Chapter 11: Visiting Hogwarts
Chapter 11 of 20
gersknightladyOn her last night at Hogwarts, Hermione goes to say goodbye to her grumpy, cruel Potions professor.
ReviewedAfter dinner that night, Severus and Hermione went for a walk by the lake. The moon was bright, so they were able to see the path quite well. The August night was reasonably warm.
Hermione hugged his arm as they strolled slowly down the slope toward the lake. "This is wonderful. I'm so glad we came here. Seeing all the teachers again has been nice. I love the idea of coming here to work, Severus. I happy that you will be headmaster. You deserve that position, and you have the power and knowledge to do a wonderful job now that you are free of the past."
"I'm not sure I will ever quite be free. It is my past. But I am very happy with how it is turning out." He stopped her and leaned down to kiss her softly before they continued on their way.
"I am, too. I just want to be done with school. A year, Severus. It seems like forever."
"Kingsley did say that he would connect our Floos if we were married," he said, not looking down at her.
"He did," she whispered.
Severus sighed. "I know you don't want to be living separately when we are married, and I accept that, Hermione. If you find you want to change your mind, then I will be most willing to take that step." They had discussed it several times during the summer: nights. She'd turned from him and went to sleep crying. He didn't understand why she wanted to wait. But it was her choice, and he would not force anything on her. He was sure of her love. He would just have to be patient and wait.
"I'm sorry," she whispered, pressing her cheek to his sleeve.
He stopped walking and turned her toward him, drawing her tightly to his chest. "You must do what feels right to you." His heart hurt though.
"I don't know why it's important to me. I just know it is, Severus. When we are close, I feel such magic between us. I feel that when we bond, there will be such a magical cord tying us together that we will not be able to be apart. Living in two different countries will be physically draining for both of us. I know my studies, while I am at Cambridge, will be consuming, and I don't want to hurt you unnecessarily with my distance. You don't know how I am there when I'm immersed in a project. I barely have time to sleep and bathe. Sometimes I use cleansing spells because I have so much work. I would feel the need to take care of you, and my work would suffer."
Severus was silent.
Hermione cried, "Either way you get hurt. Tell me how to do both, Severus. I could use a time turner, but the last one nearly did me in when I was a student here."
He held her tightly. "I think we both hurt from the separation."
"Yes," she said, clinging to him.
"We already got through one year; we can do one more. Maybe I should relent and get one of those computers with a camera, and we could talk sometimes." He bent to kiss her tear-stained face. "I've been working on spells to make one work here. I hired a company to bring broadband to Hogsmead, and Aberforth is willing to have the signal amplifier on his roof."
Hermione smiled up at him. "That would be wonderful. Provided you can handle missing each other. We will both have demanding schedules, and we must make sure we get enough sleep."
"Agreed," he said, now smiling.
"And you must come whenever you can," she begged him. I loved your surprise visit last year. Even if I have should happen to have plans I can't get out of, we will still be able to sleep together at night." She knew that was loaded with all sorts of problems. What if he came, and she was in the lab all weekend. There were times when that had happened to her.
As if he'd read the frown that creased her forehead, he said, "I can sit on a bench in the lab with you. I'm sure I can get visitor privileges, and kisses can be stolen over a brewing cauldron." He kissed her deeply, and she felt his desire hard against her stomach.
"Thank you, Severus," she said when he pulled back.
"For what, my dearest?" he questioned, sliding his lips across her forehead.
"Thank you for accepting my choices even though you hate it all." She turned away, drawing him further down the path.
"I do hate being away from you. But the last time I looked, I'm the older of us and should see things with more maturity." He let a low, pained laugh out.
Hermione hugged his arm again. "I don't feel very mature when I'm lying in bed, crying and wanting you there beside me...wanting your hands on me, wanting you inside me."
Severus groaned. "Hermione, if you do not desist, I will take you here on the ground."
Hermione smiled up at him. "We could go back to your classroom. I've had quite a fantasy about your desk."
"Really," he said. His voice was deep and seductive, and Hermione shivered with pleasure.
She grabbed his hand, and they literally ran back to the castle and down the stairs to the dungeon. Severus flicked his hand back as they entered his room, and the door was sealed and warded.
Hermione said, "Go sit at your desk, Professor Snape, and grade papers."
He grinned at her, took a deep breath, and put on his professor face. He strode up to the desk and sat, grabbed a pile of exams from the previous year, picked up his quill, and began to scratch on them.
A throat cleared and a small voice said, "Professor Snape, may I speak with you?"
He looked up to see Hermione standing by the desk she had shared with Harry Potter for years. Her robe was open and the garment underneath was low cut and revealing. He gulped and felt his face redden. This was a bit strange here in his classroom. But he'd thought about Hermione on his desk, too, since they had first declared their desire for each other.
"What is it, Miss Granger?" he asked gruffly, looking back down at his papers. He shifted a bit. His pants were getting rather constrictive. He briefly grabbed his wand and soundproofed the room.
She sashayed up, reached out a finger, and ran it over his hand. "Professor Snape, sir," she continued in her ridiculous voice. He had to concentrate to keep from laughing and gathering her to him. He was curious to see how this played out.
"I don't have all day, Miss Granger." He turned a glare on her that would have withered her back when she was a student.
Her eyes glittered with mirth and devilishness.
She placed a hand on his chest and pushed, rolling his chair back away from the desk. Then she slipped up to sit on the desk in front of him. "Professor Snape, you know you're really uptight most of the time. I have a few ideas that would help you relax." She ran a finger down the side of his face and then across his lips. He nipped at her, and she grinned.
She leaned in to kiss him, and he drew back sharply. "Miss Granger, this is highly inappropriate.
"That's the idea, Professor Snape," she whispered, stretching closer. Her lips slid past his, barely touching him. Her fingers started to work on the buttons of his frock coat.
He could no longer keep his hands off her and slid his fingers and palms up her legs.
"Hummm," she sighed, pushing his coat off his shoulders and leaning in to kiss his neck. Her fingers were already working the buttons on his white button down shirt. Soon he was sitting his chair half naked. His hands were still sliding up and down her legs, which were now bare. He pulled her robes away, and then she let him pull her thin, Muggle top off. She wore a sexy, black, lace bra and matching panties. He reached behind her and unclasped the bra, and it fell away, leaving her only in the panties. Her perfect breasts drew him, and he took one into his mouth. He loved the feel of her fingers as they slipped into his hair, urging him closer.
He pulled back briefly to loosen his pants and slip them down, where they pooled around his feet. He could no longer stand the tight restraint.
"You are happy to see me, Professor Snape," Hermione said, admiring the thick, erect shaft that was tight against his stomach.
"Indeed," he said in a voice thick with desire.
His hands cupped her breast, and then he pushed her back gently till she lay across his desk. He pulled the lace panties off and placed her heels on the desk, spreading her before him and staring at her as if she was a meal before a starving man.
Hermione gripped the side of the desk and closed her eyes, begging him with a whimper not to leave her too long without his touch. He pulled his chair closer, and his hands slid over her legs and then down the inside of her thighs. Her thatch of curls was already moist with her need for him. He trailed kisses along her thighs, and they began to tremble. She gasped, crying out with pleasure when he dipped his fingers into her and then replaced them with his tongue. He gripped her hips and pulled her even closer, and he sucked and teased her with his lips and tongue.
Hermione shifted to get into a more comfortable position, throwing her legs over his shoulders. Her fingernails scratched at the worn surface of his desk, leaving light furrows in the wood.
When he nipped at her tight nub, she moaned with pleasure and came, bucking against his face. He took her legs from his shoulders, pushed back in his chair, and pulled her down onto this lap, impaling her on his thick, ridged shaft. "Hermione," he groaned as he filled her. The chair kept sliding here and there, and she had no way to lift herself up and down. They finally tumbled, laughing, to the floor. Hermione rode him till he came, crying out her name, and she came and collapsed onto his chest.
Hermione lay against him and then started to giggle. "That wasn't one of my best ideas...though the first part was highly satisfactory. You do that so well."
He held her tight. "The desk was a wonderful idea. The chair was my idea, and it didn't exactly work." He laughed. "It is highly unlikely I will be able to sit here during class and not think of you ever again."
She whispered into his ear, "That was the whole idea, Professor Snape."
"Shall we retire to my bed? It's a bit hard on my back down here, and my backside is freezing."
Hermione nodded. With his help, she got to her feet and took his hand, pulling him up. They gathered their discarded clothing and headed through the storeroom to the hidden door to Severus' rooms.
After a quick shower, they lay in bed and talked until they fell asleep.
*****
In the morning, they dressed casually and went to breakfast. Minerva, who was at the breakfast table already, said, "Severus, I don't think I've ever seen you without your frock coat on."
Severus smirked. "Well, you have to credit that to Hermione. She insists I'm still on vacation."
"So you are, or should be. Thank you for coming back to help me." She took a plate of eggs and placed two on her plate. She handed the plate off to Hermione and then took up the platter of bacon and sausage. "I have a time table in my office. It will help us cover all the things I need your help on in the next two weeks. I have also worked in some time for you two to both enjoy the castle and its grounds."
Severus nodded, taking the plate of eggs from Hermione. "Thank you, Minerva. I'm sure Hermione and I will be quite grateful for any time you can spare."
Hermione said, "It is difficult to face the coming year with only a few visits planned.
Minerva nodded. "I expect it is. The time flies so quickly these days. Soon it will be over, and you will be back here at Hogwarts with Severus." She took a sip of her coffee and then said, "I am so happy you'll be joining us here. I have no doubt that this school will benefit from Severus' and your leadership in the future."
Hermione blushed. "Thank you, Headmistress. I know Severus will be a brilliant headmaster."
"Yes," Minerva agreed, "I'm sure he will be, again." Her words referred to his past stint as headmaster during the war. "While I keep Severus busy, you will enjoy having the library at your disposal. I have told Madam Pince that you have privileges equal to staff."
Hermione beamed. "Thank you." Her fingers flexed as if she was grabbing a book.
Severus smirked and said, "Thanks, Minerva. I will never see her now."
"I doubt that," she said with an answering smirk of her own.
They talked about the schedule as they ate, and then Hermione walked with Severus and Minerva to the gargoyle that guarded the entrance to the headmistress' office.
Severus leaned and kissed Hermione briefly. "I will come gather you at the library when I am done this morning. We can have lunch together."
Hermione said, "I look forward to that." She bid them goodbye and headed down the hall toward the stairs that lead to the library, quite prepared to lose herself among the books.
Severus found her four hours later with her nose buried in a thick, dusty volume of potions. She didn't even react to him until he bent and placed a kiss on the back of her neck.
"Severus." She smiled up at him and reached up to caress his cheek. He leaned over her shoulder to see what she was reading. "This book is amazing. It's giving me all sorts of things to think about."
He took the book from her hands, placing her bookmark into the page and closing it. "It is quite interesting, but now it's my hour. I have to go back for a while this afternoon. Come on and walk with me. I've asked Winky, the house-elf, to pack us a picnic lunch. It's warm by the lake, and we can spend some time together."
Hermione looked wistfully at the old book but grabbed his hand and let him pull her from the chair. She told Madam Pince that she would return to continue reading after lunch.
They hurried through the corridors of the castle and burst out the great door into the sunlight. Winky was waiting on the top step with the basket.
Severus took the basket and said, "Thank you, Winky. I appreciate your help."
The little house-elf bobbed her head up and down and stared up at Severus' smiling face with wonder. "It is giving me pleasure to help you sir, madam," she said, nodding at Hermione. She watched, her big eyes growing even bigger, as they clasped hands and ran toward the lake. "They will never believe Winky when I tell them Master Snape is happy," she muttered as she turned to go back into the castle.
*****
Hermione and Severus sat on a blanket by the lake and opened the basket. It was full of fried chicken, biscuits, and baked apples.
They ate until they were stuffed, and then Severus lay on his back and Hermione sat close by his hip and looked down into his face as they talked. She grabbed a blade of grass and trailed it over his face until he grabbed her and rolled her onto her back and snogged her senseless.
They didn't know that Minerva was watching from the window of her office with a satisfied grin. "Albus, I wish you could see them together. It's a wondrous sight to see him happy. I never would have imagined."
"Perhaps you will invite them to tea sometime soon," he said.
She turned to smile up at him and said, "I will do that."
Lisa, thank you so much for taking time to beta this chapter after just getting back from vacation. I appreciate it so much.
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It's Potions master, not Potion's master.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of A Time for Goodbyes)
Thats all you have to say is whats wrong? Nice
This was great! I'm so glad they only waited a week instead of 4 years. I'm not the looser with no self control I imagined myself to be after all. Score 2 for Hermione she got the only complement on her potions work so far. This is going to well I hope nothing happens to mess it up. How lucky are they to find their soul mates. Hermione is a peach. If she wasn't the one to go and thank the nasty Postions Master for his hard work this wouldn't have happened. They may be 20 years apart in life experience but not in romance and relationship experience. They are equals. His life experience will be helpful in making decisions and he has some insecurities she doesn't have but they hopefully will give eachother mercy when one of them cocks things up once in a while while learning.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of A Time for Goodbyes)
I'm so ga\lad you are enjoying the story. It was a lark to really have them spend some quality time during their times off. They are soul matesa nd they did have a lot to learn from eachother. Some rgeat times and some tough times come along. I am sorry I didn't answer you sooner. I see you didn't write much more in this review section, but I hope you finished the story and enjoyed it.
Yes! She should write him. That was amazing. I don't think I could wait 4 years to see him again but I do understand the reasoning behind it. It is easier to do her work if she doesn't have the distraction of a love afair and a new relationship. I can't imagine what your next chapter will cover. I'd be staight to 4 years later....LOL
Response from gersknightlady (Author of A Time for Goodbyes)
Ah well who could hold to their promise to wait for four years when the pull to be together is so rgeat for these two lonely hearts. I hope you enjoyed the story.
This relationship is the only natrual conclusion between these to brilliant minded, powerful and private individtuals. I hope they have opportunity to see each other over the next four years for Love's and for hope's sake. I have no doubt that SS will wait and I believe Hermione can all be trusted but she is young and may need someone to hold her once in a while and some kissing from time to time. It's the way were made. It would make them both happier. If she could come to him during the hols they could become better aqainted before the apprenticeship. How can a young woman with Hermione's fine mind find someone else if she can have Severus Snape. He is like no other man or wizard in a miryid of ways. She would only face utter disappointment were she to seek comfort any where else. And if he says he will wait. You know that's a good as a wand oath.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of A Time for Goodbyes)
I agree they belong together and there woud be no one else for her to look at if she could have SS. I really like your well thought out review and I agree with it. I hope you continued to enjoy the story. I am sorry it took so long to answer this. I haven't been on this site for some. It becasme to difficult to post here. So I have moved on, but I have most of my work on this site. Thank you for the review.
If only anyone had ever been so attentive to helping Severus deal with his trauma and post traumatic stress. Hermione has had only a drop of what he had endured. I think it was therapeutic for Severus to help Hermione with her trauma. I feel happy and think it is very sweet that her parents get to be more a part of her life now even though they are muggles. It must be so hard to feel like you've lost your child to another world and way of life. If it's your only child one probably feels childless at times.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of A Time for Goodbyes)
I agree canyou imagine sending a child of 11 off to someplace you normally would never get to see to learn things totally foreign to your way of life or understanding. The houses don't seem to have much supper idiom. The kids all seem to raise themselves. It shouldn't be the older students raising the you get ones. They are children too. Technically. Thanks for all your reviews I hope you didn't Give up on me... When you finish the story let me know what you think.
Severus has certainly been on his best behavior with everyone. The Grangers are about to spend some time in Disney World. I'm sure they'll enjoy it. I hope Hermione doesn't withdraw from Severus as she deals with her ordeal.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of A Time for Goodbyes)
He's just trying to Give Hermione the space she needs. Yes I thought it might be fun for them to come there and see her world.
Hermione is so blessed to have so many people who love her.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of A Time for Goodbyes)
Yes she is. We should all be so lucky. I do have a close family.
It took a lot of courage to do what Hermione did. Even though he stabbed her, If you're going down, you'd better take them down with you to the best of your ability. I wonder what made something that may have started as desire, jealousy or coveting her neighbor's wife, so to speak, morph into a psychotic break with reality leading to the actions of a psychopath? Somewhere he slipped a cog.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of A Time for Goodbyes)
Who knows. Possessiveness, jealousy. Sometimes it's the quiet ones who snap. Thank you :)
I want a man like Severus Snape who would turn over heaven and earth to find me. It's one thing to feel loved, it's one thing for someone to say they love you, but it's even better to feel precious and have absolute assurance that he will rescue you no matter the cost. He would kill for you without a second thought. Hermione is only going to need to keep Alan as calm as possible until her love rescues her. Alan is a regular Prince Humperdink and Severus is the Dread Pirate Roberts, Hermione is butter cup. Who knows what I am writing at this time of night after some sweet wine. I hope it is making sense.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of A Time for Goodbyes)
You and me both. I've always thought that if he was loved he'd move heaven and hell for that person. Look what he did for Lily a d she never appreciated him at all. I'm not familiar with those characters to I have no frame of reference there :) thank you for your comments.
Response from breastlady (Reviewer)
If you have never seen the movie "Princes Bride" you are missing out on a wonderful, funny, farce of romance. You must see it! You absolutely must!
I'm really happy for Hermione. I'm glad that despite the fact that she had taken their memories, they love where she had sent them. That should provide Hermione no small amount of comfort. Severus is being such a good boy. I hope Hermione doesn't feel pressured to have kids too soon. I realize that she understands why Severus and Minerva think these two should marry next year, but she would have liked to have waited. I hope getting married before she is finished with her studies doesn't prevent her from reaching her goals or result in her having kids before she is ready to give up some of her professional life to be a mom. I understand the pressure she is under, and right now she doesn't see how she can do what she thinks would be best without hurting Severus' feelings and having him believing she just doesn't want to be married to him.I had the exact same situation. Was just starting college and my husband, whom is 7 years older than I, had convinced me he could not enter his chosen profession without a wife and that he couldn't wait for me for 4 years. As a result I didn't finish my degree program and had an unplanned baby at 20. My husband and I were training for the ministry. One has many more choices about how and where they can serve God and others, if they don't have to worry about taking children somewhere dangerous or perhaps living in poverty. Then, after 5 years my husband decided he had been pressured by his mother, father and grandmother to become a minister and it wasn't what he really wanted. It was too stressful for him. So, I had to give up my vocation too. I wasn't in a position back then where a woman could be a minister, evangelist or missionary but not her husband, and he didn't want to be the husband of any of the above; he would have been expected to serve as well, if I did. And there was no way on God's green earth he would have been willing to sever in a medical mission in India or Africa. Ironically, I had turned down another marriage offer because that person wasn't called to the same vocation even though we had deep feelings for one another.I should have stuck to my guns. I think my husband might have realized he didn't feel called before we got married if I had made him wait for me to finish college and then we wouldn't have been married after all. I also wouldn't have gotten pregnant yet and would have had more choices. I regret not listening to my gut.I'm enjoying the story! Happy summertime Christmas from down under!
Response from gersknightlady (Author of A Time for Goodbyes)
Hard to remember what happens each chapter. True Hermione doesnt have all the choices she wishes, maybe I should have made them stronger but they just needed eachother so much. You did have lots of choices and pressures. We all make mistakes. We can all say I should have turned right instead of left. I never married. No kids. I have travelled a lot. Never saved much live in an older home. Could have been wiser had more to show for working 2 jobs for 39 years but I'm content enough.
I'm so glad they worked that out. Grandchildren are a blessing. I love mine and they are my sun and stars. It's only too bad they come at such a high price. I hope they don't feel pressured to have children right away. Nice chapter, once again.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of A Time for Goodbyes)
Thank you, my great nieces and nephews are such a blessing as well as their parents. We've had the best. Good kids all. They make the sun rise and the world go round.
It went as well as it could have. Do they have any memories of Hermione from before she took them? Was she able to give them back any memories of her as their daughter or did she have to prove she was their long lost witch of a daughter they had never met and didn't know existed and they had to take her word for it? Please let me know if the story doesn't let us know. Can muggles use a pencieve? She could show them her childhood and getting her letter from Hogwarts. Please let me know what her parents know.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of A Time for Goodbyes)
I'm pretty sure she was able to give them back their memories. Now I don't know about Muggles using a pensive. I've written several stories of her getting back w her parents so its hard to remember which is which. I think this set took it pretty good. I should use you for ideas before I write. You make good story leaps.
What a way to get rid of stress! It's Hermione and Severus vs the world, in a good way. They are more than a team, they are an entity. No wonder they can't stand to be apart. It wasn't well thought out for Minerva to have Hermione surprise Severus in public knowing they hadn't shared their relationship publicly, yet. Did she know? I'm sure things will be fine with Hermione's parents. Accepting Severus shouldn't be any crazier than all of the other mind blowing things they've had to deal with regarding their daughter. They seem ready to accept her lifestyle. Another great chapter.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of A Time for Goodbyes)
I think Severus had told her that he and Hermione were together but not surr she knew it was a secret. Yes they are sn item. Thsnk you again for all your comments.
They're like a couple of silly kids! It's wonderful. I miss those days and that feeling of new love. Even the trip to the library seemed like an imposition on their relationship and then I remembered that grown ups do have lives. It's like they are bound to each other with a magical umbilical cord and can't bear to have too much space separating them. I envy them. Great happy chapter.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of A Time for Goodbyes)
Thank you. Happy happy happy makes me happy. It was mostly fluff. Fluff makes me happy.
This year will be a long one for these two. It will be hard to be parted after this summer. I wonder if Severus can make a port key they can use to spend more time together. Very romantic! And very enjoyable chapter! Severus must have quite a nest egg put back to afford this summer's vacation. I haven't heard the couple discuss finances or Hermione wonder how he affords her such splendor. I'm curious. I hope Harry and Ron don't let them down.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of A Time for Goodbyes)
Well I guess I just assumed he'd been saving his money for a future when he wasn't tethered to two masters. After all at Hogwarts' they were given everything.
Magical sex is awesome!
Response from gersknightlady (Author of A Time for Goodbyes)
I thInk so. Thank you.
What an awesome place that would be! It would be a bit frightening too. I'm sure there I things that one would be fascinated to see but not sure if they really wanted to be there. I bet there are people there Hermione doesn't even know were wizards or witches. What an incredible opportunity to learn. I wish that was real. Great chapter.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of A Time for Goodbyes)
I'm glad you enjoyed it. I also visited Morano when I was there. Now wouldn't that have been fascinating.
This agreement for Hogwarts will work nicely. This is wonderful for both of them. Venice! That is romantic indeed! "I've been storing it up for more years than you've been alive" is sexy too. It seems she is as needy as he is, which is very good. If not, it could be suffocating to be the center of the universe to such a man, for some women. He doesn't share well. My own dad is jealous when me and my mum spend too much time together and he feels ignored. It used to make my mom feel wanted but after years and years it's a little annoying when he's being a pouty baby about it. I can't stand pouting men. I'd rather just have a good row and get it over with. Well, that was when I was 20 years younger. Now, an adult discussion is the only acceptable way to deal with disagreements. I wonder how Hermione and Severus will handle their first argument? She's bossy and he's controlling and has a penchant for meanness. If they were taking advice, I would recommend they get a plan on how to handle disagreements in advance with some ground rules, do's and don'ts, in order to avoid misunderstandings and to allow for negotiation if the issue is about making decisions. No pouting, no character assassination, no sarcasm, don't expect the other person to read your mind, be open to discussion, agree to take a break if you are hitting a wall, no holding grudges. Forgive each other before you go to bed. They can never say, "I you don't like it you can leave." It's better for Hermione to say, "You can live with a happy wife or an angry wife and you are stuck with me until you die. How do you want this to go?" I only had to use it once but it was very effective. A smart husband knows that if momma ain't happy, nobody is happy. If they survive the first 10-15 years, all the fights are about the same things and you've either worked out a compromise or decided to let it go. On with Summer Vacation!
Response from gersknightlady (Author of A Time for Goodbyes)
Wow some good advice. Maybe some one who. Reds it will read your review. I have a hard time writing conflict. Not sure my Hermione's or Severus' have ever had a huge fight. Hey I might borrow this someday for a fic :) Ty I went to Venice years ago. It was one of the best few days of all my travels so far.
Just make sure you don't forget to take your potion! Kids would put a nasty cramp in your plans, right now. You think you're busy now? Maybe you'll never need any. Your lives are full. Research shows that women without children are happier than women who have children. Unfortunately, it's a full time job, they don't appreciate you as much as you deserve and you can't have it all on mommy track. Back in the 70's we got the idea into our heads that we could do it all. It was a lie. All we got was sleep deprivation and giving up our higher educations or promotions because we had responsibilities. Now they don't move out so it's never your turn to live life. And they only get more expensive the older they get. I love being a grandma, but I wouldn't do the mommy thing again. I should have just had dogs. I enjoyed it when the kids were young because I was young and I still had hope, but now I know there is no hope for me. I spend my days at work helping 30 and 40 somethings who thought they needed a baby so bad they went and had the 90 thousand dollar test tube baby that's broken and can't breastfeed or when the baby can, the moms are too tired and their expectations of life are too high to really enjoy motherhood. They are already invested in mortgages and life styles. I spend my nights wondering how long my husband and I will have to support ourselves, our children and their children, while I should be taking care of my parents. Hermione and Severus can get their kid fix at Hogwarts. I hope they are listening to my advice. At least there are house elves if you need a nanny, I suppose. Severus is so heart breakingly vulnerable. I know he doesn't have to worry with Hermione, though. I'm very happy for them!
Response from gersknightlady (Author of A Time for Goodbyes)
Sounds like a difficult life. I missed having the husband and kids. Way to late for either I think. I like doing my own thing. Dogs are good. Companions. I've got three. Had some precious ones in the past. I do wish they had longer lives. I think it's hard for Severus to trust that someone loves him with all her heart. Ty for sharing.
I tried getting my guy to be romantic and he just acts like a stupid dolt and says he doesn't know how. It seems a lot like trying to get out of a chore by doing it so badly your wife doesn't make you do it anymore. Thank you for giving us a romantic Severus. I will squash the urge to go hit the man snoring in my bed with a shoe. I can get my romance fix without being tempted to stray. No real man could live up to Severus Snape.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of A Time for Goodbyes)
Well the shoe might get his attention. LoL one reason I write romantic fic. Is to get romance in my life as well. Glad your enjoying it.
Minerva will insist will she? Oh well, I guess they'll just have to get married then. But, I wouldn't want to be an apprenticed to my husband. No. I definitely have authority issues. We would have to have serious ground rules. I would take everything personally. He had better be a very nice and polite boy. I probably wouldn't hex my master, but I wouldn't think twice about hexing my husband if he got high handed with me. We would have to work it out so that we were more like research partners. And if he wanted me to do the grunt work he would have to ask nicely and reward me for good behavior. Romantic interludes, inventive sex and books would be just for starters. Let's add, he would have to remember to tell me how much he appreciated my help every day. I would reciprocate, of course. Well, let's at least get through the holidays. I'll be nice.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of A Time for Goodbyes)
Can't remember them having a conflict. This was written purely for the love of them being happy together. Most of it. Thank you, I'm glad your enjoying it.
Thank goodness they were only separated for a week! Dear man was a virgin? Hermione must feel just a little bit smug at getting the best man on the planet that no one else had ever had. They are a perfect match. I hope they never actually need that potions ingredient. Between the two of them, they could end up as famous as the Nicholas and Perenelle Flamel! I am enjoying the love-fest. What a summer it will be!
Response from gersknightlady (Author of A Time for Goodbyes)
Thank you so much, wow I had 't had a new chapter of my newest story post, so I hadn't looked at reviews in ages. I'm pleased tofind so many.
With the flue, apparition and port keys, why would she need to wait 4 years? My heart is pounding for them. If she can't see him and get her studies accomplished, how would she ever complete an apprenticeship?
Response from gersknightlady (Author of A Time for Goodbyes)
Well it was going to be a one shot and then it begged for more.
Glad I happened upon this from a recommendation on snapeyluvshermy. Love the story! Thanks for sharing!
Response from gersknightlady (Author of A Time for Goodbyes)
Thank you, :) I'm pleased someone recommended it. Thanks for reading and leaving a review.
Response from gersknightlady (Author of A Time for Goodbyes)
Thank you, :) I'm pleased someone recommended it. Thanks for reading and leaving a review.