Fourth Chapter
Chapter 4 of 4
ArtemisofEphesusThe Sorting Hat and Juliana have a discussion with a surprising and not-so-surprising end.
ReviewedA/N: In the discussion between the Sorting Hat and Juliana, the hat's comments are not italicised. However, they are thoughts that can not be heard by either Severus or Dumbledore. I only chose not to italicise so that it would be easier to follow.
Disclaimer: All publicly recognisable characters, settings, etc. are the property of J K Rowling. Juliana and her story are, however, mine.
At promptly eleven am the next morning, a rather tired looking Severus escorted an even more tired looking Juliana to Dumbledore's office. The night had taken its toll on both of them, for Juliana's nightmare and Severus' single hour of sleep had unsettled them both.
Even after the events of the previous night Juliana was wary of him, perhaps even more so than before. Her stiff posture and wary eyes showed her mistrust of everything around her, as if her nightmare had awakened in her the idea that even here, she could not trust anyone. Breakfast had been silent and uncomfortable; Severus had not had the courage to break the atmosphere by talking to her. Tonight, he resolved, I shall talk to her properly. Try to find out what the content of her nightmare was. But at the moment, Dumbledore was waiting for them.
Severus raised his hand to knock, but before his fist made contact the door swung open, and Dumbledore's silvery voice greeted them.
"Severus, Juliana. Good morning. I trust you both had a pleasant night. Especially you, Juliana?"
Dumbledore's eyes twinkled as he asked about their sleep. Juliana's face stayed resolute, and she answered him in her ever polite and yet carefully detached voice.
"I slept well, thank you Headmaster."
Dumbledore raised his eyebrow ever so slightly at Severus, but continued to smile at Juliana.
"Very good. Now, I see that we have to attend the matter of your education, Juliana. As you are already above the normal age for beginning your education, I feel it would not be the best of ideas to put you in first year, and yet placing you in fourth or fifth year would not work out at the moment either. Tell me, can you do any magic at all?"
Juliana thought carefully before answering. "A little, sir. My mother... taught me some simple magic, and I've taught myself a little bit from the books that Severus bought me in Diagon Alley."
Severus was surprised to hear that piece of information. Had she really already looked though those books? Surely she couldn't have had much time yet to actually practice any of the spells in them.
Dumbledore peered over the rim of his spectacles. "Would you be so kind as to demonstrate something you know, Juliana?" He would have felt odd calling her Miss Snape.
Juliana took her wand out from her pocket and swished and flicked it at the paperweight on the headmaster's desk. "Wingardium Leviosa," she said firmly, and the paperweight rose steadily into the air until she lowered her wand. Dumbledore applauded.
"Well done. Wingardium Leviosa is one of the first charms that students here learn, but not with an object as heavy as a paperweight. I see that you are a fast learner." He smiled at her. Juliana stole a quick glance at Severus and noticed a tiny smile playing on his lips before he spoke.
"Well... Albus, what do you think we are best to do with her?"
Dumbledore thought for a moment. "I think, Severus, that Juliana is a quick learner and can no doubt fit a few years' study into a few months private tutoring. I have spoken to the staff, and they have agreed to tutor Juliana by herself in the afternoons and evenings. She can then catch up on homework and do theoretical work by herself during normal class times. In a month we can assess her again to see if she would fit in with her peers in the fourth year. What do you think of the idea, Juliana?" He looked at her, the seriousness of his face altered only by his twinkling eyes.
"I like the sound of that, Headmaster," she answered truthfully. She didn't want to be placed in a class of eleven year olds, neither in a class of students her age who were far ahead of her in their magic skills. She didn't really like the idea of having to be among other students at all.
"Then it is settled. I shall see at today's staff meeting that we draw up a timetable for you, Juliana. In the meantime, Severus can send for textbooks and school supplies for you from Flourish and Blotts." He leaned back in his chair, satisfied.
"Albus, there was one more thing that we should discuss," Severus said. "The matter of Juliana's sorting."
"Ah." Dumbledore sighed. "Yes, you are right, Severus. We do need to sort Juliana. But should we sort her now or with the rest of the first-years as they arrive tomorrow?"
Juliana shifted in her seat. "Headmaster, I would much rather be sorted now than in front of the rest of the school tomorrow, if that's suitable," she said, feeling self-conscious.
Dumbledore nodded. "If that is what you wish, then you can be sorted now. Severus, would you like to go and get the Sorting Hat?" Severus stood silently and retrieved the hat from its place on the top of one of the shelves. He was curious now as to which house Juliana would be sorted into. He hadn't been able to place her. She was Ravenclaw for her intellect, and a part of her was Gryffindor as well, because she had courage. But her mystery characterised her as Slytherin. And yet he could not say she really was any of the three. It just didn't fit.
Dumbledore took the hat from Severus' hands.
"This hat, Juliana, was created by the founders of Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. Each imbued it with their powers and characteristics, and ever since the school's founding it has sorted the students into one of the four houses."
Juliana nodded. "I know," she stated. "Severus has told me about the school a little, and about the Sorting Hat."
Dumbledore looked as if he had expected no less. "Very well then, shall we see which house you belong to?" He gently placed the hat onto her head.
For a moment, the only thing Juliana noticed was how nervous she was as Dumbledore placed the old and worn hat on her head. There was silence and she felt ridiculous. Her fingers gripped the arms of the chair she was sitting in.
Then she heard a small voice in the back of her head, faint at first and then becoming clearer.
"Juliana Aliena... Snape, it seems. And what an interesting student for me to sort. I remember you parents, I believe."
You remember my... parents? Juliana thought, shocked.
"Of course. I remember every student that I sort. Your mother... A true Ravenclaw she was. Studious and quick to think. Quite brilliant, really. And your father...
Don't talk to me about my father! She hissed.
"And yet you are so like him."
I am nothing like my father. You don't know what my father did. You have no idea what he was.
"So defensive. A very Slytherin trait. Perhaps I should place you in that house instead of in your mother's house?"
No, Juliana thought angrily, clenching her eyes shut. You can't put me in Slytherin. He was in Slytherin.
"And so was the person who is now your father."
Severus? He isn't my father. He won't ever be. He doesn't even like me.
That hat mused for a moment. "I think you'd be surprised there. Severus just has trouble showing his feelings about people. He has been through a lot, you know."
Juliana was silent. She didn't like this hat, it was telling her things she didn't want to know. It continued.
"So, where shall I place you? You have the intellect, wit and dedication that you need to be in Ravenclaw. But you also fit the characteristics of Slytherin House, even if you don't think so yourself."
Not Slytherin. I am not Slytherin. You can't put me in Slytherin. Juliana was becoming frantic. She didn't want to be in Slytherin. The very thought that she could be like him terrified her.
"No? Well then, I can't force you. But one day you will have to face that not every Slytherin is evil. In fact, the one standing next to you would soon give his life for you. If you're sure..."
"RAVENCLAW!" the hat shouted, after what seemed like an eternity to Severus. He had never seen the hat take so long to decide on a house. Juliana was shaking as Dumbledore took the hat from her head.
"Congratulations, my dear. Ravenclaw it is. You will sit at the Ravenclaw table at mealtimes; however, I think you would be more comfortable staying in your own room instead of sleeping in the dormitory," he told her with a knowing look at Severus. Juliana silently thanked him for that insight.
She looked down at herself. Her previously plain uniform was now the bronze and blue of Ravenclaw House, and it suited her quite well, she thought. Better than green and silver would have. She glanced up at Severus. His face was impassive.
So she is a Ravenclaw, he mused. I am not surprised, and yet I am. Why? And what had the hat told her to shake her so much?
Dumbledore stood. "Now, for the rest of the day you are free to do what you please. If you get lost, any of the paintings will be able to point you to where you want to go. I'm sure there's a lot for you to explore. Severus, I need to talk to you for a moment, but Juliana, you can go. I'll see you at dinner in the Great Hall. Have a good day," he said with a smile.
Juliana excused herself, still shaken from what the hat had told her, and closed the door behind her.
* * *
The rest of the day she spent wandering the corridors of the castle. It was huge; much more intricate and mysterious that any building she had ever been in before. And yet, it felt like home: warm, welcoming and friendly, and for the first time in her life she felt safe between stone walls.
She located the library on her wanderings and promptly forgot all about her exploring as she saw the masses of tomes that filled the shelves. Walking along the shelves in wonder, she jumped as she heard a voice behind her.
"What are you doing here? School hasn't begun for the term yet, you shouldn't be here," the strict voice of Madam Pince burst through her cloud. She turned on the spot, and the librarian's stony expression changed.
"Oh, you must be the girl Severus adopted. The headmaster told us about you. Did you want to find something to read?"
Juliana nodded. "Do you have the first year textbooks? I'd like to look at them." Madam Pince bustled off, and she followed until she found herself in front of a shelf filled with first year textbooks.
"There you are. I'm sure you'll find something here." She bustled off again.
Juliana pulled one of the books off the shelf. Its worn writing read "The Standard Book of Spells, Grade One." She sat down with it at one of the tables and pulled out her wand.
The first spells were easy; she had mastered them in a few minutes. Thoughtfully, she examined the length of her wand. Eleven and a half inches, made of red cedar (very rare and hard to come by in Britain, Ollivander had told her when she had purchased it) and containing a phoenix tailfeather. A piece of wood with the feather of a highly powerful magic creature in its centre. And yet it could not do magic on its own. Was it really the complex wand movements that made a spell work? Or was the wand merely a tool for making it easier?
She decided to experiment a little. Laying her wand to one side, she focused on the book.
"Wingardium Leviosa," she intoned. Nothing happened. She tried again, this time with more intent. "Wingardium Leviosa." Still nothing. She closed her eyes and imagined a ball of magic forming in her mind, and threw it at the book with all her might, once again intoning the spell. The book levitated a few centimetres above the table before dropping.
It had worked! Juliana couldn't believe it. It had actually worked. Snatching her wand back up, she at once felt guilty. Was she meant to be able to do that? Why didn't anyone else do spells without a wand? It was the intent that made the spell. The wand only helped to channel it.
She went up to the counter with the book and borrowed it. Enough for today. Throwing her intent at that book had been draining, and she was still tired from not getting enough sleep. Clutching the book to her chest, she walked back down to her own rooms, asking one of the portraits for directions as Dumbledore had suggested.
Tomorrow the other students would be there, she thought as she walked. And she wasn't looking forward to it at all. She hadn't been able to make friends easily in the past, and she didn't think now would be any different.
But I'll wait and see, she thought. Perhaps it won't be all bad.
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44 Reviews | 6.2/10 Average
Hummm.... so the Sorting Hat remembers both of her parents... Juliana feared being sorted into Slytherin House because of her father and the things he had done. I admit I am very curious about that revelation!Even more curious is the fact that she can perform rudimentary wandless, wordless magic! This story is just full of surprises, and I'm betting that Severus is going to be amazed at how like him she is as time goes on!Wonderful chapter! You keep it very interesting, and I'm looking forward to future updates.Beth
Response from ArtemisofEphesus (Author of Learning to Trust)
Thank you for all your reviews, I'm very glad that you're enjoying the story so far. It is my first fic of this type. (As in, multi-chaptered.)Severus is in for a lot of surprises in the next chapter. I haven't written it yet because it's just been end of semester, and busy, busy, busy, but I'll try have an update up in a week or 10 days.
Response from ArtemisofEphesus (Author of Learning to Trust)
Thank you for all your reviews, I'm very glad that you're enjoying the story so far. It is my first fic of this type. (As in, multi-chaptered.)Severus is in for a lot of surprises in the next chapter. I haven't written it yet because it's just been end of semester, and busy, busy, busy, but I'll try have an update up in a week or 10 days.
At this, their first meeting, Dumbledore had told Juliana that she would be good for Severus and that Severus would be good for her.After discovering her in the throes of a nightmare, Severus stood watch over her for the rest of the night -- because she had begged him not to go.Severus is clearly take with his daughter, she who chose to take his family name. “Trust me, Juliana, Trust me.”Very nicely done!Beth
How interesting that this young witch, who did not know she was a witch until she was orphaned, would have a basic ability of Occlumency. And she had had an absentee father. Though Juliana was still an enigma to Severus, "he found that he was beginning to like the girl."What are we to glean from this? Things are getting curiouser and curiouser. Good chapter, the hook is set!Beth
Her eyes are pale lavender-blue; her hair is long and blond. She is quiet, respectful, and bookish. She isn't exactly pretty, but her appearance speaks to Professor Snape, and she has a smile very like his own. Besides, the witch at the adoption agency had said "she has power. A lot of it." A good fit, I think.A great first chapter, and I can't wait to see what happens next.Beth
Oh you threw us a few crumbs about Juliana's past. Methinks her father was abusive? It worries me that she thinks Severus hates her. Has she been abused or just troubles reading people? If he hated her he wouldnt have bought her a wand, books & a wardrobe! I look forward to the next chapter.
Response from ArtemisofEphesus (Author of Learning to Trust)
Methinks Severus has a sense of duty... But he does like her. He just doesn't want to show us. He's silly like that. You'll find out more in the next chapter. There's going to be a whole lot of flashbacks into her past in that one, or at least in the next one.
I am all sorts of pleased with Severus' caring behavior to his daughter. You must promise me this wont take a turn for the worse like Woody Allen and his adoptive daughter? Promise??
Response from ArtemisofEphesus (Author of Learning to Trust)
*hand over chest* I swear that this story will not turnj out with Severus abusing or hating or anything Juliana. That would defeat the title of the story. And I wouldn't do that! Oh, Severus is lovely, isn't he? Just a bit stiff and formal sometimes.
Response from MollysSister (Reviewer)
Okay good! I am relieved and completely willing to follow this story to the happy ending. I didnt really think you were going to pull a Woody Allen/Soon Lee (or how ever you spell her name) but there were a few comments in chapter 1 about various girls being "pretty" and it sent up warning flags! I stand corrected. Thank you!!! Severus is a good man NOT a pedafile. I and I am a very bad speller.
Will the POV ever switch to Juliana's? She is a mystery and I want to learn as much as I can about her. It make me so happy that Severus is being kind to his new daughter. Lovely just lovely.
I know you cant see me but I am twirling about doing a happy dance! The orphan theme is one of my most favorites!!!! I cannot wait to read more!
very interesting premise! I am looking forward to the next chapter. can't wait to see what happens, and find out the mystery of juliana's father...
Great chapter!
Well she is certainly showing Ravenclaw tendencies!
Thank you for the update, I liked it!
The poor girl...But I think that she and her stepfather might be suited very well to each other. I guess this story has some potential to become one of my "all time favourites" :-)
Response from ArtemisofEphesus (Author of Learning to Trust)
It has the potential to become one of your all-time favourites? Squee! I'm so happy.
I like that after sorting, her uniform changed. I've often thought that if I had directed the movies, I would have had the house ties change after sorting. just like you have in this story
another good chapter.
:-)
Response from ArtemisofEphesus (Author of Learning to Trust)
It's always wondered me how the student's uniforms are matched to their houses before they're sorted... And thanks!
Rather surprized that Dumbledore would put a recent war orphan so far from her guardian. Severus was smart to listen for trouble. Good chapter.
I am very much into this story now. and the reviews and your responses are interesting, too.
This is a great tale, and I feel that a love interest for Snape would be out of place. The love interest is the father/daughter relationship that may or may not grow.
I really like this beginning. Thank you for sharing this; it has drawn me in.
ah, so she does know a bit about her father. I hope Severus figures out how to get her to talk to him. would someone like Madame Pomfrey be able to get her to open up? thanks for the new chapter, and I hope things get better for Juliana.
Response from ArtemisofEphesus (Author of Learning to Trust)
Well, she does know a little about her father. Ok, maybe more than a little. Just remember that Severus doesn't know what she and the Sorting Hat talked about. Juliana's very secretive, and it's not the best thing, but she'll get better and more comfortable around people as the story progresses.
Interesting girl. Her story is going to be fascinating, I can tell.
Response from ArtemisofEphesus (Author of Learning to Trust)
I can tell too!Your username is cool, by the way.
Juliana's experiments are very interesting. It has always seemed strange to me that wand movements are necessary. In most of the other books I've read, the will and the intent are what makes magic work. Focusing one's mind is the discipline that makes one a better magician. I suppose Rowling wanted to stick to more traditional lore. I'm also looking forward to learning more about Juliana's past. The story is coming together very nicely.
Response from ArtemisofEphesus (Author of Learning to Trust)
Dum di dum. I dabble in magic sometimes, it's definately the intent that does the trick. However, Rowling does like to stick to traditional views. Doesn't bother me, as long as I can change them in my writing!I'm really happy so many people are liking this story. I was scared a lot of people might be mad at me for sticking her in Ravenclaw, but it appears no-one is.
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Well done, a great new chapter! This is beginning to get more and more interesting.
Just what he needs, someone who depends on him, that he can safely be kind to.
Response from ArtemisofEphesus (Author of Learning to Trust)
And someone who he can depend on as well... In a way. It will come.
This was a very telling chapter with a few glimpses into Juliana's past, and a peek at a seldom shown side of Severus, as well.
Response from ArtemisofEphesus (Author of Learning to Trust)
Yes, I like this side of Severus. Rowling's a bit silly the way she makes people out only to be snarky and sarcastic gits.
This is shaping up nicely. It might have been fun to know what sort of wand she ended up getting, though.Onward!
Response from ArtemisofEphesus (Author of Learning to Trust)
Oh, wand type! I should have put that in there somewhere. Maybe I'll find a spot to mention it in the next chapter or the one after.
She has long blonde hair, but has a smile like Snape's. This could turn out to be very, very interesting!I'm looking forward to reading more of this.