Nature's Nobility
Chapter 4 of 10
Grace has VictorySlytherin’s Monster is on the loose, and Tracey’s happy schooldays take a darker turn. Much, much darker...
ReviewedChapter Four
Nature's Nobility
Friday 30 April 1993
The worst, most unforgivable thing Roger ever did to me was after Easter in my second year at Hogwarts. It happened a few days after Dumbledore had been thrown out of Hogwarts, following a very entertaining Potions lesson.
"I thought Gryffindors were supposed to be brave!" tittered Pansy. "But just look at them today!"
Daphne, Cecilia and I all laughed (Millicent brayed a moment later, after the rest of us had finished). The Gryffindors were huddled around their cauldrons, muttering in scared voices.
"They're dead scared about who Slytherin's Monster is going to attack next," giggled Cecilia.
"I expect it'll be Brown or Thomas," said Daphne. "If they had brains, they'd work that out for themselves."
"If Brown and Thomas had brains, they'd take the next train home," said Pansy. "But they're too stupid to think of that." We all laughed again.
"Could the Monster make a mistake and attack one of us?" asked Cecilia.
"No, silly," chided Pansy. "It's Slytherin's Monster. Everyone in Slytherin is safe."
"Besides," said Millicent, "we're all pure-bloods here."
Parvati Patil happened to catch Millicent's eye and frown at her, but when Millicent shoved an elbow into Parvati's ribs, Parvati dropped her eyes like a rabbit and turned back to her cauldron. It was very funny.
Of course, when the bell rang to let us out for break, we were all careful to keep together. We weren't worried about the Monster, but it was the new school rule. Snape was accompanying us to the Charms classroom to spend our so-called "break" until Flitwick arrived.
"I don't know why Snape bothers," hissed Pansy to Draco. "After all, he must know we're safe really."
Draco gave her the thumbs up before turning back to Vincent and Gregory.
"Ooo-oooh," exclaimed Daphne. "It's Tracey's brother!"
I turned my head away from the crowd of fourth-years on their way downstairs. From the corner of my eye, I could still see Pansy's attempt at a slow, seductive smile while Cecilia wriggled and giggled and Millicent ferociously stared. It was Daphne who succeeded best; her eyelash-flutter was so alluring that for a moment it even seemed that Roger was looking at her. They were such fools! Daphne had stopped talking about how her older sister fancied Roger; now that she fancied him herself, her sister was the competition. Really, what did they all see in him! He was just a rough, arrogant boy!
I tried to think of something different to say, something that would cover up my friends' fascinated silence. But before I had time to think properly, Roger's voice sailed clearly over the crowds.
"Olivia, why should I care that your mother's a Muggle-born? So is my father!"
We all froze in our tracks. The Gryffindors were nearly pushing ahead of us, for not one Slytherin was taking a step.
"Don't dawdle!" barked Snape.
We all took a dutiful pace forward. Draco was staring at me, and Pansy gave a nervous laugh.
"Get away with you, Tracey!" exclaimed Cecilia. "Are you really a half-blood?"
I could have twisted Roger's neck round and round in circles until his head was screwed right off! "Of course not," I said. "Both my parents are magical. Which chapter did Flitwick tell us to read?"
"But is your Dad really a Mudblood?"
"Enough chatter!" commanded Snape.
Once we had arrived in the classroom, Pansy rounded on me furiously.
"Tracey, why did you claim to be a pure-blood if you're not one?"
"But I am pure! I told you, my parents are a witch and wizard."
"But... oh, dear..." She began to laugh patronisingly. "Draco, will you please explain the matter to this poor, ignorant little half-blood?"
Draco yawned. "A pure-blood is someone with completely pure ancestry. For example, if the great-grandparents of your great-grandparents were all wizards, you'd be a seventh-generation wizard. My ancestors are the Malfoys, the MacDougals, the Blacks and the Rosiers every last one was magical."
"Or to make it simpler," said Pansy, "do you have four magical grandparents? If you do, you're a pure-blood. But if your parents and grandparents are all Muggles, then you're a Mud " Flitwick walked in, and Pansy hastily corrected herself, "a Muggle-born. Everything in between is a half-blood. Do you get it now?"
"Oh. So am I a half-blood?" asked Millicent.
My face burned (I wished I was setting fire to Roger). Daphne patiently explained, "Yes, Millicent. Since you have a Muggle grandmother, you are definitely a half-blood."
"Tracey has a Muggle grandmother and a Muggle grandfather," countered Millicent dispassionately.
Cecilia was nearly in tears. "Tracey, you were dead unfair not to tell us!"
Daphne put an arm around Cecilia and spat at me, "Exactly. At least Millicent was honest about who her family are."
"You never asked about my family!" If Cecilia was going to keep blubbing like an idiot, I hoped she would weep enough tears to drown Roger.
"Grandfather Burke married an honest Muggle who knows her place," remarked Millicent. "But Muggle-borns try to live like wizards. They never get it quite right."
Flitwick called the class to order even though it was really too early, so I was saved from having to retort that Millicent was a person who never, ever got it quite right and that Dad was not "like" a wizard, he was a wizard. It was a good thing I didn't say anything so foolish, because of course no Slytherin accepts this argument.
I was a Slytherin. I had house pride to consider.
Cecilia sat down next to Millicent for the lesson. When Flitwick told us to practise in pairs, I had to work with Gregory. He was so slow that I nearly cast a Slow Motion Hex on him, just to see how long it would take anyone to notice the difference. They ought to force Roger to work with Gregory for the next twenty years, I thought. That would be a fair punishment for his blabbing!
But I was the one being punished, because Pansy still wasn't letting anyone speak to me when we arrived down in the common room at the end of the afternoon. Pansy plumped herself down on a green sofa, and Daphne sat next to her. Cecilia stared at me for an agonising three seconds before giving in to Daphne's tug on her sleeve and sitting down with them. Millicent didn't even look at me as she chose a green ottoman at Pansy's feet. Pansy took out a bag of mint humbugs and offered them around (Daphne first; Cecilia second; Millicent took the broken one) before beginning a conversation about dress-robes.
"Mummy says I need new ones for the round of summer parties. We've planned out all the designs, but there doesn't seem to be any point in cutting and stitching right now because I'll have grown by the summer."
"I thought Madam Tatting could stitch a little growth-allowance spell into the seams," said Daphne.
"She can, but it's never as precise as made-to-fit, is it? I'm to have one robe in silver, one in turquoise and one in some shade of pink. Mummy tried to talk me into a deep blush-pink, but I'm more a pale salmon-pink person, don't you think?"
"I think blush-pink would suit you, Pansy," I said.
She ignored me completely. "As I said, I'm having pale pink, and I can't choose between three frills or five..."
Cecilia firmly turned her head around and stared at Pansy. I knew then there would be no point in trying to join in. It was all Roger's fault! If he had kept his big mouth shut, I'd still have my friends. How could he say such a stupid thing about our Dad when he knew everyone was paranoid about Slytherin's Monster? If the Monster came roaring out into the corridor this moment, I'd happily throw Roger in front of it and hope it ate him too!
Well, I had learned one thing. A true "pure-blood" had four magical grandparents or perhaps even more magical ancestors than that. How many Slytherins could honestly claim to be "pure" for seven whole generations (or whatever their sacred number was)? I was good at maths and I knew there had never been enough wizards in Britain to produce even twenty families with seven-generation purity. So unless these very special "pure-bloods" were constantly marrying their first cousins, they must be lying about something!
I found I had drifted up to the bookshelves. The Slytherin common room didn't have walls plastered with dusty book-cases like the pretentious Ravenclaw Tower, but it did have a couple of rows of leather-bound tomes in the far corner. Miserably browsing their thick spines, I saw that we had been provided with a few essential volumes such as Quidditch through the Ages, A Concise Dictionary of Spells, The Atlas to the Wizarding World and Nature's Nobility: A Wizarding Genealogy.
A genealogy? I angrily tugged the dusty old book off the shelf, wondering whether it would be full of lies about families who wanted to claim blood-purity. When I read that it had been published in 1927, I nearly decided that it was too out of date to be relevant, but then I caught a glimpse of the year "1992". Just last year! What's more, it was under the familiar name of Malfoy.
4. Linus Douglas Malfoy, born May 1963, is employed by Gringotts and resides in Gloucestershire. He married July 1986 Hazel Morgause, elder daughter of Thaumas Parkinson, and they have the following issue.
Daisy Marpessa Malfoy, born February 1988.
Marigold Roxana Malfoy, born April 1990.
Ivy Albina Malfoy, born June 1992.
5. Letitia Rubina Malfoy, born June 1966, resides in Norfolk. She married July 1985 Claud Algernon, younger son of Oliver Greengrass, and they have no issue.
Yes! Pansy had told us all about her three nieces (Draco's cousins) and they were definitely named Daisy, Marigold and Ivy. This must be one of those magically-updating history books, I reminded myself. Madam Pince had explained how a magical reference book that self-updates every time new facts arise is unable to lie, so perhaps I could trust Nature's Nobility.
Hardly knowing why I needed to do it, I pulled a clean exercise book out of my bag and charmed it so that only I could open it. Then I rummaged for an ink-bottle: not the one I used in class, but one that Roger had bought me in Zonko's. (Why did I have to think of Roger at a time like this?) Indigo's Incognito Ink was charmed to be invisible to everyone except the writer. I dipped in my quill, considered a moment, then wrote on the cover:
TRACEY'S BOOK OF THE DEAD.Then I turned to the first page and began to take notes.
I read and read Nature's Nobility. I learned when wizards had been born and died, where they had lived and worked, whom they had married and divorced, and how many children they had had. I took feverish notes on the Malfoys and the Parkinsons, the Greengrasses and the Runcorns, the Crabbes, the Goyles and the Bulstrodes. There weren't any wizards named Davies, of course, but there were lots and lots of Boneses.
"Tracey, why are you doing your homework on the floor?"
I banged Nature's Nobility shut. "Millicent, don't creep up on me like that!"
Millicent dropped heavily to her knees. "Let's see the notebook, then. Oh, it's blank. You need to listen to me, Tracey. I've come to help you."
"Mind your own business!"
She slapped my upper arm, but not spitefully. "Rude! I came to say... Us half-bloods... We need to know our place."
"What place?" I demanded furiously. "We're witches, aren't we? I have more brains than any of those so-very-important pure-bloods!"
"We're half-blood witches," said Millicent. "The pure-bloods won't hurt us. But we have to know our place. It's blood first and money second. We have to respect that. We can use things like muscles and brains and and good looks to help ourselves get ahead, but we mustn't pretend they count."
She scowled, but I suppose that was her way of smiling, and stomped back to her place on the lowly ottoman. It was only today that Millicent had found out she was technically a half-blood, yet she had already adapted to the news! She had known all along that she wasn't as important as Pansy or Daphne, even if she hadn't quite understood why.
Who made the rules anyway? I fumed. We'll see whose place is where!
We were forced to stay in the common room all weekend, so there was nothing to do except research my classmates' families. Nature's Nobility was teaching me that all pure-bloods were related to each other, which meant my pure-blooded classmates were probably related to famous pure-blood criminals. I made a list of events to research in future (if we were ever allowed to use the Hogwarts library again).
1. Read reports of old trials to find out why everyone went to Azkaban.
2. Read newspaper archives to find out if family members were involved in famous scandals (e.g. divorces).
3. Ask Grandma & Grandpa Bones how much they know about other Diagon Alley traders, esp. in Knockturn Alley.
4. Ask all grown-up relatives & friends who bullied them when they were at Hogwarts.
5. Also ask about Hogwarts scandals, e.g. thefts, cheating at exams, famous Quidditch fouls, sex, drugs, expulsions, etc.
Pansy sniggered as she walked past me. "Look at the half-blood! She's been sitting in that corner all day trying to write poetry!"
"She hasn't written much," said Daphne. "She's staring at a blank page."
Cecilia giggled sycophantically, and Millicent, still a step behind, twisted her mouth.
I jumped to my feet. "What about you, Pansy? Have you done any homework yet?"
Cecilia opened her mouth, but Pansy interrupted. "Cecilia, don't speak to that half-blood liar!"
"You can talk, Pansy!" I retorted. "You talk and talk about so-called purity, but how did your father make his money? My grandparents say that most of his real estate is sold to Muggles."
"That's a lie," she said, but she took a step backwards.
"Your father buys up slums very cheap so he can renovate them with magic. Then he sells them very dear to Muggles. Parkinson's Real Estate couldn't exist without its Muggle customers. Does that make it a half-blood business?"
"Rubbish," snapped Pansy, recovering her poise. Although she was the smallest of us in height, her snap was large enough to fill the common room. "Blood-purity means having four magical grandparents, Tracey, and you don't qualify. So don't interfere with what you don't understand."
"Then where does that leave Cecilia?" I retorted. "Is she somehow a pure-blood with a half-blood mother? Tell them, Cecilia. Wasn't your mother's grandfather a squib?"
Cecilia burst into tears and sobbed something incoherent about "thought you were my friend".
"This bickering is spoiling our game!" exclaimed Draco from the boys' table. He paused his shuffle of the Exploding Snap cards. "Why don't you all just write out your pedigrees to the last seven generations? Then you'd know who was the purest."
"Draco Malfoy, your family might have pure blood, but it has dirty actions!" I could hear my voice rising to a near-screech, but it felt good to proclaim a spectacular scandal about a family as important as the Malfoys. "Your aunt is Bellatrix Lestrange, and she's serving a life-sentence in Azkaban. So is her cousin, Sirius Black."
"Sirius Black!" yelped a voice from half-way across the dungeon. "Are we talking about the famous mass-murderer?"
Suddenly there was a deadly silence. Every single Slytherin seemed struck dumb with awe because I had dared to expose the Malfoys. Draco himself was springing to his feet, his wand drawn dangerously as he called, "Silencio!"
I smiled triumphantly, but my smile faded when I realised that every housemate was staring at us, yet nobody was sharing my triumph. The Slytherins were not admiring, but angry, because exposing the Malfoys was far more serious than embarrassing the small-fry Parkinsons.
I tried to gasp out words, but my vocal cords were dead. Draco's Silencing Charm had exterminated my voice.
"Davies, you have gone too far," said Draco. "You are a half-blood. Your father is an imposter and your mother is of no importance in our community. We welcomed you like a friend and we have always treated you like an equal, even though not one of us has the tarnish of a Mudblood parent, and some of us are from very old families indeed. Yet you will not understand the difference in your status."
For a moment, it seemed that our audience would applaud. I could have sliced off Roger's head and thrown it to them to use as a Quaffle!
"And how do you repay us for this privilege?" Draco continued. "As soon as we discover your lies, you turn against us like an enemy! So it's your own fault that you no longer have friends here. Crabbe, deal the cards again. We don't speak to Davies any more."
The boys turned their backs and sorted through their cards. The girls were lined up in a furious procession: Millicent was scowling; Cecilia was sobbing on Daphne's shoulder; Pansy was flushed as scarlet as a Gryffindor banner, which made her face look like a pug's.
"She said " Daphne began.
"Never mind what she said," said Pansy, her voice as hard as a diamond. "We didn't hear it, remember? She no longer exists. As I was saying, Daphne, the sky-blue satin wasn't my kind of robe, but it was the exact colour of your eyes. If you can talk your mother into shelling out the Galleons, I can ask Madam Tatting to place it on reserve for you..."
A strange thought darted into my head: Why do I want to talk to these boring people? I pushed that alien thought away. I want to talk to them because they're the only friends I have! I reminded myself. I wanted to be in Slytherin, and I'd be perfectly happy here if only Roger hadn't interfered with my friends.
I soon discovered that there was another good use for Tracey's Book of the Dead. I turned to a clean page and listed as many ways as I could think of to kill Roger.
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Latest 25 Reviews for Dagger of Doubt
15 Reviews | 6.0/10 Average
amazing! who would have thought! this entire story is gripping! attagirl!
Response from Grace has Victory (Author of Dagger of Doubt)
Thank you so much! And I'm so flattered that anyone is still reading this old story.
wow. that's a really sad ending. I really want to know what happens next!
Response from Grace has Victory (Author of Dagger of Doubt)
Thanks. Given the rules of fiction, there are only a limited number of possibilities.
Oh dear, oh dear. Tracey can't stop being obsessed with her brother enough to be herself, and she doesn't love anyone at all... Susan, you tell her. Ouch. Poor Susan.
Response from Grace has Victory (Author of Dagger of Doubt)
This is the nadir. Thanks for recognising it. Yes, my sympathies in this chapter were definitely with Susan.
She's quite the Slytherin already.
Response from Grace has Victory (Author of Dagger of Doubt)
The Sorting Hat is never wrong.
Poor Tracey. You can really feel her frustration at being overlooked by parents who are just not paying attention. And Roger knows it, the prat. I know someone who has a theory that Ravenclaws have the ability to be *more* cruel than Slytherins are portrayed to be in the books, and it's a theory with merit. Certainly Roger's being a pompous arse.Heck, I'm the *oldest* and I'm sympathetic for Tracey!
Response from Grace has Victory (Author of Dagger of Doubt)
The parents are not cruel. They are just too worried and busy to notice what they are doing.Yes, I definitely agree that some Ravenclaws would use a biting wit without moral discretion. They are used to the idea that being clever, or even being funny, excuses being cruel. I don't think it's true of all of them, but it certainly can be true of Roger.I'm the eldest too, so let me confide in you that Roger WILL grow up. Whether Tracey does... well, that's basically the plot of the story.Thanks for writing in, GhV
Excellent job balancing the characters. While the parents were inadvertantly cruel, it was in an understandable way (especially the dragon incident). One question though, in the books, there's a Roger Davies, but it's Tracey Davis, isn't it?
Response from Grace has Victory (Author of Dagger of Doubt)
Thanks for writing in, HJS. The question about Davies/Davis is answered in the introductory A/N that nobody ever bothers to read.I'm glad you understood that the parents didn't mean to be cruel. They were thoughtless, but they have other worries. If it comes to that, Roger isn't really anything worse than thoughtless... it's just that children can be so VERY childish... including Tracey, who takes personally what was never meant as a real insult. Human nature can cause so much damage even among well-intentioned people; we hardly need the evils of a Voldemort to create our misery.
What a brilliant story. You were very clever in summarising seven years of Hogwarts, giving us enough old information to recognise the main plots of JKR's books but unabashedly creating your own story and not boring us with Harry's (or anyone else's) exploits. Most importantly, of course, you have written some very well-defined characters who grow as the story develops. With character-led fics it can be difficult to keep up the interest in the story or character. But no problems here! Tracey was so interesting because most of us (well, certainly I) could identify with so many of her thought processes even if we can, from our reader's perspective see, how immature or selfish she is being. You can just see how a Slytherin might not be born, but made. By the way, I didn't pick up on the diamond clues but I hope Tracey is successful both in her business and in giving less importance to Roger's opinion!
Response from Grace has Victory (Author of Dagger of Doubt)
Thanks for writing in, KtM.I assure you that Tracey becomes a highly successful businesswitch; before she is thirty, her personal fortune will run to the tens of millions (that's in Galleons). She stays friends with Theo and Cecilia, but she also makes new friends among her Muggle customers, a group of whom introduce her to the pleasures of strategy games like D&D. Her new hobbies include travel, the theatre and tropical talking birds. So she has no time to worry about Roger, and nowadays she even goes to watch his Quidditch matches.Thank you very much for telling me that I succeeded with the character-driven fic. And thank you for understanding Tracey, who is selfish but not evil, and for cheering for her even when she wasn't very nice. Regards, GhV
I like Zach in this. I'm glad he asked her to the Ball.
Response from Grace has Victory (Author of Dagger of Doubt)
Thanks. They had fun while they lasted, but they were both too selfish to last very long.
Actually thanks to her grandmother. Cant' she simply hex Roger?
Response from Grace has Victory (Author of Dagger of Doubt)
To find a straightforward answer to her problems, she'd first need an unbiased view of life. Not exactly her strong suit!
Oh wow, to be shunned like that. She really made a huge error in judgement.
Response from Grace has Victory (Author of Dagger of Doubt)
She may be smart but she isn't always wise.
a VERY interesting ending, and one befitting a slytherin.
Response from Grace has Victory (Author of Dagger of Doubt)
Thank you! Did you catch the clues? There was only one chapter of this story that did not include the word "diamond". Tracey considers this a very happy ending.
Such will breed discontent. I'm shocked that Draco came in 18th? I always thought he'd be like 2nd or 3rd or something.
Response from Grace has Victory (Author of Dagger of Doubt)
He and his father would certainly like that, but he's only of average ability. And we discover in "Phoenix" that he doesn't exactly have a great revision technique.
Well, she's learning to fit right in. I liked the bit with the pins. Tracey was smart to act like she did.
Response from Grace has Victory (Author of Dagger of Doubt)
Tracey is a true Slytherin.
Gads no wonder! Life in that house is quite biased and one sided. I'd feel like Tracey too if I lived there.
Response from Grace has Victory (Author of Dagger of Doubt)
Thanks for writing in. Life never did promise us to be fair...
Ooh, poor Tracey. I hope she finds some good blackmail on Draco and makes him tell everyone to be nice again. Roger, you idiot! And again, it isn't him trying to hurt her, just being oblivious... yet I'd still love to help her punch him!
Response from Grace has Victory (Author of Dagger of Doubt)
Thanks for siding with Tracey - who is in all honesty not being very nice; but she is indeed in a fix. It wouldn't occur to her to blame Pansy and Draco rather than Roger, would it? Keep reading... She is a Slytherin and the story isn't over yet.