Play the Game
Chapter 13 of 29
LosilleBut she liked talking with him much more than she had ever thought she would. She found him intelligent, and his sharp off-color humor was rather funny. That was, of course, when one realized most of his remarks were product of a searing wit.
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Chapter 13- Play The Game
How did he know?
When did he find out?
Why did he find it so bloody appealing to play with her?
Did the man really have no mercy?
All he had to do was tell her that he had figured out her intentions. Then she would not have had to play the fool all through their conversation last night. What must he have thought, sitting there and watching her go on through the motions? Did he take some sadistic pleasure in knowing he had beat his enemy's game before it ever really got off the ground? Somehow he had found out that she wanted to get closer to him. Simple enough to just tell her that he knew, and be done with it. At least to her, it was. But he seemed to dangle that fact out in front of her under no uncertain terms...teasing her with it. Of course, it was Snape doing this. It was a way of life for the man. But surely he would have guessed it would not take her that long to put two and two together.
He is so aggravating.
If he had not known, he would have gone on being as unapproachable as ever. The fact that he had invited her to discuss the book with him, knowing all along that they would not end up talking about the book should have alerted her in the beginning. Then to have him invite her into his private space, and give her fine wine, and give her permission to address him as Severus...
All clues had been there, but she had just chalked it up to good fortune and turned off all good sense.
Truth be told, she was rather surprised that he had not resisted more in this game. Maybe he wanted this? Maybe he was not as horrible as people always thought? Perhaps all he ever needed was for someone to show some interest in him before he started opening up.
Or perhaps this was how he was playing with her, like a snake slithering along the ground, preparing to strike its victim.
That thought had kept her up most of the night. And when she finally found sleep, it was restless. Her eyes opened at six the following morning, and she decided it best to get out of bed. Tossing and turning would only tangle her further into the mass of bedcovers that would lead to an unhappy house-elf that was stuck fixing this instead of helping elsewhere.
She had no idea how to approach the situation now. Should she just continue on, letting him think he had the upper hand? Should she play back?
It was a dangerous proposition to say the least, to think she could play around with him. What would he do when he realized what she had decided to do?
Snape would figure it out much more quickly than she had ever done last night. And she had never really been one for much sport, unless it was debating an academic topic. Even at that, she wanted people to take her word for it and leave her alone. Anyone contradicting her would receive the wrath of Hermione. And she certainly did not wish to do anything that might make him think less of her. At this point, the fact that he was willing to talk to her at all was amazing enough, if not a rather large ego booster.
But she liked talking with him much more than she had ever thought she would. She found him intelligent, and his sharp off-color humor was rather funny. That was, of course, when one realized most of his remarks were product of a searing wit.
Best to take the simple approach, she thought. Lay it all out on the table between them and decide where they were to go from there. Slytherin or not, he should be well acquainted with her very Gryffindor tendencies. She did not deal in shades of grey. She dealt in black and white. If he was purposely playing along with her, it would be on her terms, not on his.
Would he curl back up into his shell, or would he allow her to prod further?
She truly hoped for the latter. Let her be damned for it, but she wanted to know who he was, beyond what she already knew of him. She wanted to know him at his nastiest times, and at his most fragile. Surely there had to be some moments in his life where there was some weakness.
Snape wanted the control in any friendship or partnership...whatever this was coalescing between them. But she would have to make him see that he needed to treat her like an equal, if he wished for her to treat him with some respect.
Hermione sighed to herself as she walked along the quiet castle corridors, the only sound following her was the reverberations of her slightly heeled shoes on the hard stone ground. There had been times when she was here as a student where she could not sleep and would be up this early. It had always held some enchantment for her to watch the sun rise higher in the sky and listen to the sounds of life slowly beginning to filter throughout the castle. It was as though the castle itself was asleep and was waking with the sun, pushing its vitality and warmth through its inhabitants.
Breakfast in a quiet hall was always the best, as well, for her overachieving-self to get some extra studying in, or to just let her mind wander without interruption from her noisy friends. Besides that, she was able to eat the first offerings from the kitchen...often times the best of the morning...and not have to painfully keep her meal down while watching Ron shovel food into his own mouth.
It would be a question that would weigh heavily in her mind for the rest of the day, whether or not he had been stalking her since she had come down from Gryffindor Tower, but not now. Right now, she was more concerned about his overt manners. He stepped up to the Great Hall's large double doors before she reached it, pushing it open carefully and allowing her to enter before he let it shut with a swoosh and thud. What was he playing at anyway? Was he trying to kill her with kindness?
It's working.
Yes, he was doing the exact opposite from what he would have normally done, just to confuse her endlessly.
She paused for a moment, letting him pass by her so that she could watch him. When he realized that she had stopped, though, he did as well, swiveling back on his heels to make his dark robes billow. His dark eyes met hers. He was issuing a challenge to her. He sneered and straightened his shoulders before turning and walking toward the Head Table where a few other professors sat quietly. Hermione watched him go, pull out his seat and settle himself.
He looked back up at her from across the hall, glaring. So he understood that she had figured it out that he had figured it out.
I'm confusing myself now!
"Vhat are ve looking at, Hermione?"
Hermione was not quite sure what utterance she let out, but it was a mix between that of a very loud banshee and a wailing child. Her heart beat in her throat, and she desperately tried to catch her breath, whipping around and off balance only to be caught and steadied by Viktor's strong hands. She met his eyes, and let out a shaky chuckle. How could she have been so absorbed in the Black Bat that she had not felt Viktor sneak up behind her?
Silently cursing herself for letting her guard down, Hermione quickly pushed back from Viktor's grasp. "You frightened me!"
"I did not mean to," he said with a short laugh. "You are not usually that skittish."
"And I wasn't looking at anything. I was merely caught up in a thought," she said, glancing around the hall at the questioning looks of the few students and adults who were watching them. It may have been well known that she and Viktor were friends, but a few of the students remembered the rumors of her fourth year and the Yule Ball. There had been whispers since Viktor had been back to Hogwarts that she had ignored, but there would definitely be a new buzz now.
Viktor nodded his head and stepped beside her, offering his arm. "Come have some breakfast, Herm-own-ninny."
Hermione took his arm, moving her eyes back up to the spot where Snape sat. He was glaring again. Why had he been glaring a few minutes before? He could not possibly have been that angry she had discovered his game so early on. If anything, he should have been impressed. Or was it because he had seen Viktor slinking up behind her? It was obvious he did not like Viktor much, but Hermione had not yet figured out why that was. And if that was the reason, why was he now so vehemently glaring at the junction of her hand and Viktor's arm?
A chill ran up her spine, and Viktor must have felt it. "Are you cold?"
"No, I'm fine," she said, seeing more curious glances. Finally they made it to the table, and Viktor sat her down, quickly going through breakfast, but with much more dignity than Ron would have ever mustered.
"Why are you in such a rush?" she asked.
"Some of my teammates should be Apparating to the gates shortly," he said with a smile. "They are to help with the Quidditch tryouts."
Hermione chuckled. "It's only an excuse to spend time with your mates."
He gave her a devilish grin. "Of course, but you vould not begrudge me that, vould you? This weekend vill be dedicated to you."
"No, I wouldn't," she said.
He finished shortly afterward and said his goodbyes, striding out of the hall quickly. Hermione glanced to her left, looking for Snape, but he was already making a hasty retreat for the entrance.
"You're not getting away that easily, Snape," she muttered, jumping from her seat and following him. By the time she was out in the main corridor there was no trace of black robes or black boots. There were only so many places he would go to, though, so she headed down to the dungeons. When she arrived, she found his private storeroom open, but no Snape.
Hermione had a feeling that if she continued inside, she would regret it with the door shutting behind her. Snape was one to spring those sort of traps, especially after her second year and a very brief foray into the art of kleptomania for the ingredients to make Polyjuice Potion. She stepped inside the door, waiting with bated breath for something to happen. Nothing did. It was odd for him to just leave something like this open, but it must have been with good reason. Perhaps Peeves was playing a nasty joke he needed to take care of...or had other urgent issues with a student.
"Severus?" she called, peeking her head around to the small, dark cubby area in the room that could hide a person if they had wished, as well as the potions ingredients that could not be exposed to light.
"Looking for something, Miss Granger?" His voice was deceptively silky, but it had all the element of surprise he was hoping for.
Hermione sprang back, her head and shoulders painfully connecting with the wooden shelves, rattling the glass jars and vials together. He loomed over her with all the dominance he could gather, and she shrunk back further, wishing that the wood would be a bit more yielding. But she stopped. Why was she so frightened? She was not doing anything wrong... for a change. She was merely looking for him.
"Do you have some fascination with my storeroom?" he asked, taking a step toward her. She met his eyes defiantly. Hermione had never realized just how tall the man was, even when they had danced at Draco's wedding. Standing this close to him in the darkened room...
"Only when I feel like breaking school rules," she retorted boldly.
"You seem to do that often," he said matter-of-factly.
Hermione rolled her eyes. "I only ever broke a few, Professor."
A brow arched critically, and a glint of pleasure went through his eyes. No doubt he was overjoyed that she was openly admitting her wrongs.
"You knew all along. Why did you need me to confirm it for you?" she asked.
"What? That you are a rule-breaking, insufferable know-it-all?" he asked. "I knew that well enough. It is just particularly nice to hear the perpetrator confessing."
"You're a sick bastard," she responded.
"Am I?" he asked.
Hermione lifted her eyes again, "You enjoy these little games of cat and mouse. I honestly could not imagine playing at it all the time."
"Hence why you are not a Slytherin," he said.
"Funny, I thought that was only because I was Muggle-born."
Silence passed between them, and she sighed.
"How did you find out?"
"Find out what, Miss Granger?" he asked, appearing incredibly innocent. But she knew Snape, and innocent was definitely not one of his characteristics.
"About..." She stopped herself. "You just want another confession."
"Perhaps," he shrugged and loomed closer. "If I knew what we were speaking about, then I might give you a clearer answer."
Hermione felt her ire rising quickly. "You know very well what I am talking about! Who told you?"
"Told me what?"
"Believe it or not, I can hex you into the next millennium," she warned.
He smirked. "I would like to see you try, Miss Granger."
His tone was suddenly soft and frighteningly personal. She closed her mouth, trying without any luck to read his face and his eyes. He hid everything too well. Especially in the dim light of this little cubby...that should have only held enough space for one person and now held two full grown people in very close proximity to each other...she could barely make anything out. That was, of course, except for one thing.
"Your eyes," she said, barely above a whisper.
"What about my eyes?" he asked.
She felt herself blush, but hoped it was hidden well enough. "Your eyes aren't really black."
This caused both his brows to shoot up to his hairline in question.
"They're a very dark brown," she observed.
"Only you would notice something so inconsequential in the position that you are in."
"Is it so inconsequential?" she asked. "You are so very close to me, I cannot help but notice anything else about my present surroundings."
He smirked again, his mouth mere inches from hers. The electricity between them was evident, and it was slowly changing from that of the energy between constant, somewhat friendly combatants to that of two...
Oh, Merlin, no.
In that moment Hermione felt that something had changed... transfigured.
"Why do you toy with that boy's heart when you know you won't see it through?" he questioned. "You are doing yourself a disservice in the long run."
Her breath caught in her throat as his arms snaked around her ribcage and rested for a brief moment beneath her shoulder blades. Acutely aware of his surprisingly warm hands flat against her back, and the route they were taking lower to the curve of her behind, it took a moment for a retort to form on her lips.
"Aren't you doing a disservice to yourself then, playing with me?" she asked quietly, her eyes fixating on his lips.
"Miss Granger, I thought it should be obvious in your situation," he said silkily, his deep gravely voice rumbling in his chest. "I am most certainly not playing with you."
She felt her stomach plummet to the ground and then jump back up into her throat a few times, as that comment slowly...agonizingly slowly...cleared its way through the haze that was her mind. Yes, she knew that at Malfoy's he had looked upon her with some attraction. But this... this was most unexpected.
Or perhaps it was all still a game to him. She was the one who was supposed to be on the mission to get closer to him. He was not supposed to turn the tables on her. And if he had known what she was up to, this would not be out of the realm of possibility for him to fight back.
His hands shifted lower, resting and squeezing firmly on her rump, causing her to shift forward to rest against him. His warm, slow breath was on her cheek, and on her lips, as he inched closer to her. A tingle of excitement burned through her body. What was she doing? What was he doing? Oh, this had to be a huge mistake.
Didn't it?
"Are you actually at a loss for words, Hermione?" he asked, his abrupt shift to using her real name did not go unnoticed. When she looked up at him, surely a tad cross-eyed and still trying to make sense of this, he let a look of triumph spread across his hawkish features. "I must remember this tactic in the future."
Future?
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Latest 25 Reviews for Transfiguration of the Heart
155 Reviews | 7.78/10 Average
The plot thickens. As do other things....
Well, this looks like the start of an interesting weekend. And Snape has a twinkle. Good read!
Good start! Sounds interesting.
Awww, he called her Hermione. Next there will me flowers and proposals and stuff. Okay, maybe not yet but I'm tired. Good chapter.
I like the story being told from Snape's POV. That is a rarity. Good chapter!
Victor seems pushy and Severus maybe a tensy bit jealous??? Or it could just be indigestion.
YAY! I loved it!
I agree with you on Snape. Awkward and inexperienced. Unloved for so long and pining for someone who never loved him. Exceedingly insecure. I do think JKR intended his insecurity. Poor Snape.
I've read this story before but it's so good I'm reading it again.
Wonderful story, though I do have to agree that it ended a bit abruptly. I think a small epilogue would close it easily, but I also see why you would want to end it here.
I love your characterization of Hermione and Severus. It is difficult to keep them canonically "in character" yet write those private moments (not just smut, but even heartfelt confessional scenes) since we don't really see an example of those from JKR. I think you did a great job with this.
loved this story... can't wait to read the sequel's you have planned.
All I can say is, it had better be earth-shattering when they finally get there!Seriously, the more of this I read, the better it gets. The earliers chapters were fine, but the way you have brought Hermione and Severus into the understanding of each other and the slow burn between them is very well done :)So, what will their costumes be, I wonder?
Grrr!! I hate those inopportune moments when people interrupt a good thing *L*
<>I've been following the story for a little while, and have just caught up with your latest update, and I must say that I like this story quite a bit :)
I hope Hermione gives Rita her comeuppance, and soon!
Love this story of every chapter,always brilliant!
Oh man! That is one nasty cliffhanger!!!!Dreadfully evil!!!You simply must finish the next chapter as soon as possible!
Yippee! An evening of catching up with one of my fave stories! My PC's been on the blink for ages so there were quite a few chappies to come back to. Mmmm....Do I smell the subtle hint of citrus in the air? Or will our delightful dungeon dwellers miss the 'base' so to speak? Only an update will tell *hint hint*Brilliant as per usualBlessings
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whats that skeeker woman up to...
love your story, every chapter is better then the one before...
-karlamarie
Great! A new chapter, and brilliant the plot!Herminone and Severus will be in a affair rumor on Daily Prophet.What will Rita write in the story, maybe become a scandal and how will other peoples in Hogwarts affect... So interesting when I imagine Krum to f2f with them.I can't wait for the next chapter.LOLP.S. I like this work so much, pls go on! *smile*
Nasty Rita is going for revenge... I imagine Snape will settle her very nicely. He's not a wizard to mess with! Good plot twist.
cozy!! what a lovely duo-will we hear some duets next??? *smirk*
Awe!!!!!!!!
This chapter was amazing and was just what I needed. It made me smile and allowed me to look forward to my day ahead. I love this story. I don't think I've reviewed before. I have a nasty habit of that. But I've read this from the begininng and its truly amazing. It makes me giggle, smile, and angry all in one. I think you've characterized Severus and Hermione very well.
Good chapter. I really like the scene at the end with Snape & Tonks. Great interaction!Peace! ~ j
Oh, he's back to his old tricks. Something tells me staring at a closed door completely nullified the effects of that lovely kiss in his muddled head. I love the way your Snape just cannot seem to manage simple courtesy and enjoys being nasty. It's just SO canon and I really like it. Even if it does make me fantasize about Hermione slapping him repeatedly when he's in a snit!Still loving this story!
He really should have let her punish the girl. I'm glad I found you here, since Mage doesn't tell me of updates. I've been enjoying your story.