garden. It is late, and upon entering his study, I retrieve my journals and head for his Floo.
"I will be in touch, my friend," Severus says as I grab a small handful of Floo powder. "For tonight, perhaps a Calming Draught?"
A small smile makes its way to my face as he hands me the small phial he knows I will not use. I pause for a moment before stepping into the Floo. I turn and watch as he walks slowly to his chair. The burden of being a Death Eater and spy has taken a toll on Severus, I see. I have not seen a house-elf, but then, a good elf will not be seen about. Still, I am curious. Perhaps for his birthday I will present him with one; I will speak to Ms. Granger. What had she said about Gobbert?
"Severus?" He looks up sharply, as if surprised I have not yet left.
"Would you know anything about my elf, Gobbert? Ms. Granger mentioned a solution?"
A small half-smile appears. "You do remember, of course, the dinner party when your son mentioned Hermione's elf-liberation movement at Hogwarts? It is still her hobby, so to speak. She has found that Gobbert is tied to Malfoy Manor, not the family. It is for this reason he cannot leave the Manor, even though you demanded he follow you to the Penthouse. Hermione has learned that if you, as owner of the Manor, free him, then hire him, or if he freely re-enslaves himself to you, then he will become either your employee or property and will be able to follow you."
I stare at his face with what I am sure is a look of horror. "Free? Gobbert? Good God, man!" I burst.
Severus' smile remains in place, but nods. "Indeed. That is what Hermione thought you would say."
Appalled, I pitch the Floo powder into the fireplace and step inside the swirling green flame.
Since taking my leave of Severus, I have been poring over my ledgers, and now, hours later, I come to the conclusion that I must be happy with the events of the past five years. What I have encountered is nothing short of fantastic.
With the help of one brilliant, hard-edged, technically savvy witch, I not only increased my holdings ten times over, I now have my fingers in the two hottest markets in Britain, pharmaceuticals and computers. With Ms. Granger's guidance, I cut loose those companies consistently losing money post-Voldemort, and under the auspices of the new Ministry, I began investing in new and emerging companies that show promise in furthering the development and betterment of both the Wizard and Muggle communities.
Ms. Granger and I are working the opposite ends of the same candle, I laugh to myself. She is using magic for the betterment of Muggles, and I am using Muggle technology for the betterment of wizards. I must have seen the dynamic from the start, whether it was articulated, or not. Was it a mutual agreement? Who approached whom? Did Ms. Granger weave her special magic on the new Minister of Magic, convincing him the Wizarding population needed Muggles, or did the pressure come from an outside source? From Muggles, whose only tie to the Wizarding world is through their children? A shiver runs up my back, raising the hairs at the nape of my neck. Someone has engineered this.
Setting the ledgers aside, I stand and stretch, then make my way down the short hall to the master bedroom. Along the way, I pick up my journals, intending to scour the pages, hoping to find more clues.
I don a pair of navy blue silk pajama pants and sprawl across the massive bed. Propped against the cream damask pillows, I look at the journals beside me, pondering their secrets.
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101 Reviews | 7.5/10 Average
Just letting you know that I've reread this story twice in the past two days. I think it's one of the best LMHG fics ever, and I adore your characterizations, esp Lucius and Severus, and also Lucius and Hermione's friendship with Severus. I guarantee that I will be rereading it again and again. Thank you for sharing your talents with us!
Response from nastygrl (Author of No Looking Back)
Thank you so much!!!! I've a huge smile, now :DI loved writing this story, it was my first, actually. Up until then, I'd only written oneshots. I'm so, so glad you enjoy it. It was a hell of a lot of fun to write!
Response from June W (Reviewer)
This was your FIRST story???? OMG, now I really have an inferiority complex.... Very well done even if this had been your 20th story!
I do enjoy a crazy Narcissa! I m glad they didnt kill her but set her up in a place she can get help. Even if she is surrounded by filthy muggles! ha!
Response from nastygrl (Author of No Looking Back)
A perfectly tidy ending, if I do say so myself. That one kind of wrote itself, to be completely honest. What could be a more fitting punishment?I'm so glad you took the time to read the story and leave reviews, you've made me a very happy fangirl :)Thank you!!!
Response from MollysSister (Reviewer)
I am attempting to be the very best cheerleader I can!
Almost solving the mystery and hot sexxors what could be better?? nothing!
Response from nastygrl (Author of No Looking Back)
Hey Folks!Can you say "Climax?" Let's say it together! "Climax!!!" :D
Did any cast a contraceptive spell before the divorce victory celebration? Hummmmm
Response from nastygrl (Author of No Looking Back)
No worries, Hermione is on "the potion." LOL
I like the magical divorce! Its a quick one!!)))))))))))))runsoffquicklyforthenakedparts
Response from nastygrl (Author of No Looking Back)
I was not going to draw it out any futher than I had to - I've been waiting to write them together since chapter 2!! No point dwelling on the trivialities :)
I laughed and laughed when Lucius followed them into the bedroom even though it was quite obvious what would happen next. HA!
Response from nastygrl (Author of No Looking Back)
*big cheesy grin*He had his suspicions, and they bothered him like a hangnail; hurts, but you can't stop messing with it regardless. It's like in those 80s horror movies, you just want to yell, "Don't go into the woods!" :D
10 points to your house for the elf lore! I love that sort of "world building" Good stuff!Severus is such a good friend to Luc! I think it would have been more fun if he walked in on them doing it doggy style with the lights on!
Response from nastygrl (Author of No Looking Back)
LMAO!! That was my first inclination, as well! But alas, this is a Lightbulb (aka Lumione) story, so I could only have them go so far.I liked Gobby and Dobby well enough to give them a bit of history :)
I was thinking that maybe H's uncomfortableness was because she and Severus were having an affair. now I think its something more sinister.
Response from nastygrl (Author of No Looking Back)
No, not more sinister! I LOVE Severus! Perhaps not quite an affair, but something, surely!Read on, MacDuff!And thanks for R&R!Dari
Alll does not appear to be sunshine and roses with L&H. I have a million questions that I know you wont answer so I'll just hop on over to the next chapter
Response from nastygrl (Author of No Looking Back)
Oh, if only it were that easy for Lucius and Hermione! If you still have a million questions, ask away, after you've read all the way, of course! LOLThanks so much for R&R!Dari
Thank goodness I am not reading this as a WIP! The short cliffy chapters would have lead to reader violence!
Response from nastygrl (Author of No Looking Back)
I stop when my muse tells me to, what can I say? Sometimes I try to work on, but most times, No. :)Reader violence, I like that, though!As always, thanks for R&R!Dari
Your Lucius has never had an affair huh? I find that hard to beleive! Call me cynical but it does seem that he has been a bit friendly with Miss Granger.
Response from nastygrl (Author of No Looking Back)
Lucius never had an affair; to have an affair, it would imply feelings are involved, and while our Luc may be able to engage in meaningless but hard-driving, balls-to-the-wall sex, our boy has always held tight reins on his feelings. A bit friendly, well, that is one way of putting it! LOLThanks for R&R!Dari
Response from MollysSister (Reviewer)
I can see how he would think that about affairs, suits his arroganced.
Will Lucius open up enough to ask Draco and Severus the questions he wants answered or must he be all cagy around them too?
Response from nastygrl (Author of No Looking Back)
Lucius needs answers and doesn't know where to turn for answers. He has to work it out as he goes along, but no worries, he will :DThanks for R&R!Dari
Who has been miss treating Gobbert? Poor little guy. that being said what the hell is going on? We have ourselves a mystery here. Lucius is all out of sorts isnt he??
Response from nastygrl (Author of No Looking Back)
First, Narcissa, the witch (and I mean that as an adjective, not noun, lol). Poor Lucius is all out of sorts. Not good for a man like him to be on the edge.:D Thanks for reading and reviewing!
I forgot to mention that I got a huge kick out Hermione being a MLC officer! Ha! Very clever of you! I think LM rejected H because he wanted to divorce Narcissa first? Hummm?
Response from nastygrl (Author of No Looking Back)
Since the story is now complete, and I'm not giving anything away, yes, that is what is going on. It is explained later :)I know, MLC! My favorite :DAs always, thanks for R&R!Dari
He didnt want her? WHAT?
Response from nastygrl (Author of No Looking Back)
Oh, he broke her heart, he did, but the answers are coming! I promise :DThanks for R&R!Dari
Narcissa. In a straight jacket... excellent! Lucius and Hermione together... Lovely! Tour de force, dearest!
Response from nastygrl (Author of No Looking Back)
SQUEE!!!Thank you so much!!! I was really hoping everyone would like the ending.Thanks so much for taking the time to read and leave comments, they meant the world to me :)Dari
congrats on finishing this story! I'm so proud of you!
Now. get writing SSHG! lol.
Response from nastygrl (Author of No Looking Back)
Thanks babe!SS/HG is in the works :)Love you, Dari
aha! it was Cissa after all! you certainly surprised me with that Hespion red herring -- or was it Cissa red herring. I'm glad Draco was involved and that he saw what his mother was willing to do: kill her own son. it wasn't even for noble causes, just Cissa's self-centeredness. thanks for the exciting story and happy ending, and I hope Lucius and Hermione continue to be good friends with Severus.
Response from nastygrl (Author of No Looking Back)
Oh, Hespion was a threat, just not an immediate one. It was Narcissa pushed to the edge! Everything unraveled for her after the war. She wasn't the winner, and she couldn't gain the ground she had lost.Thank you so much for reading the story! I'm so glad you enjoyed it :)Ahh... Severus. Dari
Wow! I'm both happy and sad that this story is over. Happy because this chapter was so wonderful and very nicely concluded everything; but sad because, of course, it is the end. Fantastic job on both the chapter and the whole story. Keep up the wonderful work! ~Jen
Response from nastygrl (Author of No Looking Back)
I feel that way too! Happy and sad. Thank you so much for your kind words and for reading and reviewing all my chapters!!I am so relieved that everyone is happy with the ending. I'll admit, I was worried, since I don't have the happy ever after kind of ending, with Lucius and Hermione married, etc. Thanks so much, Jen :)Dari
Oh yes! Well done. Loved the cool control of his temper *snicker* with Bugger and his indiffereence to Narcissa (what did she think? would happen, champagne?) Draco's hand on his back was perfect, and the detachment when he mentioned 'comitting her' was appropreate. In the end Narcissa is the true looser. Very nice story. I may borrow your line someday - “Ne regardez pas au passé; au lieu de cela, déplacez-vous avec le but dans le futur.” Do not look to the past; instead, move with purpose into the future. - it is so perfect! Hugs~
Response from nastygrl (Author of No Looking Back)
Thank you!I am so glad you enjoyed the chapter! Lucius controlled himself as much as possible, lol. I really think Narcissa could maintain her attitude with Lucius and continue to keep him in line; but everything that held Lucius was gone. She no long had anything to hold over him, and Lucius realized he was finally free.I'm so glad you liked that line :) Kind of how I live my life, too.Thanks for staying with me :)Dari
Excellent plot and great pacing, you made us wait for the hot sex but it was worth the wait. Great story, well done
Response from nastygrl (Author of No Looking Back)
Fantastic, thank you!! I'm so glad you enjoyed it :) Dari
Bravi, Bravi, Bravissima!
Response from nastygrl (Author of No Looking Back)
*Curtsying*Thank you so much!! I'm so glad you read it and enjoyed it :)
Very. Lovely. Lemons.*drooools*
Response from nastygrl (Author of No Looking Back)
LOL, thank you very much!*hands tissue*
I love the mature father/son relationship that you've developed between Draco and Lucius. Nice to see them both make it through the war... and grow.
Response from nastygrl (Author of No Looking Back)
It was important to me that they have a good relationship, since in canon they don't appear to have one. Besides, I like Draco :) The apple doesn't fall far, though!As always, thanks for reading and reviewing!Dari
*leaves brief review before scrambling off to read the next chapter*Is awesome. Want more. Oh, look, there it is. Clicky.
Response from nastygrl (Author of No Looking Back)
LOL, Look at you go! Weeeeeeee...I'm so glad you are enjoying the story!And thank you so much for reading then taking the time to leave a review! It is very generous of you, and I really appreciate it :)Dari