The Room at the End of the Hall
Chapter 10 of 15
anogeteHermione uncovers Snape's final remaining secret when he hires her as an assistant. Will she be able to keep her job and help him through another difficult time in his life? HBP-compliant.
ReviewedChapter 10: The Room at the End of the Hall
Hermione Apparated on Snape's doorstep with her suitcase and Crookshanks. She had not asked Snape about bringing the half-Kneazle, but there really was no other place to leave him. As had been the custom in the past, Hermione rapped lightly on the door before opening it and slipping into the quiet house. The sun had set, and the entryway was dark. Crookshanks immediately jumped from her arms and padded off into the shadows of the house.
A dim light was coming from the living room. Hermione went to investigate. She found Snape sitting in one of the armchairs with his legs crossed and a book in his lap. His robes were missing, leaving him in a white dress shirt and black trousers. The lantern's soft light was kind to the harsh angles of his face, and she felt her heart twist just a bit for him. Snape really was a good man; he was just inept at showing his entire character. He always seemed to fall back on the callous, inconsiderate portion of himself when in social situations. It was obviously a tactic to protect his self-esteem from those who would poke fun at him.
Snape raised his eyes to look at her. "You may place your things in the room at the end of the hall."
Hermione shifted uncomfortably. "But, sir... I thought, well, I thought that was your bedroom."
"It is a bedroom, Miss Granger. You'll be sleeping there during your stay."
She had already done the math and knew his house well enough to know that bedroom was the only bedroom. "I really don't mind sleeping in here. I can Transfigure the chairs into a bed or sofa for the night and have them returned to normal by the morning."
"You are a guest, and as such, you will take the bedroom."
Hermione knew her mouth was hanging open in a most unsightly fashion, but she never thought she would see the day when Snape was being kind and considerate to her for no apparent reason.
"Do close your mouth, Miss Granger. Don't be so surprised that I retain a modicum of manners. A guest is always given the bed. It would be uncouth of me to make you sleep here." He lifted a hand to indicate the living room. His house really wasn't all that welcoming when one took the time to look. The living room was sparsely furnished with only the two armchairs and a small end table. None of the rooms had curtains, artwork, or decorative items. Then again, Hermione was not surprised. She would have expected nothing more of Snape.
"Yes, sir," she softly said, turning to find the bedroom.
It was furnished just like the rest of the house sparse and minimalist. Hermione thought it was cold and impersonal. The bed was simple and dressed in white sheets and a white blanket. The only other furniture in the room was a small nightstand and a wardrobe beside the window. The shutters were tightly closed, leaving a single lantern hanging from a hook by the door as the only source of light. There's little wonder he isn't getting any sleep in this room. It's positively sterile and unwelcoming, Hermione thought as she placed her suitcase at the foot of the bed.
She was extremely tired and extremely uncomfortable with the idea of making small talk with Snape at eight o'clock in the evening before she commandeered his bed. However, she also didn't want to appear rude by retiring without thanking him for his generosity. Taking care to be as quiet as possible, she retraced her path down the hall and peeked into the living room. Snape was still sitting in the chair with the book on his lap. His long fingers were idly playing with the edges of the pages. It was such a small gesture, but she found it fascinating and was unable to pull her eyes away as he ruffled the paper.
"Your cat is on my foot." Snape's voice jerked Hermione's thoughts back into the greater world that did not revolve around his fingers lovingly caressing the book in his lap. Glancing down she saw that Crookshanks was stretched out across Snape's left foot.
Hermione dashed over to pick him up, but Crookshanks slid away before she could grab him. "I'm sorry," she said, standing up and clasping her hands behind her back. "Where should I confine him for the night? The bedroom, perhaps?"
Snape shrugged and returned his eyes to the page in front of him. "I see no reason to confine him, provided, of course, that he does not cause an explosion in my house as well."
Hermione opened her mouth to assure him that Crookshanks would not be roaming about the shelves in the laboratory when she realized that his comment was a weak attempt at a joke. She smiled. "Of course not, sir." Shifting slightly on her feet and clearing her throat, she continued, "I'd like to thank you for your hospitality. I appreciate it, and you, more than you know."
Snape slowly raised his eyes up to look at her. His gaze made Hermione nervous for some reason that she couldn't quite pin down.
"I believe I'll retire for the evening and catch up on my rest," she added. He gave her a brief nod before she turned away and walked down the hall. She could feel his eyes on her back until the shadows of the dark hall swallowed her.
A few minutes spent in the bathroom found her in her nightgown and ready for bed. The prospect of sleep was heavenly after so many nights of uncomfortable and interrupted rest. The sheets were cool against her feet and arms when she slid beneath the crisp, white linens on his bed. She couldn't resist pressing her nose into the pillow and inhaling. She expected to detect his unique scent there, but it was only the faint odor of soap. He had obviously washed the bedclothes before she arrived. The realization was slightly disappointing to her, but Hermione was unsure why she cared whether his pillow smelled like soap or not. Sleeping in a former professor's bed was awkward enough without it being covered with his scent.
Despite being horribly exhausted, she lay awake for hours listening to his movements. The house was small and isolated, so there was virtually no noise through the cracked door except for Snape shifting in his chair every few minutes. It was well after eleven o'clock when she finally slipped into a comfortable rest. Snape was still awake and still reading the book long after she found sleep.
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Snape met her in the hall the following morning with a cup of tea. She had already gone through her morning ritual to tame her hair and make herself reasonably presentable, so she took the cup with a murmured thank you and followed him into the laboratory. Fridays were always the least busy days since most orders arrived on Mondays. Both Hermione and Snape began working on their potions without exchanging morning pleasantries. She didn't think he was the morning sort.
The lab was quiet and Hermione was grateful for the peaceful nature of his household as opposed to the rambunctious Potter/Weasley flat. She had slept through the night and woken up refreshed. The offer of tea and the generally pleasant atmosphere Snape was projecting was unexpected, but welcome.
After he brought lunch back for both of them, she asked if he would mind her staying another night or two. He shrugged and, between bites of his sandwich, told her that she could stay until the association decided her fate. She expected some sort of backhanded comment about her being a bother, but it never came. Instead, he seemed to be taking her stay extremely well.
Snape looked better than he ever had since the war ended. The daily meals were filling out his sunken cheeks, and even his hair seemed healthier. There were still dark circles beneath his eyes, but she couldn't fault him for those. She had experienced many sleepless or nightmare-fraught nights since the final battle. Hermione couldn't imagine the horror Snape had seen while entrenched in Voldemort's camp. At the moment, she was simply happy to see her risk of bringing him food that day the week before had paid off. Two solid weeks of eating at least one full meal each day worked wonders.
Friday afternoon was just as quiet as Friday morning, and Hermione finished her work early. She pulled a stool up and watched Snape brewing. His hands moved so quickly and precisely that they hypnotized her. They spoke briefly of working on his project over the weekend, since she would be staying for a day or two longer. Hermione was surprised that he seemed to take her participation for granted after he had blown up about it on Monday morning, telling her that she couldn't possibly help him. However, she felt like she should take what she could get, and she enthusiastically agreed to assist him the following day.
Snape dismissed her for the evening at four o'clock. Hermione Apparated to Diagon Alley to owl Robert, Ginny's French Healer. She had been thinking about Snape's potion since early that morning and couldn't seem to get the idea out of her head that he had someone specific that he wished to use it on. Robert was her best chance of discovering if Snape really was visiting someone in St. Mungo's long-term coma ward. If a date was the easiest way of getting that information, then she would take it like a woman and arrange a date.
Robert's reply arrived shortly after she returned to Snape's cottage. His letter was brief, but told her that he had made reservations at The Culinary Cauldron for Saturday evening. Snape was reading in his usual chair when the owl skittered to a stop on the windowsill, but he didn't ask Hermione what the letter said or who it was from. He simply raised a brow and went back to his book. She felt as if she was interrupting his private time so she retreated to the bedroom, saying that she planned on turning in early.
Author's Note: Thank you to Snarkyroxy for being a wonderful beta. Thanks also to Allyness and Jessica for helping me out. Just a reminder to anyone who may not know... This fic is finished and is total of fifteen chapters. I'm posting two chapters a week until I've posted everything. This chapter is a bit of a transition one, but I promise you that the next one will be longer and involve a great deal more interaction between Hermione and Snape.
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180 Reviews | 6.19/10 Average
I really enjoyed their conversation. Each took steps to coming to terms with the pain of the war.
Well its a complicaton when another man enteres the pciture at leats it's not Victor .... hes not my favorite third person. Looking forward to more.
Ahhh they are going to live together at least a few days :) Thats exciting :)
Ah so a way to aman's heart is throughhis stomach LOL Loved the last scene.
Little progress. I look forward to the next chapter.
Well that was a tuff beginning for them. I know it will get better in time :)
Good chapter. I'm looking forward to more interaction between them.
Looking forward to more. Good start.
That was a wonderful ending and a pleasure to read. I enjoyed my time with this story. It was very well spent. Thank you.
That was a wonderful exciting encounter between them. You worte a very beleivable Snape.
really enjoyed this chapter. I love the growing awarness they are having of eachother.
Well Bummer she's moving back to ehr palce. LOL. Loved their growing friendship. Looking forward to knowing the identity of the patient...hoping it his mother. :)
Very well done. Glad they managed to come together. Sad that he had to lose him mother so soon after getting her back. Love the closing line, "they can put a sock in it."
This was a truly wonderful story. I read it all in a day. And you kept both of them so well in character. I could picture it all in my mind. Very believable. And the love scenes were so sensual. I found myself wanting to switch places with Hermione.
Great job.
omg
this is perhaps the best ss/hg fan fic i've ever read
and im not just saying that
the characters of hermione and severus were DEAD on
oh my good lord that was good
BRAVO
(now write more)
I have to say that this is among one of my all time favorite fan fics. I love the way that you portray Severus' character. It is believable and honest. What man would not be snarky and bad tempered if he felt responsibe for his mother's incapacitation? BTW you are also one of my favorite authors on TPP. I apologize that I do not review more often. I have made it a New Years resolution to leave more reviews even when I am rereading fics that have been written long ago. Irish
This was quite lovely. I enjoyed it a great deal.
Response from anogete (Author of Love Him in My Absence)
Thanks!
Awww. I loved it! I just wish there was a cure for her and evil bid bad daddy snape (he doesnt even deserve that name!) would go away. Eileen is such a sweetie and i love how you used her so pivotally. Nicely done!
Response from togspled (Reviewer)
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Response from anogete (Author of Love Him in My Absence)
Thank ya! I'm glad you enjoyed the fic. I didn't want to wrap everything up in a nice neat package at the end. I wanted things to be left undone or unsaid. I wanted there to be good things and bad things.
Response from togspled (Reviewer)
And that is exactly what you did. As mad as I am...*grawr*...that you didn't tie it up in a pretty christmas package for me , I think it worked wonderfully in this story. Thank you!!!
What can I say. I didn't realize you had updated and missed it until today. Incredible story. How gifted a writer you are! I loved the ending. Snape's sterility is fitting. In line with the barren waste of his heart. At least that has been revived. That note was so sweet. I really cried at this. My aunt's two year-old fought cancer for a year before she died, and this really made me wish for a moment that magic could be real. It just goes to show that at some time, everyone's life is touched with tragedy. But having those that you love around you makes all difference in the world. How grateful Eileen must have been to know that Severus had Hermione.I truly loved watching this develop. Again thank you for such a terrific story.
Response from anogete (Author of Love Him in My Absence)
Thank you for the kind words! How horrible that such a young child had to go through the difficulties and pain of such a evil disease. I've always had trouble (and still do) with understanding why some of these amazing people in my life have had to deal with cancer and the awful things it does to a person's body.
Dear Anogete,
*Much applause. Reader rises, and continues to clap hands furiously.*
I have read quite a bit on the internet, and this story definitely be in my top 5 favorite stories.
Thank you for making the effort to write this so well. And I also extend my thanks to Snarkyroxy, Allyness, and Jessica for helping you to bring this story about. (although, I have to admit the term "beta" is very new to me....)
Some of my comments might be a repetition of the past remarks I have made. Please forgive me that. And a disclaimer now, I'm new to this area of fandom, so my experience with these stories is limited. Please bear that in mind as you read my comments.
Wonderful story. I like how the relationship evolved, and the depth you gave to the characters. Usually when I read a Snape and Hermione romance, I overlook the....abruptness? of it just to see what happens. That DEFINATELY was not the case for me in this. I totally believe the transformation. You took the time to make it real. It worked for me.
I would have to say "believability" is the highest mark I give this work. Considering how some fandoms, any fandoms, go, that's a big compliment. Especially from me, because that's one of the tests I give everything I read. I do like some stories that do not pass that test for me. It's nice to read one that does. Not that anything I say has to mean anything, but for what it's worth anyway.
You also, to me, have a great build to this story, in both the events and the sexual tension. And you have some falling action too, which is nice, because many stories of a sexual nature tend to end on the climax of the story (pun not intended, but useful ). Or at least most of the ones I've read -- not just on this site, elsewhere too.
You made me laugh several times throughout the story. Just over quirky things, like how he called her a "potions mistress", and some of Crookshanks typical antics. Although the fact that Crookshanks curled up by Severus's feet was kind of a big deal, since his lineage means he can discern natures........which you understated, which was great. Oh, and his mom making those comments was classic. I loved it. My jaw actually dropped when she told Hermione how glad she was Severua had found someone "as beautiful and talented" as her.
My one low point is that the mother was found to have cancer upon waking up. Granted, it's believable that no one would have found it before now, because, well, why do a head scan of a patient comatose for over two decades? But, it seemed a little overdone. I thought she would have just passed away, since I guess that has been known to happen. However, the story would not have been able to end as it did. His mother is okay for now -- a grieving Severus would have led to quite a different ending. So I understand the decision.
That, and Hermione invited him home that morning not the night before.... (take it as a compliment I'm obsessing over this story enough to note that mistake)
All in all, absolutely wonderful story. I thoroughly enjoyed reading this, and I think I might actually be reading this again.
Any chance of a sequel?
Sincerely Satisfied Reader,
Mrs. Mystified
Response from anogete (Author of Love Him in My Absence)
Wow, I've been a bad author and haven't check my reviews in a while. What a pleasure it was to sign in and see such a wonderful note! I'm very glad that you enjoy the story. Unfortunately, I have no sequel to offer for this one, but I do have a couple other shorter fics floating about out there, as well as ideas to begin other stories. I'm just waiting for that darn muse to return to me. The words just don't come so easily sometimes.
Response from Mrs Mystified (Reviewer)
Dear Anogete,
I completely understand about not checking reviews. My computer actually broke about half a year ago, and hadn't been able to come online at all, really. So when I came online again (finally!) and checked my email, it was kindof interesting to see that a response came the same month I got a new computer. Thank you for taking the time to reply after all this time! It was nice to see a response on the first page of my inbox to help me jump back into things. I hope you are well, and again, great job on a wonderful story -- I remember how estatic I was about your piece when I wrote this review.
Sincerely,
Response from anogete (Author of Love Him in My Absence)
May the Muse amuse you soon!
Dear Anogete,
So, I am commenting again before the end. Ah well.
What I truly appreciate is the depth you are giving to Hermione and Snape. The psychosis depicted in this chapter is very real. The need to apologize and be forgiven on such....gosh, how to put it......indirect hurts? is a real need of people. As it is to be thanked, as Hermione thanks Snape for his sacrifices. I've known of people who were thanked for actions they did completely unrelated to the person who thanked them, and it....helped something inside them. So having this exchange of thank you's and sorry's is a welcome site to me. It's real.
I truly like where you are going with the character's developments. I didn't completely believe some of their interactions, the first Saturday conversation for example, but as you have expounded on the story, I do believe it now.
The way you describe Snape sound like real psychosis (nice way of saying "mental problems.") Like Snape could be Bi-Polar with paranoia (albeit rightfully so).
And I have to admit, I'm glad I'm reading a fiction that is already posted in it's entirety, so I don't have to wait..........
Which is good because I can't put the webstory down!
Sincerely,
Mrs. Mystified
Response from anogete (Author of Love Him in My Absence)
I feel your pain on incomplete fics! I feel a sense of loss when I devote so much time to reading a fic, only to find that it has been abandoned. And, I actually won't even read an incomplete fic until at least five chapters are posted. There are too many authors that write a chapter or two and putter out after that. I started this fic months before I posted anything. The last two chapters were away at my beta's before I posted the first chapter. I thought I should give the same sort of consideration as an author that I like to receive as a reader.When I first began posting it, many people responded with questions about Snape's motivations. Some were concerned that he was out of character or that he was acting strangely for no reason at all. I had the entire story planned out by the time I finished the second chapter. I knew what I wanted to do and where I wanted both characters to go. So, I wrote with the end in mind. I didn't want Snape to remain a complete mystery until the very end when he finally reveals what is going on to Hermione. So, I think many of his actions in the beginning do seem off without the knowledge of what is happening in his life that is revealed in later chapters. I kept telling everyone that there is more to Snape's life than just potions and Hermione working for him.Anyway, glad you're enjoying it. And I promise to never post an unfinished story. ;-)
Dear Anogete,
I was planning on commenting when I had finished reading all of this -- and I still do.
But I simply could not pass by this chapter without remarking.
White Sheets?!!!!
I was completely surprised!!! I would never have thought of white sheets for S. Snape's bedroom! So, thanks for surprising me! Such a small detail, I know......... Until Later, Sincerely,
Mrs. Mystified
Response from anogete (Author of Love Him in My Absence)
LOL I'm glad I could surprise you. ;-) I've never really bought into all those thoughts of Snape's sheets being silk or satin. Nor do I believe that he'd be one for indulgent colors. He's a very matter-of-fact sort of fellow, and I think because of that he would have plain, white sheets. I don't think he'd fuss over his bedclothes or put much thought into them at all. He'd just use what he had - and everyone has white sheets.
Thank goodness they're finally using first names!
Response from anogete (Author of Love Him in My Absence)
It took me a while to talk them into it, but I think I finally convinced Severus to play nice.
Aww, i loved this story, it had a few turns, and characteristic disagreements, and yet everything turned out great :) I loved your idea of the letter from Eileen, such a brilliant idea to bring them even closer!Great story!~Sarah
Response from anogete (Author of Love Him in My Absence)
Thank you! Glad to hear that you enjoyed it! :-)
Great love story, great writing
Response from anogete (Author of Love Him in My Absence)
Thanks!