Chapter Twenty-Four: Solstice Celebration
What Is This Thing Called Love?
Chapter 24 of 26
kittyperryHermione and Severus go to the summer solstice celebration at Malfoy Manor. Steps are taken to bridge the gaps in understanding. Percy Weasley creates a stir.
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Severus was understandably annoyed when he heard about Ronald's behaviour. Pulling Hermione into his arms, he said chidingly, 'You should never be afraid to tell me about your annoying friends, my love. The worst I can do is yell, and you're used to me yelling.' The dark man smirked down at his pouting lover. 'You know this meeting in the public eye is much worse than my blustering. What if you weren't able to handle him? What if there were some idiot Death Eater sympathisers, or even some fool people who thought you needed to be punished for being with me? You have to realise how precarious your position is, Hermione. Most people are dunderheads, and they will believe all the tripe they hear or read in the papers. You can't take risks. I couldn't survive without you by my side, my love. I know I am a selfish bastard, but you are my life. You must take care.'
Hermione's eyes filled with tears at Severus' confession. She knew how much it cost him to show her his weakness. He, who never spoke of his emotions, was laying himself bare. 'I know, my love,' she said, covering his face with kisses. 'I won't do it again. I just thought...' She sighed in annoyance. 'I just thought Ron would be able to show some level of maturity. Harry was so grown up, I just thought Ron would be too. I won't do it again. I realised as soon as I met up with him that it was a mistake, but I didn't want to walk out immediately. That would have caused even more of a scandal. Can you imagine him running after me, yelling or something?' She laughed in wry amusement. 'At least this way, he looks like the git, and I did have a good natter with Percy.'
At Severus' raised eyebrow, Hermione narrated what happened next with Percy. She was a little surprised to see her lover accept the older boy's behaviour with only a nod of agreement.
At her own look of surprise, Severus explained. 'He's always shown some level of sense. He never jumped to suppositions and wild imaginings, and while he did come to erroneous conclusions, he did the best he could to follow what he thought was the most knowledgeable opinion. He may have made mistakes by placing his faith in the Ministry, but then, if you look at it through his eyes, he placed his faith in the supposedly most well informed institution. I can see how he would now want to put that part of his youth behind him. Dumbledore never shared information; he never allowed the others to know what was being planned. For a young man who wanted something more than promises and words, it would have seemed foolish to go by what an old man said purely on trust. I told Albus repeatedly that he should allow others in the Order, if not myself, to know what was going on, but he couldn't, wouldn't let others know what was going on. Secrets and lies. That's what he fed all of us. No wonder a bright mind that was used to logic and reasoning refused to believe a blundering old man and a group of people who did things solely on his word.'
Hermione nodded. 'Yes, I do see your point. I knew Harry, and so it was easier for me to believe what was being said. But for Percy, it would have been so much harder to place all his trust in a child who had no gift for rational thought, for clear expression. When questioned, Harry would just end up getting angry or speaking irrationally. I think Percy's really changed since the war. He's loosened up a bit, but also, he's become more his own man. He's no longer as wont to suck up to people.'
Severus chuckled darkly. 'And how is sucking up a bad thing, pet? You know how much I enjoy it when you do it to me.'
Hermione giggled. 'Beast. I didn't mean it in that sense.'
'I'm sure you didn't,' purred Severus, drawing her into his arms and allowing his hands to slide down to cup her bottom. 'However, a little demonstration to show how well you've learned your lesson in not doing things without informing me might be useful, don't you think?'
Hermione pouted, but it was more in the way of inciting Severus to take action.
And take action he did. He swooped down to claim her lips in a mind-numbing kiss before hoisting her into his arms as if she weighted nothing more than a feather. Hermione was about to complain and insist he put her down, when she heard him murmur the Featherweight Charm. Hermione giggled.
'What?' asked Severus grumpily. 'Do you want me to put out my back, merely to prove my manliness and strength? I'd much rather I prove those qualities once I have you safely in bed, my pet.'
Hermione giggled again and kissed the tip of his nose. 'I'm just laughing at your romantic streak, my love. I can walk, you know.'
'I know,' growled Severus. 'But I enjoy having you in my arms. I'm just not that far gone in sense to risk my back while partaking of something I enjoy.'
Soon though all levity was forgotten as passion ignited between them. Reaching their bedroom, Severus wasted no time in divesting Hermione of her clothing. He loved her naked body. She was so young, so delectable. It did something to his darker impulses to have her thus, naked, while he was still completely clothed, completely in control. 'On the bed, on your knees, pet,' he growled. He knew she loved it when he took her from behind.
Hermione scrambled onto the bed as fast as she could. She could hear the dark possessiveness in his tone. Heat gushed into her core, and by the time she was arranged the way she knew he wanted her, she was dripping in anticipation.
Severus gave himself a long moment to observe Hermione waiting, exposed and vulnerable on the bed. Her arousal was clearly visible, dripping as it was out of her core. He breathed in deep, allowing the scent of her to etch itself deep into his psyche. He loved the way she smelt. Slowly, still clothed, he moved towards her.
Hermione moaned in anticipation. She was desperate for him to do something, anything. This waiting was driving her crazy. Finally, she felt the bed dip as Severus crawled on to it behind her. Then, she felt him blow across her heated flesh. She gasped as she felt the air stroke her. Then, she felt him lick her. Slowly, with long, lush strokes, he caressed her with his tongue before allowing his nose to press hard against her clitoris. She moaned desperately, 'Oh, God, Severus. Please, please, just fuck me.'
Severus chuckled and his tongue dipped deeper into her. He loved the taste of her, and he knew that the longer he took, the more impatient his beloved became. She was not one for slow love-making. She always seemed to want him, hard and fast. It amazed him. No woman had ever desired him so completely. She didn't need to be coaxed, to be aroused, she just wanted him, all the time.
Hermione groaned in agony as he continued his slow ministrations. 'Can you please, for once, stop mucking around?' she asked twisting and turning on the bed. 'I need you, Severus. Please, just fuck me now.'
'Soon, vixen,' he said, sliding three of his fingers deep into her. 'You know I love to watch you come. Let me pleasure you.'
Hermione just moaned again in response. His three long fingers inside her felt divine, and she nearly exploded as she felt his tongue brush against the tight hole of her arse. 'Oh, God,' she groaned. Severus had never taken her arse, but she'd been reading about anal sex, and she was more than willing to try it. It seemed so illicit, so utterly deviant and therefore utterly delicious.
Severus had been testing Hermione's reaction, but he hadn't expected her to be so amiable to being fucked in the arse. He nearly came with the sound of her obvious delight. 'Are you sure?' he asked, almost disbelieving.
'Yes, oh, God, Severus,' she moaned in response.
Severus growled and thrust his tongue into her waiting hole, while his fingers buried themselves even deeper into her cunt. She was so tight. He could just imagine how she would feel wrapped around his cock.
Hermione could not believe the sensation of having his tongue in her arse. She had never realised she'd enjoy something so much. She arched her back and ground herself against his invasion. She wanted more, much more.
Severus seemed to understand what she wanted. A quick spell was all it took to divest him of his clothes. Then, finally naked, he slid a lone finger into her arse while at the same time plunging balls deep into her cunt.
Hermione groaned. She loved the feeling of him plunging into her, but she'd been anticipating his cock in her arse. She was, to say the least, disappointed. But before she could protest, he was fucking her in a blinding, pounding rhythm. She was almost there, she could feel it. 'I'm going to come,' she gasped, frantic. 'Oh, Severus, bloody, fucking hell.'
Severus groaned and pulled out of her.
Hermione nearly cried as she felt him leave her. She couldn't take anymore of his teasing.
Severus pulled out of her before she could come. His cock was liberally covered with her juices. Not needing any further lubrication, he plunged his cock straight into her arse.
Hermione had just managed to moan a 'What the fuck...' when she felt him thrust into her arse. She screamed loudly at his penetration. She hadn't expected it, and though it hurt, it felt very good. She had never felt so full in her life.
Severus was lost to the sensations of Hermione's tightness completely surrounding him. He could hardly move, she was so snug. Pushing even deeper into her, he began to thrust as far as he could into her. Meanwhile, one hand wormed its way into her cunt, four fingers penetrating her as deeply as he could manage it as his thumb did its best to massage her clit.
Hermione was now screaming with each move he made. She couldn't take it any more. There was just too much sensation. Gasping, Hermione came, a hoarse scream of 'Severus,' on her lips.
Feeling Hermione's muscles contract around him, squeezing with a death grip was all it took to send Severus hurtling over the edge. With a growl, he bit down on her shoulder as his seed pumped out of him. He always seemed to have explosive orgasms with her, but this one seemed beyond even their usual magnificence. Barely able move, he pulled out of her and collapsed in a heap beside her.
Hermione, too, could hardly move. She had never felt so possessed by him, not even when he had come upon her, silent and invisible in the Hogwarts' library at the start of their relationship. Slowly, when she felt she could move, she rolled onto her side and cuddled against his still-panting body. 'Jesus Christ, Severus,' she said softly, 'that was amazing.'
Severus smirked at her tiredly. 'Glad you approve,' he said, but his voice lacked the will to be sarcastic. Instead, he just sounded smug and completely sated.
Hermione giggled and kissed his shoulder gently. 'I love you so much. Everything you do to me is utterly exquisite.'
Severus rolled onto his back and drew her to lie against him. 'Well,' he said with a satisfied grin, 'I must ensure my young witch has no cause to go looking for a younger, more energetic lover.'
Hermione giggled softly. 'Idiot. A younger man wouldn't know what to do with me. He'd bore me to tears with his twittering. He'd drive me insane with his need for social stimulation, and he would have no idea of what really matters. A younger man, any other man, would never be able to stimulate me with just one look. You don't even have to take your clothes off to make me want you. A word, a smirk and I'm dripping with need.'
Severus merely smiled. He had felt a moment of worry when he had heard what Weasley had told Hermione. He knew he pleased her, but he had never had anything, anyone that was truly his. He couldn't stop himself from worrying that one day Hermione would wake up and realise she was wasting her youth, her power on an old, bitter man who had nothing to offer her but his position as the Headmaster of Hogwarts.
Hermione seemed to read the insecurity that lurked in his eyes. Pushing herself onto her elbows to peer into his eyes, she said softly, 'Look into my eyes, Severus. See yourself as I see you. I don't like you second guessing yourself. You are all I need. All I will ever need.'
Severus was floored by her invitation to look through her mind. He knew she trusted him. Had not the Saxon sex ritual they had performed confirmed it? But to give him access to her mind, to her thoughts, her memories. It was more than he had ever expected. 'My love,' he whispered, pulling her into a ravenous kiss. He didn't need to see into her mind. Her love was shining clearly in the warmth, in the softness of her eyes. Finally, when they drew apart, he stroked her hair and murmured, 'My love, my only love.'
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A few days later, Hermione accompanied Severus to the Malfoys' Summer Solstice soiree. She had almost balked at the thought of attending; it would be a mostly pureblood gathering with all the purebloods families and their descendents being sent an invitation as was customary, but for Severus' sake, she attended.
Severus as a half-blood had always been a part of pureblood gathering, for his mother, despite marrying a Muggle, had, of course, been a part of the Prince family. Her parents may have disowned her, but for gatherings such as this, even if Eileen had refused to attend, Severus' participation was still expected. It was the way things worked. And Eileen, no matter her faults, had made it a point to send him to the gatherings. It was his birthright; even Tobias' worst rages had not stopped her making sure her son had claimed his place in the world she had been forced to leave behind. It was only through events such as this that he had come to meet his distant magical cousins, his snobbish grandparents and the rest of his clan. They may not have liked him, they may not have acknowledged the skinny boy in mismatched clothes, but once his magical power had started the manifest, and it had by the time he was very young, they had welcomed him for his obvious future potential. Now, Severus mused his family's long-term view had paid off. They didn't have to pretend to suddenly learn of his existence. They could bask in their connection with the double agent and current Headmaster of Hogwarts.
Hermione, despite her doubts, did her best to squash her fears. She hadn't forgotten the words of the sorting hat's song. She had vowed to herself then, even before hearing the prophecy that had so changed her life, to help inter-house unity. The war had taught them all of the importance of bridging their differences. She was Severus' fiancée, his future wife; she would make sure the Slytherins realised that she was proud to join them. She had heard enough and read enough of Muggle-born arrogance and prejudice to realise that the fault lay on both sides of the divide. She was not going to turn Severus away from people who had, after all, stood by him. She could not forget that, for all their faults, they had been true friends to Severus. He may have spied on them, betrayed them, but they had forgiven him, for they had found his cunning a move in keeping with their value system. If he had been a Gryffindor and turned against other Gryffindors, Hermione knew members of her own house would never have been able to be so magnanimous. They would have crucified him without a thought or an iota of guilt.
The summer solstice party at the Malfoys had been a long standing tradition. Neville had been the first to tell Hermione about it when she had asked him in her third year how he had spent his summer. He had said then that, for many years, he had still attended with his grandmother, because with Death Eaters locked up in Azkaban, Gran had felt that not attending would have allowed purebloods like the Malfoys to show their mastery over the people they considered Traitors to the old ways like the Longbottoms. So Hermione expected that she would probably know at least see some of her friends there. However, what she had not expected to find, on arrival, was Percy, Bill and Fleur Weasley. She gaped in shock at the sight of the Weasley trio standing slightly apart near the entrance, as though they were waiting for her and Severus before joining the throng in the Malfoy gardens.
Hermione could not stop herself from reaching out to clasp the hand Percy extended towards her. 'What are you doing here?' she asked in amazement. She knew that no Weasley had attended a Malfoy solstice party in decades.
Percy smiled tightly. 'I spoke to Bill, and he feels as I do. We've allowed the bad blood to continue for long enough. If my parents' generation can't put the past behind them, that's their problem. But we aren't them. We can see the need to mend our fences. So Bill spoke to Fleur, who agrees wholeheartedly with patching things up. So here we are. We were waiting for backup really. I knew having you and Snape would make things go easier. It's going to be interesting as it is.'
Hermione laughed and hugged Percy. Then turning, she hugged Fleur and Bill as well. 'I'm glad to have you here. Now they'll be too busy gaping at you lot to notice me. I was terrified to come, though Severus keeps saying I'm just over-reacting. I can't forget though that I was tortured by Bella in their drawing-room.'
Bill nodded his head in understanding. But he knew that Severus would have not brought Hermione with him if he had, even for a moment, doubted Hermione's ability to fit in, to be comfortable and to shine. 'Trust Severus,' said Bill gently. 'He'll never let anything or anyone cause you pain.'
'I know,' said Hermione, her eyes filled with love as she looked at Severus who was quietly speaking to Percy and Fleur. 'Besides, I know my duty. As the future wife of the Headmaster, I must learn to be impartial. To look at all my students equally, to know them all to the best of their ability.'
'That's why you're such a good teacher,' said Bill with a grin. 'You really care about the little monsters.'
The two laughed. All of the staff seemed to have their own names for their students. Severus had always called them 'dunderheads,' while Bill's chosen name seemed to be 'monsters'. Then, linking arms with Bill, Hermione followed Fleur, who was being led in by Severus, to the arched entrance-way of the rose garden. Percy followed alone.
Narcissa Malfoy's eyes widened at the sight of the approaching Weasley wife on Severus' arm. But good manners insisted that she greet Fleur graciously.
Lucius, though, could not resist raising an eyebrow at his old friend in query. This the Malfoys had not foreseen. He was waiting for the official introductions and greetings to conclude so he could find out what was going on.
Next in line were Bill and Hermione. Narcissa continued to smile graciously, but inside, her mind was buzzing with questions. Had Severus engineered this meeting? What did it mean for the family feud? How was she supposed to behave after this evening? What were the political connotations? Were they here merely as Hogwarts' representatives or as Weasley emissaries? Some of those questions were answered, however, by the presence of Percy. He did not work for Hogwarts. He was obviously present in a private capacity as a Weasley. Musing at the interesting development and what it all would mean, Narcissa tried her best to be as gracious as possible. Indeed, realising that there wasn't anyone behind Percy in the receiving line, she did not release his hand after he had bowed so correctly over hers. Instead, with a glance at Lucius, who was speaking to Severus and Bill, she said, 'Come, cousin Percival, let me introduce you to some of the people I'm sure you don't know. I think we can safely assume my hostess duties can rest for a moment or two.'
Percy inclined his head graciously. He had not known what kind of reception their arrival would arouse, but he was glad that the Malfoys, too, were doing their best to be inviting. It could have got rather unpleasant if they had not accepted their presence at the soiree.
There was a moment of shocked surprise on many a face as Narcissa was led into the garden by Percy. But soon, the shocked silence was replaced by excited chatter. They had made, by any stretch of the imagination, a grand entrance.
Narcissa smirked at the glances being thrown her way. She looked up into Percy's eyes, to see the redhead wearing a similarly amused look. In that instance, as the two shared a look of irony at the crowds' reaction, an unexpected bond was formed. She had never thought to have anything in common with the Blood Traitors; she tolerated the Mudblood because she seemed to make Severus happy, but the intelligence she saw in Percival's eyes amazed her. They were in no way naïve or clueless. She suddenly realised that, despite the gulf that separated them, they shared the same blood.
'Is this a clear statement of your political aspirations?' asked Narcissa frankly. She was trying to understand what was going on.
Percy looked thoughtful for a moment. 'It's a start for how I want the future to be,' he replied truthfully.
Narcissa hadn't expected such an honest reply. A Slytherin would not have offered one to her so frank a question. But in truth she realised that wasn't really sure what she had expected. But she knew she was seeing the start of a phenomenon.
Percy could clearly see Narcissa's surprise. She was hiding it well, and no one else would have noticed it. But he was standing right next to her. He could not fail to see the way her eyes reflected the thoughts rushing through her mind. Turning so that his back was blocking the crowds' view of them, he said kindly, 'Let me tell you something about myself. I've always been a loner and have never truly had a friend. My family have never understood me. Neither have any of my housemates. Even my girlfriend, Penelope ditched me as soon as we left Hogwarts. Everyone around me has always seen me as a priggish bore. I wanted so much to be understood, to be valued, to be seen for who I was. It seemed like it was an impossible dream. But then, despite all my actions, all my misguided thoughts, I realised something. I did have a friend, a friend who had stood by me through thick and thin. That person is Hermione. She has from the first been my friend because of a small kindness that I showed to her when she was a first-year. Even when I was a fool and a berk, she did not abandon me. Even when I was a pompous arse, she did not fail to remember me at holidays and on my birthday. That's true friendship. She made me realise that it was our actions as much as Riddle's that caused the last war. Without communication, Riddle's destruction will have achieved nothing. The problems, the fears have not gone away just because Riddle was defeated and the Death Eaters sent to Azkaban. I lost a brother. I do not want to lose another a few years down the road.'
Narcissa was shocked into silence. She could only listen. She had never expected to hear anything of this nature, ever.
Percy seemed to have given his speech a lot of thought. The silence Narcissa was maintaining did not seem to disconcert him. Indeed, it was helping him get everything he had wanted to say out in the open. 'We won. You lost. Big deal. What's more important is that people I loved, cared about, died. The future of the magical world is more important than our collective hates, fears and need for retribution. I don't want to see what happened in my youth, recur again for my children. I don't want ignorance and scaremongering to lead to war. I'm willing to do whatever it takes to ensure we keep the lines of communication open. No bigot is going to destroy this hard-won peace. If that means I as a Weasley need to attend a Malfoy home and speak to a Black, then by Merlin, I shall do so.'
Bill and Severus were having a similar conversation with Lucius. Hermione and Fleur had quietly stepped aside as they saw Lucius engage their men in conversation. Hermione still felt uncomfortable in the Malfoy patriarch's presence. Moreover, she knew that it would be better for Bill to extend the hand of friendship to the former Death Eater without too much of an audience. She was so worried. Looking at Fleur, who was trying to do her best to appear nonchalant and perfectly at ease, she asked softly, 'Are we doing the right thing?'
Fleur nodded. 'It iz for ze best, 'Ermione. We are one family. It iz foolish to let this division continue. It iz not good for ze Malfoyz and it iz not good for ze Weasleys. I don't want my children to be born into a world that iz still divided.'
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Loved it :)
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Thank you. I'm so pleased you did.
Another great story. Thanks for the wonderful read.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Thank you so much for taking the time to read my story and leave a review. I'm so pleased you enjoyed it. xxx
Great story! I just have one question. Did Ginny, Molly and Ron ever truly find peace? I loved how everyone came together at the end. It was a really nice touch. Thank you for sharing your talent with the rest of us!
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Thank you so much for taking the time to leave a review. I love hearing from someone who has read and enjoyed my story. As for Ron, Ginny and Molly finding peace, I think they will, but it will take time and it won't be easy. They really need to face their own weaknesses and they don't want to. But I think eventually they will.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Thank you so much for taking the time to leave a review. I love hearing from someone who has read and enjoyed my story. As for Ron, Ginny and Molly finding peace, I think they will, but it will take time and it won't be easy. They really need to face their own weaknesses and they don't want to. But I think eventually they will.
This was such an absolutely amazing story. It has become one of my most favorite tales of the love between Severus and Hermione. Thank you for writing such a wonderful story.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
You are very welcome. I am so pleased to hear from you and to know that you enjoyed the story. I had a marvellous time writing it.Can I ask you what you found special about the story?
That's right! Stop being snobs you Gyriffindore! Stop the bigotry you Slytherin! Now lets all sing some Bob Marley tunes, smoke the peace pipe then knock down the fences. Just don't lick the toads or eat any shrooms until you're home with friends who can help you know what's real and what isn't. Any of you uncomfortable with that come over here and have a nice cup of tea and eat some magic cake.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Ha, ha, ha. You are so funny. You and I need to become friends and tear other fanfiction to shreads :) Seriously :) Look me up on facebook if you are on it. I'm the only Tasneem Perry there is in the whole world :)
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I would love to be friends! But I'm not on Facebook.I can't figure out how people have time for Facebook! I can hardly get all my email read. Second, I don't trust myself not to say something that goes viral and that I'll be sorry for later. I'm rather out spoken and silly sometimes. I've heard that people have lost their jobs or not been hired for having incredibly stupid moments on Facebook and twitter. I could easily end up being that person. I've been in the same profession, in the same town for 20 years and too many people here know my name! I work for a huge health care organization. I could just see one of our pediatricians or a patient looking me up and finding out what I'm really like when I'm not at work. About 10 years ago I remember a job evalution where my supervisor said, "I gave you exceeds expectations on almost everything, but there's one problem....I never know what you're going to say!" She doesn't think I'm very funny. I'm much better now, as long as I have my white coat on. I try very hard to be good. But when the white coat comes off....there's no telling what I'd say. Feel free to contact me from my profile and I'll give you my personal contact info!
I'm really glad Snape wasn't there. He has to act right all the time because he's the Headmaster and my be politic. Hermione couldn't have hexed Ronald. I think Snape would have stopped her. The Headmaster of Hogwarts can't go around hexing people just because they piss you off. I'm glad Percy has come to his senses. I don't think Severus is going to be very happy with the situation. I hope the party at the Malfoy's goes better.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Thank you for another review. I am loving these little conversations we are having. Yes, Severus couldn't have done anything overt to Ron, but don't let that stop you from thinking that he could have done something that no one would have noticed.But yes, it was good for Hermione to handle it on her own. She needs to show the world that she can defend herself, that she is not just Severus' woman, or Harry's side-kick or whatever.
I'm happy for Harry and Hermione. Thanks for making him sweet again.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
I love Harry, and I would never have left him to suffer and be mired forever in Darkness. But, I did want to explore what could send someone as good as him, as pure as him into the pit of Darkness. Not all bad people are born bad, things happen to bring out their inner darkness.
How many Slytherin were driven to Voldemort by Dumbledore's out right dimissal of them as someone of value? It's a wonder he wanted to save Draco. He had done nothing to save Severus. I wonder why Draco was different than the other Death Eater's children?
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Excellent point. I think Dumbledore was coming to realise that the Malfoys were critical to the balance of the war. He must have finally realised that if he was sending Severus off to die, that he needed another tool to use. I dislike and mistrust Dumbledore, so I am giving him the most draconian and cynical of reasons.
The little speech Snape made about Hermione surely knowing Severus chuckled. ‘Silly woman,’ he said, stroking her horrid hair. ‘I’m sure she knew that I would make sure that what she gave you was safe and proper for you to use.’As Hermione prepared to tell him off, he gentled her by placing his hand across her mouth. ‘I don’t mean to suggest that I don’t trust you or her, my dear, but I’m a naturally possessive and cautious man. Surely, you must have suspected that Gunananda would have shared with his wife his knowledge of me and my methods. Thus, surely you must have known that they would have expected me to fully peruse everything that you were given in Sri Lanka.’ reminds me of The Princess Bride I love that movie!
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Not really got into Princess Bride and don't think I really paid attention to the dialogue. I shall have to watch it again this weekend or something.But yes, it is foolish to imagine that Severus doesn't go through all her things and knows all she does. I mean, that's why she had the mail for the surprise birthday party go through Minerva, because she would imagine that he does scrutinise her correspondence. He is that kind of man and only someone like her who is strong enough and tough enough can handle him.
Good animagis choices! To register or not to register, that is the question.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Ha, ha, ha. Thank you. Choosing the owl for Hermione was not hard. It was linked to her bookworm and wise woman image. Severus was much harder, something magestic, but not lion-like :P
I think this is my first Longbottom's get healed story. Will the healers at St. Mungo's realize that they don't have the same magical strength required like Hermione and Severus? Maybe since it seem the Longbottom's were the worse case, the others won't require such strong magial power. I don't get Harry's lingering problem with Snape? He knows Snape had no choice in killing Dumbledore. What happened to "the bravest man I ever knew"?
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
I think the healers and Severus too will document this, but you're right, the Longbottoms' were the worst case, the other will still benefit from the research being done. And now that Severus and Hermione know what needs to be done, they can find other ways for Healers working together to raise, and combine their magic, if not for long, then for at least small bursts of energy flow. I think Harry intellectually knows that Severus is the bravest person he ever knew, but it's easy to revere someone who is dead, it is much harder to deal with a living hero, one who loved your mother and hated your father and your god-father, both who you love.
What's keeping them from getting married? And what happened to Rita Skeeter? I guess great minds think alike when it comes to my questions in earlier chapters about Arthur Weasely. I am very glad Harry wasn't involved. He had already had to learn how to deal with Voldemort inside him so his darkness probably isn't as out of control. And he's always been a good boy.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Yes. Harry's always a good lad and he always tries to do the right thing.As for getting married, I think Severus doesn't want to rush Hermione. I think there's a part of him that's still worried that she is too young to know her mind.
Wow!! Ginny: "You bitch slap that little whore!" Ron: "Yeh, that's right! What? She thinks she's too good for this cock?" Jerry: Miss Granger declined our invitaiton to this sorted low class show. Ginny:"Who you callin low class, you wanker! She gets up and starts pulling Jerry Spriner's hair and is tackled by two large men who drag her off stage as the camera's follow them and she yells obscenities...Ron jumps up yelling "You take your hands of my sister, you buggering ass hole!" and runs at the large men. He is then tackled by two more large men and some big bald guy is yelling in his face only a haf inch from his nose, "You gonna calm down, or do we take you to muggle bootcamp you sleeze!" Jerry:"Well, that's all for our show today. Join us tomorrow as Ron, Ginny and Molly Weasely have their wands taken from them for a day and they experience Muggle Boot Camp!"
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Never watched Jerry Springer, but yes, perfect narration of what could happen.
Response from breastlady (Reviewer)
You're not missing a thing! It is total crap with low class people who, interestingly, always end up in a physical altercation with hair pulling and name calling. I'm sure it's not rigged or anything. It's like, "Tina has a secret for her husband today. Let's call Dan out here. Alright Tina, tell Dan your secret." "Well Dan, I've been sleeping with your dad for two years and your son is really your half brother." Then Dan's mom and ex wife of Dan's dad, who happens to be married to Tina's dad, comes out and tells Tina what a little whore she is, then Tina runs over and starts pulling her out of the chair by her hair, until they are separated by the bald bouncers and the audience is screaming like it's the best thing they've ever seen. The show is partially responsible for the destruction of our society here! The kids watch this crap every afternoon for years when they get home from school and their parents are at work. Then the kids turn into teenagers and young adults who think these trashy, vulgar, toothless, drug addicts, who sleep with 13 year olds and are covered in badly done tattoos are normal people. Jerry Springer is just the worst one of these kinds of popular afternoon television shows. He actually used to be a United States Senator. Just kill me now!
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Ah, the beauty of American politics and your system of goverment. Here you need to go to public school [that's private school], have a spotless reputation [if at all possible] and be a toff or a toff wanna be to get into parliment. Seriously though, I do agree. I think trash has been given too much of a public/media viewing and so people think this is the way to act/behave. Before, we would hide in shame, now we lap it up and then complain that children have no moral compass. Duh. This is why we don't have a TV and don't watch TV. I've not seen any TV since 2000. That's 11 whole years of listening to BBC Radio 4, BBC Radio 3, Classic FM and reading. My evenings are so much more interesting. I have time to paint, to actually do arts and crafts with the radio on for news, music and entertainment.
Totally dig the incantation and magically induced orgasm. I want what she's having, thank you very much! It seems strange that the Malfoys are being more civil than the Weasely's. I suppose that the Malfoys are used to the good manners and graceful behavior expected with their status and the Weasely's have always been ruled by their emotions. I'm sure if the Malfoys were bitter that Severus was with a Muggle born they would have found a way to show their displeasure. They wouldn't stoop to something as vulgar as a howler in front of the entire school, though. I'm sure you'll clear this problem up by the end though. Weasely's
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
You're spot on. The Malfoys I think realise that they have managed to survive the war by the skin of their teeth. They need to be on the good side of Severus as a war hero and now Headmaster. If he took up with a troll, they would accept the troll. They can't be seen to be biased now. The political climate it so volatile. The Weasleys on the other hand have had their first exposure to Dark Magic. They have no control over their emotions, they have no fall back option of knowing how to conduct themselves in society. So it's like many things influencing both parties and their behaviours.
For once I don't have to say "poor Severus" Sounds like you are very familiar with Sri Lanka. Personally, not a spicy food person but it sounded wonderful.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
I was born and spent the first 25 years of my life there :) So yes, adore Sri Lanka food. The thing with Sri Lankan spice though is that while it's hot, it's not just hot, there's a proper blend of spicy with creamy coconut, and sweet sour [i.e. the mango] so that when you mix it up on your plate the flavours evolve and become something much more than the individual dishes.
I don't think their New Years celebration was pitiful at all. I think it was wonderful! I did think how creepy it would feel to be the only 3 people in the entire castle, besides house elves and ghosts. I understand Ron being an ASS, but I don't understand Molly. She'd surely seen the pictures in the Prophet! She wouldn't condone Ron's womanizing. Her darkness could be directed at he an Ginny just as well as Hermione. Maybe it already is. I would think Mr. Weasely would at leat listen to Bill and support the family admitting this could possibly be true. Molly has always been hot tempered, but Mr. Weasely has always been measured. I would imagine that the kind of darkness he would experience would be directed at himself. I could see him being beset by guilt for not protecting his family from these consequences of using dark magic. Others surviving Order Members must be suffering too.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Yes, I think the problem is that Arthur is suffering from guilt and doesn't want to admit that even more is wrong. How can he forgive himself for losing Fred, when he himself survived. I guess the whole family is in need of actually doing something about their darkness, just as many in the order are. I think with Arthur it is a case of buring his head in the sand, hoping things will go away.
I'm so happy for Severus and Hermione. I hope this wonderful chapter doesn't forshadow the obligitory "now they have to have something bad happen" thing. Have they been taking precautions regarding birth control? How does Severus know that that ring may not do all of those things at the same time? It's too soon for a baby. They ruin all the fun. I also don't want anyone to think that Hermione is only marrying Severus because she has to.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
No worries, don't you think that as a Potions' Master he's not on some kind of birth control. I mean, he's likely to have taken something for long-term protection if he was being forced to rape during the Voldemort war years. He was a product of parents being forced to marry, he is the last person to take any kind of risk.
Hermione's parents surprised me with the amount of virtol and anger they had. I am so glad Severus went back to tell them what he really thought about them. It was such a knee jerk reaction they had. I understand some upsetness regarding not asking them but don't they remember how much they used to love her? Needless to say, she's so better off with Severus and he wouldn't have to share her affection with anyone else.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Yes, I do agree. I was just listening to a radio programme on BBC 4 this morning about parents who told their daughter she was dead to them because she refused to marry the man they wanted her to marry. This kind of thing is so common. It is as though parents forget how much they love their children, they only think about what they want, what their standing is in the community, when really, the community probably doesn't give a damn, and if it does, then it is just the small-minded, petty parts of it that do care.
Well you answered my worry about rules. Ginny is sure being a little bitch! It would be so tempting to get her off by herself and tell her what a I thought about her and that she'll be sorry someday. I'd be hard pressed not to pass her in the hall and say, "Hi Belatrix, I mean Ginney." I'm so glad I'm such a mature old hag. After I actually thought about it I probably realize it would just lower me to her level. I think Bill should be notified that Ginny is having side effects from her use of dark magic. It is his sister after all. Maybe he could work with her. Severus isn't embarrassed that she publicly admits her feeling for him. So now we just have to deal with his misplaced idea that she will change her mind. I'd tell Ronnald and Harry to fuck off! quietly though. Don't want to end up in the papers. There must be a fuck off hex. They could mysteriously break out with pus boils on their foreheads that spell out ASS HOLE! Can just you imagine road rage in the wizarding world?
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Ha, ha, ha. I enjoyed your review. Yes, I think reacting to Ginny would only make her feel validated, and you don't want to give her that kind of satisfaction. I think Bill knows his sister is in a mire of Darkness, but he can't really do anything at the moment because Arthur is still trying to deal with the changes to Molly. Besides, the whole family needs to work on this together.
They had better be careful if they want to keep this under wraps until she is not taking any of his classes. I don't care what anyone else thinks about her, she doesn't care what anyone else thinks about her, but we can't have the school board imagining a scandle, now can we? Breath.. Take some deep breaths... and wait until you are in his chambers before you shag like the animals, kids.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Oh, totally. They just can't afford a scandal, or even a whiff of a scandal really. They've bought worked too hard to let their reputations suffer because they lost control in a public spot.
It's about time! I'm glad their first time wasn't with Severus in his cups. He would have believed he had practiclly raped her once he was himself. If Hermione had been an old broad like me, she would have ask him if he had any sobering up potion around, then see if he still wanted to bed her. But this gives us more plot to continue the story with, more time to draw out the sedution.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
You'll hate me drawing out the seduction soon :) But Hermione isn't as bold, and I don't think I thought of her asking for some sober-up.
They are spending a great deal of time together. Does she wonder why he is being so nice to her? Also, I have always tried to imagine that Severus had found a way to avoid straight out forceful rape. How does one do that if they find it extreamly distasteful. Wouldn't it be difficult to perform? It is a wonder he did not lose himself during his time as a spy and truely become a Dark Wizard. What kept him wanting to be one of the good guys? What prevented him from giving in to the lure fo dark magic if he had turned off empathy, pity or desire to be good? What kept him from rationalizing he wasn't actually becoming a dark wizard and that he could control it.?
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
I think the thing that saved him was that he could never forget how much it pained him to see Lily's rejection. However much I dislike Lily Potter, she was the one thing that he clung to. He may have totally reinvented her, but she was useful, because he knew that she would never ever tolerate him being a Dark Wizard. Also, I think he was just too intelligent to lose himself to the Darkness completely. He could see what it did to people like Riddle and Bella, and he was stronger mentally. As for being able to rape people even when he didn't want to, I can't believe that he didn't have a lust potion or a viagra type pill of his own to help him perform.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Thank you for the review
Finally! I really wouldn't think ice on ones clitoris would be condusive to orgasm in that it would act as a vaso contstrictor rather than increasing blood flow to the area. I would think one would have to remove the ice after the woman was aroused, to finish the deed. But she had been pretty desparate. Maybe anything that touched her would have cause an orgasm.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
I think at this point, any attention from Severus would have made her come. He's been so restrained for so long. And he does like the power games he plays.
I wouldn't really think of the 7th years as her peers except for the the few who had come back to finish their NEWTS. The other children would have all been year behind her and she has a naturally bossiness to her, that I'm sure she had admonished those kids during her time as Head Girl. Anyway, if she choses to be part of the staff, she will eventually need to realize it is not relevant whether students "like her". She's no longer a peer of any of them, not even the returning adults. She is in a position of authority. It has advantages but it also means saying good bye to making friends at school. The staff are her friends, now. Severus must truely be lonely not to fight this more. How long can he hold out before he desires to truely seduce her. Not long, I hope.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
You're right, of course, and I think Hermione is coming to realise this. But it is a change, and she's seen so much change that giving up everything else she knew to be true is much hardner now. But she will get there. Severus is playing a waiting game, the seduction will take place at a slow pace :)