Chapter Thirteen: A Tropical Island Getaway
What Is This Thing Called Love?
Chapter 13 of 26
kittyperryHermione and Severus visit the tropical island of Sri Lanka where they learn the groundbreaking treatment that is being tested for long-term curse induced nerve damage.
This chapter features a multitude of big, juicy lemons.
Reviewed(i) Thank you everyone for the kind reviews. Please do continue to let me know what you think.
(ii) The characters and world of Harry Potter belong to J.K. Rowling. I make no money from this.
(iii) This chapter is in response to the December 2009's OWL theme on "Yule".
(iv) And last but by no means least, a big thank you to my lovely, amazing beta, Queen_of_Stars.
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When they had made their original Yule plans, Severus and Hermione had thought to spend their time away from Hogwarts in Sydney, where Hermione's parents had been sent. But after the disappointment of rejection, Hermione could not stand to be in the same city as her estranged parents.
While they were having a leisurely breakfast in bed, Hermione brought up something that had been on her mind. "My love, I've been thinking. I really don't want to remain in Sydney or even Australia for Christmas."
Severus raised an eyebrow questioningly.
"Well," said Hermione with a deep blush, "couldn't we use this time to go away somewhere on a proper romantic holiday? We might not get any real time together until summer, otherwise. And just being on the same continent as my parents and not being able to see them, to spend time with them feels horrible."
Severus stroked his lips with his index finger thoughtfully and watched with an amused smirk as Hermione's pupils dilated with arousal. He still could not get over how easy it was to rouse his witch's desire for him. No woman had lusted after him before, and he loved seeing her eyes widen, her breath quicken with her passion for him.
Pulling his thoughts back to the question, he sighed. "Now that we are so far away from Scotland and relatively in the right part of the globe, I'm actually keen to go to an ancient Ayurveda treatment centre in Sri Lanka. It's by the beach, so we could have a sort of working vacation if you will. I've been in correspondence with an experimental native Healer working on a cure for long-term curse-induced nerve-damaged patients."
Hermione's eyes widened in fascination. This was why she was with Severus. "Wow."
Severus nodded and did nothing to bite back his smile. "Gunananda Devasiri, the native Healer I've been writing to, has been conducting tests based on his research derived from ancient Sanskrit scrolls. Sri Lanka has a large number of victims of Cruciatus and other curse-induced nerve and mind damage due to their own civil war."
"Oh," said Hermione. She knew very little about the wider magical world as most of her time and attention had been focused on surviving Voldemort and then adjusting to her new responsibilities as a teaching assistant. "I'd love to go. All I know about Sri Lanka is that they have wonderful tea, which my grandfather loved. He had been based in Ceylon briefly during the Second World War, and he used to tell me stories of the beautiful beaches and mountains."
Severus smiled. Trust Hermione to be enchanted with the idea of a working holiday. Any other woman would have pouted and said there was nothing romantic about going to an experimental healing facility, whatever the location. Once their decision was made, it was surprisingly easy to arrange for a special Portkey to Colombo and then procure another internal Portkey to the specialist centre in Unawatuna.
Unawatuna was everything and more than Hermione could have envisioned. They arrived mid-morning, and the turquoise water, the pale golden sand and the warm, ocean breeze made her feel like she had stepped into paradise. "Wow," she said in amazement. "This place is gorgeous."
"It is, isn't it," said Severus with a smirk. Taking her hand, which he had now grown accustomed to holding, they walked up to the Colonial-style villa that was the only wizarding hotel in the area.
Their hotel was fabulous and perched just by the beach with amazing views of the majestic sunrises and sunsets with colours that could only be glimpsed so close to the equator. That first evening, they walked along the golden beach, watching the colours in the sky change, and the darkness descend rapidly as it was wont to do in tropical climates. Hermione sighed, "Can I tell you something really silly?" she asked quietly.
At Severus's nod, Hermione said, "The worst thing about mummy and daddy's estrangement is that now, I won't be able to get Crookshanks back."
Severus chuckled and pulled her into an embrace.
"No," said Hermione impatiently, for she could see her dark lover was not taking her seriously. Taking a step back, she looked up at Severus. His face showed his lack of comprehension. Sighing, she asked, "You've never had a familiar have you?"
Severus shook his head. As a young boy, a familiar was too expensive, and his father would never have allowed a magical creature into their home. At school, he dared not inflict the pain he was sure the other students would have heaped on a poor innocent animal. And later on, well, no Death Eater really had a familiar, not when the Dark Lord used every possible avenue of vulnerability to hurt and humiliate.
Hermione saw his thoughtful frown and said softly, "We should get you one, then you'll understand. Loosing Crooks was like losing a part of myself. The day I found him, I felt this amazing connection, like I had found a vital element that was missing in my life. Knowing that he is never going to come back home to me, that I am never going to be able to stroke him or whisper my thoughts and plans to his disdainfully singular audience is really painful."
Wordlessly, he slid his arms around her and held her tight as she looked out onto the dark midnight blue waters.
Finally, Hermione sighed again. "I'm so glad you're in my life," she said softly. "I don't think I could go on if it weren't for you and your strength."
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The next day, before heading off to the Ayurveda centre for their appointment with the Healer, they took an early morning swim in the warm waters of the Indian Ocean. Severus, who had never truly relaxed, found the entire experience of letting go extremely hard at first. But he could see how much it seemed to help Hermione, and her joy fuelled his own.
While Severus and Gunananda were ensconced in the scroll room, discussing ingredients and brewing techniques, Hermione learned about the restorative magical massages that the Healer and his apprentices were pioneering. It involved placing a number of spells on the masseuse's hands to soothe and restore the nerves damaged by curses. This was followed by a meditative visualisation massage where the Healer repaired and reconnected disconnected nerve links. The final stage was the re-firing of the nerves and required a combination of high impact massage and strengthening potions. The technique was still being tested, but seemed to be easing long-term patients.
The days sped by as Severus spent his time learning the brewing technique for the potion, collecting a vast stock of the ingredients, since most of them were almost impossible to find in Britain, and in general discussing research with Gunananda. But the early mornings and long, tropical nights were for the lovers alone. They took long walks along the shore, explored the magical quarter of the ancient Dutch fort in Galle and made love ravenously. Severus, after the first day, even started to develop a tan through his prolonged exposure to the sun as he worked with the Healer's apprentices to collect potion ingredients. Though Hermione found Severus' tan incredibly sexy, he was very careful to drink the sun-block potion that Gunananda insisted they both take to avoid sun burn.
On Christmas Eve, they had a special meal at the hotel restaurant. Since it was run by an old Irish couple, the food was traditional Irish and British Christmas fare. After a wonderful dinner of goose and stuffing, cranberry sauce and wonderful elf-made wine, the couple wandered on to the beach-front ballroom where the band was playing traditional wizarding Yule favourites. Listening to Celestina Warbeck's "A Cauldron Full of Hot, Strong Love" brought back poignant memories of holidays with the Weasleys for Hermione, and Severus, seeing the look on her face, pulled her into his arms.
On Christmas Day they opened their small stash of presents. Minerva's owl had found them both with boxes of traditional Scottish shortbread. Severus had bought Hermione a beautiful jewellery box inlaid with Australian opals, and it brought tears to Hermione's eyes, for she realised that it was not often that Severus gave or received gifts. She was really thankful that she had found, in one of her own forays into the shops in Galle, a beautiful tooled collection of coverings for keeping notebooks, made from dragon-hide with a matching dragon-hide satchel for his potion ingredients collecting excursions. The hide had been worked until it gleamed with a soft sheen.
They had been invited to a special Christmas meal with Gunananda's family that afternoon. After they had opened their presents and made slow, sensual love, Severus and Hermione walked along the beach road to the Healer's white-washed bungalow. The gate was set in a low stone wall, and the outside of the house was covered in night blooming jasmine and bright orange bougainvillea blooms.
As they began conversing, Hermione discovered that Gunananda's wife, Kumarilata, was an accomplished cook who was equally skilled in the magical and therapeutic arts. The older witch soon learned that Hermione was interested in learning about medicinal potions and healing and taught Hermione much about the beneficial art of food. Hermione, who had never known that food could also be used as a sort of medicinal art, was informed of the different ingredients that could help ease various medical complaints.
"Is food not taken into the body?" demanded Kumarilata. "Then why can it, too, not be infused with magical properties to aid and cure?"
Hermione, who had never thought of food in this way, was ashamed of her ignorance. "I've never really thought about it," admitted the young woman. "At Hogwarts, the house-elves do the cooking. I've learned some spells to help with the actual process of cooking, but infusing food and its preparation with magic is something that has never been mentioned in any of the books I've read."
Kumarilata chuckled at the younger woman's consternation. "Never fear," said the older witch. "Now that your eyes are open, you can begin your learning. We in Asia have always used the art of food for the benefit of our families. It cures, it calms, it does so many things. Sometimes..." and then she looked around to make sure the men were occupied in the drinking of their locally brewed arrack "...women use food to entice and seduce their men. There are lots of recipes that can only be made by a woman for her man."
Hermione blushed. She wanted so much to ask the older witch for the recipes.
Kumarilata seemed to understand the younger woman's desire. She chuckled again and said, "Before you leave, I will allow you to make copies of my family notebooks. However..." and the woman stopped, once again to ensure they were not overheard "...you must protect them and ensure they do not fall into the wrong hands."
"Of course," said Hermione earnestly in agreement.
While lunch was cooked and eaten and the lazy afternoon passed, Kumarilata taught Hermione about the use of spices and herbs. She also taught the younger woman a number of traditional charms which were sung or hummed over the food as it was prepared and served. Hermione, who had never paid much attention to domestic spellcraft, was an apt pupil once more. Much to her delight, at the end of the day, she was allowed to copy down a number of hand written manuscripts belonging to Kumarilata's family. Hermione was overwhelmed by the generosity of the Devasiri family. As the two couples said their good-byes after an enjoyable day, a life-long friendship was established between the younger pair and the older, childless duo.
Their time away from Hogwarts over, Hermione and Severus prepared to return refreshed to Scotland. Over a quiet dinner in their beachfront hotel, Severus and Hermione wondered how to handle their new relationship.
Severus was reluctant to hide their newfound closeness. "I know it would be prudent to be circumspect," admitted Severus thoughtfully, "but I have lived a life of shadows for so long that I feel it is time to be open about who I am and what I am."
Hermione nodded in understanding. "I don't want to hide our relationship, either," she said softly. She reached out to stroke his hand that lay upon the table. "I'm not ashamed of my feelings for you. Minerva is, of course, on our side, and she's assured me that there's nothing in the school rules to stop an inter-staff relationship."
Severus chuckled. "Minerva is the one who first made me aware that you might be the woman mentioned in the prophecy," he admitted in amusement. "She'll be delighted to see us in a relationship."
Before retiring to bed, they went for a final walk along the beach in the moonlight. Severus, despite his claims of wanting to be open about his relationship, worried about the repercussions. She was so young, and his past was sure to come to haunt them.
Hermione seemed to understand what was going through his mind. She slid her arms around his waist and pulled him into a tight embrace, holding him as they looked out over the water.
Finally, with a sigh, Severus pulled himself together. With a sheepish grimace, he withdrew a tiny jewellery box covered in silver satin cloth. As Hermione's eyes goggled in amazement, he opened the box to reveal a beautiful ring. As she opened her mouth to speak, he placed his finger against her lips.
"Sh...," he said, silencing her. "This is a token of my heartfelt devotion. When you are ready...if you are ever ready...I will be glad to put it on your engagement finger. I'm not pressuring you in any way. I know this is a big step. But I want you to have it, to know that I am sincere in my desire for you, in my commitment to having you in my life."
"Oh, Severus," said Hermione, tears pouring down her cheeks. "You're such a silly man. There's no need to wait. I love you; I'll be more than happy to wear your betrothal ring."
Severus was taken aback. He knew she loved him. He had heard her whisper the words to him on a number of occasions, but he had not expected her to agree to marry him so quickly. They had after all been together for only a few brief months. "Are you sure?" he asked in disbelief. "We've been together for an extremely short time. You don't know what I'm capable of, Hermione."
"Hush," said Hermione furiously. "I know how brave, how good, how loyal you can be. I'm not afraid of your Darkness. I know you will always protect me, no matter what. Of course I'll marry you, Severus."
His eyes glowing with unrestrained pleasure and pride, Severus gently slid the ring onto her finger. It was a beautiful ring. Made of platinum set with a stunningly large, shimmering, bright red Gryffindor sapphire, with smaller red sapphires and diamonds forming bands on either side, it had runes in Sanskrit etched into the inside of the band. Then, as Hermione stood with her skirt trailing in the surf, with the waves lapping at her ankles, he kissed her with all of the love, passion and devotion he felt in his heart.
Hermione wrapped her arms around him and kissed him back wholeheartedly. In her wildest dreams, she had not expected the dark, dangerous and intensely private man to turn into this tender, romantic lover. Even though he kept bringing up his inherent Darkness, all Hermione could see was the purity and Light of his heart-felt affection and passion.
Severus had no words to express his sense of peace and joy at her agreeing to be his wife. Instead, he returned her embrace and her kisses, expressing through his actions how much he appreciated her unconditional love. Soon they were once again caught up in their mutual passion. Severus half carried, half dragged her back to their beach-fronted room, where he slowly, deliberately stripped her off her clothes. When she was naked, he guided her to their bed before standing before her to undress. She watched him, captivated, as layer upon layer of cloth was removed.
Soon he was standing proud and erect before her. She opened her arms wide and welcomed him to her. He came to her and captured her mouth with a searing kiss. Before long, the kissing progressed to frenzied stroking and grasping. Hermione was burning with desire, almost desperate for fulfilment. She took his hard length and drew it into her. They joined together with practiced ease; they fit together perfectly. She urged him to go faster, her heels pulling him into her. "Harder, Severus," she demanded.
Severus laughed. He had never thought that he would be capable of laughter while making love. Slowing his strokes further, to the obvious annoyance of his witch, he asked, "Will I never have you at my leisure, woman?"
"No," she replied cheekily, "not when I want you so desperately all the time."
Soon, though, humour was replaced once more with urgency. He started thrusting into her with all of his considerable power, and Hermione keened with need. Faster and harder he moved, grunting with exertion until he was completely lost in her heat, her tightness. She surrounded him, and he flew into a million pieces just as she started to orgasm. They were bathed with light at their simultaneous combustion. As they came back to themselves, they noticed the soft silver glow that still surrounded them.
"What is this?" asked Hermione in wonder.
Severus, too, was astonished at the manifestation of their emotion. Pulling Hermione so that she lay with her head nestled on his chest, he tried to explain. "The jeweller Gunananda took me to said that the ring had special charms and powers built into it. I was not told what they all were, but that they were to do with love, fidelity, fertility and prosperity. He said they would be released at opportune moments. I suspect we just released the first of them, love."
Hermione raised her expressive face to gaze at him with adoration.
Deciding that nothing other than absolute honestly was required of him, Severus said, "Hermione, I do love you. You have made me happier than I ever thought it was possible for me to be."
"Oh, Severus. I love you, too. I love you with all that I am and all that I have ever been. I am so glad you decided to take the chance to get to know me."
"My love, my own sweet love," was all he could murmur into her wild and tangled curls.
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Loved it :)
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Thank you. I'm so pleased you did.
Another great story. Thanks for the wonderful read.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Thank you so much for taking the time to read my story and leave a review. I'm so pleased you enjoyed it. xxx
Great story! I just have one question. Did Ginny, Molly and Ron ever truly find peace? I loved how everyone came together at the end. It was a really nice touch. Thank you for sharing your talent with the rest of us!
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Thank you so much for taking the time to leave a review. I love hearing from someone who has read and enjoyed my story. As for Ron, Ginny and Molly finding peace, I think they will, but it will take time and it won't be easy. They really need to face their own weaknesses and they don't want to. But I think eventually they will.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Thank you so much for taking the time to leave a review. I love hearing from someone who has read and enjoyed my story. As for Ron, Ginny and Molly finding peace, I think they will, but it will take time and it won't be easy. They really need to face their own weaknesses and they don't want to. But I think eventually they will.
This was such an absolutely amazing story. It has become one of my most favorite tales of the love between Severus and Hermione. Thank you for writing such a wonderful story.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
You are very welcome. I am so pleased to hear from you and to know that you enjoyed the story. I had a marvellous time writing it.Can I ask you what you found special about the story?
That's right! Stop being snobs you Gyriffindore! Stop the bigotry you Slytherin! Now lets all sing some Bob Marley tunes, smoke the peace pipe then knock down the fences. Just don't lick the toads or eat any shrooms until you're home with friends who can help you know what's real and what isn't. Any of you uncomfortable with that come over here and have a nice cup of tea and eat some magic cake.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Ha, ha, ha. You are so funny. You and I need to become friends and tear other fanfiction to shreads :) Seriously :) Look me up on facebook if you are on it. I'm the only Tasneem Perry there is in the whole world :)
Response from breastlady (Reviewer)
I would love to be friends! But I'm not on Facebook.I can't figure out how people have time for Facebook! I can hardly get all my email read. Second, I don't trust myself not to say something that goes viral and that I'll be sorry for later. I'm rather out spoken and silly sometimes. I've heard that people have lost their jobs or not been hired for having incredibly stupid moments on Facebook and twitter. I could easily end up being that person. I've been in the same profession, in the same town for 20 years and too many people here know my name! I work for a huge health care organization. I could just see one of our pediatricians or a patient looking me up and finding out what I'm really like when I'm not at work. About 10 years ago I remember a job evalution where my supervisor said, "I gave you exceeds expectations on almost everything, but there's one problem....I never know what you're going to say!" She doesn't think I'm very funny. I'm much better now, as long as I have my white coat on. I try very hard to be good. But when the white coat comes off....there's no telling what I'd say. Feel free to contact me from my profile and I'll give you my personal contact info!
I'm really glad Snape wasn't there. He has to act right all the time because he's the Headmaster and my be politic. Hermione couldn't have hexed Ronald. I think Snape would have stopped her. The Headmaster of Hogwarts can't go around hexing people just because they piss you off. I'm glad Percy has come to his senses. I don't think Severus is going to be very happy with the situation. I hope the party at the Malfoy's goes better.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Thank you for another review. I am loving these little conversations we are having. Yes, Severus couldn't have done anything overt to Ron, but don't let that stop you from thinking that he could have done something that no one would have noticed.But yes, it was good for Hermione to handle it on her own. She needs to show the world that she can defend herself, that she is not just Severus' woman, or Harry's side-kick or whatever.
I'm happy for Harry and Hermione. Thanks for making him sweet again.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
I love Harry, and I would never have left him to suffer and be mired forever in Darkness. But, I did want to explore what could send someone as good as him, as pure as him into the pit of Darkness. Not all bad people are born bad, things happen to bring out their inner darkness.
How many Slytherin were driven to Voldemort by Dumbledore's out right dimissal of them as someone of value? It's a wonder he wanted to save Draco. He had done nothing to save Severus. I wonder why Draco was different than the other Death Eater's children?
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Excellent point. I think Dumbledore was coming to realise that the Malfoys were critical to the balance of the war. He must have finally realised that if he was sending Severus off to die, that he needed another tool to use. I dislike and mistrust Dumbledore, so I am giving him the most draconian and cynical of reasons.
The little speech Snape made about Hermione surely knowing Severus chuckled. ‘Silly woman,’ he said, stroking her horrid hair. ‘I’m sure she knew that I would make sure that what she gave you was safe and proper for you to use.’As Hermione prepared to tell him off, he gentled her by placing his hand across her mouth. ‘I don’t mean to suggest that I don’t trust you or her, my dear, but I’m a naturally possessive and cautious man. Surely, you must have suspected that Gunananda would have shared with his wife his knowledge of me and my methods. Thus, surely you must have known that they would have expected me to fully peruse everything that you were given in Sri Lanka.’ reminds me of The Princess Bride I love that movie!
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Not really got into Princess Bride and don't think I really paid attention to the dialogue. I shall have to watch it again this weekend or something.But yes, it is foolish to imagine that Severus doesn't go through all her things and knows all she does. I mean, that's why she had the mail for the surprise birthday party go through Minerva, because she would imagine that he does scrutinise her correspondence. He is that kind of man and only someone like her who is strong enough and tough enough can handle him.
Good animagis choices! To register or not to register, that is the question.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Ha, ha, ha. Thank you. Choosing the owl for Hermione was not hard. It was linked to her bookworm and wise woman image. Severus was much harder, something magestic, but not lion-like :P
I think this is my first Longbottom's get healed story. Will the healers at St. Mungo's realize that they don't have the same magical strength required like Hermione and Severus? Maybe since it seem the Longbottom's were the worse case, the others won't require such strong magial power. I don't get Harry's lingering problem with Snape? He knows Snape had no choice in killing Dumbledore. What happened to "the bravest man I ever knew"?
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
I think the healers and Severus too will document this, but you're right, the Longbottoms' were the worst case, the other will still benefit from the research being done. And now that Severus and Hermione know what needs to be done, they can find other ways for Healers working together to raise, and combine their magic, if not for long, then for at least small bursts of energy flow. I think Harry intellectually knows that Severus is the bravest person he ever knew, but it's easy to revere someone who is dead, it is much harder to deal with a living hero, one who loved your mother and hated your father and your god-father, both who you love.
What's keeping them from getting married? And what happened to Rita Skeeter? I guess great minds think alike when it comes to my questions in earlier chapters about Arthur Weasely. I am very glad Harry wasn't involved. He had already had to learn how to deal with Voldemort inside him so his darkness probably isn't as out of control. And he's always been a good boy.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Yes. Harry's always a good lad and he always tries to do the right thing.As for getting married, I think Severus doesn't want to rush Hermione. I think there's a part of him that's still worried that she is too young to know her mind.
Wow!! Ginny: "You bitch slap that little whore!" Ron: "Yeh, that's right! What? She thinks she's too good for this cock?" Jerry: Miss Granger declined our invitaiton to this sorted low class show. Ginny:"Who you callin low class, you wanker! She gets up and starts pulling Jerry Spriner's hair and is tackled by two large men who drag her off stage as the camera's follow them and she yells obscenities...Ron jumps up yelling "You take your hands of my sister, you buggering ass hole!" and runs at the large men. He is then tackled by two more large men and some big bald guy is yelling in his face only a haf inch from his nose, "You gonna calm down, or do we take you to muggle bootcamp you sleeze!" Jerry:"Well, that's all for our show today. Join us tomorrow as Ron, Ginny and Molly Weasely have their wands taken from them for a day and they experience Muggle Boot Camp!"
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Never watched Jerry Springer, but yes, perfect narration of what could happen.
Response from breastlady (Reviewer)
You're not missing a thing! It is total crap with low class people who, interestingly, always end up in a physical altercation with hair pulling and name calling. I'm sure it's not rigged or anything. It's like, "Tina has a secret for her husband today. Let's call Dan out here. Alright Tina, tell Dan your secret." "Well Dan, I've been sleeping with your dad for two years and your son is really your half brother." Then Dan's mom and ex wife of Dan's dad, who happens to be married to Tina's dad, comes out and tells Tina what a little whore she is, then Tina runs over and starts pulling her out of the chair by her hair, until they are separated by the bald bouncers and the audience is screaming like it's the best thing they've ever seen. The show is partially responsible for the destruction of our society here! The kids watch this crap every afternoon for years when they get home from school and their parents are at work. Then the kids turn into teenagers and young adults who think these trashy, vulgar, toothless, drug addicts, who sleep with 13 year olds and are covered in badly done tattoos are normal people. Jerry Springer is just the worst one of these kinds of popular afternoon television shows. He actually used to be a United States Senator. Just kill me now!
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Ah, the beauty of American politics and your system of goverment. Here you need to go to public school [that's private school], have a spotless reputation [if at all possible] and be a toff or a toff wanna be to get into parliment. Seriously though, I do agree. I think trash has been given too much of a public/media viewing and so people think this is the way to act/behave. Before, we would hide in shame, now we lap it up and then complain that children have no moral compass. Duh. This is why we don't have a TV and don't watch TV. I've not seen any TV since 2000. That's 11 whole years of listening to BBC Radio 4, BBC Radio 3, Classic FM and reading. My evenings are so much more interesting. I have time to paint, to actually do arts and crafts with the radio on for news, music and entertainment.
Totally dig the incantation and magically induced orgasm. I want what she's having, thank you very much! It seems strange that the Malfoys are being more civil than the Weasely's. I suppose that the Malfoys are used to the good manners and graceful behavior expected with their status and the Weasely's have always been ruled by their emotions. I'm sure if the Malfoys were bitter that Severus was with a Muggle born they would have found a way to show their displeasure. They wouldn't stoop to something as vulgar as a howler in front of the entire school, though. I'm sure you'll clear this problem up by the end though. Weasely's
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
You're spot on. The Malfoys I think realise that they have managed to survive the war by the skin of their teeth. They need to be on the good side of Severus as a war hero and now Headmaster. If he took up with a troll, they would accept the troll. They can't be seen to be biased now. The political climate it so volatile. The Weasleys on the other hand have had their first exposure to Dark Magic. They have no control over their emotions, they have no fall back option of knowing how to conduct themselves in society. So it's like many things influencing both parties and their behaviours.
For once I don't have to say "poor Severus" Sounds like you are very familiar with Sri Lanka. Personally, not a spicy food person but it sounded wonderful.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
I was born and spent the first 25 years of my life there :) So yes, adore Sri Lanka food. The thing with Sri Lankan spice though is that while it's hot, it's not just hot, there's a proper blend of spicy with creamy coconut, and sweet sour [i.e. the mango] so that when you mix it up on your plate the flavours evolve and become something much more than the individual dishes.
I don't think their New Years celebration was pitiful at all. I think it was wonderful! I did think how creepy it would feel to be the only 3 people in the entire castle, besides house elves and ghosts. I understand Ron being an ASS, but I don't understand Molly. She'd surely seen the pictures in the Prophet! She wouldn't condone Ron's womanizing. Her darkness could be directed at he an Ginny just as well as Hermione. Maybe it already is. I would think Mr. Weasely would at leat listen to Bill and support the family admitting this could possibly be true. Molly has always been hot tempered, but Mr. Weasely has always been measured. I would imagine that the kind of darkness he would experience would be directed at himself. I could see him being beset by guilt for not protecting his family from these consequences of using dark magic. Others surviving Order Members must be suffering too.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Yes, I think the problem is that Arthur is suffering from guilt and doesn't want to admit that even more is wrong. How can he forgive himself for losing Fred, when he himself survived. I guess the whole family is in need of actually doing something about their darkness, just as many in the order are. I think with Arthur it is a case of buring his head in the sand, hoping things will go away.
I'm so happy for Severus and Hermione. I hope this wonderful chapter doesn't forshadow the obligitory "now they have to have something bad happen" thing. Have they been taking precautions regarding birth control? How does Severus know that that ring may not do all of those things at the same time? It's too soon for a baby. They ruin all the fun. I also don't want anyone to think that Hermione is only marrying Severus because she has to.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
No worries, don't you think that as a Potions' Master he's not on some kind of birth control. I mean, he's likely to have taken something for long-term protection if he was being forced to rape during the Voldemort war years. He was a product of parents being forced to marry, he is the last person to take any kind of risk.
Hermione's parents surprised me with the amount of virtol and anger they had. I am so glad Severus went back to tell them what he really thought about them. It was such a knee jerk reaction they had. I understand some upsetness regarding not asking them but don't they remember how much they used to love her? Needless to say, she's so better off with Severus and he wouldn't have to share her affection with anyone else.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Yes, I do agree. I was just listening to a radio programme on BBC 4 this morning about parents who told their daughter she was dead to them because she refused to marry the man they wanted her to marry. This kind of thing is so common. It is as though parents forget how much they love their children, they only think about what they want, what their standing is in the community, when really, the community probably doesn't give a damn, and if it does, then it is just the small-minded, petty parts of it that do care.
Well you answered my worry about rules. Ginny is sure being a little bitch! It would be so tempting to get her off by herself and tell her what a I thought about her and that she'll be sorry someday. I'd be hard pressed not to pass her in the hall and say, "Hi Belatrix, I mean Ginney." I'm so glad I'm such a mature old hag. After I actually thought about it I probably realize it would just lower me to her level. I think Bill should be notified that Ginny is having side effects from her use of dark magic. It is his sister after all. Maybe he could work with her. Severus isn't embarrassed that she publicly admits her feeling for him. So now we just have to deal with his misplaced idea that she will change her mind. I'd tell Ronnald and Harry to fuck off! quietly though. Don't want to end up in the papers. There must be a fuck off hex. They could mysteriously break out with pus boils on their foreheads that spell out ASS HOLE! Can just you imagine road rage in the wizarding world?
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Ha, ha, ha. I enjoyed your review. Yes, I think reacting to Ginny would only make her feel validated, and you don't want to give her that kind of satisfaction. I think Bill knows his sister is in a mire of Darkness, but he can't really do anything at the moment because Arthur is still trying to deal with the changes to Molly. Besides, the whole family needs to work on this together.
They had better be careful if they want to keep this under wraps until she is not taking any of his classes. I don't care what anyone else thinks about her, she doesn't care what anyone else thinks about her, but we can't have the school board imagining a scandle, now can we? Breath.. Take some deep breaths... and wait until you are in his chambers before you shag like the animals, kids.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Oh, totally. They just can't afford a scandal, or even a whiff of a scandal really. They've bought worked too hard to let their reputations suffer because they lost control in a public spot.
It's about time! I'm glad their first time wasn't with Severus in his cups. He would have believed he had practiclly raped her once he was himself. If Hermione had been an old broad like me, she would have ask him if he had any sobering up potion around, then see if he still wanted to bed her. But this gives us more plot to continue the story with, more time to draw out the sedution.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
You'll hate me drawing out the seduction soon :) But Hermione isn't as bold, and I don't think I thought of her asking for some sober-up.
They are spending a great deal of time together. Does she wonder why he is being so nice to her? Also, I have always tried to imagine that Severus had found a way to avoid straight out forceful rape. How does one do that if they find it extreamly distasteful. Wouldn't it be difficult to perform? It is a wonder he did not lose himself during his time as a spy and truely become a Dark Wizard. What kept him wanting to be one of the good guys? What prevented him from giving in to the lure fo dark magic if he had turned off empathy, pity or desire to be good? What kept him from rationalizing he wasn't actually becoming a dark wizard and that he could control it.?
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
I think the thing that saved him was that he could never forget how much it pained him to see Lily's rejection. However much I dislike Lily Potter, she was the one thing that he clung to. He may have totally reinvented her, but she was useful, because he knew that she would never ever tolerate him being a Dark Wizard. Also, I think he was just too intelligent to lose himself to the Darkness completely. He could see what it did to people like Riddle and Bella, and he was stronger mentally. As for being able to rape people even when he didn't want to, I can't believe that he didn't have a lust potion or a viagra type pill of his own to help him perform.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Thank you for the review
Finally! I really wouldn't think ice on ones clitoris would be condusive to orgasm in that it would act as a vaso contstrictor rather than increasing blood flow to the area. I would think one would have to remove the ice after the woman was aroused, to finish the deed. But she had been pretty desparate. Maybe anything that touched her would have cause an orgasm.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
I think at this point, any attention from Severus would have made her come. He's been so restrained for so long. And he does like the power games he plays.
I wouldn't really think of the 7th years as her peers except for the the few who had come back to finish their NEWTS. The other children would have all been year behind her and she has a naturally bossiness to her, that I'm sure she had admonished those kids during her time as Head Girl. Anyway, if she choses to be part of the staff, she will eventually need to realize it is not relevant whether students "like her". She's no longer a peer of any of them, not even the returning adults. She is in a position of authority. It has advantages but it also means saying good bye to making friends at school. The staff are her friends, now. Severus must truely be lonely not to fight this more. How long can he hold out before he desires to truely seduce her. Not long, I hope.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
You're right, of course, and I think Hermione is coming to realise this. But it is a change, and she's seen so much change that giving up everything else she knew to be true is much hardner now. But she will get there. Severus is playing a waiting game, the seduction will take place at a slow pace :)