Chapter Eleven: I’ve got sex on my mind
What Is This Thing Called Love?
Chapter 11 of 26
kittyperryHermione and Severus finally begin to explore their mutual attraction.
Lemons; sweet, juicy, luscious lemons are to be found in this chapter.
(i) Thank you everyone for the kind reviews. Please do continue to let me know what you think.
(ii) The characters and world of Harry Potter belong to J.K. Rowling. I make no money from this.
(iii) And last but by no means least, a big thank you to my lovely, amazing beta, Queen_of_Stars.
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Mid-November saw winter arrive in the highlands of Scotland with its earnest flurry of snow and sleet. In the fortnight that had followed their Halloween discussion, Hermione and Severus had not really advanced their relationship very much further. Hogsmeade gossip had certainly made their meetings more cautious, and Severus was content to be the perfect gentleman. He was now, more than ever before, keen to entice Hermione into making the next move in their relationship. He wanted her to come to him, to keep coming to him, so that it would always be Hermione who was emotionally vulnerable. He realised on a certain level that he was being callous, but he convinced himself that he was merely being prudent and cautious. There is no necessity, he reasoned, to have my heart made weak and vulnerable a second time. I have suffered enough with Lily; this time, I am going to play it safe.
Hermione was finding Severus' lack of initiative extremely frustrating. He knew she was a virgin. It was not easy for her to express her sexuality and desire. However, Hermione did understand her dark would-be-lover, and so she continued to be the one who instigated their trysts. For Hermione was smart enough to realise that, although he did not lay himself open to rejection, once she initiated contact, he would always respond with passion and fervour. Nonetheless, at the end of their rendezvous, in spite of their urgent kisses and caresses, Severus always managed to keep his control over the situation and send her away at night, untouched.
One Sunday night, on the twenty-second of November to be precise, Hermione was up late working in the library when Severus came in. "Hello," she whispered with a smile. "Madam Pince has gone to bed for the night. She told me to lock up when I leave."
Severus nodded. "I won't be long. I'm only picking up a few books."
Hermione smiled. Their moments alone had become even fewer and farther between since the onset of winter had come with a flurry of maladies that kept them both busy brewing for the infirmary. But tonight, she knew no one would be around this late. She quietly stacked the books she'd been researching through and placed them all into her heavy backpack. Then she approached the Librarian's counter where Severus was now entering the books he'd checked out. She idly read the titles and, when he was done, slid her arms around him. "I've missed you," she whispered, her lips ghosting against his ear.
Hermione was always amazed at how startled Severus was with her simple displays of affection. But his reactions were always pleasurable to her hugs and caresses. He turned around and pressed her back against the counter. She slid her hands into his thick hair and scraped her nails against his scalp. She'd learnt that this pleased him and she was not mistaken.
Severus growled in approval and took her mouth in a forceful kiss, which she returned with equal fervour. Soon she felt his impressive erection pressing hard into her belly, and she wrapped her leg around his hip, trying to get it to press into her aching heat. "Oh God, Severus, I want you," moaned Hermione. "Please come back to my rooms so I can get you out of these robes."
"Hermione," he breathed against her ear. "You know I want you desperately, but this is too soon. We've not been together for long. There's still so much about me that you don't know. My passions are not those of a callow youth; my years as a Death Eater have made me much harder, and much more brutal. I could hurt you so badly if I lose control."
"Nonsense," said Hermione firmly. "You would never hurt me. Besides, I trust you. I know that even if you lost control, you would ensure my pleasure. What do you think I've been researching at the dead of night, hmm...?"
Severus laughed. "Don't tell me you were researching sex?"
"But of course," whispered Hermione seductively. "When I come to your bed, I will be a virgin, but I won't be a shrinking violet. I want to know how to please you, to return your passion."
"Oh, Sweet Nimue," groaned Severus. "Do you know what hearing you speak like that does to me?" He thrust his hardness against her, fucking her through their many layers before once again gathering his control like a cloak and walking her back to her chambers.
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Three days later, Hermione was determined that she was going to see more of Severus' naked flesh. They had been in a relationship for almost a month now, and she knew that she was starting to go a little crazy with need. In truth, she was so frustrated that all she could think about was Severus and his row upon row of buttons, which she was desperate to undo. Deciding that she had to take the initiative once more, she ordered a daringly cut negligee in bronze-coloured silk from a Muggle lingerie catalogue. Waiting for the following Friday night, when she knew that Severus would be fairly unoccupied, she made her way down to his chambers. She had worn her work robes over the negligee and felt ready to take the next step in their relationship.
Severus was busy working at his desk on what seemed to be correspondence. He smiled tiredly at her and said, "It's lovely as always to see you, but I've got to finish all of this tedious work for the Board of Governors meeting tomorrow."
"Oh," said Hermione in disappointment. She realised she wasn't going to get the shagging she'd set her mind on. But, never one to dwell on what could not be, she merely said, "Let me help relax you a bit before you get on with it, then."
Severus looked perplexed but groaned softly when her hands began massaging his tired shoulders. "That feels divine," he murmured.
Hermione smiled, then, kissed him boldly on his lips. "There's something else that will feel even better," she whispered, before moving to kneel before him on the floor.
Severus' eyebrows disappeared into his hairline as she began parting his robe and frock-coat before unbuttoning the now straining fastenings of his trousers. "I don't..." said Severus, but he was quickly silenced by Hermione, who placed her finger against his lips.
"Please, Severus. I want to do this for you. Please let me," said Hermione softly.
He could not refuse her. Especially when all of his higher brain functions seemed to have shut down. Pushing aside the fabric of his wool trousers, she pulled out his now extremely hard and aroused flesh.
"God, that's beautiful," whispered Hermione, before running her fingers along his erection. Then, she smiled up at him and leaned over to take the tip of his cock tentatively into her mouth. She sucked and licked at it experimentally, getting a feel for its texture and taste.
Severus watched her spellbound. It was obvious that she had never done this before, but her fierce concentration as she gazed at his cock made him harder than he ever remembered being.
As Hermione took more of his impressive length into her mouth, Severus moaned. Unable to resist, he slipped his hands into her curls and used his hold upon her to slowly fuck her mouth. This indication of his desire seemed to act as a sign, for Hermione began working his flesh with much more certainty and ardour. As she sucked and swirled her tongue around his cock, Severus began thrusting into her mouth in earnest. Soon his tightly held passion was unleashed, and he lost himself in forcing more and more of himself into her mouth, gagging her repeatedly as he pumped in and out furiously. Hermione was extremely turned on by this, causing her to start moaning around his flesh. This excited Severus even more, and the last of his control vanished. Standing, he forcibly angled her jaw, ramming himself into her, forcing her to take him into her throat over and over again, until unable to stop, he came, groaning and gasping, flooding her with his seed.
When Severus was done, he sat back down shakily. He was convinced that she would now flee. He had told her that his passion was unrestrained. No virgin wanted to have her mouth raped, for rape was what he had done in the last moments of his passion. But instead, Severus watched in amazement as Hermione licked her lips like a cat making sure to get to the last drops of some precious cream. Then, looking at his shocked expression, she grinned cheekily up at him.
"That went better than I thought," said Hermione. She had been afraid that she would get her first attempt at fellatio wrong, but Severus' reaction, especially towards the end, had proved that she had managed to make the dark man lose complete control. "You're delicious," she next said, before perching herself on his lap to kiss him thoroughly.
Severus was speechless. Who is this wanton and what has happened to the bookworm of Gryffindor? Her kiss, however, distracted him, and he hungrily returned her kiss and revelled in the fact that he could taste himself on her. Eventually when he could think straight, he pushed her off him and straightened his clothes. Then, pulling her back on to his lap, he asked, "Were you not afraid? Hermione, another woman would have run screaming from the room, claiming correctly that I was raping her."
"Oh, Severus," said Hermione gently. "That was the most amazing experience of my life. You're always so in control, so rigidly in charge of every situation; to see you lose control was a real revelation for me. I can't wait to see more of it."
Severus kissed her tenderly on her bruised lips. Lips he had bruised with his cock. Merlin, he thought, but I'm a depraved fuck. I love the fact that it is my cock that gave her that pouty, red mouth. "You're a treasure," he rumbled hoarsely against her ear. "I shall have to return the favour soon."
Hermione shifted restlessly against him. Severus knew she was frustrated. He could smell her juices and feel the clenching of her thighs. He felt like a right cad for being unable to pleasure her, but work did come first. "Not tonight, my pet, I am sorry to leave you in this state, but these responses must be sent off tonight."
Hermione pouted, before nodding her head in agreement. She did realise how much work Severus had due to his insistence on curriculum change at Hogwarts.
"I'll hold you to that," she said cheekily before flashing him a bright smile. Then with one final kiss, she left him to his work.
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Hermione was spending another late Sunday night in the library. December had set in and the students were focused on the upcoming Yule holidays.
Severus, she knew, was in another lengthy meeting with Kingsley on the complaints some parents had made to the Ministry about Severus' decision to teach a more detailed Dark Arts curriculum.
Suddenly, the torches in the library were extinguished. She grabbed her wand and attempted to cast a "Lumos," but nothing happened.
Hermione started to panic. She knew sensibly that nothing could hurt her at Hogwarts, but sitting in the dark in the deserted part of the castle was frightening. As she attempted to make her way by touch to the entrance of the library, she was frozen by the feeling of chains wrapping around her. Hermione squeaked in fright. Just because the war was ended didn't mean there still weren't the family of the defeated in attendance as students in Hogwarts. She would always be an obvious target for revenge.
Slowly as if the chains were sentient, they wound 'round her hands before securing her in a position that left her with her hands pointing up towards the ceiling. Next, her feet were tied to the floor. Hermione was really afraid, but she tried to stay calm. "Who's there?" she called.
When there was no answer, she yelled, "Help, somebody, help."
It was then that she felt the first brush of magic unbuttoning her robes. Helpless, she could do nothing until she was completely stripped of the modest wool skirt she had on beneath her robes. Her cardigan and button-down shirt were opened, and then, her bra unhooked. Then her warm woollen tights and underwear followed. Exposed, she shivered with the intense cold of the castle.
But she could not deny that the utter stillness and silence of this seduction was starting to turn her on. The rush of adrenalin, the fear and the uncertainty of what was to follow were feeding the Darkness within, giving her enormous pleasure. For as her clothes had begun to come off, Hermione had realised that it was Severus who was wielding the magic behind this attack.
She grew wet with anticipation. She had no idea what he had planned for her. But Hermione trusted Severus completely, and she knew he was testing her, making sure that she could take his darkness and passion in stride before completely committing to their relationship.
When a gentle feather brushed her sensitized throat, Hermione moaned. She couldn't deny the passion this display was bringing forth within her. Next the feather circled her hardened nipples before moving down her stomach to flick at her weeping core. At the contact with her aroused flesh, she gasped.
"Severus," she called desperately. "Where are you? I want to see you... feel you," she begged urgently.
She was met by silence, but the feather was replaced by a cube of ice that drew circles on her nipples until she was nearly mindless with need. Just as she thought that she couldn't take the sweet torture being inflicted upon her, the never-melt ice cube slid into her gaping hole. Hermione gasped out loud yet again, and as the cube ground against her heated, needy nub, she shattered into a million pieces.
As she came, the ice cube was replaced by Severus' questing tongue that licked and sucked, driving her orgasm further. Even as she came down from her orgasm, his tongue did not stop its assault on her most intimate of places; instead he continued to lap, to nip at her clit until she was driven once more to the point of mindless frenzy. Doing her best to grind herself against him, she arched into him, trying to get as much of his tongue into her as possible.
She felt him chuckle darkly against her core, and the vibrations only increasing her desperation. "More," she begged, "oh please, Severus, I need more," as his tongue began to fuck her in earnest. As he plunged his talented tongue into her with ever increasing power she shattered once more, gasping, moaning her pleasure out loud.
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Loved it :)
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Thank you. I'm so pleased you did.
Another great story. Thanks for the wonderful read.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Thank you so much for taking the time to read my story and leave a review. I'm so pleased you enjoyed it. xxx
Great story! I just have one question. Did Ginny, Molly and Ron ever truly find peace? I loved how everyone came together at the end. It was a really nice touch. Thank you for sharing your talent with the rest of us!
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Thank you so much for taking the time to leave a review. I love hearing from someone who has read and enjoyed my story. As for Ron, Ginny and Molly finding peace, I think they will, but it will take time and it won't be easy. They really need to face their own weaknesses and they don't want to. But I think eventually they will.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Thank you so much for taking the time to leave a review. I love hearing from someone who has read and enjoyed my story. As for Ron, Ginny and Molly finding peace, I think they will, but it will take time and it won't be easy. They really need to face their own weaknesses and they don't want to. But I think eventually they will.
This was such an absolutely amazing story. It has become one of my most favorite tales of the love between Severus and Hermione. Thank you for writing such a wonderful story.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
You are very welcome. I am so pleased to hear from you and to know that you enjoyed the story. I had a marvellous time writing it.Can I ask you what you found special about the story?
That's right! Stop being snobs you Gyriffindore! Stop the bigotry you Slytherin! Now lets all sing some Bob Marley tunes, smoke the peace pipe then knock down the fences. Just don't lick the toads or eat any shrooms until you're home with friends who can help you know what's real and what isn't. Any of you uncomfortable with that come over here and have a nice cup of tea and eat some magic cake.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Ha, ha, ha. You are so funny. You and I need to become friends and tear other fanfiction to shreads :) Seriously :) Look me up on facebook if you are on it. I'm the only Tasneem Perry there is in the whole world :)
Response from breastlady (Reviewer)
I would love to be friends! But I'm not on Facebook.I can't figure out how people have time for Facebook! I can hardly get all my email read. Second, I don't trust myself not to say something that goes viral and that I'll be sorry for later. I'm rather out spoken and silly sometimes. I've heard that people have lost their jobs or not been hired for having incredibly stupid moments on Facebook and twitter. I could easily end up being that person. I've been in the same profession, in the same town for 20 years and too many people here know my name! I work for a huge health care organization. I could just see one of our pediatricians or a patient looking me up and finding out what I'm really like when I'm not at work. About 10 years ago I remember a job evalution where my supervisor said, "I gave you exceeds expectations on almost everything, but there's one problem....I never know what you're going to say!" She doesn't think I'm very funny. I'm much better now, as long as I have my white coat on. I try very hard to be good. But when the white coat comes off....there's no telling what I'd say. Feel free to contact me from my profile and I'll give you my personal contact info!
I'm really glad Snape wasn't there. He has to act right all the time because he's the Headmaster and my be politic. Hermione couldn't have hexed Ronald. I think Snape would have stopped her. The Headmaster of Hogwarts can't go around hexing people just because they piss you off. I'm glad Percy has come to his senses. I don't think Severus is going to be very happy with the situation. I hope the party at the Malfoy's goes better.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Thank you for another review. I am loving these little conversations we are having. Yes, Severus couldn't have done anything overt to Ron, but don't let that stop you from thinking that he could have done something that no one would have noticed.But yes, it was good for Hermione to handle it on her own. She needs to show the world that she can defend herself, that she is not just Severus' woman, or Harry's side-kick or whatever.
I'm happy for Harry and Hermione. Thanks for making him sweet again.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
I love Harry, and I would never have left him to suffer and be mired forever in Darkness. But, I did want to explore what could send someone as good as him, as pure as him into the pit of Darkness. Not all bad people are born bad, things happen to bring out their inner darkness.
How many Slytherin were driven to Voldemort by Dumbledore's out right dimissal of them as someone of value? It's a wonder he wanted to save Draco. He had done nothing to save Severus. I wonder why Draco was different than the other Death Eater's children?
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Excellent point. I think Dumbledore was coming to realise that the Malfoys were critical to the balance of the war. He must have finally realised that if he was sending Severus off to die, that he needed another tool to use. I dislike and mistrust Dumbledore, so I am giving him the most draconian and cynical of reasons.
The little speech Snape made about Hermione surely knowing Severus chuckled. ‘Silly woman,’ he said, stroking her horrid hair. ‘I’m sure she knew that I would make sure that what she gave you was safe and proper for you to use.’As Hermione prepared to tell him off, he gentled her by placing his hand across her mouth. ‘I don’t mean to suggest that I don’t trust you or her, my dear, but I’m a naturally possessive and cautious man. Surely, you must have suspected that Gunananda would have shared with his wife his knowledge of me and my methods. Thus, surely you must have known that they would have expected me to fully peruse everything that you were given in Sri Lanka.’ reminds me of The Princess Bride I love that movie!
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Not really got into Princess Bride and don't think I really paid attention to the dialogue. I shall have to watch it again this weekend or something.But yes, it is foolish to imagine that Severus doesn't go through all her things and knows all she does. I mean, that's why she had the mail for the surprise birthday party go through Minerva, because she would imagine that he does scrutinise her correspondence. He is that kind of man and only someone like her who is strong enough and tough enough can handle him.
Good animagis choices! To register or not to register, that is the question.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Ha, ha, ha. Thank you. Choosing the owl for Hermione was not hard. It was linked to her bookworm and wise woman image. Severus was much harder, something magestic, but not lion-like :P
I think this is my first Longbottom's get healed story. Will the healers at St. Mungo's realize that they don't have the same magical strength required like Hermione and Severus? Maybe since it seem the Longbottom's were the worse case, the others won't require such strong magial power. I don't get Harry's lingering problem with Snape? He knows Snape had no choice in killing Dumbledore. What happened to "the bravest man I ever knew"?
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
I think the healers and Severus too will document this, but you're right, the Longbottoms' were the worst case, the other will still benefit from the research being done. And now that Severus and Hermione know what needs to be done, they can find other ways for Healers working together to raise, and combine their magic, if not for long, then for at least small bursts of energy flow. I think Harry intellectually knows that Severus is the bravest person he ever knew, but it's easy to revere someone who is dead, it is much harder to deal with a living hero, one who loved your mother and hated your father and your god-father, both who you love.
What's keeping them from getting married? And what happened to Rita Skeeter? I guess great minds think alike when it comes to my questions in earlier chapters about Arthur Weasely. I am very glad Harry wasn't involved. He had already had to learn how to deal with Voldemort inside him so his darkness probably isn't as out of control. And he's always been a good boy.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Yes. Harry's always a good lad and he always tries to do the right thing.As for getting married, I think Severus doesn't want to rush Hermione. I think there's a part of him that's still worried that she is too young to know her mind.
Wow!! Ginny: "You bitch slap that little whore!" Ron: "Yeh, that's right! What? She thinks she's too good for this cock?" Jerry: Miss Granger declined our invitaiton to this sorted low class show. Ginny:"Who you callin low class, you wanker! She gets up and starts pulling Jerry Spriner's hair and is tackled by two large men who drag her off stage as the camera's follow them and she yells obscenities...Ron jumps up yelling "You take your hands of my sister, you buggering ass hole!" and runs at the large men. He is then tackled by two more large men and some big bald guy is yelling in his face only a haf inch from his nose, "You gonna calm down, or do we take you to muggle bootcamp you sleeze!" Jerry:"Well, that's all for our show today. Join us tomorrow as Ron, Ginny and Molly Weasely have their wands taken from them for a day and they experience Muggle Boot Camp!"
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Never watched Jerry Springer, but yes, perfect narration of what could happen.
Response from breastlady (Reviewer)
You're not missing a thing! It is total crap with low class people who, interestingly, always end up in a physical altercation with hair pulling and name calling. I'm sure it's not rigged or anything. It's like, "Tina has a secret for her husband today. Let's call Dan out here. Alright Tina, tell Dan your secret." "Well Dan, I've been sleeping with your dad for two years and your son is really your half brother." Then Dan's mom and ex wife of Dan's dad, who happens to be married to Tina's dad, comes out and tells Tina what a little whore she is, then Tina runs over and starts pulling her out of the chair by her hair, until they are separated by the bald bouncers and the audience is screaming like it's the best thing they've ever seen. The show is partially responsible for the destruction of our society here! The kids watch this crap every afternoon for years when they get home from school and their parents are at work. Then the kids turn into teenagers and young adults who think these trashy, vulgar, toothless, drug addicts, who sleep with 13 year olds and are covered in badly done tattoos are normal people. Jerry Springer is just the worst one of these kinds of popular afternoon television shows. He actually used to be a United States Senator. Just kill me now!
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Ah, the beauty of American politics and your system of goverment. Here you need to go to public school [that's private school], have a spotless reputation [if at all possible] and be a toff or a toff wanna be to get into parliment. Seriously though, I do agree. I think trash has been given too much of a public/media viewing and so people think this is the way to act/behave. Before, we would hide in shame, now we lap it up and then complain that children have no moral compass. Duh. This is why we don't have a TV and don't watch TV. I've not seen any TV since 2000. That's 11 whole years of listening to BBC Radio 4, BBC Radio 3, Classic FM and reading. My evenings are so much more interesting. I have time to paint, to actually do arts and crafts with the radio on for news, music and entertainment.
Totally dig the incantation and magically induced orgasm. I want what she's having, thank you very much! It seems strange that the Malfoys are being more civil than the Weasely's. I suppose that the Malfoys are used to the good manners and graceful behavior expected with their status and the Weasely's have always been ruled by their emotions. I'm sure if the Malfoys were bitter that Severus was with a Muggle born they would have found a way to show their displeasure. They wouldn't stoop to something as vulgar as a howler in front of the entire school, though. I'm sure you'll clear this problem up by the end though. Weasely's
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
You're spot on. The Malfoys I think realise that they have managed to survive the war by the skin of their teeth. They need to be on the good side of Severus as a war hero and now Headmaster. If he took up with a troll, they would accept the troll. They can't be seen to be biased now. The political climate it so volatile. The Weasleys on the other hand have had their first exposure to Dark Magic. They have no control over their emotions, they have no fall back option of knowing how to conduct themselves in society. So it's like many things influencing both parties and their behaviours.
For once I don't have to say "poor Severus" Sounds like you are very familiar with Sri Lanka. Personally, not a spicy food person but it sounded wonderful.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
I was born and spent the first 25 years of my life there :) So yes, adore Sri Lanka food. The thing with Sri Lankan spice though is that while it's hot, it's not just hot, there's a proper blend of spicy with creamy coconut, and sweet sour [i.e. the mango] so that when you mix it up on your plate the flavours evolve and become something much more than the individual dishes.
I don't think their New Years celebration was pitiful at all. I think it was wonderful! I did think how creepy it would feel to be the only 3 people in the entire castle, besides house elves and ghosts. I understand Ron being an ASS, but I don't understand Molly. She'd surely seen the pictures in the Prophet! She wouldn't condone Ron's womanizing. Her darkness could be directed at he an Ginny just as well as Hermione. Maybe it already is. I would think Mr. Weasely would at leat listen to Bill and support the family admitting this could possibly be true. Molly has always been hot tempered, but Mr. Weasely has always been measured. I would imagine that the kind of darkness he would experience would be directed at himself. I could see him being beset by guilt for not protecting his family from these consequences of using dark magic. Others surviving Order Members must be suffering too.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Yes, I think the problem is that Arthur is suffering from guilt and doesn't want to admit that even more is wrong. How can he forgive himself for losing Fred, when he himself survived. I guess the whole family is in need of actually doing something about their darkness, just as many in the order are. I think with Arthur it is a case of buring his head in the sand, hoping things will go away.
I'm so happy for Severus and Hermione. I hope this wonderful chapter doesn't forshadow the obligitory "now they have to have something bad happen" thing. Have they been taking precautions regarding birth control? How does Severus know that that ring may not do all of those things at the same time? It's too soon for a baby. They ruin all the fun. I also don't want anyone to think that Hermione is only marrying Severus because she has to.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
No worries, don't you think that as a Potions' Master he's not on some kind of birth control. I mean, he's likely to have taken something for long-term protection if he was being forced to rape during the Voldemort war years. He was a product of parents being forced to marry, he is the last person to take any kind of risk.
Hermione's parents surprised me with the amount of virtol and anger they had. I am so glad Severus went back to tell them what he really thought about them. It was such a knee jerk reaction they had. I understand some upsetness regarding not asking them but don't they remember how much they used to love her? Needless to say, she's so better off with Severus and he wouldn't have to share her affection with anyone else.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Yes, I do agree. I was just listening to a radio programme on BBC 4 this morning about parents who told their daughter she was dead to them because she refused to marry the man they wanted her to marry. This kind of thing is so common. It is as though parents forget how much they love their children, they only think about what they want, what their standing is in the community, when really, the community probably doesn't give a damn, and if it does, then it is just the small-minded, petty parts of it that do care.
Well you answered my worry about rules. Ginny is sure being a little bitch! It would be so tempting to get her off by herself and tell her what a I thought about her and that she'll be sorry someday. I'd be hard pressed not to pass her in the hall and say, "Hi Belatrix, I mean Ginney." I'm so glad I'm such a mature old hag. After I actually thought about it I probably realize it would just lower me to her level. I think Bill should be notified that Ginny is having side effects from her use of dark magic. It is his sister after all. Maybe he could work with her. Severus isn't embarrassed that she publicly admits her feeling for him. So now we just have to deal with his misplaced idea that she will change her mind. I'd tell Ronnald and Harry to fuck off! quietly though. Don't want to end up in the papers. There must be a fuck off hex. They could mysteriously break out with pus boils on their foreheads that spell out ASS HOLE! Can just you imagine road rage in the wizarding world?
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Ha, ha, ha. I enjoyed your review. Yes, I think reacting to Ginny would only make her feel validated, and you don't want to give her that kind of satisfaction. I think Bill knows his sister is in a mire of Darkness, but he can't really do anything at the moment because Arthur is still trying to deal with the changes to Molly. Besides, the whole family needs to work on this together.
They had better be careful if they want to keep this under wraps until she is not taking any of his classes. I don't care what anyone else thinks about her, she doesn't care what anyone else thinks about her, but we can't have the school board imagining a scandle, now can we? Breath.. Take some deep breaths... and wait until you are in his chambers before you shag like the animals, kids.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Oh, totally. They just can't afford a scandal, or even a whiff of a scandal really. They've bought worked too hard to let their reputations suffer because they lost control in a public spot.
It's about time! I'm glad their first time wasn't with Severus in his cups. He would have believed he had practiclly raped her once he was himself. If Hermione had been an old broad like me, she would have ask him if he had any sobering up potion around, then see if he still wanted to bed her. But this gives us more plot to continue the story with, more time to draw out the sedution.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
You'll hate me drawing out the seduction soon :) But Hermione isn't as bold, and I don't think I thought of her asking for some sober-up.
They are spending a great deal of time together. Does she wonder why he is being so nice to her? Also, I have always tried to imagine that Severus had found a way to avoid straight out forceful rape. How does one do that if they find it extreamly distasteful. Wouldn't it be difficult to perform? It is a wonder he did not lose himself during his time as a spy and truely become a Dark Wizard. What kept him wanting to be one of the good guys? What prevented him from giving in to the lure fo dark magic if he had turned off empathy, pity or desire to be good? What kept him from rationalizing he wasn't actually becoming a dark wizard and that he could control it.?
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
I think the thing that saved him was that he could never forget how much it pained him to see Lily's rejection. However much I dislike Lily Potter, she was the one thing that he clung to. He may have totally reinvented her, but she was useful, because he knew that she would never ever tolerate him being a Dark Wizard. Also, I think he was just too intelligent to lose himself to the Darkness completely. He could see what it did to people like Riddle and Bella, and he was stronger mentally. As for being able to rape people even when he didn't want to, I can't believe that he didn't have a lust potion or a viagra type pill of his own to help him perform.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
Thank you for the review
Finally! I really wouldn't think ice on ones clitoris would be condusive to orgasm in that it would act as a vaso contstrictor rather than increasing blood flow to the area. I would think one would have to remove the ice after the woman was aroused, to finish the deed. But she had been pretty desparate. Maybe anything that touched her would have cause an orgasm.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
I think at this point, any attention from Severus would have made her come. He's been so restrained for so long. And he does like the power games he plays.
I wouldn't really think of the 7th years as her peers except for the the few who had come back to finish their NEWTS. The other children would have all been year behind her and she has a naturally bossiness to her, that I'm sure she had admonished those kids during her time as Head Girl. Anyway, if she choses to be part of the staff, she will eventually need to realize it is not relevant whether students "like her". She's no longer a peer of any of them, not even the returning adults. She is in a position of authority. It has advantages but it also means saying good bye to making friends at school. The staff are her friends, now. Severus must truely be lonely not to fight this more. How long can he hold out before he desires to truely seduce her. Not long, I hope.
Response from kittyperry (Author of What Is This Thing Called Love?)
You're right, of course, and I think Hermione is coming to realise this. But it is a change, and she's seen so much change that giving up everything else she knew to be true is much hardner now. But she will get there. Severus is playing a waiting game, the seduction will take place at a slow pace :)